#and omg. I remember being 17 and my bf at the time (who was my first love) sent that song to me
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sims get to know me tag! putting it below the cut bc it’s a long one
ty for the tag @druidberries !!
1. what’s your favourite sims death? umm maybe death by chickens, idk why it’s just so silly to me
2. alpha or maxis match cc? i would probably say i’m more of a maxis match girly personally, but i like maxis mix too !
3. do you cheat when your sims gain weight? i don’t do enough gameplay honestly 😭
4. do you use move objects? yes i literally cannot decorate without it because i use so much clutter!
5. favourite mod? ummm, bc i’m like mostly a cas player probably more cas columns? and pose/teleport mod for ingame screenshots and edits
6. first expansion/game/stuff pack you got? cats and dogs it came with my sims game my bf got it for me!! (if i remember it was like a bundle in the summer sale on steam and for the base game and cats and dogs it was £15?)
7. do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing? LIVing
8. who’s your favourite sim that you’ve made? honestly? elvene. i love her so much and she was obviously a dnd character before she was a sim but just i really love how she looks and i just love spinning her around in cas
9. have you made a simself? yes a few times, but i feel like they always look nothing like me
10. what sims traits would you give yourself? CLUMSY 1000% and, animal enthusiast and gloomy
11. which is your favourite ea hair colour? uhhh there’s a few i like, i really like dark brown swatches, the lighter orange swatch (the one which is more bright) and the like peachy blonde colour
12. favourite ea hair? ummm, the one with the coloured roots that we got in an sdx drop!
13. favourite life stage? i love infants bc they’re so easy to make and they’re so tiny and cute!! also young adults bc im a cas simmer so i tend to only make ya sims
14. are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? neither 😭 i mostly do cas stuff like every now and then i’ll go in game and i’ll instantly be like nope and run back to cas
15. are you a cc creator? i am not, however i did create the frognsie which is just a recolour but i feel like it’s a part of my legacy now
16. do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? i have a few really good friends from simblr🫶but im always open to meeting new people im just scared of messaging people for the first time
17. what’s your favourite game? ts4 although i would love to play my sims too
18. do you have any sims merch? uhhh, no i don’t think so?
19. do you have a youtube channel for sims? i do not i don’t even know what id post if i did if i’m being honest😭
20. how has your “sim style” changed throughout the years of playing? i would mainly say it’s become more maxis matchified (left old sim style, right new sim style)
21. what’s your origin id? buttercup2001 but i don’t upload anything it’s just a bunch of my old sims
22. who’s your favourite cc creator? omg i couldn’t choose just one, but defo squea for skin overlay and eyes, simandy for hair, trillyke or jellymoo for clothes and so many others i could literally go on forever <33
23. how long have you had a simblr? i think since the start of last year even thou it feels like longer i actually haven’t been on simblr for that long surprisingly
24. how do you edit your pictures? badly😭 um no i usually use photopea and then i edit the lighting using clipdrop, nothing fancy (mainly bc i can’t afford photoshop)
25. what expansion/game/stuff pack has been your favourite so far?? cottage living. i don’t know how i could live without henford on bagley in my game i take most of my ingame screenshots there. also i love the animals that come with it and just the build items and cas is all so cute!!
26. what expansion/game/stuff pack do you want them to make next? i think the pack i want the most is fairies or some kinda woodland/elvish pack because i’m obsessed with that kinda stuff
feel free to ignore but i’m tagging @lucidicer @crsentfairy @futurelabs @squea @cottageivy @444proxy and anyone else who wants to do this just say i tagged you 🫶🫶
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i did this survey 5 years ago and thought i would retake but keep my old answers so i can see if i even changed lmfao
1: - Who was the last person you texted?
2017: Jennifer
2022: Krystal
2 - When is your birthday? -
2017: dec 5 1996
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
2017:Connor but he’s at my house and I’m at “work” haha
2022- any of my friends honestly
4 - What sports do you play? -
2017:I used to be in volleyball
2022: none
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? -
2017: Adina
2022: addy
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? -
2017: idk
2022: Little dark ages
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? -
2017: Connor
2022: someone who can survive well
8 - What do you feel right now? -
2017: bored
2022: kinda sleepy
9 - What chocolate is your favorite? -
2017: milk
2022: milk or semi sweet or even dark
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
2017: 4 including the one I am in
2022: 5
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? -
2017- I created this account like 6 years ago .. omg Tumblr was new at the time and it was cool but there was no real reason
2022: i made this blog specific for surveys but my orignal one was cus i thought tumblr was cool and it was newer
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
2017: Baseddrphil
2022 i dont have any
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
2017: Anywhere
2022: new york
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
2017: Artist
2022: happy
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
2017: Yesterday cus I’m stupid
2022: the other day bc of trauma
16 - Are you happy?
2017: Meh
2022: no
17 - Who do you miss?
2017: Connor lol
2022: me
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? -
2017:yeah
2022: yes 100%
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
2017:-Connor even tho he wasn’t given to me LOL
2022: ^ screaming he abused me. i think the best thing i was given was free tickets to disneyland!!
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
-2017: think mom
2022: mom. lol nothings changed for that
21 - What is your favorite dish? -
2017: roast beef
2022: wingsss
22 - Who is your bestfriend? -
2017: Jennifer and Kyra and Connor too
2022: kyra
23 - What is your biggest regret? -
2017: meeting Alan and quitting my last job
2022: dating my ex
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? -
2017: no
2022: nope
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
2017: kyra
2022: still kyra tbh
26 - Name someone pretty. -
2017: Olena
2022: me
27 - Who was the last person you hugged? -
2017: Connor
2022: i dont remember
28 - What kind of music do you listen to? -
2017: all types
2022: still same but i would say alternative
29 - Are you over your past? -
2017: no
2022: nope
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
2017: yana
2022: zach
31 - What kind of person do you want to date? -
2017: the one I am dating ;)
2022: someone who can make me laugh, and is kind and gente with me.
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? -
2017: if I’m distracted heavily or Connor talks to ficking loud
2022: yep. trauma sucks.
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
2017: Kaylie
2022: Krystal
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? -
2017: jeans
2022: jeans still haha
35 - How’s your heart? -
2017: it’s chill
2022: lonely
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?2017 & 2022 : no
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
2017:-my boyfriend
2022: nah
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? - 2017: I have nothing to say honestly
2022: i hope you rot
39 - Do you have any phobias?
2017: -rape , suffocation
2022: being stuck or being crazy and not knowing lol
40 - Did you try to change for a person? -
2017: yes
2022: yes, never again.
41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?
2017-idk
2022: my heart
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?
2017: no
2022: fuuuuuUUUckkkkk noooOOO000
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
2017-good
2022: kinda nothing mood
44 - Name someone you can’t live without. -
2017: my bf
2022: my friends
45 - Describe your dream date.
2017: were both happy , the food is good, doesn’t have to be expensive , we connect well
2022: something fun and chill
46 - Describe your dream wedding. -
2017: I haven’t really ever thought about that
2022: i dont worry abt that stuff anymore
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
2017: I don’t do valentines
2022: none
48 - Have you ever been kissed? -
2017:yeah
2022: ^
49 - How long is your longest relationship? -
2017: the one I am currently in
2022: 5 years
50 - Do you regret your past?
2017-some of it
2022: yeah but whats the point ..? it happened.
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
2017-yeah
2022: if they ask and need me too...sure
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
2017-yep
2022: oh of course
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
2017-yes
2022: yea my ex
54 - Are you a crybaby? -
2017 I can be
2022: oh 100%
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
2017 - sometimes
2022: sometimes ig? but not like randomly
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? -
2017 no
2022: LMAOOO YEAH
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
2017 -yes
2022: yepppp
58 - Do you like getting hurt? -
2017 no
2022: no lol
59 - Does anyone hate you?
2017 Maybe
2022: probably hahah ive made a few enemies
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? -
2017 never slapped anyone before
2022: no
61 - What hair color do you prefer? -
2017 : on me blonde on a man brown
2022: dark brown
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? -
2017: my clingyness I hate it
2022: how i perceive myself
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? -
2017:Connor
2022: Not romantically
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
-2017: every night
2022: yep
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?
2017: Not in school
2022: nah
66 - Can you live without internet? -
2017: I could… but. Do I want to …
2022: nah,. i used it too much. also i need it for school lol
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? -
2017: I can’t help falling in love
2022: i dont have anyone so no songs i guess
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?-
2017: to a point
2022: yes
69 - Are you a crybaby?
2017: You just asked this
2022: ^ lol
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
2017-yep
2022: yea
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?
2017-no
2022: not really but i like some songs
72 - Do you study hard? -
2017: I can
2022: i try my best
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?
2017-not rly
2022: yes.
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? -
2017: no
2022: no :(
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?
2017-yes
2022: yea
76 - Did you have an accident last year?
2017-yeah
2022: nope
77 - What kind of person are you? -
2017 dumbbitch
2022: traumatized
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? -
2017: yes but not literally
2022: yes
79 - Have you ever been jealous?-
2017 yes
2022: yeah but i wish I wasnt a jealous person, but i am
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
2017 By showing them or words
2022: actions
81 - What are you thinking right now?
2017: About how much longer I have to do this job
2022: how tired i am
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?
2017: Colin
2022: ayana
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?
2017: Yes
2022: always
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?
2017: Yeah
2022: always, man
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?
2017 Probs
2022: who hasnt
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?
2017: yes
2022: ^
87 - Do you have trust issues?
2017: Yeah
2022: very badly
88 - Are you broken-hearted?
2017: No
2022: yeah
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
2017: Connor
2022: no one
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?
2017 : Some of it
2022: not really, you can make it worth it i think
91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?
2017 Yeah but I also believe if you want it you have to chase it
2022: yes
92 - Who do you want to marry?
2017 Connor
2022: no one hahahah
93 - Do you believe in destiny?
2017 Ehhh
2022: i think so
94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?
2017: Yes
2022: no
95 - How do you look right now?
2017: Shitty
2022: bed head
96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?
2017 Yeah but who knows Connor is really my first true love
2022: no
97 - Have you found your true love?
2017 Yes
2022: no
98 - What should you be doing right now?
2017 Nothing rly
2022: sleepingnow hahah
99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.
