#share my writing w people

[symp-honey]

don’t know what to do about this blog. my life has been a shitshow this last half year with no end in sight and I can’t write like this

#another smaller issue is my self-esteem when it comes to writing #I started this blog w the intent to: #share my writing w people #build a community #get even small amounts of validation for and help w my craft #at the end of the day none of that actually happened #it’s not anyone’s fault except my own I guess #having way too high of expectations for myself and never reaching them #that’s nothing new #but boy has it absolutely killed my spirit to write #so yeah #long story short idk when I’ll write again #I don’t have any hope that it’ll be sooner than later #so like… maybe it’s best to just delete this whole blog? #I really have no idea

[daydadahlias]

fun fact for u guys :) 4 years ago today (April 29, 2020) i posted a video on my snapchat story saying "I’m not even a fan of 5sos but their drummer Ashton Irwin can get it" and now here i am <3 on tumblr <3 with a blog dedicated to all four of those nerds (but yes mostly ashton) <3 so everyone say happy fanniversary jess <3 love u guys a lot <3

#on a serious note i love this fandom :( #like yeah i hate a lot of it bc people are stupid but #that does not and never will overshadow all the wonderful friends I've made :) #and how much fun ive had writing for this fandom !! #and august 27 will be my 4 year ficaversary #so wooo <3 #im so happy to have been in this fandom so long <3 loving music and loving my boys and loving my friends <3 #cant wait to keep sharing this space w/ yall

[variksel]

takes a drag of my coolguy cigarette I dont know man the fact that all of the s1 dads' original dad haha funnyman tropes were at first only jokes to make fun of middleaged middleclass middlebalding cishet white american men with but the second their fathers and the traumas of the daddies' pasts stepped into the plot they tied themselves into the initial premise and dad tropes so fucking perfectly i mean TAKINGANOTHERBIGINHALE darryl the christian who married his highschool sweetheart and started living the picket-fence "kid-and-a-house" american dream relatively young while idolizing his own dad has a father who died before darryl had properly talked with him and found out more of his faults and nuance henry the pacifist pretentious vegan dad has a father who thinks hes better than everybody else and wants his son to repress his anger and anxiety because he feels he is morally above emotions glenn the distant but cool rocker dad who tours the country without his son on christmas eve has a dad who glenn wasnt even sure if he had died back on earth because it had been so long since he had heard of him ron the emotionally detached stepfather who doesnt seem to care to remember his stepsons name or a single fact about his personality has a father who used everything in rons life to hurt him including his love for his dog AND his love for his father when he asked him to go fishing with him knowing despite all hes done ron would still somehow desperately want to make his father proud fuck me running anthony burch doesnt get enough credit

#darryl wants to be everybodys shield and- #not realizing that he cant do that and also people wont let him if he doesnt share his own burden #this podcast makes me insane #also while i was writing this my brain went he doesnt see himself as a good enough father so he tries to act as someone who tries to carry #he feels like hes failed as a father because his marriage is on the rocks despite marriage being forever. he thinks he shouldve had his- #happily ever after already but things keep going and life keeps moving and not everything is perfect and he doesnt know how to deal w it" #thats all i just really had to like put this all out there #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies spoilers #dungeons and daddies odyssey #dndads s1 #dungeons and daddies season 1 #darryl wilson #dndads glenn close #glenn close #henry oak #ron stampler #paeden bennets #oakworthy

[gripes-withthesun]

why have you carved me out of flesh?

[ID: It Writes Back - Hritvika Lakhera

Lord above you have carved me/ out of flesh;/ will you return/ to stem the bleeding?/ You have left me rotting,/ repulsive,/ hard to breathe around./ Blood left on the sheets/ is harder to scrub out;/ blood left on the floor/ wafts of rot instead of iron;/ you are my butcher/ casting me into offal.

I am immortality./ I am the shifting darkness,/ the echoing cliff –/ why/ have you made me/ out of bleeding,/ rotting/ flesh?

