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seelestars · 9 months

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hellooo, if u dont mind could i request himeko, kafka and fu xuan reacting to their s/o being a highly talented dancer and seeing them dance to a really hard kpop choreo? thanks and have a wonderful day/night :D

➴ ✫ * ✧ HSR WOMEN SEEING YOU DANCE TO A K-POP SONG ! (kafka, fu xuan, himeko)

a/n : i can smell how this post is gonna flop from miles away but i digress ☠️ anywaay i tried my best, hope u enjoyyy! + slightly ooc fu xuan ?

kafka :

might snap a few pics of you shamelessly while you’re dancing, a smug smirk on her lips as you hear the shuttering sound of her phone. (It’s def gonna be her wallpaper)

no matter how hard you try she won’t delete it😭😭she thinks you look pretty in the pictures she took, so why delete them?

or option B, she stands there watching you, seeing how long it takes for you to notice she’s there… whole jumpscare when you finally notice her (she likes doing it to see your cute startled reactions)

she’ll hum along to the lyrics of the song, maybe even lay her hands on your body as you danced. (it makes u immediately freeze up, a flustered expression on your face as she chuckles next to your ear)

she tells u things like, “with those skills, you could be an idol. im sure you’d be a very good one though, with your looks and all~” with a stupid smile on her lips

if you do decide to teach her one of the dances, she’d catch on very quickly.. she’s quite a quick learner ! except she purposefully messes up sometimes so u can adjust her posture etc (she just wants to feel ur touch on her skin ♡)

fu xuan :

is wowed by your impressive dance moves (but she doesn’t admit it “h-hmph, I’ve seen better.”) , she knew you were a good dancer but she had never rlly seen u dance before

she’s stuck in a trance watching you to the point she doesn’t even realize you’ve finished dancing and how you were currently staring at her. her cheeks flush as soon as she snaps back to reality as she turns her head away, crossing her arms. when you tease her about it, she’d only deny “i-i wasn’t staring at you!” even tho it’s insanely obvious she was

she probs has some toxic trait thinking she can also easily do that dance, getting all cocky w u and going “watch me do the dance better!” and proceeding to have to replay the vid a thousand times (except it’s no use, she’s still so confused <\3) she gets so embarrassed afterwards to the point u have to comfort her and let her know it’s okay ,,

she thought the dance u did was mesmerizing, and rlly wants to master it. so she reluctantly asks you for tips (with the tips of her ears flushed red hehe) in a way that makes u want to tease her about it

secretly tries to sneak up on u more to watch you dance more (you notice this but don’t point it out since yk how embarrassed she’d be)

himeko :

she heard loud music coming from your room, so she decided to check on you only to see u dancing to kpop songs lol

she’d make her presence known by clapping, her eyes slightly widened by how in awe she was of your skills !

might even start singing the songs (even if she’s unfamiliar w the lyrics) n dance along w u,,

or she’d most likely just sit somewhere and wait for u to finish before interrupting and stuff, her gaze fixed on you the entire time… she just thinks you look too good while dancing to take her eyes off of you! an approving look on her face as she stares you down intently, even though ur getting flustered by how much she’s staring </3

when u finish dancing to the songs, she’ll ask you for tutorials so she can dance along with you !! she’s also gonna give you tons of compliments, “you did so well” “you looked beautiful” “that’s so impressive” but as soon as you give her a tutorial she’s gonna be so confused haha ,, must be bcuz of her lack of experience when it comes to dancing..

she’s very supportive of whatever you do, if you decide to start a career w your dancing skills she’d cheer you on !

#hsr x reader #honkai star rail x reader #kafka x reader #fu xuan x reader #himeko x reader

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multipleheartbreakhotels · 11 months

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Soooo I got the most votes yessss sooo WE DOING THIS.

So basically I will make for each story its character and so each one has an original character for the specific story I'm going to write down all of the information about them. One of them is a lot like me but there are some enhancements there will be three stories Newt, Benny Watts, and ofc Thomas Brodie Sangster. All of them have their character and I will be making a kind of images of them being with each of those characters and a series ofc how they first met then images. I hope that makes sense. Anyways here is character number 1 she is me but older and grew up in London (please don hate me for that, I just wanted to write about it for a long time) 🤣 first of all and second of all she will be the actress that played the other characters for Newt and Benny.

𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐚 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫/𝐈𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐚

Name: Marya Brodie Sangster

Maiden Name: Ivanova

Birthday: August 20th 1990

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Pansexual

Age: 32

Birth Place: Smolensk, Russia SSR, Soviet Union.

Married date: May 20th 2015

Nationality: Russian and English

Languages (in order): Russian, Ukrainian, English, Spanish, and French.

Siblings: Alexander Ivanov age 36. Ivan Ivanova age 27.

Occupation: Comedienne

Lives: London, England, United Kingdom.

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𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐒𝐞𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐧𝐚

Name: Kathrine Sedoravna

Birthday: August 16th 1942

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Omnisexual

Age: 29-30

Birth Place: Saint-Malo, France, Europe.

Nationality: Russian and English.

Languages: Russian and English.

Occupation: Chess player

Lives: New York City, New York, USA.

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𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐚 𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐎-𝐀𝟏

Name: Alexandra

Birthday: Unknown

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Pansexual

Age:16-18

Birth Place: London, England, United Kingdom.

Nationality: Russian, French, and English.

Languages: Russian, French, and English.

Occupation: None.

Lives: Unknown.

(I DO NOT OWN THIS GIFS CREDITS TO THE OWNER) Please do not hate that she is Russian because I am also Russian. I do not support this war I am a pacifist ok ANYWAAY THAT IS ALL THE CHARACTERS FOR NOWWWW IM GONNA BE MAKING IMAGES FOR THEM SOON OF HOW THEY MEET EACH OF THEM I PROMISE IM JUST ALSO MAKING A SIRIUS BLACK BOOK ON WATTPAD. GOOOOD NIGHT, GOOD AFTERNOON, AND GOOD MORNING.

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disgustinggf · 2 years

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You seem like such an ispiring and lovely women (and also hooot) and some asks are soo gross, u (and every girl) deserve more respect damn. Anywaay I hope you have a good day or night dear, and I wish soo much luck with your of<3

aw thank u sm love! giving u a hug <3

#asks

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sunb0rn · 2 years

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Ate charm di ko alam kung bat namimiss ko si bej hahaha san na ba yung gago na yun? Di na ginagalaw yung baso *ps wag mo ipublish kapag di nakaanon haha

huy ikaw din ba yung nag hahanap sa knya noon?? wala din kami balita sa knya ehh. pero naka musta ko pa sya nung time nga na may naghanap din sa knya dito. last na alam ko busy and taking time for himself. ngayon parang wala din siya TG?? hope he's doing good!!

*sayang hindi na off anon. wala tlaga ako idea sino etoo. char.

anywaay good night na byy!! sana okay ka lagi!!

