#and is a little embarassing sometimes

[genkais-arcade]

Thanks for posting that t-shirt link and thank you for making gifs! Every YYH post I see is +1 to mental health

<3 <3 <3

Running this blog is like, my 13-year-old self's dream! It makes me so happy and the act of making gifs can feel very zen sometimes. So, its good for my mental health to create it :)

(The t-shirt link in question)

#thank you! #yyh is my number one fandom for sure #it only feels right ya know #running this blog really comes from the heart for me in a way thats kind of hard to explain #and is a little embarassing sometimes #partly because im in my 30s now #but the time i spent watching these shows as a kid probably saved me from a lot of bad shit #that i might have been out doing thanks to the environment i grew up in #anyways #if youre younger and reading this just know that the fandoms you love will always be with you - the feelings they bring you are important

[thegoldenavenger]

Liu Qingge date lineup… I was thinking about how funny it would be to see how dating might change your lifestyle

#kamaetedraws #svsss #liu qingge #bingliu #liujiu #bingliushen #(implied) #svsss lqg never gets in on the fashion party bc lbh and sqq are too busy spoiling each other #liujiu lqg's hair is better taken care of bc sqq does that for him. sqq doesnt like braids tho #liujiu lqg also has The Most decked out clothes bc sqq embroiders them when he is feeling petty #he likes hiding bamboo motifs and chrysanthemums #lqg doesnt care except when he does in which case he vacillates wildly between #'haha look how much sqq wants to show me off' and 'UGH can he NOT leave my clothes alone for ONE second' #bingliu lqg has servants who bully him into taking care of everything he normay ignores so that's why his hair is longer #lbh replaced his whole wardrobe with Bingge Colors and burned all the cqms stuff #AND he is always giving lqg fancy fiddly little gifts of jewelry and stuff #lqg doesnt actually care for it but he's gotten better at manipulating so he sometimes wears it as a bribe #bingliushen lqg is SO embarassed right now and is thinking about hiding his little bingqiu belt tassle so he doesnt get dragged into this #(but he is obviously coming out winning. #HE still has his principles he tells himself HE still dresses his own damn self HE isnt so fussy and self absorbed about his relationship #he is a little jealous)

[plaguedpriest]

loving ur comfort/fav character to the point of emotional overwhelmingess and actual physical reactions is so so embarassing cuz like yea. i cant look at cool art of these pixels or listen to their voice clips on the internet for too long without feeling like exploding into a million pieces and dying because i have a crush. on the pixels. whatever

#it spreads #is this post even relatable to anyone idk #sometimes ill just have a guy that makes me sooo so happy but just a little too happy yk #to the point where i straight up cant think of them for too long without feeling overwhelmed #idk if its out of embarassment or guilt or just bc im insane but yeag

[sunset-bridge]

i wanna rest in your light

#persona 5 #goro akechi #akira kurusu #p5 joker #p5 #p5 protagonist #akeshu #p5r #myart #sergio flores #tee hee.. ok look... they are little losers but they are also v touch starved #so. sometimes they go pat pat pat. pat pat eachother even. why not. god forbid anyone sees though. dead #or smtms they'll fight and then. go paf. fucking 5 year olds or smth #GHHHH i hope u guys like. dog goro on the second one... he just went . paf #he says nothing at all but he smiles because. pat pat pat WAHOO #everyone knows its not embarassing if you dont even say anything kffdj #also first one. sergio likes to be Held but he will also say nothing and god forbid you point anything out #ok bye #fanart #digital art

[gokupowers]

feel like modern Dave writers/kins forget he's hussies self insert and written to be totally fucking lame in canon bc hussie was a 25 year old loser living in his parents basement making anti SJW rage comics at the time . dave strider is an awesome character but he is genuinely so fucking embarrassingly lame and a loser and it's a beautiful thing & we need to remember our roots #makedavelameagain

#homestuck #dave #i like think in general it's crazy cuz i see a lot of dave kins acting overly cool/nonchalant/taking on his personality when hes literally #insufferable and slightly pathetic like i like him sooo much and hes such a loser . hes my little loser but like. dave strider in Homestuck #if he was real . hes the kind of guy i would have bullied in highschool #being purposefully chill comes across as trying really hard and really embarassing . #idk i think its bc everyone who has some kind of parental abuse/trauma relates to him but not actually his personality so instead they go #out of their way to emulate his personality. without realizing they are emulating one of the lamest fictional characters in existence. #like . its okay to have your own personality ❤️ you dont have to act hard youre literally a homestuck fan . #sometimes its jist silly cuz you want me to believe you get bitches ? you ? a homesyuck fan? a Homestuck fan? a Homestuck fan? #be so serious. its mostly chronically online teenagers doing this now ig but its like baby learn from the past . be better. choose a #brighter future. i guarantee you . hoes do not want dave strider they want a normal compassionate young man/woman/whatever

[ahollowgrave]

-- almost.

