Thy Saints Surrounded
Chapter 7: Mo Shíorghrá
❧ Pairing: Murphy MacManus x Female Reader
❧ Pronouns: she/her
❧ Warnings: SMUT—fingering, loss of virginity, missionary, swearing
❧ Word Count: 5.8k
❧ In This Chapter: Another night at the bar, except tonight is the night you make things... official with Murphy.
❧ A/N: You really thought I was gonna not use this gif for the first smutty chapter of this series? That would have been criminal. Anyway, here's some smut. Idk what else to say. It's smut. Murphy is cute/hot. You know the drill. Chapter title is pronounced muh-heer-grah, by the way.
Friday nights at McGinty’s were busy, you had found after only a few weeks of waiting tables there. Not as busy as St. Patrick’s Day, Doc had assured you, but busy enough to have you on your feet at all hours of the night shift.
What’s more, you still were somewhat lost when it came to the subject of alcohol. New customers would come in and ask about some type of beer you’d never heard of before, and in your inexperience, you’d have to say something along the lines of: “Well, I know we have Guinness.”
At least most regulars did, indeed, order a pint of Guinness, and that made your job much easier. Murphy always ordered a pint of Guinness, so somehow that became your go-to suggestion. Murphy liked it, so it must’ve been good, you figured.
There weren’t many nights Murphy didn’t spend at the pub, as long as he knew you were working. In fact, the MacManus brothers were somewhat akin to your personal chauffeur, driving you to the pub and staying there until the end of your shift to take you home. You could’ve easily walked, but the boys (mostly Murphy) were insistent.
South Boston was getting to be a dangerous place since Shannon was murdered, and he was paranoid of something bad happening to you, too. That, and he got a kick out of watching you waitress, that cute frame of yours bumbling about the smoky pub and serving drinks you had no idea the taste of.
And on rowdy Friday nights such as this, it was good to keep his eye on you, in case one of the drunken patrons got a little handsy or rude.
“He’s got it bad,” laughed Rocco, watching in amusement at Murphy’s infatuation. “You gotta pop that cherry, man. Christ, I think I saw you droolin’ for a second there.”
“Shut it,” he said. He didn’t take his eyes away from you, entranced but your beauty.
You could feel his eyes on you, and it wasn’t threatening or disconcerting at all. Rather, it was comforting, knowing he was there for you, and incredibly intoxicating, knowing he was sitting across the bar undressing you with his eyes, probably imagining something sweet and dirty and deliciously “sinful.”
You’d meet his gaze periodically, flashing him “fuck me eyes,” as Shannon, God rest her soul, would’ve said. And, oh, how you wanted him. He didn’t know it, but he was teasing you these last few weeks, constantly ending your innocent, unassuming dates with progressively more and more passionate kisses that had steadily escalated to groping.
One night, you swore you almost had an orgasm just from his hand rubbing outside your jeans. He, too, ended each night with a rather noticeable problem in his pants, causing him to clumsily adjust his crotch as he left your apartment to climb into the passenger seat of Connor’s car, where his twin was waiting for him.
“Fuck ‘er yet?” he asked that night.
“Fuck you,” Murphy replied. “And no. Woulda been in there a lot longer if I did, I’d hope.”
Connor had still believed wholeheartedly that all Murphy needed was to lose his virginity to you, to get over you after it happened so he could focus on their divine calling, whatever it was.
He hadn’t warmed up to you much since you’d begun dating his brother, and you were sure he hated you. In truth, Connor was conflicted. He wanted his brother to be happy, but he was also concerned that you weren’t good for him—a distraction keeping him from the greatness he was destined to achieve.
Destiny, in fact, was incredibly important to Connor. Less so to Murphy, who thought in smaller pictures and simpler terms. Of course, he believed in fate. He believed you were meant for each other, that God had created two souls in perfect harmony with one another, and that was a bigger kind of destiny than whatever “greatness” Connor believed was in store.
“I’m out of here,” slurred Connor in his drunken state. Drink was the only thing keeping him able to withstand Murphy’s displays of affection for you. He lifted himself clumsily from the bar stool, nearly knocking it over.
“You can’t leave,” protested Murphy. “Need your car to get (Y/N) home.”
He fished the keys out of his pocket and slammed them on the bar before Murphy. “There. I’ll walk. Don’t want to spend another minute with ya like this.”
“Like what?” Murphy asked, raising his voice above the chatter of the crowded bar in offense.