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toomanybandstocare · 2 years

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I BLOODY LOVE I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE OMG??!! WHAAT you little freaking genius holy moly I love it. It’s so angsty and also I love how much you clearly love Steve he’s such a sweet precious baby and the way he’s being so patient and kind and gentle is everything at this stage I’m team Steve even if it’s platonic lmao. I love Steve having a friend who genuinely appreciates him I think that’s what he needs. Reading it is giving me an ache in my stomach like the kind you get when you’re going through a break up y’know? Also I agree Eddie needs to suffer, Chrissy might be cool but reader is clearly incredible and deserves the world and loves him more than anyone else. I hope Steve and reader stay in their little world in fact I want them in even more of a little bubble just basically cut off the world besides each other. Put Eddie through it all honestly, have Steve and reader do everything they did, have him see them out having fun, have reader go on a hot date, have reader do all kinds of fun shit they deserve to heal and have their fun too. You should consider having reader buy weed from his competition too hurt his business while we’re at it lol😂 If he wants to be an oblivious idiot and not see how good he has it already then drag his ass through the mud(in the nicest way possible we still love Eddie but god damn he’s hurting even my feelings with his obliviousness) also I see the lil ish on the end of platonic and I’m here for all of it 😏 I can’t wait to see what you do next and I’m honestly rambling. Whatever you write is gonna be so good I swear you put crack in your stories. Anywaay basically wanted to say you’re an amazing writer I’m loving this whole camping theme you have going it’s very cool very 80’s stranger things feeling and just genuinely fun to read it’s like a nice little extra touch I’ve never seen someone do this kinda theme and I love it. I hope you have a great day/night and on a serious note I’ve been depressed af the last couple weeks just in such a slump and felt so depressed and lonely and I’ve been trying to find stuff to distract myself and I have to say you’re one of my fave writers and people on here. I hope you know how appreciated you and the effort and work you put in is. It may not seem much but just having something to read and distract myself for a little while is lovely. Thank you💖

Mornin, camper!

… hsjjsk hhhhh wowie. I- just, thank you 🖤 It genuinely means so much to hear this. Idk I guess I got overwhelmed with sharing my work, and the little voice of anxiety started to come out.

All right, camper. … Imma be honest, and it may shock may some of you. … I was never in Steve Harrington’s lane until like s.3, which I only just watched recently. I was in Johnathan’s first and then Billy’s and kindaaaaaa Steve’s and then BAM Eddie hit me like a fucking truck. But I digress.

The reason I love Steve so much is how much we seen him grow. He has one of the most well developed characters arcs I’ve seen, even when I was studying media writing. I cannot wait to rewatch all the seasons, and esp take note of the differences of his character. Mayhaps during fall for spooky season.

And DEAR GOD what have I done? A couple of campers have also express their *cough * disdain for Eddie in this and how they would like to *checks the clipboard report* ah, yes. Give him a “love tap” or “beat his ass”. … I have had thoughts about this route of pay back, but irl I’m more of a sneaky payback person. So the idea to just being unconditionally happy and free…buying weed straight Rick instead maybe (cut the lil middle man out, and be a fav customer of Rick’s for the perks???)…hehehhe me likey.

I’m so glad that you enjoy my blog! Ye, I just wanted a lil piece of summer camp in my pocket year round. It’s really made me happy :)

CAMPER, giving you all the head pats and extra dessert tickets. Maybe even a snuck in Caprisun. I know how hard bouts of depression are, and if you need anything feel free to just hang out here anytime you need. I hope you have a good day, and please try to drink some water.

#camper ask #annon ask #camp halfwit letters #counselor mythos report #im sending all my love and hugs

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shyravenns · 2 years

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47! :>

Song: Shout Baby by Ryokuoushoku Shakai

Pairings: Honestly none. Mayyybe a sprinkle of Spirk.

Animatic: This gives me "if the enterprise were an anime and this would be the end credits song" vibes. The beginning is a little melancholy with snapshots of Jim and Spock's childhood. There are also snapshots of the bridge crew after hours looking a little sad, but determined.

Towards the middle, things starts to get a little more hopeful. More smiles, and there's a scene where Jim is sitting down (looking sad :((( ) and looks up to see Spock extending a hand towards him. He grins and takes it. He looks to the side and sees the rest of the bridge crew waving to him. they're on shore leave or something

And the end, it's LIVELY. Lots of images of the bridge crew on various planets looking happy. a small animation of them all kicking ass and looking hot. Ends with an image of them sitting around a table in a restaurant eating dinner.

send me a number from my spotify wrapped and i'll tell you about my imaginary animatic for it

#this got a little out of hand but i love that song #anywaay tysm for the ask #i cannot guarantee that i'll be as detailed with the rest of my asks bc i have a hw haha #also btw i love your writing so much! i just read your most recent spirk fanfic last night and it HURT but man was is a good way to end my #night

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abiik · 3 years

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ohkay absolutely def prob bedtime now

#h talks.#feeling v ill (actually)#speakin of migraines #my head hurts & its makin me v nauseous #it could be bc of my very FUCKED sleeping schedule! or it could be bc of something else! who knows!!#anywaays v sorry to homies for the almost tn resurgence!! 🤲❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ some extra love for them 💋#i hope yall have a good night & yall sleep well MWAH

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drmmyrs · 3 years

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Dropped (Becca x MC) Part 4

Soo this is the final part of this fic, thank you guys for following their journey till the end. Hope you enjoy 💕💕

tag list: @wlwplaychoices @alexlabhont @woltk @alexroyard @red-queen1013 @gluten-free-yogurt @uselesslesbianfr @noixngn @dopeyouth @falloutdc-blog @samanthadalton @crazzyplays @baexpoppy @veenast (including some of those who reblogged and replied to the 1st & 2nd & 3rd parts. If you want to be included in the tag list just let me know 😊)

Read Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

Pairing: Becca x MC (Emily)

Word Count: 1378

Warnings: none

Becca had been pacing back and forth outside the door for the past several minutes. She already knew what she was going to say. She already went through it in her head countless times. But actually saying it out loud... Maybe I should just do this another day? Becca shook her head. No. She needed to do this. She was there now. Any day later, she wouldn't be brave enough. She let out one last anxious breath and knocked on the door.

A few moments later, the door opened. And then there she was, the woman that consumed her thoughts by day and haunted her dreams at night.

"Becca?"

Emily looked tired. Dark circles formed under her eyes–eyes that once wore a fiery sparkle now replaced by a dull glint. At that moment, all of Becca's previous thoughts went out the window. All she wanted to do was hug her, comfort her, take away all the pain, all the hurt. But then she remembered she was the reason for those.

"Don't worry. This–this won't take long."

Becca thought of their anniversary night. How Emily waited for her, alone, while she got herself drunk, without a care in the world. How she brushed her off when she got home, ignoring all her shouts, her pleas, her cries. And then she remembered that night—the haunted look in Emily's eyes when she saw someone else kiss her.

"I'm sorry, Em. I am so so sorry for everything. I was an idiot. I–you didn't deserve any of that."

Emily avoided her gaze, her eyes drifting down the floor.

Becca continued. "But you're wrong. I never–even for a second–stopped loving you. I know you probably won't believe me, but I never cheated on you. Hell, I never even thought of cheating on you." Becca bit her quivering lip. "I love you so much which is why I–I–"

Becca closed her eyes as her next words came out almost as a whisper. "Which is why I'm letting you go."

At her words, Emily's eyes trailed up to meet Becca's gaze, and the look on her eyes almost made Becca question if she was doing the right thing.

"I–I won't bother you anymore." Becca stepped forward and pressed her lips on Emily's forehead. "Goodbye, Em."

