This Is Wrong - Seventeen
summary: its just you and your mum, living your normal little life together, your dad a fuck off drunk. one day, your mum tells you about her new boyfriend. your instantly over the moon, glad shes finally finding herself again and opening her heart. he proposes, and you give them you biggest blessing, and they ask if you wouldn’t mind if his nephew moved in for a while, since rent was tight at the trailer park. you had always wanted a sibling, so you gladly agreed. what you didn’t know, however, was that the said nephew, was your dealer Eddie Manson, the guy you secretly had a burning desire for.
warnings (mdni 18+): reader is 18, mentions of drugs.
series masterlist / Last chap of this series :(
The world is a fucked up place.
But sometimes we take advantage of other peoples fucked up problems so we can have less of our own. Simple. Maybe a little immoral. But simple. So yeah, when you and Eddie walked past an argument on the street this morning after buying groceries, you took your chance. An older man, maybe forty five, wore a grey short sleeve button up (that was not buttoned up all the way revealing an excessive amount of chest hair), a big gold chunky watch and a chain around his neck, and was balding on the top of his head. And a younger guy, maybe twenty five, he looked like shit, had bruises on the inner of his arms, his face was pale and clammy and he had bags under his eyes, his clothes looked like they hadn’t been washed in weeks, and his hair even longer.
“I told you to get out last month, Johnny, I’m changing the goddamned locks!” the older man shouted.
“Fuck you, Frank!” the younger guy flipped him off.
Frank - the older guy - walked back inside. You and Eddie hated yourselves for lingering, but… it was just so interesting. Johnny - the younger - chased after him, tripping over his untied laces. Frank had made his way up to the second story, to one of the apartments, and was now throwing shit out the window. Johnny ran to grab it all, trying to catch the more breakable possessions whilst shouting profanities up at the man.
“You haven’t fucking paid rent in over a year!” Frank yelled, “You get the fuck out of my apartment complex, jackass.”
“Fuck you, Frank! Peice o’shit.” Johnny muttered and grabbed some of his things off the ground, shoving them into the washing basket that was tossed down, “You’ll be fuckin hearing from me. I’ll bring lawyers!”
“Ha!” Frank laughed loud, “Lawyers, you can barely even afford dinner with all the money you spend on getting high.”
Johnny flipped him off and stormed out to the walkway, glaring at you and Eddie as he did. He lunged at you, trying to scare you off before continuing to walk. You looked up at the window on the second floor, throwing your arm over your forehead to shield from the sun,
“Frank?”
Eddie grabbed your arm, “What are you doing?”
“He just kicked a guy out.” you shrugged and turned back to the window, “Frank?”
The man came to the window with an eye roll, leaning out, “What now?”
“Ah,” you called, “you interested in a new tenant?”
He eyed you and Eddie up, and Eddie waved.
“Promise we’re not drug addicts.” You smiled up at the man.
He thought for a moment, “Fourty a week.”
You looked at Eddie and shrugged, he shrugged back and so you turned back to Frank, “We can pay that.”
“What’s your names?”
“Y/N and Eddie.”
He shrugged, “Yeah, alright.” he scratched his chin, “It will be an extra fourty for the first month.”
“That’s alright.” Eddie called out, “Can we move in today?”
“Today?” Frank’s eyes widened, “The place is a dump, gotta get cleaners in.”
You shrugged, “Just, get us a broom and some cleaning supplies and we will do it ourselves.”
“Shit, really?”
“Yeah.” Eddie replied.
“Alright.” Frank tossed down the keys, “Two A. I’ll leave some cleaning shit in here for you, I collect rent on the first Monday each month.”
“Sounds good.” You nodded and he went back inside.
You turned to Eddie with an excited grin. You both jumped with excitement and hugged one another.
“We officially have a place.” You beamed.
“We have a place!” He grabbed your hand, and you both ran off back to the van.
***
It was definitely a shit box. There was smoke residue covering the walls, a thick layer of filth on the floor, rubbish and month old food left everywhere. There was a disgusting springy mattress in the bedroom, and hair and grime all over the bathroom, and needles and little baggies with reminisce of who knows what left everywhere. Frank had left a giant bin, a bunch of trash bags, some gloves, a couple brooms, some bleach and other chemical cleaning supplies in the middle of the room, right by the stinky couch with a big brown stain on the middle pillow.
“So…” you both stood there, hand in hand, and looked around the apartment.
It was small, the kitchen was across from the window (the one frank leant out of), the lounge area was in the middle, it was open plan - you could say - since the bedroom and the main space was only separated by a large archway without a door (but it was just you two so who cares), and the bathroom was beside the kitchen. That, thankfully, had a door.
“So…” Eddie replied back.
You both looked at each other with a smile, and you sighed, “It’s perfect.”
