#and now I’m 🥵🥵🥵

[growmybelly]

I’ve been a bit greedy lately 🐷

#I think the shakes are working #it’s fuckin hot 🥵 #I’m feeling really fat right now #male feedee #weight gain #stuffed belly #female feeder #gaining weight #make me fatter #bhm #fat belly #ffa

[whoblewboobear]

At this point Wednesday and Thursday are the highlights of my week like I’m vibrating with excitement when I know Wednesday at like 7 something I’ll be sitting down to giggle at my favorite show like I- 🤧

I don’t always watch d20 seasons as they’re airing but for fantasy high, it gets so woven into my schedule when a new one drops 👏 like not to get super sentimental (I’m absolutely going to in a read more. Plus the season is ending soon and I’m emo about it but also just excited in general to get all the answers) but this season really means a lot to me. Absolutely none of them will see this (thank god) but the intrepid heroes & BLeeM mean so much to me. They made a show that is so funny and beautiful and kind and so stupid at its core and it just goes to show how lovely they are. The impact they’ve made on the actual play community is so huge. For me a lot of actual play was very intimidating to get into because of huge backlogs or the kinds of stories being told weren’t for me but goddamn, d20 just hits on so many levels. In part due to the storytelling and also just holy shit everyone at the table shows up and cares so much about who they’re playing and their place in the world and the story they’re helping be told. It’s just 🤧💖 I hope one day I’m half the dnd player that Brennan, Emily, Lou, Murph, Siobhan, Zac, and Ally are. They truly inspire me so much.

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**TW For SA, trauma, mental health + personal shit etc under the cut**

I stopped watching d20 for a long while. Give or take a year or two? I know it was around the zoom season era. Me and A guy I was really close friends with bonded over dnd and d20 and it was one of the main things we had in common. The night he SA’d me we were watching FH S1 from the beginning. And I think that kinda.. like I didn’t watch d20 because it brought up a lot of thoughts of him and that night and just so much ptsd.

D20 was my favorite form of escapism during hard times and it really sucked to lose that for so long. When d20 Junior year was announced I decided it was time to get back into the show because I missed it and I loved it and I couldn’t let him make me so scared that I never went back to what gave me so much joy. I introduced the show to him in the first place, I could reclaim.

I watched freshman year after I dropped out of art school because my parents and I couldn’t afford another loan and I was really lost. It took my mind off a lot of it thankfully.

Sophomore year aired when I started going to community college. I had a night-time psych class that would end about half an hour before the streams would start so it gave me motivation to get through it because I had something to look forward to after. Now junior year is airing while I’m dealing with a lot of health stuff + depression + job stress (now that I write it all out, both college stresses passed and I did end up getting a decent-ish, albeit very shitty job in graphic design, so I know there’s light at the end of the tunnel so to speak, this’ll pass)

I don’t know if they’ll ever do a senior year/graduation season but if they do, I’ll be there still excited and brimming with joy and anticipation for more d20 Wednesdays to come. 💖

#this is VERY personal but it’s also my blog who cares baybeee 🥵✌️ #there’s not much that I watch while it’s airing #like I don’t watch a ton of tv either I mainly watch YouTube or I’ll pick a show that’s either finished or has enough seasons for me to go #feral about #but when FH is on?? or when Big brother airs during the summer?? I’m locked in #I’m sat #I’m having a fcking blast #I think I’ll be posting a lot less discourse in the tags from now on lmao #like- I think writing this out made me remember why I love d20 so much and it’s definitely the show and then the fanart and character stuff #I don’t like fighting with people about like.. subjective opinions #I dunno like there are fandoms where I love the discourse bc it’s to be expected with certain ones (reality tv competition shows like bb + #drag race for me) and I love that sorta thing where rooting for someone or screaming about what they could’ve done to win or whatever is #a big part of that #but with my silly shows like d20 or drawfee or whatever I’m here for the good vibes #when I deviate from that I start having less fun in fandom #d20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #fhjy

[stagefoot]

*walks in covered in blood* Yeah, you know, it’s tech week 🤷

#it’s actually been a while since I had an honest-to-god tech week! #I’ve mostly been in a smaller venue and/or had travelling shows lately #right now I’m like 🫨🧠 #but tomorrow I’m not in until evening tomorrow yay! #I had to show this to my spouse to make sure it was…comprehensible lmao #I guess I also worked on one of my side gigs today 🥵😴 #stagefoot is tired #omfg #stagefoot original #my life #techblr #lxblr #theater #everyone just nods in understanding lol

[elliesmith33]

All the sweet stuff from today’s episodes 🫠

He’s perfect. I’m in love. I’m now loyal to Andy. I pledge my heart and soul to him. He can do no wrong. If Andy has no fans I am dead.