Becca walked away as tears started streaming down her cheeks, not once looking back.

***

The next few weeks passed in a blur. The finality of their breakup left a dull, hollow ache in her heart even though Becca knew she did the right thing. She busied herself in school in an attempt to brush away thoughts of Emily while doing her best to ignore Chloe and her friends, leaving her once again alone and friendless on campus. But maybe that was for the best. She didn't think she could be all social even if she wanted to.

One afternoon, Becca was about to go home when her phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Yes, hi. Is this Rebecca Davenport I am speaking with?"

"Uhh, yes. This is she."

"This is Samantha Winters. We met on the mock trial? I was calling to see if you'd be interested in an internship here in California."

*** Emily's POV

"'... Not all college relationships last. But even so, the love you shared, the stories you created, even just for a passionate while, will stay with you for a lifetime.' Eeeeek, this is so beautiful, Em." Kaitlyn looked at Emily, pretending to wipe tears from her eyes.

Emily rolled her eyes. "Anywaay, I guess I better show this to James then."

On the way to the campus, Emily had been so preoccupied with her thoughts that she didn't notice the blonde heading straight towards her. At the collision, books scattered all over the floor.

Emily rushed to help pick them up. "I'm sorry I–Madison?"

Madison looked up. "Emily! Sorry, didn't see you there."

When Madison stood up and faced Emily, there was a distant and sad look in her eyes. "Thank you," Madison said with a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.

"Are you... okay?"

Madison hesitated. "Yes, I–" She sighed. "I just got back from Becca's place. She said she wasn’t leaving till later, but when I got there, her car was already gone. I didn't even get to say goodbye..."

"Becca... is leaving?"

Madison shot Emily a sympathetic look. "You didn't know."

Emily shook her head.

"She was offered an internship at California. I–I'm not even sure if she's coming back," Madison said dejectedly.

Emily shifted from one foot to the other. "I see."

Emily and Madison stood there silently for a moment until Madison spoke up.

"I probably should get going. It was nice bumping into you, Emily."

"Same to you."

Emily continued to walk towards the campus, each of her steps getting shorter than the last until she finally came to a complete stop. She then turned around, knowing where she needed to go.

*** Becca's POV

Becca sat near the edge of the hill, surrounded by trees covered in snow as cold air wafted all around her. She took a sip of the hot coffee she brought with her, hoping to regain some warmth.

"You know, I never understood why you didn't just leave your blankets and pillows here. I don't think anyone else knows about this place."

Becca turned around in surprise at the voice.

"Emily..."

Emily gave Becca a small smile as she sat down beside her.

"I couldn't risk it. Decent blankets and pillows are expensive, you know."

For a while, they just sat there, gazing at the city lights below. The only sound heard was the gentle rustling of leaves and the occasional breeze.

"Madison said you were leaving."

"I was going to, but I said no. It was a corporate law internship. I didn't think it was right for me."

Emily nodded in understanding. Soon, the silence grew again between them.

"Becca... what happened to us?"

Becca's gaze drifted over to Emily. Her expression was indiscernible as she continued to observe the stream of tiny movements on the city below.

"What happened to me, you mean," Becca muttered before returning her gaze back in front of her. "Working at Uskea and being at law school at the same time, after a while it just gets to you."

At the corner of her eye, Becca saw Emily turn her head to face her. "Why didn't you tell me you were having a hard time?"

"I–I was scared, embarrassed. I didn't want to look weak. I didn't want you to see me weak" Becca released a shaky breath, creating a misty cloud that rose into the air. "Because then, you'll see that I was never good enough for you."

Becca continued, "Instead, it became easier to fall back on old habits. And before I knew it I–" Becca squeezed her eyes shut, willing the tears away, before opening them again.

"At first I thought, somehow, I was protecting you, protecting us." Becca let out a humorless laugh. "It was too late when I realized that I wasn't. I was–" She clenched her fist, digging her nails into her palm, "I hurt you."

"Becca..." Emily reached out and unclenched Becca's fist, interlacing her fingers with hers. Becca held Emily's hand tighter with her head held down as hot tears started to prickle her eyes.

"I'm sorry," Becca whispered.

Emily took Becca's chin and gently tilted her face up. Becca could hardly meet her eyes. "Becca, look at me," Emily said softly.

Slowly, Becca met Emily's eyes, her gaze warm but piercing. "You don't need to pretend for me. Not now. Not ever." Emily held Becca's face, wiping away Becca's wet cheeks with her thumb as she pulled her closer. Their lips met hungrily, filled with longing and passion. When they pulled apart, their foreheads rested against each other.

"Can we... try again?" Becca breathed.

"As long as you promise me no more secrets."

Becca kissed Emily again. "No more secrets."

Becca and Emily spent the rest of the afternoon in each other's arms. They watched as the sun began to set, basking the city in a gorgeous shade of orange. And when the lights began to dim, they regretfully decided to descend the hill, braving the cold, hand in hand.

#the freshman #the sophomore #the junior #the senior #the freshman series #becca #becca davenport #rebecca davenport #becca x mc #my work #my fanfics #my writing #choices #playchoices #play choices

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moonlightchn · 3 years

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~WHOLESOME WEDNESDAY~

Not to be a soft motherfucker but I've been wanting to do this again for a week now so I guessed I would try my best to fit as many of my thoughts here as I can without being annoying or tumblr fucking up plz bear with me heh but we know none of those are actually possible anyway so THERES THAT also this is fucking long wow ANYWAY

WARNING WORD VOMIT sjsjsjsj I dont even know what i wrote I'm sorry but I'm tagging yall anyway

Some of you I speak to on a daily basis, yknow? Like,, as admin. And its fucking insane because like- I don't know but like isn't it insane? sjajsjsj How fast some people come to grow in your heart and get under your skin and become so important for you. I think it's crazy. That in four months or so I've made more friends in here that in my whole life and I've learned so much about life and myself and I've gotten marked and some of you imprinted on my mind and heart forever. And like HELL I wasn't here when most big dramas happened but I was here for two very big ones and like??? idk it feels like all of us have been through shared crises and somehow grown closer sjajskwjs idk I'm weird and im sensitive today and I just feel like wow what would I be doing without all of you right now? probably studying. or scrolling Twitter in which I never spoke to anyone. or watching Instagram stories and getting sad over how all my ex class partners are still in contact and hang out and keep strong relationships while I just sit here. like, I know we all say this place sucks and we hate it and its toxic and don't get me wrong of course some people is fucking shitty and they take a toll on a lot of others but that like... it also happens in real life yknow?? but like in real life how many people do you think would actually idk sit with you through a panic attack or stay up with you till 8am or wake up in the middle of the night or rave with you or hype you up or have meme wars or send you daily jokes or just randomly tell you how much you mean to them or make posts asking where you are when you disappear or been gone for too long or make people that doesnt know you send you birthday wishes? like I'm not saying it doesnt happen but isnt it wonderful that it happens HERE with US where maybe out of 10 people only 2 know each other in real life? Isnt it wonderful that we're from all around the world? that you half of the time dont realize someone isnt from English speaking places because they're too good or even when they're not that good no one judges you because this is such an inclusive and wonderful place for people of all races and colors and sexualities and nationalities and body types and hair colors?

idk I'm just RAMBLING but like I wanted to let everyone know that even if we dont speak, even if we NEVER spoke, even if we're only on each others tag lists, or even if I was and you took me off or I took you off or if you deleted or if you have 817383 bots and you speak to me in all of them or only one or whatever PLEASE just know that I love you so much and I appreciate you and you're awesome and if you made some mistakes know that you CAN fix them you CAN learn and be better you CAN grow.