“I know right.” He wandered deeper into the room, “Imagine it, I’d keep my guitar here, and we can set up your record player beside it. And… oh, all your paintings, we can use them as wallpaper to cover up this massive crack. We could get a TV eventually and put it right here. And we would get a couch big enough to fit a few people on for when we have guests, and it’s gotta be roomy enough to fuck on, but it cant be too big because then it will take up too much space.”
“Eddie-” you smiled.
“Oh, and how about a little table in this corner, so we can feel fancy and eat at it sometimes? And-
“Eddie-”
“We definitely are gonna get some of those matching ‘his’ and hers towels for the shower-”
“Eddie!” you called, finally snapping him from his trance.
He looked at you, eyes wide, “Yeah, sweetheart?”
“How about we clean before interior designing it?” you walked over to him, holding his biceps, “Hmm? We can’t do any of that shit if we don’t clean this place up.”
He sighed, a content, happy sigh, “Yeah.”
***
You had spent the entire day cleaning. You had called over Gareth, Jeff and Grant to help, since they were definitely okay with the whole thing. They thought it was pretty rad you had your own place now. Jeff and Grant went out on a run to buy you guys a phone, and to pick up any decent furniture they could find on the side of roads. They found a coffee table, a couple of chairs - odd ones of course - a TV stand, and a funky looking stool. They all brushed up pretty nice after a good clean. Eddie and Gareth had run out at the same time to super spy retrieve some things from home. They climbed in through his old bedroom window and loaded up the van with as much as would fit - primarily your things - and so your rooms were basically empty. They managed - and they have no idea how - to grab your mattress and tie it to the top of his van and dive away unseen. Maybe no one was home. Whilst all the boys were gone, you spent time scrubbing the walls with a mop and jamming out to some Motley Crue, it was quite therapeutic. And you also met your neighbour, who came over to yell at Johnny because she thought he was throwing another rager and was gonna have a bunch of high delusional fucks around. Her name was Samantha, and she was a single mum with two little ones - Johnny was a bad influence - and she was super kind and inviting, and was happy to let you play your music. By the time the place was spotless, it was quarter to six. You all plunked down on your mattress - which was now nicely made up on the floor - and cracked open some beers. You sat with your legs crossed in the middle, back against the wall and looking out to your new home. Eddie’s hand was resting on your knee as he joked with his friends. This was your life now. You grabbed onto his hand, taking a long sip of beer. Eddie tore himself from the conversation to look at you.
“You alright, sweetheart?”
You looked down on him, and he smiled softly, and you knew you were okay, “Yeah,” you squeezed his hand, “Just processing.”
He nodded, “Let me know if you want these fuck wads to leave, I’ll kick them out.”
You smiled, “No,” you thought for a moment, “it’s new years. How about we throw a party?”
“Did I hear party?” Gareth leant back, his head hitting your shin as he tried to talk to you.
“Yeah,” you nodded and looked at Eddie, “A New Years, slash… house warming… slash… introduction to our weird relationship party.”
He squeezed your hand, “Fuck yeah.”
“Okay, but we can’t throw a rager, and no drugs…” all of them deadpanned you, “Well, only inside, not around kids, and don’t let the other tenants see.”
“Deal.” Jeff stuck his hand out to shake.
“Let’s throw a partayyy!” Eddie raised his hands in the air and you laughed.
***
It took way too long to explain, but eventually, all your friends understood yours and Eddie’s situation, and none of them really gave a fuck. Which was fucking brilliant. A bunch of tenants from the complex came, ones that didn’t have plans to go out because of work or kids. It was just a nice party. A few people brought a few things, like second hand toasters and kettles, and pots and other home essentials - which you didn’t expect - which you took graciously. And yes, you and Eddie got your kiss at midnight. At around two in the morning, Wayne rocked up. You were stunned, to say the least, but Eddie had slipped the address on the windshield of Wayne’s car when he dropped home. He stayed and partied with you guys for a few hours - but he had to get home before Mary woke up.
It was a nice way to start the new year.
A fresh start.
A happy start.
And you were ready for whatever life wanted to smack you in the face with next.
***
7.16 PM, November 17, 1990.
“Fuck.” You slammed the door behind you, bag thrown onto the sofa, already tearing your clothes off your body as you stormed through the apartment.
You sat down on the bed in a huff, kicking off your heels and laying back, an aggressive groan erupted from your lungs.
“Hi princes.” Eddie leant back to look at you from his place in the kitchen.
“Hi.” you huffed.
He smiled and turned the stove off, walking over in his pretty pink apron (A christmas present from Dustin), and he dropped to the floor in front of you, and began to massage your foot.
“Long day, huh?” He kissed your ankle as he worked.
You sat back up to look at him, running your fingers through his hair, “Yeah. Cassandra went an hour over meeting time tonight. I’m fucking sick of her bullshit. I go ten minutes over and it’s like the end of the world, but she can go for an extra hour?”
