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robotoast03 · 7 months
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Hey quick question for my moots and followers. Are any of ya forza fans? Or sim/arcade racing games in general? I feel like their are some blogs I could follow but don’t know where to look, so maybe ya’ll know. To add on I’m REALLY excited for the new Motorsport coming oct. 10th. One last request, if you know of or follow any of the above mentioned things, reblog with blog recommendations. Thanks!❤️❤️
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kingkatsuki · 2 years
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Sorry to bother you...this is really weird, i dont even know why i am doing this, and you should ignore this but i feel like shit. Yeah, i am venting to someone i dont know, as i said, you should delete this and ignore it bcs this has nothing to do with you, but if you want to read it go ahead.
So...i had an exam and a part of the exam is writting an argumentative essay on a specific subject and create a way to solve it while respecting the human rights, max 30 lines. I live in Brazil so i dunno if you that in your home country, but we do it here and its a very important subject. We do an exam of 100 questions (History, Math, Portuguese etc) and you can get up to 1000 points on it, the essay part of the exam is also worth 1000 points, so you can see how important it is. I spend all my time doing it basically, and when i was done with it i had about 15 minutes to do the rest, so i think you can see where this ended. Another part of my exam is that we have a thing called awnser card, we mark question from A to E on the exam and then we have to mark it back on the awnser card. The awnser card is what matters, the exam where the questions are is just there to present the questions and keep track of what letter we marked. Ok, back to the shit show of i only had 15 minutes to compleate a 100 questions exam AND mark it back on the awnser card. I was only able to fully awnser 5 subjects fully, that being, Portuguese (Brazilians dont speak spanish, not saying you think we do but it is a very annoying stereotype), English, Math, History and Geography, the rest (7 in total) i had to mark it at random bcs the staff was pressuring me to ended it already, since the exam was done already. Among the pressure of it all i ended up marking all of my Math questions wrong on the awnser card. So that was great.
I just feel like a failure right now and my family does not understand boundaries it seems. I asked many times to be left alone since i was pissed, sad and tired but they dont get the message. My mom keep trying to cheer me up (something that does not work with me) and is kicking the bed i am right now and its driving me insane, she is on the hammock and she needs impulse to move it and she wants to be around me. My grandma keeps cuddling, kissing me, overall babying me and showering me with attention i dont want right now. I get they dont have any ill intensions but...please leave me alone, i already said that to them. I verbalized it. Like, i dont want to scream at them but please respect me when i want to be left alone, is it really hard to do that?
I feel like shit. I feel like a failure. My grades for this exam are destroyed and i dont even know if doing the essay was worth it since i dont know if it went well yet.
Sorry for ranting and dumping you with information you never asked nor needed, but i am way to ashamed to tell what happened to my friends. I dont want them pitying me, thinking i am weak and thinking "Oh, what a dumb boy" or something along those lines. Guess that's why i like Bakugou so much, we have the same inflated pride it seems. For my family they just dont know how to deal with my feelings. Sorry again, i am not expecting you to awnser and dont feel guilty to delete this.
Hihihi!
I’m sorry that your exam went badly! It sounds like so much fucking work in such a short space of time it’s a wonder how anyone can even complete all of that?! I think you’ll probably be feeling like this for a little while after because I know how hard it is when you feel like you’ve failed or not done your best, especially when you know deep inside you’re capable of it.
I think your family mean well, and their hearts are definitely in the right place. The fact that they’re trying their best to cheer you up after it shows that- and I think that even though it’s something you don’t want right now that you can hopefully understand where they’re coming from? It’s 100% a place of love, but I know what it’s like when you feel like somethings just gone shit. I mean after my interview the other day I sat in my room crying and eating chicken nuggets so😅😂
You’ll bounce back from this, even though things feel shit right now. Exams aren’t everything in life, and there are always more opportunities. I think this can be a learning curve for the next time? Like it’s happened, it was shit but that doesn’t mean it’s gotta be shit again right? Just keep your head up!! And you’ve still got time to hear back for the grade for the essay so that’s another thing that you can look towards!
I, and my others, definitely know how you’re feeling right now. It can be such a hard thing to share with our friends or loved ones about the times that we failed or didn’t do as well as we’d hoped— Even for just the smallest things! So I can understand why you wouldn’t want to tell your friends, but I know it isn’t my decision but I think sometimes it might be worth confiding in them?
I think Bakugou would tell you that too, and he’d probably want to give you your own space but would be much like your family in wanting to cheer you up. I think he’d purposely make a stop on the way home to get your favourite treats, or even just takeout from your favourite place. He won’t make you talk about it, he won’t ask questions but he’d just be there for you💕
Things will be okay, Anon!💕
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dadzawa-adopt-dabi · 3 years
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“Why is arson always your first answer?” for the promot list. Go nuts.
(fuck canon. Keigo didn’t have enough time to warn the LoV so everyone thinks he betrayed them. but he didn’t. Dabi also didn’t manage to get the wings all the way burnt off. just mostly.)
Keigo was realsed from the hospital with several doctors trying to make him see reason and stay. He technically shouldn’t be leaving and was doing so against medical advice. He just hoped that he wasn’t too late still.
The base was mostly destroyed, the main battle hadn’t taken place here but the side fighting had certainly caused enough damage. He skirted around the building until he saw where parts of it had caved in, Dabi having a meltdown as he had walked in on Hawks ‘killing’ Jin. The way he’d reacted had just worsened it and in the end Dabi had almost completly burned his wings all the way off. Right now they would regrow, but if he had gone any further they wouldn’t have. And then keigo would be useless. He hoped Jin was awake by now.
He checked the woods and found him, maskless because he’s been having a good day before the raid and one of his clones had wanted a turn to wear it. He was knocked out and sleeping aginst the trunk of a tree. Fuck, he shouldn’t have left hiim here. who knows if he would have woken up if the fighthad gotten too close. He hadn’t had time to plan, this was all last minute and it was still no excuse. Dabi thought he had killed their friend in front of them, the rest of the league thought he’d betrayed them.
Truthfully he thought as he knelt down and shook Jin’s shoulder, he almost had. There hadn’t been a plan to save Jin when he went in. There hadn’t been any plan but to complete the mission and then without thinking about it, he’d changed sides. He guessed. 
“twice. cmon man.” He shook Jin’s shoulder a little harder and Jin snapped awake. Grabbing Hawks arm and throwing him down beside him onto his injured back as he let out a scream of pain.
“You killed me! you tried to arrest me and betrayed us and the you killed me in front of Dabi!” He roared as Hawks blinked his vision clear. Angrily stumbling to his feet and standing over Hawks.
