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ddejavvu · 9 months

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mei! can you write a little hangman trying to corral and take care of his drunk gf?? im a lil tipsy rn and thinking abt it

tw for mentions of getting sick

"Bradshaw," Jake taps his fellow aviator on the shoulder, two beers in hand, "Where's my girlfriend?"

"Phoenix took her to the bathroom," Bradley informs Jake, "She was feeling a little queasy, I think."

"Shit," Jake groans, shoving both beers into Bob's unsuspecting hands. The WSO blinks bewilderedly, but passes the drinks to Fanboy and Payback when they invite him over to the dartboard.

Jake shoulders his way through the crowd, beelining for the women's restroom and slapping a hand over his eyes before pushing the door open.

"I'm not trying to see anything," He calls out, standing in the doorway, "I just want to know if my girlfriend is in here."

He hears a distressed groan from you to his left, and Phoenix calls out, "It's just us, Hangman. You can come in and open your eyes."

He does as instructed, finding you crouched on the floor inside the third stall. Phoenix is behind you, your hair gathered back into her hands as you hover expectantly over the toilet.

"Nothing yet," Phoenix fills your boyfriend in, "I think it's less about the booze and more about the bottomless fries."

"Gotcha," Jake nudges her away to take her place, swooping your hair up again when it falls over your face, "You've been snackin, huh baby?"

"I didn't eat that many," You swear, but Jake knows practically any amount of the bar's greasy french fries can be vomit-inducing, "I want- I need water."

"I got it," Phoenix heads for the door, "Don't let her eat any more, Hangman!"

Jake's confused until you reach for your purse and retract a napkin stuffed with fries.

"Hey- hey! No," He takes them before you can eat any of them, chucking the handful into the toilet to deter you, "Baby, what are you doing? Those made you sick."

"But they're so good," You lament, "Jake, they've got the garlic salt on 'em, and- and I want more!"

"But they're too greasy for you to handle right now," He smooths a hand down your back, "Baby, you can't eat those when you've been drinkin', that's why we're in here. You can have some on Friday night, m'kay? You can be DD."

"I'm not even sick anymore," You grumble, all of a sudden struggling to your feet. Jake backs out of the stall so that you can stand, but your drunk mind seems to envision a velcro patch covering Jake's chest, and you stick your own matching one to it to throw your arms around his neck.

"I want food," You inform Jake, and he leans in to kiss you despite your beer-breath, "I want something big, and- and greasy, and meaty, and-"

"How about pancakes?" Jake offers, ringing his hands around your waist in case you decide you're going to lean your full weight on him, "We can head to Denny's, it'll only be a five minute drive."

"Do they put garlic salt in their pancakes?" You wonder, gazing at Jake like he's a prophet. He's not, but he thinks he knows the answer anyway.

"Uh," He chuckles slightly, glancing at the door when Phoenix returns, a glass of water in her hands, "I don't think so, darlin'. Here, drink that," He pats your back, releasing his hold on you so that you can take the cup from Phoenix, "All of it, honey, then we'll head for Denny's. Okay?"

"Mhm," You nod around the rim of the glass, the sound echoing slightly as you gulp down the water.

"Takin' her for pancakes," Jake locks eyes with Phoenix, "I'm gonna go get her purse, can you supervise?"

"Hurry up," She nods towards the door, "Fanboy's a nosy drunk, I'm pretty sure he already rooted through her stuff and found a tampon."

"Christ almighty," Jake scoffs, storming out while you chug down the rest of the water in your glass. He does, in fact, find Fanboy seated by your purse, inspecting a plastic-wrapped tampon with bewildered eyes.

"It comes out of the plastic, dipshit," Jake demonstrates, popping the applicator off and stuffing it back on after they've gotten a good look, "Phoenix was right, you are nosy. You wanna inspect her lipstick, too?"

"Oh please, we see that all the time." Rooster drawls, yanking at Jake's collar and revealing a deep pink kiss mark against the base of his neck. The pilot grins beneath his mustache, collecting the coins from your wallet that Fanboy had counted to occupy himself and handing them off to Jake, "Just be lucky he didn't go through your wallet, Hangman, he would have found those nudes you keep in there."

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the-bjd-community-confess · 7 days

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TW: Sexualization of (fictional) minors/shipping discourse

Mod: batch 5 of these, so anons who need to can avoid the topic

1. if you have an opinion on shipping discourse/fiction purity/all that stupid BS, i just hope your dolls snap in half. don't care what the opinion is. go outside. shut the fuck up. get any other kind of life than the one you're living. you people -- all of you people, every single one of you people -- are literally the worst and most annoying people online and if all of you just up and vanished nothing, i mean nothing, of value would be lost. stop shitting up the doll blog for god's sake.

~Anonymous

2. Mini DDs are either hypersexualized or heavily child coded. Yes, there's overlap, but I have yet to see a nice MDD that isn't dressed like a toddler, a whore, or some combination of the two.

~Anonymous

3. Sorry to bring up this topic again. A reminder of how this all started, I guess, was with the Angelphilia doll. I went and looked and was genuinely confused... I'm sorry but as a CSA survivor who was abused from infancy to age 6, pedophilia refers specifically to pre-pubescent children... that doll does not look pre-pubescent, she looks like every other anime girl of an ambiguous high school age. It really bothers me as a survivor when people misuse and conflate terms. It's also really upsetting to see people equate fictionalized sexualization of post-pubescent representations of minors to actual, real abuse of children. Maybe this makes some of you uncomfortable but if it can be a tool to prevent abuse of real children, idc about fiction. Don't look at it if it upsets you or triggers you. Stop seeking it out. You are an adult now, you are not the victimized child anymore. Or, if you are so concerned, please get involved with a real organization that works in intervention and prevention of child sexual abuse and stop white knighting on the internet over fiction. Please. I wish there had been so many "concerned citizens" to intervene and protect me and the other victims of my biological father, as there are who make confessions about a piece of plastic.

