#and i don't know how to fix it

[glimblshanks]

Actually I'm very tempted to write a one shot of Shaxs trying to help Mariner through her war trauma. Like we know the crews mental health is something he takes very seriously, and he's the only other character in the show that we know for certain has fought on the front lines of a war. It's actually kind of odd to me that they aren't a more common friendship/ mentor pairing

#star trek lower decks #lower decks #beckett mariner #shaxs #but first I HAVE to finish editing the draft of my curse next fic chapter #I have had a first draft in the can for like two months now #and I've just been sitting on it #cus I don't like it #and I don't know how to fix it #but also I wrote 24 god damn pages #so I'm not gonna just not post it #ya feel?

[the-hipe-exe]

Me and My favourite childhood man ⭐

#keroro gunso #sergeant keroro #sgt keroro #keroroposting #self insert #the hipe exe #fan art #yeah I don't really know how to draw him #and i don't know how to fix it #plus gunso is not my main content here ;| #artists on tumblr #digital art

[hannah-heartstrings]

There's so many things I wish I could do, so many things I want to make, so many ways I wish I could help someone else, but simply surviving takes all my energy sometimes.

#chronic fatigue #chronic illness #depressive #sorry #i usually try not to be negative on here but i've been getting worse probably due to barely being able to sleep #and i don't know how to fix it #i just lie awake for hours every night #and i feel like i'm wasting my life being tired 😭 #tw depressing thoughts

[petrichor-moss-and-lightning]

watching this clip again and thinking about girlhood and reflection and time and gender roles. like, i see my 7-year old niece, and it's gut-wrenching to watch her be pushed into the same eldest-daughter patterns of performance and forced perfection that i was as a kid, knowing what waits for her and yet not being able to save her.

#as a kid/teen i was forced into perfection -- top grades. constantly performing. constantly being responsible. no fuck ups EVER. #ALWAYS empathetic. always compassionate. always having to regulate my emotions when adults around me exploded in fury. #i could go on. but all this screwed with my self-perception and sense of self-worth + self-esteem for literal DECADES #so it's just absolutely gut-wrenching to see those same patterns played out again and again and again #and i don't know how to fix it #does this make sense? i'm rambling again. it's late and i'm tired but god is girlhood so heavy #disclaimer: i'm approaching this as a white middle class person in the global north so my perception is influenced by those privileges #experiences of girlhood are affected by intersecting identities of race/class/etc. so my pov is very limited in that regard #on girlhood #feminism

[battlevann]

my weight keeps dropping no matter what i do

#there was a point last year where i was like. 83 pounds #i don't want to go there again but no matter how much i eat or what i eat or what supplements I take it just keeps fucking dropping #and i don't know how to fix it #vik.post #delete l8r #weight mention #weight loss tw

[sunshineandrosesnoraincamemyway]

A fat quarter can be cut into 20 4inch squares

I need 10-11 4 inch squares of each color I have

Theoretically I could make 2 of this quilt

Of course, I've never made a quilt before and sewing machines hate me. BUT IF IT WORKS.....!

#Naomi tries to quilt #Naomi tries to sew #Every sewing machine I've ever used ends up with the same problem #And I don't know how to fix it #And too be clear #This problem spans years #And the brand of sewing machine #They are made completely differently from each other #AND YET THEY STILL REFUSE TO WORK #I'm hoping I can figure it out tomorrow #Because i love this fabric so much

[booksflowersmoonwings]

you ever get sick and tired of thinking about how sick and tired you are of being sick and tired?

anyone have cute art of asra (the arcana), shino (naruto), or john doe (uncanny valley game) they feel like sharing?

or gush about something cool they just finished creating?

I dunno could use some. goodness.

#chronic illness sucks #chronic pain sucks #chronic fatigue SUCKS #how am I supposed to take care of my spouse and my home and my critters if all i ever want to do is sleep? #how am i supposed to actually put in the requisite effort to my mfa #and writing in general? #how am i supposed to work out and get stronger or eat well #or work on other projects I've committed to? #head hurts every day #ibs acts up most days #never feel rested no matter how much i sleep #back pain joints muscles bones etc #and I've been so depressed and listless for so long #my partner works as a nurse full time and is also getting her masters degree because she is a badass #she has reason to be exhausted #technically i do too but it doesn't feel like it because i barely have done anything today and everything i have done came with struggle #but I'm still exhausted #perpetually #for as long as i can remember #and i don't know how to fix it #and I'm tired #and it's not fair #by which i mean #it's not fair to everyone else who works at hard as they do #that i DON'T anymore and still feel like shit and am allowed to not work a regular job anymore #it's not fair #I'm so tired

[gale-in-space]

I'm so fucking sad lmfao

#and i don't know how to fix it #i need a friend to come into my house and drag me out and go to coffee or something #or play a game. or watch a show or movie. or something. #because i sure as hell can't do this by myself #not while i see myself as a sickness. a tumor on society that needs to be resected #normal thoughts tuesday #tbd

[kakusu-shipping]

Finally decided to jump in AO3′s Mariocest collection, which is really good btw I recommend Priorities Rewritten by Karatecake, easily my favorite one I read all night

Anyway I accidentally ended off on an Angst/Unrequited Love/Dark fic because I apparently cannot read warning tags so now I’m sad and it’s 5am so I have to go to bed sad

