#and is it rlly a wrong if it was basically self defense

[lesbianjennette]

i support womens rights AND womens wrongs !! free my girl cinderella !!!

#and is it rlly a wrong if it was basically self defense #like.. yeah she tried framing margot but she like #abused Cinderella her whole live soooo..... #free my girl.... #once upon a crime #once upon a crime spoilers #i guess?

[goldenhypen]

hi em! i was gonna make this anonymous but ta heck w tht LOL okay so this is gonna b a long one js bc i wanna b as clear as possible for u but i jus wanna kno ur opinion on this n im sorry if this sounds redundant (given what ur whole acc is abt) but i saw this tiktok that was basically talking abt how ppl who read rp (real person) fanfics r weird , disgusting , and freaks (that one hurt ngl😭) and ig bc i never interacted w ppl who read them i had no idea this was such a controversial thing yk? so it kinda hurt and i got hella defensive bc these fics have helped me thru some hard times n r my safe space (esp ur acc i love it sm ur fics r quick n easy reads but so so good! and i love tht u write wholesome sfw fics i don’t like / can’t read nsfw rp fics) and r good when i need a quick romance fix bc i have none irl (tmi fr sorry!) but honestly it made me feel horrible abt myself bc im like damn am i sick freak for reading this even tho i read the sfw n wholesome ones?? n they were sayin the y/n , self inserts were even worse! 😭 n idk if this makes me ignorant but for the life of me i couldn’t figure out what made it weird! nsfw ones r different but regular romance or fantasy? esp since i never see this take when ppl mention they used to read one direction fanfics or mindless behavior & august alsina ones (these were popular among the black community for context!) like everyone laughs n reminisces i feel like ppl r a lot more critical n harsh on kpop stans tbh but i even thought abt deleting my tumblr bc i felt wrong for doing so it made me question myself for awhile just being honest anyways i’ll get off my soapbox im so sorry this is so long i jus wanted to give as much context and detail as possible! if this is too much please disregard but idk i just wanted an opinion on this take from a fix writer and i assume u read some too correct me if i’m wrong! thanks so incredibly much in advance and i hope we can b friends one day! 🧸🎀✨💌💕🫶🏽

this is so real of you omg ok first of all, thank you for going out of your comfort zone to do this! things like this make me so happy cuz you coming out of your way to do this (comfort wise and time wise since it must’ve taken you a while to write sm, esp considering the technical difficulties 😭) makes it all the more meaningful. and i rlly appreciate you coming to me of all ppl too! so thank you!

secondly, i agree with you on all the things you had to say !! i was once in your shoes, and if i’m being completely honest, a part of me is still navigating this as well. like some things i still question for example is if there is rlly nothing wrong with this, why do i feel the need to hide that i read/write? but for the most part, rn i am definitely set on there being absolutely nothing wrong with this! i can definitely see where these other ppl are coming from if they had never thought much of fanfiction or reader inserts etc. bc it’s probably similar to how i felt before being more exposed to fanfiction. but imo these are fantasies i just imagine in my head anyway and are almost like dreams to me yk? and so imo, they’re harmless. in fact, writing and reading ffs help grow my creativity, which is smth i value. cuz not only am i doing this for entertainment, i’m also doing it for the art (this is in terms of writing more so than reading but can still apply to both). however, similar to you, i do believe that imagines can be taken too far, as that is what aligns with my beliefs, such as nsfw fics (which is not anything personal at all to nsfw writers!). that imo can be harmful for the mind and spirit etc. (sorry if this is getting too deep and personal 😭)

ugh this is honestly so nice to talk about and have someone relate to on this cuz literally the things you are saying describe me !!! and dw, i have and never had any love life,, it’s non existent, believe it or not! so dw, you’re not alone 😭 like we can be delulu tgt 😭😭 and ahahaha yesss like i can’t tell you the amount of times i considered deleting this app or stopping writing/reading. it was challenging to process. but after doing so, i have come to the conclusions i mentioned earlier (how i think reading sfw fics are harmless). it’s literally just a form of harmless entertainment lol so i don’t see why ppl have to be so judgmental about it and can’t just mind their own business 😭 so dw, coming from a fellow reader and someone who has faced the same dilemma, you are not at all a freak 😭 and don’t let anyone let you think otherwise 😤☹️

also i can’t go without saying a huge thank you for all the kind things you had to say about my works :((( <3 that is so sweet of you to say and is so encouraging. it’s smth i’m finding i need a lot of, esp lately, so i rlly appreciate that and it means a lot. this whole ask and talking about this is rlly quite meaningful to me tbh 😭 so thank you for coming to me and being so brave to bring this up! 🫶🏻 also, yes let’s be friends omg !! i’d love that 🥹🫶🏻

#thank you for this truly 😭 #i feel so…. not alone anymore loll #em answers #thatsadoutsider <3 #also if you’re comfortable lmk your name! #i want to give you a more personal tag :> #only if you’re comfortable ofc! <3

[thehadesincident]

yawmm yttd social media au <333

enjoy this mess, under cut ! CHECK OUT THE #rexs yttd au FOR MORE FUNNY INFO!!

Sara - COOKING CHANNEL SARA, vlogs time to time. collabs with joe, ramaru, and anzu(calls themself the ‘scuinky gang’, anzus idea) a good amount, sometimes with the others. Most active socials are insta, twitter, and tiktok (all @SAMURAIONNNA) Joe - fashion channel. Vlogs… a lot, does ‘my morning routine’ videos and all of that stuff, collabs with the scuinky gang a lot. Uses insta/tiktok a lot, (@DATAZUNA) also has a tumblr for OOTD photos! (same @ as insta). Sometimes make up videos !! not a lot tho Keiji - Only on insta, posts photos of his kids. his @ is something lame and boring like his name, shows up in the back of saras videos when hes babysitting, in short, L loser dad. Shin - Twitch streamer, HAS A VSTREAMER MODEL PROVE ME WRONG. Posts vods on youtube, on twitter, insta, and tumblr (rarely posts on tiktok, if he does its just shitposts) all under @beanieboy.. Inside joke with reko. FRIENDS WITH REKO. HE DOES MUSIC 4 HER BAND (MOSTLY LIKE, FUNY VITURAL DRUMS AND STUFF) Cute catboy model, swears like a sailor. Plays a lot of horror games, loves them. Bullied by his chat :( Reko - ofc, runs a youtube channel for her band, pretty popular!! Friends with shin, ofc, dating nao #naorekocanon. Posts the most on the bands socials (@ is samuraiba).but also has a personal stuff (under just yasureko) for outfits and makeup. posts tutorials 4 guitar, drums(bongos), u name it, its on the youtube channel PLUSPLUS music videos and live songs! Leader of the Slander Shin Club in his twitch stream chats. Also a mod in them! Alice - Co-owns the Samurai Yaiba socials, posts the more funny stuff out of him and reko. Personal socials are @ALAL, nickname from reko. A lot of behind the scene stuff, some outfits. Isn’t that active

Nao - ART TUTORIALS/SPEED PAINTS !!!!!!! SOMETIMES MISHIMA/REKO SHOWS UP!! Insta/twitter for comms and all of that fun stuff. Maybe, time to time, sewing videos. Vlogs about daily life, such as her buying new paints etc. Socials is @naopaints 

Kanna - PLANT CHANNEL WITH KUGIE !! shin shows up in the bgs/in the videos (forced to be there). Good vibes all around! On social @ is kanplants. Tuts on how 2 grow some types of plants, life hacks 4 plants. Just all abt plants !!!!

Kai - small cooking channel, isnt all that active, mostly shows up on saras. No social media other than like, twitter 4 dming ppl. @ is KaiCooks. One viral video w/o a collab w/ Qtaro, ended badly. 

Mishima - Basic teacher videos, but art themed!! Those fun school cover songs but abt color wheel n stuff like that. @ is TeachMishi, only on tiktok and twitter. No idea how to use either. Sigh <33 my fav <33  Qtaro - Doesnt use social media that much, but when he does !! Its mostly highlights of baseball videos !! @ Is Qtall (dont ask why, he doesnt know either) Only uses twitter and insta. 

Gin doesnt have socials :thumbsup: maybe just a insta to post animal photos, user name is like @user548329 LMAO or @catstan75. sometimes helps sara w/ cooking videos!! dolls -

Ranmaru - Sad boy tiktoks. End post. @ is like marumaru(yes stolen :D). The rest of his friend group bullies him for his tiktoks. :(  Also has an insta to post photos. Thats pretty much it, sometimes photos of his snake cuz he 100% has a pet snake im right <33 prob posts those emo joker photos on insta 

Anzu - VIDEOS OF HER SHOWS !! :D!!!!! @ is clowngal, usually on tiktok and insta. Collabs w/ sara and joe the most, shows up in the comments of ranmarus tiktoks to ruin the vibe. Also the time to time cosplay video cuz i can see her cosplaying 

Mai - Baking Channel, end tweet. @ is bakeryofmai or some funny pun <33 On insta as well, posting those rlly cute photos of cupcakes. Collabs with kai and sara a good amount !!