Odette doesn't share the parental relationship with Ryne that Thancred does, but it's not quiet sisterly either. It is, however, strictly platonic. Like him, however, Odette doesn't really start healing from Minfilia's loss until the events of Shadowbringers.

#Pigeon Screens #Odette Hollows #Odette x Minfilia #I AM! LMAO a little embarassed to post these because they feel a little #'graphic design is my passion' to me #but I had a lot of fun making these and putting it together and I DO enjoy looking at it over all #so onto the blog it goes #Sometimes a tiktok trend is sooooooooo perfectly your wolship #this is the SECOND tiktok trend I've done for them?????? #don't bully me about this !!!!!

[wind-up-thancred]

doggie :)

#i am not tagging this. its shitposty and low effort lmao #sometimes a girl just needs to objectify 30 yr old men ok? #im on my trial acct rn and dont have many areas unlocked for gposing yet so #i just slapped doggie ears and tail on cred and called it a day #its fun to embarass him a little sometimes :)

[short666bread]

#it is so important to make fun of your friends #it is so important to be embarassing #sometimes your best friend doesn’t have a dad to tease them abt stuff so you get to do it <3 #draco malfoy #harry potter #ron weasley #hermione granger #drarry #draco x harry #harry x draco #playing a fun little game where I use the brush and colors my friend was using in procreate before it was my turn to use it again :-) #artist harry

[vellichorsdesire]

personally i think laying on my f/o’s chest their hand patting my head with the other arm wrapped tightly around me while i cry no judgement from them whatsoever would fix me

#delete later maybe #vent ahead sorry </3 #i keep on overthinking toniight and i almost had a meltdown cuz of it i actually dont know whyy <//3 #i cant help but feel i’m annoying to my friendssgrhrhrggh that f/o would find me annoying as well… it hurts to think about #i feel like i dont belong anywhere sso bad it sucks so much everyone has higher prorities in their life than me i shouldnt be so expecting #it’s embarassing how much i enjoy the attention i get sometimes even the smallest message i’m desperrate for…. waaugh #it hurts a little because i have to bottle it up in a way i’mputting this here because j genuinely have nowhere else to put this i’m sorry #f/o savee me…. #❥ vels ramblings

[monstraduplicia]

BEGGING gay people on this webbed site to stop watching childrens media for like. a week.

#that femslash poll is fucking embarassing who are ANY of those people #hey who do yall like better two grown women from a show no one under 40 watches or 50 little animated bitches that hold hands sometimes :) #txt

[bingobongobonko]

also again to ppl who know me and folks who dont anyway, i still like u regardless of if we're mutuals or not so, genuinely sorry it feels like this year i'm kinda more unhinged and unstable than usual. believe me i know, and idk. trying to put into words. it is getting easier to talk about mental health, i think roleplaying and writing again really has made that easier for me to communicate certain feelings and going ons in my head, i guess i just dont like people being in the crossfire. so if i ever say any crazy shit in the spur of any kind of breakdown anywhere, do know i WILL be fine, i often end up fine, i just again, way more unstable than usual and for that im super sorry. a lot of folks have been very kind about it, and it means a lot, i guess what im tryna say is that this might be by new norm for a bit and i bitterly accept this and do whatever i can. i just want to preface that no one is in any capacity to feel responsible for me. if i say something crazy DO assume im working it out and im trying to get it together, dont feel bad for me ykwim. just be like. Damn that guys losing his mind. sucks. because i PROMISE you ill be fine.

#warning cuz yeah #maybe like 3 breakdowns back to back between normal moods #little bit embarassing #ik nobody laughing at me for being fucked in the head but its still a little mortifying to see the things i say sometimes when im out of it #think of it as me just experiencing a lapse in judgement tbh #cuz thats not how i think about things. its actually so much better than that i just yk #anyway yea im like a tiger in an enclosure. if im losing my shit just kinda idk. aint much you can do and thats completely ok #its just a liiiittle difficult to cope recently but i got my things. i do come back from it

[sleepyone2three]

A piece of dialog I plan to use at some point in Little Knowledge, Lotsa Heart, but just had to share. Because it's honestly a mood with the stress those idiots put the poor reader through.

"Attraction has nothing to do with the matter; sexual or otherwise," you huffed, indignant at the very suggestion in and of itself. "I'd yell at and embarrass every single one of my numbskull crewmates if meant keeping them from getting needlessly killed."