2017: Jack
2022: connor
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
2017: Yes
2022: all the time
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me: *literally the only tattoo I have is the heartagram*
me, listening to HIM solely for the first time in years: holy fuck I forgot how good this shit is
#that reblog about what albums you can listen to without skipping a song#made me realize I’ve listened to one or two songs from him I have in my library#but I haven’t just. listen to him alone#in so long???#so I went and started listening to XX and 😩😩😩#fuck I forgot how much I love him#how did I forget how much I love them???? honestly#my ONLY tattoo is a him tattoo#I mean. I got it because of what the heartagram can represent#(love + pain = life)#but also I got it cause I love him#and at the time I was Obsessed#anyways this has nothing to do with anything 😌#ashleys talking again#bless you if you read all these tags hope you’re having a beautiful night#not wrestling related#edit later: hahaha I just got to ‘right here in my arms’#and omg. I remember being 17 and my bf at the time (who was my first love) sent that song to me#and said it always made him think of me#that one and not like the other girls by the rasmus#*sighs*#oh the nostalgia is hitting hard tonight#back when I was a lil emo scene girl#with my emo boyfriend#us against the world#for more evidence how emo we were he also dedicated check yes juliet by we the kings to our relationship#cause my family didn’t want me with him#awwwww :’) wittle ashley who went from cowgirl to emo scene girl akdkflg#I love looking back at my periods of growth#anyways NOW if you got to the end of THESE tags wow bravo I love you drink some water and take care of yourself
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Wanna answer every other question too? Cuz I’m kinda curious what you’ll answer! (*ゝω・)ﾉ
Yeeeeees sure!! Then I’ll hereby invite you to do the same hehe (((o(*°▽°*)o))) I’ll leave out the ones that I’ve already answered!
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2 Do you like Laito’s fedora?I personally don’t really like fedoras in general but it suits Laito’s character really well!
4 How did you find the fandom?I think through Tumblr a looooong time ago? I played the first game in 2013 or 2014 when I barely knew any Japanese, and then I ran a scenario/headcanon blog for about a year in 2016/2017 (and deleted it afterwards rip) during which I began properly learning Japanese, and now here we are back at it again as a translation blog!
5 Who’s your favorite parent?Hmmm…….. I don’t really know that much about the characters but after picking up some bits on Christa in Lost Eden I really want to know more about her!
6 What is your favorite picture of the brother/brothers?Tbvh that new merch with the boys in those edgy harness thingies…….. it’s a yes from me
8 Who would you want to cuddle with?Yuma!!!!!! He’s a solid unit and he looks like a great cuddler
9 Do you hate anyone in DL?Lol hate is a bit of a strong word but the only character I personally don’t really like is Kanato
10 Do you ship anyone?Yuma’s and Shuu’s (lowkey) bromance gives me feels but no shipping hehe
13 What do you think of the fandom?Not really sure! I’m not that active in the fandom outside of posting translations and stuff and playing the games from time to time, and I do like reading some blogs’ headcanons/oneshots, but otherwise I’m….. neutral, I guess? Hehe
14 Are any of your friends/family into DL?I rarely meet people irl who have played the games omfg one of my friends has seen the anime and someone else I know from uni has apparently played the first game but otherwise it’s just the people I’ve met on Tumblr!
13 Sub or dub?10000000% subs. Dubs make good memes sometimes but that’s about it lol
16 Have you played the games?I haven’t played every single route but I own all the games except Lunatic Parade!
17 Describe each brother with one word.This is gonna be a bit tentative (and more than one word) but here we go…..Ayato: Basketball fuckboyShuu: Sleepy boye but persistent boyeReiji: Tea enthusiast and keigo but probably owns some whips and handcuffsSubaru: Good-willed but will smash a wallLaito: Hentai…… just hentaiKanato: Spoiled bratRuki: Bookworm but probably owns some whips and handcuffsYuma: Vegetable garden yeehaw daddyAzusa: Smol wounded baby that needs some therapy Kou: Idol fuckboy with very nice eyesCarla: His Highness the KingShin: Lowkey furry, probably would do it in wolf form Kino: Otaku
18 Do you think Kanato is scary or cute?Neither (￣ ￣|||)
19 Which brother would you trust the most?Uhhh……… probably Ruki or Yuma
21 First thoughts compared to your thoughts now?I don’t remember my first thoughts on the games tbh……. I’ve always thought it’s a really unique series, I guess? It’s almost a complete inversion of the otome genre and I think that’s really interesting! I know to take some things (the cruel/abusive bits) with a grain of salt but I really like the dark setting in general and depth of some characters
22 Which brother is most like you?Oh man I have no idea???? Maybe I’m a bit like Shuu because I’m exhausted all the time but that’s about it omg
23 Your thoughts on Teddy?Nothing in particular (´• ω •`)
25 What do you think of DL haters?To each their own, right? I get that some people don’t really like the kinda cruel nature of especially the earlier games, but as I’ve seen some people on here point out before—that doesn’t mean people who play DL are into those kinds of things irl! Live and let live hehe
26 Has this fandom made you more sadistic/masochistic/other?………..In all honestly I do think this franchise has contributed to me being a huge sub and my bf teases me for it lol
27 Who was the first brother you fell for?Good ol’ Ayato, probably!
28 Would you ever show your parents DL, and why/why not?There will probably be some kind of mention of DL in my thesis so my parents will probably get to read some things about it there but otherwise no (⌒_⌒;)
29 Do you drive a Subaru?The only car I have at my disposal is a relatively old Peugeot but I’m more of a Volvo (and public transport) kinda girl hehe
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I'd want to ask all of them, but let's see if I can pick out specific questions... 1-4, 11-12, 14-20, 22-24, 27-35, 37, and tell an anecdote about your partner, twins, and describe your school experience! (that's practically all + more but I am not good at narrowing down anything)
Hey, Dino! Thanks for the asks, you've rescued me from my pit of boredom haha
1. I have a few lol but let's see... I love Jason Momoa, he looks like a big ole teddy bear. I find Jude Law super sexy too. Singer Alina Baraz makes my heart skip a beat every time I see her.
2. I'm married! Been married for almost four years :)
3. I've been in a super depressive state as of late. I have so so many things that need to get done this year and so much has changed in my life in the past 2 years that I just don't feel like myself anymore. Like I lost myself. But I won't lie, since joining Tumblr I have been feeling like myself a little more.
4. I think it really depends on the "offense" that the artist has made (since this is obviously referring to when artists fuck up). I just think that it truly sucks to have to stop enjoying something someone made because of their bad choices. I don't know, this a tough one.
11. I'm ambidextrous! Its not a talent but it's really the only cool thing I can do. I can hold three cups in one hand? Um... oh I can chug beer really fast. Like, super fast lmao
12. So there was a huge scandal my junior year about the dance teacher being cheated on by her bf (who worked security at the school) with a substitute! I wish I remembered more details!
14. I actually don't drink coffee! I used to drink a lot of colada, which is a Cuban-style espresso, while working my 15-hour shifts at the bar. But I had an episode where my heart was palpitating, I was sweating and couldn't really breathe and that was the last time I drank I coffee. I do love black tea and macha tea!
15. Where I'm from -.- people are always super curious because I'm ethnically ambiguous. I'm Venezuelan, Italian and Lebanese.
16. Two red suns on my back, honoring my twins :)
17. "Gangsta's paradise" by Coolio 😂
18. I don't have a favorite musician! I love music a lot and I listen to such a wide variety of music that it would just be impossible lol I'll mention my fave songs atm: penelope by Col3trane, leftovers by Dennis Lloyd and stronger by Raveena.
19. Omg I could talk about Mr. Crespo for HOURS. I have him to thank for the creative woman I am today. He helped me open up and get out of my shell and really become comfortable with my brain. He pushed me gently into exploring the really dark corners of my mind.
20. Clusterfuck of randomness
22. Billie Eilish!
23. Going to bed at freaking 4am lmao
24. I have two left feet lmao I cannot dance. I can sing a little, but I know I'd be a lot better with classes.
27. Usually like 3 days before. I'm one of those people who gets scared they'll leave something important lol
28. None. Because I don't know what they really look like, ya know?
29. How when people say to not care about what others think. Like, sounds great on paper but no. We all care about what others think of us.
30. Blueeeeee! I've been dying to dye my hair blue! But I have hip-length dark brown hair and I dont wanna bleach it.
31. This one is a little too much for me so I'll skip it :)
32. I've been mistaken for 25 since I was like 15 lmao I'm actually 24 :)
33. The existential dread that lives inside me
34. I'm a Gryffindor! I think it's very fitting of my personality but I always wanted to be a Slytherin because I love Draco Malfoy lol (fun fact: I have a shirt that Tom Felton was selling for a while that says "mind if I Slytherin" with his face on it lol)
35. Home doesn't really evoke any feelings in me. I've moved around a lot and home just means a place where I sleep lol
37. Nope! I was always a good girl in school lol I actually had office aid my senior year and the principal loved me.
So I've said this before on here somewhere but the first time my partner told me he loved me, I replied with "thats a bad idea. Are you sure?" Because we were in a really complicated place romantically (mostly me) and I thought he was batshit crazy falling like that for me, but it worked out in the end lmao
With my twins, they were a huge surprise. So I never intended on having kids. Never wanted any. But accidents happen and I ended up pregnant. I spent the first 8 weeks of my pregnancy throwing up 7-10 times a day, every day. I thought I was going to die. No OBGYN would see me until I was 9 weeks because no insurance. I thought there was something really wrong with me, I lost 15 pounds. When I went to my first ultrasound, the doctor was like "do you have twins in your family?" I told him no (I thought he was just making small talk) and then he goes "so here is one heart.... and here is the other". My partner and I were literally speechless.
My school experience was... interesting. I was always a drifter. I hung out with the "emo" kids, with the jocks, with the cheerleaders... but I never had beat friends. Never had a ride or die. So I ended up having a pretty bland experience. I did, however, have some great teachers and had the pleasure of taking a forensics class in high school which was so much fun!
I really hope this didn't turn out ridiculously long :) and thank you again for the asks @natsspammityspamspamham
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ninety-two q’s
I don’t remember who tagged me but I had this in my drafts...
RULES: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
LAST:
1. DRINK: yesterday
2. PHONE CALL: my boyfriend, today
3. TEXT MESSAGE: my best friend, today
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: MELOVIN - З тобою, зі мною, і годі
5. TIME YOU CRIED: today
HAVE YOU:
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: yes
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: no
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: kinda
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yes
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: oh yes
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: yes
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: yellow, purple, blue
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yes
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: no
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: yes
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: i don’t think so?
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: yes
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: yeah
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: no
GENERAL:
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: most of them
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: no
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: yes
25. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: spent most of the day with my boyfriend and went to a fancy restaurant with my mum
26. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP: sleep? waking up? idk them
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: studying
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: seeing my boyfriend again. i miss them every second of every minute of every hour of every day.
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: mmmm, two or three months ago
30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: so many things...