~Anonymous

4. All we said was putting obviously underage characters in suggestive situations is fucking gross and we will block your disgusting ass if you post it, and sure enough the lolicon/shotacon defenders crawled out of the goddamn woodwork with their stupid little handbooks full of strawman arguments and smug fucking attitudes to scream at us to try to say we're the ones who need to touch grass or Let People Enjoy Things™ or whatever fucked up braindead holier-than-thou stance they're taking. God shut the hell up. I'm tired if seeing your disgusting asses showing up and defending this goddamn shit, you fucking pedos.

~Anonymous

5. I don't give a fuck about your issues, I still don't want lolicon in my fucking hobby and no smoothbrain pervert will make me feel otherwise

~Anonymous

6.Re: CSA

This hobby is full of Chicken Littles that see CSA everywhere. Most of you will never be reasonable about this. To the other reasonable people out there in BJDLand, do your own thing, and when one of these Chicken Littles starts squawking at you, go hard on them with ban hammers and legal threats for stalking and harassment. Scorch the earth around them so they will never bother you again. That, or make private places where you and other reasonable people can hang out. I know of a place already where reasonable BJD people hang out and you Chicken Littles can’t touch them. In b4 “Bait!” “You’re creepy Anon!” and so on. Go. Cry. Moar while being keyboard warrior slactivists.

~Anonymous

Mod: Reasonable People is doing a lot of heavy lifting here Anon, even as your neutral Mod I'm not sure that's the phrase I'd use for this

7. "Ch*ld s*x sells" is fucking disgusting, but to the right market, it is the truth. If you think that's not the case, you haven't been around long enough to see what most of us have seen. I've seen an entire fandom go to shit because the pedos flooded it and made it stigmatized to even be associated with the related media. It's sickening to watch go down in real time, and I absolutely refuse to sit by and watch the same thing happen in this hobby. At this point I'm convinced we're all yelling at the same person and their sock accounts anyway. But stop glorifying it. Stop normalizing it. Stop excusing it. Stop "boo hoo just don't look lol"-ing it. Stop "live and let live"-ing it. Stop "fuck you I'm a survivor and this shit is harmless so here's some shotacon I made hurrdurr die mad"-ing about it. Stop "I'm gonna accuse you of wasting authority resources on it because there's no victim involved lmao shut up"-ing it. Stop "lel touch grass and let me enjoy my lolicon"-ing it. Just stop. You're disgusting.

~Anonymous

8. Keep screaming at me all you want, I'm still going to call out and fight against lolicon in this hobby

~Anonymous

Mod: Batch post reply to a previous one:

9. "'It’s still just as gross as the real thing' This line, this line alone made you honestly the biggest asshole and I hope you're fucking ashamed. I hope you grow the fuck up and look in the mirror and see what a fucking dumbass you were saying this with 100% confidence."

I said what I said you fucking clown, die mad about it or go touch grass and fuck back off this blog where you belong

~Anonymous

10. I can't wait for the FCSAM debate to be over from this blog, there's too many dangerous and predatory opinions being given weight here and people are far too comfortable with their gross takes. Suggestive depictions of minors are fucking gross. Bottom line. If you disagree, you should be shunned.

~Anonymous

11. You know what is weord to me? I'm not seeing people screaming that your doll is LITERALLY THE SAME as REAL sexual abuse. Obvi that is dumb af. But we, as a group, need to understand that normalizing the sexualization of child features (yes, AP nono, YES panty shots of MDD) is not ok. The main point is that it validates and creates a safe space for pedo-like thoughts. Is that what we want?

~Anonymous

#BJD #ABJD #BJD Confessions #Community Confessions

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petertingle-yipyip · 3 months

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okay bestie I have an actual question for you about writing, because I always just have so many ideas but don't know where to start/never complete them. so like how do you start do you plot everything out and then start writing or are you writing and figure it out during? and like how do you keep motivated writing every chapter? omg and what do you do when something you had in mind doesn't work out with the plot? help pls

hi bestie!! i talk a lot so imma put a break for others to scroll past lol

so, ideas. inspiration. motivation. plot. it comes and goes. movies, music, random quotes, plot ideas/requests come from like anywhere for me. what i tend to do is name the project, write a basic summary and what character it’s for, and see what happens. i don’t force myself to finish any one project (hence the abandoned SOUR miniseries and recently revisited sin miedo). that’s in part why WCS and MAG have been such long running sagas here, bc i don’t force myself to write anymore.

when i did, i produced content that i didn’t love. i was posting stories that i wasn’t confident in and that i read and am embarrassed to have put that out.

typically, it starts with a bit of dialogue that comes to me in the shower or when i’m daydreaming at work. from there, i kinda work backwards. how’d they get to that conversation? what are the implications? what’s the setting? what do they know? all that world building fills itself in and sometimes i pick stuff for the fun of it.

when something doesn’t work, i change something. for example, mag s1 has some stuff that doesn’t match the canon timeline bc one, i didn’t plan on extending the series so far so i was nitpicking what i wanted and two i didn’t have the episodes in front of me bc i wasn’t planning a whole canon journey. i took out some relationships (matt x claire for example) bc it didn’t serve my plot.