“Fuck. Alive, Your Alive you dumbass.” He choked out between gasps as his back contined to spasm on the forset floor. he was supposed to keep his wounds clean, well not like it could get any worse.
“How do I know that?” JIn pressed his foot down on Hawks ribs as he spoke, grasping his head as he spoke. Tears were streaming down his face and he was feeling up his pockets for some thing. Hawks realized it was Toga’s hankerchief and his heart panged. Its how he had know that twice he killed was a clone. Jin didn’t carry the hankerchief around when he had his mask available, too afraid it would get dirty and lost. “Don’t call me stupid when your dumb enough to think I needed tutoring.”
“Mask.” Keigo shoved his hands in his pockets and brought out a ski mask. He should have given this to Twice right away. He didn’t know how to do this at all, its like all the social skills and thought out plans he used for spying left. He was lucky he had even seen one on the way here.
“Where’s Dabi. And get fucked. what he said.” Jin yanked it on and stopped crushing Hawks ribs. Boot still on his chest ready to restart.
“your alive, i didn’t kill you.” The traitor started only to get cut off.
“Thats not what i asked.” He put some pressure back on Hawks as he squirmed.  “Did you kill him too?”
“For fucks sake i didn’t kill you Jin. I fucking saved you and Dabi burnt my goddam wing nearly the hell off. I didnt have fucking time to goddam fucking plan this shit okay much less explain anything?”
“Your coming with me.” Jin yanked him up off the ground and as he turned him around he saw his back. bleeding through the dirty bandages, he almost felt bad for him but he was the one who had crossed the league. 
“ see? Dabi burnt my wings and i didn’t kill you.” Keigo tried to jerk himself out of Jin’s grasp without sucess.
“Go fuck yourself, we all know your a liar. I don’t care Hawks, and I don’t belive you.” Jin didn’t have his phone and Keigo couldn’t get ahold of anyone, not that that was suprising. so they walked out of the disaster area and got on a bus Jin made Hawks pay for. They sat in tense silent as Jin lead him to their next meeting point, it didn’t matter if he showed Hawks where it was. He wasn’t leaving there alive.
They got off and Hawks stumbled as Jin moved him roughly to keep him in front of him as they walked a couple blocks. They stopped outside a abandoned run down love hotel, going down the adjacent alley to the side entarence with its lock broken off. JIn swung it open and shoved Hawks through first, Hawks back spasamed again against his palm and he grit his teeth.
right away as they stepped in blue flames flew at him as he let his legs go out and fall to avoid them.
“Dabi? are you alive?” Jin stepped over Hawks and into the base. “I lived bitch, maybe, I’m not sure.”
Dabi’s quirk dissapeared immediatly and Keigo dragged himself over to sit against the wall as he watched the reunion. 
“Jin? you, i saw him-.” there was a choked off noise as Dabi stared at him.
“why is your hair white? did i miss your big reveal?” Jin’s hands hovered around Dabi as he took in the new hair and burns. “ Looks hot, i like it. “
“Im going to set you on fucking fire again.” Dabi roared and lunged for him, Sako holding him back so they could get the full story. Shigaraki meanicingly approached him instead and crouched down in front of him.
“why is arson always your first awnser?” He asked as he braced himself for the interragation to follow.
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gotchaocha · 4 years
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Get to know the writer game
Okey, soooo I was tagged by @thescatteredreblogs,who is actually @thescatteredscribbles !!! The plot thickens!!!!Anyway, thanks for tagging me!
Instructions: Tag 10 followers that you want to know better. 
NAME: Alvaro 
GENDER: Male
Star sign: Pisces.
Height: 6′07 (or 185 cm)
Sexuality: 
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Hogwarts House: I’m not a Harry Potter fan, but I’ve told I’d belong in hufflepuff, so I’ll go with that!
Favorite animal: Whales, butterflys, hummingbirds...
Avarage hours of sleep:7-8 hours.
Current time: 6:00 PM
Dogs or Cats: Dogs
Blankets you sleep with: One. Uno. Um.
Dream job: Travel around the world doing antrophological research while also publishing books and short storys collections.
When I made my blog: I think about a month after the sky began to fall over here. That is, after corona got real bad lol, so uhhh i guess march?
Followers: 13. Dang. The whole ‘‘followers’’ is still weird to me, because it just reminds me of a cult, but in a weird way i also kinda dig it
Why I made a tumblr: I wanted to share my writing to the world, since just having it laying around collecting dust was a major productive bummer to me.
Reason for IRL: ‘’Gotcha’’ has a good similar sound to ‘’Ocha’’, so I just mushed it together.Originally would be something like ‘’Gotcha, Ocha!’’ But that just sounds like a kids tv show.
This felt like making a character sheet for myself lol. 
Ummm, I think I’ll also tag just 5 people. @teriwrites , @kirsten-is-writing, @insert-writing-blog-name, @h-brook-writes and @angelbunnywrites  Fell free to ignore this if you don’t feel like it, no pressure! It’s kinda personal,and you don’t have to share any kind of info if you don’t want to.
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sadsoullwt · 4 years
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Losing Love // l.t
Loving someone is one of the best feelings in the world. The butterflies that sit in the pit of your stomach when their name pops up on your phone screen, the exciting and anxious feelings you get when you’re about to see them after being apart for a while, the tremendous amount of laughs you get to share with one another. It’s just knowing that you will always have that one person there for you, someone to experience life with you no matter how though it gets sometimes.
Louis knew what it was like. Ever since the moment he laid eyes on you 2 years ago, he was completely and utterly in love. Infactuated by every inch of your skin, every stretchmark, every freckle, every insecurity you ever had. You were absolutely perfect in his eyes. He sure had his fair share of girlfriends in his lifetime, but he had never even felt close to the way he did feel when he was around you.
Louis was a confident man. He never really had much trouble talking to anyone, and girls were no exception. He was just a really smooth talker in general. But with you it was different. He first met you at a concert venue, where your dad was the general manager. You were hanging out backstage while your dad gave the boys a little tour.
The moment you locked eyes with eachother Louis’ heart started to beat rapidly. The usually loud and bubbly boy had never been so lost for words in his entire life. The nerves building up in his stomach were the kind of nerves you got moments before you go bungee jumping, all kinds of adrenaline rushing through your body.
To Louis, performing in front of thousands of people suddenly didn’t seem so scary anymore. He could barely form a proper scentence while looking at you. He noticed the way small dimples formed when you let out a laugh, the way your nose twitched because you were slightly nervous, the way your eyes twinkled when you talked about something you were passioniate about.
