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jambo-rat · 2 years

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Hanahaki Disease

TW: BLOOD, VOMIT AND DEATH ARE MENTIONED IN THIS

The boys x gn!reader

Description: how the boys would react to the reader dying from Hanahaki Disease

Before separation:

You stared down at the bloody petals in your hand, panic rushing through you. Looking around the room you noted how the boys hadn't noticed the bloody flower in your hand. You coughed some more and covered your mouth, trying to hide the flower buds erupting from your throat.

Mikey looked over curiously and tilted his head. " What's up Y/n ? " He asked and shifted closer. You panicked and closed your fist. Donnie raised a brow leaned forward. " Y/n. What's wrong? " He asked and narrowed his eyes. This caught the attention of the other two.

" It's nothing " you said again before letting out another cough. Leo took a nervous step forward and held a hand out to rub your back. " Y/n ? " He whispered with worry. Blood dripped down your chin as another flower bud crawled up your throat. You let out a small gag and cover your mouth before running to the bathroom. You doubled over the toilet seat and pulled a whole ass flower from your throat.

You heard the door open and looked up nervously to see your crush standing in the doorway. " Y/n " they whispered softly.

Leo

Leo stared at you with panic. He looked down at the petals that you had dropped. " Y/n what is this ? " He asked, worry filling his voice. " And don't. Lie to me. " He told you seriously.

You nervously gulped and shifted to your side. " I... " You whispered staring down, tears welling your eyes. Taking a deep Shakey breath you walked yourself to look up. " I uhm...I- " you were cut off by more coughs.

You let out a wheezing gasp and leaned forward, thorns scratching your throat as you coughed up while flowers, stems and all. You let out a small gag and grabbed your throat, before gagging one more time and doubling over.

Gasping, you vomited out flowers and vines, blood staining everything. Leo covered his mouth and stared at you with fear. " Y/n ! " He yelled and ran over to you before falling to his knees. He held your hair back and took shakey breaths.

" No...no, no, no, no, no, no " you sobbed and wiped your lips. " I was doing so good " you cried and hit the floor. You looked up at Leo, tears streaming down your cheeks. " Leo I- " you started before getting cut off by his broken sob. Freezing you finally registered the fact he was crying.

Your heart shattered. The thought of making the turtle in front of you cry broke you. The fact you made a single tear fall from his beautiful fucking eyes made you this close to having a breakdown yourself. " Leo " you whispered and coughed more.

" Why didn't you tell me " the male hissed and stared at you with longing eyes. " Why didn't you tell me you loved me " he repeated and smacked your hand away. You shrunk away and took a deep breath. " I...I don't know...you seemed so...happy when I wasn't around. So I suffered in silence. " You muttered and rubbed your shoulder

" I'm really so- " before you could continue you coughed more. Your lungs suddenly felt like they were collapsing in on themselves. You let out a pained gasp which led to more coughing. Leo jumped and stared at you with fear, getting ready to hold your hair back.

You let out a small whimper and gripped the collar of your shirt. Coughing more, you had a feeling your insides were being ripped to shreds. Your breath quickened. Obviously. Your mind flooded with thoughts of dying in front of your love.

You let out a small sob, coughing more. You leaned over, more flowers and petals slipping through your lips. Leo rubbed your back worridly and stared down at you. " Y/n... " He whispered and leaned forward.

You didn't hear him. Your ears were ringing, your vision blurring. " Y/n ! " He yelled and cupped your cheeks. You gasped and grabbed his forearms, your eyes flooding with tears. " What " you croaked out, your throat being destroyed.

" I know it won't save you now but...I love you " he told you and rubbed your cheek bones. " I love you Y/n. I have. I couldn't tell or show you because you were never around. I could've helped you " he sobbed and stared at you with broken eyes

You opened your mouth to speak. All that slipped out was a small croak of pain. You shakely cupped one of his cheeks and gave him a small smile. You pulled him closer and wiped your lips. " Thank you " you whispered softly.

