#I don’t want to bother anyone

[loaf-of-soup]

HELP. THERE’S A SITUATION. (It’s not that serious I just don’t know what to do)

#Someone please dm me #Idk who to ask #I don’t want to bother anyone #But idk what to do :/

[astral-catastrophe]

okay but this is the funniest thing

#not only has my brain convinced me that everything is worthless #but also that all the people I know hate me #which I mean #logically NO #but emotionally #I’ve been such a damned wreck lately #So I could believe it. yea #I don’t want to feel like this I don’t want to live like this I want out #but then #i just cant #id feel too bad. there’s too much I can’t leave behind #but to say I haven’t thought it through would be a lie. such a big lie #And I know there’s gotta be someone willing to help #But i don’t want anyone to worry #I don’t want to bother anyone #So I just won’t say a thing #Bc why burden snother with absolutely awful thoughts like these? #but the fact remains. I don’t understand how anyone could care about me especially when I’ve been like this lately #hylia. im so fucking annoying #im #im just gonna be quiet now okay #delete this in the morning #jays venting again

[hyeque]

i wanna bother my mutuals on disc but i feel like i’ll just be annoying them lmaooo

#i just get excited to talk to ppl #but idk #risu's rambles #i don’t want to bother anyone

[coylesboytoy-moved]

I keep hoping people will reach out to chat like they used to, but everybody’s closed off with social anxiety these days, so none of us are reaching out to each other first 😔

#I really wanna talk to people but #I don’t want to bother anyone

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Autism & Asking for Help

Lil Penguin Studios/Autism Happy Place

#autism #actually autistic #autism awareness month #autism acceptence month #asking for help #why it can be so hard #personally I don’t ask because I don’t want to bother anyone #and I try to get things done by myself #autism experiences #personal experiences #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #Lil Penguin Studies/Autism Happy Place (Facebook)

[donnatroyyyy]

Dick genuinely doesn’t have a favorite sibling, he’s like the parent that says “I love all my children equally” and you believe it, he actually loves them all equally. He’s been trying to convince them that for the last few years, they don’t believe him, so he does what he has to, he says it’s Steph and let’s her deal with it.

#someone tries to say ‘she isn’t even really ur sister’ and Steph chews them out #‘oh so u think just cuz we’re not blood related we can’t be siblings’ #‘oh so you’re calling me unimportant’ ‘oh so yourself saying all I am is a nuisance that hangs around you even though you don’t want me to’ #‘oh are you saying I’m a leech that’s sucking off of this family’s happiness and love’ #no one ever tries that again after that #so now whenever anyone brings it up all she has to say is ‘why wouldn’t I be his favorite? I’m funny #I’m pretty and I’m the best one here’ and no one can argue with that #so they just don’t #and Steph know she ain’t actually the fave she just lives for the drama #and dck is never bothered about it again #dc comics #comics #robin #batfam #dick grayson #bruce wayne #jason todd #damian wayne #tim drake #duke thomas #cassandra cain #stephanie brown

[rubysparx]

Um actually I have something more to say about Kabru and Mithrun’s similarities and relationship.

I think a lot abt how it’s shown a few times how elven culture relies heavily on non-natural ways of doing things, and it’s interesting especially how like our main cast repeats multiple times the three steps to living a long and healthy life. Meanwhile the canaries, the elves, don’t necessarily recognize that stuff as important as it is. I think specifically of the example of Mithrun explaining to Kabru that he has to have medication or a spell otherwise he can’t sleep, to which Kabru tucks him in and gives him a massage which knocks him out cold. His dependency on other methods to fight off insomnia were kinda just in his head, he hadn’t tried anything else. I mean prior to joining the canaries he was fully restrained 90% of the time so ofc a servant would just come in and place a spell for him to sleep every night. And he was like that for years. And then Cithis just replaced all his caretaker servants, then it became her job to make sure he took a pill or listened to her bells every night. I think there’s something there about how there’s a list of stuff Mithrun wasn’t allowed to be around and when he gets separated from the canaries he encounters all of that since Kabru doesn’t know to “protect” Mithrun or restrain him so severely. And it’s interesting because Mithrun doesn’t even seem to have issues with the things, like ofc top on the list was he wasn’t supposed to see goats or sheep. One of the first things he and Kabru eat is barometz. Its something to me that Kabru, who has also suffered so much, takes Mithrun into this dungeon and he has to face head on what’s been bothering him, he has to look his trauma in the eyes. And eat it. He cannot move on until he sees it, understands it, and finally starts talking about himself (“the last desire I had left wasn’t revenge, I wanted the demon to finish me off” “I was scraps left on the plate […] I guess vegetable scraps have their uses too”)