Naomichi - boxing/self defense videos ! Doesnt post all that much, finds it dumb LMAO sometimes streams with shin, for horror games its him screaming the most out of the group. @ is uhhh prob just his name or smthing Hayasaka - …dumb videos abt how to work computers/genreal how 2 videos. Thats it @ is like LearnHowTo… the idiot dumb nerd <33 the funny <33 sometimes gin shows up in the background/in the video Hinako doesnt rlly use social media, on tumblr rlly LMAOO <33 reblogs fandom posts

#your turn to die #letters from the underworld #rexs yttd au #sara chidouin #joe tazuna #keiji shinogi #shin tsukimi #reko yabusame #alice yabusame #nao egokoro #kanna kizuchi #kai satou #kazumi mishima #qtaro burgerberg #gin ibushi #ranmaru kageyama #anzu kinashi #mai tsurugi #naomichi kurumada #shunsuke hayasaka #hinako mishuku #naoreko #god thats a lot of tags #woo hoo !! <33

[uglygirlprettyboy]

Jonathan took photos of Nancy without her consent. Steve called Jonathan the q-slur and slut-shamed Nancy. Hopper uses police brutality to get things done. Karen groomed a 17 year old. Neil and Lonnie both abused their wives and kids. Mike was sexist toward Max. Dustin and Lucas stalked Max. Eddie sold drugs. El has literally killed people. Jason tried to shoot Lucas. Brenner kidnapped and experimented on children. Vecna killed animals because he could. Billy is not even close to the worst character on this show lol chill

okay i’m gonna try my best to be calm about this but let’s get into it ig

Jonathan and Steve: have done shit things. it is shown that they are in the wrong. they learn and try to do better.

Hopper: agree with you! i don’t like how st puts cops in such a positive light, and i personally don’t care for hopper too much

Karen: according to the st wiki, billy was 18 when him and karen had…whatever was going on with them. but i agree! that was fucked up! however, billy was an adult and he tried to get with karen, not the other way around.

Neil and lonnie: again, completely agree with your points here. although i don’t think it worked how you intended. let me say it clear. Neil and Lonnie are abusers. just like billy. if people are romanizing/sexualizing them. that is weird. and wrong.

Mike, Dustin, Lucas: see what i said abt jonathan and steve

Jason: SAME AS LONNIE BILLY AND NEIL. also jason is kinda racist…and tries to kill lucas

Brenner: SAME^

Vecna: okay not sure why you put killing animals as the worst thing he’s done…. he literally tortured and murdered people. so… same as billy, lonnie, neil, jason

Eddie: hate to break it to you, but selling drugs isn’t like…comparable to a lot of these things. it is bad, but not rlly on par with like, abuse. all that aside, if your alluding to like how eddie is hypersexuallized and romanticized by fans, and liek steddie and stuff, i agree haha. i’m uncomfortable with steddie! i think that it’s kind of a rarepair and not that obvious. steddie doesn’t have chemistry in canon! and I think it’s kind of weird how people are so obsessed with him… it is quite likely because him and Steve are basically like Byler, but they’re older so people can sexualize them… Which is weird and isn’t really adressed that much, but it should be! and to continue on that thought, I feel like harringgrove has a lot of the same things as steddie, which is part of the reason why I don’t like harringgrove and why I wouldn’t like it even if billy wasn’t an abuser because both harringgrove and steddie are MLM ships that a lot of people ship not because they have chemistry but because they want to over sexualize MLM ships and they can get away with it if the people are over 18 because it’s not pedophilia and it ends up a lot of the time being kinda fetishy. I don’t know if you ship them by the way, but I thought that was important to say.

El: her killing people is not only in self-defense, but also legitimately like one of the main points of the show is that she was created to be able to kill people by being given these telekinetic powers that can kill animals and stuff. and a lot of that violence is perpetuated by her upbringing, and her constant abuse by brenner. And I think you could see how that might be paralleled with Billy but the main difference is that every time el has killed someone it has been government adults who are trying to kidnap her and murder her and torture her and Billy is trying to kill a group of kids including his sister that he doesn’t like, including lucas which he doesn’t like for racist reasons, and I think that’s like the most important distinction between those two.

anyway, in summary, Billy is definitely not the worst character but for the characters who are worse, the reason why they are worse is because they are also abusers/racists and should not be romanticized. Just like Billy should not be romanticized. he was a racist abuser and shouldn’t be forgiven just because he was “a complicated character” or bc he’s hot.

@quinnick put this quite well by saying:

“all those characters actions are framed as bad by the narrative and by the audience. And half of those characters learned to grow or becake better people. Billy has been violently racist, misogynistic, violent in general, and also their is a large majority of the audience who forgives him. No one is saying Billy is the worst but just because he isn't the worat person to ever walk the planet, doesn't mean people should glorify him and ignore that he was a shit person.”

#anti billy hargrove #anti harringrove #stranger things #stranger things discourse #long post #edited a teensy bit #o says shit

[legoshit]

𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐎𝐃𝐀 𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐂 𝐆𝐎𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑

ft: pakunoda our lord and savior

a/n: i miss her :( kind of inspired by @miloxj8 on tiktok they give the mha girls backstories and his content is awesome !!

tw: mentions of sexual harassment/assault, abuse

— paku lived in a pretty rough part of her town throughout her childhood, it was very unsafe and she never really felt comfortable no matter where she went

— her dad didn't pay that much attention to her despite her being a young girl in a dangerous area

— she grew up without a maternal figure in her life so she kind of had to figure out everything on her own which was really frustrating for her

— especially once she hit puberty

— her body was pretty much the first thing to change, already having a relatively large chest by the time she was 11

— because of this, her dad finally started talking and paying attention to her, but for the wrong reasons

— he regularly sexualized her, sometimes even groping her and calling her "sexy" and "hot", and since she was kind of shy and quiet, he was able to get away with it

— while she was still 11-13

— this didn't change when she went to school, boys would catcall, make creepy jokes and gestures towards her, and just generally make her feel incredibly uncomfortable

— eventually she got sick of the harassment and learned some basic self-defense and even learned how to use a pocket knife and a handgun

— once she got more confident in herself and her ability to defend herself, she would stand up to anyone to tried to harass or cross her, including her dad

— her dad was not happy when this happened, as he still wanted a shy and submissive daughter to manipulate, which led to him to physically abusing her

— she became a social outcast after this, rarely coming to school or home for that matter, and just walked the streets trying to find somewhere to stay

— she only came home once in the span of about a month, and that was to pack because later she would run away permanently

— she would run away to meteor city, the city for outcasts who wanted no part in society, which is where she met some of the future troupe members, such as shalnark, feitan, and machi

— later she’d join the phantom troupe, etc, etc, etc we all know what happens after that

I RLLY ENJOYED DOING THIS SHOULD I DO THESE FOR OTHER CHARACTERS ?

#hunter x hunter #pakunoda #hxh

[sakuatsutingz]

i'm bored so hi random post

there are 18 characters in this tHE MASTERLIST IS GOING TO BE SO HARD TO UPDATE HELP ME

also this took like 3 hours to put together don't let it flop tyvm

- bri

haikyuu in danganropa

TRIGGER WARNING : heavy mentions of death + brief talk about how they die and mentions of mental disorders

find the masterlist here

request or talk to us here !

who dies + their killers

iwa and kyotani

i feel like kyotani would take the first change to murder iwa

very spiratic and little planning

obvious it was him lol

kyotani would get blackened

rightfully so -

oikawa = paIN GN

this is kyotani's way of showing he's better

twisted but hey it works

not like his sense of superiority was long lasted

since he died anyways but wtv

saeko and yachi

OKAY HEAR ME OUT

we all know yachi = angel

but i imagine that either

a. someone was trying to attack her

and she killed them in self defense

or b. she got v paranoid and just stabbed whoever got close to her

in this case it was point a and her victim was saeko

actually did a v good job at hiding the body

she would've tried to save saeko tho

like she stabbed saeko's stomach

and then tried to save her from bleeding out

didn't work obviously

kiyoko figured it out

since she saw the difference in yachi

and yachi was blackended

noya and tanaka

they would've been sharing a room

like tanaka slept in noya's room

and tanaka ended up killing noya in his sleep

quick and painless tho

he just wanted to try to live

and felt extremely guilty that he killed noya

he was pretty good at hiding it

kinda like leon style from the anime

but he left some clues

which kiyoko and kuroo put together

and figured it out that it was him

honestly it made kiyoko hella sad that tanaka betrayed his best friend

kenma and lev

this hurt me so much to write sOBS ASF

would be an accidental death

like i feel it would be a todoroki moment

kenma and lev were cooking food

lev accidentally dropped hot water onto kenma

and kenma was in hella agony

so lev killed him to put him out of his pain

kuroo = emotionally pained

both at the fact kenma is dead

and that lev betrayed him

lev didn't do a good job hiding it

but would go hysterical when they realize it was him

not in the matter of wanting to save himself

but rather apologising for killing kenma

atsumu and kageyama

after what happened yesterday

i want both twins to die 🙄🙄

but atsumu gonna die here gn

i was so tempted to put myself as the killer SJSJ

kageyama would've planned it all out

not for atsumu specifically

but rather just the general plan of it all

and atsumu happened to be there wrong day wrong time ya know ??

and boom atsumu was dead

kageyama almost got away with it as well

tried to blame osamu lol

but there would be one or two clues

that got kageyama sus'ed and killed

so kageyama was blackened

survivors

kiyoko

v good at hiding the trauma

but you know she's crying at night

misses yachi x100

kuroo

this man is r u i n e d

kenma and lev both gone

absolutely sobbing

i lowkey already headcanon he has some form of depression

so now it's just so much worse

oikawa

idek how this man would react

like he is so haRD TO READ

would he act the same ??

would he become rlly quiet ??

would be just become despression ??

