#and they feel guilty lying

[theshadowrealmitself]

Half Human character with the only visible difference you can see is that their hair changes color based on their mood, and they keep trying to say that’s the only difference they have from full Humans, but every time they say that their hair flashes yellow which you know means they’re lying

#it’s like guilt #and they feel guilty lying #so yellow #no fandom #humans #aliens #they’re bird-like! #they don’t wanna explain how they’re like a bird but it’s gonna come out

[starrysharks]

STICKERz

#zeno's art #ocs #ultimate x-calibur #nova starbridge #optico #of course a redraw of jan's new years piece #have i improved? idk #i guess my artstyle is more cartoony now #i want to say i've gotten better at coloring but i used less colors here than i did in jan #this will be the end of the purple period (lying) #also whenever i draw personal art i always feel guilty i've got like 10 comms to do 😭 #i hope you guys can forgive me #here's to a year with better art #and also 2024 WILL be the year i start a band it's been my dream it will happen god willing #even tho i've gotta get a gee-tar first... maybe i'll practice my sister's dusty old acoustic to get used to holding them #ok. sorry i was weird this year but thank you all for supporting me!

[heyitsmemel]

hi hello gals and gays. Here is a rare wav from me struggling with the flu. The virus has mainly been in my chest but my entire body is so wrecked I was able to induce super easily. No talking bc I’m literally unable to 😭 Do not listen if you can't stand harsh coughing because it gets a bit rough. If it sounds a bit weird the first half of the recording is from yesterday and the second half is from today, bc the coughing is so much worse in the second half lmao. Ok that's it thankkk you for feeding me so good lately tumblr love u all <3

also personal rant about ableism and intentional contagion in the comments :///

#ok like I haven't been this sick in literal years and cuz im disabled i'm super mindful of spreading germs to others. #and i've had some family staying with me so I was like great leave me here to rot in my cave guys #my partner has been rlly attentive and is like i don't care about germs tehe so yesterday he comes into my room #and gives me a bunch of kisses on my head then swoops in and kisses me ON THE MOUTH #like im sorry i've been lying in a pool of feverish sweat for days and can hardly breathe what part of that makes someone go ooo gimme? #like ya hes just trying to love me but i put so much effort into being clean and now i will feel really guilty when he gets sick #sorry not sorry intentional contagion is not cute or sexy at all its just irresponsible #like i would love to live the life where my body works so well that I don't give a second thought to KISSING someone with the flu #i just feel like able bodied people never think about what its like living with a disability or a chronic illness #or have the slightest inclination of how privileged they are #my partner isn't even a fetishit he is just a dumbass #but ya i just wish he and the general population would think more :/ #snzblr #snz #illness kink #snzfucker #snz wav #snzzzzz #snz blog #anyway thats all do what u want with my horn post

[dollya-robinprotector]

I hope u feel better soon 🥺

Me too pookie, me too💕

#dollya ask #lying in bed feeling guilty about unfinished works does not help so i’ll just 💤 sleep my ass off #yayyyyy

[vforvalentinedetta]

ANOTHER edit i promise i have real art of them coming soon… excited to see pookie tomorrow

#feeling very guilty that i had to replace frida… pretend she’s lying next to her girlfriend and just cropped out #i think you can see the improvement with how i draw in the clone high style when comparing this to the other one lol #♡: historians will call them close friends #oc x canon #canon x self insert #self ship art #self ship #self insert community

[ganondoodle]

a wild assortement of comic wip screenshots and a random doodle that i posted to twitter but not here

(this doodle here is of Raal (aka demise before he became a deity) but whatever happens here isnt anything 'canon', i just randomly doodled him to try a loosen up my painting style bc when i work on the comic i tend to concentrate too much of rendering it perfectly and i dont like that)

