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9franklin3 · 5 months
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may12324 · 6 months
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this is your reminder to give Shadowheart all the pretty armor
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a-fix-of-muses · 1 month
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Currently Listening To: "Gravity (Manila Killa & MYRNE Remix)" by Lastlings, Manila Killa, MYRNE
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theda-rison · 3 months
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Whelp… guess who the fuck is back.
(It's me. I’m back.)
I had wanted to do these all last year, but my brain was still recovering from being used as a punching back all the end of 2022 (I’ve said it before, but I was teaching 3 classes, and the workload of all of them together was like asking to be buried in things to grade. I had to drop one of my dnd games so I had the extra four hours on a Sunday, it was horrible.)
So… to get back into making a playlist for each month, I’m starting by retreading Love is a Warm Raygun; the first one I did. I still listen to that one a lot lol.
Because that one was inspired by Bad Love and had two Key songs and two Ateez songs, this one was inspired by Cyberpunk and has two Ateez Songs and two Dreamcatcher songs. 
So, that means more synthy, poppy goodness!
PS: Mild warnings for Pixy - Moonlight and Milkblood - Run Thru Me, because the MVs have logo sounds at the beginning/a sketch at the end and they're kind of startling/annoying. Mild content warning for the Tanerélle - Continuum video, as she’s in a bikini dancing in a little bit of a sexy way (it's age restricted, but I didn't want to use an upload from not her since I want her to get the views. You'll just have to go to yt and watch it, I guess 🙄). I was trying to just use album uploads for everything, but none of these songs didn’t had them 🙄🙄.
Silver Cyber Dreams
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Here’s the tracklist:
Silver Light - ATEEZ Can’t Stop Falling In Love - WOLFCUB Higher feat. Lost Boy - MYRNE Visions - So Below Stream of Consciousness - Sølv Continuum - Tanerélle Sleep-walking - Dreamcatcher Moonlight - PIXY Cyberpunk - ATEEZ Judgement - Kensuke Ushio Silent Night - Dreamcatcher
(I might do another playlist of instrumentals I found while looking for songs for this. I found SO many but I wanted songs with words-- at least mostly.)
Also, I love how I wanted these to be Monthly Monday Mixtapes again, and I'm updating this on Tuesday 🙄🙄🙄 great start lol.
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glassefactory · 1 year
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gift-of-orzhova · 1 year
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The vocal in this is so good
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ragerobot · 2 years
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"Splinter" by MYRNE & salem ilese
“Splinter” by MYRNE & salem ilese
It’s not often that we find a song that makes us stop what we’re doing and look down to see who it’s by but today, “Splinter” by MYRNE & salem ilese did just that and in a big way! “Splinter” will capture your attention with an easy-going vibe on the beat that is held down to no end by infectious vocals. The record is ambient, progressive, and topped off by an unforgettable chorus that will ring…
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myrcenart · 2 months
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the-punforgiven · 8 months
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I'm so deeply conflicted I love giving my ocs masks and armor and I love love love the mystery and anonimity of never revealing their face and leaving it uncertain if they even have a body under there at all but I am also deeply afraid people will imagine my ocs as shrink-wrapped bodybuilder muscle men if I let them stay armored 100% of the time
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if john and myrna don't kiss before the end of the series i'm throwing stephen merchant in the avon
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word-wytch · 1 year
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Don't Stand So Close To Me — Chapter 11
Eddie x Teacher!Reader
Chapter 11/? 5.2k. Series Masterlist
✏︎ Parent teacher conferences and long forgotten stories uncover worlds beneath.
✏︎ Series Summary: Forced to move back home to Hawkins after your fiancé cheats on you, you begin to fall in love again with an audacious 20 year old metalhead, only there’s one problem — he’s still in high school and you’re his English teacher.
While you struggle starting over in a place you never thought you would return, Eddie struggles feeling stuck in a place he can’t manage to leave — until you offer to help him. Of all the lessons learned, the most important are the ones you teach each other.
✏︎ Series CW: forbidden romance, slow burn, true love, smut (18+ mdni), internal conflict, student-teacher relationship, 10 year age gap, mutual pining, sexual tension, emotions, drama, angst, character development, happy ending :)
Chapter warnings: stories within stories, high fantasy, discussion of childhood hardship, implied spousal abuse, parent death mention, drug use mention, heavy angst
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Friday, November 15th 1985
Eddie was lost in another world.