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: nothing
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: yes
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: being barely able to get out of bed in the morning and feeling so empty all the time
34. MOST VISITED WEBSITES: my uni’s website, tumblr and youtube
RANDOM INFO:
35. MOLE(S): yes
36. MARK(S): yes
37. CHILDHOOD DREAM: owning cute bookshelves with a reading nook
38. HAIR COLOR: dark blonde
39. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long
40. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yes
41. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: my eyes? idk that's the only think about me people ever called pretty
42. PIERCINGS: no
43. BLOOD TYPE: B+
44. NICKNAME: Em
45. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: in a relationship
46. ZODIAC: virgo sun leo moon
47. PRONOUNS: she/her
48. FAVORITE TV SHOW: I have too many... the good place atm though
49. TATTOOS: no
50. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: left
51. HAD SURGERY: yes
52. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: omg yes
55. VACATION: australia
56. PAIR OF TRAINERS: i have two
MORE GENERAL:
57. EATING: nothing
58. DRINKING: water rn
59. I’M ABOUT TO: study to forget about life
61. WAITING FOR: death, money, sadness to go away
62. WANT: my boyfriend to be here
63. GET MARRIED: why not
64. CAREER: ew next question please
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. HUGS OR KISSES: BOTH
66. LIPS OR EYES: bothhhh
67. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller
68. OLDER OR YOUNGER: idk
70. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: soft stomach! strong arms! sounds just like my bf lmao
71. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: sensitive?
72. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship
73. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: none?
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. KISSED A STRANGER: no
75. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yes
76. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yes
77. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes
78. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: lmao
79. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: i don’t think so
80. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: yes
81. BEEN ARRESTED: no
82. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yes
83. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. YOURSELF: not really
85. MIRACLES: yes
86. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: i’m not sure
87. SANTA CLAUS: i wish haha
88. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: why not
OTHER:
90. CURRENT BEST FRIEND’S NAME: Mae
91. EYE COLOR: blue/grey
92. FAVORITE MOVIES: The Grand Budapest Hotel, TATBILB, Venom, an obscure russian movie that never fails to make me laugh
tagging: anyone who sees this!
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🌸85 Questions🌸
Since the last time I did this tag was a few months ago, I thought I’ll do it again. I was tagged by the cutie @taeyongsflatbutt thanks dear💖
Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.
Last
1. Drink - tea and water
2. Phone call - I literally never call anyone besides my therapist, so yeah, my therapist :3
3. Text message - I’m currently spamming my baby @taetaejagiyaaa95 with links to dance performances of the dance club I’m in lmao
4. Song you listened to - I’m listening to What Now by Rihanna as I’m writing this (I’m actually listening to the playlist @taetaejagiyaaa95 made for me💖)
5. Time you cried - Today while listening to Grow Up by Stray Kids because the lyrics and the song in general hit me so hard that I cannot listen to it without crying T-T
Ever
6. Dated someone twice - nope, when I end something it’s a definite end and I’m not getting back together with that person
7. Kissed someone and regretted it - Actually yes... because there was this one time when this guy pressured me and kind of forced me into kissing him and I didn’t know how to escape ;-;
8. Been cheated on - not that I know of :o
9. Lost someone special - Haven’t we all? :/
10. Been depressed - Probably at some points in my life
11. Gotten drunk and threw up - yup >.< but I was like 13/14 years old back then and a stupid idiot
Fave colors
12. I seriously love all colours
13. Especially pastels
14. and of course black
In the last year have you…
15. Made new friends - YES💖
16. Fallen out of love - definitely (glares @ ex bf for treating me like crap and just ghosting on me without ever explaining his actions to me...so I guess that’s over for good)
17. Laughed until you cried - I always cry when I laugh tbh and my friends like making fun of me then xD
18. Found out someone was talking about you - probably but I can’t really remember since I push such moments out of my mind
19. Met someone who changed you - I believe every person you meet in your lifetime has some kind of impact (big or small) on you and thus changes you to some extent (maybe only just for the time being they’re in your life but still)
20. Found out who your friends are - Yes, I am actually better at reading people than it may seem^^
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - Idk I don’t use facebook anymore xD
General
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - Again, idk since I don’t use it anymore
23. Do you have any pets - a Kitten💖
24. Do you want to change your name - My last name, yes. Since I don’t like it and people like making fun of it smh
25. What did you do for your last birthday - I went out to dinner with my mom and stepdad and ended up having the whole restaurant sing me happy birthday^^ it was awesome omg
26. What time did you wake up today - At noon I think
27. What were you doing @ midnight last night - I was finishing off a reaction on my blog @kachuwritings and posted it
28. What is something you can’t wait for - My I am WHO album to finally arrive T-T
30. What are you listening to right now - Daya - New
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - nah, I don’t know no Tom :o
32. Something that gets on my nerves - Someone interrupting me when I’m in the middle of daydreaming, people who brag about how great they are and in general just arrogance gets on my nerves a lot, animal cruelty is something that makes me extremely mad and sad and in general people with bad personalities/who abuse others/treat others badly, any form of discrimination and inequality in this world, our society and especially the unrealistic beauty standards our subconscious is being fed through the media 24/7 and so many more
33. Most visited website - Tumblr, YouTube and Vlive
34. Hair color - black^-^
35. Hair long or short - about middle length but I’m growing it out c:
36. Do you have a crush on someone - yesssss but not on someone I know irl glares @ Han Jisung from the other side of the world
37. What do you like about yourself - I really like being an empath tbh because it allows me to fully understand other people’s struggles and it can be nice to feel everything so deeply (love for example) (of course there’s also a downside to it) :3
38. Want any piercings - I already have 8 piercings on my ears but I always thought about getting nipple piercings someday but I honestly don’t know about that one^^’’ what do you think?
39. Blood type - A
40. Nicknames - Kachu
41. Relationship status - married to Han Jisung in my head single like a pringle
42. Zodiac - Aquarius
43. Pronouns - she/her
44. Fave TV shows (Can I add anime? I don’t watch other TV shows) - Sword Art Online, Tokyo Ghoul, Ouran High School Host Club
45. Tattoos - A violin key with a rose on my right forearm (that I drew myself and it signifies my love for music) and I’m thinking of getting angel wings on my shoulder blades but I need to draw them first kdjdksooidsfuhi
46. Right or left handed - right
47. Ever had surgery - nope
48. piercings - ears
49. Sports - dancing,,,mainly & hula hooping
50. Vacations - I’ve been to England, Spain, France, Germany, Switzerland(of course), Denmark, Czech Republic, Austria, Italy and Greece already but never outside of Europe jckdcudscn but I’m going to South Korea next year c:
51. Trainers - uhm... don’t really know what to answer here???
More general
52. Eating - I ate potato salad for dinner but that was around 6 hours ago lmao
53. Drinking - water^-^
54. I’m about to watch - Nothing since it’s 3.30am and I should go to sleep
55. Waiting - for better days *sigh*
56. Want - to be more motivated and not always feel exhausted and powerless on a daily basis because every little thing gets me overwhelmed lately and I feel so lazy since I lack power to accomplish anything and I have so much shit to do T-T
57. Get married - not sure ._.
58. Career - Probably psychologist but I’m actually dreaming of becoming a singer&songwriter
Wich is better
59. Hugs or kisses - Depending on my mood either can be better
60. Lips or eyes - ....I love both equally tbh, beautiful eyes and plump lips really affect me sjakdansfunoj Hyunjin’s lips are a good example seriously they look so soft :( and Felix’s eyes are extremely beautiful and big wow
61. Shorter or taller - shorter because I’m too tall and I hate it ._.
62. Older or younger - younger, I don’t wanna grow up the world seems to only get worse the older I get akfnsdfisdsuld
63. Nice stomach or arms - hmmmmm I LOVE slim waists so I guess stomach?
64. Hookup or relationship - relationship!!! ALL. THE. DAMN. WAY. i can’t stand hookup culture :/ (but you do you fam, I’m not gonna judge anyone since it’s none of my business)
65. Troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant (I’m a good girl okay :c)
Have you ever
66. Kissed a stranger - I don’t think so omg
67. Drank hard liquor - yup, long ago though, I barely drink since I don’t like alcohol due to,,, reasons
68. Lost glasses - surprisingly, no xD
69. Turned someone down - unfortunately, yes :/
70. Sex on first date - It wasn’t a date... o.o it was just a hookup and that made me realize that I dislike sex without love involved and that’s how I found out that hookups are nothing for me^^’’
71. Broken someone’s heart - Probably the people I’ve turned down :/
72. Had your heart broken - ...yes
73. Been arrested - OMG NOOOOOO :o
74. Cried when someone died - Yes
75. Fallen for a friend - No never
Do you believe in
76. Yourself - I really wish I could
77. Miracles - not sure but I hope they’re real T-T
78. Love at first sight - naah
79. Santa Claus - yeeeah no, I’m not 5 years old anymore honey^^
80. Kiss on first date - Sure if it feels right
81. Angels - Not sure o.o
Other
82. Best friend’s name - I don’t have a best friend actually... (applications are open lmao)
83. Eye color - a really ugly brown istg there are so many beautiful kinds of brown eyes out there and mine just look ugly tbh D:
84. Fave movie - I have so many skaudbjf but Harry Potter is pretty high up on the list (I cannot trust people who dislike Harry Potter... my ex disliked it...yeah that just confirmed my hypothesis)
85. Favorite actor/actress - I always liked Audrey Hepburn, Olivia Newton-John, Julia Roberts, Keira Knightley, Emma Watson, Cameron Diaz, Meryl Streep, Amanda Seyfried, Pierce Brosnan, John Travolta, Patrick Swayze, Jack Black, Logan Lerman, Dylan O’Brien, as well as Leonardo DiCaprio, Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Colin Firth and Hugh Grant - see, I can’t choose D:
soooo that was it yay^^ I’m tagging @marculees @taetaejagiyaaa95 @glamjae @bloomingfantasy @taetarte @1oonar @00njm @star-sam @hyunjinsgiggle @jbemin @orrin-uwu @redcucumbers @donghyuwus @alonelysquid and as always, you don’t have to do it💖
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I posted 1,359 times in 2021
130 posts created (10%)
1229 posts reblogged (90%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 9.5 posts.
