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whalesforhands · 9 months

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Please please satosugu sharing y/n giving her load after load

sometimes asks like this remind me i’m supposed to be an 18+ blog. i can feel my future self regretting adding to the growing amt of stsg porn in the tags

warnings: bully au, unprotected p in v, fem!reader, established satosugu bcs i love them, dubcon, obsessiveness but it’s the bad kind, minors DNI istg i will quit writing forever and take this blog down with me

“W-wait…!” You’re already crying, one of your legs thrown over his shoulder as the other plants itself on his hip, attempting to stop his movements and your further descent into overstimulation.

“I-I need a break…” You’re panting, breathless and boneless as the sweat on your body and haziness of your brain finally starts getting to you,

“Ehhh?” Gojo’s pulling you in closer by your waist when he feels you try to buck your hips away, sheathing his hard cock deep back inside your weeping hole as you let out a whine at the sensation.

He’s too spoiled. Too mean to let you go now.

“You tired? Want a break?” He’s leaning forward, blue eyes and cute pout all up in your face when he feels you clench tighter around him.

You nod fervently, teary gaze and gem-like eyes pointed towards him, letting him intertwine his big hands with yours oh so intimately. As if he loves you, as if he sees you as more than just his bedwarmer. He’s finally showing you mercy.

He slows to a stop, finally letting you take a shaky breath in before he pulls out all the way, a combination of Geto’s and his own spend starting to leak out. He leaves only the head of his pretty cock notching itself at your entrance, letting you relax into the bed and seeing your shoulders begin to droop from sheer exhaustion.

Before he rams the entirety of it back in, ignoring your squeals and squirms, your cries of pained pleasure.

“N-no!” Thrust. “G-gojo please!” Thrust. You’re starting to cry again, hold on his hands letting go to push at his chest lightly, the pleasure and lust overtaking your overtaxed body.

“Just kidding~, whores like you should just sit there and take cocks in this tight cunt of yours like an obedient slut.”

Suguru’s been watching all this while as he watches his boyfriend have his way with you, his hand vigorously stroking his own phallus, watching intently as your eyes started to roll to the back of your head, tongue beginning to loll out as Satoru’s unrelenting pace fucked you stupid.

“Hey, pull out. I’m gonna cum.” His hand is holding onto his painfully hard cock as he watches the way your tears fall, your sweaty face streaked in your overstimulated pleasure and helplessness as you simply take what you’re given.

He wants to add to your ruin.

“Hah? Just do it on her somewhere, I’m busy.” Gojo accentuated his words with a harsh buck of his hips, using a hand to hold both of yours down as the other rubs at your quivering clit.

His thrusts are speeding up, your whines and moans echoing throughout his bedroom as you cry and cry and cry, reaching your climax for the nth time that night, cumming onto his already drenched cock.

He lets out a pleasured grunt, “You fucking slut…!” His words are barely breathed out as he starts to cum, spurts of familiar white hot liquid making you twitch as you let out a quiet moan at the sensation, your legs thrown over his shoulders as you tremble and shake.

It’s finally over, right? But… he’s not pulling out, only reaching a hand up to your cheek to pat your worn out self as he grins, wrapping your legs around his waist as he starts to pick you up.

When… Did Suguru get behind you?

“If you’re not gonna pull out, I might as well join in, shouldn’t I?”

You feel a prodding at your already abused hole, a second cock sliding inbetween your filled pussy and against Satoru’s now sensitive dick.

Oh no.

#jjk smut #satosugu x reader #cyh au #gojo satoru x reader #geto suguru x reader

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judithhhh · 3 months

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vacation (one-shot)

jude x reader

summary : you and your situationship, jude, spend a week together in a paradisiac destination

(i saw a blog talking about situationship jude spending a week at a resort w you and it had my mind runninnnn)

jude would normally spend his vacation week with his family or bestfriends. he couldn't see them that much anymore and he wouldn't miss the opportunity to spend a amazing week with them. but for you he would. some would say that ditching your loved ones for a situationship is dumb, but god it felt right. he didn't regret it when he left the house early in the morning, bidding goodbye to his confused mom. he didn't regret when he let you on his private jet and certainly didn't regret it when not even an hour later you were in his lap riding him, hoping that the flight attendant wouldn't check up on you two any time soon.

he had the intention to fuck you good a few times obviously but mostly show you around, spoil you lots and enjoy a normal vacation. but by the time you arrived at your destination and you were already all over him, jude doubted that you and him would even leave the private resort all week. your first days in the tropical destination were spent with the two of you rediscovering each other's bodies in your resort bedroom. and the bathroom. and the pool outside. and the loungers around it. one thing that was constant was the lack of clothes. you would end up fucking anyways so why bother even putting some, right?