“Like a fool,” he scoffed. “A damn love struck fool, that’s what you are, Murph. Grow up.”
The only thing keeping him from yelling back was you, now approaching the bar to prepare the next order. Connor seemed disappointed, not at your presence, but at Murphy’s refusal to retaliate, as he always had. He was changing, because of you. He was growing up, but not in the way Connor wanted.
“Hi guys,” you said with a smile, bending over behind the bar to retrieve the bottle of vodka you needed to prepare the last patron’s drinks. “Think it’s slowing down now, huh?”
Connor rubbed his face and nodded, and you could tell something more tense than usual was in the air between the three of you. There was the usual sexual tension between you and Murphy, the brotherly quarrel between Murphy and Connor, and the suspicion with a tinge of jealousy Connor had towards you.
“Yeah,” he said. “I’m, uh… I’m leaving.”
You frowned and moved your gaze to Murphy. “You leaving too?”
He shook his head as he took a drag of his cigarette. “I’m leaving when you’re leaving, love. Connor’s just a bit tired. Can’t hold his booze anymore, ya know.”
Murphy flashed a nasty, devious smirk at Connor, who simply scoffed at the remark, but it was Murphy’s way of getting back at Connor for calling him a fool, so he supposed it was warranted.
“See ya’s later,” said Connor, and a flurry of goodbyes resounded from the other regulars who knew him well.
The night continued rather uneventfully, with only a few skirmishes Murphy was quick to break up, assuming the unofficial role of security guard (mostly in an attempt to impress you).
Rocco was the last to leave, and, as usual, Murphy all but forced Doc to leave his own pub, insisting that you and him would close the bar for the night.
“You just wanted to get me alone, huh?” you laughed, feeling his hands resting upon your waist as he held you from behind.
“Is that so bad?” he asked. He nudged his head against yours, taking in a deep whiff of your intoxicating scent before kissing your cheek, tonguing at your skin with impatient fervor.
You sighed and tried to focus on the task at hand: wiping down the table that Murphy had you pinned against as he showered you with affection.
“Murphy,” you giggled. “I’m still on the clock.”
“Yeah, but Doc doesn’t know what we’re doin’,” he whispered in your ear. “You got any idea how fuckin’ beautiful you are, lass? Seriously, it’s like you’re from another planet.”
You snorted and shook your head, turning it to face him. “So I’m an alien now, hm?”
He smirked and leaned in to kiss your lips, and soon, somehow, he had you sitting on that table, your legs wrapped tight around his to keep his body as close to you as possible. You felt the familiarity of his hardening in between your legs, and as he kissed you, you felt a surge of electricity pulse through you.
“Murphy…” you whispered, though his lips caught yours again, massaging them and suckling them demandingly. “Murph… Mm, Murphy.”
He smiled against your lips at your repetition. “Love it when you say my name,” he said. “So fucking sexy…” He rubbed your thighs up and down, hiking up the skirt of your button-up dress with each pass of his warm, strong hands.
He peeked just a little at your pure white panties, pristine and virginal, just like you—and him, too. His tongue jutted out to lick his lips, and wriggled back and forth along the edge of his slightly agape mouth. You watched in lustful amusement at the wettening of his lips, pink and glossy from the coating of his saliva. How you wanted those lips to go where they hadn’t gone before, where no lips had ever gone before.
“I love your knickers,” he whispered in your ear. “Like to get them real wet… Soak ‘em. Maybe keep ‘em for myself… Never wash ‘em. Remind me of you.”
“Oh,” you laughed over his shoulder. “You’re a dirty, dirty boy, Murphy… So dirty… I thought you were a good Catholic boy?”
“Only when I wanna be,” he mumbled against your hair, eyes closed and mouth agape in utter ecstasy as the skin of his cheek grazed your soft tresses. “You tempt me into sin, mo shíorghrá.”
You sighed and giggled rather girlishly at whatever he had said to you in what you were sure must’ve been Irish, given just how natural it sounded on his lips.
“What does that mean, Irishman?” you cooed sweetly.
His hazy eyes met yours, and his face turned sheepish when he realized the meaning of what he said. “Means ‘my eternal love.’”
It was the first time you’d heard him say the infamous L word. At least, in reference to you. It took you by surprise, especially since you’d only been dating for about a month, give or take. You supposed you’d known him longer, but it still all felt so new, so unfamiliar, but exciting.