He was floating actually. High above the clouds, not that he could see them. He wished he could but the empty crate he had stolen away in was the only thing shielding him from the suspicious eyes of the merchants aboard the zeppelin. His heart pounded as the wind carried him further than he’d ever been from the only place he’d ever known — the isolated Cloud Kingdom of Myrne. High atop a mountain range. A city of gold, gleaming like a beacon in the sun.
His back ached against the stiff wood rocking him like a cradle. He was lucky to be small enough to fit. Lucky that he had just enough space to shed his silk coat to use as padding. If he laid just right he could even stretch his legs toward the ceiling to relieve the cramps that threatened his claves. 
He would have to ration the dried boar’s meat and meager flask of water that he’d stashed away in his knapsack. There wasn’t space for very much, and he needed the precious real estate for not only clothing, but the jars of herbs and poultices to stave off the illnesses he was so susceptible to. 
That was why he — or, Lady Cybelle rather, ended up here in the first place. See, there was something she needed from the world beneath. Desperately. Her brother did anyway. A rare, translucent plant called a ghostfern found only in the depths of certain caves. It was a known cure for his equally rare illness, or at least that’s what she read during her herbalism studies. Much like Eddie, all she knew of the world beneath was what she read about.
Cybelle begged the high council to send for it. To send scouts to collect it. But they refused, unwilling to risk the safety of the collective for the life of just one. There was always a risk involved in the leaving and returning of Myrnish people. A risk to contract and spread more illness that threatened the lives of them all.
Cybelle was crafty though, and equally determined. She’d fashioned a mask out of moth silk with a pocket for illness-staving herbs. She would need it when the zeppelin finally landed in Torgaard. When she figured her way out of this crate without being spotted. When she set foot, for the first time, on the land she only caught a glimpse of when the clouds beneath her parted.
Eddie had grown rather fond of Cybelle. He’d been spending every evening with her since Wednesday. Ever since you handed him your world in a black three ring binder — Worlds Beneath.
It was intimate, reading your work. As if he could read between the lines and observe the way your mind worked. The way your phrasing flowed. Your choice of words. As if part of you was there within the pages. The hidden part of you.
He didn’t know what he was expecting, but he was as captivated as he was impressed. He supposed after watching you analyze literature on a daily basis that it would be more… literary. More serious. Less fantastical. But this was beyond anything he could have anticipated.
There was a secret world in you. He would catch glimpses of it sometimes when you laughed. It would peek around the mask you wore like a curious child when he talked about elves and magic. He could hear its quiet voice becoming braver. 
He was there now, inside of it. Crammed inside a crate aboard a zeppelin. You had a way of doing that, he noticed. Taking him there. Making him feel the wooden crate against his spine. The stuffy air in the close darkness around him. The fear twinged with excitement. It was a sort of magic you possessed. 
He could feel it outside the pages too. The gentle burning in your fingertips, even when you pulled away. Especially when you pulled away. The quiet wanting of it all.   
He wondered how often you went there, to the secret world in you. Did you drift there as you glided down the hallway? Would you hide there when the real world was too much?
He wondered how many people saw it. How many others you let in. 
He wondered if he stayed there long enough, set up camp and looked around, if he would find himself there too. 
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You fixed your hair as you checked your reflection in the faculty bathroom mirror. The old light bathed everything in a yellow wash. It made your skin look as tired as you felt. You picked lint off the black blazer you pulled from the back of your closet this morning. The one with the shoulder pads. Professional, right? It made you look bigger than you felt. Perhaps parents would take you seriously if you looked like you belonged behind the desk.
There were some perks to in-service days. No classroom to manage. You got to come in at noon instead of 7:30 am. Got to be the one listening to a lecture instead of giving one. The only downside was having to stay until 7:30 pm. That and trying your best not to cry when a parent inevitably got defensive. You always looked for something nice to say about all of your students. It softened the less savory news, if there was any. More often than not it was just making small talk, telling parents what a pleasure their child was to have in class. 
The heels of your shoes clicked down the empty hallway, past the trophy cases filled with plaques of names you still recognized. You caught the ghost of your reflection in the glass, the angular silhouette of the costume that you wore. You noticed your tight pencil skirt riding up in the back and you corrected it with a downward tug, keeping on the straight and narrow path toward the teachers lounge. 
The wood paneled walls welcomed you in, and you padded across the old carpet toward the open boxes of pizza laid out on one of the three round tables. You grabbed a paper plate and pulled a few slices of pepperoni from the large, square cut sheet, the cheese already hard from sitting out. You rarely complained, and this time was no exception. Your stomach was threatening to eat itself and lukewarm pizza more than fit the bill.