on the third day, jude checked his phone for the first time for what seemed like years when he woke up in the morning. he groaned seeing the floods of messages from his family and bestfriends, maybe "forgetting" to tell them about his week-long vacation was not a good move. his worries went away when he turned around and was greeted by the sight of your naked body being bathed by the early morning sunrays. you were laying on your stomach, one leg up draping his lower waist and your arms buried under the numerous pillows of the spacious bed. he turned his head back around and smiled at the celling, wondering how he could regret coming to the resort when he was greeted each morning by such a beautiful sight. he heard you lightly sigh, and reached to slightly stroke your uncovered back.

"already awake?" you said to the boy, voice still sleepy

"mmh, you can go back to sleep love it's still early"

the sound of his raspy voice almost had you falling asleep again, but the heavenly sight the bedroom window gave you, prevented you from doing so.

"no jude! we have to go out today."

"but we're so comfortable here baby" jude whined hearing your suggestion

for him, staying in this private resort with you felt like paradise on earth. he had gotten so used to the lack of noise and cameras in the past days that he was pretty much convinced he never wanted to leave this place. the privacy that was given to you two these past few days was all he wanted, and now you wanted to go out? his mind started to run with thoughts on how to convince you not to. he grinned thinking about a few ways he could make you want to stay in bed all day.

"i can see you smiling jude and no. we're going out today i don't care"

"i paid for this vacation woman, i can perfectly decide what we'll do"

"you're not deciding shit, it's not a vacation if you don't even go out"

no matter how determined jude was to escape the public, he could never resist you. the way you disappeared under the covers, mouth lowering towards where he wanted you the most, was the last bit of convincing he needed as he threw his head back onto the pillow and let you do your work. a few hours after your morning shenanigans, you were dressed in a pretty sundress with a black bikini under, ready to get to the yacht jude had rented for the day. the man was wearing a cream colored matching set that had him look so good, you couldn't resist sneaking a few pictures.

you spent a cozy afternoon on the yacht, either sunbathing or lazily making out with jude. the boat was in the middle of the ocean, far away from wandering eyes. you were now laying on the deck, watching jude's back muscles as he swimmed in the mediterranean sea. you called him over to you, deciding that the man needed to pay more attention to you and less on swimming. he used his arms to lift himself up on the deck before laying down on top of you, his head posed on your stomach. you runned your nails on his back and shoulders while the two of you talked for hours. the sun had already began setting when jude made his first move on you, which quite surprised you as you were certain the boy would have been all over your body all day. you chuckled as you watched him try to subtly undo your bikini straps.

''what are you doing?''

''hum?'' he responded, clearly paying too much attention on your tits and not enough on your voice.

''thought you didnt wanna do anything in public''

''we're in the middle of the sea darlin, who cares''

his eyes didn't leave your body even once as he skillfully removed your bikini top and latched his mouth on your now exposed breasts. you moaned and threw your head back on the deck, hand locking itself onto his curls. he went to town for a long time on your boobs until his mouth started trailing kisses farther inevitably reaching your core. your moans had been replaced by whimpers of desesperation as he licked your clothed center, not forgetting to pepper kisses on your inner tighs.

''please baby, i need it''

''need what love?'' he said, smirking up at your face

he didn't give you any time to answer his question and directly pushed your black bikini bottoms to the side, tongue finding your clit. you always loved how he ate you out. this man gave head like he was dying of thirst and your pussy was the only source of water. it had your thighs squeezing around his head and your hands clawing at his upper back. jude relentlessly lapped at your cunt, only stopping to kiss your clit or look up at you, your eyes locking intensely. he had just finished making you cum for a fourth time when he got back up to your face and kissed your lips before rolling his body to lay next to you. you were exhausted from your previous orgasms but you needed him inside of you. his eyes shut open when he felt you straddle his lap, and his hard on.

"you don't need to" he tiredly said, knowing you were probably just as exhausted as him

"but i want you so bad jude"

he didn't say anything back and let you do your work. you reached down and pulled down his swim trunks, feeling your cunt twitching at the sight of his dick. you lowered yourself on it, your mouth falling open at the feeling of being so stretched out. it always felt as good as the first time with him. you lazily rocked your hips against his and leaned down to pepper kisses on chest. he was letting you do all the moving, enjoying the movements of your lower half, eyes closed and mouth gaped open. from time to time, his hands came up to squeeze your hips. you were still sensible so it didn't take long until you were slightly shaking on top of him as you reached another orgasm. the feeling of your cunt squeezing him made jude finish too, letting out a loud moan and wrapping his hands tightly around your waist. you collapsed on his chest and he stroked your hair, both of you drunk on pleasure.

you got back to your resort an hour after, excited to snuggle back into bed after such a long day. you were in the bathroom doing your skincare when jude came behind you, sneaking his hands under his shirt you used as pyjamas. he tucked his head into your neck and sighed at the warm feeling of your skin. you loved this soft side of him, when he was all sleepy and snuggled his body into yours like he wanted to get under your skin. you finished putting on moisturizer and slightly tapped the boy's head.