i’ve also rewritten plots bc i just didn’t like them. i have a project where the reader is matt’s gf and is meeting foggy/karen but matt has the idea for a game where they just flirt with each other till his friends figure it out. initially i had it to where foggy starts flirting with her and introduces her and she plays along till matt gets too jealous but i didn’t like the way it was turning out. so i scrapped it and started over.

a big part of writing, in my opinion, is drafts and edits. ultimately, whatever your writing, it’s your universe. it’s your project. if something isn’t working, you are well within your rights to change it. it’s not canon until you post it so rewrite it as many times as you have to. no one said you have to immediately post what you write. it’s a little different with mag since i’ve established her entire dd canon and hinted her punisher canon so i have to fill the gaps of what ive already made so i have to keep referencing what ive posted to make sure she’s consistent but that’s it own thing.

lastly, let’s talk motivation. girly pop, it’s gonna come and go. i take so many breaks in posting or writing just bc im at a part that i don’t wanna write but i have to for plot purposes. sometimes i hate the exposition of a piece but i just wanna do the actual important scenes. so i lag and avoid it until im like ‘yknow what, let’s just do it’ and this is where the edits and drafts come in. usually, it’s just a ‘let’s throw some words on the page and come back to it’ situation. sometimes i rewrite all of it, sometimes i don’t, other times it’s just a few edits here or there.

the base of writing as i understand it is trusting yourself and your ideas. some stuff is gonna take off, like woman, others will fall flat like dirty thoughts (i think that’s what i called it, a marc spector piece). it’s also your blog so as long as it feels genuine to you and your abilities, go for it :)

#fallingfavourites #en talks: writing process

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mydisenchantedeulogy · 8 months

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OCs/Ships as Tarot Card Pairings

Thank you @mishwanders for tagging me. Here is the link for the quiz should anyone want to try it. If there are any more pairings you'd like to see done from my OCs and their s/o please let me know.

Olivia 'Liv' McKenna & Vaas Montenegro from 'Where the Tainted Kiss' and 'Zombies in the Sun'.

The Tower + The Lovers

Meeting this person shook your whole world, crumbling down everything you thought you knew about life and love. Their warmth, their generosity, their naivety, their knowing! You don’t know how anything made sense before them. All you know is nothing will make sense afterward.

How They Met: In both stories, Liv and Vaas meet in dire situations; Liv being a hostage. Meeting him indeed shook her whole world, but not in a good way. She lost her career and her sanity and while their relationship looks grim, both slightly helped the other to forget about their pasts.

Dynamic: Toxic

Eirene Belmont & Cidolfus 'Cid' Telamon from 'Future On Hold'.

The Two of Cups + The Star

Your romance is a wish granted. Finally, finally, they're here. Finally, it's here! The time when you don't have to feel lonely anymore - you'll never feel that way ever again. Laughter, joy, sweetness, kisses - be at ease, all of these are things you have found someone to share with. Your love is a dreamy fantasy of love, devotion, and miracles. At first, your chest gets too tight when they're around - until they become as natural as the air in your lungs.

How They Met: As rivals. Later, they are friends and then lovers. Their romance is truly tragic and sweet. All the while trying to save the world from annihilation. While Cid helps Eirene to grow into a better person and trust, she helps him to see that it's okay to put himself first, especially when he already does so much for others at the cost of his life.

Dynamic: Equality (this couple relies on one another and stands on equal footing).

Aria Wesker and Albert Wesker from 'Black Wedding'.

Knight of Pentacles + The Magician

If there's something you want you will get it. Nothing escapes your fingertips. After all, you're the power couple. Your pairing sparks pure cosmic energy. You're fiercely driven to your goals - whether that be status, fortune, or power. You're also fiercely protective of one another. With the knight's earthy energy, you both prefer to purposefully make your way towards your ambitions, rather than playing cards too early or acting too loosely. Meanwhile, the magician's half gives you a little fire. If they get too close, onlookers and threats to your relationship may get burned.

How They Met: At a bar; Jack's Bar. Aria went to celebrate Albert becoming the new captain of the STARS unit - and be a DD for Barry. She approached him first and then after a few more chance meetings, dates, and a long passionate night on her couch, she became Mrs. Wesker. Of course, all of this was planned by Albert himself, except for the night they met. And while they are a power couple, it's Albert pulling the strings.

Dynamic: Codependent

Tagging: I don't know too many self-shippers or OC writers who haven't been tagged, so I'll do my best. Anyone is allowed to join and if I forget someone I apologize. @stygianoir, @swamplinglvr

#oc appreciation #tag game #resident evil oc #far cry oc #final fantasy oc

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jeritten · 1 year

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hello & welcome!! :D

hello all and welcome to my fanfic blog!! :33

i'll tell you some things about me so that you can get to know me better!! --

you can call me Jericho!! :))

i use he/him pronouns

i am neurodivergent (i am autistic),, so please bare this in mind when requesting etc!! (thank youz!!)

as i am autistic,, my blog will be completely neurodivergent friendly!! (font/ image/ gif wise etc!!)

i feel like i should state this: my reckless use of lowercase/ overuse of punctuation will not be in my actual writing lmao,, its more of a thing i do bcuz i like it :33

i am 17 (a minor) so i will not be dealing with anything inappropriate in that manner!!

my fanfiction is mostly written so that i can explore/ indulge in my hyperfixations (ive heard some people don't like this,, so i thought i'd say it here!! (: )