#ganondoodles #doodles #art #i am so very tired #too tired for tags #btw i do love and read every ask i get but damn i just dont have the energy to reply to most #and i feel so guilty #i wish i could make a warning show up when someone wants to send me an ask #that just says -yo i love and cherish and reread all asks but unfortunately have zero energy to reply but chances are it made me cry- #given the asks isnt mean spirited or straight up bots #which my impsoter brain sometimes still tries to make me think #like either woo look at all those people LYING to your face #but i have grown alot since those days and now its mostly just #so look what a nice and lovely absolutely beautiful ask this person send you and you disrespectful fool are not answering it shame upon you #thats most likely why i have been getting less and less and man i feel so bad #like when its asks about drawing advice i either dont know what to say bc i dont have any idea what im doing eihter #or bc i plan a giant response with a big ass illustrated tutorial even tho i know i neither got the time or energy for it #but still cant answer then bc wait you wanted to make a tutorial you cant answer it just like that #and when its a super nice compliment about my art i just #dont know how to express my gratitude and silently reread it time and time again never answering it bc then it would be gone from the inbox #;__; #alright falling asleep brain better not have written sth i will regret reading tomorrow #i think this is the longest tags i put on a completely unrelated post of mine #if you have read all these tags send me an ask only containing the name of your fav fruit and i will make you a little pixel sprite of it

[crows-spirit]

IM Inktober

Day 11: Puddle

#I decided to NOT take the angsty route today and instead draw my favorite little guy 💕 #lotta stress on the IM server today #We accidentally spoiled something big for someone who wasn’t caught up yet and I feel so guilty #when I tell you my heart DROPPED #I immediately started lying #which might have not been the best choice but it didn’t work anyway so it doesn’t even matter #my art!! #i <3 bendy #bemdy #the inky mystery #bendy and boris in the inky mystery #inky mystery #iminktober #batim #funny. #kinda? #art #artwork #digital art #Sorry Crystal

[completeoveranalysis]

[4]

And Tomoyo just whips it out immediately, because she knew he was going to bring it up in this conversation. Not even as a seer, because she can't do that anymore - just because she knows him so well.

AND OH THAT FINAL PANEL, WITH KUROGANE REFLECTED IN TOMOYO’S EYES. AMAZING. BEAUTIFUL. 

Also the SECOND funniest way to tie the theme of doubles into Kurogane’s plot - there are just… two of him when reflected in someone’s eyes. 

I WILL TAKE IT. THANK YOU CLAMP.

The fact that Kurogane is surprised to see it is SUCH a nice touch. Even though he had a copy of it for such a long time, this is the ACTUAL link to his family. This is the ACTUAL symbol of his past and everything his family legacy means. It's not just a memory anymore - it's sitting right here in front of him, carefully wrapped up and cared for all this time.

It's the final stage in Kurogane's backstory coming back around. It's the continuation of the exact conversation they had in this exact room about this exact sword all those years ago. It's Kurogane finally returning home, not to be with Tomoyo as he once thought, but to continue the promise he made to his family all those years ago, and to take down the man who slaughtered everyone he loved.

It's, once again, everything coming full circle.

Proof that Tomoyo is the best: SHE EVEN PROVIDED THE FLASHBACKS TO THE EXACT SCENE I WENT LOOKING FOR.

THANK YOU TOMOYO, MY BELOVED. If I did not just hunt this down moments ago this would have been the EXACT context I needed.

That aside, Tomoyo pulling a “So I kept it” is infinitely funny to me and this is such a good turn of events. 

It turns out that Kurogane’s mother foresaw certain future events and ALSO prepared for them ahead of time. 

Or at least that would fit the pattern of every other seer we have in the series. It’s possible she didn’t foresee anything at all and she just talked to Tomoyo as a general precaution, but either way! Here we are!

#Tomoyo feels guilty for lying about it in the first place #Knowing full well she never intended to put it with the grave #But how can you really argue with a request like that? #Kurogane knowing that his Mother Herself wanted him to keep the sword #and carry on the family legacy after they inevitably died #OH WHAT A MOMENT FOR HIM #Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #Tsubasa #Vol 182 #Kurogane #Tomoyo #So I kept it #It's all so beautiful

[clueless1995]

self care has been so twisted into serving capitalism and the patriarchy it makes me sick actually