You took a bite to satiate your blood sugar and made your way to the coffee station for the third time that day. Grabbing a mug from the stack, your fingers grazed the faded lettering that vaguely resembled the Chief’s Auto Repairs logo. You glanced at the clock as you filled it with your liquid vice. It was 2:37, which meant you had approximately twenty-three minutes before you had to be posted at your station. Your stomach churned, and not from the pizza. 
 “Boo,” came a gentle whisper from behind you.
Your hand jerked, sloshing coffee all over the wood veneer.
“Oh my god I’m so sorry,” Diane apologized, making haste to grab a generous handful of square napkins from beside the sugar. Her bright red nail polish glinted under the fluorescents as she blotted up the mess.
You put a hand to your chest. “No, no it’s ok,” you sighed, grabbing a napkin to wipe the bottom of your mug. “It’s good to see you, honestly. I didn’t think I would.”
“Yeah, I still have quite a few notes to catch up on. Just because I’m not a teacher doesn’t mean I’m off the hook,” she said with a wink. “What was the seminar about this time?” She tossed the napkins into the trash at the end of the table.
“Oh, just the usual stuff. Classroom management, how to have better boundaries with students, you know, hah.” Knots twisted in your stomach as you leaned against the counter, grabbing a milk carton and tipping it over your mug. 
Diane hummed, eyes fixed on your generous pour threatening to overflow the coffee from the rim. “Sounds riveting.”
“Oh yes, enthralling,” you said, folding the mushy lip of the carton back in on itself, something to do with your hands to keep them from shaking. The coffee probably wasn’t going to help.
Diane’s eyes narrowed, “Are you… ok?”
“Me? Oh, yeah. I’m fine. I’m just uh,” you tapped your finger on the edge of your mug. “Parent teacher conference day nerves, you know.” 
“Ugh, I can only imagine. I hope everyone is nice to you today. I have no idea why they wouldn’t be.” 
You offered a shaky chuckle. “Yeah, me neither. Just getting in my own head I guess.” 
“Love the blazer, by the way. Super sharp.”
“Oh, thanks. Figured I’d dress the part.” Grabbing your plate of pizza in one hand and very full mug in the other, you took a sip off the top, marking the rim with a delicate red blot. You pulled out one of the old chairs and found your place in it, which your feet were thankful for.
Diane leaned against the table, “So, Darren called last night.”
“Oh, you’re still talking to him?” The sauce squeezed out from the corners of your bite as you sunk your teeth into the hard cheese and gummy crust.
“Yeah, a bit. Off and on. He’s a nice guy. Does stuff for his sister and her kids lot, which I feel like is a good sign, right?”
Your brows raised a little. “Yeah, totally a good sign,” you said through a mouthful. 
“He invited me to the Colts game this weekend. I think I’m gonna go.”
You blotted the sauce from your lips. “Really? I thought you said he wasn’t your type.”
“I mean, what is a type anyway? If I keep waiting around for my type I might be waiting forever. I’ve gotta just start putting myself out there, you know? Give guys the benefit of the doubt for once. You never know until you try,” Diane offered as she opened up the large box of sheet pizza and ripped off two slices onto her plate.
You huffed through your nose, “Sometimes you know.”
“I mean, yeah. Sometimes, but with this one, I dunno. I mean we do have some things in common. We both like Saturday Night Live and spending time outside. He’s decently attractive, or he was at Mojo’s anyway,” she chuckled. “We’ll see what he’s like off the phone. At the very least it’s something to do, right?” 
You swallowed your bite. “Right. I mean, hey, free entertainment I guess.”
“That’s the spirit,” said Diane as she settled into the seat beside you. 
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The phone was ringing. Shrill and deeply annoying as it echoed through the trailer. Eddie sighed and pulled himself away from your world in his lap, his expression blank and perturbed. He thought for a moment about answering it. About putting an end to the intrusive noise, but that would mean getting up from the toasty blanket cocoon he’d wrapped his legs in, like a warm pretzel. November’s creeping chill was doing nothing to help his motivation to leave it.
So he let it ring. And ring. Until finally the answering machine picked up, coloring the voice that came through in static and tin.
“Hey man, it’s Gareth. Um… I’m kinda freaking out about this date tomorrow. I know you’re probably just gonna tell me to stop being a pussy, but uh… yeah. Call me back.”
