#I need a sedative

[tiredmoonslut]

absolutely GOBSMACKED thinking about how different the tone of the show will be in season 3??? Wilhelm isn’t gonna go five SECONDS without kissing Simon in public and holding his hand to classes. Simon is gonna refuse to talk to Sara and Felice will have to decide whether or not to forgive her and August is gonna be in a pile of shit and the press is gonna be going crazy and the QUEEN oh my god what is she gonna do and we still have to worry about the drugs and I’m--

#I need a sedative #or season 3 #or both #give me #young royals #young royals season 2 #young royals netflix #young royals season 3 #prince wilhelm #simon eriksson #wilmon #sara eriksson #young royals august #young royals felice

[chrollohearttags]

thinking about nurse!eren again today 💭

#cherry chats 🍒 #that fic is still coming #it’s just gonna take forever #but ugh #thinking about him in that uniform with tattoos… #I need a sedative #aot x black reader #aot au #eren jaeger #eren x black fem!reader #hcs coming soon 🚶🏾‍♀️

[h-f-k]

i'm halfway through the line, we can do this, we can do this

#i'm gonna shit myself #i need a sedative

[meinalauss]

I just--that NOSE and those CROW'S FEET ugh just punch me in the FACE

#this was such a good photoshoot #basil this is your look #no hamburglar #i need a sedative #basil eidenbenz #baesil

[lionhxrts]

anxiety my most hated

#i need a sedative

[the-chains-are-the-easy-part]

“Like you trained his father?”

#obi wan kenobi #new trailer #when I saw the cyber arm plugged in I screamed #I can’t fuckin wait #my mom thought that I fell in the bathtub #yeah I saw it while showering cause I couldn’t wait #i’m so fuckin excited #i need a sedative #It's impossible fucking Kenobi up after this trailer

[elastica1995]

misgendered at the traffic incursion.

#whatever. i was in the right. #i know i have a small dick. it's called a clitoris. why are you going against the flow of traffic. you're in my lane. #i should have killed him. whatever. #i need a sedative

[rthrmrgn]

WDYM THE ONLY FURNITURE WILSON PICKED WAS AN ORGAN FOR HOUSE+$83;_?_!#762$8

#i need to take a sedative i cant do this #house md

[floriannnn]

praying for logan lore in the near future 🙏🙏🙏

#school bus graveyard #sbg #school bus graveyard webtoon #logan fields #sbg logan #I NEED MORE LOGAN LORE #we know barely anything abt him #WHERE IS THIS GUYS PARENTS AT #AND HOW DID HES GRANDPARENTS GET SEDATIVES???

[puppetmaster13u]

More art for @phoenixcatch7 Possessed Doll Au Someone gets to meet Black Bat for the first time- though lets be honest Cass probably spooked someone and then went running to Batdad when they started trying to figure out how she got onto the Watchtower and if she's allowed

#possessed puppet au #possessed doll au #batman au #batman #bruce wayne #cassandra cain #black bat #art #dcu #dc #ibispaintx #I had fun making B hunched over so he doesn't accidentally knock his head or ears on something lol #Cass blends in with his cloak and she uses this to her advantage #Lets be honest the robins are probably also there they're just hidden or takin a nap in the chest cavity lol #Look Bruce doesn't mean to look terrifying he really doesn't seeing as the JL are his allies #But Cass is new to the family and she got spooked and he's going to protect her because this is his current baby of the fmaily #same vibes as a big scruffy cat standing over a kitten mrrring angrily at you lol #Mans brought her up to the Watchtower because he needed to update the computer and figured he could give her a tour #sketch #Let's be honest Cass is probably the first of the kids to earn sedative or paralytic spikes lol #“Father when can I have spikes” #“When you stop losing your arms Dick” #“What about me father” #“When you stop trying to sneak explosives Jason”

[sergle]

I think my favorite thing about doing ginger red hair instead of cherry red hair is: lying to people about it

#I love the cherry red / wine red and I'll probably go back at some point bc it's my Origin. #but for now. #I don't actively lie to people but bc it's a Natural and Plausible hair color #and I'm already pale and I dye my eyebrows to match my hair. ppl figure it's natural #and it has come up MULTIPLE TIMES. and I've recently been rolling with it instead of correcting ppl. bc who cares? #recent examples that come to mind (but I did correct them in this one) my surgeon assuming it was natural #and using my genetics as a natural redhead as a baseline to tell me about what I can expect from my future scarring #and then again later with the anesthesia. they were going to dose me differently #the anesthesiologist glanced at me when I came into the OR and was getting the stuff ready on his cart #and when he heard me talking to my doc and re-telling him that oh the hair isn't natural #he was behind the curtain like FUCK #taking shit off his cart and quietly redoing his setup #that's how I learned that redheads need higher doses of anesthesia than other ppl. #they also need more of the topical stuff like lidocaine. apparently they metabolize it faster(?) #ANYWAY he was going to up my dose thinking I needed it lol #so i almost got way more sedatives and pain meds than i needed bc of my hair dye LMAOOO #other more Normal Life examples was a country dude in full hunting gear holding a door open for me someplace #and I said thank you and he lifted his hat up to point at his (natural) red hair and said ''twins!'' #this one sticks with me because that was such a cute thing to do. what the hell #and at snakefest I was talking to some people at their food truck. there was an older guy who trapped me into a convo for like 30mins #he was Very Nice. and they were going to some type of irish festival next and said I should go too bc I'll be right at home #flat out just was like. this bitch looks irish #and I don't know why all of this is so funny to me. it has no reason to be.