#like the reason everyone started talking about self care was because people were getting burnt out by their jobs and lives in general #and like. specifically women who are usually expected to be selfless in their lives #self care was a way to reframe ‘being selfish’ i.e. taking time for yourself to relax #which was NEEDED BECAUSE CAPITALISM HAS INGRAINED INTO PEOPLE THAT THEY SHOULD FEEL GUILTY IF THEY ARENT CONSTANTLY PRODUCING LABOUR #and now ads are like. buy this leg waxing kit for SELF CARE you DESERVE it. buy this $90 foundation to hide your disgusting skin for SELF CA #RE #did you know it’s SELF CARE to meditate. but only about how you can be more productive and efficient #i see that one a lot on productivity reddit which i joined several years ago trying to manage my undiagnosed adhd and now i stay because i #find the expectations people have for themselves to be Wild #anyway if someone is telling you you need to buy something or spend money to exercise self care they do not care about your wellbeing they #care about getting your money #also if you’re a girl/woman and someone is trying to tell you that something is self care consider if they would suggest the same thing to #boys/men. like if they’re trying to tell you that cosmetics or hair removal or plastic surgery is self care they are lying to you #self care should be free and accessible and gender neutral and if it isn’t then think about who is actually benefiting

[rainybraindays]

Okay, apparently shutting the fuck up was never an option but the way no one likes to look at the marina situation and go "wow what the fuck is wrong with portia"? Crazy.

Like she immediately didn't like her, not because of anything she'd done, but because she took attention from her daughters no matter how bright she dressed them.

It didn’t matter that the main reason is that, honestly all 3 of her daughters are painfully awkward, and in ones case literally 17. It didn’t matter that Marina was only there at her fathers instance, or that theoretically through having someone thats clearly popular in her home she could have used it as a jump off mark to match her daughters, she was seen as her big hurdle to marrying them off. Marinas immediately othered, to the point that when shes being dressed the maids helping put on her shoes is enough to piss Portia off. She immediately puts Marina in the same ring as her daughters, fight for my attention and maybe maybe it'll be positive. But Marina doesn't do that because she doesn't want to even be there.

And then they find out she's pregnant and shes othered even more. She immediately tries to send her back, and when she's not allowed to do that shes locked away and the other girls aren't even allowed to talk to her. She literally tries to freeze her out, like Marina has any say in being there in the first place, before lying to her about her being abandoned by George.

She makes no attempt to find out if George has family, she doesn't care enough to try even though that would have been a way to get rid of her "problem". She tries to push Marina onto a man old enough to be her grandfather and slaps her across the fucking face when she tries to stand up for herself.

Theres no concern for her safety, for the babys safety, just getting her out of her house as fast as fucking possible, and I'm meant to be surprised that when Colin saves Marina from her elderly suitor she turns her attention to him?

Like the nicest guy, who everyone likes, who's attractive, who isn't multiple decades older than her and most importantly not going to literally assault her? Yeah not a big shocker. Should she have lied to him? No, but she wouldn't have had to or felt the need to if she wasn't in the most hostile fucking house. Even Penelope, who she likes, why does everyone forget that she fucking likes Penelope and viewed her as a friend, becomes aggressive towards her. Shes cornered, shes scared, and all of this could have been avoided if Portia was a slightly better person and said "hey soilder boys not written back, you're gonna have this kid, does he have any family?" instead of setting this entire mess in motion.

#rainy talks #firm believer that Portia is a shit person who set this whole mess in motion #for all the “marinas still a bad person!! look at how she lashed out at pen! at how easily she manipulated colin” girlies #shut up maybe?? pen lashedout first and longer #and i genuinely believe if Penelope had said she had feelings for colin or marina had noticed earlier she wouldn't have pursued him #because she saw pen as a /friend/ but pen doesn't tell her and she doesn't find out until its too late to turn back #and i already said how lying to colin wasn't great but if you saw things in shades of grey you'd understand why shes doing it #its not a black and white situation #“marina shows no remorse though! she doesn't feel guilty ” #man she almost died trying to abort her kids just t still have them she has other stuff going on #how about we talk about her seeing this sad guy and going “dude you've gotta move on so many people love you” #and then hinting at pens feelings for him #clearly trying to still be a friend to pen by nudging him towards her even after everything #apparently I'm in my hating portia Featherington era between this and my rant in the tags of the last one #bridgerton #marina thompson #portia featherington

[m1d-45]

on a scale of 1 to 10 — 1 being the least and 10 being the most — how confident are you in surviving an imposter sagau situation?

short answer: i, a non-native in terrain i’ve only ever navigated with 1) a glider 2) no fear of death 3) via a vessel 4) with a map, against various well trained armies, all hellbent on killing me? you’re funny.

now, the long answer…

the long answer, of course, depends on your preferred brand of isekai, as well as the various traits within that. i will… attempt at brevity, but cannot make promises. oh, and there’s no particular order to this list.