I added 135 tags in 2021
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#dontcopy - 23 posts
#digitalart - 18 posts
#sonysketch - 10 posts
#minecraft - 8 posts
#dsmp - 7 posts
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#wormonastring - 5 posts
Longest Tag: 136 characters
#it’s sad hours whenever i think of what we could have but won’t because she probably doesn’t like me that way and if i told her it could
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Ive just realised Lizzie and Joel are the best example of the golden retriever gamer bf and bi gf
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#4
I need more m-spec solidarity on my dash
im talking pan🤝bi🤝poly🤝omni🤝bin🤝etc
these all broadly overlap but the distinction matters to some people and that’s okay :)
bi is the attraction to two or more genders usually with a preference but not always
pan is the attraction to all genders without a preference and not ’seeing’ gender
poly is the attraction to some but not all genders with or without a preference
omni is the attraction to all genders usually with a preference or not being gender-blind
bin is the attraction to both binary genders with or without a preference
sorry I couldn’t include every m-spec identity but you’re all super valid! These were just the ones I could remember, feel free to comment any other m-spec identities I missed!
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#3
Ive just remembered something.
Ranboo's enderman side has a green eye.
Notch was going to add endermen's eyes turning green when the ender dragon was defeated.
This likens to the dragon controlling endermen.
No one has been to the End in the dsmp.
Ranboo broke the system.
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#2
Het Trans people are still lgbtq+
Cis Het Aces are still lgbtq+
Cis Het Aros are still lgbtq+
Aces/Aros who use the split attraction model are still lgbtq+
Aces/Aros who don’t use the split attraction model are still lgbtq+
M-specs who experience more/most attraction to the opposite gender are still lgbtq+
You’re not lgbtq+ if you exist fully inside heteronormative values
thank you for coming to my ted talk
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#1
SCOTT OMG
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Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →
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Week 14, 15 & 16: Sunday, 03rd December to Friday, 22nd December 2017
hola guys! I FINALLY managed to put together the reading list of the past three weeks. this list includes the reading list from two weeks ago, last week and also this weeks :) the next reading list will be up on Sunday, 31st as it´s the last one in the old year! thanks for being so patient with me!
i put a list of 50 (!) fics together which i highly recommend reading!
Have fun and enjoy! Also leave some love to the authors :)
-aileen x
1. Most Wonderful Time of the Year by @teatimewithtiya
this little fic was the cutest thing i read and i really enjoyed it! you´re really talented, keep going!
2. Someone to Talk At by @veroinnumera
this was your first work and you were so unsure about it, but it turned out really good and you are really talented! Well done! :)
3. Holiday Shopping by @tenaciousarcadeexpert
I loved JJ and Matt fighting over the toy and the end of the story :D i love matt simmons so much! good job!
4. Overdue - Spencer Reid by @spenncerreiid
my poor poor fangirl heart was dying while reading this fic. i need a follow up. can i get one? i loved this part so much!
5. Cars by @ssa-banshee
i already told you how amazing this was like my angsty heart was beating faster while reading this and it´s so so good! well done! :)
6. Do You Really Care? // Emily Prentiss by @spencerthepipecleaner
oh lord, the doyle arch. i can´t take it my poor heart. i was close to crying while reading this :)
7. New Beginnings - Twenty Two by @criminal-minds-fanfiction
ANGST ANGST ANGST. I´m in love. this series is giving me life!
8. Photograph by @spencerreidsmiles
oh lord, my heart. it started out so cute and then, the end broke my heart. but i enjoyed reading it :)
9. Loss by @crimindsaspe
okay i´m a sucker for your fics. i really enjoyed reading this one because ANGST <3
10. Gratitude by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
this was such a cute follow up, i loved it. the first part was already amazing, but this was great too!
11.The Perfect Gift by @dontshootmespence
awww my poor heart melted. this is so pure and perfect and well written. thank you!!!
12. All You Need Is Love: Chapter Ten “Dear Prudence” by @sweater-vest-reid
WTF my heart I can´t. you know that i love percy and i always will. this is giving me life!
13. Perfect Recall - Epilogue by @illegalcerebral
this was such a pretty epilogue and i really enjoyed reading PR. amazing work, sarah! <3
14. Unknown Subject by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
ANGST. YES. I´M IN LOVE. this was everything.
15. Violation by @crimindsaspe
okay, i love reading dad!hotch stories and this one was heavy angst but so very well written. i felt every emotion. good job!
16. Doggy Daycare by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
AWWW yey. i love roxy stories bc she is the cutest. well done!
17. The Babysitting Challenge by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
awwwww luke and kids <3 <3 my heart....awwwwww :)
18. to have and to hold by @hotchyrossi
this makes me miss aaron so much but it was so beautiful!
19. Damn Sweater by @dontshootmespence
ok, normally i´m not that much into shipping Ralvez, but this kinda made me do it. i loved this!
20. Open Back (Spencer Reid x Reader) by @thecontinuingstories
AWWW YEY! I LOVED IT!
21. Homework Help by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
I died...again...this is too precious and cute. i need this to happen in real life.
22. Newbie by @ssa-aaronhotchner
I´m in love! This was amazing! :) well done! (btw all your pieces are amazing bc you are talented af)
23. Home by @criminal-minds-fanfiction
awww yey spencer <3 this was cute, okay? :)
24. Unshaken by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
i´m all about angst (and somehow this made me miss IYF so so much). i loved it!
25. Spreading Christmas Cheer by @dontshootmespence
This made my heart so happy! I´d like to believe that this is something the team would really enjoy doing! i´m happy now, thank you <3
26. New Beginnings - Twenty Three by @criminal-minds-fanfiction
This part was everything. the reader is so badass and strong. and the end was just awwww <3
27. Criminal Minds AU Episode 17: Memoriam - Part 6 by @remember-me-forever-silent-angel
this series is so good and it´s killing me. i love ally in this especially. can´t wait for more!
28. Judge vs. Jeter by @veroinnumera
I really really do love your works and your writing style. you are really good and i can´t wait for my luke request :)
29. You´re Not Your Illness -Spencer Reid by @fandomyimagines
this was so good!! very well written and i felt every emotion! well done!
30. Hanukkah is Cool! by @dontshootmespence
awwww i love me some henry and spence <3 this was really cute and i loved henry in this :)
31. Safe and Sound by @mentallydatingspencerreid
spence and kids, anything more to say? perfect.
32. A Family Christmas by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
awww. awww. awww. again. i can´t cope..my feelings
33. Under the Mistletoe by @teatimewithtiya
okay this was the perfect mix of fluff and slight angst and i am in heaven! such a great idea! well done!
34. Fix You by @criminal-minds-fanfiction
okay this made my heart break for Y/N. Spence to the rescue!!
35. The Hardest Time Of The Year by @mentallydatingspencerreid
this is such an important story bc christmas isn´t always happy and all cheerful for people. no. there are also people who have a hard time coping with everything and this is why i consider this story as important bcit literally shows the other side of the holiday too! it´s very well written!
36. A Simmons´ Christmas by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
this.is.everything. i love matt and luke <3
37. Present Boxes - Oonaa Family by @criminal-minds-fanfiction
again...AWW AWWW AWWW. i can´t cope. wth...sooooo cute. and the end <3 my heart is all fuzzy and warm <3
38. In His Arms by @captainreid
ANGST. YES. I LOVED IT!
39. Symphony // Spencer Reid by @spencerthepipecleaner
this was such a cute and short masterpiece! i loved it :)
40. Bad Day - Spencer Reid by @fandomyimagines
awww this story was somehow the perfect mix of all emotions. i really loved it!
41.Christmas Time at the BAU by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
awww again...my heart can´t cope anymore! i just loved it!
42. That´s What Family´s For by @dontshootmespence
awww okay this was so sad on the one hand, but also so very cute and lovley on the other. BAU to the rescue!
43. Bundled Joy by @dontshootmespence
and this also, such a cute masterpiece! Dad!Reid is everything!
44. Winter Wonderland by @teatimewithtiya
this one was so so so cute and adoreable and very well written!
45. Criminal Minds AU Episode 17: Memoriam - Part 8 by @remember-me-forever-silent-angel
okay, this part had me at the edge of my seat bc ally omg. i can´t wait for more!
46. All You Need is Love: Chapter Twelve “Oh! Darling” by @sweater-vest-reid
okay same here! WTH!
47. An Alvez Family Christmas by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars
i love luke´s fam :) i want luke as my bf for christmas.
48. The Best Present Ever by @teatimewithtiya
okay this was cute. i love JJ.
49. Christmas Magic Brings Everyone Together by @dontshootmespence
i loved this and i loved the kids especially. it´s fun to read!
50. Death Becomes Her by @traceyaudette
this was intense and i really enjoyed it! ANGST <3
this were the reading lists of two weeks, last wek and this week :) i really hoped you enjoyed them. sorry again for the delay. also sorry that the recommendation texts are so short. i wish you a happy christmas and great holidays and see you next sunday! :) (31st Dec.)
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these are actually hella fucking cute y’all
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
more cereal
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
oh yes :) but gotta get me some hot chocolate or blanket
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
usually just a scrap of paper or whatevers close
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
i put soy milk and sugar in my coffee....just sugar in tea
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
ya :/ well at least if my mouth is open...I have terrible teeth
6: do you keep plants?
no
7: do you name your plants?
noo lol
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
painting/drawing/crafting..sometimes writing or poetry
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
very much
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
usually side, sometimes back
11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends?
too many to name
12: what's your favorite planet?
hmm...never thought about it strangely. saturn for looks. but mars cause idk..it holds the most possibility
13: what's something that made you smile today?
my cats
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
uhhh....idk
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
A day on Venus is actually longer than a year on Venus... wrap your head around that ;)
16: what's your favorite pasta dish?
ooooh all of them lol but probably lasagna... ooh or alfredo
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
just darker...dark brown or black
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you
and your friends and is always brought up
when i made us play hide n seek in a hotel room and i hid behind a curtain.
or when i peed on my friends foot cause she got stung by a jellyfish XD
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
I used to :/ I dont' really anymore..probably should
20: what's your favorite eye color?
um idk really it depends on the person..I usually like brown or blue. not that green isn't nice but again depends on the person lol
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
ugh I really don't use bags or purses or anything like that much. currently my black vans drawstring
22: are you a morning person?
nah, never will be. i'm used to getting up early but still hate it
23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
SLEEP
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
yes..a few people
25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into?
umm i dont think ive broken into anywhere
26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
i got rid of all my own shoes but the ones ive had a while i wear the most are my black slipon vans
27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor?
mint
28: sunrise or sunset?
sunset
29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?
only she could do it, cant even explain lol
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
more than a few times
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.
I LOVE SOCKS lol absolutely not all white socks. I like fun patterned socks..especially my vans no shows... sometimes sleep with them on
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
oh gosh dont let me start
33: what's your fave pastry?
uggghh too many. recently something amazing I tried... lobster tails from carlos bakery. but really..any pastry lol
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
lots of them. the main one I can think of is a small little grungy horse named Wickee lol...got him at this amusement park called Wickee Watchee... idk where he is atm :/
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
ooooooh yesssss...from time to time
36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now?