[starrrbakerrr]

“stay with me”/“always” is inextricably tied to “let me go”/“i can’t”

because when katniss asks peeta to stay with her because she can’t handle the nightmares without him, peeta makes a promise to be there for her always.

so when katniss attempts to end her life because she thinks she’s lost everything, peeta stops her. because even though katniss wants peeta to let her go, to no longer stay with her, he still keeps the promise of always.

#doctor i need a sedative #does this make sense? idk #the hunger games #everlark #catching fire #mockingjay #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #the hunger games trilogy #thg meta #text

[h-f-k]

I appreciate my uncle for always trying to give me different ideas to search for jobs to consider and stuff but the only thing HE hasn’t considered is that I’m a ball of anxiety and if I don’t have things planned my brain explodes

#he’s like ‘you can travel for 3 months and do this and this and that’ and I’m like #I don’t even know what I’m gonna have for dinner tonight #pls stop 😭 #like i wish i could be as careless as other people who jump no matter what #but i need a plan for everything. i need to know how things are going to turn out #i need a sedative

[grntaire]

thinking abt “us time”

#i need to be pumped full of a sedative #thoughts

[stinkypeanutbutter]

Womp womp I love u and your silly angst summaries ( do I call them that idk ) especially on Aiden cause he’s such a silly Billy and so chaotic idk why I like him so much but I know for sure that I need to see him being absolutely vulnerable to his friends for once just bawling , lots of hugs he wished he received before , a moment where he doesn’t have to force a stinky smile , his roots growing out and he doesn’t like it but they are just there and there they will be this is purging my thoughts I need to write fanfiction someone stop me NYWO !!!!!!

#I need to see them all have a group cheering fest like “ we made it out !!! “ but it’s them all smiling and crying at the same time like #Thank gosh we actually finally did I love u guys vibe #Aiden clark more like Aiden backstory reveal splspslsoslsos #I need it to be gut wrenching pls feed my soul #Also did Ashlyn ever ask Logan about the sedatives cause I think she forgot . I mean I would too 😹😹 #Did I say that already in another post ? Whatever hear it again #I know some of y’all found my Pinterest / came from Pinterest and I will scope you OUT !!!! 😼 #school bus graveyard #sbg (webtoon) #sbg #school bus graveyard webtoon #aiden clark

[baldurs-gate-official]

Thinking about how Astarion insisted on staying up to keep watch in the beginning of the game

Yeah, it could be because he needs to go hunt at night without anyone noticing, or because he's keeping an eye out for Cazador/his minions. But... It could also be because he's scared of sleeping/trancing in general?

He's got severe C-PTSD. I have that too. And one of the things I experience from it is a fear of falling asleep.

Sleeping is vulnerability. You're completely defenseless. It's terrifying to fall asleep when you're used to danger! And some abusers will purposefully do things to you when you sleep. I wouldn't put it past Cazador to have done something like that.

It's especially terrifying when you're sleeping somewhere unfamiliar, or as out and open as a forest. With strangers.

Add in the elvish reverie (if we assume Astarion still experiences it as he would if he were alive at his current age)... and he might even be reliving horrible memories every time he tries to rest.

(If you're unfamiliar with elvish trancing/dreaming, I made a post about it and some ways it might affect Astarion as a vampire spawn a while ago)

One of the reasons I think this could be the case is actually the other spawn, specifically what I noticed when we first meet Dalyria and Petras. At first I thought Astarion's eye bags were just a product of being undead. But... Petras, the very human looking spawn, doesn't have that. Dalyria is an elf as well, and like Astarion, she's got some of that tired sleep-deprived purple under and around her eyes.

So all this considered... I think it's very possible that Astarion has a fear of sleeping too. Or at the very least, trouble resting. Him and the other elvish spawn.

It also makes me wonder if he sleeps any better later on in the game. By Act 3 he probably feels more comfortable with you and the group. Sleeping near familiar people (especially people you're very comfortable with, but that's very dependant on your own choices in your game), and having established night time routines can make sleeping feel a little safer.

Plus by that point he's made many new memories he can visit in his reverie. Maybe instead of remembering the terrible things, sometimes he dreams of sun bathing, the first time he bit you or that bear, or any other happy memory he's created since being tadpoled.

Maybe for the first time in centuries, sleeping isn't such a terrible prospect.

#bg3 #astarion #text post #its just something thats been on my mind #my fear of sleep is bad enough that i usually cant fall asleep without pushing myself to the point of passing out #or sometimes i need to take a sedative just to manage it #so i wonder how bad it is for him given that he doesnt have the option of sedation #it makes for some interesting headcanons/ideas though #pretty sure a druidic Tav can offer to put together an herbal tea to help him sleep #what if that sort of thing worked and it became a nightly routine? #i assume he can drink tea given that he can drink alcohol #or if you've romanced him #would sleeping near Tav help? #i know sometimes its easier for me to sleep when im around someone im comfortable with #though sometimes it has the opposite effect and it makes it harder to sleep because i feel like i need to be extra alert to protect them #trauma really does a number on you #act 3 spoilers #bg3 act 3 spoilers #astarion spoilers #bg3 spoilers #q