I mostly write 'Character x Reader' fanfics,, but i might stray to 'Character x Character' from time to time :DD

my personal blog is here,, so feel free to put something in my ama tab or message me if you want!! :)

I have an Ao3 and wattpad acc (although the wattpad one is old lol)!! they're both @/No1RatedSalesman1997 !!

guidelines for requesting!! --

again,, i ask for no openly sexually explicit prompts/ asks of any kind plz!! (as i am a minor (: )

i wont write anything with real people in it bcuz that feels weird to me :))

LGBTQ+ asks/ prompts are of course allowed + actively encouraged!! (me being an asexual gay man myself :3 )

no extremely violent gore of any kind plz :') (this includes s*lf h*rm as this is triggering for me (: )

plz only submit a request once!! (this doesn't mean you can't submit two different requests at the same time tho :D )

i write pretty much everything from full-fledged fanfics to imagines ,, so don't be afraid to ask for what you want!!

of course i ask for no anti-LGBTQ+,, p*dophillia or inc*st content in my ask box ty :))

other than that,, ask away!! :DD

sources that i write for!! (in no particular order) --

how to train your dragon (httyd)

megamind (im not joking im very much hyperfixated on it currently)

danganronpa?? (im not hyperfixated on it anymore but i can still write for it >:D )

lucifer (the tv series)

detroit: become human (d:bh)

death note :)

undertale / deltarune

the legend of zelda (loz)

avatar: the last airbender + legend of korra

steven universe (although plz note that i can't do anything romantic for this,, only platonic (: )

lego ninjago (again,, i am for real rn)

(dont see your fandom here?? feel free to ask/ message me and i'll see if i'm up to the challenge >:3 )

final thoughts!! --

i understand that my energy isn't for everyone,, but i really hope that you can enjoy what i put out here!! :)

hope to see you at my first real post (and many others after that!! :DD)

-Mod Jericho :)

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kakubun · 3 years

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Caring!Manager (who doesn't take care of themselves)

shiratorizawa x gen!reader, karasuno x gen!reader

finally i do teams other than seijoh

this is for yall therapist mfs with friends who don't appreacite you, i love yall

Shiratorizawa

tendou and the other third years would notice your state

how you idly slumped on the bench filling paperwork, your eyebags darkening and the slight swelling of your tired eyes

“y/n, you look quite tired. have you been staying up late?” ushijima asks and it shaken you up a little but you waved your hand telling him you stayed up late to study again

this went on for days and semi and tendou constantly talk about you to each other if you were really staying up late studying

so he wrapped his arms around your neck and snuggled near your neck when you begin to drift off, letting out a quiet snicker because he was tickling your neck

“are you really studying or you’re gaming?” he chuckled but you stayed quiet which made him poke your cheek

“hey hey y/n-chan~ you okay?” he said it playfully but worry began swallowing him up when he felt a tear hit his hand, he stopped back hugging you and crouched in front of you to talk to you properly

you begun weeping and apologized for lying to them for days of what you were doing at night

you told him you had a couple friends who vented to you and you tried your best to talk about their problems with them but this resulted in night time talks where you had to listen to them and you didn’t take care of your mental health

you bashfully told him you accidently slept in class one too many times and you didn’t ask your classmates for classwork or notes

he put a hand on your shoulder, wobbling on his feet and asked if this happened every night

you replied with an “almost everyday” because there was different friends you have to attend to

tendou scowled and you cringed because you feel a lecture coming

tendou: don't do that❤

y/n: huh?

tendou: *flicks your forehead*

he whines while shaking you and you were just like 0-0 thinking how he wasn’t negative that you didn’t care of yourself

he understands why you had to sacrifice your time to care about your friends, he thinks that’s very nice of you but of course he won’t let you free :))))

he wanted you to decline any of them if they wanted to vent to you, he tuts you when you objected

he shook his head and tells you to only let you have your own time to yourselves for atleast a week and after that you could go back to being a therapist but only if you don’t do it everyday

you looked down at your feet and feel ashamed that you didn’t thought of yourself but tendou quickly held your cheek, making you shift your eyes to his grinning face

“don’t y/nnnn we have a lot of self love and care to do~”

he made sure you had lots of sleep and semi helped when you said you couldn’t sleep by sending voice notes of him strumming the guitar and silently humming to songs (his songs-)

ushijima tried to give advice on the food you’re eating when tendou started pulling out ramen cups and onigiri, ushijima just worries if you’re eating healthly

ushijima: eat veggies

y/n: they look delicious but i’ll pass

ushijima: *holds a pear* do you want a pear?

y/n: oo yes please :DD!

ushijima also asked if you need any notes for your classes and you nodded because that’s what you actually needed the most, tendou also gave his so it’s more easier for ushijima then handing his all of files to you

the friend who vented to you apologized since they noticed how selfish it was to overwork you into replying to all their texts, they smiled thanking you that you’re literally the best person to talk to

some stumble to apologize and promised to take you out to restaurants to pay back for everything you did for them (tendou might’ve said bring me with you but you quickly bonked his head)

right after your little self care vacation, you’re right back on your feet

you rested well and you felt a little groggy but more better now

this was also a lesson to you since yes, you could help people you love but you also have to take care of yourself since you also loved yourself

the team (tendou telling semi and the others overheard him) was glad you weren’t tired and sleepy and you were back in shape to the manager that will boss them around for slacking

goshiki was happy you weren’t in a bad state anymore :’’))