He observed your every move that night, and in that short period of time he got to enjoy your company he knew. From that night on Louis knew you would become the most important person in his life, and he was right.
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A few months after you met you started dating. You wanted to take things slow at first and Louis had a huge amount of respected for that. You had never really had a serious relationship in your life and you were scared. Scared that you weren’t going to be good enough for him, scared that you were to inexperienced for him or that he would just forget about you after a first date gone wrong.
But Louis didn’t. He reassured you that you could take all the time you needed, and that he would be there for you every step of the way. He was going to wait as long as it took for you to fully open op, because you were definitly worth the wait.
Louis made it so hard not to fall in love with him. He would always bring your favorite flowers when he showed up at your doorstep to take you on a date, he would leave little notes in your purse or around your house for you to find, he would always make sure he called you at least once a day to check up on you, he always ‘forgot’ his sweater at your house just because he knew how much you liked wearing it but you were too afraid to ask him for it.
You were the most precious thing in his life and he would give his life for yours in a heartbeat. He couldn’t stand seeing you upset because to him you were his world. Seeing you break down shattered him completely. He would hold you so tight that sometimes you felt like you couldn’t breath and he would sing for you ever so softly while playing with your hair. He cared for you more than he cared for himself. Louis didn’t care one bit that his friends teased him for being so whipped all the time, because he was whipped.
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You had been practically living together since the start of your relationship, but a good year in to dating you oficially moved into his appartment. Life couldn’t be more perfect for Louis. He loved his job and his fans, he had the best family and friends someone could ever ask for and he felt like his life couldn’t be more complete with you by his side. I guess you could say life takes very odd turns from time to time.
The band was at it’s absolute peak. To Louis it sometimes felt like the days were never ending, and it was just a constant replay of doing a concert, going straight into the recording booth after to record the new album, getting way too little sleep on a crowded and filty tour bus. In the meantime they were also doing a lot of press and promo for the new album.
Don’t get me wrong, Louis absolutely adored his fans and he loved every single bit of his job, he just sometimes wished he would have a less hectic scheduele, so he could make more time for the things that were important to him, especially for you.
You and Louis had a lot of arguments the weeks leading up to the tour. He wanted you to travel the world with him so bad but you had your own obligations at home. You were just starting college and you couldn’t afford just taking off for eight months to go and travel with your boyfriend. As much as you loved Louis and you couldn’t imagine being apart from him for so long, you knew you had to think about your own carreer and future first, so you decided to stay home.
Louis didn’t like the fact that you stayed home because he was just terrified. He was scared because it was your first time being apart for such a long time and he was frightened that your relationship wouldn’t be able to handle it. He was scared you were going to realise that his hectic lifestyle wasn’t the one for you and that it didn’t fit into your plans for the future. He was absolutely terrified of the thought that you might forget about him.
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It was not even three months into the tour when you noticed some small changes in Louis’ behavoir. He wouldn’t call you as much, would always text you that he was too busy to talk during the day, the usual four hour facetime conversations turned into five minute calls where Louis would just rant about how tired he was.
And boy was he exhausted. He was working most hours of the day and night while under an inmense amount of pressure. He didn’t know how much more he could actually take before his body would just collapse and he wouldn’t be able to function anymore. He was just so fed up with work and busy doing his own things that he started getting distant from you.
He felt selfish, he really did, but he just couldn’t bring himself to ask you about how your days went anymore. He was so consumed in his own world and being so incredebly overworked that he couldn’t take you complaining about your day on top of everything else, so he didn’t bother asking.
He rarely called you anymore, and if he did he would just say that he was very tired because he had loads to do and that he would text you if he got the chance.
Hours turned into days of not hearing a single word from him. He didn’t reply to your texts, he didn’t call you to tell you he was busy. You heard absolutly nothing from him and it broke you. You ocasionally checked in with the boys to make sure he was okay. Niall reassured you that he missed you and would call as soon as he got the chance, but he never did. You felt the love of your life slipping through your fingers and you were trying so hard to understand him and his incredibly abnormal lifestyle, but there was only so much you could take before you would just break down and crumble
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You cried yourself to sleep most nights. You put so much effort into your relationship, giving every ounce of love in your body to this one man you adored so much. The amount of energy you put into trying to work things out and not wanting to give up what you had was umatched bu Louis. It seemed like he didn’t give a shit about anything that had to do with you anymore and as much as you didn’t want to believe that, what else where you supposed to do? You two haven’t proberly communicated in weeks.
It was one of those nights where you just snuggled up in bed with loads of pillows, hoping the would fill up the empty space in your bed and also the empty void in your heart. You had called and texted Louis several hours that day but not once did he awnser. You couldn’t describe what exactly you were feeling, but it sure was a whole bunch.
You were incredibly sad because all you wanted was for him to tell you that everything was going to be fine once he got back home and for him to just tell you how much he loved you. He would normally never shut up about all the things he adored so much about you, now you can’t even remember the last time he spoke those three little but oh so meaningfull words to you.
But most of all you were just angry. Angry out of exhaustion of loving someone so hard but not getting the same in return. You were angry that he made you feel not worth fighting for, because he sure as hell wasn’t putting any effort into saving your relationship. You just wanted Louis home and for things to go back to normal again.
As if on cue with your thoughts you heard the front door open, causing your heart to start racing. It was currently ten pm and you sure as hell weren’t expecting any visitors this late at night. You carefully lift your blankets and tip toe out of bed. You make your way to your bedroom door as quitley as you can.
You come to a halt at the top of the stairs and your body inmediatly freezes to the sight in front of you. Louis is standing there, holding a bag of lugage in one hand while his phone and a pack of cigarettes are laced between his fingers in the other hand.
“Louis? But how- what- what are you doing here?” You find yourself not being able to make a proper scentence without stuttering since your brain hasn’t fully grasped the fact that Louis is indeed actually standing in your living room.
You don’t know how or when you even got down the stairs until you realise that you’re standing right in front of him behind your couch. There is a small moment where you too just stand there in silence and take in eachothers precence. Louis hasn’t said a word since taking a step into your home togheter and it scared you but makes your blood boil at the same time.
“What are you doing here Louis?” You clear your throat with a small cough before locking eyes with him for the first time in what feels like forever. Normally his eyes would speak for themselves but you have never seen them so dull and lifeless. This isn’t the same man that left you at home to go tour the world. The look of pure exhaustion on his face makes your heart shatter even more.