/end ID]

#new poem after ages 😅 #posting poetry has felt demotivating for a while. and i realised i was starting to hold myself back while writing #so I've decided to get rid of some stuff that is getting in the way of expressing myself and just demoralising me #just gonna treat this space like my own personal archive that anyone who relates can dip into #if you like the poem tho please consider sharing! #the few times my poems have reached a larger audience I've had the loveliest tags to read on them by people who relate #and that makes it all worth it really #poetry #original poetry #writeblr #poems #w #writings #words #queer poetry #described #writblr

[stuckinapril]

Like this post if u would be interested in me sharing my goodreads ??

#now that I’m dedicating a good chunk of the summer to intense reading #i do want a place to document my progress #before I’d just write it down physically bc I didn’t wanna get bogged down in rating a book #but now I think it’d be nice to share my bookshelf w other people & bounce book recs ?? #idk let me know #I’ll probably do a fresh slate too #vs trying to hunt down all the books I’ve read prior to making a goodreads #just fyi #goodreads

[lighthouseas]

whenever will has a bad day at work (or just a bad day in general), and he's just sitting on the couch and sulking, mike will put on will's current favorite song and ask him to dance really stupidly formally like they do at weddings. will always rolls his eyes and pouts and refuses at first - until he sees mike, his wonderful amazing beautiful boyfriend, busting out his absolute cringiest dance moves to their favorite the cure song or whatever else and singing along to said song horrifically off key in the middle of their living room. and then mike extends his hands to will and forcefully pulls him up off the couch and twirls him around and dips him down to kiss him like he's the most special boy in the world (because he is. Obviously) and will can't pout anymore because mike's hands are so big and warm in his own and it's just them, being stupid and silly and crazy together in their tiny little one bedroom apartment and dancing along to all of their favorites. before the first song even finishes, though, will finds himself singing and dancing along too and twirling mike back because mike's dopey little grin is so damn infectious that he just. can't help it.

and this is how mike develops the Tried And True Method To Turn Will's Frown Upside Down (pun not intended) that he still continues even when they're older and married, because they're still stupid kids at heart and love each other so much that it needs to be shared in every way possible ❤️

#YES I KNOW I AM SUPPOSED TO BE OFFLINE SHHHHHH #this came to me in a vision while listening to the cure and i needed to share it. ok #i DID get a lot of writing and watching done though!!!!! i promise <3 #god anyways. can u tell how much they mean 2 me. #will will be like mike im not in the mood and then mike will grab a hairbrush for a microphone and shred on an air guitar and be like #-are u sure. are u sure you aren't in the mood. and will will be like. oh my god you're so stupid. make out w me #reminder that mike is canonically goofy as hell yall. i hate when people make him emo and sad like GOD NO HE IS NOT THAT BOY IS A GOOFBALL #HE IS SAD YES BUT HE HAS THE CAPACITY TO BE AN ABSOLUTE GOOF AND WE NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT. #thank you for coming to my ted talk. xx #stranger things #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #st.txt

[mathiwrites]

Rhysand looks up towards the apex of the hill; soldiers loom above them like a dark treeline. A forest of armour and spears anticipate the attack, waiting for the signal for them to attack or defend, whichever will earn them the victory. Their eyes shine with an unnatural light, shiny baubles that drink in the minimal light and reflect it back to the Night itself; neither Faeries nor humans can do that. Above them looms a giant, perched on a jagged rock. He stands, tall and muscular—a god amongst mortals. He watches them with glowing emerald eyes. Then, he drops.

Across this waking graveyard, Rhysand watches the ripple of flesh overtaking fur and the cascade of unmistakable golden hair. He stands out among the steel, iron and ashwood, a beautiful thing in an ugly place. It catches his breath, filling him with awe. Tamlin is… wonderful.

Of course, Rhysand laughs to himself. Of course, he would find that child here in the middle of a battlefield. Except, he isn’t so much a child anymore. He is something so much more, now, and he cannot decipher whether it is a blessing or a curse upon his being.