Eddie smirked and rolled his eyes. His friend knew him so well. There would be plenty of time to tell Gareth exactly what he needed to hear. That he was, in fact, being a total pussy. Later though. Right now he was busy. 
He was a man named Lazarus now. The Amazing Lazarus, formally. And he had a full time job shuffling cards and making purses disappear. 
The small crowd that gathered around him didn’t know that though. Not in this city anyway. He was certain he hadn’t seen any… artistic interpretations of his face plastered on any of the buildings in Torgaard. Yet.
If he could be quick enough with his hands they wouldn’t even notice what was missing until they were blocks away, and by then he would have long since packed up his banner and left. 
“Is this your card?” he flourished to the unfortunate man who had stepped forward from the crescent crowd.
The man squinted. “No I don’t think it is.”
“Ah,” he answered curtly. “Oh, what’s this?” He feigned surprised, reaching forward to dip his fingers into the man’s pocket. He pulled back with another flourish. “Is this your card?”
“Why it is!”
Cheers and claps erupted from the crowd. Lazarus took a bow. “Thank you, thank you.” He took off his weathered top hat and passed it around to collect any loose change that the crowd was eager to get rid of.
The people dispersed as quickly as they came, leaving him alone. He reached into the hidden pocket beneath his leather glove and extracted a small pouch. And now, for the even bigger reveal. 
He dipped his finger into the opening and loosened the draw strings to reveal a few spare coins and…
Another pocket watch. 
It was almost like everyone carried them around in their pockets. Dull and predictable, and practically worthless to him. He sighed, wondering how long it would be before he actually made his trade worth his time today.
That’s when he spotted her — the strangest person he’d seen all day. Maybe all year. Maybe in his entire life, and he’d seen a lot of people.
The first thing he noticed was her shock of white hair, cropped in a bob with bangs like a toddler. She toddled like one too. Petite and girlish. Flat boots with curled toes flapping like duck feet against the dirty cobblestone. Deeply unstable. Crinkled gold coat gleaming like a beacon in the sun. 
But the real clincher was the mask she wore. A big crescent moon that swept across her round face. Strange and alien. Stark against deep copper skin. Eyes like saucers. 
The perfect target. 
He strolled up to her, and her enormous eyes drank him in like they were parched.
“Hey, you look like the type of person who might appreciate a magic trick.”
She looked up at him, chin lowering beneath her mask. “A… a magic trick?” 
He couldn’t place the accent.
“Oh yes,” he said, shuffling his cards in an arch from one hand to the other. “Have you ever seen a magic trick before?”
It was a silly question to be asking someone who looked like they’d never seen a man before.
“Oh, um. I do not think so,” she said, her flat silk boots stumbling across the cobblestone to regain her footing. “Sorry I am a little, uh… it is like the air here is just so… different.”
Lazarus stopped shuffling. “Different? Different how? Different from where?”
She looked around, out past the zeppelin docks toward the horizon. She pointed toward the sky. “Myrne.”
“Really,” he half whispered. In all his travels he had never seen a Myrnish person before. He had only ever heard about them from others and what little they knew secondhand of their isolated culture. 
“The air…it is just… thicker,” she said between breaths. “Sorry. I am quite dizzy.”
He took a step closer. Close enough to assess that there were no pockets to be found on her strange garments, but there was something else that excited him much more. An obelisk of glimmering pale gold that dangled from her neck. Worth a small fortune, at least. 
The gold found in the mines of Mount Myrne was different from any other precious metal in the world. It was found only there, and unlike common gold, was very hard. It sparkled rather than shined, and most importantly possessed an energy that could be harnessed. Like magic.
The gnomes would use it to power their inventions. It didn’t take much of it to make a moderate machine come alive. A piece this size could surely afford him a permanent home, and then some. No more hiding his caravan outside cities. No more paying for stables or worrying about wolves making a meal of his horse.
He could picture it now. A little cottage in Shantiglade by the sea. He would wake up to a full body stretch in a real bed. He would fix himself a goose egg omelet over a real stove with peppers from his garden. He would open his windows and taste the fresh brine in the air. 
He would stroll leisurely to the beach where no one knew his face. Where the tide would kiss his ankles and wash away his footprints. Where his past couldn’t follow him.
The pendant winked in the sunlight. She was so small. He could easily break the chain from around her neck with a single tug and run.
“So, what brings you all the way down here?” He drew closer, unable to tear his eyes from the shimmering treasure.
