#SO FUCKIGN HARD

[shinakazami1]

Been busy lately so I don’t have much time to review and edit, but here I am! (this was supposed to be sent on the anniversary.) (edit 1: It’s already (edit 2: halfway through) november.)

(edit 3: i gave up. words be damned, i’m sending this. there should have been more. curse you writing)

(edit 4: reminder. write a long ask anywhere else except the actual tumblr ask window. sending again just to make sure i didn’t hallucinate all this- it would be so, very embarassing...)

hehehehehe love your art. Crunchy. Pringles. Crushing it in my mouth. yummy colors and perspective (That bucket sexyman design looking kinda fine though.,..i mean who said that) (->absolutely normal behavior)

I love how you interact with others’ art, leaving your comments and compliments. Really appreciate that little motivation boost and positivity you spread :)

As seen from Paratober, you seem to take the prompts beyond their face value and messed around with the concepts of those prompts (gonna put Jester in a carton box hehe. Can we have Jester loafing? Loafing in a box?)

Personally I’m not a writer, so I don’t know how you guys’ brains work but I love how you come up with interesting ideas stemming from the game’s original material, expanding, digging deeper into them. I look up at you all in wonder hehe

Also, I read unheard wishes.

You see, I rarely ever seek out angst. I came in there with “this is gonna hurt but I can totally bring myself through this”

Boy was I wrong. Now, because I didn’t read it properly enough to leave a comment that would do it justice (time restraints get you like that), I won’t give a lengthy review. But just so you know, my general feelings were “who do you think you are. did you really think you had the right to hurt me like this. *inhales* aaaaaaaaaAA *cars crashing glass breaking sound effects idk* *lays motionless on the ground* (affectionate)”

Maybe i’ll read your filk wip next. Biology is fun :]

It’s your way with the images you make for your stories and art. Candlecurator? Whatever’s up with fernarrator? I’m not listing the ones in your writings. A lazy, lazy anon I am, I know. [insert another keyboard smash]

I haven’t been here for a while so i don’t really remember much, sorry ;; (-> fake fan detected?!? *vine boom*)

Your theories definitely left the strongest impressions on me. How do you all think like that?? (this goes to the rest of you, tsp theorists/analysts/meta. what are you all on??? damn. give me some.). Perhaps it’s a writer’s thing, maybe I’m just incompetent in this deep thinking kind of stuff.

My favourite was the nature connection theory. Absolutely ate that up. (definitely not because of my bias for plants and nature-related stuff, noooo-). You somehow connected the plants in the parable, creating these wonderful strings of text about what you saw in these plants, the implications, and then sharing those ideas to us. Give me your braincells, shina. Give me-

[Close your eyes.]

Anyway- I think you’re pretty neat :]

Have a nice day!

✨✨✨!!!!!307 ANON!!!✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

ᴬᵍᵃᶦⁿ since I was already writing a draft to respond to your previous ask. The fact you have this copy makes me hope you are saving these asks somewhere because I lost a lot of posts thanks to the great Tumblr editing system....

Happy (belated and too early at the same time hehe) anniversary 307 :] To your edits - PLEASE start writing drafts somewhere else oshsaoifas I don't want you to lose your versions again. You might say you are not a writer but you decide to write such beautiful comments and asks - value your words more :]

Anon. I have an exam this week so it will take my energy but DO KNOW YOU WILL GET BUCKET SEXYMEN SKETCH. I imagine you will see it in a few months but,,, I hope you will like it, just like you like my art in general.

I feel now in retrospect so silly I hadn't done this sooner!! While I sometimes don't have the energy to comment on other people's stuff in my own comments, I know how much joy being told your words could make someone happy :] And I love interacting like that!! Shared appreciation!!! That's why I adore Tumblr in general - it feels most organic in that ability to engage with others as a social media.

I'm glad you like the Paratober prompts! I am happy I mixed the prompts to try to get even more creative with them!! And feel free to put him in every box!! Some old art of Jester in a box:

(I gotta finally start uploading my old art I do have. There is so much...

FEEL FREE PLEASE TO LEAVE MORE COMMENTS EVEN A SILLY ONE BUT OUGHHH I am so proud of Unheard WIshes so thank you so much <333333 Glad you could enjoy

Just remember anon that I do not know your age and the rating for Filk is Mature so please respect the ratings :]]] Ao3 tagging system is there for a reason!! However I still keep on getting opinions that Filk seems to target 16+ demographic since it's more South Park style...But still, please respect it :]

Oh sure, you are so lazy *looks at your very detailed an amazing asks* so lazy. But WAH THIS IS LIKE??? A VERY RARE CANDLECURATOR APPRECIATION??? Like I know folks see Fernator and like him but to hear you like her means so much to me ;;;;;;

And hey - life gets busy :] The fact you wanted to come again, read my story and wrote this, rewrote even god knows how many times... I will always think fondly of you.