Louis puts his bag down before releasing a big sigh. He takes your hand and rubs a small circle on the back of it, a gesture he would always do to reassure you. Except this time it felt so different. It felt akward and out of place for him to do so.
He planted a quick kiss on you cheeck before letting go of your hand and akwardly standing in front of your fragile figure again. You were trying incredibly hard not to cry.
“We’ll talk about it tomorrow love, ‘m too tired ‘m going to bed.”
He barely looked at you will mumbeling the scentence you had already heard a hundred times before. He was always to tired now a days to talk to you about anything. And if he did he talked about himself, not bothering to know how your days have been.
Without giving you mich time to respond Louis kicked of his shoes, took his bag from the floor as he gave you a small smile before dissapearing into the hallway and into the guest bedroom.
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Hello! Omg i feel like this is getting so longgg so i decided to just cut it off right there and make a part two!
I haven’t written anything like this in years and i’m sorry if this sucks or if it’s really bad, i feel like i have to get into it again. I’m so excited to be writing again, it’s a good escape from reality from time to time.
I would love to hear your feedback! Do you like me not really using names and not really writing from a perspective of do you prever writings in point of vieuws?? Let me know!
I’ve always loveddddd writing for people so if anyone has a request i will gladly work with it! Just send me a dm.
Sorry if this sucks i tried. Definitly give some suggestions for part two! All the love x
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papa-abel · 5 years
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I'm sorry I dont mean to pry but what happened that made you upset? (You dont have to awnser)
Hey sugarcube, no need to apologise, y’all are always welcome to ask what has happened at any point on my blog!So first off, I was more frustrated over it all, I became legitimately upset because I was already at peak stress level.BUT what happened was that I answered a simple ask about that deadlock mccree picture - I can’t even remember what it was now.. but then I got another anon ask calling me a ped0 for drawing a minor like that.But as I’ve explained, I drew him having forgotten he was 17 in Deadlock and then the next day saw a sep. tweet stating as such, at that point I did feel uncomfortable with my own drawing and some of the replies it had received - THIS is when I should have deleted it, I acknowledge that. But as an artist who always feels a pressure to produce and having not posted anything for a while and seeing as nobody had said anything..I thought I’d leave it. My mistake.And then what I assume was a troll decided to message me too - I didn’t publish that, I think it’s disgusting that some people think it’s entertaining or worthwhile to add fuel to the fire of someone’s distress and I do hope those people have unfollowed me. This also comes to where I always express that I am open to feedback in all shapes and forms. Just don’t approach me in a rude manner, there’s no need.But in the end, I deleted the picture here and on twitter, I WILL be remaking it as current McCree. I did consider taking a small hiatus but I’m not going to let some sad little people chase me away from this platform where I receive much more love and support. and that’s that.
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cybernightwanderer · 4 years
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I went over the “How to Recognize the Signs of Mental and Emotional Abuse” article and heres whats familiar : 46 out of 64 Signs LOL
-Name-calling. They’ll blatantly call you “stupid,” “a loser,” or words too awful to repeat here. There were too many times my mom would come to my room yelling and threatning to beat, or actually beat me up and call me a whore and a piece of shit. Still does, just doesnt call me a whore now, just calls me stupid and a a piece of shit occasionally. -Character assassination. This usually involves the word “always.” You’re always late, wrong, screwing up, disagreeable, and so on. Basically, they say you’re not a good person. Everyday AALL DAY. Things i used or barely did as a child , and keeps trowing at as an adult. -Yelling. Yelling, screaming, and swearing are meant to intimidate and make you feel small and inconsequential. It might be accompanied by fist-pounding or throwing things. No need to even explain this. -Patronizing. “Aw, sweetie, I know you try, but this is just beyond your understanding.” “Ah nooo, youll never be responsible to have your own life” -Public embarrassment. They pick fights, expose your secrets, or make fun of your shortcomings in public. Yup...
-Dismissiveness. You tell them about something that’s important to you and they say it’s nothing. Body language like eye-rolling, smirking, headshaking, and sighing help convey the same message. Trying to explain to her i dont like something or i dont wanna do something and why, trying to explain certain things she does harms me. And i just get mocked and threatned instead. - Insults of your appearance. They tell you, just before you go out, that your hair is ugly or your outfit is clownish. Every single day. Also to a point that she did this many times in front of strangers, or in front of my friends.
-Belittling your accomplishments. Your abuser might tell you that your achievements mean nothing, or they may even claim responsibility for your success. Yup -Put-downs of your interests. They might tell you that your hobby is a childish waste of time or you’re out of your league when you play sports. Really, it’s that they’d rather you not participate in activities without them. I stopped practising my drawing skills because she would always say i had no future in drawing characters and shitty stuff. Even tho i was starting and practising. That i had no future in it. -Pushing your buttons. Once your abuser knows about something that annoys you, they’ll bring it up or do it every chance they get. Daily picking fights with me, the yells at me for fighting with her and misstreats me. -Threats. Telling you they’ll take the kids and disappear, or saying “There’s no telling what I might do.” Threatning to kick me off the house whenever i refuse to do something she tells me to. For example, a few years ago, i was barely holding on with a minimal wage , she would take a cut out of it, so there was this month i did a whole month without days off to try and gather money to go to barcelona. She knew i had money saved up and threatened to kick me off the house if i didnt give her extra 100 euros for house rent. Usually stuff like this always. -Monitoring your whereabouts. They want to know where you are all the time and insist that you respond to calls or texts immediately. They might show up just to see if you’re where you’re supposed to be. If i go out with my friends or stay in my friends houses, if i go to a concert or anything, she will non stop be calling me and texting until i reply. Even if i already told her who i would be with and where ( i have to tell her always ) And always have to tell what i am doing. If i dont she will be mad for weeks and take it out on me. -Digital spying. They might check your internet history, emails, texts, and call log. They might even demand your passwords. Like the previous one, she asks my aunt to sent her my ig stuff and fb stuff i post, so i had to remove my entire family from my social network. Because she would always come up to me daily “ ah u posted this why? “ wether it would be a selfie or a poem. And is always messaging me on whatsapp and humiliating me and crontrolling wich picture i post on whatsapp. I generaly like to post my user photo of whatsapp as something funny, wether its my face with a filter, or a funny meme. Two months ago i posted a guy with his ass pinned up, wich was hilarious. She kept yelling at me everymorning, and even threatned to hit me , to take the picture down , because it looked bad. The picture was something like this ( not this, but the pose kinda )