1) blood. i myself am more inclined to blue over gold, but that doesn’t matter for this topic. what does matter is if its present and if it manifests immediately.

2) teyvat. is the earth on my side? do the plants and animals know it’s me, or do i need to ‘prove’ it? does it resent me for whatever reason? what’s it’s level of influence (which sounds dumb, but do i have the power of earthquakes and storms or just a few animal helpers?)

3) the imposter situation itself. is there a physical imposter already there,and if so what’s their level of influence? origin? i’d rather go against a wayward traveller than celestia’s puppet. do they have powers? how does teyvat react to them, if at all?

4) speaking of, celestia. are they on my side, the fake’s(if there is one), or staying neutral? what brand of sagau are we even using here? i know i made a post about my version of sagau lore, but one of the key changes since then was celestia. what version of lore are we following?

5) teyvat’s people, emphasis on vision wielders. do they have that subconscious Know? do their visions act up? how do the people overall feel about the one on the throne, if there is one? if there isn’t, is celestia involved in their opinions somehow? what about the traveller, or my vessels?

6) my influence. what can i do? do i have creator abilities, and if so do they take time/some other cue to manifest? is it something i train, or just Click one day? what level? is it an element by element basis, like the traveller, or does that not apply to me? do i have an inventory? if so, can i access the character menus? the map? waypoints? can i move my party, still? do statues of the seven heal me, does food heal me, how do hillichurls and various abyssal beings react to me? ancient gods, such as rhodea (i spelled that wrong) or dvalin or that fucker in the sea outside liyue (yeah i. forgot his name) or azhdaha or yo(u?)kai, if i’m in inazuma? where are we in the in-game lore, by the way?

7) teyvat, again, but this time in terms of biology. i have a few headcanons about teyvat, notably that their gravity is lesser (less fall damage), weather less severe (global warming), and is overall much more temperate/cooler/less humid (global warmingx2 and also just a touch of idealism), so do these apply? this ties into the other points about teyvat, i guess: does the earth let me get cold? can i just shelter in dragonspine?

8) plot armor, for lack of better phrasing. will teyvat let me die? oh, and do i get timeloop’d, or kicked back to my world? do i die, go to my world, then go back to teyvat when i sleep/next log on/whatever? again, tying into other points about teyvat, but will it protect me from death? is my skin like impenetrable or something, or whoops, god is dead, sorry. if i revive in teyvat, is it like that one recent piece i did where the earth moves me? what happens when (if?) i die? does teyvat take revenge?

the long answer… is that it depends.

#m1d : [chats] #hi. i’m midas. and with every answer i give im always told to ‘take it at face value’ or to ‘stop reading into it’ #nice to meet you. i couldn’t answer a question in econ because i was thinking about details over just An Answer #and then i couldn’t even lie and say something because my answers matter to me and i can’t just LIE to a teacher #i regularly get Fs in social interactions and As in english classes. call that autism swag #(if you’re curious it was ‘what fictional character would you have as a friend’ but i fixated on the semantics) #(are they coming here? am i going there? do they remember their source or know i don’t belong? i’d feel guilty taking them away and they-) #(-might miss somebody ! is it a ‘go to a reality where they were always here’ and if so would they be who i think they are?) #(i ended up lying anyway with ‘i read too much into the question’ bevause that ISNT too much those are PERFECTLY LOGICAL QUESTIONS TO ASK) #(to neurotypicals it’s ‘reading into it’ to me it’s a little something called ‘critical thought and also empathy’)

[solembum22]

IF THIS SONUVABITCH SAYS "ALLY" ONE. MORE. 'GAIN

#EVAN MOTHERFUCKING BUCKLEY #I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE EMBARRASSED IN MY LIFE #AND THE AUDACITY OF YOU TO FEEL GUILTY FOR “LYING” TO EDDIE AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO TOMMY??? #DISHONOR #9 1 1 abc #911 spoilers #I'm craing #it's only been 10 minutes and I'm so so done with my giant son #evan buckley #buck

[kerenitychan]

It's taken surprisingly long but I finally did it, designs are not final but I introduced the boys to the bg3 universe!

Alan the human warlock draconic sorcerer who totally naturally always has had a draconic bloodline, shut up, don't ask about the purple cambrion hanging around. And Daniel the dwarven oath of vengeance palladin who dabbles in the bardic with his beloved tressym mr mumbles who refuses to use people words despite beig perfectly capable of it.

