#LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER HERE

[jo-gakky]

(uuuuh oc x canon? ahead-) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!

I HATE THEM I HATE THEM ALL!!! GRRR!!!

#sona #LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER HERE #I HATE HOMESTUCK #FUCK THIS SHIT #I HATE IT #AAAAAAA #homestuck #ampora #captor

[buckieduckie2]

PSA- Not a St3ddie Shipper (no hate ig if u are)

i made a stupid little silly comment on a post about how byler wasnt queerbait and yes omg thats so real yeah okay but so in the reblog i was like "if anything was queerbaiting it was steddie 🤭🤭🤭" and okay but i didnt manage to put the SECOND part of that thought which wouldve been "yeah but it wasnt even queerbaiting lmfao" because I DONT SHIP STEDDIE so obviously NEVER IN MY LIFE have i ever believed they were CANON and yeah i know it was a stupid comment to make in the first place cause yeah now that i think about that most people wouldnt have read it the way i intended because unfortunately people cant read my mind so yeah most people would read it the wrong way BUT DO THE EMOJIS MEAN NOTHING TO YOU 🥺🥺🥺 DO THEY MEAN NOTHING???? aughAUHDFJHDJFH I CANT HAVE PEOPLE GOING AROUND THINKING THAT I SHIP STEDDIE AND THINK THEYRE ENDGAME NOOOO THAT CANT HAPPEN 😟 CAUSE THE OP MADE A POST MENTIONING MY COMMENT AND HOW STUPID THEY THOUGHT IT WAS 😭 AND THEN THEY ASKED IF I "HAD EVEN BEEN WATCHING THE SAME FUCKING SHOW AS THEM"- YES BITCH 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 I WATCHED THE EXACT SAME FUCKING SHOW AS YOU 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 I DONT SHIP STEDDIE I DONT SHIP STEDDIE I DONT- sorry steddie shippers this probably sounds really rude what i SHOULD be saying is I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME I OBVIOUSLY DO NOT BELIEVE IN STEDDIE ENDGAME NNRHEHRJHRJJJHHH

#LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER HERE #THE OP DIDNT EVEN MENTION ME #BUT #THEY KNOW WHO IIII AM #THAT SCARES ME #THEY KNOW WHO I AM #AHJDHFJ #NOO #BYLER

[starlightkun]

nobody warned me that a side effect of adderall was having the irrational urge to throw away every single thing you own and completely reset ur life bc it's just too much. and also being a little bit really fucking angry all the time. but only a little. but also if somebody looks at me wrong i'm going to snap. and also i need to get all of this shit out of my house i cannot deal with it i can't even clean it i just need to throw everything out it's too much it's too much ahhhhhhhhh

#losing my fucking mind over here #also people were pissing me off at work today #i hate when other people are fucking stupid and completely misunderstand the most basic thing ever and then turn around and #make it look like i did something wrong and am the stupid person who is competent at my job #when like. NO YOU JUST CANT FUCKING READ AND ALSO I ALREADY ANSWERED YOUR QUESTION TEN GODDAMN TIMES #like they have the fucking reading comprehension of a worm and then have the audacity to act like i messed something up #me: very carefully checking and double-checking with my attorney to make sure i don't break the court's sequestration rule #this other person: JUST INCLUDES THE PEOPLE THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO NOT BE ON THE EMAIL ON SAID EMAIL AND PROCEEDS TO #DIRECTLY SAY “MEL PLEASE INCLUDE ALL PARTIES ON FUTURE EMAILS” #god i almost quit on the fucking spot #still seething with rage #talk #text #mine #not nct #ignore.mel #and like. there's a lot more cleaning i wanted to do this weekend that i just. couldn't start #bc i just froze up looking at all the Crap that i have #and i jsut want to throw it all out throw it all out throw it all out like just get rid of everything i own actually #feel like im going to rip my hair out rn frfr #anyway going to listen to some music very loudly stare at my ceiling and hopefully eventually go to sleep

[natterghast]

my friend: zelman's a dilf

me: no, he — he doesn't even have dilf energy

them: yeah but ( their oc ) would call him daddy, so he's a dilf

me:

#out of character ; #| everything that i lose gets found again. and dusts itself off clean ; zalman | #losing my fucking MIND over here #suggestive tag !