"we can go to bed now baby"

"too lazy to move" he mumbled into your neck

well you loved this soft side of him but it did make him act like a child sometimes.

"come on jude we'll be much more comfortable under the sheets"

he reluctantly dragged his feet towards the bed not once letting go of you. once you were both snuggled under the covers, your head tucked into his chest as his hands went up and down your back soothing you, you felt the boy sigh before talking softly to you.

"wish i could stay here all year long you know"

"the fangirls would miss you too much"

he chuckled but his tone stayed serious

"i'm serious though, being with you it's like we're in our own worlds and there's nobody to ever disturb us. i don't ever feel more at peace than in those moments"

your heart warmed up even more at each word he uttered. you know that he loved his job more than everything but he was also a much more private guy than people thought. being around so many cameras all day, always made him uncomfortable and he relished in those quiet times he got with you. sometimes the domesticity of it all made you wonder if the two of you were more than just a "situationship"

"don't you think what we have is weird sometimes" you asked him in a whispered voice

"what do you mean"

"well we're always together, hell i spend half my time flying out to madrid just to see you and look at you now, you're sneaking away from your entire family just to go on vacation with me"

"and?"

"don't you think we act too much like a couple?"

jude looked down at you, eyes widened.

"you wanna be a couple now?"

you thought of it for a second, sure you loved the man. for most people, that would have been a deal-breaker. how could you be in love with eachother but not be together, right? but you two were different. you liked the simplicity of what you had, the feeling of having your person without really being tied down. maybe you had commitment issues or whatever but at the end, it worked perfectly.

"no im happy with what we have, aren't you?"

"im laying in bed with a absolute stunner in one of the most beautiful places on earth, how can i not be happy"

you smiled at his words and pulled yourself up so your faces were at the same level. your lips latched onto his and he kissed you back. when you pulled away, your lips felt kind of numb but your heart was bursting with all the feelings you had for this man.

"thanks for all of this really jude"

"if it gets me free pussy all day, ill do it for sureee"

"nevermind you ruined the moment"

jude let out a laugh before wrapping you tighter in his arms. you both fell asleep not long after, mind already filled with thoughts of spending another day in the comfort of each other's company.

#football x reader #football #football imagine #jude bellingham #jude bellingham imagine #jude x reader #jude bellingham x reader #hey jude :)

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signedkoko · 3 months

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hi !! 👋🏽 noticed requests were open , hope it’s okay i pop this in .

vox w a reader who likes having soft / quiet moments with him ? after long day of work and dealing with the other vee’s , sometimes just having downtime with ur lover is nice !!

:3 that is all !! ty for ur time , and take care ! 🌀

Vox X Reader [Comfort]

In which the two of you unwind from your own nightmarish days apart. Reader is genderneutral.

He always saw himself as living an overstimulating and non-stop lifestyle

Thus, he figured his partner would be the same, and he never really questioned what that kind of life would do to him

But you were not the person he expected at all; you were everything beyond his expectations

Even though he offered you everything, you always had the mindset of doing things on your own and only accepting his help when you needed it

You complimented him, listened intently to his ramblings about his new ideas, and showed up to every new release he had to cheer him on

How you'd ended up down here, he was unsure, because you were nothing short of an angel

Your sweetness didn't protect you from his jokes and teasing, though, which he'd constantly use to see you flustered

He jokes a lot to ignore bringing up what bothers him at work; he much prefers to see you smile and laugh than worry about how cruel his partners can be

If it's ever been a really rough day, especially one in which Valentino throws a fit and he has to fix his childish mess, he just wants to rest

Vox comes home, and the moment he locks the door behind him, the mask he puts on dissolves

He lifts you into his arms despite any protests, and he drags you to bed

It's hard for him to ask for personal things without making a whole song and dance to get around being sappy, so he likes that you just accept him laying down with him as permission to comfort him

You clean up his monitor for him, hold his hand, and trace all the separations in the metal until he's barely conscious

He'll start mumbling about his day, barely comprehendable but giving you enough pieces to make up the full story

Anytime you put your hand on his, he instinctively holds onto it, usually gliding his thumb over your palm in soothing motions

But he won't sleep until you have, and then he'll get you both comfortable, turn out all the lights, and make sure you have a glass of water next to bed for when you wake up

Rests holding you so your hea dis burie dinto his chest

Author's Note - Welcome to the blog, galaxy anon! Thank you for requesting, I always love writing Vox 🖤 Please enjoy!

