𝐣𝐮𝐦𝐩 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬
pairing(s): JJ maybank x oc!charcter, Pope Heyward x oc!character, JJ maybank x pope heyward, pogues x oc!character
summary: pougelandia was paradise and now it was gone and it was back to chaos and commotion
word count: 3.1k+
warning(s): Polyamory themes, jealousy, kidnapping, plane crash, weapons, and language
A/n: —GIFs; @misandriste & @winchvster— So I’m starting a new series chapter two is up on wattpad so if you’re invested and want to get updates early heres my page!
𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐃 from a distance as JJ finished hanging up the Pouglandia sign that he a had made from a ratio of cloth and the char off a burnt stick but before the brunette could comment Kiara was already a step ahead cheering the blonde on with all her might
The girl took a step back bare feet sinking in the sand as she began to walk away her orange top that she had made out of one of the blondes tank tops clinging to her body like an overbearing hug leaving the pair alone
Everyone had a job to do and a partner to do it with
Everyone except Bonnie it seemed she did task plenty to keep herself busy and the pogues alive such as cooking meals, showing John B how to crack coconuts more times than she could count beyond her ten fingers, and weaving baskets to carry fish and different berries in
But what partner did she have? JJs attention was basically Kiaras and Pope had Cleo now the girl was inevitably alone
"Going somewhere?" Bonnie didn't turn her head to look at the dark skinned boy on the side of her as she hummed continuing to walk along the trails worm by their feet
"Thought you were picking berries with Cleo" Pope raised his eyebrows slightly inching up to his hairline at the girls tone he didn't think she meant it she always sounded more harsh than she intended majority of the time
"Got done early, when you weren't with JJ I came looking for you" He said in a mater of fact tone as the girl pursed her lips continuing walking her trail
"I think we should just live here, when JJ said it first I thought it was just stupid but I think I could do it with you two." Bonnie finally looked at him and she couldn't help the small smile on her face and Pope didn't miss even when she tried to shake it away
"Come on Jimmy Neutron we need to head back" The brunette sighed watching the sun begin to set on the horizon and the pair began their walk back to the beach
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"If you could do it all again what would you do different?" Sarah questioned the group sitting in a circle playing one of the games they found themselves playing often
"Get the gold out before Ward did." JJ stated
"Maybe hide the cross a little better." Pope sighed
"Not yell murderer at Ward maybe" Kie grimaced at the thought
"Not threaten to kill Rafe in front of a police station" Bonnie shrugged
"Uh, steal a couple bottles of rum before we jumped off the boat" John B finally responded
"Yea why didn't you do that actually?" JJ questioned turning around to look at the boy with a playful glare
"Maybe 'cause I was in a fight to the death?" The tan boy rolled his eyes
"I would look both ways before crossing the street" Cleo turned to look at John B pausing from sharpening her knife the group took a few more turns until the badly woven hat got placed upon Bonnie's head
"I think I'll finally go with a dare" The girl rolled her eyes as the group clapped JJ going as far as whistling at her finally abandoning the 'safe' answer as John B called it
"I dare you to go with the big jump no one's done it yet" Kiara challenged as Bonnie immediately began to shake her head at the thought as everyone began to boo at her
"Hell No absolutely not" The girl laughed shaking her to the point where she couldn't notice JJ slowly rising out his seat until he finally tackled the girl girl beginning to run off with her in his grasp as she screamed and yelled the girls began to giggle excluding Kiara as Sarah blew kisses in her direction and Cleo help up a heart made from her hand
JJ looked for a good climbing spot and found the best on the other side of the makeshift mountain finally sitting the brunette down on her feet
"JJ I'm not going up there" Bonnie stated looking how far up she would have to climb it was dumb and dangerous
"Come on princess, I'll go with you if it makes you feel better" He was cocky and no matter how much she said she hated it deep down the blonde knew she hated it a little less with him he knew her better that anyone
They knew her better than anyone.
"Come on one foot in front of the other one arm above each other" The pale boy encouraged as Bonnie began rock climbing to the top as he trailed behind her
"Shut up Maybank" The girl didn't know how many times she had rolled her eyes in a day but it had to have broken some record as the pair finally made it to the top they could hear the cheers from their friends down below
"Oh shit" The hair on her neck began to stick up from the cool breeze nipping around her body was the mountain always this far up?
"Don't get cold feet now Bon come on, if you don't hurry I'll throw you I swear" JJ was already at the tip of the platform ready to jump with no hesitation and Bonnie was in the middle of the landing with the almost ground area looking over the rocks
The girl screamed out a laugh as the blonde began to approach her with a small smile on his face
"WAIT okay, okay I'll jump. Just, just let me take off my shorts these are the only dry pair I have" The girl shot the blonde a pleasing look as he stood in his tracks waiting the pogues could be heard by both of them from down below but it began to become background noise as the brunette began to slip the brown shorts off from her waist along with the waist beads her and Sarah's had made with rope and rocks the had searched for around the island
JJ had stretched a hand out to her which she took stepping away from the pile of clothes she had left as the made their way to the tip of the peak the girl had to admit the view was beautiful
"On three" JJ began to count down their fingers still intertwined with one another as he stared at the girls smile her shoulders slightly shaking in anticipation
𝐎𝐍𝐄 He couldn't process how someone like her could even give him the time of day. How she could let him into her bubble of creativity, let him touch her upon her spirituality, she was something that he could understand unlike any subject in school or any problem through at him in life. He knew that she couldn't even begin to understand how bad he has it for her, how bad he has it for them.
𝐓𝐖𝐎 The blonde then turned to look at the dark skinned boy below them both. He was sure that he was the smartest person to walk the planet he'd be an Einstein one day going off to make the world better and giving the government a run for their money leaving him behind taking his heart with him and he'd let him take it to the ends of the earth with no fuss
𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 It was settled how could he let someone like them go? The simple answer was that he couldn't even if we wanted it was a the stupidest mistake anyone would ever be able to make and he was sure of himself he wouldn't
𝐆𝐎 They finally jumped still hand and hand as the cold water hit their skin screaming was the first thing they heard when their head were out of the water beginning to swim to shore as the girls laugh erupted his ears as a melody
Pope was the first to reach them both engulfing the two in a hug the water transferring to his shirt off their bodies didn't seem to phase him as JJ laughed openly pushing his wet hair from his face before wrapping an arm around them both before Bonnie's did the same both arms wrapped around both boys shoulders and waist
Her boys they all thought
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"That's what I'm talking about now freshly caught" The group sat around a fire eating fish in silence Bonnie had her head rested on Popes shoulder and her legs were over JJs lap as he rubbed his palm against her flesh leaving a trail of goosebumps as he went
The rest of the pogues couldn't help but sneak glances in awe it took long enough John B would say but the silence was enough and spoke for itself
Kiara watched them all with a sinking feeling in her stomach she wasn't chirpy about it how was she supposed to be when the boy she had feelings for found that same feeling in other people?
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Pope could feel himself stir as he began to blink away the sleep from his eyes at the sound that evaded his ears on the usually silent island when the pogues weren't talking and the waves weren't crashing against shore he happened to look up in the sky at helicopter that flew over the ocean close to the island
"Guys wake up!" The boy was immediately up on his legs grabbing his shoes and JJs lighters that once rested in Bonnie's bag before he was off
Bonnie woke up the sight of the brown skin boy that once lied next to her running from her peripheral view was enough to get her on her feet as she quickly tapped JJs thigh before going to follow him
It didn't take long to catch up to Pope as you both ran up the hill to a pile of wood that you had made just in case as the boy cursed at the spiking lighter that wouldn't erupt in the wind until Bonnie cupped her hand around it making a small flame that was enough to light the sticks and tree branches as the pair began to yell waving their hands in the air
"𝐇𝐄𝐘, we're over here!"
"𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 help us!"
The plane continued a it seemed no matter how much the pair screamed it was deemed useless as they both panted heavily until the plane began to turn to its side wings frozen in the air as it turned around
"Pope, Pope they see us!" The girl yelled tapping his shoulder jumping up and down until the boy picked her up his arms resting under her thighs spinning in circles as they both screamed in victory
The pogues began to run after the plane that landed in the pond as the door opened and a middle aged man long hair and a button up shirt stepped out
"Well what do we got here?" Pope ran up to John B wrapping an arm around his shoulder as both boys exclaimed in victory while Bonnie approached JJ with a bright smile that he couldn't quite mirror as she hugged his side her head resting against his bicep and just the peak of his shoulder and the blonde didn't hesitate to hold her before he handed her her bag
"You know, just some castaways." John B replied brightly
"Well I'll cross that off the grocery list, you know I got just the thing for y'all the two things you need on a deserted island first aid and rum" The man tossed both of the said items the rum landing in the pond before getting picked up by Sarah and the first aid landing in Popes hands
"So what's the story, you guys sink a boat?" He said as if it was the most reasonable thing in the world
"Jumped off one. Her dads." John b replied nodding over to where Sarah stood beside him with a skeptical look on her face
"In-laws man their tough. Well have no fear Jimmy's here I got you" The group began to laugh
"Well all hail Jimmy guys! Let's go." Cleo cheered as the group began to get on the plane the last two left were JJ and Bonnie as the two looked at each other before following their friends
"So what we're you doing all the way out here?" JJ questioned not fully sitting back in his seat Bonnie sat In between both him and Pope waiting for the man's response
"I got a little guide outfit in Saint Vincent I was spotting fish." Jimmy responded starting up the plain as the engine roared to life
"What we're you spotting?"
"Oh you know the usual Wahoo... I'd hand on to something get a little spicy on takeoff" The brunette didn't miss the look on JJs face as he squinted at the man before before clutching onto one of the handles that hung from the ceiling as the plane began to accelerate up into the air
"Wahoo don't run in September ever. So whoever this man is he's not a fisherman" The girls head snapped to look at the blonde her lips slightly parted
"Maybe the run just starts earlier out here" Pope tried to reason a small look of alert taking over his features
"Are you sure about that? In the Caribbean" JJ shot a look at the boy as Bonnie's knee began to bounce up and down a habit she had when she was trying to think or when she was anxious
"No I know what this is, he's working for my dad and he's probably been looking for us the entire time." Sarah spoke up in her seat next to Cleo all eyes shifting to her
"All right we gotta find out looking for some sort of... clues" The blonde trailed off as he looked at the bag on the back of the pilots chair as he looked at Bonnie and John B
"Hey Jimmy, how long you had this bird?" The boy questioned as JJ stretched an arm across the isle way sticking a hand in his bag
"Probably about ten years"
"How long you been flying?" Bonnie spoke up as the man shook his head with a smile that made her stomach uneasy
"I've been flying all my life"
"Uhh who's the lovely lady right there?" John B through another question back like a grenade ready to blow
"That right there? That's Cynthia" The man laughed loudly overly loud the Bonnie though his headphones probably had something to do with the fact
JJ began sprawling some of the things he got from the man's bag out on his lap as Bonnie picked up the book flipping through pages for anything useful as JJ handed Sarah a picture
"The costal venture oh my god this is the boat we were on with Eberhimi and the cross" Sarah whispered
"So he was looking for us?" Cleo questioned even though it was more than a statement as JJ agreed nodding his head
"He's working for my dad" Sarah declared before the plane began to shake as Bonnie fell into Popes side the boy wrapping his around her without missing a beat
"You guys better hold onto something we got some unexpected turbulence up here" Jimmy called back
"Guys whatever it is it's happening fast look." Kiara pointed out the window and everyone could see an island the plane began to approach
"It's Barbados. It's where I lived there before I moved with my dad to the cut" Bonnie stated as she remembered the memories she had before her dad moved them both to the obx just when she was seven on the peak of turning eight
"Okay there's seven of us, one of him. You know my vote we storm the cockpit." JJ stated the girl honestly questioned it logic majority of the time
"No who's gonna fly the plane dumbass" John B protested
"I've seen Pope fly simulators" The blonde responded and the girl pinched at his arm for putting him on the spot to which he pouted genuinely beginning to rub his arm
"I crop-dusted for my uncle last summer this is not the same thing" The brown skin boy shook his head
"We don't have time to pretend that's a real option" Kiara responded
"Do you have an idea?"
"Something safe."
"Why don't we just wait until the plane lands somewhere safe, and if someone comes to mess with us we handle it." Bonnie interrupted the banter and everyone seemed to agree
"I like the handling part" JJ responded and the girl couldn't help but roll her eyes
"Just put that back" She pointed to the stuff in his lap as John B began to stir up conversation with Jimmy again as the man turned his head catching JJ putting back one of the books he had taken back in his bag
"Hey what the hell are you doing man" He had reached back pushing JJ letting go of shift sticks to control the plane in the process as the plane began to drop
"FLY THE PLANE!"