#so sorry to Jamal and Chloe #I thought I knew what love was #turns out I’m just a ho #ok seriously I’m going to stay loyal now #my head won’t turn #he’s going to give me a preview of his naked calendar #🥵🔥 #litg #litg 2 #litg s6 #love island the game #litg double trouble #litg andy

[leemarkies]

just started act 2

#WHY IS EVERYONE SO BABYGIRL FLIRTY WITH ME *EXCEPT* GALE LIKE AJDJSJFJKDKF GOD DAMMIT #hardest was turning down halsin like 🥵 next play thru i promise #also i cheated i got mods to help me now i pass every roll check and i’m op in combat #i’m not here for the challenge i’m here for the lore and story! #marie.txt #i need to finish before monday when classes begin skfjskjfmd

[tallgh0st]

#just got laid off lmaoo #which is super helpful #cause i’m moving in literally three weeks #so now i can apply for ei so hello #also severance pay 🥵 #gay #gay bulge #your mom

[strawberrybyers]

need cillian murphy’s jonathan crane like a southern mother needs a big gulp and a pack of cigarettes

#i am in HEAT #when the dark knight triology came out all i cared about was bruce wayne bc christian bale is 🥵 #but now that i’m in a cillian murphy phase i am realizing jonathan crane could have me any day any where in any position #dark knight trilogy #jonathan crane #cillian murphy

[choices-binglebonkus]

Astrid could give me a little tap on the head too…if she wanted…

#not me thirsting over her as a now confirmed murderer #it’s that damn floppy hat + hairstyle + her eyebrows #fuck dude I’m being so gay rn #women in floppy hats 🥵 #astrid thorne #choices stories you play #playchoices #choices stories we play #pixelberry #pixelberry studios #playchoices fandom #choices stories you play fandom #choices stories we play fandom #crimes of passion #choices crimes of passion #choices cop

[asyouwlsh]

thinking about being at a party with some other D/s couples, in a cute skirt my Dom picked out for me. at some point I say something disrespectful and after all the trouble I’ve been over the last few days my Dom decides it’s the final straw. they excuse us and grab me by the elbow and drag me to the host’s bathroom and turn me over their knee right there. I’m trying to keep quiet but I know everyone can hear the slaps echoing down the hallway. they flip the skirt up and yank down the cute lace thong they had me wear too. when they’re finished they warn me sternly that this isn’t the end of the affair. I reach out for the underwear and they yank their hand away- they never said I was getting those back. I try to argue, and they ask me if I want to be standing in the corner in the living room for the rest of the evening without the skirt on either, so I back down.

when we return to the room they pull me onto their lap to sit and I’m so embarrassed feeling my wet cunt pressed against their leg. but it doesn’t take long for the jokes about what just transpired to morph into probing questions. one of the other Doms asks to see and I’m made to stand up and lift the hem of my skirt. they’re disapproving: I should surely have got way worse than that, they argue, and my Dom tells them I’ll be getting my real punishment when I get home, they just didn’t want to spoil the evening. but of course, the Doms aren’t having any of that- if you wait too long, they never learn, one says, giving his own sub a playful smack on the thigh. they don’t connect the transgression to the punishment, and besides, you go easy on them because you’re less annoyed. the others chime in in agreement, and point out how much more embarrassing it will be for me to have everyone watching. besides, it’ll be a good reminder for their own subs what happens when you step out of line. I look nervously at my Dom, hoping they’ll close the subject, but they catch my eye and command me to get back over their lap…

#I could keep going with this but I’m 😵‍💫 #t4t nsft #nsft mlm #nsft nblm #queer nsft #nsft #nsft fantasy #nsft thoughts #nsft ftm #might reblog it with the rest later but uh #no thoughts right now only 🥵

[becca-e-barnes]

Becca i am unwell!! thot: ceo!Bucky… he’s all big, loud and dominant and work, known for being big and bad. but as soon as he gets home, he’s begging for your cock, letting you bend him over and peg him till he’s crying

I can’t even tell you what this does to me. Like the thought of such a confident, powerful man in a well tailored suit on his knees begging you to fuck him? Begging you not to be gentle 🫠

I love the thought of him kneeling on a plush carpet, his dick so fucking hard just from the embarrassment of having to beg you to fuck him. “You want my cock, baby? I bet you fuckin’ do. But do I want to give it to you? Maybe I’d rather watch you play with yourself for a bit. Maybe I wanna see just how slutty you’d get. Let you jerk yourself off and see how many of your own fingers your little asshole can take. Just like I know you do on those long business trips.” You’re stalking around him, watching how he’s almost drooling at the sight of your bare legs.

“Please.” He breathes. “Please don’t make me play with myself. I can’t take it. I-I need you. I need to feel stuffed and slutty and cockdrunk for you.” His dick is twitching so pathetically you almost feel bad for him.

“Oh baby, you’re a little mess already. That’s so cute.” You tease, running your hand through his hair. He melts into the gentle touch but then your fingers form a fist, gripping it tight, right at his scalp and he moans in delight.