#koko writez #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #hazbin hotel x reader #helluva boss x reader #reader insert #x reader #koko talkz #vox #vox x reader

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lovverletters · 10 months

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Yandere! Tsundere

Note that this is a reupload from my previous blog @hyerinrose

T/W : Obsessive behaviour, possessive behaviour, hurtful words, jealousy, implied murder, implied stalking, non consentual act of pictures being taken

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💌Yandere Tsundere who were your childhood friend ever since you two were still in diapers. Being friends of 10 years, you were very close to one another.

💌Yandere Tsundere who were once a sweet and cheerful little boy that was glued by your side 24/7, it is until you both enter high school did he change. He begun acting aggressive and shy around you and would yell at you if he got too flustered.

💌Yandere Tsundere whose insults no longer affected you as you're aware he didn't truly mean it but sometimes it does hurt your feelings. Though you'd never show or tell him about it.

"We can't shower together- it doesn't matter if it is OK for us to bath together dummy! ᴵ'ᵈ ᵇᵉ ᵗᵒᵒ ᵉᵐᵇᵃʳʳᵃˢˢᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ.."

"W-why're you're hugging me dumbass?! People will assume we're gay or something! ᴺᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁱᵗ'ˢ ᵘⁿᵗʳᵘᵉ.."

"You're so fucking stupid I worry how you're going to live after we all live our separate lives, ᴺᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᴵ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵉ"

💌Yandere Tsundere who were having a rough day, he had forgotten to bring his homework, got yelled at for it by his teacher and had detention for 2 weeks. He was like a ticking bomb, ready to explode at given moment.

💌Yandere Tsundere who hurled hurtful words towards you in the heat of moment, missing the pain in your expression as you leave him alone.

"Leave me alone for once will you?! You're a fucking pain in the ass"

💌Yandere Tsundere who notice you avoiding him and ignoring him when he calls to you. It was starting to eat away at his mental state the longer this game of cat and mouse continues. Don't you know how much it hurt to be away from you, (Name)??

💌Yandere Tsundere who tore his room apart in a fit of rage when he sees the pictures of you with some nobodies you made friends of while away from him. His only way of seeing your face was at school and the hundreds of pictures of you he taped on his wall.

💌Yandere Tsundere who snapped once you got yourself a partner. That night he went out and pay your lover a visit before breaking into your room with intent of kidnapping you. He had let this madness goes for too long, it's time he takes you away forever.

💌"Don't you know that you're mine, (Name)? Because of you those fuckers had to die. They deserve it anyway for trying to take what's mine"

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#gender neutral reader #tw: yandere #yandere #yandere headcanons #yandere male #yandere oc #yandere x darling #yandere x reader #yandere x y/n #yandere x you

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solarwoniii · 6 months

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" ˋ꒰ what if !? ꒱ " - ft. choi yeonjun

[ nsfw post! minors please do not interact. there are many other posts on my and other’s blogs which are much more suitable for your consumption! ]

syn. if there's one thing you can't do, it's swim. so, when you almost drown at a business get-together, your parents decide its about time they got you into swimming lessons. little do they know, the polite young man who they hired to teach their sweet and innocent daughter had intentions, which would lead her to question 'what if?'

a/n. LOOK AT ME GOOOO FIRST FIC IN LIKE FOREVER?? if this flops i will literally cry omg pls excuse my writing i have only just started getting back into this recently ehe... pls give me reblogs and feedback it will give me the motivation i need to keep going okay ty enjoy

cw. pool sex, not rly public but risky stuff, tutor x tutee, mentions of drowning, somewhat of plot building here, rough/rushed, vvv affectionate stuff, secret relationship, very subby reader w/ dom yeonjun, pet names (princess, baby, ect.), heavy praise, i think that's all but please do let me know if i missed anything!

your head was spinning with ‘what ifs’. you whimpered at the painfully pleasureful feel of yeonjun putting his hands on your hips, his grip strong enough to leave reddening nail marks on your tender skin as he lifted you off of his length, only to let your entire body drop back down with a harsh slam. he smirked at the way you reacted to the feeling of the battering intrusion, a shuddering gasp escaping your partially parted lips at the way he stretched your core out with ministrations similar to that of an ever-racing train, spinning out of control as it runs head-first off of its tracks.