You were sure that you loved him, that the fact that he constantly occupied your mind proved it, and that being with him was unlike any experience you ever had. It was carefree, simple, and beautiful in every way. You loved him, but it didn’t come to the forefront of your mind until now.
“Sorry,” he said, clearing his throat and loosening his body from your grip. “I, uh… I got carried away.”
Oh no, you thought. He didn’t mean it.
Even if he didn’t mean it, you had to hear it again, that sweet sound in his voice. Knowing what it meant now, you wanted to hear it even more. “Can you say it again?” you asked. “Please?”
He fell silent, but sunk his body back into yours until he was situated snugly between your legs, dangling from the high table.
He looked you dead in the eye now, and you swore you saw the corner of his lip curl in that mischievous smirk of his. “Mo shíorghrá,” he said. “You like that?”
“I love it,” you said. “I, um… I love you, Murphy.”
He’d dreamed you’d say those words to him, and before he met you, for so long all he wanted was someone to come along and say that to him the way you just did, with so much truth and purity. Maybe he was a hopeless romantic, but he always knew he’d give himself to someone he loved, that she would have his heart, body, and soul completely. Someone who loved him back, now that was even better.
“You mean that?” he asked, the tickle of his fingers grazing your neck as he swept back your hair. His eyes almost seemed to water, becoming glassy with moisture.
Is he crying? you wondered. God, he’s precious.
“Mhm,” you hummed with a laugh. “I love you… Is this too soon?”
“No,” he replied immediately. “No, not at all. Actually, I… Well, I think I’ve loved you a long time. Since I first saw you. Was like Cupid slung an arrow into my ass.”
“Really?” you asked. Rosy cheeks bulged on your face as you beamed at the revelation. “Why did you wait so long to talk to me, Murphy?”
He shrugged as he asked himself that question, too. “Never been great with girls,” he said. “They like Connor, usually. Not me. Was worried I’d just make a fool of myself… Connor thinks I’m a fool anyway.”
His head lowered, and you reached up to hold his chin to bring his eyes back up to yours. “Why?”
“Because I love you… Am I a fool, lass?”
You shook your head. “If you’re a fool,” you said, “then I’m a fool, too. We can be fools together.”
His smile faded slowly, like the sun sinking gradually beneath the horizon, giving way to darkness, or in this case, an intense look of desire that rivaled anything you’d seen from him before. It was impatient and hungry, but still loving and sweet.
He licked his lips again, wandering his gaze over your body. Your button-up dress was low-cut enough to hint at the junction between your breasts, and the more he looked at you, the more he found himself wanting, needing, to free you from the confines of your cloth prison.
“Murphy,” you sighed. “What is it?”
“Say it again,” he said. “Tell me you love me.”
Your legs tightened around him as if on their own accord, and your arms brought him closer until you could feel his warm, heavy breath upon your skin. Somehow you’d worked up a sweat sitting in that stuffy bar, or maybe it was just from the heat of Murphy’s body so close to yours.
“I love you,” you whispered into his ear just before kissing gently below his lobe.
“Again.”
His fingers were slowly climbing up and down your sides as the space between you became nonexistent, your cores aligned perfectly. Any sudden movements on your part and you might’ve made him lose all control, but the risk was invigorating. Murphy had no idea what he was doing, as usual when he touched you, all he knew was that he liked it, and that you liked it.
You liked it so much you threw your head back, and Murphy quickly seized the opportunity to latch his lips just below your jawline, sucking at your supple skin to make a mark that would surely be visible by morning.
“I love you, Murphy,” you sighed up to the ceiling, or maybe to the Heavens. “I love you… I love you… I love you.”
“I love you,” he repeated against your lips now. “Mo shíorghrá… Sono pazzo di te… J’ai besoin de vous…”
You giggled as he voraciously attacked your lips, speaking in whatever language he pleased between kisses, though never taking his lips far from yours.
“Murphy,” you mumbled. “I can’t understand you.”
His lips tore from yours in a fit of passion, and with shaky hands he held your heated cheeks, looking you dead in the eyes once more. They were blackened, narrowed more than usual. He had a severe need in him, more potent than ever before. You felt it, too, like a fire raging in your lower abdomen, electricity pulsing wildly in your core. Just looking at him reminded you of the small puddle of moisture in your panties, making you wonder if he really wanted them.
“Can I take your virginity?” he asked bluntly. Nuance was beyond him now, he could only speak in the simplest of terms.