Karasuno

yachi and tsukishima actually noticed how off you were acting

they could see behind your facade of happy was exhaustion and they didn’t actually know how to approach at first

tsukishima hasn’t swallowed his pride yet so yachi was the first to pop the question

you were daydreaming (which you always did even before you were fatigued, you airhead >:(( ) and yachi poked a finger on your shoulder to lose your thoughts for a while and she swallowed when you looked at her then the floor

“hey y/n, you’re being.. um out of it..” ah she panicked, that wasn’t suppose to come out of her mouth but you chuckled wearily, opening your mouth to say your reason but immediately shutting it and chewing on your lip

“i’m so sorry, i thought of lying but uh i don’t think i can escape it this situation” you scoffed which baffled yachi because this level of exhaustion suprised her that you wanted to lie about your well being

you would always be open with how you’re feeling, if you’re feeling sick or wanting to vomit you would immediately excuse yourself to go to the nurse’s office but this, you wanted to hide it.

it made yachi nervous when you started telling her how your toxic friends weren’t giving you a break, you knew they were toxic but they were the only friends you had to you became therapist friend who is only there for them when they’re upset and not involving you in any happy or memory filling moments

“do we look like bricks to you?” you were suprised of yachi’s question no, statement. she looked rather a mix of hurt and pity but with flames of rage, it made you shiver

“we’ve been managing the team for a while, you should move on from them and be friends with us. better people rather than friends who treats you like.. garbage.” yachi beamed which made your heart ache when you remembered how much you were used as a selfless rag doll, you could’ve stood up for yourself and leave them behind for the team

you were left in silence gathering jerseys to watch and that fueled yachi with anxiety

in no offense she meant her first thought, she smacked her forehead one too many times (kageyama might’ve questioned why is she doing that)

you nudged her and snickered, commenting as if she have seen a ghost

“okay thanks yachi! that means a lot,” yachi waited for a slap, she knows how ferocious you were when you’re angry

you didn’t show your anger but you wore a mask hiding it then proceed to beat the sht out of them, basically your anger was the calm before a storm and it made the person that pissed you have develop chills and sweating because of how quiet you become when they were in the middle of insulting

that was what yachi was thinking, you anger will decapitate her and melt her to the ground but she shouldn’t be suprised when a pair of arms wrap around her neck

“thanks, i really needed that” you whimpered, wet patches form on yachi’s shirt and she awkwardly hugged you back

“everything okay here?” kiyoko muttered when she wiped our tears and you nodded

you told kiyoko even though she knew (yachi tells everything to kiyoko since kiyoko said to tell her if anything’s bothering her) and she helped you with the first step

your ‘friends’, drop them. it made you nervous because it could go many ways but kiyoko made you more confident that you can easily drop them (even though she said it too straightforwardly but you appreaciate any forms of advice)

it was a whole mess of manipulating and almost losing their sht, you’re also thankful when one of them silently agreed to drop the friendship and leave

it scared you when you almost lost the argument to how much they tried backing you up against a wall but you didn’t let their cries get to your head and spat out facts to them on why you’re tired of this friendship

first step’s always too hard but you’ll try another time to end it properly, they’re ignoring you now but the girls were kinda greatful you won’t be having any nightly calls with any of them anymore

self care’s next :DD. you ignored yourself over these past few weeks but like they said, yachi and kiyoko will be there for you!!

they start with food. always being with you at lunch, packing snacks and sandwiches from home and offering for you to eat. yachi knew you loved her sandwich recipe, why would you decline a good sandwich?

giving you face masks and lotion, they had a tiny sleepover during weekends so they can take care of you and make sure you actually fall asleep

(tanaka and nishinoya’s kinda jealous here-)

nishinoya and tanaka: how did you manage to be so lucky

y/n: go through some shit

you felt reassured for having girls with your back and you felt so thankful

lets’s not forget tsuki! after he was also the first to notice that you were rather dreary and drained of your usual rush of energy from the others

(i bet he thought about giving something or talking to you but he went “wait am i going soft”)

but he was happy to see you back on your feet after whatever hell you went through, here you are with the team causing ruckus with nishinoya and tanaka, bursting out in fits of giggles to kageyama and hinata, conversing with the third years and getting bullied by him while yamaguchi snickered

yachi almost cried and kiyoko’s arms stretched open if she needed a hug

good to have you back :))

i’m sorry this looks rushed :(((

#shiratorizawa #shiratorizawa x reader #shiratorizawa x y/n #shiratorizawa x you #karasuno x manager #karasuno x reader #karasuno #haikyuu x manager #haikyuu x gender neutral reader #haikyuu!!#haikyū!!#haikyu x reader

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theji · 3 years

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我的世界守则 The Rules of My World: An Analysis

I came across this video while browsing Weibo last night. It was taken during Yibo's rehearsal for his 'The Rules of My World' performance. I've listened to the song countless times and I like it, the rhythm and all, and the dance. But as with many rap music, I don't pay attention to the lyrics. I suddenly realised I don't really know what the song is talking about, save for the few phrases that stood out. That sparked my interest and inspired today's post. I had previously done some analysis of Zhan's songs, so it's Yibo's turn.

Disclaimer: I am not a professional translator or lyricist. And obviously I'm not Yibo nor do I know him personally, so I can't say for sure what the song is really about. The following analysis is purely based on my personal interpretation. It has CPN components. Please skip if you don't believe that BJYXSZD.