All feeling left your body after that, a sensation that could only be marked as pure bliss washing over you. There was faint screaming but it wasn't enough to snap you out of it. At last. You were in peace

Mikey

You heard a Shakey gasp and shot your head up to see Mikey staring in the doorway. " Mike " you whispered softly. You saw the fear in his eyes and panicked yourself.

" N-no ! I'm okay, this is- " you started before getting cut off by another cough. He stumbled over to you and fell to his knees, holding a hand out for you. You held his wrist and kept coughing.

Another flower erupted from your throat and landed in his hand. He jumped and dropped the flower, panic filling him. " Y/n ! Why didn't you tell me !? " He yelled and stared at you with genuine fear.

You let out a small whimper and flinched away. You stared down at your hands and played with your fingers, tears pricking your eyes. You felt another flower trying to erupt from your throat but you absolutely ignored it. Or tried to at least.

Your throat felt like it was being torn apart from the inside. Tears started to slip down your cheeks, cooling them down for a split second. " Mikey " you whispered, cutting his rant off. " Mikey I'm sorry " you whimpered and held your throat.

" N-no....no, don't be sorry " he said quickly and cupped your cheeks. " Don't be sorry Y/n " he whispered. " J-just focus on you " he told you and pushed some of your hair out of your face.

You let out more painful coughs, blood rising with them. Spitting out some saliva you shared down at the blood slowly joining the rest. " Mikey I.... " You whispered, your vision getting blurry.

You leaned against his plastron, whimpering to yourself. " Mikey I love you " you whispered softly, your breath shortening. " I'm sorry I didn't tell you " you croaked out. You heard a broken sob and felt a tear land on the top of your head. You knew what it was but could get yourself to look up. " I'm sorry " he sobbed and pulled you closer.

You simply shifted to hug him, exhaustion hitting you like a wave. You slowly closed your eyes, not realizing your breath had slowed to where it was about to stop.

" I love you " was the last thing you heard.

Raph

You heard a knock on the door and looked up, tears welling in your eyes. " Y/n ? " He asked and bit his lip. " H-hey Raph " you squeaked and wiped your lips in a desperate attempt to hide the blood flowing down.

" What're you doing ? " The snapping turtle asked and walked over. You cleared your throat before coughing...hard. Letting out a small whimper you grabbed your throat, another flower bud erupting from its confines.

You let out a pained gasp and fell back, using your other hand to catch yourself. You looked over at Raph's worried expression, his eyes filled with fear. Your heart shattered knowing the one you loved was watching you die even though he didn't realize it.

You gagged and leaned forward, panting a little. You coughed more before reaching your hand up to your lips. You opened your mouth as wide as you could and pulled out a large flower from the back of your throat. This triggered your gag reflex causing you to double over and vomit up blood and bile with a couple of flower petals mixed in.

Fear filled your body as you felt the scratches in your chest and throat get worse. " Y/n ! " Raph yelped and wiped your chin. " Oh god " he whispered softly. " Shit, shit, shit, shit " he repeated and looked around with worry. " Y-you'll be okay. I'll get help. Donnie's gonna have something " he started and looked down at you.

You had a small, broken smile on your lips. " Why are you smiling " he cried and stared at you with worry before it clicked in his head. " You...you wanted to d- " He whispered before you cut him off. " It was a better option than to see you drift away " you whispered softly.

" No...no you could've told me " he whimpered and stared at you, tears sliding down his cheeks. " I thought you would've rejected me. We would've lost what we had. " You whispered and pushed away from him. " Besides. This is better than being alone. " You dryly joked.

He opened his lips to say something else before you coughed some more. He realized how bad +your condition was. You watched as reality slowly hit him. " Oh Raph " you whispered and stared at his broken expression. He hugged you tightly and buried his face in your shoulder. " This can't be happening " he cried.