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- Unilateral decision-making. They might close a joint bank account, cancel your doctor’s appointment, or speak with your boss without asking. ALWAYS does these kinds of things without my consent. I work 12h a day everyday, im always tired, and i barely have money , and she “trying to take care of me “ will settle apointments for really expensive doctors witouth asking me if i even want, and will get mad at me when i tell her to cancel , saying im a big girl that i have to do it, SO i have to take out sometype of time during my busy work day to make a call to cancel something she settled without even asking me , and will be mad for weeks and take it out on me calling me names and shit. And if i dont accept her “ lending me the money for the apointment “ she will get mad and call me ungratfull and stupid. -Financial control. They might keep bank accounts in their name only and make you ask for money. You might be expected to account for every penny you spend. Well yeah.. dont even need to say anything here. - Lecturing. Belaboring your errors with long monologues makes it clear they think you’re beneath them.  Or here... -Direct orders. From “Get my dinner on the table now” to “Stop taking the pill,” orders are expected to be followed despite your plans to the contrary. This daily basis. -Outbursts. You were told to cancel that outing with your friend or put the car in the garage, but didn’t, so now you have to put up with a red-faced tirade about how uncooperative you are. Always calling me lazy and shit for not doing HER OWN STUFF. -Treating you like a child. They tell you what to wear, what and how much to eat, or which friends you can see.  I am 30 years old. -Feigned helplessness. They may say they don’t know how to do something. Sometimes it’s easier to do it yourself than to explain it. They know this and take advantage of it. Whatever happends she always plays the pity party card “ ahh im old” , “ ahhh i had an aneurism ( even tho she has been fine for two/three years now LOL )”, “ ahh my blood pressure “ She used that as an excuse to always ditch arguments or important discussions when she is loosing, and if i dont shut up she will threaten to kick me off the house or beat me. For example the other day she was shamming me out of nowhere from trying to commit suicide, and i told her she was one of the main reasons. She immediatly started to call me names, tried to hit me, and trow me out of the car. -Unpredictability. They’ll explode with rage out of nowhere, suddenly shower you with affection, or become dark and moody at the drop of a hat to keep you walking on eggshells. She flips randomly during the day, im afraid to leave my room. Or that she will enter my room. -They walk out. In a social situation, stomping out of the room leaves you holding the bag. At home, it’s a tool to keep the problem unresolved. She humiliates me in public then randomly walks out. -Using others. Abusers may tell you that “everybody” thinks you’re crazy or “they all say” you’re wrong. She likes to tell her friends and our family how “ irresponsable”, “immature” and no good for nothing i am, and how i am LEECHING her off... LOL -Jealousy. They accuse you of flirting or cheating on them. Usualy when i game or sometimes, ppl call me and talk to me, and she will eavesdropp my conversation and enter my room to hear better, or later wait until i leave the room , to complain about how i treat my friends so well , and speak so well to them , and how it is possible that i talk to her bad all the time and treat her like shit (? LOL ) Well for starters my friends dont misstreat me or call me names, or try to humiliate me or control me LOL or even pick fights with me. She will get mad at me for not wanting to spend time with her, and spending time with my friends. That im ungratefull and a bad daughter. LOL -Turning the tables. They say you cause their rage and control issues by being such a pain. This, that its my fault. That its my fault everything. - Denying something you know is true. An abuser will deny that an argument or even an agreement took place. This is called gaslighting. It’s meant to make you question your own memory and sanity. For example the other day , olso on the car, with the suicide attempt talk, i was trying to explain why and i told her my most painfull memory of her, was her beating me up for not knowing how to solve a math problem in 3rd grade. That she punched me several times because she tought i had awnsered 7 instead of 1. And she started yelling at me saying i made that up and shit. Like bitch i was afraid of doing my homework home because you would beat the crap out of me, instead of teatching me LOL. She once again used the “ blood pressure “ excuse and tried to hit me and kick me off the car in mid highway. -Using guilt. They might say something like, “You owe me this. Look at all I’ve done for you,” in an attempt to get their way. Ahh this is a classic. She says i owe her everything she asks for because SHE BIRTHED ME AND RAISED ME. And she used this argument to manipulate me in everything. -Goading then blaming. Abusers know just how to upset you. But once the trouble starts, it’s your fault for creating it. Yup -Denying their abuse. When you complain about their attacks, abusers will deny it, seemingly bewildered at the very thought of it. According to her, she just does everything she does because she cares LOL. -Accusing you of abuse. They say you’re the one who has anger and control issues and they’re the helpless victim. LOLOLOL cannot say this enought, SHE ACCUSES ME of being the abusive one , simply because i talk back, because i dont wanna be around her and because i fight with her LOL. Even tho she starts the fights and im just defending myself from her. -Trivializing. When you want to talk about your hurt feelings, they accuse you of overreacting and making mountains out of molehills. Yup -Saying you have no sense of humor. Abusers make personal jokes about you. If you object, they’ll tell you to lighten up. Yup -Blaming you for their problems. Whatever’s wrong in their life is all your fault. You’re not supportive enough, didn’t do enough, or stuck your nose where it didn’t belong.  ALSO YUP -Destroying and denying. They might crack your cell phone screen or “lose” your car keys, then deny it. Tried to break my things numerous of times, or trash them or give them away. Wich she did. -Demanding respect. No perceived slight will go unpunished, and you’re expected to defer to them. But it’s a one-way street. Yup... She will  happly tell me how to dress saying what im wearing is ugly, i will politely tell her to stop, she will continue to give her “opinion” i will get tired and yell to stop , she will immediatly demand respect and tell me i have no right to talk back at her and that im disrespectfull and stupid. -Shutting down communication. They’ll ignore your attempts at conversation in person, by text, or by phone. Yup -Dehumanizing you. They’ll look away when you’re talking or stare at something else when they speak to you. Yup -Keeping you from socializing. Whenever you have plans to go out, they come up with a distraction or beg you not to go. Also Yup She wouldnt let me go out if i didnt do my bed, and would make up shit just so i wouldnt go out, until i got tired and gave up. -Trying to come between you and your family. They’ll tell family members that you don’t want to see them or make excuses why you can’t attend family functions. Well she constantly came in between my first real good therapist. I was finally seeing  a good therapist a few years ago. I was finally relieved and tought i could trust him, all of a suddent she demanded to be in the therapy sessions. So in the sessions instead of talking about what upset me and her constant mental abuse, the therapist gave in to her demands, and started adressing HER issues with me. I remenber the LAST time i decided to attend the doctor. He would first attend my mom , then me. So i came up, and he started his usual talks, and i wanted to talk to him that day about the nightmares i was having and if he could help me. And all of a suddent he cut the conversation off by saying “ ah wait so your mother tells be you have been staying a lot of time on your computer “ “ that you dont socialize with your friends and that you dont go out “ I