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zee2tha · 5 years
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31.12.18
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The December winds swept into January. It was a brand New Year and with a New Year came a chance to start a fresh.
The person who you were before, the person that made mistakes, who you weren’t 100 percent happy with, that didn’t mean anything. You had the chance to reinvent and that is exactly what I was going to do.
I was washing away the me that was too scared to do anything. The me that…
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learnandgrow · 3 years
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365 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 – 365 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝟓𝟗 – 𝐈𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐦 𝟓𝟗 – 𝐈𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐝𝐮𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐧
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learnandgrow · 3 years
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365 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 – 365 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝟒𝟗 – 𝐈𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐦 𝟒𝟗 – 𝐔𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞
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learnandgrow · 3 years
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365 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 – 365 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝟑𝟒 – 𝐈𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐦 𝟑𝟒 – 𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐭
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zee2tha · 5 years
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30.12.18
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My heart had experienced a rollercoaster of emotions this year. For the most I felt that I was playing a losing game. Nothing seemed to be happening for me.
I had never felt more alone. Or if I had this just felt worse at the moment. I just felt like I couldn’t catch a break. That I was cursed. That up meant down and down meant up. That left meant right and right meant left. You catch my drift.
L…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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29.12.18
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All my things were packed up into bags and boxes.
I thought I would feel weird. This place had been home for me for nearly 10 years. Well I used the term home loosely. This place had been far from a home.
A home was supposed to radiate warmth. You were supposed to feel safe at home. I was always on edge here. Trapped. I never felt free. Never in control of my own actions.
Today those feeling were…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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28.12.18
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There was nothing better than someone doing something special for you.
You get this warm gushy feeling that pools in your stomach and spreads all around you.
You get that flushed feeling and your cheeks are warm to the touch. Your heart feels like it’s wrapped up in bubbles.
That’s exactly how I felt when I opened the locker and found three mini cheesecakes wrapped up in foil.
Lemon to be…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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27.12.18
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Winter had settled in and it was making a right song and dance of not going anywhere. It was cold.
Winter jackets were a must. As were gloves and warm insulated shoes. There was no time for frost bitten finger and toes. Work had to be done.
A familiar but unwelcome scratchy feeling began to plague my throat. It had begun. I had fallen prey of the common cold.
For now I could stand up and could…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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26.12.18
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So I Google how to stop fading into the background.
Because it’s something that I can’t stop from happening.
No matter what I do, even if I try something different. I always seem to somehow disappear.
I’m always overlooked. It’s sad and I am really trying my best to stand out, but it just keeps happening.
So I’m working on a plan to never go unnoticed again.
My grand scheme starts today. No one…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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25.12.18
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My eyes felt heavy as the day began to draw to a close.
I felt full and happy. Stuffed on turkey and all the trimmings. What a day. Surrounded by family and food. What other way was there to spend Christmas?
My feet were more than doggone tired but I would survive.
For one day of the year I could forget about all the woes that were constantly running about my head and just be happy.
Happy, a word…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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24.12.18
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The house lay silent, excited minds had fallen quiet long ago, lost in deep pits of sleep.
I sat downstairs amongst rolls and rolls of wrapping paper, illuminated by the lights of the Christmas tree.
It was so like me to be so last minute. I had to be better next year.
A cup of cocoa floated above me as Dan handed me a cup. Trying my best to escape the destruction that lay all around me I reached…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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23.12.18
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Five broken bottles lay at my feet. Five bottles that once had a purpose, a reason to exist, lay broken at my feet.
It wasn’t an accident. I did it on purpose. I allowed them to fall from my grasp. I allowed the glass to shatter and spray upwards as the bottles hit the floor. Allowed the wine to pool around the floor as it finally managed to gain its great escape and flow steadily to my perfect…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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21.12.18
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Sleep. A concept made for people who like to give their body the nourishment and the respect it deserves.
I was not one of those people.
My current state was more than tired, if that was even possible.
I had run myself ragged. Going from a 10 hour shift to studying.
Who said that education was rewarding. At this time I wanted to slap them across the face and yell that it was far from rewarding.
A…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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20.12.18
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Who would have thought that something that comes so natural to many, held the power of changing your mood. Turning it a whole 180.
Something that you didn’t have to pay for, but you could do if you wanted a professional.
The body was such a powerful tool.
That’s what was running through my head as I stared at the chip of paint that was hanging on for dear life to the ceiling.
Why wouldn’t it just…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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17.12.18
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My heart was a flutter. My mouth dry. I could smell him from all the way over here in my corner. His scent was so intoxicating, it had sandalwood tones. My absolute fave.
Would he look my way? All he needed to do was turn 47 degrees to his left and he would be face to face with his future wife. The love of his life. All he needed to do, was turn around. Just turn around. It was so easy. I was…
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zee2tha · 5 years
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16.12.18
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The smell of weed and uncleanness tickled my nose.
My gag reflectors went into overdrive.
Why was personal hygiene something that some people felt the need to neglect?
I pulled my jacket up to my nose trying to censor the smell. This was why I took the bus, if in doubt crank a window open and dash the smell outside where it belonged.
The train jolted and the man’s arm swiped past my face. I…
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