I believe that everyone is capable of learning and changing and everyone deserves a second chance as long as they genuinely show the intention of changing and bettering themselves. I believe that we're capable of forgiving and maintaining healthy relationships without hard feelings. I believe we all have goodness. I believe we all are small universes and we have stars in our eyes and supernovas in our brains and a million things to discover and I believe its funnier to be together than alone and I'm rambling again but like idk just yesterday I was sending someone a message telling them how maybe I'm fucking delusional and naive because who the fuck goes out on their daily saying "be skeptical. dont trust too much. always pay attention" but then after two days of talking with someone they're fucking platonically whipped and would sell their soul as long as they can see those around them happy? trick question I know many of you do too which WORRIES ME PLZ DONT PUT YOUR HEARTS ON THE LINE SO EASILY I drifted I forgot what I was saying oh welp

Anyway for some of you i have so much to say I could write endless paragraphs about you about admins and characters and life and wow I do speak a lot to admins sometimes I speak more to admins as admin that the characters and for some others I can only say a few things or wish you to have a good day some of you I only ever spoke to your character or we talked too little or never at all wow I say that a lot but like one thing yall have in common is that I love you so much even if you don't know me or dont care alright I dont care if you don't care I LOVE YOU and you can FIGHT ME if you dont wanna accept it smh I just want you to know that this place so many of you have been feeling is crumbling down or hurting them or isnt the same anymore is MY safe place too is a place where I feel comfortable and secure and I know, well decide to believe, that you guys would never do willingly anything to hurt another and yknow sometimes I just sit in bed and look at my account and I'm like wow I suck I should delete but then I'm like I could never do that to you I really couldn't because I've been told so many times I'm peoples safe place too and I would never want to take that away from you yknow

I mean I'm not gonna say we shouldn't pay attention to the bad things that happen because this is somehow our home and it's on us to protect it but I think that we shouldnt focus so much on it. because theres still so many good things that we overlook when we think of the bad or when we let things get to us or when we decide to act out of impulse and not think through stuff yknow

ANYWAAY what I'm trying to say is that I love you all so so so so so much and this is my safe place because you're here for me when I need it and I would never give you guys up for anything and like i have so many people for whom i stay daily and try my best and I hope that someday when you need a reason i can be that for you too because I've said this in private but I want everyone to know that this is my corner too and I will always fight for it and protect it so like we can all fight for it together whenever things get rough or you can leave me alone and maybe I'm being super dramatic and putting a lot of weight on this but I started overthinking like halfway and in just tthink that I want to keep yall close to me and my heart forever ok so stay safe and healthy and happy yeah fight for your happiness fight for what you deserve fight for what you want and don't let anyone ANYONE EVER take away from you your joy and your spark and your will to be yourself ok bye

#adminnie soft hours #is this even wholesome idk #ita word vomit #bye

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hunter-the-sad-skeleton · 4 years

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Chapter one “Frights, Scaremera, Ectoplasm!!”

“Whose Laptop is that? I think I know.

Its owner is quite sad though.

It really is a tale of woe,

I watch her frown. I cry hello.

She gives her Laptop a shake,

And sobs until the tears make.

The only other sound's the break,

Of distant waves and birds awake.

The Laptop is Cold, Small and deep,

But she has promises to keep,

Until then she shall not sleep.

She lies in bed with ducts that weep.

She rises from her bitter bed,

With thoughts of sadness in her head,

She idolises being dead.

Facing the day with never ending dread.”

It had been a rough day; she hadn’t slept at all last night, she snapped at her teacher for snapping her out of spacing out, she snapped at her best friend, her mom had been rougher than usual, there was no way that the day could get any better. She remembered where it was stored: third drawer on the bedside table her dad bought her one year for her birthday. It wasn’t fair, she thought. It wasn’t fair how one person’s actions could send one other person’s life spiraling down the drain like a small rubber duck down a toilet. She noted how when she picked it up, her shoulders grew heavier than earlier. She knew what she wanted; she wanted the pain to go away. So why was she hesitating? She took a deep breath. She knew the door was locked, so she could do as she pleased. She shut her eyes tightly, bringing the ‘42 up to the edge of her head, and-

BANG.

“NOVA.” Hellen barked, slamming a fist down on the desk Nova had been stationed at.

Nova yelped in surprise, falling out of the chair she accidentally fell asleep reading in, book falling onto the desk. Hellen sighed heavily, not surprised in the slightest. Nova sprung up, standing up straight. “Miss Hellen, ma’am! I was working, I promise!” Nova blurted out.

Hellen shook her head. “Nova, we’ve talked about this.” She sighed heavily. Nova frowned, looking down at the tip of her tail.

“I...I know, Ma’am...I swear it wasn’t that busy…” Nova whimpered. Hellen tilted her head to the side.

“Yeah, because everyone saw you asleep, so they went over to me!!” Steward snapped. Nova winced, sliding down in her seat at the raised voice. “I missed two breaks, Nova!! TWO!!!” Steward sighed.

“Steward, that will do, I will see that this is dealt with immediately.” Hellen assured. Nova whimpered, backing up slightly. Hellen held her hand out, gesturing at the book Nova was reading.

“Mmm…...But…” Nova whimpered.

“Hand it over, Nova.” Hellen ordered. Nova whined, reluctantly handing it over. “Thank you. You will get this back in a few weeks. No sooner.” Hellen said.

“A FEW WEEKS?!?” Nova choked. That wasn’t fair!!! She’d JUST gotten back to reading it!!! “That’s not fair!” Nova accidentally snapped.

“If that’s how you feel, you won’t get it back.” Hellen bit back, clearly experienced with the reaction. Nova started tearing up. No, no, no, no, no!!!!

“What do I need to do to get it back?!” Nova blurted out. Nova slammed her hands over her mouth at the sudden outburst, cursing herself under her breath.

“To get it back?” Hellen asked.

“Yes! I-I’ll do anything!!” Nova cried out in desperation.

“Well, if you say so~!” Hellen hummed.

This STINKS. They could have at least given her the smell eliminator spray. Nova sighed heavily as she mopped up the women's restroom, having accepted her fate of not having her book back.

“Ya missed a spot, bud~!” A Goob grinned. Nova growled under her breath.

“Back off, Fludd.” Nova hissed.

“Aww, did I hit a sore spot~?” Fludd taunted.

“Just leave me alone, Fludd.” Nova hissed, now almost angry.

“Or what~?” Fludd grinned.

“Ya won’t like it.” Nova warned.

“Won’t like what~?” Fludd teased.

“I’LL RIP YOUR ECTOPLASM OUT OF YOUR TAILHOLE AND THEN FLUSH IT DOWN THIS TOILET, IF YA DON’T SHUT UP!!!!!” Nova yelled.

“AHEM.” Nova gulped, knowing that if she weren’t already dead, she certainly would be now! “What are you doing?” Steward asked coldly, knowing exactly what was happening.

“Fludd won’t leave me alone!!” Nova explained.