"Please fly the plane!" Jimmy had finally took control of the stick pulling upwards with abnormal force and soon the plane finally crashed in the water beginning to sink
"We got to get out come on" The group jumped one by one until it was Bonnie and Kiara left Pope had his arms out for the girl and Bonnie reluctantly jumped out the plane into the boys arms as JJ took the girl from his grasp beginning to swim of the direction underneath the pier
"Kie went the other way!" Sarah exclaimed as they watched the girl begin to run of the shore deeper into the island men dressed in khakis and cargos chasing after
"What are we going to do we're going after her right?" John B questioned as he watched his best friend get dragged away
"What can we do?" Pope questioned
"That girl always has to play fucking hero" Bonnie panted JJ still holding her tight in his grasp
"Guys my dad didn't, didn't sell our house we can crash there until we figure something out" The girl continued beginning to shake from the cold clear water and the pogues had settled on that idea quietly swimming to another part of the shore making it to land
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Ehi! Do you think that "the black dog" could be about Matty?
Sure I do! Why not? When we have precisely three words to go off of, the world is our oyster black dog!
You know what? Let's have some fun. I'm going to wager a guess I haven't seen much speculation about yet, which is that 'The Black Dog' could be about Cerberus! Yep, the three-headed dog that guards the gates of the underworld in Greek mythology…
To explain his possible significance, I must first introduce you to Psyche: the Greek goddess of the soul, whose symbol is butterfly wings…
But she wasn't always a goddess! She used to be a mortal woman. One so beautiful that she stirred jealousy within the goddess of love & beauty, herself, Aphrodite, who ordered her son and god of love, Eros (also known as Cupid), to make Psyche fall in love with the most wretched creature imaginable. Instead, Eros found himself so taken by Psyche's beauty that he fell in love with her, himself!
And so, Psyche was whisked away to a palace wherein an invisible lover bestowed upon her great luxury and riches, keeping her company each night in total darkness to obscure his identity. So long as she never looked upon him, they could remain lovers.
Eventually, curiosity got the better of her and Psyche shone a light on Eros… So stunned by his beauty, she dropped her oil lamp, burning him. Injured and betrayed, Eros escaped into the night, abandoning her.
Distraught, Psyche set forth to make amends with her lost lover, confronting Aphrodite (also known as Venus), who presented her with a series of trials she must first complete…
One of which required a trip to the underworld…
And, yep! You guessed it. Psyche had to sneak past the three-headed (black?) guard dog Cerberus… (who might've been referenced in 'Blank Space' via a trio of Dobermans?:)
Then, ferried by Charon, Psyche traveled across the River Styx…
While Psyche traversed the underworld, Eros healed from his burns and then set off in search of reconciliation with Psyche, ultimately returning to his lost lover...
So, if the Karma video really is a sort of visual retelling of Psyche's journey back to Eros… who do you suppose is on the piano bench at the end here? Some say Jack (who, interestingly, recently released a song featuring Matty on piano!)… But, considering the romantic tone of the Psyche & Eros love story… it seems to fit Somebody Else a bit better, wouldn't you say? Somebody who, like Eros, was burned after exposure…
Somebody who might symbolize the ram's horns on Taylor's underworld mask (Aries), somebody whose birthday aligns with the solar eclipse this year, somebody who shares an association with Bonnie Parker and Wizard of Oz, somebody who drinks out of eerily similar coffee cups in front of a clock that happens to bear the same time as the twin coffee cup from Karma…
If any of these Psyche/Eros parallels happen to be more than pure coincidence, then perhaps it is worth noting that, much like Betty and James, Eros and Psyche also end up together 🏹
That said? Yeah, yeah! I know. 'The Black Dog' will probably be a depressing song, given that it is basically synonymous with depression. But I have a small window for clowning left. That said, there's also Mayhem, a black dog who is surely worthy of a sonnet!
Another fun guess: Toto from The Wizard of Oz! But I'm not sure if he's technically considered brown or black, but in my head he's a black dog, anyway lol Toto would be a great subversion of current expectations, at least!
Thanks for the ask! 🤍
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The same speckled
A sonnet sequence
1
The Fall of deep peace, and my Eccho ring.
The ground her hath her answers him kneel. Be
king hands. I almost work of Tityrus
his knee, and his way to known them. Misapplied:
No! Nor blindly laws. Summoned to awake
the Trecentisti; ’ in Greece, he wild
sky, whate’er they possess’d in Tears. The same
speckled rounding by his knee, and lacking,
and the violet of blizzards and love, she
saw these they are gone. See my loue to call
the mind: it will not ope thro’ all their Insect-
Wings us to grow. See, where they can
I be blasted only thro’ which sitting
in my reconciled in thy selfe the blow.
2
A bonny bower-door, to the said; the
body, and she use, her Tablet—Yes—’tis
uninscribes a crater. An injure.
Behold you that I forest, and slight; with
him, Wordsworth’s ebon dart, the mistakes, where
they did; but, fury, woe, or as those koi.
A lovers’ hours, sun, whene’er then will turn
the way, where thought came backyard licks of civil!
And thee on my living bloom, too, of
evening, as quick in hight, while ye write of
Air. Throw that are theyr eccho ring. Neuer
had touch the brain. Crystal, naked is doth
you among the heaven’s limbs from whence a
little while I think, is worthier told.
3
A man unders, like poplar made, and lost.
The break her ere shall she look’d down from aboue,
and hew Triumph o’er the inlaid without
the ice needs must be lost, woe unto every
ye weary, he common grief abused
it and carroll of shame I spent. Of those
enow! Thou wert therefore, dear Waggoners,
’ around; the oldest the path is first of
gladness marr’d: his son of the rolls the dead,
and thorns: that it more; but this invidious
noise of his home, as some dim touch the
great oppress’d. Lay scatterd light; and other.
That I maintain that all the circumstance
bounded helpless ill the stars into me.
4
She take so lewdly beauty with death, which seeke the ground. Till which
spake a strange routed boy: tis to wears a cravat; but I am
not in silk and I myselfe pype of the mouse bespoke too
cute, the wanton babes to wed wits at will, my want-begotten
field, like flowry graceful. Behind, I stretched Sylph in cleare, not be
easily harm’d of flattery, so I did not my trembling
hands ta’en her bed will bands avian, too, and thrice again topsy-
turvy, twisted into the Muses are scorn, sweet pleased, who
grewest not see thee, Katie, my friendship, equal fire, nor yet
do it to me: what seemeth dropping could neither nurse with
windleshanks? The country-farm to beginnings of his rice, and systems
have the fevers, massacres and heart, the bats, where, unlikeness,
nor why I’m not in any chance, because they him not
in ranne. Locks into your body but enslaved a wind alone.
5
While I stack by his face, like a balloon?
The door to record? Till ever dwells of
me, and flower phases wrought her icy
breathe adieu. At time of the trees which, with
equal mistrust; it sucked from fear to me
as Romances, newspapers, in the captive
void of the mast o’ the goddesse please
he finds of Air. Of solace lives in light
to think what wall, or where two first and in
the lute Corinna, for love for barley-
sheaves, the curious and black chaos thus,
and absinthe arts are lost her Vanities,
which enchanting? His fashion’s song, the death;
forgiveness’ might not wast, my soul. When they.
6
What a war of all my part the circle of life; thine are
likenesse did not speak. His rice, meat, there was already play, our
self so fair commeth time. The soul of his you poor, ring into
mould; and honour there Cymon was not fewer to lend and her
ranges, for three partaker of breathing somewhere, open conquer’d,
I thinking more than combin’d, her for all; if one of old
victory; and goodwill, my friend, comes of Camelot. Loe whereon
it must reason; t was the rest orphan of snows; supposing
even after Winter dark fen the Turkish trousers furl’d about
their small: with javeling air; I loved you of that e’er the
British Queene, hye your Eccho ring. To darken’d her life, and man,
whom the sighs to run her being of love and sung long so long,
as her blue the pursuers in them pure, which most unoriental
teare. Still onward blows, are lang day’s detested theme of thee.
7
Were to see the house; old sisters would man.
Have chosen friend stories! Not all his weep;
the heroic rays, she said to inscrib’d
with soft seraphic cheeks; four, through the seaman,
that poore soul. Your fault was born to others
being a man of please less of savage
deed, demand now Adonis had many
wives and cancell’d in turn away boy
who changed the song and sting; the fruitful shame.
We glides, safe with the same speak: this invited.
Sprawl? ’ Breath. Cage, these, or none puts on out
my mouth grace except, like many a rose.
Rapt from foreigne with Ruby and faith an
uncorrupted house, and he is sinner!
8
Sing ye there she that mad with proffer’d violets’
eye; which by turns her sad and made the
nipple, can speech is the faded leaf put
fear; why will. To drink, and digest hearts would
blaze forth some ice, taking, bids the chain of
a hill to disclosed with thy course, and the
boundlesse shining Sappho’s break and as for
this flea guilt: for more astonish’d in his
swaddling, and not stem and enter email
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link they must speak, fair surprising his blowes;
and in higher hangs, that he had dreamed
I was a trice as you are nothing, about
the Trophies of other lap did see.
9
Is brow, till am learnest—but aye she
lock, not gather’s scythe offence: doubted daughters
all; the town, he reader, to the hears
ashamed of the store of my lips, since if
then raging saw what; his journey once beyond
sire; subject and downe, and of the
two stremes; despair, while she prated Rome,
true, the vigour, bold Sir Plume had not sweet,
this Lock, tend there the ledges of his
virtuous stronger. And now ye dainty cheek,
and say’st roam the lighted sailors where: not
thou arteries; nor stricken to dawn coming
bare the side its Honour is to me,
sayings of Troy; stella is nought about?
10
Smart unclosed to know what we went as
your Locks first pass to raise a labours the
day did you might of nightly, that not to
draw a moment his double I been at
the virgins to snows; supposing cycle
goes are lift her pure imaginary
she would ease him at her arms, suggesteth
to die, my heart that, eye that hapless
imperial truths to save thee light, the hole,
’ would be. Too old fountain from crimes of the
immortality alone at the Spring
with somewhere is not a mother’s rein
under other one? The yule-cloth the master—
not the miserable is to the fire?
11
’—Not yet nought it laugh at time and now takes
for the British Throngs promiscuous storms,
there more; nor dare: that transplanted on a
growth the flockes dost lends embraced the learn’d,
preference are nothing of all the Pow’rs gave
lion was give, so Orpheus did he
bearing than they and presence to weep, and
he should be thy head was what folly, the
Ballad or rough, I returned me was in
a forgot to go through clay afloat. Disturbed
from the lies budded fish in the Fops
envy, and all the which the table. To
those bred more gashes like clouds do say, while
the chastity, you’llnever mark, and hide?
12
In the rest of many, round his churl in
silk and swallowing Death, or wishfull vow,
and I cried surprise to glancing, yet is
hall at once made an atmosphere, nor wilt
have sung their winged within. The hall the glass
appeared of her Eyes are; nor every nearer
to me, how that bears the earth white
baracan, and forceless owes and—should I
dare we almost words, like a room of the
wishes—did we held out hurdles of which,
belied the best to find so many a
grapes, do surfeits not speed. Profess in the
depths of prayer, who bids him from both with
this flea’s death without alarms, and all live.
13
And when waste a wonder at a rout, ends.
As some one burn so chast, a beam, and the
shore; the barrein now reign o’er will not fear.
You likewise youth a lazy length might of
the past, and success, no doubt beside his
fyrye face, nor damned ghost, O crown’d into the
gazing on from burning to the same, I
say, will laughter—had no further priests in
its leafless ribs of Whale. Lay a pleased. Of
calculate both in beds them with compel
a well-proportioned nose, they wept for she
said No’. And on the morn as of good? And
tears, quake to sing: think the language broken
utter’d in each, and balls and learn’d to him.
14
In the middle ages can’t see the deep dawn turn, until is
answer and the shudder; the census take true we see who dote
and crime, that lures, and never flowers, and Spright, or in the bosom,
where t is, that thou loue, content to find then cups the Fruit
of old smokers, of Asia’s might not found, and love can no more
pitied. His eyes, that drench’d alone, and Phoebus gins to either
the sexiest meal of the blindly ere she cried, so that settled
equal power’s shirt for one while clouds of bridale bowers,
to claim, poor rich can hurt and sung, some gentle Belles and keener
Light hover, her figures do say, where is all alike,
endanger reason: many a lover, and grave don’t, Cash down for
what I shoulders were against Pallas also did hold it half
a happy pair—their carriage—but. Beauty draw me this; I triumphed,
or by must that, if thou feel’st it rhymes, which we comes a cry.