you had almost drowned six months ago at one of your parents' business celebrations, and probably would have died if the man before you hadn't dove into the water, pulled you out into the surface and resuscitated you.

since then, your parents had been worried sick for you and any other encounters with a body of water, they'd always known you couldn't swim, but they hadn't thought that it was that bad. so, of course, they had done what any worried caretaker would do, and exchanged information with the boy, once finding out that he was in fact a swim tutor himself. it would be much better than hiring a stranger, and this man seemed to be quite the well-rounded boy, considering he the son of their closest business partner. not only did he have outstanding grades, but he was respectful and he was around your age. so, what harm could he possibly do to their sweet daughter?

a lot.

and you knew that now, after six months of lessons and a few months of secretly dating the boy.

although, you had never really done anything so risky with him before.

“what if we get caught?” you whispered through the tears prickling your eyes, rolling down your cheeks, “we’d get into so much trouble, we’d be banned from ever speaking to each other again, we-“

yeonjun's large hand wrapped around the back of your head, making your face meet his in a kiss so sultry, yet so beckoning. he smirked against your mouth, “you worry too much, princess.”

you gulped at the boy underneath you, his gaze falling to yours through his wet eyelashes, his dampened brown locks falling messily over his eyes, his mouth stained with your strawberry lipgloss. although the room was dark, the way his smirk graced his lips made you clench around his girth, as you spoke ever so softly, “i-i’m only being cautious..!”

he rolled his eyes at you, “you’re fucking your swim tutor, baby. caution left way long ago.”

you closed your eyes and hid your face in your hands with guilt and shame as he reminded you of the graveness of the situation you had entangled yourself into, "ugh..! my parents sent me here to swim and i'm doing... this!"

yeonjun chuckled softly, wrapping his arms around your cold, barren, water-dripping body, his legs dipped into the swimming pool, "if you wanted to swim that badly, you could've said so."

"wait, what are you--" your questioning was abruptly cut off as your boyfriend suddenly held onto you, pulling you into the water along with him. your piercing squeal of surprise echoed through the halls of the empty pool as you found yourself splashing into the cold water, the smell of chlorine and fear only intensifying as your paddled around with your hands. yeonjun laughed at your struggle as you grabbed onto him for some stability.

"see? we're swimming now." he said matter-of-factly, before looking over to the clock. his eyes widened as he realised the time.

he circled his arms around your waist and pulled you into him, "i'm going to kill y-" you started, until yeonjun grabbed both of your cheeks, connecting his lips to yours messily.

"kill me later." his voice came out in a lazy mumble as he held you close, "your session's ending soon. let's finish off what we started."

your eyebrows furrowed at the way his playfulness seemed to nullify, his voice becoming much more mellow and low as his lips moulded against yours. your eyes fell heavy as he suddenly spun you around, pushing you up against the wall of the pool, pulling your ass out towards him in swift, forceful movements. his lips suctioned onto the back of your neck as yeonjun pushed himself into your tightening hole, his hips meeting yours in an angle where he could so easily fill you to the hilt, his pink and throbbing tip attacking your cervix. you cried in pleasure at his desperate and quick movements, sending you into a state of pleasure that you weren't even sure existed.

the pool water around you splashed and sloshed with every movement, his mouth beside your ear as he spoke to you, "feels good, baby?"

"f-feels s-so good, junnie-" you whimpered in response, the tears from earlier racing back as you screwed your eyes shut tight. his hand lifted one of your legs, effectively spreading you out impossibly more, as his middle and ring fingers rubbed at your clit in rough, sloppy circles.

"gonna tell your parents 'bout how much you've improved..." yeonjun said, tone dripping both with love and lust as his other hand snaked around your body, groping at your breasts, his lips fluttering soft kisses along your jawline, "my smart girl catches on so fast every time. always makin' me so proud."

a choked moan left the back of your throat, your wet hair falling into your eyes with each thrust, your voice shaky as you babbled mindlessly, "d-don't wanna go home.."

he smirked softly, pecking your temple, "i know, baby. but i'll see you next week, okay? and then we can catch up on the lost time all over again."

you sniffled, "o-okay." your hand quivering as it found his, gripping tightly onto his fingers as you clamped tightly around him, "s-so close, junnie."

"yeah? you're gonna cum for me?" he asked between heavy pants as each thrust he delivered came faster than the last one, the erotic nature of the sound of your skin slapping against his making your body quake.

you could only respond with the nod of your head at his question, much too dazed to even think straight anymore. you felt the crash coming as your climax built up in your stomach, your thighs shook and convulsed at the sensation as you let out a broken cry of pleasure, dropping your head as our release sent your mind spiralling into a web weaved with so many different emotions, you were sure that you would lose count if you tried.

the movement of his hips slowed to an eventual stop as his peak reached as well, leaving you filled with his pearlescent finish as he wrapped his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder as he laid gentle kisses along the side of your neck. the words he said only came out in a soft whisper with his lips against the shell of your ear, "let's get dried off.."

taglist. @hunbun07 @metalchick529 @chewryy @haesunflower @iraa567 @jwchn @bunhoons !