She stepped back in time with his advance, like a dance, adjusting the mask on her face with hesitant eyes.
“I am looking for ghostfern.”
“You’ve come a long way for a plant, my dear.” Another step forward.
Another step back. “My brother needs it. He will die without it.” 
It was a look he’d seen before. Desperation twinged with hope. He’d seen it in his own reflection more times than he cared to admit. He saw it in his mother too, though the hope faded almost as quickly as she did when the cost of the cure was too great.
She lowered her gaze. “Ghostfern is very rare. None of our merchants carry it, though I hear it can be found in caves outside of Rower’s End, but I do not know how to get there.”
Rare, expensive — what difference did it make when it was out of reach? 
“That’s a long ways off,” he offered solemnly. It was deep into the boglands and nary a merchant dared to venture along the thin, winding path to Rower’s End. The rumors of sinister creatures and  bog crone hexes were enough to keep them away.
The strange young woman seemed unfazed by this. “Have you been there before?”
Lazarus huffed. “No, I but I do know how to get there.” The gold obelisk winked at him again and he stilled his itching hands. “How about I uh… make you a deal?”
“A deal?”
“Yes, a deal. I take you to Rower’s End in exchange for that pendant you’re wearing.”
She sized him up, the gears turning behind her enormous, chestnut spheres. “You will take me back then too? To Torgaard?”
Lazarus nodded firmly, “Of course.”
Her eyes crinkled, sparkled like the obelisk she wore. “Then it is a deal.”
“Excellent,” smirked Lazarus. “Ah, what is your name, by the way?”
“Cybelle.” Certainly one he hadn’t heard before.
“Lazarus, pleasure to be doing business with you.” He extended his hand.
Cybelle cocked her head, studying his open palm hovering in the space between them like a foreign object. 
“Uh, you — you shake it. See? Like this.” He demonstrated awkwardly with his other hand, then presented her with the opportunity again. “Now you try.” 
Cybelle stared at his hand. Her fingers twitched, gaze darting from his palm to his eyes. “Ah… sorry.” She put her hands up sheepishly, waving his away. “Trying not to get sick.”
Lazarus retracted his hand and gave a single, solemn nod. “As you wish.”
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Your eyes tracked down your list of parent names, then up at the clock. It was 6:45 on the dot. The last name on your list was scheduled at 6:40. 
There was a part of you that hoped he wouldn’t show at all. The churning in your stomach was kicking up with each minute that ticked by, anxious eyes flitting from the paper, to the door, to the clock.
Until suddenly a figure appeared in the doorway. He was tall, weathered, with a short grey beard. Hair even shorter, stark against the ruddy skin that it encircled atop his head. He wore a denim jacket with a corduroy collar and olive green work slacks stained with patches of grease.
He peered around your classroom tentatively, as if looking for a sign that he found the right one. “Hi, Wayne Munson." It sounded like more of a question.
You stood up from behind your desk with a jolt. “Oh, hi! You must be Eddie’s dad.” Knots twisted in your stomach. You extended your hand to him and put on the warmest, brightest mask you could muster. 
“Uncle, actually.” His hand was rough and thickly calloused, fingers stained from nicotine. You could smell the stale scent of his vice on him, a family habit, evidently. “Sorry ’m a little late. Still a bit early for me, I work the graveyard at the plant.”
Uncle. The questions bubbled in your gut but there was no place to air them in the split second between you. “Oh that’s no problem, you’re last on my list today anyway. Here, have a seat.” You gestured to the chair opposite yours at your desk. 
Your desk. The same desk his nephew held your hand under. Your stomach churned again.
As Wayne eased himself into the small, wooden chair, you allowed your timid eyes enough agency to take stock. There was a weight to him, not in his body but in his aura. A heaviness that you could feel. Tired stories you strained to read between the lines on his face, stained into the cracks of his fingers. You would search for the resemblance to the one you saw most often in that chair. You would find very little save for their strong oval faces and the warmth that surprised you in his ice blue eyes.
Wayne sighed, deep and heavy as he creaked back into the chair. “Alright, how’s Ed doing in class?” he asked flatly.
There was something else in his eyes, leaden like defeat. Like bracing steel. Like tired expectation. 
He might as well have said, “Let’s get this over with.” It was the same tune. A tune he memorized. Sung a thousand times. A tune his voice was tired of.
“Eddie is…” a soft smile crept onto your face and you suddenly became captivated with the pen on your desk. You felt him lean forward, hinging on the words you left hanging in the air.