DUDE OUGH I need to return to theories, I have so many yet to share,,, you wanting one means a lot to me :} I worked hard on the Fernator theory post so I am glad to hear you could enjoy it! I might do a pool on what people could want hehe

[Closes my eyes and tries to close yours]

I think you are very neat, 307 anon. Thank you, for being you and I hope I will see you one day again. Every ask, I worry it's also a farewell. And then - you come back. I hope you are okay out there - I hope your life, even if so busy, gives you moments of happiness and calmness.

Have a lovely day, 307 :]

#307 anon #307 #anon #ask #i shake you #SO FUCKIGN HARD #I LOVE YOUR ASKS #I SAW YOUR FIRST ONE #AND LIKE #I HAD READ IT SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE WRITING A DRAFT I WANTED TO FINISH TODAY #AND THEN #I SEE ANOTHER ONE #AND WAS LIKE #'oh fuck. of course tumblr glitches out.' #but then I read it again #And I was like #'*gasp* the edit 4 is different...oh ma gawd this madlad' #I HOPE YOU WILL SEE THIS #IF NOT I WILL BE SO FRICKING SAD #AND THE BUCKET ART I AM WORKING ON IT BUT IT WILL TAKE A BIT TO FINISH #BUT WAHAHAH #WAAAAAAAAAAH #YOU ARE #SUCH A BLESSING #A SWEETHEART #I SHAKE YOU #I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE WORK YOU READ #I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY #SO FRICKING #AWESOME

[rabbitmotifs]

#this is making me laugh so fuckign hard #nathan fielder #nathan for you #the rehearsal #the rehearsal hbo #1k

[rodeoromeo]

climbed over my couch like a fucking gremlin to sprint for the remote to rewind to get a picture of Ringo tenderly touching George’s hand while George lights his cigarette. biting and yelling

#a hard days night #also Ringo looks so fuckign good I want to die #george harrison #op #the beatles #starrison

[yonch]

obligatory hand headcanons (handcanons if you will) for the isats

#in stars and time #isat #siffrin #loop #mirabelle #isabeau #odile #bonnie #my drawings #guys i didn’t say anytjkmg in the tags because i was busy talking about something in a call but i need to speak my truth #i’m really fucked up.over the hand size difference that sif has with evrrubody #but i’m looking really hard at isa especially #im reallg not in a good mindset about it. i think i might be sick #why is he small #why the fuck is he small #why are they so small why are their hands literally in canon almost the same size as bonnie’s #why are they fucking small i’m gonna kill mhself #this is so bad for me dude like it’s actually so bad i might die #*holding my head in my hands* he’s so fuckign small

[tianhai03]

hi. did anyone ask for jason voorhees fanart from me in 2023? no? too bad bc im delivering. heres me figuring out how to draw all the different jasons

heres the same thing but with some silly ramblings..... i just like him a lot💖

#dont ask me why i like him so much i dont know. i really dont #thank you boyfie for making me realize if a mass murderer acts pookie enough i will like them #coughs anyways #friday the 13th #jason voorhees #allyart #might have gotten a bit creative when it comes to figuring out their designs #bc the movies are so fuckign dark and you never really get to see jason that well its hard to get details right </3 #whatever ill make up my own jason designs..!!!!!1

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

something i've been thinking about:

Wally is set up as a sort of "main character" by the whrp. he's said in the site's description of the show to have introduced the main theme/lesson of the day's episode, and then the rest of the neighbors join him on his escapades. but then we have our first glimpses of everyone's actual dynamics and characters through the audios and you look at Wally and its like

first of all, thats an npc. second, nearly everybody else has severe main character syndrome

but its fascinating how Wally is just kind of... There. he doesnt talk much. he doesnt contribute beyond a couple of lines. its more like he joins the others on their shenanigans. he fades into the background. he's off to the side while everyone else holds conversations & leads the moment

Wally, despite being described as Thee character, is borderline background.