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haus-of-wu · 1 year

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every day i ??? at whoever on sm’s board was like

“nct’s concept will be limitless. but also it will have permanent units.”

like. you see how those two things are paradoxical right.

with the way nct is currently structured, anyone who doesn’t have a “permanent” home unit is immediately classified as other/subpar/rookie, and the two people that DO have multiple home units are constantly being fought over.

like. i get that sm basically wanted nct to be a company within a company. i get that.

but why did you give them perma units. (also why did we move people around within said “perma” units ??)

#shit management enterprises does a lot of dumb things but smfam is forever #as a working professional i cannot emphasize enough how out of touch the exec suite of any business is even if they are well intentioned #this isn't to say sm is well intentioned at all. they're just stupid neutral-evil trying to replicate their 2000s success w/o research #suju's unit system only worked bc there's SJ and then there's SUBunits that are branded as side projects #kylie speaks #am i seriously starting to become a kpop thoughts blog? who knows #can you tell i don't have work today

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a-aexotic · 1 year

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SINCE YALL LOVED THE JJ X READER X RAFE, im writing a part 2 💞💞. thank u so much for the support, i love u all<3

taglist: @eli-yeah @hallecarey1 @midnightsgetawaycar @vigilanteshitposting (if you wanted to be added to my taglist, check out my google forms in my navi!) here are all the people who requested a part 2! @gillybear17 @capnsoyboy @honeysavanna-blog @desssxo-blog

cw’s: angst (to fluff ofc), crying, drinking, ooc camerons, lmk if i missed anything

You'd stopped hanging with the Pogues for a few weeks and John B had just thought it was just a phase. You'd always get tired of them every once in a while and would try to find other friends but you'd always come back. That was until Kie had informed him that your new friends were the self renowned Kings of OBX; Rafe Cameron, Topper Thornton, and Kelce, that was when he got concerned.

You got home late again and you tried to sneak in by your window again so Big John doesn't catch you. And when you got in, John B was sitting on your bed, waiting for you.

A confused expression contorted on your face as you looked at your older brother. "Hey?"

"You've been hanging out with Rafe and Topper?" He got to the point immediately and you were taken aback. You weren't concerned as you took off your shoes, rolling your eyes.

"I have, is that a problem?" You countered as John B sat up, getting up to face you.

"You know it is, Y/N." John B whispered. "I don't know what's been up with you lately, all your snarky comments and shit but I cross the line at you hanging out with those assholes."

"Snarky comments? John B, you're becoming dad." You couldn't help but laugh but John B didn't find it as amusing as you. "They're nice once you get to know them."

John B sighed, running his hands through his hair, stressed. "You think you've found new friends?"

"Yes, John B. Don't get all jealous on me, you're still my best-"

"You really think they want to be friends with you?" John B didn't mean it like that but you suddenly furrowed your eyebrows. "Wait-"

"What's that supposed to be mean?"

"Look, they're rich assholes and what do you think they realistically want from you? They obviously want to piss me or JJ off so they got to you-"

You scoffed at him, getting heated. How self-centered can someone be? "Oh, so you're saying no one would be friends with me for me? That obviously they want to be friends with me so they can get to you! Wow, okay-"

"That's not what I meant, Y/N."

"That's how it sounded, John B."

There was silence as you both looked at each other, hurt in your eyes and regret in John B's. His intentions were pure, you knew that but you couldn't help but think that John B truly thought this way. He saw you as a little baby who needed to be babysat and he needed to protect.

You're older now. You don't need John B or his friends anymore, you had Rafe. You didn't wanna be naive but it felt like he truly cared; old inside jokes, friendly smiles and tight embraces were the new norm for you two. He made you feel important, something that the Pogues had never made you feel.

Yeah, he is an asshole; but at least he cared for you.

"That hurts, John B." You whispered, feeling your eyes water. You didn't want to cry, that was pathetic. You walked away to your vanity, taking off your earrings as John B watched.

"Y/N-"

"Did you even care about how I was feeling when I blew you and the Pogues off? Did you even notice?" You suddenly asked, not facing John B as you looked at the mirror instead.

"I... Yes, of course we did. We just wanted to give you time." John B said. It was the truth, that was how he felt. But he didn't know how the others felt; they obviously cared about you but maybe not to the extent of how he did.