'The Rules of My World' is the 2nd song that Yibo penned the lyrics to himself. The fact that he wrote the lyrics is significant and makes the song worth analysing. 2019's 'Wu Gan' was more 'inward-looking'; about Yibo expressing his own thoughts on navigating the entertainment industry. To me, 'The Rules of My World' is him making a statement, a stand, at the same time, he's sending a message to those he cares about - GG and his (real) fans. Yibo released this song on 30 Dec 2020. The timing is interesting cos it like he's summing up his sentiments based on the events that took place during the year. To outsiders, 2020 was a good year for Yibo. He had many endorsements, projects, high exposure, his commercial value rose. But in CPN reality, 2020 was terrible for so many reasons. GG's incident, him being overworked, crazy fan wars and antis etc etc..anyone who cares about Yibo would be delusional to think he had it good last year.

欢迎你们来加入我的世界 (You're welcome to join my world)

入场券上面有正义的光源 (There's a light of justice on the admission ticket)

DD is giving fans an open invitation to enter his world, to understand him as a person and not just an idol. And he also hopes that his world can bring some light to the fans' world, to bring some positivity, encouragement and guidance to them.

此生面对严厉又仁慈的一切 (In this life we'll face harshness but also kindness)

轻松一点，我们一起度过黑夜 (Just relax, together we'll overcome darkness)

In the entertainment world (or life in general), there will be ups and downs, criticisms and compliments. Regardless of what may come, we can overcome any challenges together. Darkness here could also refer to the antis who seem determined to bring GGDD down. This could be a message to fans - to tell them that they don't always have to rush to defend him, and they don't need to retaliate (aka fan wars). It could also be a message to GG, to make a stand of solidarity and to reassure GG that DD will face any challenges alongside him.

新的征途 (A new journey)

愚蠢的，不好相处 (These fools, they aren't easy to get along with)

愚蠢的，不会打住 (These fools, they won't stop)

但衬托明天更耀眼的路 (But they will set off a brighter path for tomorrow)

It was said that DD matured considerably after the 2*7 incident. Took up more responsibility, became more focused on his career and mindful of future advancements etc. Started to take on more serious acting projects and to shift his career trajectory towards something more sustainable and less 'idol'. The new journey could be a reference to this new path. The fools - the antis, those against GGDD - may have caused damage but their actions have also sparked off DD's desire to do better and to find his footing in the entertainment industry. He now has a clearer view of what he wants, the path he wants to take.

我是我的样子 (This is how I am)

我生来就固执 (I was born stubborn)

讲自己的故事 (I'll tell my own story)

活独特的气质 (Living my unique self)

Follow me, 找到自己的价值 (Follow me, find your own value)

不去迎合别人活才会觉得有意思 (Life is interesting if you don't cater to others)

我的世界不退让 (It's my world I won't give in)

Here, DD is being assertive. This is me, I follow my own rules, I'll make my own decisions, I'll forge my own path, I won't be influenced, I won't give up on my beliefs. So antis, capitalists etc can f*ck off.

It could also be seen as an advice to his fans - to follow his lead and live their own lives. This is also something that GG has repeatedly said to fans - to focus on their own lives, personal relationships, studies, careers etc. Don't devote so much time on chasing idols, online fan wars etc.

阳光耀眼 (The sun is dazzling)

乐观地，走向前 (Just move forward with optimism)

阳光耀眼 (The sun is dazzling)

无所谓，多危险 (Doesn't matter how dangerous it is)

阳光耀眼 (The sun is dazzling)

这是我的世界 (This is my world)

我世界的守则，不许你诡辩 (These are the rules of my world, I won't allow any sophistry)

I see this as DD's words of encouragement, to himself and to GG. Despite all the challenges and hardship, darkness will pass and the sun will come out eventually. And it's shining brightly, there is hope left in this world, there's is much to look forward to. So don't fear, be brave and forge ahead.

Sophistry: the use of clever but false arguments, especially with the intention of deceiving

Poor DD is always hit with industry rumours, about him dating his co-stars etc. Last year, someone even made a false police report against him. Just look at the number of statements his company had to put out. There have also always been ongoing rumours about rivalry between GGDD, tales of backstabbing etc, especially in 2020 at the height of the incident. DD is saying that this is his life, his world. No one knows better than the both of them. So to those who don't know better but continue to spew nonsense about his life and relationships and spread hate, know that I don't care about your antics, they don't hurt me but I won't tolerate them as well.

在我世界行走 (Walking in my world)

什么人生主题你透露 (What kind of life theme do you envisage)

是胆大勇猛所向披靡 (Is it to be bold, courageous and invincible)

或胆小逃避钻进壳里 (Or to be timid and escape into your shell)

喧闹倾诉众人party (Is it to pour out your troubles at a rowdy party)

寂寞相思不停地哭泣 (Or to cry silently non-stop out of loneliness and love-sickness)

都欢迎你来我这里 (All are welcome)

只要跟从自己的内心 (So long as you follow your heart)

跟限制和噪音说一声 bang bang (I'll say 'Bang Bang' to restriction and noises)

怪兽都退散 (Monsters, be gone)

What kind of person am I in your eyes? The cool guy or soft sweet babie Yibo? Here, DD is acknowledging that the public has many different perceptions of him, and fans love different personas of him and he's ok with that. But if you love him, then let him be. Don't try to restrict him, don't quarrel or force him into a certain mould of your preference. He won't hesitate to shoot the haters (monsters) down.