21 pilots
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
I mean I like it clean.... but it's messy most the time anyways lol
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
ugh so many. the #1 thing probably is when I'm walking like in a store and someone just stops right in front of me..like i'm tryna get somewhere please move haha but otherwise I just had selfish spoiled people and attitudes and people who think they're better than everyone else
39: what color do you wear the most?
black and gray
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you?
um honestly I don't have any jewelry besides my liprings. There is this necklace that was my grandmas but I don't really wear it anymore
41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving?
It's called Pawn by Robin Roseau
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
Starbucks. it's amazing. it's life. that is all.
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
this girl
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
um hmm on and off lately and I think i'm getting there again...but probably really completely like...last spring
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
as much and often as I can
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
oh you don't want me to do that
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
donald trump. oh food. hahahahah omg. i thought it said thing.
hahahaha. i cant even answer now.
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
roaches. yes still same. I HATE THEM
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
eh neither like or dislike..rarely ever buy cds never records. But I did recently buy the Gwen Stefani Christmas album ;)
50: what's an odd thing you collect?
nothing really odd. oh well.... unique boxes. I guess thats strange lol
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
so many songs.
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
uh hmm.. probably the spongebob mocking one lol
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
honestly..dont kill me...no
54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
myself XD
55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point?
gotten out of the car and walked a mile home XD
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
just being genuine and truthful and sweet and trying to be funny even if you're not really
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
BEAUTIFUL. I didnt actually listen but I did in my head. BEAUTIFUL SONG
58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
uhhhh..... dont really have a group of friends XD
59: what's your favorite myth?
hmm too much thinking
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
depends, most the time...the Footprints poem
61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received?
given um...idk I used to get a buncha stuff from the dollar store for my fam every year lol
received? a rock from my ex bf -_-
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
nah not really a juice person
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
yes organized
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
black
65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with?
yesss....
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
uhhh eh..not for me
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
either calm or sad or sleepy or a combo
68: what's winter like where you live?
it's florida. not usually cold. this week is as cold as it gets...low is like 38
but usually it doesnt even get there
69: what are your favorite board games?
clue, monopoly is alright too
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
no
71: what's your favorite kind of tea?
not huge on tea but I like mint, or something fruity like berry or lemon or peach
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?
with certain things
73: what are some of your worst habits?
leaving drinks or bottles half finished out or like letting my room get messy
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
funny. sarcastic. sometimes an asshole. good time. gorgeous. fun.
75: tell us about your pets!
They're two cats, sister, Lamb and Rue...they're 2 and 1/2 years old..and sweet and mischevious and fluffy and soft and cuteeee and I love them more than anything
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't?
not really
77: pink or yellow lemonade?
dont really like lemonade much but they dont make much a difference to me
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
fanclub :)
79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
wrote a song for me
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
white..nah I didnt choose
81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
honestly my minds going black lol im tired
82: are/were you good in school?
yes for the most part..had my moments but overall good
83: what's some of your favorite album art?
so many I could name. coldplays is always really colorful and abstracty. and imagine dragons.
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
already have two. want a lot more..too much to name and i dont even know still what all i want
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
nah
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
YAS. many. but first came to mind, Skillets Rise
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
Silver Linings Playbook. Paper Towns. Shrek. All the disney movies. Avatar. Wizard of Oz. many more
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
all of them haha... pop art, impressionism, renaissance..just all of it
all special in they're own way
89: are you close to your parents?
eh idk i cant explain..neither close nor distant. like we live together and talk alot but not really the close relationship as some do..im very different from them
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
Knoxville. the city I went to college in... interesting place with lots to do..best of both worlds. beautiful mountains and hills and views. but also the downtown areas are cool..lots of fun stuff
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
going to savannah ga for my bday. not sure where else yet but i'm sure there will be other places. i'd really like to go to phoenix..boston..new orleans..california..portland ugh so many places
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
CHEESE AF
93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most?
just up in a bun which is boring but its too messy and long to put up with lol
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
my dad
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
nothing really so far. probably will go to lunch or something with my friend
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
procrastinate
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
myer briggs- INFJ (advocate)
sign- aquarius
house- ravenclaw
98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
legitimately...like 3 years ago...hated it...too much walking and pain XD
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
ugh sooooooooooo many. pretty much any song by skillet or gwen stefani/no doubt
recently..dusk till dawn by sia, new rules by dua lipa... also songs by ben howard..lots of indie stuff
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
5 into the future... i've already lived my past, and i've made a lot of progress...wanna jump to even more progress hopefully
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Fatphobia sucks. at 23 years old I am still a virgin because people in my life have told me that that is not sexy and I have internalized it to the point where I am terrified of anyone seeing me naked. Even people who have found me attractive. I don't believe them. And the more time the more humiliating it gets because everyone is going to mock me for being a fat virgin. We are at this point now where I have fake first time stories in order not to feel embarrassed.
I’m sorry you have to go through this - it definitely does suck. I used to believe I couldn’t possibly ever find somebody because OMG look at how ugly and fat I was. Society does that. I ‘fondly’ remember when I was 17 and one of the girls at my French class, who was talking with some others about weight, told me: “I don’t know what a girl weighing 180lbs would even look like. I can’t imagine it, can you?” My thoughts at the moment: “What if I told you that I weigh 215?” I didn’t, but blergh. To this day, I don’t know if she was simply ignorant or wanted to try and coax out my weight for the bullies in the class to laugh at.
We also had a project week around the same time, and our class was decorating the window of a book shop. Part of it was for one of us to always sit in the window and be reading during opening times. Being the book nerd and spending ~20 hours a week reading anyway, I volunteered for a lot of it. Later I learnt that my mother had asked at a parent evening how much weight the window of the shop could hold.
It’s like the embarrassments just never end, and at some point you do believe you’re ugly and unlovable - even if a few people are telling you otherwise, you know better. And it gets to the point where you think of a potential partner: “Well even if they found me attractive - which they don’t really, but let’s pretend they do - then once I’m undressed they’ll be disgusted with me.” As if our partner didn’t expect us to be fat also under our clothes.And it’s totally right that we shouldn’t get our sense of self-worth from others, but I’m not gonna lie: getting laid helped. My first bf whom I got when I was almost 20 was a horrible person and despicable in ten different ways, he gave me a ton of other issues, but he definitely opened my eyes to the fact that people are attracted to fat people. As did the people I was with after him. At my heaviest I was 286lbs, and it was then that I had my first ONS with some of the best sex I’ve ever had. With a health-obsessed, extremely slender vegan guy who was totally into me.
It’s not exactly that I derived self-worth from it, but that it proved to me once and for all that the entire ‘nobody finds you fat cow attractive’ bullshit is exactly that: bullshit. Utter nonsense. What I’ve learnt from my ‘dating and ONS’ phase is that while I might not have it easy to find a relationship - because I’m an arrogant nerd with weird standards ;) - what I definitely can have is sex. Lots and lots of it, if I wanted to. I can go and find me someone who’ll find me attractive and want to sleep with me with barely any effort. It’s not something I want to have (I realised that it’s not for me because it bores me), but it’s something I could have if I bothered to, and internalising that truth was….well, helpful.
Also: I’m attracted to fat people too. Fat people’s bodies are comfy to snuggle with and so nice and soft to the touch, there’s more to hug and more to snuggle up to and more to kiss all over ;) But - of course that only goes for other fat people’s bodies. My own? Oh no, that’s like a pale, wobbly land whale, totally horrible *eyeroll* Internalised fatphobia is damn hard to get rid of, even with helpful experiences to the contrary.
Now I’ve rambled and I know I can tell you a lot, and it’s not gonna change what you’ve been taught to believe, but the only thing one can do if there is to be any change is to gather courage and do what one is afraid of - also in this case. And there’s never the guarantee of not getting hurt, but imho you can only stay captive to your fears for so long - and that might take longer for some than for others, and that’s okay too. But I just want you to know that it doesn’t have to be this way forever.
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you forgot the 99 gay ask thing
I stg i have to get on my computer for this
1. how tall are you?
- 5’4”
2. what is your body type?
- “she eatin good” lol
3. what is your favorite part about your body?
- My eyes
4. is your current hair color your natural hair color?
- Lol no
5. are you more outgoing or more shy?
- More shy
6. are you more femme or butch?
- Definitely femme
7. are you tol or smol?
- Smol
8. wine mom or vodka aunt?
- Neither because alcohol is icky
9. weird habit?
- I chew on my nails ugh
10. favorite meme?
- The yelling at the cat one. Or baby yoda
11. do you sing in the 🚿?
- No my family is mean
12. ever used a 🏹?
- Yes
13. are/were you a theatre kid?
- Nope I was a choir kid
14. have you ever seen a broadway musical?
- No
15. do you think musicals are cheesy?
- Yes but that’s why I love them
16. have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?
- Not yet
17. favorite Cards Against Humanity Card?
- Bees?
18. last movie you 👀?
- Uhm I don’t remember! Meet the Robinsons?
19. behind the 📸 or in front of it?
- How about both
20. favorite 📺 show?
- Skins uk
21. meaning behind your url
- its my first and middle name
22. reason you joined tumblr
- I had an eating disorder so I used it to trigger myself LOL
23. who’s your closest tumblr friend?
- Probs @boymeetswaffles
24. what’s something most people 😍 that you hate?
- Tea
25. have you ever taken narcotics?
- No
26. have you had sex?
- No im a virgin!!!
27. have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
- Yes lol my mom caught me having sex
28. worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?
- “I am so straight”
29. describe your passion without mentioning it.
- Uh I have a lot of passions lol
30. describe your best friend.
- Silly. Kind. Loving. Fun. Strong.
31. give us one thing about you that no one knows.
- Well for you tumblr people who don’t follow my insta, I own like 30 plants
32. how do you feel right now?
- Good!
33. what is your biggest fear?
- Being alone forever lmao
34. what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
- Tenerife Sea by Ed Sheeran
35. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?
- Coming out and going vegan
36. have you ever tried your hardest and then been 😞 in the end?
- Who hasn’t
37. something you fantasize about.
- Lol well in life it’d be living on the beach in Hawaii
38. last time you 😢 and why
- new years eve, I missed my best friend.
39. what was the last thing that made you 😂?
- My best friend
40. do you really, truly miss someone right now?
- Yes
41. who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
- My best friendddd
42. the last time you felt broken?
- Last week lmao
43. are you starting to realize anything?
- Absolutely
44. are you more dominant or more submissive?
- I can be both hehe
45. i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)
- you are funny
46. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?
- I tend to go for older people!
47. describe the person you’re 😍 with/have a crush on in great detail.
