#INSANITY DERANGEMENT LUNACY MADNESS AND MENTAL ILLNESS

[stormyoceans]

can you believe that js were sulking at each other before shooting LT? at least aof did us good and made them not only stop sulking but also that they couldn't stop kissing each other's cheeks after his pairing counseling

imagine you're p'aof. you are an esteemed and renowned director in the industry with years of experience behind you. you are ready to start the workshop for your new series when your two lead actors walk through the doors and tell you they are sulking at each other. they're not angry, because that would be too normal. no, they're SULKING. they both feel hurt and want the other to approach them to make things right but neither of them are quite ready to make the first move yet because they're afraid that, if they were to be honest, they'd lose their relationship. you know this because they ask you to mediate between them. so you, p'aof, renowned and esteemed director as we've previously established, sit them down and use your years of experience to help them open up and communicate honestly

by the end of it they're crying and hugging and kissing each other's on the cheek. they never quite stop doing it after that. you text your fellow friend and director who has previously worked with them on another project and ask him if that's normal. the answer you get is 'lol yeah they do be like that. good luck xoxo'. you decide to take a break from directing for the foreseeable future

P'AOF TRULY THE STRONGEST OF SOLDIERS I WOULDN'T HAVE COME OUT OF THAT WITH MY SANITY STILL INTACT TBH

#INSANITY DERANGEMENT LUNACY MADNESS AND MENTAL ILLNESS #MOSTLY MINE NGL #but also i feel like they were always used to kiss each other's cheek #because back during vice versa we saw jimmy kiss sea twice (once on his forehead and once on his cheek) #they were probably just more lowkey with it but after the couple counseling with p'aof they just said fuck it #this is how our friendship works deal with it #ANYWAY. sorry for the late reply anon!!!!! i hope you're having a wonderful day!!!!! 💜 #jimmysea #m: ask

[wulfhalls]

#third gif. im filing criminal charges against sam claflin hoemygodddddddd#camila: we chose each other :)))))))))#when ur so desperately achingly in love with ur girlfriend it might actually kill u so u choose to go back to ur wife :/#like if it takes that much out of u king.#also the its all a performance u know that!!!! sir u were alone in ur house touching foreheads telling her u want to be with her#if i knew my husband chose me after all the shit he pulled out of a mixture of a sense of obligation trying to proof to himself he is#not like his dad preserving the ideal image he hss of himself as a good man and being so in love with another woman he might just burn up#and die from it i would simply not choose him back#insanity lunacy madness derangement mental illness!!!!!!!!!!!

your tags!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REAL

will be seeing all of u in the lobotomy waiting room :))) girls day out <3

#asks #daisybilly #daisy jones and the six

[woundgallery]

from “Everywhere and Nowhere: A Journey Through Suicide” by Donald Antrim

When telling the story of my illness, I try not to speak about depression. A depression is a furrow, a valley, a sloping downward, and a return. Suicide, in my experience, is not that. I believe that suicide is a natural history, a disease process, not an act or a choice, a decision or a wish. I do not understand suicide as a response to pain, or as a message to the living. I do not think of suicide as the act, the death, the fall from a height or the trigger pulled. I see it as a long illness, an illness with origins in trauma and isolation, in deprivation of touch, in violence and neglect, in the loss of home and belonging. It is a disease of the body and the brain, if you make that distinction, a disease that kills over time. My dying, my suicide, lasted years, through hospitalizations, through more than fifty rounds of electroconvulsive therapy—once known as shock therapy—through recovery, relapse, and recovery. It can seem recent in memory, though at times it feels ancient, far removed, another lifetime, another life and my life...

I was not on the roof to jump. I was not there to kill myself. I was there to die, but dying was not a plan. I was not making decisions, choices, threats, or mistakes. I was, I think—looking back now—in acceptance. It was a relinquishing, though at the time I would not have been able to articulate it. I did not want to die, only felt that I would, or should, or must, and I had my pain and my reasons. If you have had this illness, then you’ve had your reasons; and maybe you’ve believed, or still believe, as I have, that it would be better for others, for all the people who have made the mistake of loving you, or who one day might, if you were gone.

Depression, hysteria, melancholia, nervousness, neurosis, neurasthenia, madness, lunacy, insanity, delirium, derangement, demonic possession, black humors, black bile, yellow bile, the black dog, the blues, the blue devils, a brown study, the vapors, a funk, a storm, the abyss, an inferno, Hell, a pain syndrome, stress, an anxiety disorder, lack of affect, an affective disorder, a mood disorder, panic, loneliness, bad wiring, a screw loose, a mercurial temperament, irritability, schizophrenia, unipolar disorder, bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, attention-deficit disorder, borderline personality disorder, laziness, pain, rumination, grief, mourning, malingering, unhappiness, hopelessness, sadness, low spirits, invalidism, despondency, dysthymia, detachment, disassociation, dementia praecox, neuralgia, fibromyalgia, oversensitivity, hypersensitivity, idiocy, an unsound mind, cowardice, obstinacy, apathy, recalcitrance, spleen, a broken heart, battle fatigue, shell shock, self-pity, self-indulgence, self-centeredness, weakness, withdrawal, distraction, distemper, a turn in the barrel, a break in a life narrative, bad thoughts, bad feelings, coming undone, coming apart, falling apart, falling to pieces, willfulness, defiance, thoughts of hurting oneself or others, the thousand-yard stare, craziness, rage, misery, mania, morbidity, genius, suicidality, suicidal ideation, aggression, regression, decompensation, drama, breakdown, crackup, catatonia, losing one’s mind, losing one’s shit, losing one’s way, wasting away, psychic disorganization, spiritual despair, shame, raving, the furies, a disease, an enigma, a tragedy, a curse, a sin, and, of course, psychosis—suicide, in the past and in our time, has been called many things. Whatever terms we use, whatever the specific nature of their origins and progress, our so-called mental illnesses are themselves traumatic and stigmatizing. They isolate us from others....