The sound of Tamlin's paws hitting the ground thunders across the battlefield. The Faerie beast rears his head back and howls. It is a war cry unlike any other. The men beneath him roar in turn, raising their weapons, summoning their magic and charge.

The two of them come from opposite worlds, a giant beast taking out dozens at a time with no precision, only violence, and the shadow of death itself, hunting those whose time has come.

Tamlin is the blazing sun towards which all yield, and Rhysand is the long night in which souls silently slip away.

Chapter 6, Wildflowers

#tamsand #acotar #tamlin x rhysand #pro tamlin #fanfic #writing #ao3 #ao3 writer #fic rec #IM STILL SHY ABOUT SHARING BUT I WANNA GUSH ABOUT THIS SHIP W/ PEOPLE AND WRITING IN THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW #justice for tamlin #my fic #tamlin week

[oatbugs]

oh my god u rly are everyone you've ever loved !! for better or worse !! a part of you becomes them!

#i had a moment of lucidity idk im in this café the person i went on a few dates w is coming to see me i said come study w me #and they said okay immediately even though im a town over and i dont like them i really dont feel even a little attracted to them that way #but i did let them bite my neck a week ago and it still hurts i let them hold my hand i just #i never start anything #i let them kiss me. why do i do that? i dont feel anything towards them #and i told them ill probably never sleep with them and i thought thats enough but it really isnt is it #they write poetry about people they meet even once #theyre coming a whole town over to study w me but its not a date i feel nothing towards them romantically and i dont want to lose them as #a friend. this was her line of thinking wasnt it? i would take the train and meet her near her place in ldn and wed study together and #shed let me hold her and she would never initiate much and we were just studying together and it wasnt a date #like . fuck. i dont want to do what she djd to me to another person ever #their shared location map went offline at london bridge like ok theyre in the underground they are fr coming a whole town over #its a short distance but the point is i think i should have taken what my friend said more seriously . she told me i was kinda leading #them on bc what i thought to be just meetups dates might entail more for them #anyway im gonna be clear w them this time maybe #....IT JUST NEVER COMES UP IS THE THING #do i have to clarify even if it never comes up #i do in fact hear myself #ok #the parallels r lining up #aaa

[luxaofhesperides]

they are soooooo important to me 💕

also this chapter is completed and will be posted as soon as im home!!

#dc x dp #dp x dc #dpxdc #dcxdp #my writing #duke/danny is soooo good i love them sm but also!!! these three are soulmates #they go beyond platonic or romantic they just Are #its just what happens when u grow up into better people together and save the world and each other and also share trauma #its what happened w young justice ok trust me on this

[padfootastic]

No, tell us about the dorm parties and Lily finding out about them, pretty please

ooooh a tag question! love these too hehe

okay so. a lil bit of backstory: i had a semi-wild teen life, ykno? like. not as crazy as ~american high school movies but in the context of the country i grew up in? pretty unreal. there were parties and alcohol and weed and a lot of hooking up. so much petty drama. so much irreverence.

point is: i dont like it when teens are portrayed as some pure, untouched, prudish creatures who've never heard of fun or drugs or sex. it just doesnt fit with what i know.

and i fully believe that hogwarts--a boarding school where kids have MAGIC (which really just means unending possibilites)--was a place where the students went wilddd. one of the ways? dorm parties. u have these private spaces for just you and like. 5 others. u can do a shit ton with ur wand. why wouldnt u use it for parties ykno?

so yeah, i think the common room had larger parties after like. quidditch wins and end of exams, but bc its more people and more younger kids, u had to be more careful. dorm parties tho? smaller, more intimate, and ur with the people u know/trust so crazier shit will happen.

the marauders were invited to a lot of them in the girls dorms (and vice versa) and ykno. they went to a lot. bc teen boys and girls. it was all very scandalous--booze and short skirts and shirts unbuttoned off their shoulders and hazy smoke filling the room and lipstick marks smeared over chins and necks and the like--and incredibly fun. just kids being kids, yeah?