[catbureau]

#LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER HERE

[nopointic]

the way Alucard came out with no titties showing... HE MEANT FUCKING BUSINESS LADS! A BAD BITCH HAD TO PUT ON HIGH IMPACT SPORTS BRA FOR THEM THANGS TO BE STILL. BITCH YOU BETTA WERK!

MOTHER CAME AND SERVED IN A SUIT AND FUCKIN TIE.

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#Alucard #castlevania #castlevania nocturne #the way i'm losing my absolute fucking mind over here

[actual-changeling]

Family breakfasts with Tommy have become somewhat of a routine.

He comes over on the days Maria leaves for her work early (which is more often than not), eats her granola and drinks Joel's coffee, and they talk about whatever they feel like, though Ellie loves asking him about his recent patrols. She kicks her feet up into Joel's lap and draws it out as long as she can before sprinting all the way to school, but it's worth it if it means just one more story.

Today, though, she's late. Really fucking late. It's not her fault she got a bit distracted by the new book Tommy had brought her last afternoon (it's about SPACE Joel, that trumps school and sleep by a mile), but now she had about five minutes to get out of the house and into the classroom. Ellie barrels down the stairs, bag slung over her shoulder, and has to catch herself on the banister to not slip on the floor once she jumps over the last few steps

"Careful, baby," Joel calls over, worriedly watching her put on her shoes while standing on one leg, jumping to keep her balance. Tommy, on the other hand, looks majorly amused, and she can hear him chuckle.

"Yeah, yeah, old man, I can keep my balance just fine."

She ties her laces so she doesn't trip once she starts running and is about to leave when Joel whistles to call her back.

"Breakfast, Ellie."

Fucking Joel and his stupid rules, but Ellie spins on the spot and uses the kitchen door frame to propel herself toward the counter and pick up two apples for later, stuffing them into her bag with a happy? thrown over her shoulder.

"Mh, have a nice day at school, kiddo," he tries to sound all parental, but she can hear the softness bleeding through and just knows he's holding back a grin. Ellie crosses the distance between them with two big steps and slings her arms around his neck, allowing herself the luxury of melting against him for a few precious seconds when he gently rubs his thumbs over her wrists and lifts her clasped hands to press a kiss to her knuckles.

With a heavy sigh and a silent fuck you to whoever invented math, she pulls back, but not without pressing a kiss to Joel's cheek, basking in the smile he gives her; it's so easy to make him happy, and she does it as much as she can.

Ellie can feel Tommy's eyes on them, he always watches them with a gleeful mixture of amusement and affection, and over the last year, he has settled into the warm parts of her heart, too. He is right between her and the door, sipping on his coffee, so, really, it's not even a conscious choice, more of a reflex.

Her hand comes down on the table when she steps toward the front door and away from Joel, balancing herself so she can lean around the back of his chair and press a quick kiss to his cheek, too. Ellie bites back the small laugh bubbling up when she sees the expression on his face, mouth slightly open, eyes seeking help from Joel, who simply shrugs and picks up his cup again.

Another minute ticks by on the kitchen clock, and she is finally on her way out, the goodbye she yells at them cut off when the front door slams close behind her.

-

("What the hell was that?"

"She is laying her claim on you."

"Whatever that means, Joel, she's your kid, not mine."

"Better get ready to give up your personal space and half your closet."

"My clothes, really?"

"You never know what she might do next, prepare for the worst."

"Are you sure she's not yours? 'Cause this sounds oddly familiar."

"Oh, she is, she just found me all on her own."

"Glad she did, haven't seen you smile like that in twenty years."

"Give it a week and I'll tell you the same thing.")