mean i wonder why i get stuck in my pc and dont go out with my friends LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL She would always cut me off from meeting my friends, she would always control me, so i had less interest or courage to make friends year by year. And gaming was the only thing that brought me joy in my shitty depressed life coz i couldnt develop any interests. -Withholding affection. They won’t touch you, not even to hold your hand or pat you on the shoulder. They may refuse sexual relations to punish you or to get you to do something. She wil straight up give me the cold shoulder, ignore me if she is mad because i didnt do something how she wanted. When i had hand surgery, she refused to go with me, or get me. By me it was ok , she didnt need to go or anything. So after surgery i told the doctors i would take myself home, and why. And they didnt allowe me and still called my mom even thought i told them she wouldnt. She treated me so badly after picking me up from the hospital because they called her. -Tuning you out. They’ll wave you off, change the subject, or just plain ignore you when you want to talk about your relationship. Yup -Actively working to turn others against you. They’ll tell co-workers, friends, and even your family that you’re unstable and prone to hysterics. YUP -Calling you needy. When you’re really down and out and reach out for support, they’ll tell you you’re too needy or the world can’t stop turning for your little problems.  YUP -Interrupting. You’re on the phone or texting and they get in your face to let you know your attention should be on them. Yup -Indifference. They see you hurt or crying and do nothing. Yup - Disputing your feelings. Whatever you feel, they’ll say you’re wrong to feel that way or that’s not really what you feel at all. Yup
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Dating a guy who wants to take it slow
Guy I like wants to take it slow Rori will show you how to navigate every aspect of dating — from how to attract the right men, manage your time, and even how to explain to men why you want to keep your options open…without putting any pressure on a man or scaring him away.  We met at a bar drinking with friends and i noticed this one person who wasnt drinking much.  All he does is work, sleep, and spend time with me.  He is an abusive person and if you stay with him you will regret it.  He didnt bring up anything relationship wise when I awnsered the question, he responded with he would love to take things slow and get to know me better.
10 Reasons To Go Slow With A New Guy The one girl i can truly love.  Then the movie played and he grabbed my hand and didn't let it go.  We want fast internet, fast food, fast money and fast sex.  But we both want to take things slow not really have a big intense relationship.  I just got out of a serious relationship and a few weeks later met this guy and he swept me off my feet and made me see how much I wasn't getting out of my first relationship.
How to Pace Yourself While Dating You can balance your heart with your head.  From my experience, he could be protecting your feelings or could be just selfish.  But I learned that although we dont agree to see or do things at times it doesnt mean they are wrong they are just different.  Basically he told me that the reason he was quiet was bc he was giving it a day to see how I reacted when we didnt get to hang out or talk for a day if one of us was really busy.  We spend every weekend together and usually one night during the week and he calls or texts me everyday just to say hi.  That was until about August 2014.  Live your life and give him his space too.
Guys Explain Why They Want To Things It has to do with how you thread the car through the turns, in order to get the best lap time.  Because if a guy really likes you, and wants to be more than a friend, he'll continue in that direction.  He thinks we're just friends with benefits, but you have feelings for him.  I would say get clear on those questions before making a decision.  So I have decided to pull away and just see what happens.  You guys are just on, two completely different pages here.
Guys who take things slow when dating, how do you do it? : AskMen He is not damaged goods because of his past.  Just treat it as an experiment.  How to become perpetually irresistible - and attract and keep a high-quality man! So he may really be just trying to dial things back a bit.  He makes good money, but lives like a pauper.  This could even encourage him to open up and feel more comfortable expressing how he feels about how the relationship is going.
The Biggest Mistake Women Make In Dating, And What To Do Instead Or it could be for hundreds of other reasons.  He then said there was something he needed to talk to me about.  In short: live your life as though he's not really a big factor in it.  His unwillingness to move forward quickly may be because he want to build something with you that takes time to develop.  When he asked to be friends, I told him I would think about it but clearly he knew what I meant.  I offered to repel them by pretending to be in a relationship.  In my past relationships, they have gone very fast.
Taking It Slow in a Relationship I would agree with this answerer, but there is one really important detail that I think you should know.  Maybe he just doesn't realize it bothers you, or doesn't realize what he's doing.  When we close off our options with other men too soon, we actually sabotage our ability to get the commitment and intimacy we so desire.  We saw each other a few times again, but he was visibly reserved and cautious.  I thought that it may be that he was avoiding me.
Ask a Guy: He Wants to Take It Slow… Now? Everyone says to take it slow and take it a day at a time, which I am trying to do but seem to be stressing a lot.  I promise to take it slow because she said she wasnt ready.  We both knew each other for maybe 2 months in the game before we actually started talking which was about 3 weeks ago.  I know I liked someone but she was just to shy for me and knew in the long run she wasn't the one.  That way, my partners don't take it personally when I actually want to get to know them, instead of rushing into a relationship haphazardly.  If I tell someone I want to move slowly it basically means I may be checking out other people or I am communicating with others or at least seeing them or I am not ready for a relationship.
When a Man says he wants to take it slow Once again, we only spoke in the wee hours.  Do you think I am being rejected or should I just give him his space and let him have his time to slow things down in himself? I also used to use that line when I thought someone else was getting way too serious too quickly and it was time to chill things out.  Good Question: Here are the details.  Another reason could be thart he is emotional manipulator and lets you believe how he is into you.  Well he is wet sweet and has the same interests in and for the future as I do.
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Never the same Twd x reader
_____________________________________ It had been several days since the natural born leader had taken a tole on her own life.
The cause had seemed to be remembered, people hoped that one day Diana would be apart of history.
That all of Alexandria would be remembered. Diana had made a choice for the greater good.
The people had thought they were safe.
The people inside the walls had never even seen a real walking dead person before.
The only ones that had seemed to come close was the the people who guarded the walls, standing high and looking down at there decaying bodies.
Never questioning further saftey not even thinking of how good there life had been.
Most people had only survived because the walls had seamed to be put up before they could venture out into the unknown.
Before they would risk there lives against a battle most were sure to loose.
Rick wasn’t lieying when he had called all of Alexandria weak. The reason was that they were, if they wanted to live they would fight.
If you wanted to survive you had to fight, you had to do things that was beyond the law in the old world.
This wasn’t the old world anymore it had been years since the outbreaks had happend.