& whats even more interesting, within his individual secret audio files and interactions - he's almost chatty. not only that but the way he talks is more confident and faster paced. he's taking initiative. he can be kinda pushy. when talking to the qa/whrp/Us, he acts more like the character his descriptions portray. he acts more like a person instead of a puppet waiting for his next cue

I cant tell if - when around the neighbors - his tepid milk behavior is a purposeful act or if he's masking. and if he's masking, is it deliberate or involuntary? and in regards to both, why is he acting so different? It could be tied to what he's trying to accomplish. if he's trying to "restore" Welcome Home, it would make sense for him to act as he does around the neighbors - he wouldnt want to clue them in that he knows so much more than he's letting on, would he?

but then that begs another train of thought - what if he isn't acting or masking? if there is a time discrepancy between Wally's interactions with the qa/whrp/Us & the more 'official' audios, that could explain the difference in behavior. we could be getting glimpses into "future" (read: current) Wally, who's had much more time to figure himself out since we can safely assume he started out as a blank slate. we could be seeing a more experienced Wally than the one seen with his friends.

of course that line of thinking loses some merit when considering the 14 "bug" audios. or it could lend to it... if we're seeing a more experienced Wally but his friends are only seeing what he allows them to. it's still him, just... a carefully curated version.

in general it could really tie into the themes of identity and change and being other, to me. when you're so different - or you feel so different - that you can't bring yourself to be your most authentic you around your friends. when you feel like you have to hold back and be who you think they expect you to be, or what would be most palatable. most normal. will they accept you as you really are? there's always the fear and terror that the people you consider closest to you won't. or when you're so scared of change that you'll shove down & lock away parts of yourself so that you can keep things as you are. because once they know you've changed, so will they. and really, do you want to even accept that you've changed? what if that's what scares you most of all - that you're different, you've metamorphosized, you can't go back to the way things were because you yourself are no longer the person you were before. there is no reversing this no matter how much you try or pretend

#its just so fascinating #the whrp: wally's The Guy! #wally (with his friends): the most lukewarm dude ever #then he's alone or alone with home and its like Hi My Name Is Wally Darling & Welcome To Jackass *off-tune guitar riff* #bbg has ✨problems✨ #and like - im giving all of his stuff a re-listen to make sure im not misremembering or completely talking out of my ass #but his phone call? the way his VA is delivering the lines seems So fuckign different than in the shared audios #his tone is flatter. he sounds more sure of his words and himself. he Sounds like he's in control and knows it. #immediately going from that to a shared audio where he puts more inflection in his voice & doesnt talk much #and when he does talk its slow. meandering. his lines are more befitting of his audience surrogate role #which only makes me feel more like he's acting/masking (again: if that time discrepancy does indeed exist) #which - as someone who kinda compulsively masks around Literally Everyone no matter how much i want to Not - it kinda hits hard! #i suspect that he Is masking instead of acting. he's The Most Autism as we all know so it would more than fit #and that could add an extra layer if it's automatic and he can't turn it off. or if he doesn't want to turn it off #but also acting... a misplaced attempt to protect his friends and world? not feeling like he can share his 'true' self? augh #wally darling you make me unwell. i want to dissect you #wh speculation #welcome home speculation #homebogging #and then listening to his little record audios #he starts out talking like he does in the shared audios and then slowly gains confidence until he's speaking more like he does in the call #just. wally not being talkative in the neighborhood to the point where everyone's like 'yeah wally isnt much of a talker' #vs him chatting away to the qa/whrp/Us #of course it could be because he has to carry the entire conversation on his own #But. but. you can still carry a one sided conversation and be hesitant or awkward or um. missing the word rn but short-sentenced #brief? succinct? concise? #wally's fully trying to make conversation with someone he knows can't reply. which is interesting #so many ways to take that. well. three #maybe he doesnt feel listened to in his day to day life / he feels more comfortable and can relax / hes been alone for a long while #anyway there may be more ways to take this but this is all my tiny poppyseed brain can reach atm

[dianartemiss]

i think what Jason wants (from Bruce at least) is to be loved transcendentally. he wants to be loved with earth shattering intensity, the kind that'll raze the world to the ground when lost and inspire greatness when present. Jason wants to mean something and to matter more than anything except for (maybe) another (worthy) human. Jason wants to be shown love in the way that he experiences love. but that kind of exclusive focus is impossible when your dad is Batman.

#Jason is the pathos of the batfam #Dick is also more pathos than logos but like he also didn't die so #and yes i'm mangling i'm doing it on purpose #Jay would die in a heartbeat for his family #and probably do any number of awful things #and what he wants is reciprocity #I see his as very much the kind to not ask anything of anyone that he isn't willing to do himself #but also expects others to live up to his morals #or standards or however #so he's not exactly fair but not entirely unfair either #idk there's a ton of posts right now on Jason's ideas about love and I also have a ton of thoughts myself #the dude is fucking intense #and speakign from experience #it's fuckign hard when that kind of intensity is one sided #even when you know it's unfair to expect it of the other party #jason todd #batfam

[adelphenium]

your coloring is so beautiful I don’t even know how to explain it like your understanding of light and anatomy makes me want to sob because it’s just so pretty 😭😭 I’m not sure if you take rqs or not but if you do would you be willing to draw Angry Greaseball Brad Marchand & Perfect Angel Patrice Bergeron / flower? anyway I just wanted to tell you how amazing your art is 🫶🫶🫶

dearest sweet anon.

this request intrigued me so much that i got carried away and ended up making a whole comic based entirely off of this legendary post by @cats0p and @ghostgeno .......

thank you for the req and your kind words :,)!!!!