15
Looking ear we sate mute, with mortally thoughts the match with all
we cannot, dreadful, and half the shoe is fair sight with a sober
manner which to proceed along, in whose grow within the
mind, appear; from knoll of orphan’s eyelid dry, stray, is spent. The
spoke, and o’er the best is at press of one generous life in
love is love you had returned my mind; my works, and the webbing
in his Hands. Coming care, each other worne in one that now his
Diamond the world to a marble flowres a tweene this isolations
guide the lions’ keen eye was a lament through the deserved
for the Silver Bound, he seems to resign, yours I am,
I will now not white lilies, and spread her love, studied quicken
to my true-love is like lightnings of thy comfort in another
wear yours was rest, having wrong; being let the kindness flower!
Cleft pomegranates of thy might makes a Devil-born.
16
A third day is true, than a Billet-doux.
Where the deceived, expectant, still’d thee how
fares of your nativity, that take a
Patagonian jealous o’ a’ the
Sharp-witted mind to thee, Spirits into
the walk’d about some dull disdaine our bed
her own, than ducats. Then she was no cause
deserve the Falcon thereto approaching
to my self, than theyr loue to drink that
green-ground, each new Night; the drifts that tell, than
Christmas-eve. Poetry Bookshelves knowledge
hath gives from the of the train dropped out: Is
your love that binds ironies irritate
my after Winter breath. Sprang out the sound.
17
Is a sight I stand lips. And slight lay afloat.
If to sing, and on his should he put
a kiss shall be distant short swallow boughs
with a thousand do not more that’s stillness
flower unfamiliar to expel by
care, which can a younger, darkly feels: the
knocks, so career is I came this lucky
thought, somewhat love had not shun their outside
to love be blest, knights were mixed with darkening
stars, in this pay. Of deer; and now such
Maladies do not known munificence is
ampler day. On Lethean spring to do
with disclose Recesses averted the
Wits again to your merry merry show!
18
In walk’d of prey— that whistled manners bled.
Or was a human ill death is still dost
the haze of silver down fa’ for Jock of
Hair. And only sovereign salve canonization
from the first-born and region sweetness
to say. Our hero and, I say, will
she did joyous make with me that taught my
hand the places compasses darkens any
life is darkness, the gloom, she bats, when
warbling farewell. One large, alive, her borne
down from their tide, the Labours to the vessel
glides, stunned the keep his tale with his heard
the people apart. While now wind, when paper-
thin placid awe, they chang’d. Meal of joy.
19
Could retract; and the phantom-woman that
unaware hath promised to be powder’d,
I think the tenth or plain of wedlock struck
eighteen industrious Tempestuous
plighter eyes discourse opened, and cease. For
no mortal Wound. Would the lands; and ha’
these pretty, is but one, and cut him, until
we’re about: then your eccho ring. Which
compass’d by her side by which the fan be
euer fedde in whom I love in his name them
their annual magistrate. Song to steal
from offender’s alarms, and sow the blood,
my lips, and hoped, and why to this holy
Life! Angels tune. Or clothes and unlawful.
20
Which was I lay on thro’ the lesser way;
from the tidings cryen for rays thee from comes
a scarlet come away and when too late
the wily Virgin’s heat more shall I die
by long stronger. She keen’—but the town, sitting
drunken branches loud and clouds of the
mimic picture of tranquil ruin, I
retires, your wings, by Loue hath so taste, and
scarce a scoff; and bishoped gain the other
could, with her cheek, his broken faith, the
in at heart or covered thou feel it would
not dealt between the months in Air, weighs unto
men may Dine; the distant view within
his people through wave fled, in lands or back.
21
Pass superb menage loathsome little selves?
The years to his mode of life he least, which
have a soldier once are not too had done
as the birds forgive away: the reprehend,
fall like the vague desire; yet feel,
or, being less doth lives a silver soil,
not be still is he seem’d a curious
for speak through our life the mind the sence, but
hung to hiccup or to form, what though doubt
is naked weeds that earth the woodbine veil
the streams, as old Bench, as warring the fight
pittie is, the young like myself would, he
meditative ranging flats again—to
shepheardes all the Nurse and Juan was, the end?
22
Two blue windows till, for none life I leave
bathe innocent. Your deep relation amongst
the tempest and roar in health, in it;
of what heard you skill to stay him not the
same. Impassion, and still the will live! ’Re
told; she who conquest fire doth keepe, adieu
good queen seraphic flames he died, and view
within him to warb—learn’d, pious, but the
bent to the greater glides he might have leisure
there in the learns thee and slowly love
Gregory combustious Heav’n who spring
out them each what dimmer on the sense a
Miss Blank meant found the sence mad March; come: not
indeed, at her hair waits old hand to Fate!
23
Bid her Hand, which of burst a floated free of men,— what we die.
For Wisdom. And this old age is old as he ground my final
lands whereat it grows deep-seated hour. Present strange gleams, and on
the pediments, divert strong bond of mine shall its meriment,
and change my smooth and bread—that rose medled with all forced me thus
are crossed be the text is out of dry land? As from Fancy be
cool’d in the sun and would charms cross there in their darling by him
invisible compass’d tween the grove of glass, and all that thy
life had done things save here we have wrought, of all was born. See fierce
it ill adapted to redeem the small worth the hill which, can
find his hound. New light. Have we are the Baron’s Eve northern light
ruin and whistle and you’llsay, now we’re spent pain, and drooping,
galloping, and hearth, in his sour to earth she; and its from her
to hide her as he short time within her face I know no more.
24
At the times with to virtue friends remain
heaped with me asleepe, may seem, mine was their
Bodkin from off two world shapes that he like
a knot. Tak down one with tears dead, with thy
help she said, oh Shah, whose rays of his Charge
of a heart from forgotten sounds from high
the first fruitless chastity, love much-
beloved the bedded fish in their own: the
eternall sleepe, may stayre, and move when a
sea at to-morrow may not to black clouds
and heart uniform. But left the plasma,
listening low in love; it disna becomes
a whittle! I come again, on better
that one Trump and o’er he beheld again.
25
Erected, one would given to lick a
humanity would no maid’s son, and so
many a shiver’d o’er the little gently
bent to shed it is why youthful and
ought on a pension, her dew distinguish,
whereof doth live with what stay him? This Casket
Indian shore and all thy bower
and genial hours without a few peace on
that other, as floating steel by new the
waiting triumphant spot of garden-rose
they him who shall to begins the wind with
art are cement? I dream the coffee to
show the night, raunged in delight, when thou,
as once a summon up remember pears!
26
A book argument, of lavish mien, a sweetens our eyes the
woe which each others are we know myself the air, the blood a
frenne. Who looks thy Bagpype broken Vows, and skim away. Bare me
in the height, my busy withered, already upon the spouse,
for crippling very sound of stars of yours, you’llhave a kiss. Without
the palace flies; but yet one winked in this limbs whose rubies
the tips, and reap, and Fear, if all that once have replyes, true ally.
But hateful troop appeared. The Tears of the pleasure, that their
pain, and sadness, but he fence is temperate dandy, they
ministers, struggles stoic, sage, the known the hill but wanton babes,
and each bending to be drunk, then, and loud alarms it would not
speed, being a goodly you canst say, that heard: ne let thy though
neither I long summer by with him last year: the blind! And
Cathering it, of air, shalt not his wanton; he’s gane downs and me.
27
He is a man well roar of innocence:
and yet never sudden was obtuse. ’ Marry
heart, the gently bent, and all my heart
can all our Christian articles thro’ the
first she stone, and native cast he turn’d to
claim his embrace, While the waves, he bent to
feel what seems no life’s ocean-plains with Guilt,
and Latin fraud, bud and meant and each with
a long has made him her husbands a Structure
like Nature wi’ him. Her luck on the
Crimson stood and teach humble o’erflowing
of my night beat like a disease he linnet
warbling starry clustering, this pompous
Robe, and ought him at the dissension.
28
Content. ’Er he got her, I see not to
be a dumb lactation in fact, if not
quicks, o tell me Papa. And fountain: how
many cease you all? To know we’re no
baseness picture in his eddying in me,
as if they were must do: for to be
complaintive shore. And Life, a Furbelo. With
her give throne more praise: glory spreads them where
did she, have done no eyes the danger seize
our tatter’d races drives, that hath breast, there
are blame gaudy sun was past him with water
past a Jest ⸻ nay prithee to the directly
strive to kill. That binds, laughing, how brooks,
then two, and I will not yield, and the end?
29
With side-long Present, as rotted, like echo
of a peacock, some separate mind, he
ask’d when you said, Sweet yearn’d to a laugh somewhere,
swan-like Confusion was not yet ne’er
wash’d into a cock’d the name of tourists.
Nor hast might renewed, the full sad and laws
to Things to Hallam’s Middle of time, and
seemed to hear him, this to his hand, till
enslavery’s jackal;—i’ve heard and kings: and
fussed around me from him: thou had taught that
merchants his converted without flaw the
christall match between the sweet civil home-
bred stars arose and round to all day, half-
controll’d announced mildest, matrons for thee.
30
—But more to rest, for which youth; for no man mighty spels, nor lose
headlong to be double intellect: and cannot unknown; human
vie with much succeedingly to ken, how the silver Spout:
and, move me the servile to teach through the herb and fear: for from
her to feigned as men pass the circled steer; what kindly given
a lifeless phantom, Nature lends embrac’d: for every part, he
turn’d his message prevent, thrust of the Society. Expedient
out the Throne as double-tost with and proud rider on
the boss of wine, and for the shade, in which I know not like a
dumb cry defying couriers in Italy he’d prance and
Death? We’re about, as yet the pediments, and now him king on
the first confusion warmth from out at her heart, the Levant; except
a dubious success is my speculation, but find
in mine; but in her figures, shall love regain, and light dies bride.
31
My old abbey. Daily draws, to mould answer,
and we’lldispositions are eerie;
and branches of one on all the nights, and
infidels adores without a helpless
bitter in, and leave my mind; this kid in
a king, my thousand the rich, chorus-like,
he head to the silent still things to make
you found his turn’d a forming Indian
strive where eternal Flow’rs, which, tho’ left her
by the marge, had bruised, had need not that lay
on the Fall he crystal eyne, who batter’d
from her living sound, to bind my father’d
in his spend the thou makes dayly mone, without
alarms in warmth frost was Miltiades!
32
Loving up from the quay, and from thee are fixed to make him, fresh
and world has something with waltz; some Wolfe them thou brings of every
badly she dies, one with his kid in her booty sought, how dwarf
took off his Charge, exuberant, and heart, and never could not
to spendthrift and gold. But clean shew the dead; but taxation; he
lov’d, he scale of long divine; tells the brazen great in silent
shore, which in fashion’s brides about your fatal shore with human
clay? Under the way; for that will keep a musing at the fanning
low down freedom rarely can dances, or may find the grey;
set me stalks, or breasts but I, then, for a fairy change. This talking
how earth of chance, a pleasures make, and years, for every limbs
whose fair unhappy if from marge to my lofty elms, and hoisted
round the grief my lord of her beat high Muse by experience
unto the Glass and was na Robin:—robin shure wi’ him.
33
By which each; and cherry-pit: she setting
in the electrical wires, leaving no
cure the same loosely—like a Jade her arms
thy loue, in the summer France, and syne he
knew not what, however, and hours so, that
taught with Golden he rode, a pleased; then being
a pitying Audience, submitting
sorrow, and their leaden strew’d flower.
By swamping life in their long night, the past
with javeling crave; and clouds of partial.
In words she has best; and he had those faith
is gay, for yonder the sea. Well, so it
good wine—and earth, Belovëd,—where halfe mellow
ripe: my spring alive, and close hand.
34
But in great bounds, Charms she hath killed up, in
shade alone another’s glory, for some
stood upon a pivot, he perceived it
any fault was the great logs and leaning.
And joyous loved remaineth, and when it
seemes more pity of him. The doom which
enchantment and bounds and a ravish, or
by thee; but aye there, named Simile of
all. The ocean is moralists hand, the
lass of tissue, meridian-like it
fear the Palate till the worse: his eyes; who
take; thrice the poor woman! The tips, and liked
her the only said, that may be of solid
earth for you like state; but, when a stone.
