#I'm slightly afraid

[head-full-of-things]

You guys I'm finally gonna listen to the Midnights album for the first timeeeee

I delayed it for forever because I'm super busy with school and I knew that if I listened to it I would get caught in Taylor Feels(TM) and just scream lyrics and reconsider my life choices instead of studying. You might say 'Shir, you're reblogging Midnights gifs and lyrics all the time' and to that I say Yeah I love torturing myself apparently

Anyways time to see what it's all about

#I'm slightly afraid #and in awe #like before you enter a holy place #taylor swift #midnights #ts midnights

[kayleerowena]

THE WITCH'S WINGS & OTHER TERRIFYING TALES, an 'are you afraid of the dark?' graphic novel with three stories based on hispanic urban legends, comes out october 3rd 2023!!!

kick off the halloween season & ✨ preorder it now ✨ if fun, spooky middle-grade horror is your jam!

i'm so excited for people to get to read this book; everyone involved put so much love into it, and i can't wait to hear what people think once it's out in the world. to celebrate how close the release date is, here are a few preview pages from my segment of the book, the tale of the haunting of bus #13!

#are you afraid of the dark #are you afraid of the dark? #the witch's wings and other terrifying tales #ayaotd #horror art #middle grade horror #middle grade books #middle grade graphic novel #horror comics #horror graphic novel #tehlor kay mejia #junyi wu #alexis hernandez #justin hernandez #this is the first time a book with my name on the cover will be in actual bookstores and i may be losing my mind about it slightly #i'm very excited!!! i hope y'all love this book as much as i do!!!!!!

[vladdyissues]

Barely a few hours into April 3rd here in the USA and already Dannypocalypse is trending on Tumblr

#i'm impressed #and slightly afraid #danny phantom #dannypocalypse

[alllgator-blood]

What do you think of Leshycat?

Okay I'm gonna preface this with a screenshot:

These are my steam stats for the pc build of cotl (I have maybe 30-40 hours on switch). Been playing this game since around the time it came out, have 100%'d it with each new update, I'd say I'm pretty familiar with the setting and established lore. THAT SAID...

I DID NOT KNOW WTF LESHYCAT WAS TIL I GOT THIS MESSAGE. I felt insane actually because I kept seeing art of it and thought it was an elaborate prank? Or someone's oc that got popular?? I couldn't remember a single instance in-game of anything even hinting at this ship, so I literally could not fathom why people were shipping leshy with some random cat. WELL I finally did my own research. And then I rewatched the animation of leshy burning the steak, and was like "ah. I see."

So for my actual thoughts? Ummmmm I don't get it but I don't really get the other ships in this game either. I've seen a million different explanations and justifications for various ships, but I just personally like the thousand-year-angst and family drama and sibling chaos way more than I like pairing people up. My leshy is strictly aroace as well so I hadn't even considered drawing him in a relationship, he's too busy shoveling dirt into his mouth and contracting e. coli to be a responsible boyfriend :')

#was slightly afraid of getting an ask about my thoughts on pairings but I knew it'd happen eventually #ALL I'M GONNA SAY IS PLEASE NOBODY TRY TO CHANGE MY MIND #MY FEW RELATIONSHIPS IRL HAVE BEEN KINDA TRAUMATIC IN NATURE AND I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THAT IN MY ART LMAOO

[recurring-polynya]

hey guess what happened last week

#ONE. MILLION. WORDS. #it took me 5 years and 3 months #which is slightly longer than i expected but also i'm kind of amazed i did it at all #this is a tiny bit of a lie b/c i do have a small amount of duplication amount in my works #which is to say the fade-to-black version of portions for foxes and the first bits of the tattoo artist au that started out as shorts #on the other hand i still have another 50k of damage history on deck so it'll be legit soon enough anyway #i just wanted to see the odometer roll over!!!! #i feel like i should do something to celebrate this but i'm kind of an idiot right now and if i open requests i'm afraid i'll just blow it #on the other hand maybe getting other people to give me ideas is what i need #i don't knooooooooooooow i am still thinking about it

[queerdiazs]

tease tidbit tuesday 🫧

i have not stopped thinking of eddie thumping his head against the wall when buck and chris were talking about shannon, thank you very much. that felt very much like fanservice specifically for me lmao TIM MINEAR I'M IN YOUR WALLS BROTHER

anyway, have hoa eddie angst <3

He looks at Eddie. “Did you throw that at me?”  Eddie shakes his head so hard he sees stars. “No. I swear I didn’t.” He erases the distance between them. “God, let me—” “Don’t touch me,” Buck interrupts him, stepping away swiftly “I don’t want you to touch me.” 

tagged by @daffi-990, mwah

tagging @spagheddiediaz, @jeeyuns, @puppyboybuckley, @devirnis, @wikiangela, @watchyourbuck, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @underwater-ninja-13, @actualalligator, @exhuastedpigeon, @rogerzsteven, @honestlydarkprincess, and @monsterrae1 if any of you wanna share something!