i have no clue

tsukishima

lowkey just acts like normal

to him it's just more stuff to bury

that's what we call issues ✨✨

hinata

mans would become a lot quieter

and a lot less happy and energetic

would c l i n g to anything he had from his friends

like kageyama's volleyball

and noya and tanaka's vball jackets

would give kenma's gaming console to kuroo

osamu

he would binge eat 100%

had to get used to living without his twin

lowkey would scare him not to have the support anymore

mastermind(s)

spoiler warning for danganropa

yamaguchi

punk ?? yamaguchi ?? yes ??

i love the hc that once he gains enough confidence he becomes a badass

so i'm projecting into this

would be the more 'behind the scenes' leader

also the main reason the outside world is now the purge but 24/7

he originally brought his friends to hopes high

in the matter of protecting them

it's the next person who made most of it to a murder game

he just kinda watch it all happen

but would step in if tsukki was in danger

tendou

the one running the murder game aspect

basically the "monokuma" of it all

also the one who decides all of what will happen in the blackenings

doesn't care much for planning

usually just listens to yamaguchi's plan

or his orders

letting out the inner rage

that built up cause of the bullying as a child

just imagines the ones he's killing

are those childhood bullies ✨✨

if i knew their name they would be v much dead

i am to protect tendou with my entire life

#sakuatsutingz #haikyuu #anime #haikyuu headcanons #aoba johsai #danganropa #haikyu #headcanons #iwaizumi #kyotani #yachi #karasuno #tanaka #noya #kiyoko #tendou #shiratorizawa #oikawa #yamaguchi #kenma #lev #atsumu #kageyama #hinata #tsukishima #osamu #inarizaki #sakuatsutingz ; works

[miaxeu]

      though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS. 

( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x  )

POWERS

natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !

chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim 

levitation — shes trying her best ur honor

alcokinesis  — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff

BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )

her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid

ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip 

aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes

she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !

PERSONALITY

not ! a Drama Queen  —  dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here

ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine

The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known —  lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot

blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal

girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties 

Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff

if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges

OTHER INFO  — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )

re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage ! 

mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )

after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot  

she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”

might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )

omg danny devito i love ur work ! 

,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration

OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it ! 

summer camp sweetheart !  

someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub 

summer camp pals ! 

p much the same as above but make it Platonic

party buddies !

or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo

friends w benefits !

most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything

alexa play true friend by hannah montana !

give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !

omg i love ur skirt !

that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn   

im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x 

( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )

FULL INFO  ||  EONIA TASKS 

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Most disliked arc (chapter)? Why?

The saltiest cracker you know is me, Bepsi!10. Most disliked arc (in this case, chapter)? Why? 

I bet you saw this shit comin a mile away huh?

Chapter 2.

Now, it might surprise you, but Hoshi dying isn’t even the worst part of the chapter for me. That’s more emotionally gut punching me and my hopes and dreams that joke characters can live past chapter 3. Actually, Hoshi is without a doubt the BEST part of Chapter 2 even with his death, just because of how amazingly he’s written. 

Sadly, even Hoshi cannot save this chapter from showing just how RUSHED and UNPOLISHED it is. Because holy jeEZ THERE’S A LOT WRONG (albeit it’s personal opinion for the most part). So while you may know them, or may learn something new from my opinion, that’s all cool! Under the cut as Chapter 2 is dissected and torn into to learn why it is sadly, my least fav of V3.

- RUSHED.

Now, this is really easy to see, and I’m sure many others have noticed it as well, but it bears a lot of repeating because it’s a problem. Chapter 2 was rushed to high heavens, in the sense that it mainly serves to push the plot along and nothing more. Things happen too quickly in the story at that point, and while the rest of the game is better off for it, this is the ONLY chapter that REALLY does it so blatantly, and it feels very choking as a result of it.- Tenko’s attachment to Himiko needed to happen, absolutely, but I feel like more should have been done in Chapter 1 to show Tenko trying to talk to her more? Maybe, “OOO maybe himiko wants to be my friend??” and more interactions that show that Tenko isn’t just attaching herself to Himiko b/c she’s “the creepy gay” character. - Toujou becoming the fucking supermaid. This one is the most obvious, but mmm. Everyone relying on her suddenly feels super forced, as characters like Shinguuji and Hoshi and even Maki herself, all ask Toujou to do something for them. It feels out of character for them, and the fact that THAT interaction is the MOST she gets in Chapter 2 before the trial is fucking trash and I’ll explain why in a later point, but you can just TELL that they needed SOMETHING to give her ANY story relevance, and it hurts her character a LOT. - Kaito suddenly wanting to help Maki’s super fucking weird. Maybe if it showed Kaito like “sorry Shuichi maybe later, I wanna try talking to Maki” more in this Chapter to really see that he wants to help her, or even just him going more like “hey Shuichi wanna include Maki in our training? I feel like she could use it.” or ANYTHING that mentions Kaito reaching out to Maki more. Because as it is now, it feels like he’s suddenly placing an all or nothing bet and it makes him, p unlikable at that point b/c Shuichi just goes with it for seemingly no reason because “yeah I guess i gotta progress the plot”. - Those are the main points. Maki is done surprisingly well, actually, she’s really good here. Being sus like that and actually not letting you do FTE’s was cool, and i liked it a lot. Angie’s slow buildup was also pretty good as well, but I think they coulda put Tsumugi in w/ Himiko at some point so it’s not ‘suddenly everyone’s brainwashed!’ in chapter 3, as a slower buildup would do it good! Or at least, more buildup, I should say.

- CLUNKY.

This one is a bit harder to explain, and it goes in hand with the pacing issue, but lemme try. Some of the events and dialogue in Chapter 2 just feel, really clunky? Like, Shuichi’s an emotional guy and I totally understand that, but I don’t think he’d just spill his feelings to the guy that punched him for showing weakness not even 2 days ago? I dunno, maybe it’s just me. It feels like a lot of Chapter 2 was glued into the story as requirements rather than actually to tell a story. It comes in a lot of ways, as previously mentioned a lot of relationships are just ‘suddenly there’ rather than actually built up, IE Kaito and Maki, Tenko and Himiko, etc... and it makes the entire Chapter feel like it’s meshed together with ideas that Kodaka REALLY wanted to be in the game or knew would happen later on, but just couldn’t fit them in, so he shoved them in an early chapter and hoped for the best.

- TOUJOU’S ABILITY TO DO JACK DIDDLY SHIT IN TERMS OF STORY.

Somehow, they managed to make one of the stars of this chapter barely active in it. Can you fucking believe that? Like, no really, if you work off of fan translations I want you to open the translation you have, hit CONTROL+F and search for Toujou and see like, the 30 lines she has before the trial. It’s so MINIMAL, it’s so BASIC, and in those 30 sentences she’s treated like a PLOT DEVICE rather than a CHARACTER. I’m sure a bit of the reason as to why Toujou isn’t as popular as most of the other girls is just how hard the Chapter hits her in terms of not giving her any character development (even in the bonus interaction she’s just “i do this for my job” for fucc sake). Like, even if it was played for a laugh that she’s just so constantly work-focused, or the writing took it as a bit of a punchline for some dry humor (”hey toujou what’re ya doin?” “working.” and just have awkward eye contact and the ‘WOW this is awkward’ thought in Shuichi’s head after a few “...” between the both of them as it happens. easy comedy. see???) it at least would make her seem somewhat important compared to the cast. Honestly, it’s like the Tsumugi Effect but in 2 chapters instead of 6. By doing nothing in terms of plot, she basically puts on this huge fucking sign that says “HEY GUYS IM NOT STORY RELEVANT BECAUSE NOTHING IS HAPPENING TO ME SO I WILL PROBABLY DIE AS A KILLER OR VICTIM” Her trial behavior is really hit or miss as well, because some might find her ruthlessness to be really cool and makes her actually fucking interesting at any point in the story, while others might find it unlikable, excessively cruel, or just out of character for Toujou no matter how desperate she may be. Let alone that her US demographic prolly tanked quite a lot w/ her story focusing on POLITICS of all things (one of the three no-no’s in any conversation), making her very very hard to like, besides on an aesthetic level. Let alone her FTE’s are the worst in the game, as you still barely learn anything about her outside of “im a maid and im good at my job” or other points that the main story already tells you (besides that she once coddled a man so hard he became dependent and that her only weakness is not cutting konjac right ever). It just makes her feel like a barren and incomplete character.

- TOUJOU’S ABILITY TO DO EVERYTHING SO WELL SHE CAN EVEN FUCK HERSELF OVER AMAZINGLY.