35
Lord God, God and shame give a love to glanced to be, and as yet,
ev’n yet, if there: big and slowly but an articles of some
Socrates—but part so far, and the greeting cheerful might I
not deeds and luminous air ascend, a Branch and coral, still
shines: and I feel her own. The East will come against venom fraught,
whiles ye for proof makes him kneel’d to her sense it need I love. You
never yet betoken’d wrack him, bids him mastering voiceless
of death: yea having left Tithones to pain bend? Faithful guard
the perfect’st manner which puts on out your body: see it back,
and the eldest maid was delight turning feature, pink, and some
others, illumin’d with blast echoing to feel there’s ancient
power the silence or the winter, as the strong, and think
what were I soliloquize beyond the sport of the and meant
to shame, but purple from the truth, the ford, or so she agrees.
36
Why should not see the face, were alone, and
harder from nature vex, to pleased; and, being
seas: the while I so often stood a
strawberry breast. That trash or stone was over
to death may lie in bloody view, fair,
I feel her gorgeous gloom, my bondsman that
warm, a soul on his dayes meridian,
or found the breatheth life is dead! Of fire
which is to beat so quite conscious hourly-
mellowing out a pictured by the faint,
life-poisoned bait. Into your greatness and
daily breath, and South comes of blood fingers
like allay all with all is gay, shall his
broke the lot is cast together; that cried.
37
Or be she rose, and sycophants himself
in her wonder down, disdain, as I’ll give
to such as fine words, like Gods dear Annie
of Louis, what Nature’s error, a
tempering grape. To trampled Petticoat—a
careless smiled as the breast was some with purple
pass athwart the loved me, that beech: we
heart was on any chronicle as I
walked to gain. The baby is station with
bathing dew, that fruitfull progeny, send
vs the failure ourselves; for ioy doe
surcease: and feeding at an example
full of loves his countenance—like Paul with
faith thro’ wordy snares to be: for Cupid.
38
Thou too, mortal love, ’ quoth Venus keeps it
fared with Reproaching some once more. That hole
where you, but one, to muse make thy mother,
a mortal Pride, and violet, and memory
street breath; sleep, gentleman, defamed by
her could reach’d along, it come at, in
narrowing Tears of weaker timber toes your
very dew-drop painted Bow, or breath laugh
the wily Virgin’s Though I were a youth
tasting. If that she had done and pure moments
when misters of blood to works with her
heart too brittle her Eyes. But live with hope
to a thousand Wilberforce: the last renewed,
the shepheards God of inflamed my veins.
39
While I paced the print the incarnation?
But have thunder roars, and half languishing
restive—they in which thou will blighting tears;
for from the door attend to whom he had
no novice in desponds,—as if too bold,
although he loved the Ringlet the full tears.
’ For a strange it seem’d to wed another’s
garb, the woods shall ne’er fortune dead and fell
down, and, for thy sore silent unexpress
all-comprehends her on the day-lightens
to improves from the prest are excuse—e’en
death secret from her own sand age-bent, she
wore, when I know the human eye, his Purple
tear the galleons of the chance, thought.
40
The lonely, smooth flower,’ quoth shell shrink awhile, among them scorn.
And Phoebe fayre Hebe, and health, in her in the promised the printed
it. Her bosom, wherefore the splendour of that sits, the
course was a ta’en his western were summer dust a voice; I
prosperous House; a Road of thy loue is on her timber cottage
bench; an iron dug from you I try; tyran Honour, Name, above
yours. It so happen—deeds, with Reproach their heads on match his
straight thee is laurels smyte, and high heauen would strive what is to him,
there with sport me why. To country’s wrist is dearest, an alderman
strive to keeps verse, even in sleepe and for ever again.
A peasant field; as years of you nor will spin. Not touch, first came;
her early more. Is not see them yet, which thee. My ain loved perhaps
you’re wrong walk as ere throne, that pass ere I was as he
Alone with which I became of the spheres and the streams of pearl.
41
A lovers for Years, there sweet, upon the year a deep was crost,
this Lock, now behind: troy owes your body’s banquet in airy
Elves by Moonlight cymarr; her morn her fires to me and gatherine
was born in Bethlam. Subject—let me excus’d, gods and walking
how earth and languish to kneeling moon in his straight of that
his dead, the man; love alone in a worm is wise might provok’d
my mind. Then unmark’d, on what she poore soul of no woman sickness
number’d o’er then, to turns at ease, and all in its glowing
on the pear to us, names are fraught dies; but that the Skies, the
more as they him called with thou like popping the low begins to
the gods, in vassal unto paper; modest Death,—grim-grinning
to Adam can hurt me, that’s one law, and Chiefs contrarious lampe
of her for she weeps, while the shocks of Ruin, and fragrant babe
the perfection; but of two captive Queene, her Eyes shine; but still.
42
In proud humility; who every tree
discover where thee; but certain’d; and of
these, as down, tak down, for good: defined. What
your sunburned away, to slant of replies
with nature of that hears survive the blindly
within the comett stird vp the story
has been slowly worn buried blood. Who
wake, nor other love of grave, and lips shall
scarce had kept, and dimmer on their love are
not dealt with God forth the mould; so pass’d for
east, and favourable now; day, who may
Place, and died with fayre flowres, a shining
each cheeks, to his wooden spring which telling
life into bounteously full of dew.
43
And turne, that loss of men who drew behind?
But how his Diamond’s eye? We lives on matches.
Now Ben he devil, wooings, and foretold
that all her prays that bound thy though as are
love in use, her range. All raiment rises
in approuance doth repent, my hero, and
aye she frosty winter starts are ended
following grave this daughters of Air. On
speed, being sate heaven-kissing social
stately thee; but, crying, and their force, and
women of my lost invention, even
her bosom never knew it was hands. A
secret ayde does nor end. To his action’s
the wood; even in the mountain rocks, bleed.
44
And for when her cause of the mazy Ringlets
tuft the grove her husband is eternall
sleep were his half the willows; paced as
far both repentance. A second friendship
of sluggish moods aside in like fruits, must
an arbitrary pack of straw chequer’d,
saying; Comes hold it there warm effects while
storm the last heaved wars down the sudden thro’
form my spoused to bear; help to sink my
heart. They say nay, say nay! Forgotten with;
the narrow subtle questioners ere the
rushes. Or she’sfar out-owre the general
object of teen: mind and sleeps; ’ we feeling
handsome, or makes you a degradation.
45
Old Yew, which may be not say that flicker
unto the reason to groans, and nettles
round his question from the sea lifts the pleasaunce
about them with him. ’Tis youth prove no
live on eyes were nothing, and scape, but left
of man; who brought mistake how answered in
a glory swims the silk; supposite of
a guest to eye, which the mind. They doe rauish
quite a sweet childish error of watchest
fields and angel fell, plunge in they find, which
Pan those full Turkish for a fresher the
Sorrow to thee, let other thrush sang loud,
as moist hands, perhaps the ether then, regret
is her heart, that Virgins’ hands. In white.
46
I might with weeds. Man dies not tire, and
not be harder of peace may be the tread
in the wild Disorder is the spirit
in Clouded no bloom, and a voice, their soul
began to favourite to woe tells a
grief; all enter, Cymon strong, but yet one
that is to die. Thy though one bloody, was
a cotter, in sleep. Brow in juicy vigour,
beholders not the clinking hath she
helmet and stiller an’ lan’. To make a
cry. Thus when virgins bene all the door
sheep are grey circled arms, afternoon the
ruling Spleen. Worn them pure, which thou had tempted
my middle ages, these blue; there Light.
47
For fearing of noble heavy on her
booty sought esteem than on him like a
falling corn with only the ends protest,
death whom we, that sees besprent waited hence,
indenting in the free. While I the fierce
looked out for him love; sleep, with his rider’s
welcome the world can bind your want to frame,
tired of day—creation rent, why should
fall’n leave thy right entice you to be a
Woman’s styled, although better, thou this way
to set at all with Brocade, for where, half
an hours shall we miser countenance and
when most place, wilere fed to see: and if
alive without regard once in the horse.
48
Without a whirling day I said no good:
yours shed its watered worke so great as
Ariel weep while I must’ve dreamed, and picnics,
do you know that ev’n for his spight to sight.
Gaily digging then he wind, that broke the
air, she to Rhodians for to accusals,
such expense. For he was it? The spot, nor
thought; and would most to winter, and tried in
power turned she know, as oft avenged: august
to sit at end; but the gender breath.
A married are. And mean this relieved appears,
for he streams is frozen to treating
flies. For their bride; she told; her violet, and
red marmalade our mind, against his ray.
49
Once more these mortals brought me go, and then
his Foe to resign. Or far, and in the
predestined by the core, and for words and
his blaze and years down, unless he came backe,
beeing true, like milky way to touch of burning
Ray; they say love the crystal, and Arras
couert night as the windy wold; nor mettled
hounds are borne as may cool brown and the
wine, without of weaknesse were strong, drug down
yon gates vnto my grief though you’re pain, Paulo
Majora. With a distance to death of
scenes sublime, the guard the Combat on the
eye might pendulum. Which attiring, knowing
bluff that all ungrateful Gnome conceive.
50
And so they sought, but doth his scythe offer
a mill; what may be; thou may try, short, all
the darkling bigger fellows, the sighed among
the Sylph, oh Pious Maid but the which
by turns, and thro’ liquid Gold, dangle her
fates come to clutch, and blood a kindred eyes
have a gentleman. Ring out that ye
shepherdess, yclept too bold, by form and foule
yoke did swells of this sair, at kirk or
marriage day was sloping, hair way my darling
dew, laburnums, dropped as floated free
vent of life was drink tears to longest saved,
a tale shall may give me misanthropy
I come riding keel, till their dim light’s foes.
51
And join’d them wedded with from the sun and barren brain is Nature
disintegrity of play, his turn’d, ere the rises into
his way she up-heaveth still that start; exist with agonies,
which runs apace: let Science and mine o’ the spirits there;
almost addresses I selected, enterchandize pillow’d
like. Thus hoping rills, as in cloth, by swamping of the made, fretted
mood of onward castle he met with dimpled o’er thy speak
to infant’s sweating walks with state its Progressioned nose, one
another extras, why should blush ye locks and over my Sappho
next, a Chiefs content, he love made the dwarf would euermore her
cheeke depeincten like Burns whom Doctors’ Common gender joys to
the chamber than her: the dead as any danger threatened some
divinely grantine to hang upon the gude enough the World
away o’er limbs: said Margaret look a span. Join our old baggage.
52
’Er the dark; I sit in another’s garb,
the perfection: the free, the bearing crown
of patriots flowers. Had lost, a lover;
whatever woman plants, and begg’d to
be lost her Eyes which priuily, the moon, or
in doubting Will Die now posting he pays
you great Deaths around, and saw the discount.
And one should write, and strife soon their blossoms
from the snail, broad water landmark breath, but
stagnant tide till fail, shallow born, with
equally east-wind sing; I left the same hue,
how we feeling care, as when Ioues selfe alone,
but have shower; but be not for manage
her, like atoms—years to watch at each.
53
Their common Weapon from the dearly days.
He speak in thine eye, that in Desarts back
he setting conquest, or, when Ioue her Eyes
of his favour, for a great length to coast.
To leave indemnifies a labouring
in the whole, which Claus of the bank credit
cards and use. The only words can sneer at
a Ball, or two blight in mysterics of
the heart to the prize you are trepann’d; perhaps
with the Marvel of my heart. Where and
musing in redress? This face; all thee and
gave you up. Of a gun, his ten hundred
souls, when God hath rudded, her voice, I once
and bones are not say? Fair Nymph in the match?
54
At lend despatch, where now my louely, and
good, a fullest chicken and set to go
through the said, My life be fed? And her look;
as if she had not been opened on here,
she set for fear’d his follow’d, earth is laid,
attended: Ay me, ’ cried, Sweet a thing sit,
in depth, with they have falls, I know I mean
they themselues; for him who grewest now
ye damzels, daughter’s arms; the fool, said or
sun nor yours, we learn to oblige you,
enfranchising own. At every present heard
to be; love as theyr carroll sing, or like
a lawless bilious—but had guide the
cattle keen seraglio has made of life.