迈出轻盈的步伐 (Take a light step forward)

一声令下 (With a single command)

来宣布告别孤勇 (To announce a farewell to having to fight alone)

On this new path, with a new-found realisation of what he wants, DD is clear of what he wants to achieve and he is no longer burdened by fear, uncertainties etc. Both GGDD now have each other by their sides, they share a common purpose as they navigate the intricacies of the entertainment industry together and work their way to the top. And I think this is something that we're seeing more in the fandom since end 2020 - GGDD seemingly becoming more bold in their actions and messages they put out (silent or otherwise).

想要做盘旋的龙 (Wanna be a hovering dragon)

还想做懒散的虫 (Or a lazy worm)

别打扰我走开没空 (Don't bother me, go away, I have no time for that)

In public, DD is that proud and confident king. He's not a pushover. But behind the cameras, he just wants to chill and relax (and play games). Please don't bother me, give me some privacy to lead my own life, don't tell me what I can or cannot do.

Cue DD's message. He meant it.

Follow me, 找到自己的价值 (Follow me, find your own value)

不去迎合别人活才会觉得有意思 (Life is interesting if you don't cater to others)

我们永远不退让 (We will never give in)

This is a repetition of the earlier verse but what has changed is the last 2 lines. From <It's my world I won't give in>, DD now says <We will never give in>. This was actually the first thing that sparked off my CPN, and hinted to me that this song concerns GG in some ways. Who's We? We all know how GGDD almost always use the word 'we' in their CQL promo interviews and bts, as though they come as a package and all views represent both of them as a entity. This also echoes the earlier sentiments - both of them, after the 2020 incident, have developed a steely resolve. They won't let the antis or challenges or societal views hold them back anymore. Their world, their rules. They will fight for their rights and what they believe in, and they are determined to reach their goals.

阳光耀眼 (The sun is dazzling)

乐观地走向前 (Just move forward with optimism)

阳光耀眼 (The sun is dazzling)

无所谓多危险 (Doesn't matter how dangerous it is)

阳光耀眼 (The sun is dazzling)

这是我的世界 (This is my world)

我们的世界不会被改变 (Our world will never be changed)

Again, similar to the above 'we' example. From this part of the song onwards, DD is referring to them both. The last line could also be viewed as an affirmation of GGDD's commitment to each other. Whatever is it, our relationship will not change. We will go through it all together.

Don‘t stop, get it, get it

Let me see you work up on it

Don’t stop, get it, get it

Let me see you all up on it

Let me see you work up on it

Don‘t stop, get it, get it

Don't stop

Hey

I interpret this as DD's words of encouragement to GG. Like don't stop fighting, continue to work hard towards your (our) goals. Go for it, you can do it!

在我的世界 (In my world)

本能很关键 (Instinct is the key)

坚持自己 (Stay true to yourself)

就是你们的世界 (It is your world)

DD's parting words to fans: to stay true to oneself, to build and enrich your own worlds, to fight for your goals, like how he is trying.

Well, I had fun working on this. Maybe I'll do Wu Gan another time. Reminded me of literature class during my schooling days, although I never did Chinese literature back then. Feel free to share your thoughts on the song with me. =D

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greenorangevioletgrass · 4 years

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Henry Cavill getting turned on at the sight of reader in an outfit their wearing to catch up with friends, so smut times come out to play❣️

my first Henry request aksksdjkdhjd here's to hopefully many more!

Pin-Up Girl (Henry Cavill x reader)

Warnings: dom!Henry, light dd/lg, bathroom sex, mirror sex (!!!), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it guys), but also relationship fluff

It's a warm, summer evening and for a night out with your and Henry's friends, you decide to wear your halter-neck vintage dress that really accentuates your curves. Add a bold red lipstick, and you look like a vivacious pin-up girl from the 50's.

You rush to the door just as Henry calls out to you, absently checking his phone.

"Darling, come on, the car's here, I..." he catches the sight of you and stops, stares.

"You what?"

"I, uh... what? Oh. You look..." he exhales, not even finding the right word.

You smile at him. Call him a Greek god or anything you like, this man is still a bumbling mess when it comes to you.

"Thank you. Shall we?"

"Or maybe I should just tell them I got the flu and we can't make it," he suggests, his hand on the small of your back.

"Don't be ridiculous," you brush off his chest lightly.

"You're being ridiculous," he retorts, playfully pinching your behind.

You don't miss how he nuzzles into your neck practically the whole ride. Or how his gaze occasionally lowers to your cleavage in the middle of a conversation. Or how his hand stays on your thigh suggestively, possessively.

And quite frankly, you don't think he wants you to.

Some of your friends are hitting the dance floor, and Henry looks at you as an invitation.

"I think I'm gonna go freshen up," you say, and then whispers in his ear as you kiss his cheek, "Count to 10 and then come up with an excuse."

You can feel his jaw set as you pull away, stifling a smile.

You barely close the door when Henry sneaks in, wasting no time to kiss you so hard that you wobble in your heels. But of course, his strong arms catch you and sits you down on the sink like you weigh nothing.

You open your legs and let him kiss you again. "Baby, don't mess up the lipstick," you murmur into his lips. It's not that you don't want to (you know Henry loves it when your makeup is messed up because of him), it's just you don't wanna draw any attention.

"Fine," he sighs, tugging at your lower lip with his teeth.

He pulls you off of the counter and turns you around, kissing and nipping your neck.

"God, you're so fucking pretty. Do you have any idea what you do to me, baby?" his hands roam around your body, from your hips to your breasts.

You hum as he sucks the skin that your hair would cover.

"Do you?" he grinds his hips against your ass, and you can feel how hard he is underneath his pants.

"Yes, that's my fucking point," you manage to muster.

You feel him hike up your dress, finger tracing the outline of your pussy through your damp panties. "Such a filthy mouth for such a pretty girl."

