AHHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL *collapses on the floor and dies* 🎉💗
(Have a Huskerdust animatic with overlord husk au ! Wooooo!!!11! I have come up with so much lore and story for this au during my creation of this animatic it’s insane, PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT IT !) I’m insane about them.
But now I have some notes about my feelings and progress of this animatic it’s a bit long but i would be great full if y’all read it.
Ok so my 1st fully fledged animatic has been very grueling but l've learnt so much with it
don't animate on procreate it's hell, and I need to find a better program to animate on (cause I wanna try and make more animatics in the future. Please suggest some apps to me )
I don't have to be as meticulous or nit picky about everything since it kinda makes my art look stiff and not dynamic like my sketches
Animatics CAN LOOK ROUGH (being rough doesn't make it bad, sometimes it makes it more fluid)
I really want to experiment with more dynamic camera shots and movement.
That being said I didn't want to switch up the style at the end of the animatic so I stuck with the stiff style, and this being my first actual long form animatic (not counting a couple of the more tiktok-esque Steddie ones | made) I'm still kinda proud??q!! Even though it's not how l imagined it to look like
TLDR: this is my first actual animatic, I have no animation background and don't know what I'm doing.
Nevertheless I'm so proud of what I made, but still wanna make more less refined animatics in the future, and I want to allow myself to play around with more movement
You know what would be tasty? Team Green Gay Ninjas “dying” and Bolas is out for Blood. Somebody finally manages to run into Bad and starts tearing into him for killing their friends and family, asking how he could do it, if he feels happy
And then Bad snaps back about how no, no he isn’t happy because thanks to him Forever and Bagi are dead
I posted this minor vent to twitter, too, but I definitely neglect my tumblr these days way more despite myself feeling the most comfortable here.
I’m really sorry for my inactivity, I tbh have hit the point where my mental health and anxiety have been fucking me over physically as well.
This is the 2nd day of insomnia keeping me up all night to the point where I finally dragged my iPad out to try to work, and then just being paralyzed with burnout.
I’m so sorry for not having new art or anything to show these days, my mental health has been in the shitter and I’m like… two years in, now, on trying to find any sort of medication that will actually work for me. So tired of this 💀
I’m going to *try* today. It’s 6 am and tbh I didn’t eat hardly anything these past two days because of lack of appetite, so I might do a sleepless Starbucks run, but yeah.
It’s been so hard for me lately, but I have no damn good reason as to why, and I’m sorry y’all.
Today was the last DND session for a three-year campaign and I am big sad :(
One of the players brought whiskey for a last toast, which was very kind of them. I had never had whiskey before. Turns out I do not like whiskey. Unsurprising.
what if Crowley gets ascended and they wipe his memory and he introduces himself to Aziraphale who is dying inside because he knows Crowley would never have done this if there was literally any other real choice . But Angel!Crowley is all peppy and cute like “hi! I’m Rory. Aurora if you want to be formal about it. Blurgh. Haha! Who are you? 😇”
having some Thoughts N Feelings abt elrond & elros + the historical practice of rulers taking children from the families of their tributaries or even their (nominal) allies as hostages
primarily that (1) the Politics of the Fëanorions having the heirs of Fingolfin AND Thingol AND All Three of the Three Houses as their hostages is like… soooo overlooked and underutilized in the fanworks I’ve seen
and (2) i think it would be rlly funny and also fucked-up if most elves are Totally Scandalized And Horrified by this Weird Human Behavior of “hostage-taking” if/when they see it happening in the second & third ages as human settlements & societies in M-E grow & develop, while Elrond is just like, “this is Normal, what are you Talking about”
hey man love ur stuff. i was wondering if youd considered posting some of ur art on ao3? ive seen more ppl doing that lately, since ao3 isnt gonna ban "adult content." id love to follow u on twitter but i had to quit using that god forsaken app awhile ago lmao
Hey!
I honestly don’t plan to do that, truth be told I was initially very hesitant to publicly link my ao3 to my art account at all tjfk writing is a skill I’ve only just started brushing up on (I’ve always done it, but never seriously and not with the intent of making stuff that was to be seen by the public, and definitely haven’t studied it the way I have art) and it’s taking me a bit, still, to not feel embarrassed enough by everything I put out to not even want my name on it. I’d rather keep my art and my writing separate! If I were to I would have to make an account specifically for that, but honestly, that would only come if I felt the need to archive my stuff and not actively partecipate in the community anymore? I don’t know how to explain it. Obviously I’m still gonna keep posting my stuff even if Twitter crumbles, I’m trying to find an equivalent alternative still, and I don’t blame anyone for wanting to leave that dumpster fire, I’m just the kind of person who’s very hesitant to leave a place once I’ve figured out how it works - I honestly don’t know where else to put my nsfw if it does crumble into dust, tho. I might start posting previews on Tumblr with links to privatter in that case (they say they don’t allow nsfw but until they actively come down and delete my posts themselves, honestly, I’m gonna treat it like it is ok. After all all my posts there come with a disclaimer warning about 18+ themes and every potential CW present in the image so, I don’t think there’s anything morally wrong with that.)? I think I’ll see about that once it really comes to it. Terribly sorry if that locks anyone out! For what it’s worth, the full pieces of my nsfw are still on privatter so if you can access them there they’re still gonna be available, and for regular art I have here, bluesky, and misskey. (And Instagram, though I try to be as non-controversial there as possible because I’m honestly kinda terrified of the large anti presence there hfjfkf, so I don’t post most of my ship art there.)
This really gets into my head canon, I was listening to this song like two days ago and this came into my head~ DID NOT THINK I WOULD DO IT ALL IN ONE DAY, ON PAPER THEN REDRAW ALL ON DIGITAL 😙😙👏🏻
But since Henry is a vegan but also he can go into animal form I had the idea that sometimes he eats the things he hunts/ catches. And he end up horrified when he gets out of animal form realizing what he’d done when he ‘lost his mind’ due to animal instinct. Pretty cool concept I came up with one hearing this wonderful song (That now I’m so sick of after listening to it for a full day straight.) ( don’t come for me I completely forgot that I normally have him with elf ears 💀💀 SOS BRO IM SO TIRED)