It just seems to me like a more vague and overarching way we see the elven cultural mindset hold him back from properly healing, I don’t think Kabru knew what he was doing at all but the fact of the matter is no one was filtering Mithrun’s view of the world anymore. And while Mithrun believed that didn’t matter to him, nothing mattered, it still made a difference. He was still on the path to moving on, and properly healing, even though he didn’t quite recognize that.

#dungeon meshi #not overtagging this sory #I’ve been having a lotta Mithrun thoughts despite saying i don’t like him very much #</3 #not a Kabru/Mithrun shipper just bc I can’t get behind #shipping Kabru with the guy his mom used to be coworkers with #and she also like. oversaw his rehabilitation. for years #but I mean I see the dynamic that fact just bothers me when I consider it myself #do whatever you want. thumbs up emoji #these quotes aren’t exact and there’s no image proofs #this is a messy one I’m literally just getting my thoughts out #this post was originally drafted at like 4am #Cortana send this thing out into the world #also slightly off topic but does #anyone else ever think abt the implications of marcille’s dungeon lord dress being #corseted in a story where body fat shows strength and love of life #the demon gave her a dress that made her appear unnaturally thin. hey can anyone hear me #hello. hey

[boyvibrator]

T4T detrans kink not from transphobic trauma but from the longing of feeling desirable when you used to be a girl, when cis guys would want you. when you had long hair and hardly any body hair and straight boys flirted with you.

but you were trans. you felt awkward in that mold of girl and boy. you were probably gay too, and you liked these boys. but not in the same way they liked you, not the same way other girls around you liked boys. and you missed out on a lot of fun experiences growing up because of this

and now you’re on T. and that’s amazing. and maybe cis gay guys are even into you, and that’s cool. but they just… don’t really get you. and you don’t really get them. sometimes you kinda wish you could be that young girl again, and have the guys you’re interested in wanting your attention and putting in the work to have you as their girlfriend. you used to have that, but you missed out on those opportunities

and let’s say you try to hook up with straight guys. the problem is. not that many are gonna be into you, you’re too hairy, too many, voice too deep, and even if they are okay with that they just wanna fetishize your trans body. they’re not seeing you how you want to be seen. you want to be GIRL. you want to be feminine again and wanted

but with a trans guy? happily seeing you as a girl? seeing right through you, loving those curves and your soft skin and recognizing the girl underneath your transition? he understands and he gets it. and you see HIM how he needs to be seen. as the young man going after girls like he never got to when he was young before his transition. because cis girls just don’t get it. but you get it.