“Just ignore him.” Steward said flatly.

“He keeps bugging me!” Nova whimpered. Steward rose an eyebrow.

“And? Keep going.” Steward ordered. Nova huffed before getting back to mopping.

As Steward left, Fludd grinned widely. “ ‘S a shame, really~!” Fludd grinned.

Nova ignored him, speeding up her pace.

“I mean really, you’re dead at-what, 16? And you’re already wastin’ away~?” Fludd hummed.

Nova growled under her breath, trying her best to remain calm. Fludd got an idea and went to put it to work.

“And I mean really, who leaves their stupid, unloveable, single, worthless sister alone with their abusive mom anywaays-!!” Fludd yelped as Nova lunged at him, intent on harming him.

“SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!! YOU DIDN’T KNOW HER, YOU CERTAINLY DON’T KNOW ME, AND YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE NO REASON TO KNOW EITHER OF US!!!!!!!” Nova shouted, not caring if anyone heard. Fludd whimpered, struggling to escape her grip, but it was iron-clad.

“NOVA, THAT IS QUITE ENOUGH!!!” Steward snapped. Nova couldn’t hear him, nor see him; all she could see was red. Pure. Red. How DARE he insult her sister?!? How DARE he call her those horrible names?!? How DARE he feel as if he had ANY right to speak of her, let alone KNOW ANYTHING about her?!? “NOVA, GET OFF FLUDD THIS INSTANT!!!!!” Nova snapped out of it and scrambled up to her tip-tail. “I am VERY disappointed in you, Nova. I thought you would be better.” Steward scolded. Nova’s head drooped in guilt and shame. “You may leave now.” Steward dismissed. Nova nodded, not wanting to push her luck today and floated off to floor 8; her usual relaxation spot. The sounds of the production area were oddly calming.

Nova floated out of the elevator as she reached her destination and realized she forgot her notebook downstairs by her desk. Damn. never getting that back. She sighed in disappointment and settled for just watching Morty and his crew work for the day. It always calmed her down. She silently floated in, catching the crew as they started, she shut off anything on her that could play any form of noise or otherwise disturb filming. She smiled softly as she saw Morty’s enthusiasm. Morty was different from everyone else at the hotel, Nova noticed, in that whenever he smiled, it was practically common courtesy to smile as well, lest you put him down. His smiles were practically contagious. Nova spaced out for a few moments before she was scooped up in a warm hug.

“Nova, mon bon ami!” Morty grinned. Nova jumped at the sudden contact before hugging back and smiling. “How are you today?” Morty asked, grin never faltering. That was when Nova’s smile faltered slightly. He noticed and his bright smile seemed to almost dim a bit. “Tout va bien?” He asked worriedly. Nova didn’t respond. “Quelque chose est arrivé?” He reworded. Nova sighed.

“Trucs de travail normal.” Nova grimaced.

“Ah. That Coincé Steward annoying you again?” Morty asked. Nova shook her head no.

“It wasn’t him this time.” Nova chuckled nervously.

“Mademoiselle Gravely?” Morty asked.

“Mademoiselle Gravely.” Nova affirmed.

“That little Chi-I mean-” Morty started.

“I know what you were gonna say, Morty, don’t censor yourself on my behalf.” Nova said nonchalantly.

“What did she take away?” Morty asked.

“A book I only recently picked back up. Now I gotta work myself down to the bone to get it back and I may not even WANT to pick it back up afterwards!!!” Nova sighed heavily.

“Hm. a typical case of Jeu de puissance.” Morty mumbled.

“Of what?” Nova asked.

“Power play. Putting another in their place, example being, her taking something you treasure from you if you don’t work diligently.” Morty explained.

“Ah.” Nova nodded. A blanket of silence fell upon the room, silent except for the machinery running in the background. Nova checked the time and jumped. “Sorry to run out Morty, break’s over in five minutes!!!” Nova yelped, running to the elevator.

“But the elevator takes-” Morty started.

“Ten, I know!” Nova yelped, hurrying to the elevator and spamming the button, running in as soon as it was open and pressing the button for the lobby floor.

Nova bobbed nervously, speeding out and slamming into something as soon as the elevator doors opened, launching her, and whoever she slammed into, into a pile of luggage. She rubbed her head as she slowly got up. “S-Sorry, s-sir...I was just-” Nova started before looking whoever it was in the face. Oh no. Blue eyes. Blue face. Bellhop cap...MERDE WITH A CAPITAL ‘M’.

“Late for work again is what you were.” Steward winced, getting up and rubbing his head. Nova opened her mouth to explain, but he held his hand up to hush her. “Stop with the excuses and start with the owning up.” Steward snapped.

“I-I know sir, b-b-b-b-but-” Nova started.

“YOU HAVE BEEN SLACKING OFF FOR A FEW MONTHS NOW, NOVA!!!! I’VE BEEN WORKING OVERTIME AND AS SUCH, MY STRESS HAS BEEN THROUGH THE ROOF!!!” Steward snapped. Nova broke eye contact. “YOU CAN’T KEEP DOING THIS, NOVA!!!” Steward barked.

Nova whimpered. “I……….I understand….” Nova whimpered. Steward sighed, pulling Nova into a hug.

“I’m sorry I lost my temper...I haven’t had any good rest for a few months and it’s really starting to get to me, ya know?” Steward apologized. Nova melted into the hug, hugging back.

“I know...It’s been unfair, how long I’ve been slacking off...I’m sorry…” Nova apologized. “Ya know what? I’ll make it up to ya! I’ll work extra hard to make up for it!” Nova grinned. Steward laughed.

“Really now?” He chuckled. Nova nodded violently. “Ya sure?” He humored.

Nova puffed her cheeks out and he laughed loudly. His first genuine laugh in a while and it was at her work ethic?!? How DARE he?!? “I CAN work hard!” Nova dismissed. Nova looked around, gaze landing on a large tan piece of luggage and grinned, floating over and struggling to pick it up. Steward chuckled as she struggled to pick it up, but froze completely once she spoke; “it’s a little heavy, but nothin’ I can’t handle!” He panicked and rushed over, grabbing it instead, obviously struggling to carry it. “Stew? What gives?” Nova asked. He set it down carefully, taking a deep breath.

“Let’s...Start smaller...Huh? That seems too much for ya, so let’s do something smaller!” Steward sputtered.

“You okay, Stew? You’re shaking and stuttering, bud.” Nova asked, worry evident in her voice. Zut. Why’d she have to be so caring?!

“I-I-It’s nothing, Nova! Just typical jitters, yannow?” Steward grinned, sweating nervously. Nova frowned.

“Ya sure, bud?” Nova asked. As Steward was about to shrug it off again, Nova stepped out of her comfort zone, grabbing his hand and holding it softly. “I know when something’s wrong with you.”

ZUT. Steward’s face turned a bright blue at the sudden contact and it seemed in that instant, all his years of knowing how to speak fluent english had gone out the window with a single, simple action. “I-I….” Steward stuttered, words failing.

“Is it relating to…?” Nova implied. He winced before nodding slightly. Nova nodded slightly, letting go of his hand and sitting back. “I understand. I get kinda nervous about talking about that stuff too…” Nova chuckled. Steward thought for a moment before taking a deep breath.