#i'm so early for tag games for once i feel slightly put together and accomplished? #also pls don't be put off by this lil bit of angst smh it's not what u think + it's very much something that would happen to these 2 losers #because that's what they are! losers! #every single one of my wips is kicking my ass and i'm afraid i'm not gonna meet my 3 fics a month quota i set for myself but alas #i will survive? maybe? #tag games

[lupeloto]

galladrabbles "let me"

heyyy, it's @galladrabbles time with an amazinggg prompt from the lovely @ardent-fox !!!

this week's prompt is "let me" so allow me to present to you a smutty drabble, which is not my specialty so be gentle!!

_______ _______ _______

Ian’s hands are pressed firmly into the mattress, trapping Mickey's torso on either side as his lips travel all over Mickey’s thighs with sweet kisses and rough bites, inching closer and closer with each one.

Mickey winces as Ian hits his weak spot, his hands automatically shoot towards him, gripping his hair with a desperate intensity.

Ian halts, grabbing Mickey’s hands softly in his own before roughly shoving them above Mickey’s head where his fingertips lightly brush the headboard.

 “Let me,” he says in a hushed tone as he makes his way back, one hand placed firmly on Mickey’s wrists.

#me writing something slightly smutty? #scary stuff because i'm afraid of failing miserably but this was fun! #this is where my mind immediately went #my mind? in the gutter #galladrabbles #gallavich #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher

[kooldewd123]

wattrel evolving before fuecoco is such a good rugpull! fuecoco has such a clear path to skeledirge that he's honestly felt on the verge of evolution to me for like the past twenty episodes now, and especially so with all the development he's been getting recently (really, i expected fuecoco to evolve first out of any of the main cast's pokemon). meanwhile, wattrel hasn't really done much since he was caught, and it doesn't even feel like he's gotten as much screentime as hatenna or tinkatink, despite coming before both of them. but then they actually baked that discrepancy into wattrel's characterization! wattrel feels inferior to fuecoco for being unable to fully conquer his problems while fuecoco continues to make even greater progress. and so when wattrel is able to actually confront his fears head-on, the narrative rewards him with evolution, catapulting him ahead of fuecoco instead. it's a really good way to flip the script with a pokemon that's felt a bit neglected lately.

#i just hope they follow up by keeping kilowattrel on screen more like they do for hatenna and tinkatink #it kinda felt like they forgot about wattrel for a while there #whether or not it was intentional #and i'm slightly afraid of them pulling a journeys and trapping pokemon in their pokeballs once they fully evolve #pokemon #pokemon horizons #pokemon roy #wattrel #kilowattrel #koolmathgames.com

[ghetto-omega]

"Incredibly common white people space" is so true

Like no shade to white people fr but as someone who is poc, I'm always like- "man.. where's the bipoc 😭"

It doesn't make feel lonely but I'd definitely feel less? Alienated if there was more melanin in the both the misces and alterhu communities

Yes absolutely !! I'm still so afraid of talking about any serious experiences I've had as a black person on here, I just don't wanna be alienated anymore than I already am both IRL and online 😭🤚🏾 it's just the little things that make you feel estranged, like if I use a lot of AAVE in a post it never gets as much interaction as it would if I just talked "properly".

Like I'm already stepping so far out of my comfort zone just making my blackness known, and like.. kinda a central part of my blog !! I just really hope other POC/BIPOC take a little comfort in it maybe U⁠^⁠ｪ⁠^⁠U

Besides, I'm having a lot of fun here !! Even tho I have a couple miscecanis friends irl, they've never been really interested in the world building side of things so I'm glad I get to share it with people who DO care about that lol

Thanks for the ask anon, I love you I love you I love you U｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡U

#I'm also really afraid of getting my blog taken down BECAUSE im so open about being black #like I've heard of it happening to other people so hopefully i just stay tumblrs specialist little guy lol #slightly off topic but do you also feel kinda guilty being in this community sometimes? #like my ancestors didnt die just so i could say i wanna be owned by someone 😭 it feels so disrespectful #𑁍shut up shii𑁍 #miscecanis #misceanimalis #alterhuman #dog therian #therian #𑁍playdate𑁍 #if i can insert race into it im going to btw #after all the way ive been treated my entire life has been centered around race #one time a substitute teacher spelt my name with TWO Gs in it. GIRL WHAT ?!??? I WAS 5TH GRADER LIKE SERIOUSLY !!! #I went to a blackass school too #if you're the type of person who stops having fun when people bring up race you're NOT welcome on my blog btw

[crunchworldsupreme]

catch me doing dishes instead of my homework because I don't have to present my sink to the class.