Everyone has heard me go on and on about this, but if it doesn’t get said no one will know it so I keep repeating it until the end of time.By making her plan so complex, she basically fucks herself. By making a crime that only someone as competent as her could accomplish, it fucks her because only she can do it. XD. Literally, who do you think would have been able to do all that shit in one night? Saihara’s too weak to drown Hoshi. Don’t fight me on this, because if you seriously believe the detective in training with little self defense training (he worked on infidelity and missing pet/kid cases for fuck sake, his life isn’t really on the line all that often so he prolly wouldn’t know or have to train all that much to protect himself) can take the tennis player that killed over 200 people and has been playing tennis basically all his life (enough to go INTERNATIONAL in MIDDLE SCHOOL) in a fight, we’re gunna need to have a talk.Gonta’s too heavy to use the ropeway.Kiibo’s too heavy to use the ropeway and too weak to carry Hoshi’s body.Himiko’s too weak to drown someone and attempt to shove them in the staircase (which I will touch on real soon here on why even attempting to frame her the way Toujou tried to was dumb as shit).Angie’s... lbr here, prolly missing a few too many tools in her toolbox to really think of a ropeway to kill Hoshi with.Shinguuji’s too weak (and before I get arguments on this, if u think this underweight twig of a man can take out Hoshi when Hoshi’s prolly faster than him and could just run ur wrong)Maki who was the Child Caregiver at the time would be seen as too weak to do anything to Hoshi too (even if she lifts kids, again, Hoshi is fucking rIPPED and has killer legs)Ouma’s too weak (i mean he’s underweight and looks like a twig)Kaito’s a fucking moron when it comes to master plans and wouldn’t have been able to plain something like a ropeway murder (let alone his idol complex wouldn’t have let him kill Hoshi most likely... unless it was a Mondo situation but that’s a later talk)Tenko’s also a fucking moron when it comes to long term planning let alone she wouldn’t touch a man unless to flip him to death, which makes the ropeway seem almost pointlessTsumugi’s too weak to (i mean... rlly. u rlly think she could take him down? under the assumption she isn’t the mastermind ofc at this point in the story, but even then sneak murdering all the kills seems kinda.... eh? too hard for her to do.) Miu’s also a fucking moron that wouldn’t think of using a ropeway (actually, she prolly woulda done the smarter option and just pushed Hoshi’s body out his fucking window since a ropeway would be too much effort)By process of COMMON SENSE, only Toujou would make something so NEEDLESSLY COMPLICATED in an attempt to murder a guy. 

- THE DUMBEST PLAN ON EARTH AND HOW YOU COULD PLAN A SIMILAR MURDER AND GET AWAY WITH IT EASY. 

Toujou’s plan is fucking dumb when you can think of SO many other ways to get Hoshi killed with more leeway as to who coulda done it. So I bring up the window in his lab, because literally you could just push him out of it and the fall would prolly splatter that midget cunt on the ground no problem. Hell, even handcuff him. Nearly anyone could have pushed Hoshi out of the window, meaning there’s a possibility that Maki or Kaito could have done it w/o that stupid fucking ropeway let alone anyone at night (or hell even during the DAY since time of death was obscured), and it wouldn’t LEAVE THE FUCKING GLOVE.MMMM OKAY RANT HERE REAL QUICK I MEAN IT THAT FUCKING TRASH BAG GLOVE IRRITATES ME. Like, hhh I know Kodaka wanted to make a case where something like the glove gets the killer caught, but HOLY SHIT was it poor to use in a case like this. It not only feels like it’s out of place for her not to just get it in the morning, but why the fuck would she use her gloves anyways?? Why not use Hoshi’s hat? Anyone could use Hoshi’s hat as hand protection down the moronic ropeway and since it’s a beanie it’s prolly made of more strong material than I guess whatever her shit gloves are made of, since they tore like fuckin trash when she went down the ropeway. As someone that wears cut and heat protection gloves because of my job, the gloves she uses are HORRIBLY inefficient (let alone if she’s cleaning before touching food w/ them on... like please don’t that can cause so many health problems) to try and stop ropeburn. She could have also just poisoned everyone, or killed them all in their sleep, to make her job easier on herself. Can’t have a trial if no one’s there after all right? No one would suspect Toujou working on her fuckin job to come and snap their necks during the night or w/e, or poison their food before the show. But also framing Himiko is really fucking dumb. Like, she expects me to believe that Himiko, who is only 2 more pounds than Hoshi mind you, managed to drown him and stuff him in that staircase, and pull him out during the show in under a minute. LOL no. Hoshi looks like he can break her arms like fucking toothpicks without even trying?? Let alone her laziness makes it look REALLY hard for her to have planned a fucking murder. The fact that like, the first hour of the trial wants me to believe Himiko could be the killer is asinine, just because of how basically fucking illogical it is.What Toujou could have done instead, was leave his body drowned in the sink. Yeah, it’d be harder because not everyone can drown Hoshi (ie. Himiko and Ouma and prolly a few others that are considered sticks or weak), but there are a lot of people who could, and drowning someone is a lot easier than the stupid ropeway piranha bullshit. OR PUSH HIM OUT HIS WINDOW. JUST KILL EVERYONE THAT WAY COME ON.Actually, she coulda killed two people easy. Just have someone gullible like Saihara come to meet her at night in the lab after she’s already pushed Hoshi out the window (or even just come running to his room with a bullshit excuse that she saw a shadow ‘running away’ and saw that something happened in the tennis lab) and push him out the window too. Boom, makes it look like a murder gone wrong, and the only alibi that’d be able to testify about the events is hers. Easy win, everyone else gets executed.I get it, in the end, it needs to be a solvable mystery in a mystery game, but it ends up making Toujou look like a complete moron as a result of it, which is unfortunate.

- MOTIVE VIDEOS ARE RIGGED AS SHIT.

Upon learning what hers and Hoshi’s are, it seems almost rigged that they would have to be the killer and victim respectively. Hoshi’s telling him to ‘kys’ and Toujou’s saying ‘lol go kill someone’ makes it like... even if everyone else saw theirs that they’d be like.. the only two to really act on theirs besides MAYBE Miu or POSSIBLY Angie. And then we also see Ouma’s?? And his is just actively “lol u don’t kill bitch but u should do it anyways” making it seem almost counter productive. Like, bitch it just said Ouma made a rule that no killing was a thing and u genuinely expect his ass to break that? ha. The odds were stacked against the two of them, which makes it only seem more forced in the long run. Which is great from a meta standpoint, but a story can be meta while still being fun, enjoyable, and flowing functionally and logically. Which this chapter isn’t really.

- THE SADLY NOT REDEEMING BUT STILL SUPER GOOD HOSHI FACTOR.

Now, the one thing that I can praise this chapter for really well despite all its shortcomings is Hoshi’s characterization and his story. For one chapter he really makes a hard hit at the time, and it’s easy to become engrossed in his little background story about him wanting to find a reason to live. The real cherry on top is his writing and his interactions with the few people he interacts with. with Kaito, it really shows the disposition that Kaito has against him and just how Hoshi is so understanding of others and like... nice. Even when he wants a goal that goes against everyone, he still respects them. “I won’t do something reckless to endanger everyone.”, and acknowledging that it’s an entirely selfish reason why he wants to find the videos and will still not hurt anyone to do it. He may have threatened to show Maki’s video to everyone in exchange for his own from her, but he never hits her or directly harms / threatens her w/ violence or anything extremely dirty. It’s respectable. Ohhh, and Saihara’s dynamic with him is just so sPOT ON HERE. Between the great advice and compliments in general he has for Saihara such as “the world can be bright for someone that’s looked down for so long, be careful” and “you’re confident compared to before, like a weight is lifted off your back. it’s a good look for you” and other such flattery, to Hoshi being a bit more open to Saihara about his feelings (feeling jealous about everyone else having a reason to live, wanting to find one himself, openly admitting he feels he has no purpose in his life and wants to find a reason to be happy like everyone else, etc.). But this dynamic goes both ways, as Saihara also can read Hoshi super fucking well. Like, seeing the Tennis Lab is a great example of it. When Hoshi states the past is behind him, Saihara thinks to himself ‘but then why are you looking at the court with such sad eyes Hoshi-kun?’ and it’s like, just really nice that Saihara’s not dense? Like, Hoshi expresses himself pretty poetically, with the way he talks and whatnot, acting like a wise sage type w/ endless wisdom all the time, so Saihara being able to read past all the flowery language to just hear “god i miss tennis” or “im depressed” is really REALLY refreshing, and a nice balance to see. If you do Hoshi’s FTE’s it personally makes it even better, but that’s not a requirement so moving on. Even just Saihara asking him things like “are you doing well?” or “Is this what you want?” or “or just the small but surprisingly deep talks they just seem to have with one another are tiny details that really complete the dynamic that they can both read each other and can react to one another super well. It feels balanced between the both of them, even in Chapter 1, and it’s a shame Hoshi had to die because I would have LOVED to see how far it could go and how much it could have been expanded on in the later chapters. 

Sadly however, no matter how great Hoshi is, it can’t save Chappie 2 from it’s endless faults and gripes that I have with it, that ultimately make the story less entertaining as a result.

#reciprocation :: response #negative tw #//oh yes #my essays never stop when I have such thrilling subjects to rant about #//muaahahahaha!!!! #//thank u for sending in this one too! #//i had a blast with it. #blindedhope #parchments :: inbox

[divinecuriosity]

Character Development Questions: Hard Mode-- BOG!!!! Al

ALL? is that what this is supposed to say. bc im gonna do All 

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with? He’s an only child! Maybe a few cousins his age, he probably was close with them before he went away!

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like? Good, his moms really supported him to the point where he couldn’t do anything wrong in their eyes. Mom #1 was raised in a temple of Ioun, and is a half orc half elf. She works in the temple she and Bog’s other mom founded and tried to teach him to become a cleric like her, but once he voiced his desire to pursure the arcane she was happy to support that

What is/was your character’s relationship with their father  mother #2 like? Mom #2 was less ready to support the arcane, having converted to worshiping Ioun after meeting mom #1 and never really having a knack for magic. Both Bog’s moms see him as the perfect blessing he was intended to be and dont see any faults in him, and though they are hurt by his leaving they trust in their god and in him that it will be ok (not that he’s had contact with them to know that...)