- well I don’t know how to go about that LMAO
48. do you have any kinks?
- I guess lmao theyre pretty vanilla though
49. first thing you notice in a person?
- Eyes and hair
50. how can someone win your 💛?
- Be funny!! Also be romantic!! I am very romantic and I will literally melt at anything even slightly romantic
51. been rejected by a crush?
- Oh yeah
52. have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?
- So many times
53. would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
- If I was on my phone I would use the surprised emoji rn lol but no because they have a bf
54. is trust a big issue for you?
- Not so much anymore!
55. did you hang out with the person you like recently?
- No
56. is confidence cute?
- Yes
57. what would you say if the person you 😍/like 😘 another girl/boy?
- Well I would say I am so happy for them
58. would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you 😂?
- No way
59. does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?
- lol sadly yes, sorry man
60. ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
- Yes lol
61. do you want to get married
- yes
62. worst thing you’ve ever done?
- Hurt my best friend
63. three things that turn you on.
- Neck kisses, thigh touches, the other person being turned on
64. who do you hate?
- The orange guy in the oval office
65. favorite term of endearment?
- my love
66. who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?
- Shailene Woodley
67. intimidating girls or kind girls?
- Yes lol
68. what do you look for in a possible partner?
- That they are funny lol that is #1
69. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?
- I just like girls dude
70. are you good at flirting?
- No way
71. who was the first person you came out to?
- My boyfriend at the time HAHA
72. do you have any friends who are wlw?
- Yes
73. is your crush wlw?
- Yes
74. last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?
- Shailene Woodley again lmao
75. write a short 😍 poem to your crush/self?
- Hey
I think you’re really cute
I like you a lot
Maybe we could hang out or something
76. do you fall 😍 easily?
- Oh yeah
77. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- Yes
78. are you good at hiding your feelings?
- Nope lol
79. are you a forgiving person?
- Yes
80. what is your “type?”
- if they’re a girl then they’re my type lol
81. fall 😴 in her arms or rub her back until she falls 😴 in yours?
- Omg her fall asleep in mine that’s so cute
82. tall girls or short girls?
- Yes
83. hugs or kisses?
- …yes
84. twirl her around or get twirled?
- ……..yes
85. tummy kisses or thigh kisses?
- YES
86. hairline kisses or neck kisses?
- Yes
87. play with her hair or stroke her tummy?
- Yessssssss
88. making out or soft kisses?
- YES YES YES
89. hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?
- YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
90. how confident are you in your sexuality?
- Pretty confident!
91. when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?
- Oh yes
92. have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?
- Answered but yes
93. how old were you when you realized you were into girls?
- I think 17? was when i was like oh shit lol but i definitely had crushes at like 13-14
94. most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?
- had an anxiety attack lmao
95. do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?
- Naomi and Emily in Skins uk and yes
96. what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?
- That I will go to hell/it would be better that I was a murderer than gay: from my mom
97. when was the last time a girl made your 💛 flutter?
- earlier today
98. what is 😍 to you?
- Deep conversations until morning. soft kisses. the little thumb thing
99. ask me anything.
- well you fell asleep on me so there is nothing here lmao
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2x13 Those of Demon Blood
WARNING: This review contains spoilers
1. DOWNWOLDERS/SHADOWHUNTERS
Wow. Just wow. I’m shook to the core. That plot line was amazing! Referring to all that is happening in our world... Just.. Wow... I want MORE episodes like that! More, more, more!
2. Jace
How he annoyed me today... Like... Ugh... Boooy stop it. You’ve started to randomly follow the rules, beceause you are a Head of the Institute *cough cough *nepotism *cough cough*?! STOP IIIIT. But it’s good to see how he sanpped out of it at the end of the episode. otherwise... Ugh... But putting this aside... LOL that HP paraell (at least I see this like that) XD Sign me the fuck up! (Btw Imogen must’ve been furious when she found out what he did XD)
3. Maia
I love this girl more and more within episodes. I love how she was against that whole chipping thing (which as an idea was utterly stupid, Clave).And how she took no shit from Jace. Also all those snarky comments torwards Jace ans the Shadowhunters... You go, girl! And I like how she’s starting to like Clary, Really, really nice <3
4. Jaia
Um... Honestly I don’t know how am I supposed to feel about this. It wasn’t bad, far from it! But I’ve always seen them as friends or something like that. I don’t know, we will see how’s that gonna play in next episodes...
5. Alec
Alec! My boy! I’m SO proud of you! I really liked how he was acting in this episode. Well aside of the whole “give me your hair, Magnus, don’t be overdramatic”. But the really needed that spat from Magnus to realize what is happening. And I’m so glad that he’s starting to sort of rebel against Clave. I really, really like it! I’m curious how it’s gonna play in next episodes?
6. Magnus
OMG! OMGOMGOMG, BOIIII!!! I LOVED His outfit so, so much!And you can say that Alec liked it too... :p I really liked his talk with Dot, and the dance. THE DANCE PPL! Harry killed it! And how Magnus addressed how he is in love with Alec... Daaaw! Also I really liked how he snapped Alec into the reality. Boy did he needed it. He wasn’t overdramatic at all. Lol, I would do the same and I wouldn’t mind if you are my bf or not, show some freaking respect...
7. Malec
*making some crazy fangilr nosies* !!! That. Was. Awesome. ALL of it. Every single one. From the “hello” kiss, how Alec was stunned when he saw Magnus, through Magnus’ concern and Alec’s... Um... Fliritng (?), through that argument, Magnus’ conffesion, Alec standing out from Clave because of Magnus’ words, and the kiss at the end of the episode! I looooooved every single part of it omg! I want more episodes like this, please, please, please, pretty please!
8. Dot
I don’t hate her for that kiss attempt. I mean if I wold be drunk, dancing with my ex boyfriend who is extremly gorgeous...Besides she let go of that really quickly, so it’s okay. I love her talks with Magnus! They were amazing! <3
9. Simon
I. Would. Listen. To. His. Voice. Forever. I LOVE ALBERTO’S SINGING! And I really liked how he played of with that “heeey we wnat to be in your Clan”. No offence, honey, but he’d sooner start a band with you than an acctual Clan XD Besides his bonding with Maia in that cell... And his story about his family... It was AMAZING. (But when they were at that cell I was like “idk maybe call for some of that vampires to help you break out. Idk how, but still XD”)
10. Luke
BRAVO! He satnds up for his pack and used those magic words “it’s not about Clary”! Fianlly they’ve adressed him as a leader to the pack! I’m so, so glad! And his talk with Imogen! I want to see more of this Luke! Besides his talk with Simon was hilarious! Daddy Luke for the wiiiin, espesially for Simon!
11. Izzy
YASSSS GIRl! I absolutley LOVED her in this episode! How she was strong and independet and killed Kaelie! How SHE was the one to figure out all of this stuff! How she was portrayed as a big sis to Max! And how she teamed up with her exes! Omg! AND HER LITTLE SMILE WHEN SHE WAS WATCHING SIMON’S PERFORMANCE *.*
12. Raphael / Meliorn
The two of them were also amazing! Rapahel’s story to explain why the killer were cutting off shadowhunter’s runes! And Meliorn’s investigating skills! And how he catched that knife (?) XD Like ‘bitch, noooooo”! And I really, really liked how Downwolders were portrayed in this episode! Strong, taking no shit from anybody! I want more, more, more of this!
13. Clary
Hm...She really wasn’t that annoying in this episode. Actually I liked how she snapped at Jace and how she actually started to act like a Shadowhunter. How she was able to immediately act when Simon smelled blood and how she snapped at Imogen! Yeah!
14. Max
Ughhhhhhhh... Stop. Being. Annnoying. Please. I know, I KNOW he is still a child, but that was STUPID! Izzy told him to NOT go, ‘cause it’s dangerous. So what he did? OF COURSE HE SNEAKED OUT! Boy, you’re gonna get yourself killed faster that I expect! Lol Kaelie kidnapped him, without even making a sound! Boy, train more, act less!
15. Kaelie
Wow. Who would expect this... Lol XD It’s really interesting! Too bad she was killed off so fast! Now I’m gonna look at her in 2x07 in very diffrent way...
16. Climon
YOU DID THAT AGAIN, EPISODE! STOOOOOOOP! But I have to admit I even liked Climon today. It wasn’t THAT bad. The concern about the other hafl was true and likeable. Also Clary supporting Simon was nice and cute ^^ (I can’t believe that I’ve said that... XD)
17. OVER ALL
I absolutely LOVED that episode! EVERYTHING was AMAZING! I want MORE episodes like that! Jesus Christ! I’m so, so happy! i literally couldn’t resist to watch it over and over XD I remember that while I was watching it for the first time I was like “okay so what, I watched like ten minutes of that ep?” so I’ve checked and discoverd that I was already halfway through the episode XD So I’m gonna give it 5,5/6! And a big, big heart! <3
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(NaLu Week Body Language Prompt 7/4/17)
Rated M for Mature, some sexual terms but nothing overly erotic. Some cussing.
Levy- “Lu we got you a surprise for your birthday party.”
“What kind of surprise?”
Cana- “Duh, were not gonna tell you what it is!”
“Ugh, then why tell me in the first place!”
Cana- “To drive you crazy!”
“You’re such a witch Cana.”
Levy- “Don’t worry,” she smirks, “You’ll like this surprise.”
That Saturday night, Lucy’s closest female friends gather at her house. In attendance is her BF Levy, Cana, Ezra, and their newest friend Juvia whom they met in college. Pizza and other junk food is spread out on the kitchen counter with several bottles of liquor.
In the living room, her friends have moved the couches to the edges of the room with one lone high-backed chair set up smack in the middle. On it, a sign reads, ‘Princess Throne.’ Levy places a ‘Birthday Girl’ tiara on Lucy’s head. “Keep this on, don’t take it off.”
“Why?”
“It’s so the stripper knows who the birthday girl is.”
“A stripper! OMG You got me a stripper for my birthday!”
Cana- “Girl, we got us a stripper for your birthday.”
At that moment Erza walks into the living room shouting, “Let’s get this party started!" She holds shot glasses and a bottle of Apple Crown. Passing out a glass to each of the girls, "To Lucy’s 21st birthday!”
“Kanpai!” Everyone screams!
Downing her shot she puts the glass down, “Thanks everyone for coming. I couldn’t think of a better way to celebrate then with my closest friends.”
Ezra- “How about a game to kick this off?”
“Let me guess, Truth or Dare.” Lucy snickers
“How’d you know?!”
Cana rolls her eyes, “Maybe cause you always wanna play that game…”
“Well it’s a lot of fun! So how ‘bout it?”