“Fucking bitch, she is.” Eddie shook his head, he knew the drill, he reached for your other foot.
“Fucking bitch.” you shook your head and sighed, “I love the fact that I get to work in the art industry, but fuck, Ed’s, I hate the meetings.”
“I feel ya.” He nodded.
You looked down at him and stroked his cheek, “How was your day?”
“Eh,” He shrugged, working his fingers up your calf to soothe you, “Old Jimmy’s Buick broke down again, so I basically worked on that all day.”
“Hmm.”
He kissed your knee before standing again, “Pasta for dinner.”
“Yum.”
“How about I run you a bath, and you can help yourself to some pasta in the meantime?”
You smiled up at him and hummed, “Yes please.”
He leant down and kissed your forehead before wandering back to the kitchen.
***
“Okay,” He smiled, flicking the light off in the bathroom, since it was filled now with lit candles, “it’s ready.”
You walked in, your robe wrapped around you and sighed as the warm smell of vanilla hit you. You smiled at him, pinning your hair up quickly to keep it dry. He was just in his boxers - a common occurrence around the house - and had his hair tied back in a low bun. You looked in the bath, and rose petals drifted through the slightly bubbly water that was filled with lavender essential oils and other concoctions you often put in the bath. You pulled off your robe, hanging it up on the hook behind the door before turning back to him. He handed you a wine glass, one of his own in his hand.
“Eddie,” you sighed, “you know I can’t-”
“It’s alcohol free, sweetheart.” he smiled, “Let me be romantic.”
You rolled your eyes and grinned, taking the glass from him. You stepped into the hot water - the perfect temperature - and he grabbed your hand to help guide you down. You relaxed back, crossing your legs as they poked out the other end, as you were too tall for the little bath. He took a sip of his wine, sitting down on the edge of the bath.
“How’d Baby go today?”
You pressed your hand to the lower of your stomach, and smiled up at him, “She went very good.”
His eyes widened, “She?”
You nodded, “Doc called.”
He slid over to you, almost falling in as he gave you a big wet kiss, “Oh my fucking god, I’m gonna be a dad.”
“You’re gonna be a dad.” You grinned, “A girl dad.”
“A girl.” he nodded, sliding back to his original position, “I can’t believe it.”
You shook your head, “Neither.”
He dipped his ring adorned hand into the water and stroked your shin, “I can’t wait to see you as a mum.”
“I’m gonna be the coolest mum.” you took a sip of your ‘wine’.
“The coolest.”
You smiled and relaxed down into the water, “Are you gonna play for me, daddy?”
He smiled and grabbed his acoustic, something he often did when he drew you a bath, “Yes, mummy.”
You giggled, “Sounds weird.”
“I know.”
He leant over his guitar and began to gently strum a soft tune.
“Did you talk to Mary today?” you asked over the music.
He nodded, “Yeah, she came by the shop. Still hates me.”
“Hmm,” you sighed, “she’s difficult.”
He nodded, still plucking at the strings.
“I think we just say, fuck it, Ed’s.”
He stopped playing for a minute and looked at you, “Yeah?”
You nodded, “Yeah, I don’t know if she will ever really be happy. Lets just… just send out the invitations, get fucking married next month.”
“You sure?”
“You proposed two years ago.” you shrugged, “Plus, we can’t keep Baby hidden any longer, the girls at work are starting to notice.”
He smiled, “Then, let’s get married next month.”
You nodded, “And we can announce the pregnancy there.”
“I like the sound of that.” he grinned and started to stum his guitar again.
“Sing for me?”
“Course, princess.” he smiled and looked up at you, “Ah- princesses plural!”
You laughed, “Hell yeah.” you rubbed your belly, “And she’s sure as shit gonna act like one if you spoil her like you spoil me.”
“Oh, I’m gonna spoil her even more.” He grinned, “She’s gonna be soo spoiled.”
You rolled your eyes playfully, “Keep playing, dingus.”
“Yes, mamma.”
He strummed the guitar, soft lyrics to several different love songs left his perfect lips. You closed your eyes and listened, just feeling content with the world. You kept a hand on your stomach, cradling it as he sang to you. You alternated between sipping wine, and looking at your engagement ring, and looking at him. Everything was peaceful. Everything was soft. And everything felt right in your shitty little apartment you and Eddie had turned into a home. And yeah, he may technically be your step brother, and yeah, it may be a little wrong. But heck, you were too fucking in love to care.
The world is a fucked up place, afterall.
***
AUTHORS NOTES: thank you all so so much for taking the time to read this. it means a lot. I hope you enjoyed this fic, I know I enjoyed writing it, and I’m sorry that it came to an end.
check out some of my other works here if you liked this one! i write a lot for Eddie. :)
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