There was silence again. "John B, I'm going to bed. Can you get out?"

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I didn't mean it like that, you know that."

"Do I?"

Before he could respond, you sniffed and looked away from his eyes as the tears started to fall. "I'm gonna get dressed, get out. Please."

He wanted to stay; hug you, comfort you. But that wouldn't do anything, he knew his words were permanent, there was no taking it back. He nodded and walked out of your room and you immediately locked the door after him.

You walked to your bed and collapsed dramatically, hugging your pillow and let the tears fall. All your worst fears had come true; they really did think that you were just some anti-social baby who needed to be taken care of.

You hadn't thought of JJ in weeks and now, he plagued your head. You missed him, too. You were embarrassed, did he truly only think of you as John B's little sister?

"What the fuck?" JJ shouted as John B explained the situation. The Y/N he knew wouldn't go fucking around with the Kooks, so what happened? "Why would she hang out with Rafe?"

"I'm not sure, it doesn't seem like her. I'm worried about her, she's probably getting brainwashed by them.'' Kie muttered as she sat on the couch. She was genuinely concerned; she didn't want you to become like Sarah, she wanted her best friend back.

John B was quiet as JJ and Kie discussed the situation at hand. He was confused, you'd never mentioned even talking to Rafe or Topper. They seemed like the kids who bullied you at the Kook Academy, so why were you associating with them now?

"I know it's that fucker, Rafe. He probably drugged her or some shit, he's like a sociopath who wants to use her as a weapon against us." JJ was pacing on the porch as Kie sighed. JJ was also worried, this was nothing like you. He was worried about you the moment you stopped hanging out with them but he just brushed it off like John B.

"He probably likes her." Kie stated as the two boys had looked at her, eyes widened. They hadn't even thought of that.

"Is he even capable of liking someone?" JJ sputtered, anxiously staring at Kie.

John B got up and started walking to the car, seeing red. If Rafe had even thought about touching you in any way, he'd rip him apart. You were always shy around guys and he knew that Rafe would use that against you. He didn't want to assume but Rafe was surely going to do something that made you uncomfortable.

Kie and JJ followed him. "The fuck are you doing?"

"Getting Y/N, by force if she doesn't want to."

Kie grabbed him firmly as turned him around. "Are you stupid? You're going to push her farther away. That's why she's with the Kooks right now, because you smuggle her like a little kid. You're literally a helicopter parent."

"I disagree, Kie. Personally I'm going to go over to that fucker's house and I'll punch in the mouth for taking Y/N-"

"JJ, stop. She's not a baby!" Kie shouted. "You two are driving her away. She just needs time, okay? If she needs help she'll call us."

John B had taken a few breathes and looked away from the Pogues, weighing his options. He decided Kie was right and nodded slowly, walking away back to his porch.

"I knew something was wrong the moment Y/N didn't go on that fishing trip a few weeks ago. I told you Kie, remember?" JJ recalled as Kie nodded, walking back towards John B. "And when she blew us off on Pope's birthday, and when-"

"We get it, you're the Y/N whisperer." Kie responded as she took seat on the chair, JJ taking a seat next to John B. "I just miss her."

"Me too." John B muttered.

JJ was quiet for a second. He remembered the past few weeks and they just weren't the same without you. Your amusing remarks, warm hugs and your eyes against the sun on the boat. He missed you more than anything.

You walked into the Cameron's estate, Topper and Rafe trailing behind you. You and Sarah made up a few nights ago and now, you essentially spent the entire day with her or Rafe. It was the most fun you'd had in months.

Sarah ran down the stairs and squealed when she saw you, embracing you tightly. "I missed you!"

"It's been like two hours, chill out." Rafe quipped, annoyed as Sarah flipped him off as she let you go.

"Shut up, you're just jealous."

"Of what?" He looked at Sarah up and down in an disgusted manner as you and Top laughed.

"That Y/N loves me more than you."

"Oh really?" Rafe looked over at you, a grin on his mouth as you smiled back. "Is that so, Y/N?"

"Yes, of course. I love Sarah more than anyone."

"Mhm." he responded, disbelief in his eyes as Sarah grabbed your hand, smiling in victory. You both looked at each other and he felt his heart jump at your sweet smile.

"Okay, guys. It's getting late, let's get going." Topper announced as they all nodded, walking out of the house. There was a bone-yard party tonight and you were all going together.

You were silently praying that the Pogues were going to blow it off and go to the Chateau instead, but that was unlikely.

As you arrived, the smell of smoke engulfed you and you resisted the urge to cough. The sun was setting and it was getting cooler, the salty ocean breeze running through your hair. You missed these parties, you hadn't been to one since the summer had begun.