Lucy shrugs her shoulders, “Why not.”
Erza- “Birthday girl gets to start it off.”
“Okay.” She sneers, “Levy, Truth or Dare?”
“Truth.”
“Has Gajeel gone down on you?”
Levy blushes bright red. “Yes.” Everyone giggles. “Cana, Truth or Dare?”
“Dare”
“Kiss Lucy on the lips.”
Cana- “So easy,” and kisses Lucy. “Lucy, Truth or Dare?”
“Truth.”
“Who was your biggest crush on in high school?”
Lucy’s cheeks turn bright pink, “Natsu Dragneel." Cana, Levy, and Erza smirk. "What? What’s so funny?”
Levy- “Oh nothing, you obviously still have feelings for him.”
The game continues for a few more rounds as the girls keep drinking but soon there’s a knock on the front door.
Levy- “I’ll get it." She returns holding a blindfold, mask, and scrunchie. "Lu I’m putting these on you, your surprise gift is here.”
“No way, I wanna see this surprise!”
Cana- “Come on! It’ll be more fun this way! Trust us.”
“But…”
Erza takes the items from Levy, “Just deal with it.” And puts them on the birthday girl. Blindfold for her eyes, mask to cover the rest of her face, hair now up in a high pony tail. After adjusting the strap, “Can you see anything?”
“No. Why a mask?”
“Don’t worry about it.”
‘Birthday Sex’ by Jeremih starts to play as all the girls silently creep out of the room, ‘It’s your birthday, so you know you want to ride out… feels good but I know you want to cry out…’ Lucy doesn’t know she’s all alone. She sits there quietly, then starts fidgeting… nothing’s happening. 'What the hell?!’ "Guys? What’s going on?“ No answer. "Hey you guys?? This better not…" ‘Get ready for action, don’t be astounded… Tell me where you want your gift girl…’
"Just sit back and relax” whispers a low, sexy male voice. Warm, steamy breath wafting over her ear and down her neck.
‘We ridin’ with passion ‘cause it’s your birthday…’ She stiffens. “W-Who are you?"
"Your fantasy…” music transitions to ‘Pony’ by Ginuwine. ‘…looking for a partner, someone who knows how to ride…’
Down on his knees he spreads her legs and kneels between them. ‘…Girl when I break you off..’ Taking her hands, he guides them along his bare chest. He can tell she’s nervous so he keeps his grip soft but firm. Slowly she makes her way along his pecs, shuddering from the solid feel of his muscles, along to his sides until she feels the edges of his shirt. Maneuvering her fingers to grip the fabric he leads her movement, slowly sliding his shirt down his arms. ‘…my saddle’s waiting, come and jump on it…’ To accomplish this move she must lean forward and when her chest makes contact with his firm skin, her body heat spikes. She can feel his breath on her skin again… “oh… my…” she stammers until the shirt is finally off…
He slowly rises to his feet all the while holding her hands at his side. Pushing her legs back together, he turns around and sits over her lap guiding her hands around him to the button of his pants. ‘…If you’re horny, let’s do it…’ She gets the hint and starts undoing the button… and zipper.
Standing back up he turns to face her. Spreading her legs again, he moves her hands to the waist and curls her fingers around the band. Satisfied she’s holding on, he prompts her to start pulling down. Once she’s doing it on her own he leans forward and braces his upper body against the back of the chair. “Relax…” he whispers in her ear. She can feel the heat of his body so close to her face! ‘Oh my God!’ but it’s the fact she can feel she’s reached his thighs, which means now his crotch is also close to her! That’s turning her brain to jelly. Once the pants reach his knees they fall on their own and he kicks them off.
Feeling just a little brazen. ‘…the things I will do to you…’ On her own she runs her hands back up along his thighs heading for his backside; it’s like a blind person reading braille, but he grins at her actions. ‘…send chills up and down your spine…’ When she gets to her destination he holds her hands there and pushes back with his hips to pull her body to the edge of the seat. ‘…Ride it, my pony…’ Holding the back of the chair for balance he leans his face next to hers and grinds his pelvis close to her core in a wave motion. “Damn…” she groans out when his bulge rubs her, she can feel her own sex moistening from so much arousal… ‘Nice and Slow’ by Usher
‘…Now you got it hot for me already baby…’ After a couple more gyrations he stands all the way up and pulls her with him. She starts to run her hands over his chest but he moves them to his neck. Gripping her waist, he grinds their hips together. Eventually she responds by moving her hips on her own moving to the music. “That’s it baby…” he whispers in a husky tone as he gently removes the mask from her face, careful not to scratch her skin. Gingerly he runs his fingers along her collar bone, around to the back of her neck, “…it’s time for the real show…” and slowly pulls on the ribbon of the blindfold until it releases and slips off her face…
She opens her eyes. Gasp! “Oh my god!” she moves back a foot and clamps her hand over her mouth. “Natsu!”
“Lucy!” he backs away as his heart starts thumping. “Fuck, this is messed up…” his voice trailing off.
Not remembering the chair was right behind her, it hits the back of her knees and she falls backwards onto it. “I-I can’t believe it was you this whole time.” Her face is turning bright red so she buries it in her hands.
“I swear I didn’t know you were the birthday girl either…” He exhales trying to calm his racing heartbeat; he kneels in front of her, “I was just hired to do a party, but all they told me was she’d be wearing a tiara and a mask.” He manages to take hold of one of her hands and moves it away from her face. “Are you okay? He squeezes her hand. “Do you want me to leave?”
“No, you don’t have to leave. I’m sorry, I’m just embarrassed…”
“Why are you embarrassed? I‘m the one standing in only my underwear in front of the girl I crushed on all through high school.”
She looks at him, “What did you just say?”
“About my underwear?”
“No, about a crush?!”
And that’s when the confident stripper persona goes right out the window. ‘Shit!’ He nervously runs his hand through his hair, “You heard me right. I have” he quickly corrects himself “had a crush on you in high school.” Now his cheeks are turning red.
“Have?”
Sigh, “Damn. If I had known it was going to be you I don’t think I could have performed. Okay so yes, I still have a crush on you Luce.”
“You were one of my best friends Natsu, but after high school you took off without even saying goodbye to me.”
“It was getting too hard for me to be around you if you didn’t want me that way, so I….” He hangs his head
“Natsu…” her voice reflecting irritation
“…I tried to move on since I figured you’d never see me as more than just a friend.”
“And what, so did you move on?” the anger in her voice apparent. “Do you have a girlfriend is that why you think this is all so messed up!”
He looks back up, “No that’s not what…”
“Cause if that’s the case you can just leave!” she’s on the verge of tears.
He tries to grab her hand but she pulls it back. “Luce I don’t have a girlfriend! And… Fuck!” he rubs his face, “I couldn’t move on! Cause every time I tried to date, I’d start talking about you or comparing them to you and they’d dump me!” he slumps back on his heels. “I said this was messed up cause it’s bringing back all those friggin’ emotions I tried running away from!”
Stunned, she gets off the chair, drops to her knees in front of him, and hugs him tight. “I’m sorry… I had no idea I hurt you like that…” She starts to cry.
For a while he just stays there with his hands at his sides but soon he feels wet drops hitting his back, “Luce are you crying?”
“No.” she tries to hide it but can’t hold back the sound of her sniffles.
Sigh, he wraps his arms around her too and squeezes. “Luce, don’t cry. Please, I hate it when your sad…”
“And on my birthday.” She half laughs, “of all days.”
Suddenly he feels herself being lifted up but she doesn’t break her hold on him. Instead he carries her over to the couch and sits down, keeping her on his lap.
After a few minutes, she hears him whisper. “Happy Birthday Lucy.”
It’s such absurd timing that it makes her laugh. “Seriously!” She sits back and stares at him.
Grinning, “Made you laugh didn’t it.”
She punches his arm. “Same old Natsu.”
“Oww.” He rubs the spot on his arm where she punched him. “Same feisty Lucy!”
“Apparently you liked the feisty Lucy…”
“Touche.”
“…and I loved the old Natsu…”
“Did you just say loved?!”
“Think about it, did you ever see me with a boyfriend at any point?” he shakes his head. “Baka! That’s cause I was waiting for you! I was waiting for you to friggin make a move! Where was the confident stripper Natsu back then?!”
His eyes flash. “Fine! You want me to make a move?!” he grabs her face and smashes his lips against hers. Releasing her, “Happy now?”
“No.” she grabs his face and starts kissing him again. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she presses her body firmly against his, demandingly pushing her pelvis against the bulge in his underwear. All the bottled-up passion built up over the years explodes and ignites further when his hands grope lower. “You really are…” she lightly moans, “…my fantasy come true…” She nibbles his neck…
“Luce…” he growls and grips her waist, “…as you are mine…”
“You still owe me a strip show…” she purrs next to his ear, “…or a birthday gift…”
He smirks, “Where’s your bedroom?”
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100 questions nobody ever asks! ❓
I was tagged by @sim-bubble! (and a few more people but I can’t remember who, I’m sorry!)
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? I don’t have a closet! My bf does though, and we sleep with it closed.
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? Yeah, if they’re from a fancy hotel!!
3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? I didn’t realise people tucked their sheets in? :o
4. Have you stolen a street sign before? Nope.
5. Do you like to use post-it notes? Sure!
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? Noo, couponing isn’t really a thing here!
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? A bear! Much easier to escape from. When we were in Florida we actually saw a wild bear right in front of our villa, we ran to the door and watched it from the window.
8. Do you have freckles? Nopee. Freckle free since 98′
9. Do you always smile for pictures? Yep! If I know the picture is being taken!
10. What’s your biggest pet peeve? Oh boy, idk? I have so many petty pet peeves aha! It really annoys me when people don’t tip waitresses and waiters.
11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Not since I was little!
12. Have you peed in the woods? Yep! Me and my family go hiking and backpacking a lot!
13. Have you ever pooped in the woods? Nope.
14. Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? Umm no I don’t think so!
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? Yes, all the time.
16. How many people have you slept with this week? 1.
17. What size is your bed? Double!
18. What is your song of the week? I’ve been weirdly obsessed with this song, it has a great message and an awesome rhythm.
19. Is it OK for guys to wear pink? Of course.
20. Do you still watch cartoons? Yeah, I watch scooby-doo all the time! I still watch the simpsons too, if that counts.
21. What is your least favorite movie? Umm! This is hard lmao, I rarely watch movies, and only do if it’s something I really want to see! Me and my boyfriend went on a double date with our two friends to see Me Before You and all agreed it was terrible.
22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? Umm in my back garden? Otherwise I’d probably forget where I’d buried it.