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know? YEs! He first stumbled upon magic when he started to just be able to Do Things, but there was a wizard to came to his town when he was a child and showed the kids magic tricks, and Bog came up to him one day and basically said “i can do that too! my mom doesnt know this bc im scared to tell her but here let me show you” and this like, seven year old half orc kid does some medium level spell and the Wizard was just like. damn we gotta teach u. 

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets? Uhh, not much tbh? maybe some jerkey, a rag for sweat/cleaning things off, whatever coin he has on him? But he always has his drum on a sling over his shoulder, his flute on a chain around his neck, and in a trunk on the lower deck he has his spellbooks and Violin!

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams? haahhhh he gets periodic visions from Ioun being like,,,, hello my Blessing hows the Doing God’s Work going?? oh youre still on a pirate ship in the middle of the ocean? thats chill like ur moms i think you are Perfect and fully believe you will get back to it eventually, go find some new Knowledge and fill up that brain of yours thanks ok bye

Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares? He doesn’t really get them I think? hes a happy guy

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target? Do guns exist anna???

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up? UHH hes a pirate now so. probably less consistent access to money ? he wasn’t rich at all like, medium middle class at best, but now its probably a lot more sporadic access to like , a lot more money

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing? Uhh he wears the same thing like all the time just loose shirt and flowy pants and drum. if he doesnt have his drum he might as well be naked. But he probably hates having to dress in fancy clothes/layers bc Tactile Bad 

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been? Uh he’s pretty Freaked Out now tbh, but probably the first storm they had at sea, or the night before he left Bard School

In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been? Hmmm, thats tough idk? Every time he plays music for a group of people and they chime in/dance/just pay attention he feels  p calm and good

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way? Not really, he doesn’t like seeing people hurt but he isnt grossed out by it

Does your character remember names or faces easier? Names, they get confused when people change their hair or outfit rip

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not? They arent usually, but since being a pirate he kinda,,, goes along w it and has the mentality of “this is nice!” but its not rlly his end all

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success? Happiness

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child? Hmmm, probably drums

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others? Wisdom

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before? They get crushes rlly easily and then get distant if the feelings arent returned bc they dont wanna talk about Hard Emotions bc they never...had too

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism? They don’t compare themselves to others past like, oh they have more x than me and i wish i had more of that? More jealousy than him actually putting value to differences

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others? Uhh nothing rlly, tragic happened but his whole thing is he has a destiny he doesnt feel like he earned and is running from it but also feels Immense guilt for doing that so, lots of self blame in this buddy

What does your character like in other people? They like people with passion for something

What does your character dislike in other people? Uhhh being rude to others (like more than a joke, when its obviously upseting them)

How quick is your character to trust someone else? Fairly quick, he needs more friends

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person? Uhh idk tbh?

How does your character behave around children? He’s great with them for short periods but once he’s run out of little songs to play/sing and funny jokes he. gets anxious and gets out of there.

How does your character normally deal with confrontation? If its an authority figure? ANXIOUS! if its someone he sees as an equal / he has power over, hes more level headed

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation? Uhh hes weak and slow so, p slow. even spell wise hes more about protecting his friends than damage

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true? He’s pretty much always wanted to study magic and be a bard. maybe early early five yr old Bog dreamed of working at the temple

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting? Uhh, standard icky stuff like x-phobias 

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable. Playing for an Audience

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable. Talking about feelings, especially ~romance~

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve? A mix of willing to improve and self-deprecating, depending on whos doing the criticism

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method? They move from solution to solution pretty fast, they arent super patient

How does your character behave around people they like? Trying to impress them and also not look dumb

How does your character behave around people they dislike? Glare glare glare

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status? Honor ig?

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat? Remove the problem

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)? Uhh probably not? hes good w animals

How does your character treat people in service jobs? As well as he can!! 

Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first? EARN EARN EARN

Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them? Hmm, not really? 

Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them? nah

How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it? They say it really quickly and usually mean it, they just get close to people fast

What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them? He’s pretty sure if he manages not to Fuck it Up he’ll go to Ioun’s realm or whatever, but hes not sure hes gonna,,, not fuck it up,,, or that he even wants that? death scares him so he just doesnt think about it if he can manage

#cas talks #BOG #long post #weirdgirl-14

[cvenir]

imma try this again bc i said y’know fck it (heh) bc i need to introduce these characters before making proper bios ok here we go

so actually since i did do zella, felix, and gwenna’s bios, i’ll actually just leave them out of the intro bc like.... i have 8 more lmao so like here you can find their bios in the first three circles n also imma link all the pinterests aGAIN bc they probably do more than i can

these are gonna be crude n real cut n dry but let’s face it who has time to read everything abt all 11 ok this is for US

CHRISTOPHER ‘KIT’ MILLER looks an awful lot like DONALD GLOVER. HE is THIRTY-TWO and while they’re MAGNETIC, they have a tendency to get pretty MERCENARY. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to DEGAS PARK by KEVIN ABSTRACT.

ok so kit is my son !! he is kinda a shitty person but it’s a result of his upbringing entirely like he was raised in a household of self-obsession and pre-occupation with the material things. aka he’s like filthy rich bc his parents are well-known in the entertainment business

his father is a rlly big time actor like he is thaT GUY ( my star wars lovin ass likes to pretend he’s billy dee williams bc lando unite but anyway unrelated ) and his mother is a super awesome film director so he grew up with that hanging over his shoulders. his dad was always really hard on him and pushed him to become an actor too but he isn’t abt that life (only to spite his dad lbr)

also his parents were lke actively trying not to have kids so his dad always kinda held that against kit and resented him from day one meanwhile his mother embraced it so :/

his mom is everything he ever dreamed of in a mother, and even tho she was always a bit too busy for him, she never let it affect their relationship and they’re still very close

so yeah kit is that fancy ass man like he bathes in the opulence. he doesn’t do much but gamble and parade his wealth around –– except he has invested in many businesses so like he can be p serious n focused on that sometimes bc like

$$$$

also he loves his ladies. like a lot. pls someone allow him to be the suGAR DADDY WE ALL DESERVE!!! but fr no that’s his biggest downfall like in his song inspo he can get very caught up in his emotions and rlly lose his head bc like he is calm cool and calculating and distant for the most part but once he gets attached it’s like he craves the connection and he can get very lost

anyway also bring me a plot where they may have grown up together and he’s very defensive over them like he doesn’t always get close to people but this person means the world to him and maybe he’s been lowkey in love his whole life but like whatever who talks abt feelings n ruins something so special he could never

yeah so idk what more to say at this point so yeah hmu w questions bc i could probably go off again

ROSALIND LEPAGE looks an awful lot like ADELAIDE KANE. SHE is TWENTY-FOUR and while they’re RESILIENT, they have a tendency to get pretty QUIXOTIC You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to MELTING by KALI UCHIS. 

okay now this is my baby. she is a sweet lil buttercup and only wants the best in life but it never comes to her ugh i’m wounded.

so she was born and raised in kola, v much small-town girl vibes. she absolutely loves it here but since growing up the town was really been stained by disappointment :/ when she was seventeen both of her parents like went missing just like completely disappeared leaving her and her six-year-old sister just completely alone which really fucked up her plans bc she was already accepted to a top-tier music school in new york for college for her passion for violin but she had to turn it down bc her sister was now her responsibility 

so she dropped out of highschool and got her ged and immediately entered the work force, leaving her dreams in the dust. she still plays every now and then, especially whenever there’s an open mic night at the coffee shop where she works like girl plugs in her amp n everything i love her

anyway like she doesn’t resent anyone or blame her sister bc she’s just so compassionate and selfless like she didn’t hesitate to change her life to support her sis but it does still kill her to know that her life just kinda never took off and probs never will. but now she just channels all that sadness into fighting to make sure her sister doesn’t end up stuck like she did

so yeah she’s just a huge sweetheart who loves doing things for others and she’s so so soft like someone hold my lil muffin :/ she can get way too caught up in dreams sometimes but y’know that’s life!!!

DIEGO CABRERA looks an awful lot like XAVIER SERRANO. HE is TWENTY-THREE and while they’re VIVACIOUS, they have a tendency to get pretty ERRATIC. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to DO IT AGAIN by NO ROME.

so one of the messiest children ever, he is here. ngl i got a lot of inspo from adam sackler from girls for my son diego so if u feel me, word. 

basically pls meet the world’s biggest narcissist –– he’s just like appalling sometimes but he really is trying his best. my boi grew up in kola and always planned on moving to LA to pursue his dream of being an actor and wow is he perfect for that bc my guy is the most dramatic and expressive hot mess you’ll ever find

his mind is always moving 100 miles a minute and he just says the craziest things ??? like he doesn’t know where to stop. diego is super passionate abt his own life and what he wants to do and what he believes; he won’t let you forget it either. he’s always here to share a piece of his mind whether you want it for not and he’s not afraid to turn people away bc his opinions are valid !!