" I can't lose you. " He sobbed. You hugged him in return, ignoring the new batch of flowers and vines crawling up your throat. " I love you Raphy, I always have and I always will. " You whisper in his ear, your vision getting foggy.

" Stay. With. Me. " He demanded through gritted teeth, tears staining your shirt. " Please Y/n. " He hiccupped and pulled you closer.

" I'm sorry. " Was the last thing you could say before your lungs gave out

Donnie

You heard a small gasp and looked up at the softshell standing in the doorway. " Don... " You whispered and stumbled back. " Y/n...what's going on " he asked with a serious tone.

" N-nothing ! " You whimpered and rubbed the back of your neck. He knew you were lying. It was clear as day. You coughed some more and pulled some petals out from your mouth. " Y/n... " He whispered and stared at you with worry.

You shrunk back and stared down at your lap, tears slowly welling in your eyes. You opened your mouth to say something but more petals fell out. You coughed more and pulled out a full blooming flower out of your throat.

" Y/n " he whispered and walked twords you, fear in his eyes. You refused to look up. You /couldn't/ look up. You couldn't see the frustration and pity in his eyes, or that plain, dead panned look he always wears. You used to love it but now that he knew your secret you couldn't bear to see it.

" Y/n look at me. " He told you and crouched next to you, his hand nervously reaching out to you. You coughed more and pulled more flowers and vines from your throat.

You slowly looked up at him with a pained expression. " Donnie. " You whispered and held your throat. You stared in his eyes and saw worry. Genuine worry. " Don... " You whispered softly and took a Shakey breath.

" Don...Don I-I'm so- " you started before he cut you off. " Don't. " He growled and shook a little. You flinched at the tone and spat out some blood. " Why didn't you tell me. " He hissed and looked up at you with a pained expression.

You're breath caught in your throat. " Donni- " you gasped and coughed more, blood shooting up from your lungs. Letting out a small whimper you spat out a large pile of petals coated in a shit ton of blood.

You took frantic and shakey breaths, more vines climbing up your throat. You pulled multiple flowers and vines out from your throat, blood sliding down your chin. Donnie fell back and took panicked breaths himself. " Y/n " he whispered and scrambled up.

" L-lets get you to the lab or-or med bay. " He told you and pulled you up. You stumbled and fell into him, a small groan slipping from your throat. " Donnie " you whispered. " Maybe I can make something to help you. It shouldn't- " he kept on ranting, not acknowledging the fact you had said something.

You gave him an annoyed look and shook your head. " Donnie " you said louder. He still didn't hear you and kept ranting about ways he could possibly help. " DONNIE ! " You yelled. He shut up and stared down at you with pain, tears streaming down his cheeks. " We have to find a way " he whispered and wiped his eyes

" No. It's...it's too late. " You whispered and cupped his cheeks. " I'm sorry " he whispered, breaking down in your arms. " I'm sorry I never noticed. " He apologized and wiped his eyes.

" Donnie " you croaked and let out a small broken sob. You coughed some more and leaned away from the two of you to spit out some plant life. " I should...I should be sorry. " You whispered and wiped your lips.

" There has to be a way to save you. " He whimpered and stared down at you. He held you close and cupped your jaw. " There isn't...I'm-I'm sorry... " You whispered, tears slipping down your cheeks.

" I just want to be with you. " You whispered and wiped your eyes. Your knees started getting wobbly and your lungs didn't want to work anymore. You fell to the ground and coughed, gasping for air. " Y/n... " He sobbed and kneeled next to you.

" I love you. " He whispered and pulled you to his plastron, not caring about the touch. " I love you so much " he cried and buried his face in your shoulder. " I'm sorry I'm leaving Don. " You whispered and looked up with teary eyes. " I love you too, Donatello Hamato. " You whispered before going limp in his arms.

.:Fin:.

Sooooo, how we find after this? Good? I hope not. I wrote this in the span of one day I think. It was an adventure. I've made many people cry on this adventure. I hope you guys enjoyed it :D