lily, though. i've long been playing w the idea that her friendship w snape (and chastisement of james--and sirius, to a lesser extent) came w a substantial social cost. her defending someone who was so shady didnt win her any points and i hc as her a person who hid her insecurity w self righteousness (on top of just. being a bit of an abrasive person) which didn't win her additional favors. so even her dormmates maintained a certain distance and the dorm parties didn't often include her. she only found out accidentally when she went up to the room it was happening in to get a book back and saw everyone buzzed out and dancing and more relaxed (intimate) than she'd ever seen.

it was genuinely a huge shock when she saw the boys sprawled across the room in varying stages of undress (james had a girl and a guy on a thigh each, arms wrapped around both waists; sirius was hanging upside down w a joint dangling from his lips and its a wonder he didnt choke himself to death) and she squeaked out of the room in a moment of severe cultural shock.

it was only later that she worked herself into moral outrage and just. hurt-filled anger type stuff, ykno? her roommates sort of had to give her a reality check in that moment. the marauders only blinked at her in bemusement, amused at her high-handed attempts to manage them.

#lily evans #friend i'd apologise for the word vomit but... #hc that u can fly a broom up the girls stairs #its a classic and surprisingly unthought of move #and the maraduers quickly discovered it during a nighttime experiment #in fact. id argue that them sharing this knowledge (bc its not meant to be hoarded and on promise of not leaking to authorities) that #made them half as popular as they were #people were in awe #and wouldnt stop thanking them #many couples formed on the spot for the express purpose of breaking this exciting rule #anyway #okay but like #why do i wanna write this conversation b/w lily and her roommates now #bruh why do i always do this to myself #make up some ridiculous AU/HC situation in my asks/tags #and then i wanna bring it to life #but i can picture it so vividly #lily just spluttering- but but BUT #and her roomates are like. no. u dont get to pull away from us and look down ur nose at us and then disciple us at the same time #yum yum yum #this lily evans is also. i can admit. my pushback against her deification which will never not rub me wrong #but once again. another rant for another day #i just realised what a novel length response this became lol #but i hope u like it anon! #pen’s asks #pen’s notes

[unexpectedbrickattack]

hi again 👋👋👋 anyway i would LOVE to hear any thoughts you might have about fake pep and his interactions with other characters if you're amenable to that! i love him and there is So Much going on there and you always have stellar hcs so id love to hear them!!

Ive been shying away from drawing/writing anything with fake peppino bc frankly ur right; there IS so much going on with him 😭 so much so that it almost feels impossible to settle on something concrete 😭 This is also bc I link Fake Peppi and Pizzahead together, which means I also have to work on characterizing that punk 😭😭😭 But I will still try to get my thoughts out

(OKAY THIS IS REM FROM THE FUTURE OR PAST OR SOMETHING AND IM HERE TO SAY THAT I RAMBLED SO FUCKING LONG THAT I DIDNT EVEN GET TO THE ACTUAL ASK OF THIS FUCKING ASK!!! I JUST TALKED ABOUT FAKE PEPPI AND DIDNT WRITE A SINGLE INTERACTION. SO UM. THIS ASK IS NOW ABOUT FAKE PEPPI AND ONLY FAKE PEPPI IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭😭 ILL GO MORE IN DEPTH W DYNAMICS N SUCH SOME DAY BUT NOT TODAY)

Fake Peppino is Not the first clone; hes one of the Last ones Pizzahead worked on. The ones you see in the war level are the closest, appearance wise, to Peppino, but they arent the brightest and will often behave like [insert test subject] but with Peppinos face on it. The emphasis on appearance first resulted in some physically identical, but otherwise, dull witted clones.