like he’s sooo selfish and doesn’t even hide his own agenda, but ngl once you get him attached there’s no going back like he really gives everything his all and will devote anything it takes to procure happiness for those he loves

like he’s rrlly terrible but he truly has a good head on his shoulders and a good heart in his chest n it’ll beat for u rll hard if u earn it (thru his means ofc)

like when i say god complex i mean it

but c’mon pls give me the plot where like this person pined after him for such a fuckin long time and he legit only used them for sex n didn’t even hide it (like fr seconds after rolling over he said ‘so are you gonna leave now ? bye) bUT y’know they’ve been hooking up for so long to where he actually got invested and wanted them to come to his rehearsals and share his passion w them and they just like ..... stopped caring all of a sudden. so now he’s sad boi and mad boi bc after basically begging for him to give a fuck they up and ran when his heart got invOLVED LIKE FUCK ME fr this is the song and i need this connection pLS LOVE ME

anyway he’s a mess but i love him

PIPER KOVALSKY looks an awful lot like EMMY ROSSUM. SHE is TWENTY-SEVEN and while they’re NURTURING, they have a tendency to get pretty CALAMITOUS. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to COFFEE & CIGARETTES by VIC MENSA.

awhh pipes.... my poor bb. she is also quite the mess!! 

but lbr it’s all her fucking fault lmao like her life literally never took off but she has no one to blame but herself. like she just really has a talent for ruining things whenever they get good and she doesn’t even try too my bb just does not think abt ramifications ever

piper was also born and raised in kola but she’s hopped around from area to area bc she can’t keep a lease going to save her life

or a job

she’s a big fan of cigareetes and alcohol and partying but whenever she indullges in anything they kinda have a perfect way of getting her in trouble. like she really wants to stop living like a vagrant but her cyncicsm really gets her down so she barely tries

she has a few siblings that she really wants to protect bc they’re headed down her path as well but she can’t even keep her life straight ugh :/

but ok so she’s truly the biggest softie on the inside like she cares soooo fucking much and she does a terrible job at pretending she doesn’t. but ya girl still tries!

ok so time for me to go off abt a wanted connect!!!! so her song is coffee & cigarettes and it’s a bop find it here pLS and i just really feel in my bones that this should be a connection ok. give me that high school lovers that were never lovers bc all piper could focus on was her own self-destruction n rlly living it up so she just completely shut this person out when it finally became real :/ so yeah it’s a fucking mess and she’s never truly moved on

anyway i should probably move onto the next muse lmao

MALCOLM WEST looks an awful lot like REECE KING. HE is TWENTY-TWO and while they’re JOCULAR, they have a tendency to get pretty CAVALIER. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to EPITAPH by HIPPO CAMPUS. –––––– may or may not be inspired by jake peralta

when i say he’s a goofster i mean he is a goofster and a gaffster ok

my tiny son who just wants to be a big bad detective and fight crime and just crack jokes along the way he is the meme king and he’ll let you know it

he grew up in atlanta where both of his parents were cops so he really just always dreamed of being just like them one day 

until his dad told him he’d never make it. that crushed his spirit entirely and ever since then he really kinda just figured out who his dad was ?? he caught him cheating on his mom and also just being a dirty cop and it just broke his heart bc that was his hero. and y’know malcolm gooddoer and fighter for justice so he went to his mom with this discovery and she just kind of admitted that she knew abt all of it but couldn’t do anything abt it so... he just kinda left and moved to kola to start over

he entered the police academy there as soon as he possibly could (18 i think maybe 19 if i’m dumb ) and just did not stop working his ass off and doing all kinds of paperwork and bust until he finally reached detective just a week ago

don’t get me wrong ya boi hates paperwork but he’s gotta do what he’s gotta do !!

anyway he’s a clown but he loves life and and even tho he’s a child he can take some things seriously

aside from his true feeling heh who ?? i don’t know her n imma just tell a joke or do an impression or smth instead

alsO idk if anyone knows chew the comic series but he dEF IS GONNA HAVE THOSE POWERS FOR THE SUPERHERO/SUPERNATURAL THREAD stay tuned

CAMBRIA SONG looks an awful lot like JENNIE KIM. SHE is TWENTY-ONE and while they’re IDEALISTIC, they have a tendency to get pretty WHIMSICAL. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to MARCELINE by WILLOW.

ok first of all her pinterest is a whole ass aesthetic and u basically see everything she’s abt on there 10/10 would reccommend

now this is a smol bean that is also a bad bitch and we stan !! she’s your astrology loving, extra ass, witty lil witch and she loves adding in her two cents! she’s a sweet lil thing but her bite is bigger than her bark so watch out fr

mostly imma have her in the supernatural verse (witch heh heh), demi-god verse (u kno she’s hecate’s daughter), n maybe the horror verse bc i want my bb to be a medium like lorraine warren that’s my girl!! 

other than that catch her throwing out ur natal chart, charging n cleansing her cyrstals, n offering free tarot readings! really she has her mf shit together n loves helping ppl w spiritual awakenings ok

here is a pic of her two sides conversing ok big meme here

anyway i’m a big fan of her pinterest and i hope that gives everyone a good vibe for her bc tbh i’m tired lol

so imma do my other three muses in another post tomorrow bc !!! ya girl is feeling lazy now lmao sry this took so long geez

#round two here we go #i have a good amount of wanted connects in here so thank god for that #fckit:intro #i used the wrong tag i love myself

[yourprayer]

11, 12, 19 & 33!!

so i’m going to assume u sent these abt liza bc… i asked u to sdkjdvlac

(i love u hannah thank u for letting me rant about my baby!!!)

these questions are from this post and if u want u can ask me some abt my oc liza

tw suicide ment below the cut

if u don’t care abt my shit then skip this

11. In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

for sure in the moments leading up to camerons death. her story opens with camerons suicide plan. he’s her best and only friend and he basically comes to her one day and says ‘i wanna kill myself and i wanna make it big to say fuck u to everone who ever hurt me’ and she just doesn’t get it but she loves him so much she goes along with him. she helps him make his bomb and decides to be right there with him when he’s detonating it so he doesn’t have to be alone. he sets it up under the bleachers at their school and times it to go off right when everyone’s going home so they’ll see it. she helps and she’s there with him, freaking out because she doesn’t want to die or lose her friend but she has literally no other option because she has nothing outside of her friendship with him. so they’re sitting there waiting on this bomb and she just panics and says ‘i gotta pee’ and runs off. she ends up calling the police and telling them everything because she’s just so fucking scared and has no idea what to do. that’s her absolute lowest point bc for someone with so little she just cannot face life without her one lifeline. anyways jim is the officer that responds and thats how they meet & when he starts caring for her sorry for the HEAVY ANGST…. 

12. In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?

so liza’s whole shtick with the story is that all her friends have powers and she doesn’t, but she does have this stone pendant she finds at like a fuckin farmers market that has some kind of undefined and unlimited power, and she spends most of her arc figuring out what it is, how it works, what it can do, how to make it do what she wants, etc. she finds that it can create things she imagines, even living creatures. there’s a sequence where she is on a rescue mission with some of her friends to get her other friends out of somewhere they’re trapped, and they need a plan to take down tons of huge enemies with four people and a truck. so liza uses her power to create a giant lizard monster, obvi hella godzilla inspired but v much her own thing bc her fave animals are lizards and her derby name is The Lizard (yes she joins a roller derby team stop me!!) but ANYWAYS the whole sequence of the monsters creation and one of her first real practiced powerful uses of the gem’s magic is when she’s at her most calm and focused, before she rages as a giant lizard   (:

19. What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?

liza is never going to be in a romantic relationship in her story (bc i just… don’t want to) but when it comes to non-romantic relationships she has sooooo many flaws. she grew up with parents who extremely neglected her and spent most of her time homeless, and the only friend she had was not really a healthy person. (from the story above, some important things to note were that cameron was totally fine with her joining him and did not try to stop her at all. he took her devotion as permission to kind of treat her like shit bc he was going through his own things and thought he was entitled to her loyalty even at her expense. he rlly took advantage of her and taught her toxic behaviors) so she was never taught how to properly or healthily interact with others. she has huge issues with respect and tactfulness, she can be very selfish and standoffish, and runs at the first sign of someone trying to impose authority over her. but her biggest flaw that really causes issues is that she does not inherently believe she is deserving of love/care/protection/someone working for her best interest and therefore rejects steps anyone takes to give those things to her. this is worst with jim. she can’t comprehend why he adopted her or makes an effort to care for and about her, so she often refuses to accept these things and purposely makes her life way harder than it needs to be bc she doesn’t get!! that she’s loved!! 

33. In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?

this one usually depends on who from, but her default is one big fuck you. anyone who she doesn’t know/isn’t outwardly kind/working towards her best interest/isn’t a friend/is attempting to impose authority over her is met with swift and aggressive resistance. (ie principals, teachers, other kids parents, kids she deems are ‘privileged little shitheads’) she’s a little firecracker lmao. criticism that hits on things she is actually insecure about is hit with tearful arguments and desperation. she’s quick to blame her upbringing and her situation on her shortcomings because she can’t handle the shame of knowing she’s flawed. being wrong/doing something not as good as she should/not understanding things upsets her so much because she’s so ashamed she can’t do things the way other people can and when she’s told to improve these things she throws FITS. (ie her english teacher calling a meeting with her & jim abt liza’s ‘poor performance’ and she tears this woman a new asshole because ‘i never showed up to school as a child because i didn’t have parents that cared about my education so i have the reading comprehension skills of a fourth grader you ignorant bitch’ is a good example of how she responds to criticism lmao) 

anyways i love talking about my baby and i will never stop ranting abt her so blease send me more!!!!!! thank u stnakey i love u w/ my whole heart

#prior.txt #answered #liza info #stnakey #i love u thank u!!! #tw #anyways don't bother reading this if u don't care #it'll all probs be nonsense if u aren't hannah