And so you told him the truth.
“…one of the most creative and tenacious people I know.”
There was a breath that he’d been holding in, a sigh that permeated the stunned stillness between you. 
“I know it isn’t easy for him to be here. I know he’d rather be doing a million other things but he’s still here, you know? Despite being denied graduation twice.”
He knew. You could see it as clearly as the lines that softened on his forehead.
“I mean sure, I could tell you that he’s got a B minus in my class right now. We could sit here and talk about grades, and attendance, and behavior, but… he’s trying really hard and I don’t think that you can… quantify that. There aren’t grades for effort. They don’t give marks for how many lonely students you offer a place to sit in the cafeteria. It isn’t something you can measure.”
Wayne leaned closer, the ice in his eyes melting so much that he needed to blink it away. 
The sight stirred a deep part of you. The easing of the bracing steel into something so much softer. Tender like a bruise. You thought about Eddie Munson with pen on his hand and shame in his eyes. Your nose burned.
“You know he’s got a lot of leadership qualities too,” you said, steadying the quiver from your voice. “He’s in a band, he runs a club. He’s involved and engaged. He’s…” your eyes lowered again, thumbing at the pen on your desk. “He’s got an enormous heart,” you said, quieter. “I think he’s just… extraordinary. If you want to know the truth.”
Wayne glanced away, toward the windows, as he swiped a calloused finger at his cheek. “M’sorry,” he muttered, blinking. “Y’know I’ve been goin’ to these for the past, what is it… nine years now? Nobody ever has nothin’ good to say about ‘im. Not a single one.”
An ache sank deep in your chest. It stung, like your eyes did when you imagined the younger versions of the man who took that chair most often, and those of the one in it now. Sitting in front of the big desk. Facing someone who was far less kind than you on the other side.
“You’re the one who’s been tutoring ‘im, aren’t you?”
You swallowed, stomach churning again. You figured he’d mentioned that. It would have been strange for him not to. “Yes. A few times a week after school. It seems to be helping. He showed me his progress report, all passing grades so far. He’s gonna walk that stage this year. He will if I have anything to do about it.”
Wayne cracked a smile at your determination. “Well thank you kindly for all your patience. I mean it. The boy’s always struggled in school. Been an issue even ‘fore I had ‘im.”
“What happened before you had him?” The words tumbled out of your mouth before you even had a moment to process whether they were appropriate or not. Whether it was your place to ask. 
Wayne sighed deep as his weathered hand eased the exhaustion creasing his brow. “My younger bother is… really somethin’ else to put it mildly. Always has been. He’s in county now doin’ time for stealin’ cars and other petty shit— sorry, young lady, pardon my French.” 
You shook your head and waved it off, the humor of his comment overshadowed by the concern twisting in your stomach. “It’s fine, really. Please continue.”
“Ed’s mom on the other hand, well she had ‘er own problems but not like him. Actually, I recon Warren was the biggest problem she ever had. Real young when she had Ed, maybe 19, if even. ’S hard to remember. Younger than Warren was, I know that much. We were all still livin’ in West Virginia at the time. A few years after that Warren got in hot water with the law. Packed up Lorena and the baby and settled in Hawkins with a few gamblin’ buddies he’d met from out this way.”
A twist, deep in your heart. You swallowed, leaning forward.
“Well, Warren managed to find some stable employment fixin’ cars. Stayed out of trouble for a few more years. Then Lorena started gettin’ sick. Always had issues with her heart, see. I don’t think the stress of livin’ out here with Warren helped none. I seen the way he’d talk to her when I would visit, always so suspicious of every damn thing.”
Your chest was so tight all of a sudden. Head filled with flashes of images you’d never seen. Images that you could feel. A woman in a cotton dress looking out a window. A profound loneliness. A longing for a freedom she may never know.  
“When Warren started gettin’ into trouble again I knew I had to do something, for Ed and Lori’s sake. They put ‘im away for a year that time, so I packed it up and moved out here. It was a good year. Gave us all a break from my brother. Sorry to go on a tangent, it’s just been a lot.” Wayne sighed deeply, smoothing his beard with his hand.
 “No, no you’re fine,” you reassured, putting on your best mask for him. Behind it you were breaking.
“He was worse when he came back though. Started gettin’ into drugs. Few years after that, Lori passed due to her heart. Ed was ten at the time. I shouldn’t have let the bastard have him at all, but he was stubborn as hell and he had custody. Had ‘im for a year before he finally messed up bad enough to go away for a long while. Best thing he ever did was go to jail, I’ll tell you what.”