#alex writes tlou #the last of us #tlou #joel and ellie #ellie and tommy #ellie williams #joel miller #tommy miller #miller family #ficlet #losing my fucking mind here guys #have some breakfast fluff written over breakfast #uncle tommy #we're really in it now guys there's no coming back from this new obsession #writing ellie this happy is still weird but i like it it suits her #it suits ALL of them #i might torture them a lot but boy they deserve this

[frnkiebby]

his fuckin face~🎃

#the rest of the day is gonna be a Frank’s Tummy dedication day #bc fucking christ #i am so here for it #and him #kinda specifically his tummy today though #bc i’m queuing and losing my goddamn mind over him rn #Frank’s Tummy #frnkiebby #frank iero #mcr #frnkiero #frnkie #mcrmy #mcr5 #my chemical romance #my chem #ilhsm

[ch-am]

they had no right making him this babygirl after such a traumatic experience

#sorry i never got over the ova why did dthey FUCKING DO THAT TO HIM ON HIS VACATION #[turns around and #[redacted] #turns back around and there is a puddle of viscera behind me] #[i smile and there is gore between my teeth] come here reigen #mp100 #im losing my mind

[stuckinapril]

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#I’m only very rarely inclined to get this intimate w my thoughts so I might as well say it NOW butttt I will never not see the dead children #In everything I do #Like legit #I’ve read up on Hind so extensively and seen so many photos of her #And I have a very healthy relationship w the popular Palestinian journalists so she’s not my blorbo or anything #But hearing that memo destroyed me bc bisan is only 23 and she seemed so vivacious #Idk like I do normal people things I can’t just pause on my life #But idk how it feels like to sit at a boba place and enjoy my pearl milk tea w my friends #While the horrors over there don’t just lurk the back of my mind. I do normal things and I’m guilty for having the luxury #And as an Iraqi girl I’m living in the literal ideal timeline #Where my mom decided to immigrate to the us and that’s why I’m here living a normal life like everyone else #It’s like in a different world if I were born in a different time it could’ve so easily been me. I’m one of the Lucky Ones idk #It’s not survivor’s guilt bc it’s not like I had to survive anything like I never had the chance to live in Iraq or anything #But like. If some things had fallen just a little differently #And I keep thinking about how I’d feel if it were happening to Iraq and people behaved the way they’re doing to Palestinians #I’d be so mad #And some people on here are dealing w assholes while bursting at the seams w grief #For losing their loved ones #This is why I’m so fucking angry at anyone who’s complicit #This was a major tangent but basically I feel weird about doing normal things now while simultaneously knowing I can’t just sit and wallow #And watch life pass by as if it’ll do anything #Misery is not a home but I’m struggling to be 100% normal #And I think that this tonal dissonance is reflecting on my blog too bc I can’t go back to just #Posting about all the other normal things I used to. Like I want to but sometimes I feel off. #Is this anything. I haven’t slept all night #I can’t just allow myself to lose interest in everything I used to like and be and just fade away but maybe it’s about accepting that this #Will also always be a part of me now. It’s that awareness that shadows everything I do #or maybe I need a therapist it’s a toss up #I’ll probably feel better once I get my day started but this was cathartic to voice I think #p

[dark-twist-fairytales]

If you're trying to figure out what tone sun-kissed is (because its a skin state rather), look. at. olive. skin. tones.

It might be exactly what you're looking for. I know it sounds like a very common thing, but:

'Tan' is a skin state. 'Sun-kissed' is a skin state. 'Olive' is a skin tone.

This is not meant as passive aggressive. I'm angry at myself for how much research I had to do to figure out this is what I've been looking for. Nothing else has been able to point out that skin states can/will be confused with skin tones.