“Remind me-if you’re comfortable with it-how did you die again?” Steward asked. Nova froze. She couldn’t tell him!! He’d FREAK!!

“I…….Stair accident.” Nova lied.

“Stair accident…?” Steward repeated slowly as though asking a child to repeat what they just said.

“Yeah, slipped and fell, hitting my head on the last step. It hurt.” Nova lied.

Steward winced, rubbing his head despite it not being sore or hurting. “Ouch...I’m sorry.” Steward winced. Nova shrugged.

“Maybe that’s why I’m so forgetful and nap-prone!” Nova joked. Steward’s jaw dropped.

“How can you make a joke like that?!” Steward gasped.

“Sometimes ya just gotta laugh at yaself, bud!” Nova explained. Steward’s face grew skeptical.

“Nova, look-” Steward started.

“Pardon me, Lovebirds, but we gotta delivery for floor two!! It’d be wise to hurry it up!” A Goob called.

Nova’s nonexistent stomach dropped. Floor two; Amadeus’ floor. He was the boogeyman of the hotel, everyone would joke. Nova took a deep breath before standing up. “I got it.” Nova said walking over.

“Ya sure…? I don’t want ya getting hurt, Sugar.” The goob worried. Nova smiled, chuckling softly.

“I’ll be fine, Faith, I promise!” Nova smiled softly. “Where’s the delivery?” Faith handed it over. “New notebook? Figures; the dude goes through ‘em like a lightning bolt!” Nova joked, floating over to the elevator.

“Are you sure ya don’t want me to come with ya?” Steward asked shakily. Nova scoffed, shoulders sagging.

“Come ON, Stewy! I can handle it!” Nova sighed.

“I know, but Amadeus is a LOT stronger than he looks! He could SERIOUSLY Hurt you!” Steward warned.

“Stew, I’ll be fine!” Nova assured as the elevator doors opened. She stepped back into it. “I’ll only be gone a few minutes, bud! Then I’ll be back ASAP! Promise!” Nova waved before hitting the button for floor two.

Steward’s hand dropped as the elevator left. He knew she could hold her own in a tussle with the Goobs, but against Amadeus…? He hoped that Nova would be careful in there.

Ding!

“Are they done yet, Gamma?” A little brown haired girl asked. Her grandma chuckled.

“The timer just went off, sweetheart! They’re still going to be hot, you know!” She laughed. The girl whimpered.

“But it’s already been a hour!” She whimpered. Her grandma laughed again.

“If you want one, go ahead, but be careful; they’re still hot!” She smiled softly. The little girl grinned, grabbing one and taking a bite. “Well? How are they?”

“Milk!! Hot!!” The girl wheezed. Her grandma chuckled again.

“You’re so precious, Nova, you know that?” She smiled.

“I’m not prec-pwe-adorable!! I’m fiewce!” Nova retorted.

“Of course, dear!” Her grandma chuckled.

After the cookies cooled, the two enjoyed them with freshly made iced tea.

Ding!

The elevator pulled to a halt and Nova was shaken back to reality.

Nova stepped out of the elevator and heard a piano being played in the distance. She floated around, trying to be as quiet as possible. She eventually reached the door that seemed much larger than last time. Had it been built taller for intimidation? If there were extremely tall ghosts? Or had she gotten smaller? She shook it off. She weighed her options; leave it by the door? Death, he’d complain it was delivered late. Knock? Interruption, death. Waltz in? INTERRUPTION, DEATH. Wait until he was done? Refer to first option. Nova steeled herself and quietly opened the door, slipping in and shutting the door quietly. As the music got louder, Nova’s nonexistent stomach dropped further and further. She kept her breathing stable, but quiet; failure was not an option with this. She eventually reached the main stage and waited.

“What do you need?” Amadeus demanded.

“O-Oh, s-sorry sir, I-I was just delivering y-your new notebooks…!” Nova stuttered, grabbing the box she was meant to deliver.

“Finally. I was thinking I forgot to order them.” He scoffed. Okay gloomer.

“Sorry it took so long, sir.” Nova apologized. What?!? NO!!! Why are you apologizing?!? It wasn’t your fault!!

“Apology accepted.” He shrugged. As Nova was about to turn around and leave, Amadeus asked something. “You were so quiet entering; why?”

Nova froze. “I...I-The piano-it uh...It reminded me of my grandpa…” Nova explained. He scoffed.

“Of course. Nova, you’re sweet and all, but you put the ‘Pathetic’ in ‘Sympathetic’.” Amadeus scoffed.

Quick Nova, think of a quick and witty response, show him what you’re made of!!

“Okay gloomer.”

WHAT.

WAS THAT?!?

“What did you just call me?” He chuffed, raising an eyebrow.

“G-Gloomer…?” Nova stuttered.

As soon as the frown appeared, Nova became like a jet and zoomed right out to the elevator. She spammed the button to open the doors and zoomed in as soon as they opened, slamming her fist down on the lobby button as soon as she could. She caught her breath on the ride down and as soon as the doors opened, she went to find Steward; he could protect her, right? Lanky arms, thin figure-okay, maybe he wasn’t the most OPPORTUNE protector, but any protection is better than none!

“Nova? What’s gotten you so spooked?” Steward asked.

“Mind if I hide behind ya for a bit?” Nova asked, desperation apparent in her voice.

“Okay…?” Steward said, confused.

Nova tensed as she heard the elevator ding. Oh boy.

“Wolfgeist? You never come down here unless-oh no.” Steward sighed.

“I’m just here to talk it out with Nova.” Amadeus growled.

Nova whined, hiding behind Steward more.

“Back off, Wolfgeist. She probably didn’t mean it.” Steward defended.

“H-He said I put the pathetic in sympathetic an-and-and-and-and I just said I enjoyed his music, that’s all…!” Nova stuttered.

“You called me Gloomer!” Amadeus snapped.

“Out of FEAR!!” Nova peeped.

“Leave her alone, Wolfgeist. She. Didn’t. Mean. It.” Steward growled.

Amadeus sighed heavily before going to return to his floor. Nova nearly collapsed, shaking violently.

“It’s okay, he can’t hurt ya anymore.” Steward assured, hugging her tightly. Nova tried hiding a hiccup and Steward hugged tighter.

“H-He-H-H-He reminded me of m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-mom…….!” Nova whimpered. Steward froze in shock.

“Mom?” He asked.