There wasn’t any question in your mind: you wanted him to be your first, your last, your always.
“Yes,” you said. “But, um… Here?”
He shrugged and broke out into a smirk, a dangerous smirk. Dangerously handsome, of course. You weren’t entirely sure you could survive the trip to your apartment, and you certainly weren’t going to lose your virginity at his apartment, just a few feet from his twin brother.
“Why not?” he asked playfully. “Got the place to ourselves. Beds are overrated… Just need a rubber…” He patted his pockets, but he knew he didn’t have any condoms. “Shit!”
You perked up and jumped off the table, much to Murphy’s confusion. “Where ya goin’?” he asked.
“I have condoms,” you said excitedly, rummaging through your purse behind the bar.
Murphy raised an eyebrow and smirked, walking closer to you with a mischievous swagger.
“You expectin’ something, lass?”
You held the orange wrapper awkwardly in your hand, as if unsure of what to do with it. In truth, you sort of were.
“No… I mean, I don’t know. I just thought, since we’re seeing each other…”
Before you knew it, he was pinning you against the bar, lifting your legs up to wrap around his waist. You reached your arms behind you to prop yourself up on the bar as his lips devoured you once more.
“Condom,” you laughed against his ear. “Put on that condom, Murph. Let’s be each other’s firsts.”
He swallowed hard as his nerves got to him. He was terrified of doing something wrong, but more than that, he was desperate to feel something so right.
He took the condom from your fingertips, stepping back and almost knocking over the liquor cabinet behind him. He held it almost as awkwardly as you did, and looked up to you for guidance.
“So, uh… What do you want me to do?”
You laughed and shrugged bashfully. “Well, maybe you should take your shirt off, and then I’ll take off mine.”
Sweet Jesus, he thought. Every fantasy he ever had was about to come to life right in front of his very eyes. He knew then that God was real.
“Okay,” he said. He cleared his throat before setting the condom aside, then reached for the hem of his shirt to strip it from his body.
You’d seen him shirtless, but, God, was it beautiful now especially.
“Your turn,” he said.
It was then you remembered you were, in fact, in a dress. Shit.
“Um… okay.”
You started at the top, unbuttoning the first button on your dress before you could pull it over your head. Murphy’s hand appeared in your line of vision moments later, helping you unbutton the last few buttons that you needed.
He must’ve been impatient as he reached down to pull your dress over your head with a sudden burst of confidence. He might’ve been nervous, but he was sure he’d go crazy if he went another moment without seeing your body in all its glory.
Now he stood before you between your legs, shirtless but still with his lower half clad in light wash jeans. Returning the favor, you undressed him this time, your hands coming dangerously close to his crotch as you unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans.
They fell with a thud, and now you were equal, barely clad in anything but your undergarments.
He moved to kiss you again, and tentatively moved his hands to feel your breasts underneath your bra, and never before had you felt so suffocated by that garment.
“Take it off,” you mumbled into his mouth. “Take off my bra.”
After fumbling with the clasp, he stripped your chest, and the supple flesh that greeted him was beautiful beyond his comprehension. Your nipples hardened with the immediate exposure to the air, and the way they bounced with your movement as you reached forward to touch his waist was mesmerizing, to say the least.
His mouth hung open slightly as his eyes glued to your nipples, in awe of their perfection. They looked just like they did in the magazines, only better because they were yours, and different. The same, but different.
“Wow,” he said under his breath. “You’re so beautiful… They’re beautiful.”
“Thanks,” you said shyly, though you had a focus trained on his boxers, tight enough to see the outline of what must’ve been his genitalia. If you weren’t mistaken, his cock was hard, begging to be released.
“Let’s take ‘em off at the same time, yeah?” he asked.
You wriggled your panties off, as he stripped himself of his boxers, and the both of you froze in time for a few moments to take in each other’s nude forms. Murphy was a man, that was for sure. A man with a cock you couldn’t take your eyes away from.
He reached for the condom and tore it from the wrapper, and rather clumsily applied the object to his erect penis.
“Does this look right?” he asked you, as if you knew the answer.
You smiled and tilted your head as you studied his cock. “Hm… I think so. Are you ready, baby?”
Your voice quivered as you spoke, despite how confident you tried to sound. Of course, you were confident that you wanted this, but nervous nevertheless.