Fake Peppi was the first attempt at replicating Peppinos actual personality over appearance and it works moderately well, its just that. Hes a little funky lookin. Which is okay! Its the first attempt !! He’ll get more time to try again! They give Fake Peppi a little run down shop to manage (that he almost immediately converts into a pizzeria) while they work on perfecting the clones. But then Peppino actually storms the tower after being threatened w the Pizzeria Begone Beam, and hes tearing through portals so quickly that Pizzahead literally has No Time to try and work on these new clones. Fake Peppi is the First of this new experimental line of clones, and hes one of the Last. (Said bc i do intend on making my own little peppi clone someday heehee)

Fake Peppi passes as a pretty Normal creature. Hes a bit Tall but not absurdly above average. I drew him pretty goopy and lanky on my first (and only ) attempt at drawing him, but the more i think about it, the more I want him to just be a taller, slightly offputting Peppino. I like the idea someone had of Fake Peppi mimicking the stylized, cartoonish logo design of the pizzeria, so hes got a bit of a doofy lookin face. Its very round, with soft looking eyes and permanent blush on his cheeks. When hes trying to look Less Scary (bc he is a bit aware now that hes a little Off), you can see his mouth on his face like a Normal person. When hes relaxed and/or unfocused, it kind of just. Disappears. It makes his face look kind of like a little butt or a peach heehee

Fake Peppi acts pretty similarly to Real Peppino. Hes quick to anger, and quick to frighten. Hes a bit of a goof and he likes to entertain (which completely threw pizzahead off; hes like thats. Not right? Is it??). He has more or less the same mental capacity as Peppino, shares similar skills and hobbies, and enjoys the same kinds of food that Peppino does (with mild variation). Hes very relaxed and easygoing with a tendency to act a fool and be a little playful, which leads Pizzahead to believe that despite what hes personally seen (from stalking this poor man), Peppino is Also inherently a bit of a fool and a little playful and also capable of being relaxed and easygoing.

Fake Peppi is prone to the same kind of anxiety and panic attacks that Peppino has, only he does not have decades of experience with them to know how to manage it. So the time he spends with Pizzahead is Not the smoothest. The combination of Just Being Created and having Crippling Panic Attacks leaves him with an almost Blank Slate, memory wise, by the time hes left with the pizzeria. When Pizzahead visits Fake Peppi again to give him the lift key; hes basically a stranger to him :0

(Peppino tries to help with some grounding techniques for panic attacks, but since they Both default to self soothing stims, hes not that much help 😭)

Conversations are as smooth as they can be with his garbled speech; he can understand what hes being told, and he will write down what he Wants to say with pen and paper. Eventually, he ‘upgrades’ to a phone with proper text to speech, so he uses that quite often. I know the backwards speech is canon (or at the very least extremely popular) but its very hard for me to read and parse in my head, so i am deciding against that 😭

Hes hard to understand bc despite having a similar vocal pitch to Peppino (a bit high), it rubberbands in a way that makes it sound incredibly croakey and scratchy. The more excitable he is, the more incoherent he becomes. With (immense) effort, he can speak clearly, but its almost as difficult as someone trying to suppress their stutter; hes much more comfortable using his phone to talk. I can see him learning sign language at some point; Peppino does Not know sign language but he IS capable of learning, which means Fake Peppi is Also capable of learning.

Overall Fake Peppi is Peppino with enough variance to give him his own personality. Some of the things he does shines a bit of a light on Peppinos personality; its like, if Peppino DIDNT have to struggle with a failing business and crippling debt and being drafted into a fucking war, what kind of Peppino would you get? And as a surprise to Pizzahead, its a relatively sweet and goofy guy!! And if he took the time to interact with the Real Peppino instead of an idealized version of him (like pepperman and vigilante have started doing) then he would see that. Oh well.

#answered #chattin #fake peppino #long post #it was SO fucking long #i literally scrapped like 4 paragraphs this was so gargantuan #also #tibli i am so fucking sorry #i was like ‘interactions; got it!’ #‘i guess i should share my thoughts on him so that the interactions make sense’ #and then i wrote a fucking essay #and i would STILL have to write the interactions 😭😭😭 #so i think i will just talk about him more to make up for it #i want to draw some stuff w them but im doing soooo much comm work to afford an upcoming trip #im going to see my sister :)! i already paid for the ticket but i wanna get these people their sketches #anyway it means i have no time to doodle #so these asks are really the only way i get to still engage w this silly game #so there will be a lot more chattin on this blog again heehee