 “I—,” you took a deep breath, the pen on the desk so enthralling again, “I’m sorry, this is… I wasn’t, um, expecting—”
“No I’m… sorry to dump all this on you. Don’t get many people who wanna listen to be honest.”
“No, it’s really ok. I’m the one who asked. It’s just…”
“I know. Kid’s had it rough, to put it mildly.”
You took a slow, shaky inhale to steady yourself and found the courage to meet his eyes again. “He’s incredibly lucky to have you,” you said earnestly.
The ice in his eyes melted again. The steel now soft and pliant. The weight in him less heavy.
“You’ve done such a good job raising him,” you offered gently, swallowing your tears. “Really, he’s a wonderful person. You should be so proud.” 
Wayne sighed, allowing a full, bright smile to wash over him. He blinked quickly, glancing toward the windows again, and you wondered how often he heard that. If he ever did before.
“Thank you,” he said, barely audible. 
It was strange, your sudden fondness for a man you dreaded meeting. 
“I should be thanking you. For sharing. For everything,” you said, stilling the quiver in your chest with a deep breath. “I think that’s all I really have for you today.” Your trembling hands gripped the chair beneath you.
Wayne nodded, “I’m glad I came. For once.”
You smiled, big and bright. “I’m glad you did too.” You extended your hand, your open palm hovering in the space between you. “It’s been an honor to meet you.”
Wayne’s warm, calloused hand bridged the great divide and squeezed yours gently. Lingered for a moment. “You as well,” he said, a fondness you could feel in his touch. He gave a firm shake before letting go.
“Have a great rest of your day,” you said with mustered cheer as he creaked out of the wooden chair.
“You as well,” he said with a wave as he made his way toward the door. His footsteps faded beyond the threshold, into the din of the hallway. 
A deep, ragged sigh escaped you.
You thought about Eddie Munson again. Thought about his oval face and big brown eyes. Thought about them smaller. In a hospital. Filled with unspeakable sadness. Sitting in the emptiness she left behind. At home by himself drawing dragons on his pages. Fighting a monster in his living room.
Eddie Munson. With pen on his hand and shame in his eyes. 
There was hope in them too. Unbreakable. Eager and wild. Restless, and frenetic, and warm. 
All at once.
It surfaced then. The strangled sob that released from your chest. It echoed off the tile floor and concrete walls that would still surround you both.
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A/N: Apologies for how angsty that was. I sincerely hope you enjoyed it though, lots to explore in these new worlds we're uncovering ;)
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a-fix-of-muses · 2 months
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Currently Listening To: "Creature - Remix" by Linying, MYRNE
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5, 11, and 19 for Adamas?
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OC ask game ✨
5. How do they feel about their family? Chosen and/or biological?
Biological family (his dam Aurelia and mother Ardea, plus his sire Obsius): loved them a lot, misses them even more. Finding out that Aurelia had survived felt like the bestest of miracles, and he is NOT leaving her side. As a note, Aurelia could not remember a lot of things about their family due to what had happened to her in the Mists, and at first it hurt him a lot to see her like that, so different one could almost wonder if she was still his dam. Still, he was happy to help her regain those memories as she recovered, and they bonded a lot during that time.
Assigned family (late warband): misses them terribly and still wished he could have done more the day he lost them (he was wounded and knocked out before most of them were killed by Branded), but at least now he doesn't wish anymore he had died with them.
Adoptive family (his fathers Quazz and Myrn, his brother Tocchix): loves them to bits, regardless of the fact he had been "properly" part of their family only for a couple of years before joining the Order of Whispers (Tocchix had begun training a year into his adoption, but was still around often due to their parents' hospital being tied to the Order). On top of that, he quite literally owes them his life and a lot of his medical and alchemical skills.
Chosen family (basically everyone above who is still alive + his partners and cubs + Dragon's Watch and close associates): he loves them, they're all great and amazing, he wants them to be in his life forever, no he's not crying right now, yes you can give him a hug to comfort him. -
11. Obligation or initiative, why do they do what they do? Is there something/someone specific that motivates them? (bonus: has their motivation changed over the years?)