[advxjongsuk-blog]

ooc

hello again fam!! sorry for being so damn lAT E but orz there was a family emergency and i--- aNYWAY I AM BACK NOW!!! in case you didn’t know, it is i, andrea, kangjoon’s and jennie’s mun here w a third muse bc i love to die!!! this lil boi is v good like sweet boy kj cause i need all the good i can get to balance out the baD ( squints @ jennie ) but anyway yes!!! he is a good boy if you can look past the fact that he’ll do literally anything for the truth ewe

fast facts about jongsuk!

sherlock holmes lite™

i’m a real boy!! pinocchio lite™

will do anything for the truth, literally anything, he broke into a morgue and went through dead bodies like it was another day at the park o k

if it involves the truth, he will have no remorse for his unorthodox methods \o/

if you noticed, i did not mention mutants anyw h e re in his bg because!!! he does not know they exist ( and he will kill -- possibly -- for the truth so put two and two together fam--- HE IS A REPORTER IF HE FINDS OUT MUTANTS EXIST HE WILL REPORT IT SO P L S DO NOT MENTION MUTANTS AROUND HIM )

coughs anyway--- he is a kbs reporter!! v proud and happy w his job!! also he just moved from seoul to incheon w his wifey ( shinhye ) so!!! if your muse is originally from seoul pls holla @ me for old friendship plots!! also if your muse is a popular actress or singer or w/e OR involved in some sort of event that reporters may catch wind of 👀👀 hmu fam and he will come knocking on your door

also kbs moved them from the seoul to incheon branch for no apparent reason other than plot development!!! in seoul he is a lil oblivious pup but his eyes will be yanked open in incheon im sure

if u noticed, his wifey has a mutation and yet he doesn’t know mutants exist so--- 8^) his wifey is v good at hiding the truth apparently!!! ( jongsuk sideeyes in distaste ) yes also this is why shinhye needed to be his wife! plot intensifies purpose i promise this is not just the result of my shipping heart orz ( it is a lil bit tho )

rn his bestie is bogum the manipulative mutant hunter so guess what he’s gonna feel about mutants when he finds out about them 👀

also he often likes to box!! his mind is constantly running w ideas and making up new connections w new details he sees everyday so boxing takes his mind off of all that!! also interested in learning all other types of self-defense/martial arts so rly if your muse has an interest in those areas hmu!!

uh yes!! i think that’s all for today unless i forgot something in which case 8^) rip me

his bg is also rlly long so here is a summary ( an actual summary, not the bs i gave for jennie lmfaoo )

basically his mom is v for the truth and she taught him that if you tell the truth, it will always end well so he naively believed it for the LONGEST time!! and then shinhye comes along ( his childhood friend turned wife yay ) and she kinda helps him feel better when he finds out that telling the truth may not always end up well--- and so basically his entire life he’s taught that the truth is gr8 it’s a perfect lil angel and it must always be revealed at all times!!!

as for his dad!!! dad is a high profile lawyer who was a lil absent during his childhood, and when his dad found out that he wanted to be a lawyer too his dad was like holla holla hollaaap let me teach u the ropes son and his dad unprofessionally!!! brings him to a meeting w a client, and said jerkoff murdered his wife and tried to pass it off as suicide--- jongsuk sensed something was a lil fishy w his ~*~deduction~*~ skills and to get a better idea of it, he broke into the morgue in the hospital where the jerkoff’s wife’s body is, and he basically tore the place up trying to look for the wife’s body!! he found it and through his ~*~deductions~*~ he realises that she was murdered and it wasn’t suicide!! unfortunately he gets caught breaking and entering but luckily for him, his daddy pays his bail!! he tells his dad his findings and he’s dad is like pssh nah i knew all along childe but sometimes u gotta liE to succeed as a lawyer so jongsuk is like o HELL NAW THE HAMMER OF JUSTICE!!!11 THE TRUTH IS THE MOST IMPORTANT!!! and so he nopes outta that law application and goes into mass comm out of spite, cause he believes that the job that requires you to always tell the truth is journalism & reporting ( o u innocent child ) and he wants to prove his father wrong!!! you can succeed simply by telling the truth and nothing but the truth!!!

that’s basically his bg yay!! \o/ like this to plot ily fam <333

#ooc #( waves it me #like this to plot!! )

[headcanons-everywhere]

so

the fuckingng

lovechild thing had me thinking

n it hit

hold

ok so

it hit

that this oc could be the tie between anita and https://puu.sh/wcwuc/e5aa2ddbae.jpg

that oc

bc ive wanted them to interact but never uh?? had a reason for em to??

BUT

im thinkin like

nghdg it sounds cheesy

but im thinkin

like, anitas backstory i hadnt figured out yet nor her home life until noW where she grew up with a younger sister who, while not being fully identical twins (ie: alexander n cher when they were younger), looked close enough that they could pass for eachother if they really tried, but grew up in a pretty split family situation

like, divorced parents kinda deal, anita living with their mother, this oc living with their father, etc and etc

so anita grew up around fame-based inspirations like fashion and stars she saw on tv n all that bc their mom was obsessed with that, like im talking "E News!" type shit n magazines on the latest fasion trends n gossip n so on

hence where her story kinda starts

but this oc grew up with their father who, admittedly i dunno much on yet

but

he either had some sort of military bg or a semi-shady lifestyle (hence the divorce)

or both, idk

but basically she grew up in the "rougher" side of the household life bc it's not really in the sense of being abusive or anything, but it definatly wasn't a soft gowns-n-crowns kinda home that anita grew up in

it was more "learning fluid self defense by age 12, handling her first gun at 14, wounding someone at 16 / 17--" and etc from there until shes where she is now

so while her sister is living in the life of glamour, riches and popularity

she has her own, well, "popularity" of sorts

but its mostly from becoming a leader of w/e mess shes in (idk if its gang or just misfit group or cartel shit or what yet lmao) n becoming a high enough rank as far as how people see her to occasionally interact with vendetta on what could almost be considered mutual respect

like theres still a huge gap between them level-wise as to how they talk n view eachother, but it's the closest anyones ever seen (n prolly ever will see) to vendetta meeting someone eye to eye rather than with a steal pipe to the base of the skull

n honestly anita n her don't have the greatest realtionship, never really did

but sometimes they do end up interacting every now n then, n thats where this ocs bridge between vendetta n anita happens :y

kinda like the heavier equivilent of "any friend of them is a friend of mine", but more like "this kid has actually earned a bit of my respect to where i probably won't gut her, so i guess you're ok too"

but idk why they'd interact just yet, still figurin that out

but ye :y

thats all i got so far aHA

rafails - 07/15/2017

hi my name is alex and this is my the parent trap adult swim remake pls like and subscribe

IM KIDDING THAT SOUNDS COOL THO

"whats wrong son" - 07/15/2017

THATS WHY I WAS CRINGING BC ITS LIKE "FUCK THEY EVEN KINDA LOOK LIKE IT TOO UGH:

"*

rafails - 07/15/2017

iT WORKS

"whats wrong son" - 07/15/2017

but ty :,y

rafails - 07/15/2017

yEA

"whats wrong son" - 07/15/2017

:,,Dc

n o one more fact b4 i forget

that looked like a rlly sad "no" rather than "and oh" whoops

but anyways

rafails - 07/15/2017

hAh

"whats wrong son" - 07/15/2017

1 more fact - anita n her knew eachother existed n knew both of their parents n all that n the four of them would actually meet up on diff holidays to do stuff together, even if "do stuff" was having the parents argue / ignore eachother while anita n her awkwardly spent time together

like at one point they got in a fight when they were p young (like 7 or 8 i think) n she started pulling anitas hair n tryina fight her in general while anita was crying out of anger + being hurt n trying to fight back n all that

mom was inside reading a magazine, dad was basically lokey encouraging the fight to happen

rafails - 07/15/2017

ooh :y

"whats wrong son" - 07/15/2017

by the time it stopped anita went inside n was crying to mom like "__ hit me!! she hit me n pullled my hair i hate her!!" the mom was basically like "mm thats nice dear" n ignored her

but later when she actually saw anita's bruises n shit she was livid

not even with anita's sis tho it was all at the dad for basically being a piece of shit and not doing anything abt it n thats when he added fuel to the fire by pointing out she didnt do jack shit either while reading some "beverly hills house wives" type magazine for no reason

n so they started a yelling match n anita was freaked out n upset like, shes seen it happen before but it still bothers her whenever they do it

the sister was just bitter and pissed

like if they were in the room together anita would be trying to ignore it but crying while trying to rub at her bruises from earlier while the sister would just sit away from her, arms crossed n just kinda glaring at nothing in particular bc shes just tired and fucking Ready To Fight Again for no particular reason

so yeah

thats fun to think about (:

rafails - 07/15/2017

sHIT

DAMN MAN

"whats wrong son" - 07/15/2017

(((:

so anita grew up scared of fighting, this oc grew up knowing not much else aside from fighting

its a great blend really :)c

i lied 1 more bc i cant stop running with this idea at Full Fucking Speed but

theyd prolly meet up later in life (like young adult-ish, anitas fame just taking off while her sister's been gaining more talk / power in her own ordeal) n get bitter n she prolly tries to hurt anita somehow but anita immideatly catches her for it n either grabs whaever shes using or holds her in a way that leaves her defenseless or w/e to basically stop her from pulling That Shit(tm) again n shed just be like "haha wow, finally learn some fucking self defense did'ja?" while anitas just glaring at her coldly w/o saying anything bc shes just so done with her sister at this point

idk what happens from there tho lmao

but ye nOW thats all i got so fat aha

#anita #Modern Universe

[low-keylonely-blog]

ATTENTION!!

hello, I am a 16 yr old white girl from southeastern Wisconsin. very vanilla, I’m aware. in response to my “WANTED: cute boy” post, here are a list of my physical and mental traits, so that you can determine if you would like to talk to me.