He moved with a grunt and took a hold of you again, once more throwing your legs around his waist. He kissed every square inch of your face, and reached down to touch your pussy, that coveted artifact he’d dreamt of so many times.
“Ohhh!” you exclaimed into his mouth. Even just his fingers grazing your clit was powerful enough to send the beginnings of shockwaves through your body.
He pulled his hand away momentarily, but you quickly guided it back. “Touch me,” you panted against his ear. “Just like that… My… My clit.” You guided his fingers to that little bundle of nerves you were no stranger to, and he watched intently to see the anatomy of your body, as if taking notes.
He held you tight with his other arm, but it wasn’t enough to keep you from jolting at the pressure of his clumsy fingers.
“Murphy,” you laughed. “Oh, that’s so good.”
You watched his fingers rubbing you, getting slowly more confident with each pass over your clit. Still, you couldn’t help but admire his cock, hard and sticking up on end, with the most precious bulbous tip throbbing and reddened.
“You want it?” he asked as he rubbed you. “Touch it… Please.”
With the hand that wasn’t touching you, he guided your fingers along the shaft until you were rubbing him, and both of you were on the verge of your orgasms, you especially.
“Oh, oh… K-keep going.”
Your hips thrust hard against his palm, and with another swirl of his fingers, you melted into a cascade of intense pulses, throwing you over the edge into utter bliss. It wasn’t that you hadn't felt an orgasm before, you’d felt it from your own fingers, but this was different, more pleasurable because it was his doing. His fingers were inexperienced and clumsy, but they were his.
“Murphy,” you moaned. “Murphy! Oh, yes, Murphy!”
“I love you,” he said. “Did that feel good?”
You laughed and brought him in for another sweet kiss, soaking his lips with your saliva. “So good,” you said.
Despite your iron grip on his broad shoulders, he backed away with his cock in his hands, eying your glistening pussy as it still pulsed ever so slightly from your orgasm.
“Fuck,” he muttered. “That looks so good.”
You arched your back and nearly purred in arousal at the look on his face, all at once devious and blinded by lust.
Your legs widened further on the bar, and you beckoned him forward with your finger. “Come on, big boy,” you teased. “Get in here.”
It took a great deal of willpower, that Murphy usually did not have, not to slam into you, going as deep as he could before breaking you in. For all his ignorance of sex and the opposite gender, he knew women needed to go slow their first time, and he loved you too much to ever hurt you, especially not during such a magical, intimate moment.
Your face was buried in the crook of his shoulder as his tip entered the shallow end of your entrance, and both of you became immensely aware of your tightness.
“Let me know if you need me to stop,” he whispered clearly in your ear. “I don’t wanna hurt you, love.”
You kissed his neck before trailing your lips over his jawline and onto his cheek. “Deeper,” you simply said.
He happily obliged, slowly inching further into you. He clung tightly to your back, trying with so much might not to come in a matter of seconds, but the feeling he’d never felt before—the warmth, the squeeze of your fleshy walls, the tightness consuming him, the gentle twitching of your canal as you made room for him—was so intense, so hard to ignore.
“Mmm,” he groaned. “(Y/N)… Feels so good.”
You winced in slight pain at the feeling of snapping as he ventured further, and a sensation almost akin to burning appeared. Still, knowing he was inside of you was such a wonderful idea, and that was enough to have you moaning his name right back.
“Murphy,” you groaned into his neck. “You’re in me, baby… Mmm, you’re in me.” You laughed deliriously, causing him to break out into an adorable fit of boyish giggles.
“I know,” he said, and planted a kiss upon your shoulder. “You’re so tight, love. Can I move inside ya?”
“Yes,” you said. “Just go slow at first, okay?”
He nodded and held you closer as he thrusted gently, feeling his cock bury deeper inside of your increasingly wet pussy.
“Ohhh….” he moaned. “Fuck…”
The snapping feeling in your pussy gradually became less intense with each pass, his cock effectively stretching you out to match his girth. Pain gave way to pleasure, and you rocked back against him, allowing his cock even deeper until he reached your hilt.
“So deep,” he groaned.
“Faster,” you said. “Fuck me, Murphy.”
He swallowed hard before beginning to thrust harder, moving back and forth in your pussy as his hips flexed and jerked to get himself off inside you.
You found yourself leaning back on the counter, laying yourself down to get a look at him as he rammed into you, faster and more desperate with each heavy thrust.
He watched your chest bouncing, then reached out to massage the tissue with each strong, steady hand.