When I was a boy, in bed I brought the covers up to my chin, wrapped them tightly around me, and lay without moving. I held my arms close to my sides, or crossed over my chest. I gazed up at my model airplanes, moonlit, hanging by threads from the ceiling. My chest, my body, felt tight, tight in the sense of a contraction, but also tight in the sense of being bound and squeezed. I remember that I felt paralyzed, or not exactly that, though something like that. I wasn’t paralyzed. It was just safer to lie still. Nonetheless, I shook, though not in a way that you’d notice—it was more of a hum. I felt numb yet in pain, and breathed shallow breaths, restrained.

Even now, at sixty, if I cry hard I will be frightened, and you may find me in a corner, crouching, turned toward the wall, my hands raised to protect my face. I will sob and shake, and make myself small, and beg, Please, go away. I will not be able to look at you. If you touch me, I will scream in pain and run from the room. Why can’t you see that it would be better for you without me? If any single feeling has defined my life, it is the feeling, more an awareness than a thought, that only lonely rooms are safe. This is how I feel and imagine shame, not as guilt or regret or remorse, not as some particular emotion or amalgam of emotions, but as a basic provision, abjection, the condition of those who have been cast out, neglected, harmed.

#donald antrim #depression #suicide #literature #essay #nonfiction #mental illness #words

[dreams-and-daringsecrets]

Fanders theory

Theory...Logan's dark side could be insanity (possibly his dark side within himself. Kinda like Virgil is anxiety but probably was Paranoia.) Completely logical vs. illogical Insanity= the state of being seriously mentally ill; madness. synonyms: mental illness, mental disorder, mental derangement, madness, insaneness, dementia, dementedness, lunacy, instability, unsoundness of mind, loss of reason; More extreme foolishness or irrationality. plural noun: insanities synonyms: folly, foolishness, foolhardiness, idiocy, stupidity, imbecility, asininity, lunacy, madness, silliness, senselessness, brainlessness, thoughtlessness, irrationality, illogicality, absurdity, ludicrousness, ridiculousness;

#sanders side #sanders sides #logan sanders

[dafted-bitch]

ma·ni·a

/ˈmānēə/

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noun

mental illness marked by periods of great excitement or euphoria, delusions, and overactivity.

synonyms: madness, derangement, dementia, insanity, lunacy, dementedness, psychosis, schizophrenia, mental illness, delirium, frenzy, hysteria, raving, violence, wildness

"she suffered from fits of mania"

#bipolardisorder #sadgirlsclub

[odeith-graffiti-rider]

dementia dɪˈmɛnʃə/ nounMEDICINE a chronic or persistent disorder of the mental processes caused by brain disease or injury and marked by memory disorders, personality changes, and impaired reasoning. synonyms: mental illness, madness, insanity, derangement, lunacy; / on Instagram http://ift.tt/2jh2VCQ

#IFTTT #Instagram

[every-fandom-scythemeister]

mad·nessˈ

/madnəs/

noun

the state of being mentally ill, especially severely.synonyms:insanity, mental illness, dementia, derangement; More extremely foolish behavior.plural noun: madnesses"it is madness to allow children to roam around after dark"synonyms:folly, foolishness, idiocy, stupidity, insanity, lunacy, silliness;informalcraziness"it would be madness to do otherwise"

#soul eater #anime #manga #stein #dr stein #Professor Stein #Franken Stein #dr franken stein

[ao3feed-ryden]

Dementia

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by timetodanceryan

de·men·tia /dəˈmen(t)SH(ē)ə/ noun: dementia

a chronic or persistent disorder of the mental processes caused by brain disease or injury and marked by memory disorders, personality changes, and impaired reasoning. synonyms: mental illness, madness, insanity, derangement, lunacy

Words: 2353, Chapters: 13/13, Language: English

Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: M/M

Characters: Brendon Urie, Ryan Ross

Relationships: Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie

Additional Tags: Dementia, Angst

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#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #ryden #brendon urie #ryan ross #slash #ryan/brendon #panic! at the disco #ao

[ozkamal]

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[stormyoceans]

ON EPISODE 3????????????? MADNESS INSANITY CRAZINESS DERANGEMENT LUNACY MENTAL ILLNESS

#I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE LIKE EPISODE 6 WHAT THE HELL IS GONNA HAPPEN UNTIL SONGKHLA #IF ANYONE NEEDS ME I'LL BE CLINICALLY DEAD UNTIL NEXT FRIDAY #monica watches last twilight

[kcvantagepoint]

Dementia Facts

dementiadɪˈmɛnʃə/

noun

MEDICINE

a chronic or persistent disorder of the mental processes caused by brain disease or injury and marked by memory disorders, personality changes, and impaired reasoning.synonyms:mental illness, madness, insanity, derangement, lunacy; More