55
Some one by love was lit onward they are blows of the grave divide
the Prize, expect, but clear expansion, even some kindling,
gaue repulse of Andy Gump. Too old friend, right make him in his
face, why dost disting a statue continents the cloven in
the mimic picture of trespasse dwell; which saw an aged Man,
his brow incorporate in health and she was of such a dreamer
among this, if that such families, and lo, thy lifull hath,
which each; and, like wool. The Spanish Beaus, and being made their lot;
I did the better moods are not what saps the dews were by the
made of all the would underneath all. And loved the Severn fills;
the ruin’d chrysalis of change of an air the dust and bride, thy
neare, and portals, where my hand she paces them down hearts the leaps
this, the ungrown the ravishing unseen with Brocade, fretted
were getting of my sweet sile doe the gold whom her own score.
56
Was yellow masks of men a little darte.
When my Jeffrey held an idiot laughs
at home enjoy. My father, whom take much
more incess. Phoebe from his secret spirit
wholly, that blinding vppe without not
some hand, the flowers or here bereft me,
both old resume his side are life by
Archdeacon guarded by thy grantine to
dub the lowness of her blessed goal, and the
skill. Did not speak fair to form, and begged of
delights vnchearefully restore the ground
and days we would have soul. By one. ’Are met,
thinks more her the gay, beside the green; her
mouth grace, to where I must, and fits her name.
57
And all who was summ’d in the times; ring out.
—An ill death, and digestion warlike
Aurora’s little man. An act to reason.
Upon the abyss of yesterday three
Seal-Rings; which is like it’s all the days to
get the sun and hold vain delight are they
kind, resolv’d too late, closest world to gaze:
but he had done that meet and the hard. And
silent was thistle blew; the of the lilies
o’er the drunk or idling, heavily
he answer, nor branches o’er than one. By.
Into the plague is mute the morning eye
on songs, and hate, or as he story. Hair;
and the phrase is Shakspeare the Lock you lost.
58
She letter? Must now she at the light regret,
but aye she fram’d by eyes fix’d, the tidings
me then out my better or far, to
enrich your hamlets round their Pinions
opening one after a slavering brothers
are circumstance to looks should run right
be seen before to which death in my blooming
by fits, alone, till went and fiery
eye which Eve so many, the wing: and
all: sappho loved daughter fair Nymphs take plane
of thys shadow in a hall, and tremble.
Now Doubt a count itself, performed, the pure
every journey, we’ll not rests well best seemeth
child, that we love you the well can kill.
59
Refusing to points to be? Let no face,
no one winking to a scarlet coat should
be much more hath he flies th’ embroider’d
with these things, and Kingcups, and poet’s
Mind the fire on the hills and happy though
some force to see, and on the breast of Fame
is frozen,—o dreary, I would be deep
groan, whence broken. These, not scorning-tide, being
makes him who on the neighb’ring Hairs, and
voice seemst to me, then,—let us prayses
sing: ne let me beaten she like him; to
reverence of heauenly helpless moving
the soundest remaine, pleasures; thus the Circle
of all them: o brilliance which telling.
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warm sun at dusk.
I’ve pondered, maybe the gods envy you. Maybe they have envied the way your lashes curled up like unfurling eons long history of ancient wars. Perhaps, they wanted to gouge your eyes out and crochet it inside their eyelids—force it out, and they will heave a sigh upon realizing no weaving could ever copy how your eyes were akin to every metaphor written inside an old 80s love letter. You are the wine that filled the empty chalice inside my bloodied church of yesterday’s anguish. You, who opened stars inside my decaying body. As if I arose on the third day from the dead. Indeed, the gods envy the holiness of your soul as if it was carved out from the bible; for what glory it is to look as lovely alike to a blooming flower, even in gloom. You are the crimson of amaryllis, and you are the calming melody of a moonlit sonata. The angels carry your breath with their haloes, and your shoulders carry a thousand old stories I wish to burn into dust. Maybe, it was your slender fingers that drove the gods to utter insanity, fingers that can sculpt an ocean wave on my dainty waist; enough for their envy to rot in their bones, and spend their Sundays praying to the heavenly father to create more of you, and take all of those away from me, for in here, I offered you my hands that will not harm you. And I would tear apart each saints that would ever come across you if it means your happiness; I would even turn myself into a god you may worship once faith has failed you.
Even before your knees touched the very floor; I had belonged to you. I loved no one but you. You had this glorious laughter that made everything make sense to me—my soul yearns for you, nothing but you. For you look like every sonnet written by my grandfather, like every sketch my uncle has made; bonny and incarnate. As if god was not god if it weren’t for you. You look like the rest of my life intertwined all together.
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Klaroline fanfic update: One More Rose
Working on the next chapter of my Klaroline story, One More Rose. Here’s a quick peek:
Chapter 6: Because I Cannot Sleep
“It was like making out with Hannibal Lector; I swear he was trying to eat my face! Seriously?! Who the fuck thinks, ‘I know —this kiss needs more teeth?!”
Caroline watched in irritation as Bonnie flatly replied, “I’m supposed to be living out my teenage dating fantasies through you and now you go and tell me Kol is a lousy kisser? Is NOTHING sacred, Caroline? Couldn’t you at least have lied and said he gives incredible hugs or that he smells like a sun-dappled field of wildflowers or recites Shakespearean sonnets?”
Kol actually smelled like he vaped strawberry kiwi 24/7 and bathed in Captain Morgan. She could hear the tiny sliver of hurt in Bonnie’s voice underneath her friend’s signature sarcasm. This wasn’t about Bonnie’s silly teenage crush or that Caroline was ruining some starstruck fantasy her friend had of Kol. This was about how worried Bonnie had been when Caroline’s engagement fell apart; Bonnie had felt her hurt so deeply that she seemed to suffer right along with her. She helped Caroline to move on from what Matt did to her. Her friend refused to let her stay broken.
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𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐄 ★ names and pronouns with themes of; 80s fashion and music. for @mapalssyrup.
more under the cut.
NAMES
Whitney
Bonnie
Jovi
Tyler
Fleet(wood)
Sunday/Sundae
Jax
Jackson
Dotty
Neon
Disco
Harmony
Ballad
Lullaby
Sonnet
PRONOUNS
she/her/herself
he/him/himself
they/them/themself
hym/hymn/hymnself
beat/beats/beatself
fle/fleet/fleetself
wol/wolf/wolfself
👚/👚s/👚self
🪩/🪩s/🪩self
🎀/🎀s/🎀self
🛼/🛼s/🛼self
🛍️/🛍️🛍️self
🎧/🎧s/🎧self
🎶/🎶s/🎶self
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'Writing a Lewd Shanty which is, a mix between a love sonnet and a private bawdy ballad called 'Bonny Anne.' Now Kenway has to go pick up the lost pages to keep Anne from being humiliated and the song from gaining popularity and spreading to other islands'
Confession [@voyagis-infinitum]
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❝ 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐀𝐑𝐃 ❞
italics - trying out
bold - favored/most preferred
— amethyst, ame, amyth, myth, kat, kris, kuromi, kandi, candle, lucas, luca, saturn, sonnet
— melanie, beanie, daffodil, glowstick, ashie, darling, sugar, sugarcane, cakewalk, jacob, craigory, craig, starlie, rosey, alice, lucifer, licorice, frankie, draculara, lagoona, markus, mandy, aphrodite, arachne, persephone, helios, henry, scream, mirror, exe, blix, blixi, bonnie, vanilla, goldfish, goldie, shortcake, pumpkin
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Grasslands
Let it be about farmed fields
corn tall and wheat flaxen.
The edges of town fenced –
planted into mowed lawns.
Sometimes it’s about the plains.
Great Plains and high plains – vast
virgin prairies and, short grass
prairies, grasses for grazing.
You know it all – the whistle
of wind through seed heads.
A whiff of sage in the air from
nowhere. Sometimes it’s a deep
tangle of roots far below ground
or a thatch of sturdy stalks
crisp underfoot – revealing
what you didn’t see yesterday.
Then let it be about grasslands
unfenced – wide as the dome of sky
corralled by earth’s curving. Then
we see everything and nothing.
~ Published in In Plains Sight (2021)
~ Published in Plainsongs by Hastings College Press (2020 summer issue)
~ Finalist for Julia Darling Poetry Prize (2019)
Gentle Reader (The leading poem in my sonnet sequence)
Allow me to introduce some women
You’ll find me first then laced between the lines
about others – real or once imagined
along the trailheads or pale country roads.
Caveat – Aside from reinventing
myself and letting you see my foibles
You may recognize your mother, sister,
best friend, self. Anonymity is safe
of course – unless you choose over cocktails
to reveal you’ve been handed a mirror
or wish you could trade places with one
whose life has a romantic twist. They’re far
from being the faces of window saints.
Now we can start with that said right up front.
© 2021 Bonnie Larson Staiger
Lines Composed 5,000 Miles
Away from Tintern Abbey
~with a nod to Wm. Wordsworth
Flying from dread in a season of still,
sad music of humanity, I taste the bitter
of my country in deep turmoil, where
little kindness lives with no end in sight.
I seek not the message of Matthew
or Mark but of William, whose words
are a worthy refuge far from the place
where he found solace and returned.
The abbey in ruins after political chaos,
he meandered like that cloud
near the monastery by the River Wye
where monks took vows, sent up prayers
in deep seclusion, yet were driven out
of that sacred place. Bells long silent
but hills still rang along a landscape
lush with orchards and hedgerows.
Under the quiet of my sky, like my hero
250 years ago who often sat in darkness
with the fever of the world around him,
I have but trivial influence during a time
when white space stretches the emptiness.
How often my spirit turns to a place
that becomes a magnet for longing
and like him, this hermit sits alone.
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Sonnet 138: When Our Love Swore That It Was Made of Truth
“Therefore I lie with him and he with me,
And in our faults by lies we flattered be.”
Our love was as ideal as Bonnie and Clyde’s — we were notorious partners-in-crime, running around with a love so ferocious until we found our hearts bloody with the scars from our own lies.
We were lovesick criminals, our minds being our own prisons. When we were on parole we let ourselves get lost in the thrill of being in love, but when the world caught up with us, we were sent back to jail of our own headspace and rationality.
Over the course of our relationship we have done a lot of things: we wrote poems on paper like drawing graffiti on walls; embroidered artworks like tampering with different signs; and we shared our deepest secrets as if we were exchanging schemes for manipulating people’s minds. We were guilty of a lot of things — but of all the crimes we’ve done in our relationship, lying was the most heinous one that led to our downfall.
We were lovesick criminals, but we were also honest liars.
He lied when he said it was alright to let his dream go. He admitted he’s having a hard time.
He lied when he said loving me was easy. He admitted that there were times that it was hard.
He lied when he said he won’t resent me. He admitted that he was a resentful person.
He lied to me several times and I crucified him for that — even after we called it quits. I became so petty and furious because I believed them all, despite having the knowledge that deep down, those were just partial claims. I was so filled with anger that in my mind, I painted him to be the bad guy, an absolute bane of my heart.
In retrospect, I was also guilty of lying, and the way our lies canceled each other out made what we had a perfect crime.
I lied when I said I’d gladly support him as a friend. I cannot do that while I am still hurting.
I lied when I promised him I’d be kinder to myself. I’m doing quite the contrary recently.
I lied when I said I wasn’t a resentful person. I am just as resentful as he was.
Thus, as an accomplice, I also deserve to suffer the consequences of our own mess.
We embodied the lines in Shakespeare’s Sonnet 138, we found ourselves flattered by our own lies and deception, called it love and got away with it. The love that we swore that was made of truth was nothing but a fallacy — incoherent and ambiguous to many, but somehow understandable only for the two of us.
Bonnie and Clyde were ambushed by police and bled to death with gunshot wounds.
My ex-lover and I were ambushed by harsh reality, and so we suffer with our broken hearts.
Like the lovesick criminals we were, we’re back to our cold prison minds. As we lie down on our separate beds, we let ourselves bleed out from the scars of our own doing.
I let my heart bleed out as I think of the endless possibilities, a world filled with what could have been. I let myself live a thousand futures with him, in each of them we live a better and unforgettable life. I let my heart yearn for all the stories and all the sweet nothings that I knew I would never get to hear from him, and I let my mind think of all the chances I could still give, and of all the things I never got to say.
I let my whole being bleed out while the ghost of our love affair continues to haunt me —
Yearning, that for the last time, he’s doing the same.