#I don't know how to use AO3 I love it it's so cool people there are incredibly powerful #I am just stupid #I have no reason to actually tag this Mariocest I don't wanna be the guy flooding the tag with personal posts #but it might end up there anyway sorry read the fic I linked and don't read anything else I guess dkfgjdfkjgk I'm annoying #Aaaaaaaaaaugh #I'm SUCH a bad Angst/Non-Con guy it just BUMS ME OUT #I have no idea how people do this more power to you and all but man #MAN #I don't even know how I got there it was ALSO the only Smut I read because I don't care about Smut #How did I GET HERE #I didn't read the damn tags is absolutely what happened it was my own fault #I did this #The best Mariocest fics aren't tagged Mariocest btw they're Mario/Luigi + Sibling Incest only #And a few that should be tagged Mario&Luigi but kfgjdkfjgf I don't think the kids are ready to know that difference just yet #I'm making this post to procrastinate going to bed because I'm legit gonna just lay there and be sad over this fic I read #And I don't know how to fix it #Hhhhhhhhhhhh I wanna write a Mariocest fic but how and about what other than the Bros Kiss huh #Brain tumble #Aight off to bed to be sad and mildly triggered by my own choice (accident) to read Fucked Up Shit #I dub-coned myself with a Fanfiction. I consented but did I really #Anyway.Good night to my Baled Mario plushie I kissie him head and know he is fine and nothing is wrong between him and Luigi #They are in romantic love

[oceanera12]

Hey look, Fan Art!

I may have gotten a bit carried away on my fan art for my own fanfiction, lol. Very proud of both of my boys.

Just so y'all know, the fic explores the origins of each of the Hermits (and these origins are in no way canon to the creators, it's just me having fun).

The reason I feel the need to explain this so much is because Hypno has Phantom Wings floating behind him and some people might get confused by that because... why?

Also, there's the tiniest bit of blood in Joe Hills picture because Herobrine. As such, click to see.

Anyway, link to the fic here featuring Herobrine!JoeHills and DreamEater!Hypnotizd. Hope y'all enjoy.

#hermitcraft fanfic #hermitcraft fanart #joe hills #hypnotizd #herobrine!joehills #tw blo0d #it's very little #but #ya know #era's art work #i don't make a lot #but i've been on a kick recently #because hermits #joe looks angry #and i don't know how to fix it #then again he's freaking herobrine sooooooooo #or at least he is in this version #i am so proud of those wings #phantom minecraft #you can barely see hypno's pocket watch #dang it #built family

[drawing-with-odd-words]

God I'm so tired of being lonely

#i can't keep crying this much #i don't know what to do #all my friends keep distancing themselves from me one by one #and i don't know how to fix it

[brightonpage-moved]

I'm halfway through posting Pulse, and this is the part where I admit I have no idea what I'm doing, I guess.

It's hard to be a creator of any kind, to pour your heart and soul into a thing, that no one really has any reason to care about. Am I good enough? Only the vast universe that is the Internet can tell me that, but like the universe, it does sometimes feel like mostly void.

"I write for myself," I tell myself firmly, as I'm supposed to, if I want to keep feeling good about the time and effort I pour into this. Do I mean it? Sometimes.

"I don't need validation," I say, even less convincingly. Because, after all, I am sending this piece of myself into the void, hoping for a response.

It was never going to be easy, I knew that. There was a part of me that hoped it would be a little easier.

Anyway, I'm still committed to posting the second half, but beyond that? I don't know. This might just be the wrong approach. If there even is a right approach. (Or maybe I'm just not good enough.)

#this is very self pitying #i'll probably delete it later #i'm just having a day/week #and i think i'm being selfish #like #i should do more for other creators #i want to #i'm just terrible at interactions #even online #and i don't know how to fix it #sorry #i'll shut up now #writers on tumblr

[aftertheglitterfades]

the way none of my posts are showing up in any tags

#and i don't know how to fix it #why is tumblr like this? #hanna talks

[novastellavox]

Feeling like a plastic bag today... drifting through the wind..

#seriously though #i have issues #derealization #is hitting hard #and i don't know how to fix it #or if I want to fix it #Cuz this dreamworld I am living in feels quite calm #and even if i wanted to #i'm not allowed to leave yet

[elena-illustration]

“all the deaths could have been prevented if andrey and goncharov just had gay sex” well what if they had gay sex and then still did the killings. i think they deserve to have some killings as a treat

#like seriously i don't know how anyone could watch the train scene and then be like 'oh yeah some gay sex would be enough to fix these guys #OR THE BRIDGE SCENE?!?!? #come on now #goncharov #goncharov (1973) #martin scorsese #robert de niro #film #cinema #gonrey #my art #i'm really glad goncharov is getting popular on here so i have a chance to post some gonrey 🥲 #unreality

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#selfie bee #good evening friends!! how are you doing! C: #I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself #I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose #I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years #thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!! #not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ* #but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint #he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it #my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago #as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds #he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where #I think tattoos are super cool (´｡･v･｡｀) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo #it was heath ledgers face as the joker #at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years #a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡ #I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets #can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street? #I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet #he might have special abilities #I hope you're having a good day friends!! C: #I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week #miss you!! ♥♥♥