“Daddy’s gonna take care of you tonight, okay baby? You don’t need to think anymore. You’re just here to please daddy. You got that?” He nods so damn fast, despite the way you’re still tugging on his hair. His eyes are wide and bright, looking up at you like you hung the stars because who else would have him feeling so safe that he’s able to submit like this?

“Yes daddy. I’ll be so good for you.” Bucky whispers and you don’t doubt for a second that he will be.

By the time you finally have him stripped naked and bent over his own desk in the study, he’s almost shaking with need. You had him taking three of your fingers to get him nice and stretched because his favourite strap isn’t the smallest one in your collection.

“Oh my God, please move. M-move daddy, fuck me. I don’t care if it hurts.” Bucky wails, your cock pressed inside him to the base as you tried to let him adjust to the stretch.

“You hear how fucking slutty you sound? You’re so god. Damn. Pathetic.” You tease, rolling your hips and drawing the most beautifully pathetic mewls from him.

“That’s so fucking good. Oh fuck don’t stop. Please don’t stop.” He’s gone already and you’ve only given him half a dozen thrusts.

“Careful baby boy, you don’t wanna blow your load over this nice desk, do you? You know you’ll ruin the finish.” You hear him sob, low and broken as the tip of your strap nudges against his little sweet spot just right.

“We need a mirror in here. I need you to see the look on your own face when I fuck you stupid. Need you to see how slutty you look when you press your ass up to take me deeper. You just need me to hit right. There.” He’s gripping the edge of the desk so hard, trying to focus on not cumming too soon but that’s exactly what you want him to do. Just one orgasm to take the edge off and then you can spend all night taking him apart, piece by piece.

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #sub!bucky #ceo!bucky #no one even look at me rn 🙈 #you know when you have plans #but you don’t want to do those plans #you just want to snuggle up in bed #maybe with a cup of tea #and write filth #bc that’s me tonight #and I’ve started so many longer pieces that I’m so excited about #and now I’m losing my weekend #i want to do my nails #and just relax #I’m in the mood to make a veggie stir fry #or the spicy ramen from wagamama with tofu 🥵 #fuck that’s exactly what I want #But my brother is gonna want McDonald’s and I don’t feel like eating shit today?

[riverwithoutbanks]

Garth and Bess new OTP???? 😱😱😱

#sjonnie you’re so right about Garth #I loved him before but I’m realising his true potential now #Garth my love #spn #supernatural #Bess is so beautiful and looks so cool as a werewolf #female werewolf are something 🥵 #trans fem werewolf <33

[heartofarcanum]

You know that SNL sketch where they try to figure out why Benedict Cumberbatch is hot and on Aidy Bryant is like “my feelings can be best expressed in a series of noises” - that’s me about this

#god he just makes me fucking- #🥵🥵🥵🥵😍😍😍😍🤤🤤🥴🥴😳😳😍😍😘😘😘🥵🥵🥵🥵🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 #that’s my feelings #THATS MY FEELINGS #fuck Idek what to do now #I’m making this my phone background #fml #he’s ruined me #god he’s just so 😍😍😍😍😍 #I need to sit down #I’m already sitting down #anyway #romance club #rc #killian lightwood #kali call of darkness #kcod #rc killian #Killian x Amala #HE MAKES ME NUTS #JUST SAYING #FUCKING NUTS #I mean he’s just won #he’s won everything #Killian babes we won #no we didn’t win #fucking KILLIAN won #he won my heart #and other assorted parts #jesus i need help

[thanager]

my boyfriend got ear piercings (positive)

#ive always had a thing for men with earrings and. wow he is even hotter now #i’m so happy he got them 🥵🤭 #p

[angelsdean]

feeling cuteness aggression over that man’s ears. argrrrrggaaahhff POINTY ! Cute !

#drawing this man is just like. ok let me hyper analyze his face. ok I’m in love. ok I also want to bite chomp squish now 👏🥵🤏🥰👋😡✊

[codychristiantreasures]

"Father Christian, forgive me."

"Kneel before me my child. Now...drink and be saved..."

“Forgive me father for I have sinned” as you kneel before him, staring up at him through your lashes. “And I’m about to do it again” as you reach for his waistband.

#cody christian #I’m getting it now #I would probably resort to Sir a lot #but this scenario screams for Father Christian #🥵🥵 #cody ask #blog ask #thanks for the ask! #❤️

[mila-bee]

Omg Agnia… 😩😩 This is the most stunning CG my god. And this scene. I need to sit down. So beautiful and sensual. I really hope after being absent for so long she will be given the screen time she deserves because damn. The chemistry, the teasing, their dynamic is so good ugh.

#this CG is stunning #like the cover of a romance novel this is so dreamy #lord jesus christ #Agnia is so so 🥵 #I am fucking sat 🧎‍♀️ #please I’m begging for more content with her now that she’s back in the freaking story #she’s the most interesting character in this book besides my besties livius and rame #please my future wife come save me from all this testosterone 🙏 #RC Agnia #rc sotcn #rc song of the crimson nile #rc eva #rc evthys