“Christ,” he mumbled. “You got the body of an angel.”
You laughed as you wriggled under his hands. “Mmm, Murphy… I love your cock in me, baby.”
“I—I’m gonna come.”
His body jolted almost violently, thrusting wildly into you as his face strained and his eyes fluttered as if he was in daze, and perhaps he was. The best orgasm of his life pulsed through his cock, causing it to twitch inside of you rapidly as he unleashed a flow of opaque white liquid into the condom’s reservoir.
He let out several strained whimpers which melted into blissful moans of relief. His eyes opened hazily as he finished unloading, and he broke out into a delirious smile when his sight met yours.
“I love you,” he laughed.
You reached up to grasp his cheeks, pulling him down to meet your prone body on the counter. His lips crashed onto yours as you held him tight to your chest. “I love you, too, sweet boy.”
He buried his head in the crook of your shoulder where he doused you in kisses and lovebites for minutes on end, and when he moved, you noticed the feeling of his softening cock still inside you. It felt heavenly, but you tickled his back to get his attention.
“You’re still in me, silly,” you laughed. “You can’t stay here all night.”
“Mm,” he hummed. “Why can’t I? I like it in here. Might just move in permanently. How much is the rent?”
“Free for you,” you said. “But you can pay in kisses if you’re so inclined.”
“Kisses, eh?” He firmly pressed his lips to your cheeks, and dotted sweet little pecks all over the rest of your face as you squirmed beneath him. You broke out into raucous giggles, intertwined with half-hearted shouts of his name every time his stubble grazed your soft skin.
“You like my kisses, mo shíorghrá?”
You rolled your eyes, as you knew he knew the answer to that question, but his cockiness had once again risen to the surface. You couldn’t say you didn’t love it, though.
“I love them, Murphy. Everything you do makes me indescribably happy… I’ve never felt this good in my whole life.”
“Couldn’t agree more,” he said. “Think God made us for each other.”
You tilted your head and raised an eyebrow at that. “Oh, yeah? He did, did he? Well, who am I to argue with the almighty creator of the universe?”
You weren’t entirely sure how you both managed to fall asleep on the bar, you two practically on top of each other as you held on for dear life to the other’s sweaty, naked body.
It was only when the morning came, sunlight rather rudely awakening you as it shone through the tinted windows of the pub, that you realized how terribly unsanitary it was to have sex on a bar.
“Shit,” you muttered under your breath, causing Murphy to stir and rub his eyes as he awoke.
“Maidin mhaith, cailín álainn,” he yawned, stretching his arms dramatically over his head. He folded his hands behind his head as he watched your naked figure fumble about for your clothes. “I think you should keep your clothes off, love. Quite like you like this.”
You smiled at him as you pulled your panties up your legs. He bit his lip, eyes hazily wandering about the five or so hickies he’d left on your chest and neck. He was immensely proud of himself, and you were sure you could get used to this cocky side of him.
“I think we’ve spent enough time naked in here,” you said. “We’ve got to clean this bar. I think Doc keeps the sanitizing spray down here.” You bent down to search under the bar, while Murphy busied himself with gathering his own clothes.
“He’ll never know, lass,” he assured you. He seemed to pick up on your stress as you sprayed frantically and wiped down the counter with great pressure and speed. “Our little secret, hm?”
You felt his lips on your neck again, his tongue jutting out to lick the sensitive hickies on your skin. “Look what I did to ya,” he said. “Hope it didn’t hurt.”
“It doesn’t hurt,” you sighed. “I like it… Reminds me of what we did last night… Did you like it?”
“Fuck yeah,” he said. “Like to do it again… Real, real soon…”
His hands trailed up your abdomen to grasp at your breasts, still bare and hardened from exposure to the early morning air permeating in the stuffy bar.
“Not here,” you laughed. “Already broke so many health codes. My place next time.”
“When’s next time?”
You turned around in his arms and pecked his lips in amusement at his impatience. “Tonight?” you asked. “I don’t think I could go much longer than that… I already miss feeling you inside me.”
He raised an eyebrow as his gaze moved down to your panties, slightly stained from how much you’d soaked them last night.
“Can I keep these?” he asked.
Your eyes widened. “What? You were serious about that?”
“Mhm,” he hummed with a smirk. “Little souvenir… If that’s okay?”
“Well, I’m going to have to leave here without any underwear under my dress…”
“Oh well.”