PHYSICAL: ☆ 5'6" ☆ brown curly hair, about shoulder length. THICC HAIR. ☆ brown eyes that are lighter in the center (there’s a freckle on the left one) ☆ relatively skinny, not very strong. a bit of a tummy, but I suck in so you’d never notice. ☆ chewed nails. I’ve mostly stopped tho. ☆ braces! w/ rubber bands! somewhere between February 2017 and June 2017 the braces come off and I once again enjoy having a bright and happy smile! ☆ 4 very light birthmarks! the one on my knee looks like an archipelago. ☆ a bit of acne, but only on the forehead. ☆ STRONG BROWS ☆ bigger bottom lip, thinner top lip ☆ pouty, but only bc of braces ☆ large knuckles bc I used to play basketball. if I try, I can make it impossible to let go of my hand, bc my knuckles touch and form a barrier. ☆ tiny wrists. both pop when I turn them one way or the other. ☆ bumps on my arms. it’s genetic. they’re non contagious and not like acne, so popping them doesn’t work. ☆ left tit is a tiny bit bigger than right tit. ☆ relatively high cheekbones ☆ “innie” belly button ☆ weirdly lumpy hips. I’m pretty bony. ☆ legs as long as the sky is blue. ☆ relatively cute butt. not bony. ☆ stretch marks at the top of my thighs, just under my booty. not sure where they came from. ☆ usually bruised knees, especially in summer ☆ scar tissue on left ankle from when my dad dropped a ladder on my foot. it scraped the bone in my leg as it went down, so the scar tissue reminds. ☆ my doctor when I was a baby said I have popsicle toes! the 2nd-4th are double jointed ☆ hyper flexible overall. not as bendy as I used to be, but still pretty bendy. ☆ my dad’s parents were both German, but both were very dark looking for German. therefore, my dad can pass as Italian. it just means I turn dark orange when I tan, and tan very quickly. ☆ some eczema on my chest, but it is cleaning up. ☆ very out of shape. I can not run for more than 20 seconds without wondering if I can stop yet ☆ squishy?? I lack muscles so I’m very comfortable to snuggle, especially bc I’m flexible enough to fit anywhere but squishy enough to function as a pillow, especially my tummy and tits.

MENTAL/EMOTIONAL: ☆ A.D.D. easily distracted. ☆ easily confused, but quick to understand once everything is explained to me. ☆ guilty of savior behavior like you wouldn’t believe ☆ possibly anxious? parents don’t have time to get me diagnosed tho ☆ desperate to please people. I have limits, but I LOVE making people happy. ☆ I’m rlly fuckin funny ok most of my jokes are specific to my close friends or my childhood but once I’m around you for more than 3 months I’m rlly rlly funny bc we have memories together and I know you well ☆ very paranoid. overactive imagination led to some rlly freaky nightmares as a child, some of which are recurring. ☆ afraid of being forgotten, not good enough, my closet, the dark, inanimate objects coming to life and coming after me (especially doors and anything with legs, like tables and standing mirrors), and being killed in the shower. ☆ easily scared. can’t stand suspense or horror movies. ☆ semi obsessive?? like my friends and my hypothetical potential s/o are so cool and I love them and talk about them often. ☆ redundant. my life is boring. ☆ very very talkative. it’s a little annoying. ☆ easily bored, especially when I want to travel or get sick of how things are going. ☆ kinda rude? but not intentionally? I try to be kind to everyone but sometimes I come off as salty ☆ very passionate ☆ very defensive, especially of friends and s/o, and usually family ☆ loud :-/ ☆ easily excited ☆ interested in what you have to say, but will probably cut you off mid sentence bc my social intuition is lacking ☆ chronic liar >:-( definitely my least favorite trait, but one I haven’t been able to shake. they range from little white lies to just pretending things didn’t happen or that they’re fine. ☆ the last 3 years of my life have absolutely fried my brain. I’m very tired and very wounded. ☆ attaches quickly ☆ separation anxiety, but moreso just afraid of losing people I care about ☆ very self-centered :-/ ☆ relatively bullheaded. I don’t often think things through. ☆ if I have to face the music, odds are I’ll stick earplugs in and run away ☆ usually very positive! the world is a cool place with some very cool people in it!

LIKES: ☆ film, the art of ☆ cry movies ☆ and a bit of Beyoncé, catey shaw, lana del rey, halsey, … ☆ g-eazy, blackbear, childish gambino, frank ocean, watsky, drake, john mayer, sting, mansionz, relient k, one direction (including all solo work), twenty one pilots (but not rlly blurryface), washed out, a bit of fall out boy and panic! at the disco, arctic monkeys, troye sivan, a bit of the 1975, walk the moon, … ☆ the music from downton abbey and victoria and poldark ☆ history, especially sociology and foreign cultures and mythology ☆ politics, even tho I get too heated about it ☆ sci-fi! soft stuff is ok, but the hard stuff is rlly rlly good. ☆ fiction! ☆ writing non-fiction! ☆ slamming biased news outlets (r.i.p. bill o'reilly) ☆ working backstage crew in theater! my sister is majoring in stage management, so it’s a family affair. ☆ plants! flowers, succulents, cacti, even trees and shrubs! ☆ DOGS ☆ my bird, Elsa. we named her after Elsa in frozen bc her tummy matches the color of the character’s dress ☆ slam poetry?? I’m a dork ☆ activism! get out and get loud! ☆ volunteer work, especially through my church (I’m not sure if I’m gonna stay catholic but it’s how I’m being raised rn) ☆ shopping. it’s so satisfying to bring home something beautiful off the clearance rack. ☆ concept art for film and fashion ☆ interior design and architecture ☆ THE PROPERTY BROTHERS ON HGTV ☆ Steven Universe?? it’s actually a rlly good show. it makes me cry a lot. ☆ Grey’s Anatomy. another good cry show. ☆ purple anything. it calms me down. ☆ soft blankets and pillows ☆ laying down for the night. ☆ meditation and yoga! ☆ photography! I live next to the woods on 2 sides of my house, so it’s the perfect place for photoshoots. ☆ coloring books! the pretty ones, not the kids ones. ☆ reading! I’m usually too busy but it’s so nice when I have time ☆ CRYSTALS AND MINERALS AND PRETTY STONES. I have a growing collection, 95% I found on my own. ☆ driving on empty country roads. ☆ swimming, even tho I’m afraid of deep water ☆ hiking! ☆ chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream ☆ purging old clothes ☆ Internet friends! long distance romantic relationships are awful, but the platonic ones are always fun ☆ learning things you never thought possible ☆ speculation lmao ☆ hugs and physical contact ☆ pressure. I enjoy feeling close to things. I sleep with a billion blankets at all times bc I like the feeling of the weight on me ☆ the concept of Atlas in Greek mythology ☆ in depth discussion about almost anything! I love talking to people! ☆ barbecue chicken pizza from California pizza kitchen

DISLIKES: ☆ people who refuse to acknowledge global warming, white supremacy, sexism, or any fault on either end of the political spectrum ☆ unsolicited dick pics ☆ 99% of country music ☆ metal or screamo music ☆ slut shaming ☆ ignorance in any shape or form ☆ watermelon ☆ Brussel sprouts and asparagus and peas ☆ fish that isn’t fried or marinated in bourbon or teriyaki ☆ oranges ☆ bananas ☆ pop music ☆ slapstick humor ☆ most comedic movies (see above) ☆ cleaning ☆ zara larsson ☆ feminists who hate men (girl we are EQUAL not ABOVE) ☆ the fact that the USA does not have separation of church and state ☆ cold weather ☆ sand in my shoes ☆ most movies featuring talking animals (not counting Dumbo, the Lion King, Babar, Finding Nemo, and a couple others) ☆ those who put others down ☆ those who refuse to listen to both sides ☆ the fact that every Earth year the moon moves 2 inches farther away from Earth and it’s eventually going to be flung into space and we’ll never see it again ☆ white males in positions of authority. your turn is over, pal. ☆ Christopher Walken’s face ☆ John Travolta ☆ the entire movie/musical Grease ☆ when radio stations play the same 10 songs all day long ☆ overused slang ☆ dead memes that are still in circulation ☆ repetition from year to year ☆ bad school photos ☆ pineapple on pizza ☆ basic pages on Instagram ☆ dog types that have been bred to the point of inherent or genetic medical issues ☆ carpet that isn’t soft ☆ bad paint jobs ☆ jumbo tattoos. I love the tiny ones you don’t expect to see. ☆ costume jewelry ☆ asymmetry ☆ bad habits ☆ when everything is black and white ☆ when it’s a gray area ☆ the porn industry as a whole ☆ massive corporations as a whole ☆ people who use deadnames or the wrong pronouns on purpose ☆ driving stick ☆ pulling weeds ☆ vacuuming ☆ loud noises (the unexpected ones) ☆ same old, same old ☆ people who don’t bathe often ☆ when my hair grows too long but I can’t get a haircut for weeks ☆ people who won’t try new things ☆ when anything or anyone dies ☆ the feeling of not being in control ☆ not knowing.

feel free to message me if you’re interested! there’s much more, but this is all I could think of for now. congrats if you made it to the end!