#im not saying this because other people are idiots #im saying this because IM an idiot #AND SEARCHING FOR IT DOES NOT GIVE YOU GOOD ANSWERS #trying to find a common ground between 'describe white skin' and 'describe brown skin' has been a fucking pain #im trying so fucking badly to find the MIDDLE GROUND the MIDDLE TONES #anyways. im trying not to lose my mind over here trying to describe skin tones. #fucking christ. #IF ANYONE HAS A GOOD LIST OF SKIN TONES I WILL BE FOREVER GRATEFUL IF YOU COULD PROVIDE A LINK

[dollypopup]

y'all can all cancel me (again) for this, but if there's even a SHRED of 'who should I pick?' from Penelope in season 3, I am tuning out SO fast because like. . .sorry not sorry, there IS no choice. Debling is some crusty OC suitor she barely even knows and Colin is a man who she has been so supposedly in love with to the point where she'd ruin her entire family's reputation to have a potential love story with him. Penelope and Colin have background, years of knowing each other, intimacy that few people in the Ton can boast of having (letters, conversations about purpose, fights and arguments and makeups) and her and Debling have. . .a dance or two at a ball because he's a rebound for Penelope's broken heart. he means nothing. he has no nuance, he has no weight to the story, he is such an afterthought to me. either I wanna see Penelope going 'you know what? I don't even LIKE this dude. he's. . .fine, but I don't care about him even a shred as much as I care about Colin' or the INSTANT Colin's like 'you know what? we should get married' if it's not an immediate 'say less, you're already my husband, try returning me without the receipt, Debling whomst?' then I don't want it!

like. . .it's just so frustrating to see all the 'I hope Debling sweeps her off her feet and she rejects Colin's proposal and she makes him work for it and and and-' nonsense from the fandom and it's always tagged and no matter how many times I block it, it just keeps popping up. I go into the Polin tag for POLIN. I don't give a SHIT about a male love interest other than Colin. Not one. Not a shred. Not an iota.

and also. . .Debling has the 'benefit' of not having depth, or character traits, or HISTORY, so peeps can project onto him however they want, but I'm calling it now, there is NOTHING he could do or be that would make me like him more than Colin. Colin will always hit different, and I will always love him more. and if Pen's not on that same page? lol bye

you want me to believe Penelope and Colin are soulmates and it's romance for her to hem and haw about how difficult a decision it is for her to marry a stranger who knows barely anything about her. . .

when Marina was out here dropping banger lines like 'You were the only man with which I could see myself being happy' and 'I do not care about any of these men, where is Colin?'? like hello??? and she wasn't even fully in love with him!!!! but we'll demonize her until the cows come home in our fandom and make her the villain in Polin's love story for DARING to get in between Polin, yet Debling, a white man, is a darling dear perfect prince for getting in between Polin? existing in our fandom solely so Penelope can be like 'lol, Colin ain't shit, let me entertain any and everyone else'?

if that's the direction it goes then, ten toes down and on my mama, she doesn't deserve Colin and she can move because I'm on my way to court him my damn self

and that's that on that

#you know what? lol it's been a bit since i've posted a controversial opinion #tagging it #polin #sorry not sorry i ship polin. . .so i wanna see. . .polin. . .and i'm getting damn sick and tired #of all the bullshit pen/oc pen/other dude theories and stories in the polin tag #and i don't want polin to lose screentime over a frankly bleh male oc #you can't change my mind #if i don't see at least marina's 'you've seen him with the little bridgertons!' level of squee and 'i only want to talk to colin' #levels of devotion then i don't fucking WANT IT!!!!! #yeah definitely try out the marriage market #realize that NO ONE has a good time on the marriage market #try to get over him w/ whomstever #but then be like 'i don't even LIKE this dude where's colin i miss him' about it!!!!! #because otherwise i am not here #i am asleep #and i am courting colin in your place pen #i'm coming for your man #anti debling #if debling has 100 haters i am one of them if he has 10 haters i'm one of them if he has 1 hater i am the hater if he has 0 haters i'm dead #it's incredibly obvious that 'pebling' is half rooted in a revenge storyline fueled by anger at Colin and his complexity #and half a projection of wanting Penelope to have 'choices' because she is a representation and manifestation of the fans themselves #and so people think an OC that can be 'perfect' for them- whoops I mean Pen (because he doesn't have any real depth or interest) #he's a cardboard cutout we can throw whatever you want onto #so we can make him 'perfect' instead of the much more meaningful storyline of pen and colin both being messy and loving each other more #and part of it is bitterness over Polin not being insta-love #which. . .if it was i wouldn't like them as much as i do #anyways y'all ain't slick #and it's fucking WEIRD to be in a fandom that's like 'i ship this couple but i hope she gets with ANYONE else' #maybe you. . .don't ship the couple?? #like. . .to the point of wanting her necklace to be from debling. . .and her wearing it everywhere??? WHAT??