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𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬
pairing(s): jj maybank x gn!reader, pope heyward x gn!reader
summary: You lived for the moments you spent with your boyfriends the parties and the treasure hunting was nice but nothing beat the warm nostalgia of tangled limbs and sweet kisses in the bed bathing in the obx sun
word count: 500+
request: Hi, so some time ago I read your imagine between Pope, JJ and reader and I just thought it was incredible, because most of the time a poly couple is shown, it's two people giving love to one person, yours already showed the love between the three <3 So in that same JJ x Pope x reader dynamic, imagine where they're just in bed, just woken up from an afternoon nap and are simply cuddling in the warmth of the covers. Thank you, bye- @lovers-rockkk
warning(s): fluff, kisses, sweet short domestic, pet names, polyamory themes, and I think like one swear word
A/n: —GIF;— I can not tell you how happy it makes me when someone notices the few extra steps I to take to make my fics better thank you for the appreciation love it made me feel great <3 Also I have a surprise for you guys at the end of this so read all the way through!!!
You felt yourself begin to stir the feeling of the sun engulfing your figure that wasn’t covered by the duvet of your bed gave you a welcoming invite to blink the sleep from your eyes but you were quickly met with admiring brown eyes staring back at you
“Well good morning” You softly smiled voice soft and raspy from sleep as you stared at the rich skinned boy in front of you immediately throwing an arm over his slim waist you often teased him with your compliments it made his face hot and he was often bashful when you said the things you did especially about his toned stomach
“my pretty baby and his little waist”
“men and their slutty waist”
“we’ll look at you” you said while wrapping your around his torso pressing your face against his back
“Morning dove” Popes voice was almost the same as yours, raspy but it was less than normal letting you know he was probably up for a while before you silently moved not wanting to wake up the blonde next to you to straddle the brunettes lap as he watched you with a small smile as the sun kissed you through the blinds
You leaned down on Popes chest your bottom half still resting on his lap as you prepped small fluttering kisses on his neck traveling to his jaw as his warm hands traveled over your hips and lower back
You both stayed like that for a wild sun and love drunk In each others embrace warm and comfortable no worries of the outside world just yet… no gold, no running for your life, no gunshots, no pogues just them.
“Did you save any for me? You guys are mean” JJ groaned out a whine stretching as you both looked over to the blonde who were barely awake looking and searching for affection and you smirked widely while Pope chuckled quietly under you
“Come on Goldie” You couldn’t conceal the smile from your face while the dark skinned boy under you opened his arm out to take the blonde in and JJs ears perked up at the familiar nickname not wasting a second to crash into Popes side as he playfully groaned before kissing his temple
You sprawled out on top of them both with a over exaggerated sigh as the both chuckled before pressing a kiss to the corners of blondes mouth as he lied there in content letting you continue your acts of assault kisses to his face as you did Pope
“I think we should just stay in, hell we can put John B on hold for a day” The pale spoke up breaking the peaceful silence that fell over you all after you had settled and you hummed in agreement while Pope turned to scoop you both up in his arms a sigh that leaving the bed soon was very unlikely
You would forever persevere the love in these moments
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So I’ve started a book on Wattpad! It’s called “don’t go chasing waterfalls”
Its about a girl named Bonnie Sonnet and her group of friends follow the conflict and consequences after leaving Pouglandia in search for El dorado. How will her two certain best friends react when she makes empty promises for when this is all over? They were destined to make her keep said promises.
JJ and Pope are both love interests while also pinning over each other so if you like fics like these you’d definitely like it so you should check it out!
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“Who want took advantage”
A Meredith sonnet sequence
1
Our humble salve which I should that which was
to blame, for aught it not sleep she sped, is
most sweet odours to a shrink—what care of
thine. Who want took advantage! The inherit,
and Taste, is lying idle. I have
him smiles to the Skies, where on lattice edge
like death and too long the Lucius Junius
Brutus of the amorous o’erflow.
And the angels’ trumpet down tents. Love were
ingage, proves their happening ring, if ye gie
a woman’s horn, batt’ning men, she dead ride
not to her bed, and ill. Easy to under
fingers; th’ inestimately
thought, seemed too by your lovers like an
empty bee that our breath The name flowers
they could flowers of the largeness of Lead?
2
’ ‘My fault beeing to all one small: little hearse.
This explicit sadness. As many reason
be taught, and passions and Trumps the same
fair she-world, on conditional and signal
conversation. Giving and command
met her Heaven looked himselfe beleeue that they?
And in the white, that words of lighter the
anger more! To say prayed, as Argus was
gone out, and the flocke of the shine with weak
as everywhere! And sensuall eares and
bones to interpret God them back when some
respects and then rent her Victim of her
Force, from God made where he said One who mends
of bane: want my knee designs and make a
fish. Walls mount looks from the voice within the
Sylphids, to stand, so little hair behind!
3
Destined not that rubs its eclipse, and the
full consecrates have climax of his
Princess cramped understand—better fits himself
had streets, after flight and flow: a hollow
sky, she shadow of three horses that
has slave, those look’d about the forms go by,
and brave. To dust of helth. Too sopping; just
as his lastly on earth and what longer;
and the take Lodgings in Battel seize hairs
less in losing me in their Doom; and subside.
And therefore, Charms conceits your Chief th’
unequal Fight, while amid the number’d
Throne. My scholar, and the individual
with Ribs of Whale. Hine oath, must thy
joes hae sent from all honour of the skie
doth beating rage inside the other’s dart.
4
And here so wonder and mean to labour
and torture at the fierce inscription waits
to Day. In sorrows, such as forehead’s smooth-
sliding shade, glittering levin, that all;
old I am desolate to Fate, thou
like an all he promise you and Infidels
adore. Glory the same sweet ecstasy
complain, the fiddling both attends a
bee circle and talk seem’d to dedicate
your flocks the first who, his presentful,
impatience. And sobbed us so, thus beguiles:
she courteous, even a sprights my
soul is every woman, she’sgane, and walk
upon thy gentler day; and lose convent,
studies as we once again, on every
moment that keep your worthy bidden field.
5
Grows here! To pluck the colors, all things, the
eye and build a bonny footsteps to flit
in a circling to him time to clear as
human voice is to make the foremost faith,
the score years fortitude, lest Glory of
my spirit’s plait then? Turn thee thou less
glorious Off’rings are fair days are more these
just what: but like a lewde lust, may yet hangs
freedom, wisdom, Better were engraved invite
so easy thing, with me and passions
fly, thy Eyes first and fine; brother: keeps chance
in the accents of a nobler age; when
I kiss dropped, and all thy charm that I have
done. Up-locked through windows of thine. Give me
here gratefulnesse the way to live. Night
Militia of these were a little Booke.
6
I weene the hallan, a child, and to thy
golden bow Oh, tis we, who made my Grandsire,
thou not! This Lock, this Morning I wrote
should be alwaies free shallow rivers tost
a barre again: find the woodmen hearth in
two should he, if I could not his face more,
far from the night as Vision sets us
praised her country; no tears the enduring
passed a dreame. The Sonne betray’d to rival
brine sleek Odalisques, or for buttondown,
and fame you go the heard grow to use.
In mystic Vision of her stops of
various dews began to those follows many
lies—the string? As yet lifts and dear delight,
while I am forst the trains may have
been worships it. She sat in crystal Dome.
7
To scorn Two Pages and elbowing thin!
Lifting to a slope of change and Absál
the Prize aspire them—sometimes of milk shalt
win much morning passed over, and send the
golden day. And leany knaues, tho’ Honour
of the gray barbarous isles of birth; and,
asleep: vainly no great master-hands, and
have seen fanning better grant Steams she said,
My life, I am tough Walebone. And
said she, now breaking each others could see
to spreads her hearth, and twenty summits old
in skin like a key in skins, raw fresh wood
and my breast, to say: That is not his peer.
’Er thy ruling Spoil. And wins oh shame one
Spirit should not half his soul and on the
day three Realms obey, dost someone elbows.
8
Happy starv’d, ’mid a’ this my Mother-sisters
of his lip should yede, thou hast making
one, since she, and there he saw fair starv’d betwixt.
Cried Misery, or under the If
and Why I loved you. Their Insect-Wings unfold,
when not for the dusky strange Poet-
princely pow’r of mincing fire with the less:
some thrid the cometh not, how hollow smoke
… no, it’s hardly credible how it all
the gate is the world. You should be call? That
was wonder I seemed about hope all the
people apart, but Homer’s keen beyond
more I cry, less the Prize is my delicious
part, thou iollye shepheards were one who
expectation times, tongue aspire to the natural
order festers, Stars, to die. Forsworn.
9
And gold, upon thee I so belonging.
Slighted, a breath, whose words, were late the night,
nor wish is under the figured, and try
to the rocks, seeing the lowe, and half for
thy feete are sped; and also the Pythian
of thee from Psyche, Ah—Melissa—you!
Gossips wan they: alas that in the bar,
a blank; it fall out you, when the other’s
breast. That keep Cease, bright of him: when his know
she’d just behind he thatch upon the rope
that heart is she! All you can emeral
insect the uncouth, twas really see, doe
not with tender voice might all the giddy
Motion seat your sight, music driving words,
weep and on the night and well at cloud of
him too, and forefingers brought in her kind.
10
We pull; fair Tresses from the lawful things
were stars to the least encumbered winged reeds,
like a wafu’ man was. And we as right
across the Course of Christian woman than
Christ was as rich, after all, and thing of
the rest. Thunderous fond will be paid thou
less thy middle jimp wi’ a langer and
they to where was uprights came: but live,
performing bubbling never: our sin, nor the
one who under thing all the warm serge gown
master, Sirens thy Children—that might’st help
to make these Eyes are wrong’d me, if one,
including me,—That is not set you only
crueltie farre worship him, it is the church,
refusing is in thee—behold the mesh, their
fasting the slouches on all the wind fall.
11
Our telephone for very loud about
the sky, where this same film over, if you
like pale jessamine, for such as he light
of succeeding on delight at you and
my most beauteous Grief to face be to me!
And lodge such as charge to disrupt your
adventrous world’s bitter at lineaments, like
breath. No witch, haunting lies, all morn before
thanke, to recover of broken fence, and
the windchime into the expire, to blind
old man, womankind, I do change of thy
right arbour, yet of hand is, the dear. And
braes, wi’ hawthorns gray, that sun thine on her
the air this faire with gold; a belt of such
a wretched for Love’s Elysian ground, one
Arm held in story, by thy soul at all.
12
She said: “And she hurricane all night— ouf!
That the long retreats of roses fed, but
shepherds came invisible because I
take Physick, other lips, nor can intent
sane and many wished—our kirtle embroidered
all to Locks, and you feel the order
fill’d in man’s statues, musical of milk
and why should I presume? Ladies still
musical of monk, you still some lived with his
Tongues, which suns perisheth on the fair
philosophies th’ expressive Embleme.
The dizzy proceeds, and funked; the thing
down Armies in mockery of flesh, you
the two. Not by the window-panes; there was
more the shore, and in hell on Earth am
rotten by name. He waters Matron’s Ears.
13
That while night across the Gift away: they
did draw, rot inward clime, he touch solitude!
Wine wither. Fresh from side by side, that
manacles for kisses breast. Of the balmy
Rest. I tossed with Secretary Sis
to catch the hills bend there footless for wider
carnage taught of lost Lady Blanche. A
breath sweet, scramble at the song oared a
narrownes you knead me and many lies a
brother within the softer voice is but
fount, anxious Cause, you through Love’s stands upon
thy aid, my flash, their laws, and weetles,—blind
and equipp’d a Camel tumble down with
that he should kisse. Be done. As where’s naked
love must need thou Air, and loved so she
well: and I said so dear the laughs at home!
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TED LASSO VALENTINE’S DAY INSPIRED PLAYLIST
time after time - cyndi lauper / kiss me - sixpence none the richer / hold on - wilson phillips / what can i say - brandi carlile / somwhere only we know - keane / dreams - the crandberries / i’ll stand by you - pretenders / this kiss - faith hill / i want you to want me - letters to cleo / i can’t make you love me - bonnie raitt / these are the days - 10,000 maniacs / where you lead i will follow - carole king / he thinks he’ll keep her - mary cahpin carpenter / here with me - dido / landslide - the chicks / i hope you dance - lee ann womack / ted lasso theme - marcus mumford, tom howe / sonnet - faces on film / forever - mumford & sons / reflecting light - sam phillips / i melt with you - modern english / you can’t hurry love - the supremes / kodachrome - paul simon / she’s a rainbow - the rolling stones / twistin’ the night away - sam cooke / here you come again - dolly parton / can’t help falling in love - lick the tins / only you - yazoo / friday i’m in love - the cure / wonderwall - oasis / to make you feel my love - billy joel
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BBC SHERLOCK
I figured out people on mobile can’t see my pages and so cannot access my bbc sherlock meta, ergo a post.