Murphy dropped you off that morning, walking you home in the dim early morning light through the still quiet streets of South Boston. Despite how tired he was, he walked with a spring in his step towards his apartment, eager to brag to Connor about his accomplishment.
“Rise and shine, you eejit!” he shouted joyously as the elevator doors opened to reveal the fifth floor loft. He stepped through the threshold of the apartment, removing his black peacoat and hanging his coveted rosary on the hook by the door all the while. “You’re not gonna believe the night I’ve had, Connor. Me and (Y/N)... Man, it was amazing. I mean, it was a little awkward ‘cause we both didn’t know what we were doin’, but she was a goddess. And we’re gonna do it again to—”
He finally turned himself around to face Connor’s bed, where the older twin was holding a large ice pack on his forehead. He had been beaten senseless, cut and bruised and covered in dirt, perhaps even a footprint or two.
“Jesus Christ,” muttered Murphy, eyes wide and lips agape in concern. “Fuck, what happened to you?”
He huffed and tried to sit up straight. “Also had a hell of a night… Though I think you had more fun than me.”
Concern melted quickly into hot, molten rage at the sight of his brother in this state, beaten and hardly able to move without wincing in pain. “Who the fuck did this?”
“Murph—”
“Nah, who the fuck did this, Connor?!”
He shook his head before giving into Murphy’s demand. “Tony and his little mafia friends… Mighta been able to take ‘em if I wasn’t outnumbered. He had five guys, including that big fella. The bodyguard.”
“I’m gonna kill that bastard.” Murphy paced in circles around the one-room apartment, running his fingers through his hair and nearly panting in rage. “We gotta do somethin’, Con. This kinda shit is what got…” He trailed off as memories flooded back, memories of a time he’d rather forget. “You know…”
“I know,” he said. “Trust me, I know.”
“Shit, I’m sorry,” Murphy huffed. “This is my fault. Shoulda been with you.”
Connor shook his head. “Nah, nah. I was being an asshole, and you shoulda been with (Y/N). She loves you.”
Murphy lowered his head, almost bashfully. “I know she does,” he said. “And if Tony’s out here doing shit like this to you, what if he comes after her next? Shit, I wouldn’t be at all shocked if he was the one who killed Shannon.”
Connor perked up, intrigued by the mystery. “You think so?”
Murphy pieced together the puzzle in his head, then cursed himself for being so blind. “Of course! He didn’t do it himself, he had some mafioso do it. Sent him to the coffee shop when he knew (Y/N) was working, but she wasn’t there. She was with me still, back at the station. Christ, he wanted to kill (Y/N) but he got Shannon instead!”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa,” said Connor. “Slow your roll, all right? No need to start spewing conspiracy theories.”
“This is not a theory, it’s real,” he insisted. “And I’m getting to the bottom of it. Right now.”
Murphy put on his coat about as quickly as he’d taken it off, along with his rosary and a swiftness in his step.
“Goddamnit, Murphy.”
Connor reluctantly lifted himself from the bed, with great strain on his injured body, and slipped on a shirt before catching up to him, determined to make sure he didn’t get himself in more trouble than he was already surely in.
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Taylor Swift and Midnights Album Song Titles
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'Lavender Haze'
Lavender Haze: I feel the lavender haze creeping up on me
Lavender Haze: I just wanna stay in that lavender haze
Lavender Haze: That lavender haze, I just wanna stay
'Maroon'
Maroon: The lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon
Maroon: It was maroon, it was maroon
'Anti-Hero'
Anti-Hero: It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
'Snow On The Beach'
Snow On The Beach: Like snow on the beach, like snow on the beach, like snow on the beach, like snow
'You're On Your Own, Kid'
You're On Your Own, Kid: You're on your own, kid, you always have been
You're On Your Own, Kid: You're on your own, kid, yeah, you can face this
'Midnight Rain'
Midnight Rain: He was sunshine, I was midnight rain
Midnight Rain: All of me changed like midnight rain
'Question...?'
Enchanted: The lingering question kept me up, 2 AM, who do you love?
The Man: They wouldn't shake their heads and question how much of this I deserve
Coney Island: The question pounds my head, what's a lifetime of achievement if I pushed you to the edge but you were too polite to leave me?
Question...?: Can I ask you a question?