"And what are you gonna do about-- oh!" your body jolts in shock as he starts to rub your swollen clit fast, fingers effortlessly moving from your wet juices.

"Shhh... Wouldn't wanna get in trouble now, would we?"

You really wanna talk back, you really do, but he slips a finger inside you and you forget how your mouth works.

"Darling, you gotta keep it down before someone bangs on the door."

But you can't; you try to be quiet, but the little moans come out anyway. So Henry tears his hand away, making you gasp at the loss of his touch. Then he puts his wet and sticky fingers on your lips, prompting you to suck on them.

His eyes flutter closed for a moment, and he mutters an expletive. "Not so mouthy anymore, are we? Good girl."

You shake your head, pliant, still sucking your juices from his digits.

"Can you be quiet while I fuck you, babygirl? Or should we wait until we get home, hmm?"

"No, please, daddy, I need your cock now," you frantically whine, grinding your ass desperately on his front.

You hear his belt buckle clank on the floor and see him bite down a smile, tearing off your little lace panties. He bends you over the sink and slowly bottoms out inside you.

You squeeze his hand a little tight as his cock stretches you. No matter how many times he's been inside you, he's still big and it does take some time.

He catches your eyes in the reflection, and his gaze softens. "You okay?"

"Yeah," you breathe out, slowly rolling your hips against his.

"Fuck. You feel so good, baby..." his voice drops so low as he starts to thrust.

Your tits look absolutely divine, but he wants more, needs more. So he unties the ribbon on the back of your neck and unzips the back of your dress, letting them spill out obscenely. His rough, calloused hands thumb your perky nipples and squeeze your soft mounds.

He gauges your reaction through the mirror and watches how your eyes sort of glaze over even when you try your damnedest to keep your eyes locked on his. Your jaw going slack and your skin glowing with a sheen of sweat. He loves that you look so dolled up and wrecked at the same time.

He's pounding into you so good, you wanna scream. You put your fist in your mouth, but your boyfriend quickly replaces it with his fingers, which you much prefer anyway.

Your hand trails down, playing with your sensitive button until you're overcome with waves of pleasure, your pussy clenching around him like a vice, taking him to his release, too.

He kisses your cheek, your neck, your shoulder before he pulls out of you.

"We'll stay another 15 minutes and then we'll head out, okay? Because I'm nowhere near done with you yet." he says definitively, putting your torn panties in his pockets.

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ohimesama · 2 years

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3.28.22 Monday!

8:13 am...

Morning fans! Wow! It is my biggest dream friends to have a fans club. I wanna know how does it feel to have a fan saying hi to me and asking for my signature?

Well,I still have the windblow... Still,have my left weird pelvic pain freeze every morning before I can get up from the bed...

I still feel bitter... I hate being stuck!

You know what people, being artist on tv is one of the greatest blessings that you can have... Believe me...It's true... Coz not all people are allowed to be on TV! It is my dream... It is a blessing from up above. People who keep on saying that being on TV is a curse,it's not! Probably,they are just jealous they can't be on TV...

I wanna leave this home town Cavite/Philippines... I want to feel the beauty of the world. And I don't want to live with tito Jun here or any Uncle such as Unle DD, who will be the center of this childhood house or house of my adoptive parent's... I hate being a lil i here for 15 years....How many more years they will put me down here????

I will never be the center here,anymore??? Lil i me here... 15 years, I'm trying to go back but this place,this village wanting to murder me for life... This windblow trap for 15 years!

9:17 am...

The 100k is on tito dd.....Then, the water here is his responsibility...Different angle of story again..

See,the money is on tito DD,the 100k!

9:49 am...

Hay Naku! Probably,they will put up their "Umbrella Bakery" here....It's weird! That Uncle DD...

10:09 am...

My God...We need to pay our electric balance or else... I'm panicking!!!

I need upper friends with pretty faces... How can I do the movement???

11:43 am...

I don't wanna live with tito Jun here for life... I wanna leave this hometown...

11:47 am...

I wanna do a breast implants... I feel bitter here and having this windblow trap for 15 years...

4:54 pm...

It is very hot... Summer ,summer... Still having the windblow... I feel bitter... Awhile ago, I was just in wesing just trying to learn new songs... I feel bitter, my future... I wanna have a breast implants!

My job...My future... I WANNA LEAVE THIS FUCKING HOMETOWN! Cavite/ Philippines... 41 this year...They just damaged me for 15 years!

I hate women who can over-lap my beauty these days on upper men friends. I feel ugly and fat these days, having the windblow and sometimes having soul interferance... How many more years??? I HATE THIS WINDBLOW TRAP!

5:15 pm...

I hate fake people! I feel bitter...

6:47 pm...

Having the windblow... I feel bitter... I want upper friends who can speak english or taglish. 15 years is too much! They damage my entire life and they they will kill me? Bullshit! Totally,unfair!!!

9:35 pm...

Having the windblow... I value the word FRIEND! I value the word friendship so much...

Anyways, you can't blame me for 15 years... Don't you think it is too much for me here in the box???

I need life... I wanted to do something personal like I wanna have a breast implants,it is my personal happiness...

This windblow here in Cavite/Philippines is so unfair! I still wanna leave this home town.

Wake-up Cavite, will never be together again... It is the ending... Why,did they keep this from me for a long time and they didn't plan to have me from the start...

I wanna gain new upper friends.... I need a future... My frustration... My cancelled dreams... I'm hurting... I hope windblow will respect my personal thing.

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