#my sister: what's up #me: i'm drawing old men kissing #sister: you're fuckign WHAT #THE FORMATTING....... it's too late....... #brad marchand #patrice bergeron #and zdeno chara jumpscare #marcheron #boston bruins #putting my decade of french learning to good (?) use🫡 #hockey art #yjart #req! #comic #bergy's face is so unique and iconic BUT so hard to draw.. delicate ecological balance #brad on the other hand. yeah #rats can live just about anywhere #hrpf #hockey rpf

[brianskangs]

YOUNG K "Ballad Award" 33rd Seoul Music Awards

#day6 #youngk #young k #kang younghyun #CONGRATS!!!!!! SO PROUD OF YOU AND EVERYTHING YOUVE ACHIEVED SO FAR ESPECIALLY IN THE PAST 8 MONTHS #ALL YOUR HARD WORK OVER THE YEARS HAVE PAID OFF IM SO FUCKIGN HAPPY :') #he has now won awards as a band member (day6) a dance group (one top) a dj a soldier and now a soloist... truly no one does it like him #and of course he doesnt forget his DAY6 IS BACK agenda <3 #* #ok my laptop is overheating i'll get the remaining gayo gifsets done tomorrow...

[ineed-to-sleep]

I finally played the touchstarved demo and I thought I would be stronger than this but when this man showed up I folded so fast

#the.the fuckign #way this man is dressed. is doing things to me #he's *so* slay #excuse me sir but why are you. as a Doctor of Medicine. slaying this hard w your work outfit #sleep.txt #he's also like. so nice #and polite #and kind #I'm kicking my feet I'm giggling like a schoolgirl #also the gall of the mc to say 'he's easily a head taller than most. I have to crane my neck to look at him' so casually #like it was nothing #unwell. I am unwell #touchstarved

[fadeintoyou1993]

CHERYL BLOSSOM Riverdale | S07E03 "Sex Education"

#cherylblossomedit #riverdaleedit #riverdale #cheryl blossom #chonicentral #tuserdee #userjacko #userrachel #usermorgan #userjustine #userbecca #useryusi #riverdalecentral #wlwedit #wlwgif #gif #mine #really sucks to see cheryl in ths situation esp bc i can relate so fuckign hard this ep was kinda crazy to watch <3 #but i literally love her even more now which is weird! but now its like. Oh i rly know her #anyways. shes baby girl <3

[scooterscoob]

Hera and Minkowski hanging out!

Girl talk :)

#i did this so fuckign fast whoops #drawing hera is oddly hard #they both have a thing for curly hair #wolf 359 minkowski #renee minkowski #wolf 359 hera #hera #wolf 359 #w359 #w359 fanart #wolf 359 fanart #featuring hera once again

[suntails]

(wip) sometimes im silly to motivate myself

#hush catriona #my fuckign god. trying so hard to draw One More Thing before my workload becomes hell again. just one #but noooo i had to be SILLY and try something more DIFFICULT im fistfighting my past self #(me all the time) id rather drop dead than fully draw malleus OB outfit #(me now) 🧍‍♀️💀

[druidshollow]

sorry to everyone trying to reach me on discord god is fucking testing me and the thought of opening the app makes me feel like having a tantrum of astronomical proportions

#i need a fuckign vacation lmao #my ass is so stressed always. atleast my art of flowers and descent goes hard

[audi-art]

Redrew the emo Yakko, scene Dot, and pastel goth Wakko because it's been a while!!

Original drawings from around 2021:

#animaniacs #animaniacs reboot #animaniacs 2020 #warner bros #warner sibs #yakko #wakko #dot #yakko wakko and dot #yakko warner #wakko warner #dot warner #fanart #art #photoshop #huion #THEY FINALLY GOT SHOES #i blame their big fuckign feet so hard to draw shoes in them #I wish Wakko's sweater existed I'd buy it so fast #art tag #illustration #can u tell i was scene in middle and high school— #invader ZIM had me in a chokehold

[femme-malewife]

that shit hurted

#from the looks of it Yujiro went to find aizou and they started to talk but #Yujiro ended up breaking down and aizou just kinda. takes it? #at least they make up after this #I'm just sweating so fuckign hard rn bc I have #very similar plans. #God. Yamako are u spying on my wips or sth