23. What do you drink with dinner? Diet Coke or wine lmao.
24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? I like them naked.
25. What is your favorite food? Sushie, roast potatoes or yorkshire puddings lmao
26. What movies could you watch over and over again and still love? Any Scooby-Doo animated movies, Saving Private Ryan, Lord of the Rings/Hobbitt movies.
27. Last person you kissed/kissed you? le boyfriend
28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout? I was a boy scout for years lmao. In the UK we have ‘scouts’ and ‘girl guides,’ boys generally go to scouts and girls generally go to girl guides, but I hated all the girls I knew when I was younger xD
29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Oh boy, idk? Never say never!
30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? Oh boy, probably the last time I wrote to my penpal, like, 3 years ago.
31. Can you change the oil on a car? No aha, I’m clueless. I can barely fuel up xD
32. Even gotten a speeding ticket? Nope, thank god omg. My parents would kill me.
33. Even ran out of gas? Not yet!
34. What’s your favorite kind of sandwich? Plain ol’ cheese!
35. Best thing to eat for breakfast? Pancakes at weekends, I make great pancakes. Me and Kit make European pancakes every Sunday lmao. But during the week I like Bagels with cheese, because it’s quicker!
36. What is your usual bedtime? Around 2:00am.
37. Are you lazy? Yep!
38. When you were a kid, what did you dressed up as for Halloween? Witch pretty much every time lmao.
39. What is your Chinese astrological sign? Tiger!
40. How many languages can you speak? I speak conversational Russian and French.
41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Nope.
42. Which are better: LEGOS or Lincoln Logs? What are Lincoln Logs?
43. Are you stubborn? Yes aha!
44. Who is better: Leno or Letterman? I don’t know them I’m afraid.
45. Ever watch soap operas? I have, but not anymore.
46. Are you afraid of heights? Yes.
47. Do you sing in the car? Yes, all the timee.
48. Do you sing in the shower? Noo, weirdly enough. I prefer baths to showers tbh
49. Do you dance in the car? Not rlly.
50. Ever used a gun? Yeah, at a shooting range. I used to date a military maaaaaan who loved things like that.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? When I graduated Sixth Form in May!
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Nope, I love them!
53. Is Christmas stressful? I love Christmas! I’m not really involved in organising anything, so no, not stressful for me! Finding gifts can be tough though!
54. Ever eat pierogi? Nope.
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? ummmmm I swear the only fruit pies we have here are apple pies aha! And I don’t really like apple pie.
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? astronaut.
57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yeaah.
58. Ever have a deja-vu feeling? Yep!
59. Do you take vitamin daily? When I was a vegetarian I did.
60. Do you wear slippers? Yes, I love them omg. They’re big fluffy white dogs.
61. Do you wear a bath robe? Yep! But we call them dressing gowns not bath robes!
62. What do you wear to be comfortable? My pajamas lol I live in them
63. What was your first concert? Blink 182 I think, or Greenday.
64. Walmart, Target or KMART? We don’t have any of these things in the UK lmao, but I’ve been to a walmart and a target once.
65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas.
66. Cheetos or Fritos? We don’t have these.
67. Peanuts or Sunflower Seeds? Peanuts!
68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? Nope.
69. Ever take dance lessons? Noo, I am the least graceful person ever.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Ummm not really, no!
71. Can you curl your tongue? Yep.
72. Ever won a spelling bee? We don’t really have spelling bees.
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yeah!
74. Own any record albums? A few.
75. Own a record player? Yeah.
76. Do you regularly burn incense? Not regularly.
77. Even been in love? Definitely.
78. Who would you like to see in concert? The Beatles would’ve been cool.
79. What was the last concert you saw? I went to see Take That last month with my boyfriends mum.
80. Hot Tea or Cold Tea? Cold, I don’t like hot tea.
81. Tea or Coffee? Coffee.
82. Sugar Cookies or Snickerdoodles? I don’t know aha.
83. Can you swim well? Yeah.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes aha.
85. Are you patient? Definitely not.
86. DJ or Band at a Wedding? Band!
87. Ever won a contest? Yeaah, I won a writing contest when I was like 13 and won tickets for an Olympic football game between Canada and UK!
88. Have you ever had plastic surgery? Nope.
89. Which are better: Black or Green Olives? Neither omg
90. Can you knit or crochet? I can knit, badly.
91. Best room for a fireplace? Living Room defo
92. Do you want to get married? Maybe, one day, idk
93. If married, how long have you been married? 0
94. Who was your high school crush? I liked/dated a whole bunch of people during highschool omg. But there was this one guy that had a crush on me for a while, and I was always secretly quite fond of him too but I never told him. He was a very gentle soul and had a wonderful accent.
95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? No aha
96. Do you have kids? Nope!
97. Do you want kids? Ummmm I really don’t know. Maybe.
98. What is your favorite color? Orange
99. Do you miss anyone right now? Some of my old friends.
100. Who are you going to tag to do this tag next? @simsomedia, @our-dazed-sims, @dreamteamsims, @tea-sims, @peonypyxels, @simssprout, @cinemasims, @noonicorn, @simwithsparkles, @scampsims, @nicotinc, @dank-owski, @zauglom, @theuniquepoutine, @vodkasims and @andromeda-sims! If you’ve done this already, or just don’t want to, no worries!
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Get to know me tag!!
Thank you @markincolour & @peachjy for tagging me!! I enjoyed reading all of your answers and hoping you’re both having a lovely day! 💖
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
THE LAST:
1. drink: coffee
2. phone call: my mom
3. text message: one of my best friends
4. song you listened to: Cherry Bomb - Nct-127
5. time you cried: the other day? i cry every week as a coping mechanism for my weekly sufferings
6. dated someone twice: i never dated anyone... kinda thankful
7. kissed someone and regretted it: i never kissed anyone before
8. been cheated on: nah
9. lost someone special: kinda?
10. been depressed: I’ve been depressed since 1998 lmao
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah... but the hangover is so awful
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14. Blue, Black, Purple
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yes!!! I love all of them
16. fallen out of love: yeah kinda
17. laughed until you cried: yeah especially whenever i tell stories to my friends over snapchat about something and i can’t control myself aksakjsdks
18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah i had to find out from my best friend and it was soo funny and petty but that’s a long ass story
19. met someone who changed you: all of my best friends :(
20. found out who your friends are: yes, especially after high school
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no, i deactivated fb years ago anyways
GENERAL:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: don’t have 1 anymore so none?
23. do you have any pets: yes!!!!!!!! i have two doggies :D their names are Shelly and Wrangler 💖💖
24. do you want to change your name: i want to change my legal name to Tina but that seems like a lot of work
25. what did you do for your last birthday: not to sound like that person but i was alone on my 18th bday and took selfies and napped
26. what time did you wake up: 7:44am?
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was getting ready to sleep omg i’m getting so old... this entire summer the latest I’ve stayed up was probably 5am? but i mostly sleep early bc i tend to get tired easily just by breathing
28. name something you can not wait for: getting my own place and decorating it with my future significant other!! i’m so emo
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: this morning before i dropped her off at work
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: wished i had more close friends irl? i have more internet friends than those irl and it’s pretty sad but ppl around here suck
31. what are you listening to right now: i just wanna run - the downtown fiction
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i don’t think so and besides that’s such an ugly name i wouldn’t even remember
33. something that is getting on your nerves: not being properly trained at work personally so i gotta annoy my coworkers whenever i have an issue that i can’t resolve myself :/ plus i’m the youngest in my department so it’s kinda hard but i’m pulling through
34. most visited website: this demon site itself sadly
35-37. tag yourself i’m the fact that 35-37 doesn’t exist
38. hair color: dark brown and my roots are growing back with my black hair but i’m planning on re-dyeing it before i start school soon
39. long or short hair: i look better in long hair but short hair is good on me sometimes... i kinda regret cutting my hair back in May :(
40. do you have a crush on someone: i used to like 2 ppl when i was in school but they both have bfs now so i kinda backed off but we’re all acquaintances tho so it’s nice!
41. what do you like about yourself: my humor and music taste
42. piercings: none, my ears closed when i was little so i never got the chance to re-pierce them and i feel like i’ll look weird with pierced ears since i haven’t had them in years omg
43. blood type: is it sad that i genuinely don’t know or i forgot?
44. nickname: my friends call me Teeny and it’s really cute but some friends call me other stuff too but it’s mostly a meme between us! i enjoy when ppl give me their own nicknames for me aaaahhh :(
45. relationship status: depressed
46. zodiac: capricorn
47.pronouns: she/her
48. favorite tv show: grey’s anatomy, the walking dead, bob’s burgers, the flash, teen wolf
49. tattoos: i have 3!! i got 2 peonies on my left shoulder that’re together, then cherry blossoms on my arm and a heart near my wrist
50. right or left handed: right
51. surgery: none
52. piercing: none
53. sport: i don’t like sports so therefore i can’t read
54. vacation: hoping i’ll visit Vietnam one day!!
55. pair of trainers: converse
MORE GENERAL:
56. eating: i love sushi
57. drinking: i literally bleed both water and coffee it’s so bad that’s the only two i drink all the time
58. I’m about to go: eat before i get ready for work which i don’t wanna go at all rip :(
59. waiting for: my life to be consistent knowing what to do with my life bc i honestly don’t know anything at all and nobody’s telling me what 2 do
60. want: to be in a relationship and have monies... oh and also a corgi i love them so much
61. get married: hoping so one day!!!
62. career: I wanna become a writer :)
WHICH IS BETTER:
63. hugs or kisses: both
64. lips or eyes: both
65. shorter or taller: taller
66. older or younger: older
67. nice arms or nice stomach: doesn’t matter
68. hookup or relationship: relationship
69. troublemaker or hesitant: Jinyoung
HAVE YOU EVER:
70. kissed a stranger: nope
71. drank hard liquor: yeah
72. lost glasses/contact lenses: i lost my glasses once and i ended up sitting on it later and breaking it asiosakaskl
73. turned someone down: yeah
74: sex on the first date: nope
75. broken someone’s heart: i guess so?? it all ties with the drama that is really funny
76. had your heart broken: nah
77. been arrested: nope
78: cried when someone died: yes
79. fallen for a friend: no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. yourself: sometimes
81: miracles: depends?
82. love at first sight: to me, u can like their appearance and all but u can’t really fall in love with them without knowing anything about them! it’s unrealistic
83. santa claus: nope
84. kiss on the first date: idk
85. angels: Angel7... i miss them
OTHER:
90. current best friend’s name: i have a few best friends and i love them all so much.. they know who they are if they read this lol
91: eye color: brown
92: favorite movie: i don’t have one omg i’m too picky
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