#possibly maybe will be doing more crunch drawings again? #I have ideas for them all the time. I just don't get around to drawing them #really struggling with the mortifying ordeal of being known lately #like always for my whole life. but it's easy to ignore it when you're not trying to push past it #it's when you try to face a fear that it gets scary #I guess that means I'm doing something right #but holy shit I was literally sitting on the couch with my fucking heart pounding at the thought of sharing my next project with my class #even though it literally doesn't matter!! #but it's ever so slightly personal so I'm dreading it #and because I'm dreading it I'm not working on it #hhhhhhh #afraid to do a bad job so I'm not doing it at all #I can't even explain it #ms paint #crunchworld #mspaint

[asfodeltide]

hi i just want to say i love love love love your akira so much… seeing other ppl draw him fat/chubby makes me so happy and your art is so so gorgeous i just wanna stare forever Keep it up!!!

#persona 5 #ren amamiya #I haven't posted really... any of my art of Ren because I'm slightly afraid of people being weird about it but this made me so happy #I can count on one hand the people I know who draw him fat and they're all friends anyway. We need more people on this!!! #mine #asks

[blocksruinedme]

jimmy don't fucking ask us what you should do with scott

that's it, that's the post. (see today's ep)

#hello scott i know you're probably reading this #hope you're having a good day #keep up the good work #flower husbands #scott smajor #see i'm summoning you i'm not afraid #you liked ship art i got commissioned you're complicit #solidaritygaming #jimmy solidarity #solidarity gaming #empires shipping #shipping #empires s2 #yes i know i'm being slightly deranged in the tags

[thisbluespirit]

Matty Firman (Suzanna Hamilton) and Colin Beale (Jeremy Northam) in Wish Me Luck S1 (LWT 1988).

#wish me luck #gif #matty firman #colin beale #colin x matty #suzanna hamilton #jeremy northam #1980s #period drama #spies #wwii #kissing #slightly different version of them in this ep #because a) the colouring is so horrible and i keep trying to make it better #but i'm afraid the dvd is just like this #and b) they really are v cute in it and it's hard to leave out bits #(it means nothing tho! lol)

[strawberriivulpine]

for valentines day i think i'm gonna try and make these into keychains for me and @father-lance!! we're in a multifandom minecraft thing and that's where these slight design changes came from (like the ripped pants and the cat ears)!

they're matching. :) they're supposed to be holding hands...

its a VERY long story how this crackship kinda... ended up being a thing that we actually both really love? but long story short our gayness accidentally bled into when we were playing our characters and it just kinda... ended up being really cute!

they're not actually together in the rp HOWEVER this will not stop us from having it in our own noggins

#lego monkie kid #lmk fanart #strawberriart #lmk #lmk wukong #i am honest to god too afraid to tag the fear and hunger fandom bc #a. i know nothing about it #and b. i am so afraid of the reactions LMAO #but that's just cuz i'm terrified of posting art for fandoms i am not a part of #uhh just know that this guy's daan from fear and hunger (and hes slightly moonscorched) #also we call it vitamindshipping #since that's the vitamin that the sun gives and #daan's a doctor :) #so uhh #vitamindshipping

[jessicas-pi]

So This Was A Little More Angsty Than I Recalled...

We’re probably both going to be bruised black and blue by the time this is over, Ezra thinks, blocking a hard swing and throwing it right back. The sun was setting when they started, and it’s nearly dark now.

Sabine’s eyes glow too gold for comfort in the dusky night. Just like he has every day for the last month, he bites his tongue and holds back his questions.

Hera and Zeb won’t tell him about whatever happened to Sabine on Malachor, Kanan and Okadiah are as lost as Ezra is, and if Ahsoka knows anything, she’s not telling. When Ezra brought it up to Mom and Dad, they just told him to be there for Sabine.

He’s been trying.

Sabine has not been cooperating.

So after a month of being there with no success, Ezra gave up and decided that it was time for some non-optional friendship bonding time, but even his best efforts at finding a so-bad-it’s-good holofilm like they used to watch together, even after making some really good movie snacks, all for her, she sulked and complained the whole time, being so—so—infuriating that before he knew it, they were yelling in each others’ faces about tropes.