#when villains keep mistaking you for other crew members so because you you start yelling at them for needlessly endangering themselves #smh being asexual in sexulized world really do be like that sometimes #they just care a lot okay #and these idiots have no sense of self preservation #it gets stressful ya know? #so yo do what you can and embarass the living hell out of them #and eventually they learn to not just laugh and try to wave off what they see as empty threats #parenting tips for the nervous wreck who's just trying to keep his mugiwara alive #things get so much better when chopper joins lmao #he at least helps to enforce the guys resting for a little bit aft battles #its never ending when you decide to adopt a group of pirates 🙄 #one piece fanfiction #one piece reader insert #trans reader #asexual reader #but there may be some fluffy romamce stuff sprinkled throughout #Little Knowledge Lotsa Heart #one piece x reader

[eyivibyemi]

✧ I won’t really write descriptions for these, but see original post tags for explanation/commentary on the song snippet ✧

#This was literally just off the top of my head improvising words that rhyme (as is obvious from me rhyming the word #'on' with the word.... 'on' (what's going ON my name is ON' etc. lol) but after actually thinking about it this kind of seems a little #sinister?? why is his name on the news? why is he fleeing town? makes me think of of some guy who's killed #someone or is finally getting caught for his crimes so one last stop before he flees town is he returns home to his husband (who he #calls Hummingbird sometimes I guess) and is like 'erm... tee hee.. I can't tell you why but I shall leave. farewell' etc. #also 'I guess I could show you' having a bad implication like.. yeah I COULD show you the dead bodies and evidence of my crimes #but I will spare you from that and simply let you live in ignorance (at least until you see the news at 10.. but I will be long gone by #then.. eating green beans somewhere lol).. ANYWAY.. 100% unintentional but you could actually almost read some sort of meaning #out of this one. until the green beans part ghhbjb.. I try so hard for everything to just be meaningless gibberish #that has no connection but I suppose sometimes a connection can be made. alas.. a perhaps accidentally Dark seeming song snippet #OR alternate theory. uhh... actually his name is on the news for a good reason. he donated all his money to charity and now #he's fleeing town just because he's embarassed to be publicly recognized.. a shy philanthropist OR an evasive murderer #BOTH versions of him like green beans. which is the truth? up to listener interpretation lol.. Also I #still find it immensely funny for some reason to do this lower sounding style of singing. which not that I really care about like having a #Broad Range or something since I don't think it'd even be possible to have one in my position (as someone #with zero musical/vocial training/etc.) BUT because part of what I find fun is like.. experimenting with all different sorts of sounds #and also doing choir type stuff. So then I do want to be able to sound like multiple people.. if that makes sense? I want to have a really #high voice and the a really low voice and have them sing together and it sounds like a duet or something when it's really just one person. #etc. Thus have a passing interest in learning to adopt different singing styles if I can. because then that's funny and I can do a wider #variety of things like it's all different characters or something as if all the song snippets are done by different people or etc. #(maybe just part of the nature of it being experimental). #And the low voice is always the goofiest sounding to me and very 'fake' seeming I guess #like blatantly is just someone putting on an affect or whatever but still in a kind of fun jokey way lol #beepo tag

[seithr]

rl chatterin in tags, dont worry about it just feel like talking about recent stuff. for those who dont care look at this birdthang i won on xiv then. my silly big bird..

#i dont owe explanation to anyone yeah i kno but i was going through something kinda rough the last little while and wanted to disappear #idk if it was at all noticeable but i feel like acknowledging it is healthier than feeling embarassed pretending i was Totally Fine. #alas im back and im... still just gona post on as normal. i can enjoy my Own Circle Of Enjoyment because im allowed to enjoy parts of life #even if i felt like utter death it doesnt mean i have to drag myself back to it once im finally crawling out. #it doesn't mean it didn't happen. doesn't mean it didn't hurt. but i dont have to reopen the wounds to prove something yknow. #i want to be alright and I will take these. when i feel i want to be happy i should not deny the pleasure of messaging friends #or little joys of any kind no matter how 'insignificant it is' next to my real stresses. you have to have something you smile about #and when you're ready to again why try and put it off? anyways. no idea if this makes sense. im tired but good i think. #i have to give myself little hype up shounen talks about joys and loves and life sometimes. its just gonna happen. #armour clanking #however i AM allowed to feel a little shy talking and being honest again so this is scheduled . hello. gootbye. ya boy hanging on 👍 #possibly employed boy at last even. probably contributed to getting better was that hope. ok no more sharing for real GOODNIGHT (MORNING)

[vyragosa]

the way i’m usually intimidated to hell and back and physically hold back cause i’m unfortunately going 350 km/h mentally speaking and i know it’s exhausting to deal with but then people will willingly read this blog and i simultaneously feel embarassed and overjoyed 🤦‍♀️

#less embarassed about it recently but still #still embarassed a little #sometimes #especially when people i look up to read it and i (static noises)

[angeltism]

mutual height chart...

oh okay good. sawrry for those other weird assumptions it's currently 1am I am mega tired and feeling really funny mentally !! like nawt fully there n my brain is being ultra mega super duper sillay. anyways I bet one corn chip I'm gonna be the shortest

#➳ the fool's mail box #➳ sender; anonymous #sawrry there's like a 30% chance you'll get an unhinged answer whenever you ask mwe a question #you hit that 30% chance #sawrry again HDJABDHAHSHAH #also to be FAIR you're asking on anon which makes mwe a little suspicious of others sometimes #anyways I've embarassed myself enough i should purrobably go 2 bed #anonnie forget this happened please. but don't forget my height ig. I'm normal. (lies. but we all know at this point don't we)