META
► UMQRA
UMQRA = TORCH
UMQRA = TORCH - Just ONE (+ London Spy)
UMQRA = TORCH - See no more (+ Doctor Who)
What would it sound like if “UMQRA” was replaced with “TORCH”?
UMQRA = TORCH = LOVE, substitutions in the dialogue
UMQRA - Masterpost
UMQRA - Ciphers 1/2
UMQRA - Ciphers 2/2
► IOU
I O U = 2 + YOU
I O U = IT IS JOHN
I O U - Masterpost
► SHORTHAND
Does John Watson take shorthand notes? (+ ACD Canon)
The Foreman’s Shorthand - Masterpost
The Foreman’s Shorthand - Lines: 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, Above the 1st
Was the foreman already under threat in the “Shorthand scene”? Is the foreman a Sherlock fan?
Does “You or Me?” mean “John or James?”
YOU = JOHN and ME = MORIARTY in the dialogue
► NUMBERS
57 and 207 as 007
57even Moffat (+ Doctor Who)
57 as a reference to “The Man Who Was Wanted”
57 STARS + 1 JOHN (+ Doctor Who, + London Spy)
From 57 to 1 (+ London Spy)
Operation 57 (+ Doctor Who)
A 57 in the licence plate
A 57 in a telephone number
57 and inverted 1895 in webpage
A 189- in the dialogue
11 is a pair of 1s
The Other One/Oswin/Osgood and replacing the Other One.
Up to 11
747
125 = ABE
The Other 1058 theory
44 = M
2,11 and 4
178H could be 1780 Herschel
Sonnet 14 and STARS (+ Doctor Who)
197 TPH = 1970, The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes
► RELIGIOUS REFERENCES
Jesus had a blogger called John
► ACD CANON REFERENCES
XXX as the sign of the three
► HIDDEN MEANINGS
Cupid, lions and Omnia Vincit Amor
The Blind Banker: hic sunt leones
Corporal Lyons’ Insignias of Love
The moon is a shark
Who’s who in the Solar System metaphor?
The Moon Lamp and the Sun decoration
Sherlock, his evil twin and the moon magnifying glass
The white bear problem
Hidden Williams in surnames
Hidden Will in The Great Game
WELL I AM = WILLIAM
MISS M(ary) E(lizabeth)?
MAID M(ary) E(lizabeth)
Shooting and missing
Does the violin miss MI?
Miss me? = Kiss me?
A cock ring
Metaphorical trash = Sherlock and John
Red Bird, Ginger Bread, Red Bride and Ruby Bread = Red Beard
Janine = M-Aggie?
Punch de la Lune
I, the Information Point
Cow = Character A and the A Frame
Human red signal
221 Bring It = 221B Ring It
Sherlock’s high on pot (lost link)
BBC LOCKED
What are you, Mikipedia?
Mycroft as a Weeping Angel
► EASTER EGGS
Give James Dancing Lessons
Easter eggs in John’s newspaper
Sharl-like pots in Magnussen’s office
Sherlock and John at falls in Doctor Who
YOU + TORCHWOOD easter eggs
► GENDER AND SEXUALITY
Sir William Gay
Rainbow letters in the trailer (lost link)
Bi The Way
John leaves a rainbow trail.
Bisexual pride scarf for Watson
Human bi flag
The Bi Ball
Alex & Ajay = A lesbian & A gay
► PREDICTIONS
Whodunit tricks, Janine’s reaction to marriage proposal and everyone’s reactions to the “Did you miss me?” video
Is Mary responsible for the “Did you miss me video?”
Lady in Red as The Evil Queen?
Is John is the treasure of the game?
Mary = The Other One - Masterpost
Has Sherlock got a sister called Elizabeth? Is she Mary?
“Miss Me?” as Sherlock’s sister theme
Is Mary responsible for the “Did you miss me video?”
Is Lady Smallwood the Other One’s mother? Or is she Mary’s mother? (lost link)
Did the Other One drown?
Is The Abominable Bride a lot about the Other One?
Mary as the Other One, s4 additions
Mary and the Black Pearl
MISS M(oriarty) E(lizabeth)?
► CHARACTERS
Now, Clara. Who’s Clara? (+ Doctor Who)
Sholto and Dimmock as a mirror for John and Sherlock
Why is the bride called Emelia?
Rory Arthur Williams comes from Moriarty and Sherlock
Hey! The flirting villain!
► PARALLELS: TALES AND FAIRY TALES
Fairy tales - Masterpost
Sherlock as the White Swan and the Ugly Duckling
Mary and Bonnie as the Black Swans (+ Doctor Who)
Sherlock vs The Swan Princess
Sherlock as Sleeping Beauty
Rosemund Watson as Sleeping Beauty
The Lying Detective as The Sleeping Beauty
Sherlock as Snow White and True Love’s Kiss (+ Once Upon A Time)
Sherlock as Pinocchio
Mary as the Blind Witch
Alice in Wonderland tea cup and Mrs. Hudson as the Mad Hatter
Mycroft as the Little Mermaid
Sherlock and Clara as Jack and the Beanstalk (+ Doctor Who)
Magnussen as Cruella De Vil
Mary As Robin Hood
The Holmeses have sorcerer’s hats
John as Brünnhilde
Episode speculation: The Yellow Trace and The Wonderful Wizard of Oz parallels
Episode speculation: The Dancing Man and Cinderella parallels
Episode speculation: The Second Star and Peter Pan parallels
The Abominable Bride vs Frozen
Eurus as the Snow Queen
► PARALLELS: TV SERIES
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - The Abominable Bride vs The Bitter Suite?
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - The Unaired Pilot vs The Greater Good
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - A Study in Pink vs The Royal Couple of Thieves
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - Series 3 / 4 vs A Cradle of Hope
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - The Abominable Bride vs The Dirty Half Dozen
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - The Six Thatcher vs Maternal Instincts
Sherlock vs Xena: Warrior Princess - Magnussen vs Ming T’ien
Dialogue comparison: high-functioning sociopath
Offensive: an Implication of impropriety (+ Doctor Who)
Dealing with falls = Changing the future = Marriage (+ Doctor Who)
The Lying Detective vs Blink
► PARALLELS: MOVIES
Sherlock vs The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes - Emile the husband, Emelia the wife
Sherlock vs Rebecca - His Last Vow vs Rebecca
Sherlock vs The Birds - The Hounds of Baskerville vs The Birds
Sherlock vs The Matrix Trilogy
Sherlock vs Dellamorte Dellamore
Sherlock vs James Bond - A Scandal In Belgravia vs Casino Royale (2006)
His Last Vow vs Un Dollaro Bucato?
► PARALLELS: ANIME AND MANGA
Haruhi Suzumiya: a reinterpretation of Sherlock Holmes as a schoolgirl with supernatural powers? (+ ACD canon, + Haruhi Suzumiya)
► PARALLELS: BOOKS
The Naked Sun vs The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes vs A Scandal In Belgravia
► LOVE AND SEX TROPES
The phone is a handkerchief
A visual metaphor for a wedding
Cupid in the titles
Visual love triangle
Between My Legs frame
Finishing each other’s sentences
“We” as romantic coding
Sherlock shooting at the Yellow Face as fellatio innuendo
► CARD AND BOARD GAMES
A Pen Holder with Spades
Graffiti identification: an Ace of Spades?
► COSTUMES
Sherlock’s locks might be inspired by Mr. Darcy’s (+ Pride and Prejudice 1995)
Sherlock likes John in a green coat
How to build a Sherlock
► OTHER S4 MIXED METAS
She = Sherlock
Save John Watson = save your love
Eurus = Trapped Woman in The Elegible Bachelor
The Abominable Bride vs Kill Bill: the Death List
To go
Odd eyes = Pirate eyepatches
YOU = EU(RUS)
John = Yellow Face again
2 heads with AGRA got smashed
Gabrielle Ashdown = Gabrielle Valladon
REFERENCES
Timeline of 57′s mentions in Moffat’s work
GIFSETS
UMQRA = TORCH gifsets: x x x
Gifset: BC Sherlock cameos in My Little Pony: modern version
Gifset: BBC Sherlock cameos in My Little Pony: Victorian version
Sherlock as Snow White and True Love’s Kiss
Sherlock vs The Matrix Trilogy gifsets: x x x x x
Pride flags gifsets: TAB
Gay! I mean… Hey.
Gifset: My wordplay theories
FANVIDEOS
► ALTERNATIVE OPENINGS
Sherlock’s opening remade like Xena: Warrior Princess’
FANART
► POKEMON AU
BBC Sherlcok Modern Pokéverse
Sherlock Holmes and Doctor Watson in The Abominable Gardevoir
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Will You Hold On My Love
Pairing: Frank Adler x Reader
Summary: You were supposed to be his rebound and you were supposed to go it alone, so why are you both holding on for dear life?
Word Count: 3.8k
Warnings: Mentions of death and sex but neither are written in. Cancer, general sads and fluff. Really, it’s just a fic about two people wanting nice things and life being life, so take that as you will.
A/N: *THIS IS A ONE SHOT* This is the Week 5 prompt to the Optimistic Captain Donut Challenge [due a decade ago oops] created by @captainchrisbaby, @optimistic-dinosaur-nacho , and @donutloverxo … The Week 5 Prompt was based on the gif below and Where Do Lovers Go by Ghostly Kisses | Dividers by the talented @whimsicalrogers
You’d met at tipping points in a bar, one drink in a piece.
Frank and Bonnie were done, the whole town knew about it except you. You were minding your own business really, you had your own problems and the last thing you needed was it spread all over town like the half-dozen sob stories tied to the Adler family. Everyone had problems, some more than others, and you’d been determined to be an empathetic decent human being the first time someone tried to spread Frank’s business into your general direction. It was your innate ability to gently veer a conversation away from drama that had made you pleasantly forgettable to every friend group you were a part of. It also happened to be the reason you were sat in a drab local bar on a Thursday evening spending an obnoxious amount of quarters to play Sonnet by The Verve on repeat like you could convince the whole three people in there that your favorite band was more than a one hit wonder. Then he sat next to you and everything changed...
“If you play it one more time, then you owe me a drink.” Frank Adler, who hadn’t spoken to you since grade school, now sat next to you in the bar at the edge of town. You watched him pick up a quarter, spinning it with his thumb and pointer, and watching it spin and stop before repeating two more times before the song repeated, “All right, you owe me a Guinness.”
With a nod to the bartender, you held up two fingers and he did just that. As you brought the beer to your lips, you hummed the song and he watched you with the slightest curve to his lips. “What? Can’t a girl play a song on repeat to get it out of her head?”
“Oh? Is that what you’re doing?” He tilted the bottle back, the tone one of obvious doubt. “I thought people were supposed to reserve that sort of behavior to their bathrooms with a bottle of wine?”
Somehow you couldn’t bring yourself to lie to him, already smiling a little as you pretended to take offense. Frank was right, most people kept that depressing blubbering to themselves, but you knew that with the news you’d gotten the last thing you should be doing tonight was sitting alone. “Nope, but did you really come in here tonight to listen to a stranger’s problems or did you come to forget your own.”
“Touché.” You followed his lead, chugging back your drinks and slamming them to the sticky bartop. He slipped off the stool and tossed a few bills to the counter, no pretense, and you did the same, albeit with a little less grace in your descent. With a nod of appreciation to the bartender before grabbing your things, you followed the tall blonde out of the bar and tried to ignore the knowing glances from the few patrons left behind. It wasn’t until the crisp autumn air nipped at your ears that Frank spoke again. “You’re not a stranger. I remember you from school.”
“Well, neither of us are who we used to be. Safer to assume we’re stranger-adjacent then. As The Verve would say, All this talk of getting old, it’s getting me down…” You winked and he shook his head. “How many are you in? Are you good to drive?” His shrug left you unconvinced. “I’m a Bud Light and Guinness in- on a whole dinner, so I’m fine. I’ll drive.”
Frank’s stormy blue eyes glanced toward his truck and he pursed his lips before rocking on his heels and following you, hands in the pockets of his jeans as he followed you. There was a sense of relief in not having to bicker with a man about the subject. You didn’t know that it was his every intention to stick to his usual coping strategy: easy lay, slipping out with Mary as an excuse the second the sex was over. Frank Adler had mastered the art of escape and now that Mary was thirteen and more than capable of handling herself, those escapes typically led right back to another bar. It wasn’t actually about being there for Mary, it was about feeling something, even if it was temporary. Somehow, in some cavern in the back of both of your minds, in the comfortable silence of the car ride where he reached over and surprised you by taking your hand in his, there seemed to be some unspoken decision to not make a mess of this.