When he was in the Legions, it was mostly obligation: in the fahrar he was the prospect Legionnaire, so he felt responsible for his friends' wellbeing and wanted to make his dams proud; after losing them, he was forced to join and stay in a warband that was mostly hostile to his presence, but that was all he knew and resisted as much as he could. After leaving and being adopted, he joined the Order of Whispers because he wanted to be as helpful as he could and stay close to his new brother.
Took him a while and a few close calls to understand it, but his core motivation is to keep on living for those he lost and to fight so he doesn't have to lose anyone else. -
19. Do they love easily (platonic, familial, romantic, etc)? Is love easy for them to express?
By regular standards, yes. By charr standards, absolutely. He's quick to consider others in friendly terms, grows fond of people the moment they return his kindness, and he learned not to be afraid to show he cares for others from his parents. [Trivia time: Ardea was quite affectionate with baby Adamas, and after he left for the fahrar (which was run by an ex member of the warband) she visited regularly to teach him personally (other cubs could join too). Aurelia was more distant (she wanted Ardea to feel like he was her biological cub since she had lost her own), but she visited as well so that was still a huge expression of affection for a charr. Adding to that, he grew up in their warband, where everyone was pretty chill and genuinely cared for each other.]
At first him being extra nice with all the other cubs in the fahrar made him a bit of a target, but since he had been taught how to peacefully de-escalate things AND how to end fights quickly, it was hard not to become his friend. After he ran away to Lion's Arch and was adopted by Tocchix's family, he was a bit dumbfounded by how warm everyone was with him, but he quickly (and happily) adapted. Despite entering each other's lives when they were both on the edge of young adulthood, they bonded extremely quickly and he considers Tocchix his brother through and through, and he ended up calling both Quazz and Myrn "dad" within a couple of months or so.
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gift-of-orzhova · 1 year
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Everyone is talking about Skrillex rn (rightfully so tbh) but this banger by Manila Killa and Myrne is flying way too far under the radar.
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myrcenart · 1 month
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getsusekaii · 4 months
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what song do you associate with each muse? 
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The songs are either based off of general vibes, or the lyrics painfully relate to these characters. Some you'll be able to tell why if you know the song/listen to it. I'm doing all characters across all blogs so its long and the rest are under the cut.
Yuji: Dumb Wit it - A.JiZZLE Megumi: Duvet - bôa Gojo: Hey Daddy - USHER Sukuna: Down with the Sickness - Disturbed Kinji: Tuca Donka - CURSEDEVIL Suguru: New Person, Same Ol' Mistakes - Rihanna Toge: HERO - MONSTA X
Mai: Material Girl - Madonna Jin: Angel - Shaggy Tsumiki: Kingdoms & Castles - Virtual Riot, tribes. Todo: Giga Chad Theme (Phonk House) - g3ox_em Rika: Cheating Is A Crime - Takayan Ichigo: Number One - Shiro Sagisu Orihime: Pipo Pipo - Serani Poji Grimmjow: CODE MISTAKE - CORPSE, Bring Me The Horizon Izaya: The Hand That Feeds Shizuo: Pride. - Kendrick Lamar Yukine: Stingray Affliction - ISSUES Shouto: Find Your Flame - SEGA SOUND TEAM ft Kellin Quinn Eren: Under The Tree - SiM Akane: Damage - H.E.R. Kyo: The Langdon House - ISSUES Hiro: Tokyo - Leat'eq Akito: Lost It - Virtual Riot Link: Blow Me Away - Breaking Benjamin Ren: Beneath the Mask - Persona 5 OST Ryuuji: Break Stuff / My Way - Limp Bizkit (I cant choose LOL) Yusuke: Resonance - Home Futaba: Brain Power - NOMA (yes that brain power) Shinobu: Reason - PinkPanthress Mitsuri: Mosquito - PinkPanthress Cloud: Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down Mythra: Fight Song - Eve Kirito: Virtual Paradise - AK, Lynx, Veela Haruka: Water - Tyla Rin: Say So (JPN Version) - Rainych Ikuya: Snooze - SZA Asahi: Spicy Boyfriend - Shawn Wasabi Makoto: Cats - The Living Tombstone Sousuke: Setting Fires - The Chainsmokers, XYLØ Kisumi: How to Be A Heartbreaker - MARINA Natsuya: Stay A While - Virtual Riot Nao: Wings - Tiber Momotaro: Otter Pop - Shawn Wasabi Hiyori: Another Night - MYRNE, Nevve Isuzu: Celebrity Skin - Doja Cat ver. Gou: Calm Down - Rema, Selena gomez Azuma: Talk - Khalid, Disclosure
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