It had seemed to be clear that if you wanted To Survive You Would Have To break rules.
Rules didn’t exist in a world like this. It may have existed in the old world but in this world people had to get there hands dirty.
The people of Alexandria didn’t know and they sneered apoun the only few people who had seen it out there.
The only people who had knew what it was like to loose blood,freinds and not just that famly.
They watched there famly die painfully and slowly hearing there screams, giving them agonizing dreams.
It wasn’t a day that they didn’t learn, respect and love the people that had past.
They had learned from there loved ones mistakes moved on but never forgot.
If you didn’t take risks then you weren’t living you were just serviving in a dead cold morbid world.
Some were lucky to bury there dead.
Others were not as fortunate watching them get slowly eaten never to bury them knowing that they were walking around in some lifeless body.
Seen as nothing but a dead corps, a flesh eater. A monster.
The day had came that the people would soon regreat never listening to the man.
Never trying to understand and because of that only one third had remaind.
Days later the hurd had struck out and things had taken a tole for the worst.
When the man and his famly had gone so much as to go out of there way to save the people.
Some of the people had seamed to be gratefull that the dead didn’t take them others week still mourning after what had happened.
Those who weren’t thankful had said an unemotional thank you, but inside they could tell that they had only saw it as Rick giving them a death sentence.
Ending there life’s without giving mercy only it was the exact opposite. Rick had warn them it was there fault after all.
……………………………………………………….
A rather short woman in what apeared to be shoulder length hair had sat down onto a chair the cushions making a squeaking sound.
The legs of the chair didn’t seam to move or even shift lightly.
In fact the short dark hair woman was rather petite she wasn’t on the overly thin side.
Light cheack bones were noticeable and she seamed to be older than the man she had interviewed.
Scribbling down notes as fast as possible and checking the timer on her watch.
It read the same exact time over and over again but she had always seamed to be occupied by the small trinket that once ticked.
Averting her gaze back to a farm that had awoken her from her thoughts.
Smiling while looking up at the young girl.
“Please take a seat, (y/n).” Locking eyes with (c/e) eyes. “I was hoping you would look away very interesting.”
Still locking eyes with each other the the (h/c) haired girl had made no sense of moving.
“I’m going to ask you a few questions,” Inspecting the woman the (h/c) girl had found no sense of false in her features. Instead a genuine smile.
“ Do you remember your life before…” Her Motionless body now shifting to the side bringing her weight to one leg.
Pushing her back foot ever so slightly to propel her body of of the wall she had been leaning against and across the room.
Now standing in font of the desk with books piled high she had outstretched her calloused fingertips.
Ever so cautiously grazing the hard Coverd surface of the book.
Retracting her fingertips as she felt something spark within her.
It had only been a mila second but Diana had noticed and took it apoun herself to not question.
‘Why would she be reading such things?’ She had wondering to herself.
Sliding her fingers with more applied pressure she had felt the indent of the tittle closing her eyes slowly she had begain to trace the letters.
Her mouth nor making a sound but moving as if she were saying something.
B.l.I.N.D. L.O.VE
Diana had stayed there wondering as to why she would be doing such a thing.
Pursing her lips and threatening to ask the same question over.
“Do you remember your life before all this?” Tillting her head in curiosity hoping to get an awnser. “(Y/n).”
(C/e) eyes jolting open at the sound of her voice brining her from her thoughts.
Still not awnsering the question she slowly and calmly took of her hand directing her gaze to the woman.
Looking at the way she was sitting the clothes she was wearing and the way she had talked to her.
She had talked to her like an old freind except they weren’t freinds they were never freinds to begin with.
Judging from the way she spoke it seamed like she had never lost a person.
Leader material, but a motherly touch. For all she knew she seamed like a mother type.
Not to many kids about two or three. From her personal preference over three children and a mother would quickly loose her patients.
A mother over three was hasty for awnsers and seamed to know what a child was about to do and when maybe even exactly what they would say.
The woman had the mother touch but seamed to be missing the instinct.
If (y/n) wasn’t wrong she would have thought she studied about body language,since the book had seamed to be carelessly stacked against the others in the shelf.
Taking a while to look at some of the books most apeared to be sycological.
Body language. How to talk to kids. What do dreams mean. Life line. Facts about us. Mind tricks….
The list seamed to be endless, going on forever and ever.
“Do you remember your life before the world had gone to hell?” The woman had asked for the third time.
With a rather annoyed look apoun her face she was eager for an awnser but a also intrigued by the girl.
The girl Licked her chapped lips but keeping eyes on the book shelf decided to ask her own question.
Now directing her gaze so she looked strait in to the eyes of the same woman who had seamed to be waiting patiently for an awnser.
“What was your life before this all had happend?”
The woman had shifted folding her hands in front of her glad she had made progress.
“ Did someone ever hurt you (y/n)?”
Repeating the womans motions she begain to ask,“Why did someone hurt you?” Tilting her head ever so slightly with no emotion once so ever.
(Y/n) face had seamed to be stone cold,hard to read.
“No I was never hurt in my life time. Have you ever been hurt (y/n)?”
Concern had laced her words. Her eyes knitted together trying to understand if the young girl was playing a trick on her.
Or was she simply repeating what she had been saying the whole entire time.
Like something dead inside listening and repeating words it heard on replay.
Turning her head up strait to locking her lips while pretending to think of an awnser.
“No I have never been hurt. I’ve been broken.” Lightly tugging a strand of hair behind her ear.
Sighing releaved at what (y/n) had been sharing. The woman feeling slightly relaxed andoving her intwind fingers.
“I’m sorry that someone broke you (y/n)” sympathy written all over her face as she retracted her hand away from the girls form, in fear of loosing the progress she was making.
Or the progress she thought she was making.
“Don’t worry the people who have broken me I have made it nearly impossible for them to hurt me.Broken can be fixed.what I did couldn’t and that seamed to be the reason why I deserved to be broken.”
The words had flowed freely threw out her mouth like spilled truths gushing over a waterfall.
The word were true so then why did Diana look at her so strange.
Deep down she knew the awnser but couldn’t bring herself to it.
“ I see something different in you. You see the world differently don’t you…you have…potential..”
The woman had stated she had never met someone who had seamed the world so differently than herself.
The only difference between them was they seamed to be on different levels of the universe.
Thoughts may have been simalar but they were worded quiet differently.
Pursing her lips to ask a question as she averted her eyes and scribbled down he own thoughts on the clipboard.
“Oh you must be Carl and is this little judith.” A bright gleam came across her features once more. “We will continue timmorow.”