#detrans kink #detranskink #ftm misgendering #ftm girl #ANYONE ELSE OR JUST ME???? #like i understand liking this kink because you have trauma but #I don’t have that experience I’ve never been bothered when cis society misgenders me #or puts me down or puts me through that sexism bullshit and wants me to stop transitioning #I miss the girlhood. I miss what I didn’t get to have because I was an akward trans kid #I miss the boys o didn’t get to date because something felt off #and I miss the girls I never got to date because I wasn’t seen as a boy #closest I had was middle school lesbian dating #but even then it wasn’t quite right

[kiwipineappleparasol]

An Assortment of Scribbles from Late Summer 2022 - End of 2023

#the kiwi scribbling zone #ace attorney #dual destinies #bobby fulbright #athena cykes #simon blackquill #apollo justice #trucy wright #juniper woods #hugh o'conner #myriam scuttlebutt #robin tonate and patches are also here but they’re so minimal idk if I should bother tagging them #Also Doopliss . Doopliss is in one of these . Callback to the Doopliss Phantom Crossover post I made #Actually several of these are Related to previous posts of mine . But I don’t want to bother linking to them #blackbright #i guess . This is mostly tagged to not annoy anyone else . It’s like Barely implied .

[haganez]

diluc has weird ass catholic guilt about things despite the church of barbatos not teaching any of that he’s just like that

#I was going. to say something but I don’t think anyone wants to hear that #oh well ill bother Lars and bubbles with it

[bowandbrush]

hey guys I’m too restless to not draw but too tired to work on the comic

can you give me your best Rottmnt headcanons/ideas to doodle

#Sorry if it takes a while lol #Rottmnt #ahshsnshansbhs #Also I’m a crazy perfectionist and I’m over here worrying about the coloring inconsistencies in maskface- does it bother y’all to the point #That I should give in and just make them all one color because I want to but at the same time it’s such a small comic I don’t think anyone #Would care lol #Sorry I yapped like that

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Sorry if this is an invasive question, but have you read any specific fics and/or would be comfortable sharing which?

I don’t have an ao3 account so I don’t have a way to keep track of what I have read. But it’s really not that many. Probably like 10-15 in total.

Not really the person to ask for refs as ive barely read any ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#I pretty much only read em if it was posted by someone I’m following on tumblr #it’s gotta be peer reviewed by either someone recommending it or from someone I already trust has taste #I just don’t have the time or energy to read stuff at random #that doesn’t mean you can’t send me a suggestion but I can’t promise that I’ll get to it #also you guys can message me my dms should be open #if you’d rather do that #I am terrible at responding tho SORRY… #anyway.. if you want to make a rec but are worried about the content #I’ve been online since I was 4 there’s not much out there that could shock me at this point tbh #<- actually I might as well mention?? if anyone. hasn’t bothered to check my main yet. im 23. #alright who is still reading this far uhhh I need to say something uhhhhhhh what can I say #quick say something #UHHHH #[redacted] #non voice post #asks #ask

[hargrove-mayfields]

Funny how people have been saying that Steve is the big brother Max deserves, but when Max dies he has literally no reaction. He just stands there and listens to the clock chime, along with Nancy and Robin. As if he doesn’t even care. Max sacrificed herself for them and died and they express no grief at all, and I’m pretty sure it’s Nancy who says anything. Yet when Billy thought Max might be in danger at the Byers, he got so protective of her that he was willing to fight someone he wanted to be friends with. He spent the last week complimenting Steve and showing off in front of him, but he didn’t hesitate to beat his ass for putting his sister in harm's way. Who really deserves to be her brother?

Even once Max is in the hospital and they’ve had a little time to process what happened to her and visit, Steve is even more uncaring. He’s somewhere else smiling and playing matchmaker as if the kid he babysat for three years isn’t across the room bawling his eyes out because someone close to him died in his arms. Do you really think Steve still gives two shits about Max in this scene when he can’t even bother with Dustin?

Meanwhile Billy was so torn up that Max hated him (and started mirroring his abusive father) that he spent at least a month trying to figure out how to talk to her. Before the snowball he looks so sad because he knows he fucked up their relationship, and not even on purpose. And then, according to Dacre, between s2 and s3 he’s really trying to be the best brother to her he can and be a better person in general. And their relationship was improving! If Max died you bet your ass Billy wouldn’t just forget about her. He was her brother, not some random older guy she hardly knew who had a hero complex and saved her just to ease his own worries and then moved on with his life. I don’t agree with that characterization of Steve but that’s what the Duffers gave us.