Ezra stopped yelling, stopped the film, took her by the arm, dragged her outside into the Atollon landscape, and said that they were going to beat the crap out of each other.

(For Mandalorians, sparring is training, recreation, and even courtship. He figured… maybe it would work as therapy, too?)

He doesn’t feel bad about throwing the first punch, because she hit back twice as hard. Ezra thinks his lip is split from a hard hit to the front of his helmet, and Sabine’s knuckles are scraped raw and bloody. They circle each other, slower now than when they started. Her hair has blown out of her braid and sticks to her face in the heat.

It’s a little bit pretty, but now definitely isn’t the right time to think about that.

Sabine rolls one shoulder—he thinks it’s where he landed a decent punch.

“Had enough, tin can?” she demands, but the tension has started to drain from her body and she sounds a little closer to playful than he thought she could ever be again.

“Not if you’ve still got that attitude, wizard girl.”

“You’re gonna regret that,” Sabine warns. She settles into a stance, rocking a little, coiled like a spring.

“Probably,” Ezra agrees.

She draws a breath, and Ezra must have blinked or something, because in the space of an instant, she’s flown at him. He can barely see her in the dark and even the night vision in his helmet doesn’t help.

But he has a split second of advantage. In pure chance, she overextends, and he slams into her, sending them both tumbling through the Atollon dust.

She’s up on her feet again right away—or at least she would be, but Ezra snags her wrist, and drags her back down, flipping over so she’s neatly pinned beneath him.

All he needs is a knife to hold to her throat and it would be a near-perfect replica of the scene in the holofilm that started their stupid fight in the first place.

Sabine doesn’t say anything. She just lies on her back in the dust, looking up at him with the eyes that always seemed to see through his mask, but now they don’t look like they’re seeing anything. He hopes she’s processing her emotions and not disassociating.

Ezra is about to move off of her when something catches his eye, and he brushes some of her hair away from her face. It clings—not with sweat, but with blood. There’s a cut on her cheek.

“Did I hurt you?” he breathes, not sure what he’s even saying, and he draws away.

Flying up, her hand seizes his wrist, gripping painfully tight, even as her sharpening gaze fixes right where his eyes would be.

Ezra swallows dryly. The look she gives him is making him feel a thousand things that he doesn’t really want to sort out, now or ever.

“Sabine?” he asks. “What…”

He trails off. Her thumb slides to the little space between his glove and his sleeve, pulling the cloth back. Never looking away from his face, she pulls his arm up and softly kisses the pulse of his wrist.

“You’re dangerous, Ezra,” she smiles, breath on his skin.

Then, like the Spectre she is, Sabine is gone.

#ezra and sabine: this is a perfectly normal way to handle our traumas and requited but unacknowledged feelings for each other! #yeah so Sabine still has trauma but it's DIFFERENT trauma so she's slightly better at admitting she has feelings #ezra on the other hand... #'don't be ridiculous i have no feelings whatsoever for sabine. sure i would die for her. that doesn't mean anything.' #(he's secretly afraid that his adoptive buire are still alive and will be not-mad-just-disappointed that he's crushing on a jedi) #but sabine isn't entirely emotionally healthy either and due to her Specific Trauma she tends to swing back and forth #between shutting down/completely ignoring him and basically saying to his face #that the only reason she hasn't pinned him to the wall ripped his helmet off and kissed him senseless is that she respects his creed #which; as you can imagine; is a little confusing for ezra! but it's okay he doesn't need answers this is fine he hAS NO FEELINGS #and okadiah (the only Emotionally Competent person on the Ghost) is watching them like #'i'm no therapist but if i may offer some advice—' #FUN FACT I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHO TO SWAP ZEB WITH #so he's a jedi and Fulcrum! and Ahsoka was a royal guard to the queen of Shili! #and chopper died instead of okadiah BUT he's a droid so they installed his memory in the Ghost and now he lives in the ceiling #until they can find him a new droid body #twin blades and beskar au #lifeswap au #sabezra

[coldbasementruins]

McDonald's employee Will absent-mindedly telling customer Nico "You will have a happy meal" in a commanding tone and panicking because he meant to say it as a question. Nico being intimidated and weirdly attracted to the cute cashier who's internally dying from embarrassment.

#nico “i like men who i'm slightly afraid of” di angelo #will experiences true pain #nico teases him about it after they start dating #“it's been 2 days since you last ate something” #“what should i eat? a happy meal?” #“that was 8 years ago when will you let it rest-” #Will Solace #Nico Di Angelo #solangelo #riordanverse #pjo #hoo #toa