[yeonban]

I might be ~quirky~ for this (welcome to my twisted mind and etc) but I genuinely have so much fun with shipping nowadays, ever since I chose to be singleship for each muse. I feel like my adhd has never allowed me to pour even half as much care and attention into a ship as I'd have loved to when I had multiple ones at the same time per muse, so being able to focus on a single romantic dynamic per muse really feels like a weight off my shoulders

#* ooc. / posts. #I also know my adhd is all over the place so at times I may go a few months w/o bringing that specific muse (and thus ship) up #(unless you approach me in dms; in which case my mind typically instantly goes !!! on the muse & ship) #so I'm INCREDIBLY touched whenever my ship partners agree to be singleship w me. It's truly such an honor and blessing to me #and I feel like it's much easier for my muse to get very attached when their romantic attention only goes to a single person; #so you can best believe that from the moment we start shipping your portrayal will ALWAYS. and I mean /ALWAYS/ be intertwined with mine #doesn't matter if you drop the muse or leave tumblr or stop writing altogether. your muse will Always be my muse's special someone #I've had tons of ships where my partner disappeared off the face of the earth one day and yet all I've done was change 'singleship' #to 'noship' bc my muse's heart to this day (several irl years later) continues to be with their portrayal; REFUSING to look at anyone else #Granted this is also why I'm so picky with shipping; in the sense that I let my muse lead the way til they fall in love #and only THEN do I ask the mun if they're fine w our muses being a thing (and thus being singleship w me) #I used to say yes to people just asking to ship and while I know that's a neat option too; I simply. Cannot do that these days ADGHSAJDSDK #nothing against anyone nor against that route; but I've had a good share of ships that crumbled or made me lose muse bc my muse wasn't #feeling the ship. so I'm no longer going ahead unless the muse falls first and makes ME start shipping it rather than the other way around #and that decision has unironically made me feel so light and comfortable here AHDSAJDSKDJ #AH NEY WAYZ!! I need to be sedated bc why am I awake at 11 am. I HAVE NOT SLEPT.

[withacapitalp]

Here have a snippet of the next chapter for HTRAJ y'all :D I'm mid write and I'm vibin' with what I have so far

“He’s long gone, Eds. Can we go back inside now? It’s fucking freezing out here,” Gareth asked, rubbing at his bare arms and shivering as the frigid winter wind raced past them. Eddie could barely feel his own body, but he ignored both the cold and Gareth’s words, walking towards his van. 

Steve was there. He had to be. He had to be, or else Eddie was going to lose his mind worrying over what was probably nothing, and he might say something incredibly stupid when they actually found Steve, and that would ruin everything they had worked so hard to build.

Luckily for Eddie’s increasingly fragile heart and mind, he spotted a familiar pair of beat up old converse poking out, attached to dark wash jeans that he instantly recognized. Eddie practically melted in relief, jogging around to the other side, needing to see Steve’s face. 

He opened his mouth to spout off some stupid quip about dining and dashing, but he stopped short the second he saw Steve’s state. All of the relief instantly vanished, replaced by a bone deep dread that overtook Eddie’s entire being. 

Steve was sitting on the ground, his knees pulled close to his chest and his eyes staring firmly at the pavement. He was as still as a statue and just as silent, barely even blinking as he took shallow uneven breaths. Eddie could see him shaking from where he stood, trembling like a leaf in the wind as he continued to just stare at nothing. 

Something was wrong. 