(Y/n) had said nothing as she swiftly engineered her had in a swift movement, Carl knew exacly what she was doing.
He chose to keep quiet as he readjusted his baby sister on his hip and directing attention to his sister.
Closing the book and leaving the book mark in a different place she had moved it slightly under the chair with an old tatherd paper sticking out of the cornner.
Making her way past the woman and out of the small room she begain to drift down the hallway to stop in front of an entrance.
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dadzawa-adopt-dabi · 4 years
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Secret baby chap2
(so a few notes here.i almost always post to tumblr first because i do heavier edits/changes when i post to Ao3 which is why this is going up now and not later when the full story on Ao3 will update. Second Rei is…not nice here. she’s under alot of pressure and says some shit she’s going to eventually have to awnser for. so um be prepared for that?)
Chapter 2
“Fuck. fuck. Fukfukfuk- oh my god fuyumi, wai-, what if i’m pregnant, how am, i need to.”  Touya struggled to get the words out fast enough and breath at the same time. 
“Calm down , we can figure this out, We just have to look at this like adults and be calm enough to think things through. Let’s make sure first, like you said, your sick a lot and your heats have never been regular.” Fuyumi crouched down and picked up the larger pieces of ceramic before throwing a towel over the rest for now. They could finish cleaning it up when they got back from the drug store.
“Go get your shoes on and we can go pick up a test while everyone is out. It’s why I wanted to do this now.” Fuyumi directed him.
Touya’s hand shook as he grabbed his coat and shoes. Thankfully he had his wallet in his pocket or he would have forgotten it. Fuyumi had to stop him from crossing a few roads without looking first. When he did stop she had to pull him along. Touya just let her guide him for the most part and held tightly to her hand as he tried to get himself to think about what he was going to do.
“We need to get a couple just in case,I’ll pay and tell dad if he checks that it was for a omega friend of mine” Fuyumi seemingly read Touya’s panicked thoughts.
“How much of this have you thought of Fuyumi? I still can’t think straight and you’ve already figured out a lie to tell enji” Touya hissed as they grabbed one of the first tests they saw from 3 diffrent brands and hurried to a checkout.
“A friend of mine really did have a scare last year, We looked at options and helped her plan out her first steps. Like getting tested and what to tell her partner. Making pro and con lists for her options.” Fuyumi paid and thanked the cashier then they were hurrying home again.
“The guy is a rising hero, we’re not even dating yumi, it was ju-” he stresses. 
“Just having fun, I know you’ve already said.” She pointed out. “Are you just not going to tell him then?”
“I’m going to think about what I want first.” Touya grabbed the bag with the tests and tossed them into his room before going back to pick up the mess from earlier.
“You don’t want to find out as soon as you can? Get the what if’s over with?” she asks when he came right back.
“Mom and shouto are going to be back soon. Natsou is also supposed to come back from the library any minute now unless he studies through it again.“ Touya pulls out his phone and unblocks Hawks. He starts to send a basic hey but the previous one text catches his eye.
“I can’t do this to him. The last text he sent me was just him asking me to say something because he hadn’t heard from me and wanted to know i was okay. What do I say to that? Hey thanks for worrying sorry i blocked you but i’m fine just pregnant with your kid.” Touya knows he shouldn’t be so sarcastic with fuyumi when she’s just trying to help but this is more stress than he can handle calmly.
“ Why did you stop talking anyways?” Fuyumi asked carefully. She didn’t want to pry but touya had gone from texting and smiling at his phone everyday to not having it go off at all.it had been nice to see him happy, even if only for a short period of time.
“He- i -look, he wanted more than hook ups and i’m not in a place i can allow that, i can’t invite him over to meet my mom or siblings and he started asking shit. About the burns and bruises and shit. What was I supposed to tell him? My personal life is off limits but thanks for the lay?” touya scoffed. Hawks cared too much for a hero, the job was going to end up crushing him and touya has no intentions of being around as Hawks stress relief or as his punching bag when it happened.
“It sounds like he cares about you” fuyumi asked softly and got started on making lunch. Their mom would probably appreciate not having to do it.
“Maybe we run off happily in the sunset and raise the baby together.” Touya missed Hawks, if he had to pick an alpha he supposed the blond wouldn’t be so bad. Touya shook his head and started helping fuyumi with lunch.
Natsou never comes home for lunch but his mom and baby brother arrive soon after it’s done.
Lunch passes quietly and Touya is still trying to figure out how to talk to hawks when his mother finishes folding laundry from earlier that day and takes his stack into his room.
“Touya” she comes out and her voice shakes.
“Yeah mom wha-” touyas voice dies in his throat as he turns around and sees the plastic bag he had carelessly left on his bed. The bag from the drugstore.
“Touya te-tell me these are for a friend and you’re just holding onto them.” the bag crinklies as her shaking becomes more pronounced.
Touya stares hard at the floor and wills his eyes not to spill the water he feels building up in them.
“Mom i’m s-”
“I didn’t even want you touya!” his mother is quickly entering hysterics. Touya flinches at the bluntness of it.
“I didn’t want any of you and now you’re out there spreading your legs for god knows who touya.whats your father going to say? What is he going to do touya! Did you think at all about anyone else?” she goes on. Touya doesn’t need to hear this. He really truly doesn’t.
“Don’t come to me asking for help telling your father and dont come to me asking for help raising yet another child I do not want.” she throws the bag at his feet and practically runs out of the room as tears continue streaming down touyas face.
He flips open his phone and stares at his messages from hawks until he gathers the will to move from the spot he’s been sitting and go hide his pregnancy tests in his backpack.
He hopes fuyumi hasn’t heard any of that.  He heads to bed early, scrolling through his phone and looking up pregnancy options.
His sister texts asking him when he’s going to take his tests. He knows if he’s pregnant he can’t stay here. It’s the first text of the night he sends and the only thing he’s truly sure of. He doesn’t even know if he is pregnant or going to keep her if he is. But if he is pregnant and he does decide to keep her then there’s no way in hell he’s going to raise her here. Afraid and knowing she was a mistake. 
Unwanted.
 Like touya himself is.
 His baby is going to grow up being loved and never ever knowing what brought her about.
He falls asleep exhausted and leaves before anyone else to get to school early enough to take the tests before first period.
They Are positive.
Fuck he has to tell hawks. He sits on the seat of the toilet and lets his head rest in his hands until he can quite cry long enough to send a simple text.
‘I’m pregnant, it’s yours and we need to talk about what I’m going to do’.
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