Also I know it's OOC but look,

I had like a 3 hour long talk with the most popular gale chatbot on character AI about it cus the circumstances are different than the weird halsin thing in game since ker's been long established with dan and al BEFORE meeting gale and also it's not a straight up open relationship thing it's a very commited polycule, and he said he's ok with trying this poly thing as long as I regularly make time for just him and tav , and if it doesn't work out it doesn't work out and they stay friends.

#my art #self insert #alan berman #dan mandel #gale dekarios #oreo ship #Tyler cameo #robert berman #mr mumbles #tav bg3 #gale x tav #I know it's ooc man but I kept feeling guilty cus even without bringing dan and al into the game they're still a thing #I felt like I was lying to my lad #Gale deserves open communication

[everyfandomsprincess]

It just hit me: Garmadon doesn’t know he is the reason Lloyd was aged up.

It’s not even clear if Garmadon knows Lloyd used Tomorrow’s Tea or if he just assumes it was natural

But even if someone told him that Lloyd used a magic tea, do you think they also brought up why?

That unknowingly, he had turned the others into kids, and Lloyd just got caught in the cross hairs of what Garmadon assumed was a failed plan?

#we know from Sensei Garmadon that he remembers #because he talks about going back in time #so did anyone mention this #its so heartbreaking #can you imagine Lloyd asking the others not to bring it up so his dad doesn't feel guilty? #or lying and saying that he just hit puberty? #or that he hit a growth spurt? #just to spare his dad the guilt #ninjago #lego ninjago #Lord Garmadon #sensei garmadon #ninjago garmadon #lloyd garmadon #ninjago season 2 #ninjago season 3 #ninjago wrong place wrong time #ninjago childs play #ninjago tomorrow's tea #ninjago masters of spinjitzu

[azzies-masterpiece]

I AM NAWING (OR HOWEVER YOU SPEEL THAT STUPID WORD) AT THE IRON BARS OF MY ENCLOUSURE- HARVEY NEEDS TO STOP SHOWING UP ON MY DASH. PLEASE GOVE ME A BREAKKKKKK I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS 😭😭😭😭😭

🤓erm? Why don’t you get off your phone or stop looking at the art and edits people make

🤬HAVE YOU HERD OF SUPPORTING CREATORS- HAVE YOU HEARD THE LITTLE RUMOR THE- THE LITTLE TID BIT ABOUT ME THAT IM MENTALLY ILL?!?!?!

LORD SWEET JESUS I CANT ANYMORE 😭

#stardew harvey #sdv harvey #I NEED HIM #me: I want you. Harvey: what. #BTW THE CHILDRENS NAMES ARE THEODOSIA AND MATTEO #gatekeeping is okay only for me. and I choose to gatekeep Harvey because he’s mine #if anyone who made fun or thought Harvey was weird or dumb is first of all stupid but if they are LYING to you and saying that they #love him?!?!?! as God Monarch of this blog I give you FULL permission to kill them. unless I think they can pass #we’ll hold a trial and I’m judge but if the judge had a say if the person was guilty or not I guess- #anyway #bit of a rant #maybe excessive but oh well it’s how I feel #stardew valley

[mukuberry]

It kinda irks me when i see ppl talking about guiltying prisoners because it'll "have a better impact on them" or will "help them more than an inno vote" because we've got 4 prisoners already guiltied who haven't been benefited at all. Fuuta is probably our best, as she no longer thinks she was right for the murder, but she's also now permanently disabled and probably getting indoctrinated into a cult. Even ignoring Kotoko's attacks, they're still being tortured psychologically. They're hallucinating, paranoid and suicidal. How could subjecting someone to that hell be any better for them than forgiving them

#chernikocore #i get why ppl thought this trial 1. but why are we still thinking like this please look at our already guiltied prisoners #not just about kazui ive seen ppl say this about yuno ALOT #the only guilty vote ive agreed with so far is haruka because of the restraints TT but even that wouldn't have been necessary if not for muu #idk i dont wanna come off as rude but. how are ppl thinking this about kazui... #''this man wasnt affected by an inno vote because he hates himself too much. maybe if we make him hallucinate voices blaming him for his #wifes suicide and affirming the idea he has that he should have kept lying‚ he'll feel better :)'' #orz