#tw anxiety #tw panic attack #htraj #Steve joins hellfire au #just feeling like sharing a lil bit #lmao I told myself I wouldn't and I'll probably end up deleting these tags so like #feel free not to read these I'm being a little petty #if I had a nickle #For every time someone clearly took 'inspiration' from an idea of mine and basically blatantly just did their own version #And then pretended like they had never even seen my thing or barely even knew about it #I would have two nickles #and that's not a lot #but its WILD that it happened twice #the worst part is if they had just been honest and been like hey you inspired me w x y z so I decided I wanted to write my own! #I would LOVE it #I would reblog it chat with htem be friends #Instead I feel like someone took something I worked on and cared about and tried to steal it and pretend they didn't #y'all I adore hearing when people wrote something bc I wrote a fic that inspired them it's such a compliment #This just feels #uncomfortable #ANYWAYS that's Liam's lil rant in the tags today #Again if you have a problem pls just ignore this it's literally just me needing to verbalize how not okay about this I am

[luvrxbunny]

by clicking ‘keep reading’ you’re submitting yourself to the risk of shock from my thoughts. proceed with caution. and no judgment pls

okay so listen. listen i KNOW- i KNOWWW that oscar isaac’s wife (who i don’t hate only cus he loves her so much) but i KNOWWW— I KNOWWWWW SHES NOT FUCKING HIM AS MUCH AS SHE SHOULD

this man should be walking funny cus is cock is so sore. she should be all fucking over it. she should legally own it at this point. i would. he cock would somehow fuse with my pussy cus of how much he’s in there. it’d become part of his routine to the point where he has to factor sex with me into his schedule. he’ll have to plan his hours in a way that lets him take breaks from work just to fuck me because i’ve trained him to need it so bad.

i shouldn’t be seeing this man in public ever. his every moment should be with something on his dick cus he deserves it-

this goes for pedro too btw- he should be fucking left and right. women should be lining up to be his sidewalk but 🤷🏾‍♀️

these women don’t know how to act. like the fact that they have exes is insane. the fact that these women didn’t just like- idk chainthemupintheirbasements or something like that. like how did you let this man go roam the streets? RAAAAAHAHH

i cannot tell you something i wouldn’t give up for anything with these men.

omg take me to paris PLEASEE

they can literally abuse me all they want. i could literally be their trash slut as long as they give me attention omfggg

#im so high idk what i’m saying #i’m sure i have a point tho #ugh #these men have a hold on me like no other #pedro pascal #oscar isaac #jose pedro balmaceda pascal #oscar isaac hernandez estrada #high 🐇 #pedro pascal smut #oscar isaac smut #i feel weird writing this abt them cus they’re real people but ITS HOW I FEEL #IM JUST SHARING MY THOUGHTS IM NOT WEIRD #my thots #randoms w bun!!

[heartpascal]

i just wanted to share that someone i know found your spiderverse fic—i geeked!;!!:@! it was one of the highlights of my day, and we both enjoyed breaking down every nuance and still just appreciating your writing overall. i don’t think i’ll ever grow tired of your writing, new or otherwise, because they’re amazingly evocative. every time i read anything you produce, i’m just—as cliche as it is to say—blown away.

and ofc i hope you’ve been doing well 💗💗✊‼️‼️ remember to take care of yourself!!

oh my god ????????!!!!!! HELLO ????!!!! this is so fucking cool omg. i am currently screaming and crying this is insane to me!!! it’s still kind of surreal that people actually read my writing and for you guys to actually talk about it ???? im going to cry. you guys are too kind :’)

i am so so glad you have enjoyed :’) giving me motivation to write rn fr :’)

i hope you’re keeping well <3 thank you so so much for your message :’)

#heartpascal says #wnstice <3 #you guys breaking down and appreciating my writing is so <3333 AHHHH. #this might just be my favourite ask ever oml #i adore sharing fics w my friends and being able to talk about it #so finding out other people do that with MY FICS???? INSANE #i am so happy rn #:’)

[fluffbyday-smutbynight]

hot take: RPF is fine because whatever we assume we know about any given celebrity is just their public persona, not their private self. as it should

#this ofc given it's kept in fandom spaces and not shared w/ the involved people yadda yadda - that's not up for debate #but yes today i woke up and chose violence #i mean... i just read somewhere “not even historical rpf is ok 'cause they used to be real people” THEY'RE DEAD FFS #or even better - somewhere else: “you should ask for consent before writing rpf”... just. just imagine that. not creepy at all /s #plot twist: it's just a tactic to let any eventual anti-rpf weed themselves out while i sip my tea #shit fluffsmut says