Question...?: Do you wish you could still touch her? It's just a question
I Heart ?: I got an I heart question mark written on the back of my hand
'Vigilante Shit'
Vigilante Shit: And I don't dress for villains or for innocents, I'm on my vigilante shit again
'Bejeweled'
Bejeweled: Best believe I'm still bejeweled, when I walk in the room I can still make the whole place shimmer
'Labyrinth'
Labyrinth: It only feels this raw right now, lost in the labyrinth of my mind
'Karma'
Look What You Made Me Do: But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma
Karma: 'Cause karma is my boyfriend, karma is a god, karma is the breeze in my hair on the weekend
Karma: Karma’s a relaxing thought, aren’t you envious that for you it’s not?
Karma: Sweet like honey, karma is a cat purring in my lap 'cause it loves me
Karma: Flexing like a goddamn acrobat, me and karma vibe like that
Karma: 'Cause karma is the thunder rattling your ground
Karma: Karma’s on your scent like a bounty hunter, karma’s gonna track you down, step by step from town to town
Karma: Sweet like justice, karma is a queen, karma takes all my friends to the summit
Karma: Karma is the guy on the screen coming straight home to me
Karma: Karma is my boyfriend, karma is a good, karma’s a relaxing thought
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma is that girl, like grah
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma is ya checks ‘boutta bounce, damn
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma is a fire in ya house, grah
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): It’s okay, baby, you ain’t gotta worry, karma never gets lazy
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma is a beauty winning that pageant, grah
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): ‘Cause karma is my boyfriend / damn
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Me and karma vibe like that / grah
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma takes all my friends to the summit / facts
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma is my boyfriend, karma is a god / Karma is my bestie
Karma (feat. Ice Spice): Karma’s a relaxing thought / Karma’s gonna hold you down
Karma (Clean Version): Flexing like a Vegas acrobat, me and karma vibe like that
'Sweet Nothing'
Sweet Nothing: I found myself running home to your sweet nothings
Sweet Nothing: All that you ever wanted me was sweet nothing
'Mastermind'
Mastermind: What if I told you I'm a mastermind and now you're mine?
Mastermind: It was all by design 'cause I'm a mastermind
Mastermind: You knew that I'm a mastermind and now you're mine
Mastermind: Yeah, all you did was smile 'cause I'm a mastermind
'The Great War'
The Great War: My hand was the one you reached for all throughout the great war
The Great War: I vowed not to cry anymore if we survived the great war
The Great War: I vowed not to fight anymore if we survived the great war
The Great War: I vowed I would always be yours 'cause we survived the great war
The Great War: I will always be yours 'cause we survived the great war
'Bigger Than The Whole Sky'
Bigger Than The Whole Sky: Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, you were bigger than the whole sky
'Paris'
Paris: I was taken by the view like we were in Paris
Paris: Like we were somewhere else, like we were in Paris
Paris: 'Cause we were in Paris, yes, we were somewhere else
Paris: My love, we were in Paris, yes, we were somewhere else
'High Infidelity'
High Infidelity: High infidelity, put on your records and regret me
High Infidelity: High infidelity, put on your headphones and burn my city
High Infidelity: High infidelity, put on your records and regret meeting me
'Glitch'
Glitch: I think there's been a glitch, ah yeah, five seconds later, I'm fastening myself to you with a stitch
Glitch: Glitch, ah yeah, five seconds later, I'm fastening myself to you with a stitch
'Would've, Could've, Should've'
Would've, Could've, Should've: Would've, could've, should've, if you'd never looked my way
Would've, Could've, Should've: Would've, could've, should've, if I'd only played it safe
'Dear Reader'
Dear Reader: Dear reader, if it feels like a trap, you’re already in one
Dear Reader: Dear reader, get out your map, pick somewhere, and just run
Dear Reader: Dear reader, burn all the files, desert all your past lives
Dear Reader: Dear reader, bend when you can, snap when you have to
Dear Reader: Dear reader, you don’t have to answer just ‘cause they asked you
Dear Reader: Dear reader, the greatest of luxuries is your secrets
Dear Reader: Dear reader, when you aim at the devil make sure you don’t miss
'Hits Different'
Hits Different: It hits different, it hits different this time
Hits Different: It hits different, it hits different 'cause it's you
'You’re Losing Me'
You’re Losing Me: Stop, you’re losing me
You’re Losing Me: My heart won’t stop anymore for you ‘cause you’re losing me
You’re Losing Me: ‘Cause you’re losing me, stop, ‘cause you’re losing me
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