[extreme-neutral]

Kids, it’s getting colder outside. Remember to stay warm in your cosiest body when you go to sleep!

Illustrations for Body Possession For Kids was brought to you by This Picrew

#Body Possession For Kids #yes. im losing my fucking mind over here #I drown my madness in cuteness #see you the fuck around #🫡 #fhr #Cyrus Becker #puppet #Eden #picrew #Don’t wait for my invitation #you like it? make a version with your steppies #god knows I love to see them

[missmaywemeetagain]

We have to talk about this…

Can you IMAGINE what it must have been like to be an Elvis fan in 1960? Like there was basically a two year content drought and then he comes back looking like THIS??

And THIS?

AND THIS???

AND OF COURSE THIS

LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, SIR?

Just imagine…

And THEN he has the utter AUDACITY to record Elvis is Back.

Which includes this, with its OBSCENE ending:

And of course this eargasm of a classic:

And THIS, which currently has me in a chokehold:

But NO, that was not enough for our man, no sir. He ALSO had to go on the Frank Sinatra show! Looking like THIS!

And THEN, as if the women of America hadn’t already collapsed from these earth-shattering moments, he goes and does G. I. Blues!

And don’t even get me started with Flaming Star or Wild in the Country!! I’ve reached the image limit for this post already!!

I just…like it would’ve been SO MUCH. I mean, we are more used to the overwhelming Elvis content today and STILL cannot handle it, but just IMAGINE being in 1960 and dealing with this in real time.

Elvis is Back, indeed.

(Thanks to @powerofelvis for indulging these ideas of mine this morning)

#like jesus fucking christ #is this how I’m starting my weekend? yes. #elvis presley #elvis #if you’re looking for trouble #you came to the right place #elvis 2022 #elvis movie #elvis presley x reader #austin butler elvis #elvis 1960 #g.i. blues #elvis is back #sexy elvis songs #post army elvis #losing my mind over here it’s fine #Spotify

[vexillologyisenjoyable]

losing my mind right now because of what Vic said at the end of breaking news

#Breaking news #not even going to spoil it #GO WATCH IT PLEASE IM LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE PEOPLE #oh my fucking god I am losing my shit over this I need to calm down

[unhinged-nymph]

So you're telling me that in the last MONTH alone we've gotten:

them bringing up 69ing in the nap video

several instances of "old married couple" and "i love you" in high profile interviews

rhett bringing up the fact that he has certainly NOT put link's dick in his mouth during the howie podcast

rhett bringing up that he overheard link having sex and then proceeded to have wild sex with his wife (his words not mine), and then the following night acknowledged that he was having sex in the same bed that Link did 24 hours prior and that it made them "closer" and that he wants to "return the favor" in the future

link not just sitting on rhett's lap but literally wedging his butt between rhett's thighs

rhett calling link daddy several times

some of those times being while link is bending him over a chair to spank him

them forcing the bit that their "outfits" were 69ing

and not to mention the abundance of longing stares and touches and all the other gay shit they normally do

edit: also forgot to include the merch with frog and toad and babalink??

how am i supposed to even begin to process this information ? literally what is going on lol

#also them watching their literal blossoming love story via all the throwback content they've been posting on the society #and them going to an event in fucking makeup #and i'm sure i'm missing a bunch of other stuff too #because there's simply TOO MUCH #i can't even keep up #it's a full time job keeping up with these queer ass antics #and don't even get me started on all the soft coming outs that link has done since gme #wild times over here in rhinkdom #personally i'm losing my fucking mind #but it's fun i guess lmaooo #rhink