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borhapstyles · 5 years

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I meant headcons yes 🙈 could you write a headcon about the reader acing her 2 big exams and she is happy for a little but then gets scared for another one she has next week? And Ben like, tells her she needs to rest a bit cause she can barely even focus on what they are doing or talking about and has bags under her eyes? So he treats her and is gentle with her and gIRL AS A UNI STUDENT I NEED SOME FLUFF 😭💞

i totally understand you, dear. as a uni student myself, i sometimes feel like i need a warm hug from Ben to tell me shit’s gonna be alright this semester :((

but i believe in us and we’re going to get through this!! we’re never given more than we can handle, and we’ll be alright xx

When you and Ben first started dating

you made it clear that your studies were a top priority for you

and he understood this, of course, having gone to uni himself

but he admired your work ethic greatly, he admired your dedication to it

it’s one of the things that attracted Ben to you

because no matter how busy he was with his work

he remembered what it was like to have to fit in hours of studying and completing course work

and when he looked at your coursework load?? he got scared lmao

with this said, however, he’d get worried at times

Ben knew you could handle it, he knew you could handle anything

but considering how determined you could be at times

he was worried you’d overwork yourself

but you’d always say

“i’m fine, love, I just need to finish going over this and I’ll call it a night”

but calling it a night sometimes meant staying up till 1am or 2am till you felt you had studied enough

and it paid off, though

when you aced two big midterm exams

Ben was incredibly proud by the way

and you felt amazing about it

He decided then and there that it called for a celebratory dinner and he booked you guys a night at a lovely restaurant

one with a view of London

and you were like “Ben, you didn’t have to do all this”

but he took your head across the table and said in his low voice

“it’s not everyday that you ace two big exams like this, we should celebrate your hard work, darling.”

and you were happy for the remainder of dinner, having forgotten that you were a uni student for a moment

that’s what it was like with Ben a lot of the time

sometimes you forgot that you were more than what your major in college was

that you could have a life out of studying and doing all your work

Ben made you feel normal, which was a turn from his celebrity life

but that’s why you guys worked

apart from the whirlwind of his life on set and your life at school

you had each other, you kept each other grounded, you reminded each other of how beautiful life could be

and later that night in bed?

Ben made sure to reward you with his tongue and his cock

but the next morning

when you woke up, head on his chest and legs tangled together

the anxiety of your next exam started to set in

it was next week, which you just now realised how close it was

you had been so focused on studying for this week’s exams that you didn’t even think about next week’s

Ben wasn’t quite awake yet behind you

and you sat in silence for a few minutes, heart starting to pound at the idea of how much you’d have to do to prepare for it

butterflies filled your stomach and you sighed

and as if he could tell something was off

that’s when Ben woke up

his arms lazily wrapped around you, eyes fluttering open

he felt you shuffle around on top of him

“baby?” his morning voice was a bit raspy and deeper than usual

you sighed once more and didn’t reply

“what’s wrong? you alright?”

“i have so much i need to do.”

that’s when Ben leaned down to kiss the top of your head and rubbed your back gently

“i have the day off, we can go to a cafe together and you can study while i learn my lines if you’d like? some place small and quiet.”

so that’s where you guys went

and Ben understood your need to concentrate

but like, you barely spoke to him when you were at the cafe

he had to resist the urge to reach over and boop your nose while you were reading something

he even snapped a quick photo of you, posting it with the caption “Hardest working girl I know. And the smartest. You’re gonna kill these exams, darling.”

and you didn’t even notice but normally you’re acutely aware of things like that

your instagram was then flooded with messages wishing you luck

but like u check ur phone lmao you knew if you did you’d never get off it

anywaays

the next day, back at the house

Ben came home from an audition

and he thought he’d have you for a moment to just sit and relax

but you were chained to your desk

i mean you got up to give Ben a hug and a kiss

but didn’t really stay and chat

then Ben made dinner, one of your favorite comfort meals

“Y/N? Dinner’s ready…” his voice trailed off as he stopped at the side of your desk

you looked up at him, smiled and squeezed his hand

“thank you, i’ll be there in a minute”

at the dinner table, Ben noticed you were much more quiet than usual

you were spaced out, to say the least

not really touching your food

for a moment Ben’s insecure you didn’t like his cooking

then he realised it’s because of how tired you were

you had been studying non-stop for two days, working yourself to the bone

and it was worrying to him, how tired you really looked

he didn’t have a chance to study your face when he first came home

but you had dark circles under your eyes, and a seemingly permanent frown on your lips

“love?” he said, reaching across the table

you let out a breath and flicked your tired eyes up at him

“hm?”

“you need to take a break from all the studying”

“i am, we’re eating right now. this is my break”

“no,” he shook his head “as in for the night. you’re overworking yourself, darling. you’ve barely looked up from your books and it’s not healthy.”

“no, i have a paper due and i-i need to study, my exam is-”

“in a few days, i know, love. but you need to take care of yourself and you need to give your brain a rest. taking one night off from studying to relax and not do anything is actually going to help.”

and because you were so tired from everything, you didn’t really have the sense to argue

no matter how stressed you were about uni, you knew that he was right

Ben saw tears welling up in your eyes from how overwhelmed you were

so he stood up from his chair and walked over to you

he wrapped his strong arms around you and kissed your neck gently as you cried

“i-i don’t know how i’m going to get through all this, Ben. it’s just so much, college is so much all the time.”

“i know, baby, i know. i’m sorry it’s so much.” he uttered. he kissed your temple and rest his head on your shoulders

“you’re going to get through these exams and everything else afterwards, alright? you’re the most intelligent, hardworking, amazingly talented woman i know and your mental health is worth more than any exam. please don’t give yourself up because of this, darling.”

then you turned around and met his eyes

Ben smiled at you and you cried even harder

not because of anything bad, but because this beautiful man supported you like nothing else

Ben couldn’t give two fucks if you failed an exam or not

i mean of course he wanted you to be successful and to thrive

but he wanted you to be alright first, and just wanted to look after you

so you took the night off from studying, didn’t even glance in the direction of all your books and laptop

Ben threw on one of your favorite films

he put on bohemian rhapsody but u didnt hear it from me

he held you close and you two and sung your lungs out to the music

and you swear you just didn’t want the night to end

Ben’s fingers wrapped themselves in your hair and he’d occasionally place kisses to the top of your head

which eventually led to a very heavy make-out session

he was covered in lovebites afterwards and so were you

never mind the shit he got for it on set the next day lmao

and several days later, you found out you aced your other exam

because u a strong smart woman who is capable of anything

and then Ben took you into his arms that night

where you told him thank you

and he said “for what? you put in all the hard work”

“yes, but you’re the one who made sure I didn’t go mad”

“just my way of saying i love you. i’ll always look after you.”

hi, big big reminder that self care is super important, especially during times of high stress like school. please take care of yourselves

go read a fanfic or something to relax ;-) Ben would want you to put yourself first. good luck to anyone with school and feel free to message me if you ever need to talk xx

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mckennxbrew · 6 years

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° ✗ — hi babies !! it’s chelly, 21, she/her from the est back again with a new muse that is very near and dear to my heart. this is mckenna brewer and she’s kind of my rough && tough, boss ass bitch of a daughter with a bit of a traumatic past. are we surprised? no lmao but hopefully y’all love her as much as i do !! i really wanna plot, so HMU and read a lil more about her below :”)

tw: alcohol, drugs, abandonment, abuse

— && ( MCKENNA BREWER + CIS FEMALE ) SURE LOOKS A LOT LIKE ( DANIELLE CAMPBELL ) ! THEY WERE BORN ( TWENTY THREE ) YEARS AGO AND BLOW OUT THEIR CANDLES ON ( MARCH 28TH ). ( SHE ) JUST MOVED IN, AND THEY SEEM PRETTY ( PERFERVID & VENTURESOME ), BUT THEY’RE ALSO ( INHOSPITABLE & PRIVATE ) ON OCCASION. THEY LOVE TO ( PARTY & PRACTICE CARPENTRY ) WHEN THEY AREN’T WORKING AS A ( HANDYWOMAN ) AT MALNATI’S PIZZERIA & GELATO SHOP. YOU CAN FIND THEM IN APARTMENT ( 301 ).