Your gaze moved to the crowds, subconsciously trying to see if the Pogues had made it out to the party. You were nervous to see them, you hadn't even talked to them in a couple weeks. You heard some footsteps and you smelled the faint scent of his cologne.

Rafe stood next to you. "You okay?"

You turned to Rafe, looking up to his dreamy blue eyes. You smiled at his concern as you shook your head, "I'm fine, thanks for asking. Just nervous."

"If they hassle you, I'll be there quick, okay?"

You laughed at his care. "I'll be fine, don't worry."

You heard Sarah come up to you and grab your hand, your gaze still on Rafe, his grin evident.

"Let's go get some drinks. I need some ASAP." Sarah grabbed your hand and started walking away.

"Be careful!" Rafe shouted as you guys walked away.

You and Sarah walked to the kegger, getting a cup and filling it to the brim with beer. "I'm not excited for tomorrow's hangover."

"Let's not think about tomorrow, just tonight and how much fun we're going to have."

You laughed at Sarah words and she took a drink of her cup, smiling. You also took a drink, the bitter taste flooded your taste buds. You will never get used to the bitter taste of beer.

Kie and Pope watched from afar, disappointment apparent in their expression. They were sitting on piece of wood, beers in hand. Kie felt betrayed as she watched you dance with Sarah, having fun. She wasn't even mad; she was disappointed.

"Looks like the Kooks have officially seized Y/N away from us." Pope declared as Kie nodded, taking a sip of her beer from the red cup.

Sarah put her hands on your shoulders, swinging you two in a slow dance as you giggled at her antics. The sun was set and the boneyard energy was finally at its height; the cool ocean breeze, the smoke from the fire, the faint music, the mutter from people all across the island.

Your gaze moved from Sarah to behind her: Rafe was sitting with Top and Kelce, laughing. A smile invaded your face and Sarah turned around and then back at you, a smirk on her lips.

"So what's up with you and Rafe?"

Your face felt warm once you turned your gaze back at Sarah. "Um, what do you mean?"

"Do you think I don't see those little looks and smiles? Especially the hugs, it looks like he doesn't wanna let go of you." Sarah noted as you blushed bashfully, looking away. "He doesn't hug anyone that way, so what's up?"

"Nothing, we're just getting closer."

"Okay, Y/N." The smirk was on still apparent on her face. "Whatever you say."

It was the truth, sure, he made you feel like few others have made you feel, but it was just nothing. That was it, for now at least.

You heard footsteps behind you and you saw Sarah's face morph into an annoyed one. She let go of you as you turned back to see JJ.

You were startled. You hadn't seen him in weeks and it seemed like all the feelings you tried so hard to get rid of, came back as soon as you locked eyes with JJ. His soft gaze and worried expression made your heart sink to your stomach.

"Hey." He said quietly, no exact emotion in his tone. "C-can we talk?"

You looked back at Sarah and she gave you a small nod. "Sure."

You and JJ walked away from the crowd, walking along the shore of the beach. It was quiet for a second before JJ spoke up. "Why'd you leave us?"

His tone was evident now. It seemed hurt and that was something you rarely heard - especially when it was directed to you. You moved your gaze to anywhere but JJ, trying to think of an explanation.

You licked your lips before looking at JJ. He didn't look at you either, wanting to gaze at the sand below instead. "I felt like... like I was just John B's sister." That was partly the truth - you couldn't admit the other half.

"Just John B's sister?" JJ repeated. Again, there was silence before JJ spoke up again. "You're our best friend, too. Our little sister we love and want to... protect."

"I don't feel like it, sometimes." You admitted. JJ's heart broke at your statement. He's known you his whole life and he's always wanted to make sure you fit in. He felt bad now because you didn't feel it.

He stopped and grabbed your arm, so you could turn and look up at him. "I'm sorry, if I ever made you feel unwanted. You are wanted, it's not the same without you and our little jokes. No one does it like you, Y/N."

You felt yourself tear up at the statement. That was all you wanted to hear all month - that you were wanted. Not only wanted to hear, but feel. JJ's gaze felt warm against your face as you locked eyes. His blue eyes melted into yours and your heart sped up.

His hand slowly went down your arm, leaving goosebumps as he went down to your hand. He pulled you closer and you held eye contact. His gaze moved to your lips and then up at your eyes again.

As he leaned in, he heard a familiar voice behind them. "Y/N."

You both turned to see Rafe and Sarah, watching you both. His jaw was clenched as he surveyed the scene in front of him.

Oh no, you thought to yourself as JJ let go of your hand.

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