Out of the two, who really cared about Max? That would be her real brother, thank you.

#billy hargrove #billy & max #not tagging anyone else because I really don’t want to argue about this #but it’s been bothering me since the season came out #imagine being so delusional that you act like shit you made up or saw on tiktok is canon #and ignoring what actually is canon bc you dont like it #like okay i dont like canon either #but at least i’ll acknowledge what happened #and if i change it its in fic #not just in rumors #like antis keep deciding what happened for themselves and spreading lies about it #and people just believe it as truths #and bully people who dont agree #theres a difference between a popular headcanon or fic trope and people just straight up lying about canon #this is one of those things

[mattodore]

What's in my bag?

Theo: uses his college backpack to lug around his things. normally keeps his bag full of study materials, but there are glimpses of him in his journal, his addictions, and the wildflowers he takes home.

Matthias: doesn't use a bag. he’ll keep his phone with him but there’s little else he’d have on him.

tagged by @rollingsim and i seriously loved this picrew so thank you!!! gonna tag @wldestluv-rs, @stinkrascal, @omgkayplays, @rottengurlz, @void-imp, @raiiny-bay, @fizzytoo, @bunmou, @birdietrait, @stellarfalls, and @pralinesims!

#good afternoon <3!! just answering two tag things really quickly and then i'm gonna look for a mesh flipping tutorial #also i always wanna tag more people than i normally do in these oc things but don’t want to bother people… #if you’re someone who wouldn’t mind me tagging them lmk!!! i’d love to pass this stuff around to more people #river dipping #oc extras #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #theo's bag is so nice and it's always filled to the brim... he has heavyyyy textbooks in there always!! but there weren't any in the picrew #but okay so we've got his memory journal and his school laptop. cigarettes and some unmarked pills. a dandelion he liked the color of <3 #his phone and some wired earbuds so it's obvious he's not listening if anyone tries to talk to him (he's not actually listening to anything #cash bc he's not allowed to have a credit card of his own... also the key to his apartment!! #as for matthias... there's really not much to say #but matthias keeps his phone and the key to whichever car he's driving in one of his pockets #his gloves he'll leave in the car or he'll just keep wearing them #handkerchief from one of his inner pockets if he's got a suit jacket on and mints if he needs them #there are rare times he uses a driver so sometimes there's no key with him and it's just his phone

[ssahotchnerr]

i want to rant so bad :( :( :( :(

#but i also know no one wants to particularly see that #and i don’t want to bother anyone #y’all i’m just so sad

[optimisticllamathing]

it might just be me but tbh I’m not a fan of this trend in the Danny Phantom community where the au only works if Danny is stripped of autonomy. Like the ‘his obsession is protection’ thing. There’s nothing wrong with that and some stories with that concept are well-written but idk I feel like it makes Danny a shallower character automatically.

in canon, he starts heroing because there’s a need to. He opened the gate, ghosts are coming through. The moment where he’s eating lunch under a ghost shield and tells Sam he’s still gonna be a hero even though he’s public enemy number one really struck me when I watched it. It feels important to his character and his whole heroic career that he’s saving people because he has to, because he can and the alternative is doing nothing.

Also I just don’t like the fics where he has to be kidnapped or his whole family is dead or hates him for the plot to progress. Plus it’s like, he goes on vacations in canon, he can leave Amity

#I don’t really care if this is incoherent #I know what I mean #it’s just bothered me for a while and I recently put my finger on why #Danny phantom #there’s so much in canon to expand upon #so for there to be SO many fics and aus and what have you #that simply ignore that? #he’s also a teen boy with clearly bad impulse control when it comes to his friends suggestions #hence him being a ghost in the first place #and they canonically explore the realms full of ghosts who want to fight Danny #there’s plenty of room for character driven plot here is my point. this isn’t about anyone in particular lol