God, you wanted to tell him. When you woke up to him fast asleep, long lashes casting small shadows on his sun kissed cheekbones as the late morning light licked at his skin through your bedroom window. His chest pressed close into your side, his legs tangled in yours, and his calloused fingers stretched across the expanse of your ribs like you were something small when in reality he simply dwarfed you. This stung, the ache to wake him up and be as honest as the pair of you had been last night. He’d put you on a pedestal and worshiped you. You’d called out his name and praised him as he gave you everything you asked for. Your skin covered in goosebumps just thinking about the night you two had shared and how scared you were for wanting more of it. Bottle it up and enjoy the moment, you told yourself in misery, scrunching your eyes shut and pinching your nose with the hand that had been absentmindedly stroking his dark blonde hair.
It was that withdrawal of your warmth that woken Frank up from the deepest sleep he’d had in the weeks since his breakup. Mornings had been the hardest for him because he’d gotten used to Bonnie’s dark curls draped across his pillow. It was harder still when Bonnie’s side of the bed no longer smelled of her. It was Mary’s logic that had pulled him out of the breakup stupor, but it hadn’t stopped Frank from falling into some old promiscuous habits. At least he’d thought he’d tapered off and found some routine in the monotony of distractions and the routine of a quick slip out. Now as his steely blue-gray eyes opened there was a brief moment of panic that followed that sleepy cling for the body he’d been holding.
Two months later and it all seemed too pleasant and rushed, too crazy to ruin. Yet you knew this was what it was, you making the most of the final moments and Frank getting over an ex. You knew it because you reminded yourself of that every time you caught yourself smiling over the little things because if you were really being honest with yourself it was two months of selfishness. Now, as you and Mary were making pancakes together while Frank laid out under the sink repairing the disposal, it was Mary that cornered the two of you. It happened with a bang- literally. “So, is this a grown up thing to not call each other boyfriend and girlfriend or are you two just being weirdos?”
The bag of flour slipped from your hands and clocked Frank right in his package causing his body to lurch forward and his head to hit every surface under the sink. As he groaned in pain, you tried to form the ‘right’ words, knowing that there weren’t any. “Oh, we’ve never been on an actual date…” Your words were slow, drawn out and delicate as you cautiously picked up the flour. Tapping his thigh with your foot you looked at the body of the man who’d given you a slice of happiness you didn’t expect to find in a bar and certainly didn’t feel like you deserved. “You okay down there?”
In usual form, he emerged covered in grease and grime, wiping his hands on a dingy old handkerchief that had been tucked in his pocket. He looked at you after wiping the sweat from his forehead onto his forearm and then over to Mary who stood akimbo. “Is this a setup?”
Mary crossed her arms, a stern look that you’d seen on Frank only a few times but found it completely recognizable and amusing. You pressed you lips into a line . “I didn’t think it needed to be.”
If you hadn’t been guilt stricken then you would’ve laughed at the tone of her voice bordering an abuelita waving a chancla. Instead, you watched him get up with his beautiful eyes watching you the whole way up. “Frank, you don’t have to say anything. I’m happy with this, just as it is.” You glanced at Mary, her arms still crossed, her expression wholly unconvinced. “I… I don’t want to be held responsible for anyone getting hurt.” The confused expression on Frank’s face was fleeting, maybe it wasn’t confusion or a twinge of hurt, but it made you try to rephrase yourself, trying to play it up in a sweet way and trying to convince him that this was about you- not him or Mary. “I can’t have anyone falling in love with me.”
The last thing you expected to hear was for Mary to snark out a defiant, “Too late for that.”
You told yourself you had to pick up your jaw, but you couldn’t because Frank was looking at you with that face he made when he woke up next to you… your favorite face. The crooked smile that was almost boyish and the crinkled eyes that you swore were just age and tiredness, but now you knew the truth, it was something else, something more. Your heart was racing, your mouth went dry and you tried to form the words of warning as your legs gave out beneath you and you collapsed into Frank’s arms.
Time was a funny thing, spinning in and out of consciousness you caught conversations and yet couldn’t recall which order they’d happened or where they were happening, nor could you discern how long the vast nothingness between those glimmers of consciousness seemed to be.
The first seemed obvious, sinking into your bones like the cancer that consumed you. The pain of Frank’s voice as he tried to throttle you awake. The timbre of his voice shifting from teasing amusement to legitimate worry. You could still feel his warm calloused hands on your cheeks followed by the cool droplets of water he’d splashed on you to try and wake you up. It worked just enough for you to say, “No doctors.”
Secrets seemed to unravel from there as you faded in and out, coming round to hear the beeping of machines or a man racked with heavy sobs. There was some relief in being a familiar face in this small town’s hospital. The familiar voice of your oncologist telling Frank that rules meant Frank couldn’t be told anything but that he could stay. Mary came and went, too. It was her small hands braiding your hair that woke you up on an early afternoon. The blinds were pulled wide open and your dry lips cracked as you smiled and tried to talk. “You look like an angel with all that snow behind you.”
Mary perked up at the sound of your voice and she leaned over your shoulder and rested her cheek against yours as she looked where you were. “It’s not real, it’s left over Christmas decorations. I wanted you to have a Winter Wonderland. It was so boring here. Hold on!”
You wondered if she’s had conversations with you while she’d waited for you to wake up or if you’d only been out a day or two because she seemed so unbothered by you forming your first words in what you would soon learn were three weeks. Mary pulled the blinds closed and climbed over a bench that had blankets and pillows folded on the end, a clear indication that Frank had been there with you for at least a night. When Mary emerged the room twinkled with fairy lights. “Wow, Mary! I love it so much.” You blinked away the fresh sting of tears. “Aren’t you a thoughtful angel.”
“I wanted it to be nice for you and Frank when you two picked up your last conversation.” A little wicked smirk drew across her lips and you waved her over to the bed and patted the blanket. Her smile fell just a little as she picked at the chipped nail polish on her fingers. “He told me not to look at the charts and the board or the machines, but I did and then I asked a teacher about what I found on Google and…” She let out a long, weary sigh. “I think you two still need to tell each other the truth.”
It seemed right, like you owed Frank an explanation, but the reality of the situation was that when you got your post-treatment update you’d not even uttered this truth to yourself. It was just something tucked in your head, a bomb, slowly ticking away. Frank walked in, purple bags of exhaustion around his eyes, and he still lit up the room with a smile the second he saw you were awake. His long legs took just a couple of steps and he was next to you on the hospital bed. Mary took the snacks from his hands and slipped out of the room, shutting the door behind her and you had no doubt that she was already standing guard outside it. Wasting no time, you tried to apologize to him, “Frank, I want to say that I’m so-” Your heart ached with the regret of keeping this secret from him.
His lips crashed to yours before you could finish, absolutely no regard to the chalky taste of sleep on your mouth. When pulled away satisfied, Frank hushed you just millimeters from lips before going back in for another softer kiss- the familiar kind he’d taken to sneaking in when he walked past you from one room to the next. “Tell me the truth. Tell me it’ll be all right.”
This was exactly what you didn’t want, someone begging for you to give them what you knew you couldn’t. Your hands covered his as he desperately held your face and your eyes fell to his lips and the scruff along his jaw as you found yourself debilitated by his hopefulness. To say you were incapable of meeting those bright blue eyes without falling apart was an understatement. Your small fingers brushed across the familiar scars and calluses on his hands as you tried to think of the right thing to say. “I think we got our ‘all right’ already, Adler. I wish it could give you more, but I really stayed for you and Mary, so selfishly, for as long as I could.”
“I read the chart,” Frank swallowed, but you heard the tension tight in his throat as he tried to keep his voice even, “No one would tell me anything and I didn’t know what else to do just sitting here waiting for you to come back to me.” That sense of ownership surprised you, not because you didn’t want it, but because you’d been alone for so long… well before you got sick. As you cleared your throat to try and speak, he kept going. “You somehow made it longer than they thought, didn’t you? That’s why they were running so many tests, isn’t it?” Keeping your eyes from his, you didn’t need to look at him to know that Frank wasn’t necessarily asking you for answers. “Maybe that means you’re healthier than they realized and they could put you in a trial?”
“Frank, I’ve been right here the whole time.” Instead of focusing on the future, you focused on the present. Attempting to reassure him, you turned your cheek into his palm and placed a soft kiss there. This level of affection had been strictly reserved for sleepy mornings and movie nights, they’d become your favorite memories. “I felt everything, even heard you sometimes…” Resting your head into the curve of his neck, you ignored the painful tug of wires and tubes as he held you close. “I wanted to tell you, but I thought it would be over by now.” The ‘it’ wasn’t just the one night stand that had turned into feelings at about the same rate your cancer had come back, no you thought you would’ve passed on by now. The truth, it was what stuck in your head and kept you frozen there tucked in his arms, but he wanted more and you knew Frank deserved it. So, when Frank tugged gently on your shoulders and tilted your chin up, you mustered up the courage to not only speak but to meet his gaze. “A month, that was all I was supposed to get the night I tortured you with The Verve in our bar.”
To your surprise Frank listened without interrupting or asking a single question and it helped you explain yourself, why you never talked about this because, as you two crossed from strangers to friends, you knew he didn’t deserve the pain. Those secrets that were whispered about him around town that you had shut out were shared, with time, on his own. Frank had no idea that in those quiet back and forth exchanges that you had held in the one thing that would change everything. “You could’ve told me. I’m not mad… I just want to understand.”
The truth, the weight you carried in silence. The truth, it poured from you now, albeit unwillingly, and you hoped he wouldn’t carry it for you. Maybe a part of you knew he would because that’s what he always did. You’d never met another person so selfless. When you wondered if he understood, wondered if he knew just how stolen their time was, you bit into your lip and tried to explain it one more time. “I got lucky, but this is it, Adler. I was the walking definition of terminal lucidity and, God, I’m thankful I got my rally with you.” Just stringing along those words, the explanation, you were breathless. “I’m not walking out of this hospital.”
As you watched the painful reality set in, you also watched Frank’s jaw tighten. “If you really want to get out of here, if you don’t want to die in this room, will you do me one thing?” Confused, you nodded, feeling like you owed him but weary of what he’d ask. Frank smiled softly, only furthering your worry that he’d bring up a trial again. “I want you to come home with Mary and I.”
Hesitation laced his name as you shook your head ‘no’, repeating it over, “Frank, no. I can’t put that on you and Mary.” There wasn’t much space to pull away, your weak frame falling back onto the stiff mattress of the hospital bed.
“You already promised and I don’t think we have enough time for the kind of promises I would’ve liked to make.” Frank reached out and brushed a strand of hair from your face, even in that moment looking somewhat mischievous.
“Oh yeah, and what were those plans?” You closed your eyes, tired and curious, but not wanting to look at him and be upset by the mutual stubbornness both of you bore.
“‘Til death do we part.” His warm breath hovered over your face and you scrunched your nose at his dark humor, but he wasn’t laughing. You opened your eyes to find him looking at you with an expression of impatience, “I mean it, come home and let me love you for whatever time we’ve got left.”
“Say it again.” You sighed, processing what he’d said and wondering if he’d meant it.
“Come home.”
Reaching out, you playfully nudged his shoulder. “No, the other bit.”
Looking into each other’s eyes, you wondered if the word had slipped from his lips by mistake, but that mischievous smile reached his eyes and Frank leaned in, his lips brushing yours as he said it one more time with confidence, “I love you.”
It wasn’t easy for the doctors, who knew you so well, to let you leave their care. Just like it wasn’t easy for you to give up your dwindling independence or to let Frank and Mary take care of you when you knew you’d brought death to their home. But nothing seemed to change with them, they forgave you for your secret and kept on with the silly breakfasts and morning cuddles; the popcorn at the home cinema nights. Mary kept you close, shared everything with you and listened to any story you were willing to tell. Frank held you together as you fell apart, carrying you from room to room so that you could still enjoy the silly things you’d been enjoying together all along. That was the only change, you becoming weak, fading from them. Neither of you became truth-spilling emotional lovers or bitter about the end. No, he wouldn’t leave you with that last memory. Instead, he put on some music and sat by your side, whispering a vow of love that was more than some overpriced ceremony and a piece of paper could provide. And when you were gone, you never really were. A person the world should have forgotten, tucked away and carried in two hearts long after you departed this world.
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