meet my twenty three year old chicago native: mckenna brewer. call her whatever you want to be honest she doesn’t give a fuck. in fact, she doesn’t give a fuck about most things *shrug emoji*

the only thing she knows about her birth parents is that they were both drug addicts who put her up for adoption once she was born. mckenna had spend weeks in the hospital after her birth due to NAS. it was shortly after that she had been taken in by a group home where she spent so much of her life

living in group homes and being in the foster care system was all mckenna knew, and at first she loved it. being around so many other kids, whom she quickly befriended much of the time, and the chaos of it all was exciting and something that she thrived off of. she’s always been a bit of a trouble maker, and it felt like she had this great big family forever - no matter how dysfunctional

it wasn’t until she got older and started attending school, coupled with more and more of her friends started getting adopted, that mckenna realized that her little bubble wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. everything felt a lot more temporary. she had the time and capability to think for herself and ask all of the questions that kept her up at night. she often wondered why she wasn’t good enough for her birth parents, and why she wasn’t good enough for anyone else to want

she was always a troublemaker, and that reputation carried wherever she went and mostly became a reality - chicago was her playground. she broke all the rules, some laws, and did whatever the hell she wanted.

even when there were families that were interested in adopting her, they were often turned away at the thought of her being such a troubled youth or in the end, they just weren’t in the right position to adopt which crushed mckenna that much more after getting her hopes up

it was after the second time she really, truly thought some couple was going to make her apart of their family that she gave up that hope. it was her mission in life that as soon as she turned sixteen, she was getting out of the system and living on her own. so she did

she’s been living on her own for the past seven years and although it’s been lonely, mckenna’s gotten used to it. adjusting to an empty apartment versus a bustling home was something that took a lot longer than she had expected, so she needed to come up with something that kept her body busy and mind off of everything

so she took up carpentry

wood shop was one of those “dumbass, waste of my time” classes ( as mckenna would call them ) that she ended up falling in love with. she could create anything she could think of, and that sort of endless creative freedom was something she’d been missing in her life

so once she graduated high school, because she swore to god that she would at least graduate, she saved up enough money to buy a table saw and every carving knife that was recommended to her at the store. she mostly makes furniture with the intent on selling the pieces, because it’s a way to make some extra cash, but her favorite things to create are chess board pieces or animal figurines. “the devil’s in the details” and that’s what she loves about it - anytime she can shut off her mind, blast her tunes, and focus is her version of therapy

another form of mckenna’s personal brand of therapy: weed and tito’s. considering she has coeliac disease, she does some research here and there about any breakthroughs in the condition and once read that marijuana could help with some of the symptoms. so naturally, her excuse to smoke is that it’s good for her body and she doesn’t need an excuse to kick back some tito’s and lime.

she’s dabbled in other drugs, almost anything she’s ever been offered, but none of them have ultimately become a vice of hers. this may be because she’s afraid that she’ll end up like her parents some day which regardless of not knowing them, she doesn’t want to be the kind of person to leave their child behind.

she’s obviously a gluten free eater, but also a vegetarian which can be a little difficult when working in a restaurant, but she makes it work

eating clean and working out are huge parts of her life and she’s become a bit of a health geek outside of smoking and drinking whenever she feels the desire to

mckenna’s a lil minx i swear to god, coquettish even. like she’s a hella flirt, pansexual and very open about it. like if she thinks someone’s hot or she’s interested, she’ll let them know. flings and friends with benefits are her go-tos since real relationships tend to terrify her

she has had a few ‘real’ relationships but still she tried to avoid those, especially considering that she has been abused in past relationships, specifically when she was younger, and that’s never a power she wants anyone to be allowed to hold over her ever again. it’s still taking her some time to understand that she doesn’t deserve to be hit or threatened

another part of it is because of her fear of abandonment that she’s garnered from both her birth parents and the foster care system. she’s struggled a lot with her sense of identity, confidence, and self worth & truly i love her so much but she doesn’t understand how worthy and Great she is, my baby :”)

she’s a badass bitch, like tough as nails and doesn’t let people or thing phase her easily. she’s emotionally and physically strong like she could kick my ass and do it while wearing red lipstick so she’s a queen

of course, she does have a very vulnerable side that she’s terrified to bear even with her own self, let alone with others, but she could definitely benefit from letting OUT all of the pent up emotion, rage, and trauma that she harbors

basically she reminds me a hella lot of hailey marshall from the originals and say what you want about that show - that’s one hell of a Woman

also she fucking loves to party and dance, like having a Good Time is essentially her middle name

she’s a really, really loyal friend and would go to the ends of the earth for someone who she cares about tbh

OKAY I KNOW THAT WAS A LOT AND TBH I HAVE SO MANY MORE FEELINGS TO SHARE FOR THIS GIRL BUT LIKE I DIDN’T WANNA MAKE THIS INTRO POST ANY LONGER THAN IT ALREADY WAS. EXPECT A BIO FOR MCKENNA SOON LMAO

anywaAYS i rlly wanna plot with her :”) give me childhood friends, friends with benefits, enemies, somebody who often buys her furniture, a bong bud, midnight hookups onLY, a confidant !!! like here is her connections page so :”) HIT ME THE HECK UP OR LIKE THIS AND I’LL MESSAGE YOU WEEE

#312hqooc #!!!! weeeee here is my baby mckenna #LIKE THIS and i'll mssg you to plot or smth :")#° ✗ — out of coconut ( oil )

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misha calls reagan, worried sick, after it posts it’s stupid injury selfie

gyeolsim dude are you okay what happened where are you shit we're not in school i'm in korea what the fuck what the fuck, asshole

headsarolling its cool im cool just a cut no biggie im in ireland where the fuck else would i be

gyeolsim who did this to you are you okay what happened will you surviv survive fuck

gyeolsim can you die

headsarolling im not dyin misha i got it all sewed up some of the other fairies dealt with it its fine

gyeolsim what happened who hurt you

headsarolling like i told moire bitch with a knife

gyeolsim reagan

gyeolsim please fuck it [INCOMING CALL]

headsarolling yo wha's the craic?

gyeolsim [misha sounds strained, close like he is craddling the phone to his face] hey hey [he tries to sound casual, and it's painfully transparent] you okay?

headsarolling 'm fine [reagan sounds strained, like it's trying to convince itself as well] had worse

headsarolling made it through that too

gyeolsim [misha's breath hitches.] was it ...someone from the court?

headsarolling no [laugh] no im 'protected' [its voice is bitter and laced with anger]

gyeolsim okay [pause] ...good did you fuck with the wrong person

headsarolling NO. I-

headsarolling this isn' my fault for fucks sake I didn'- [reagan is interrupted by a voice in the background, speaking gaelic. it snaps something in return before its voice softens slightly]

headsarolling it doesn' matter anywaay. im fine now.

gyeolsim [misha starts going:] hey, hey, it's-- [before someone snaps at reagan and misha freezes, the phone so close to his face it'll leave an imprint in his cheek when he hangs up.] are you not allowed to tell me say 'how's the baby' for yes

headsarolling wha- no. no tha's just my da. he says hi. i guess.

gyeolsim [reagan can't see misha blink, but there's a baffled pause.] hi reagan's da

gyeolsim okay so what happened then [misha mumbles, equal parts worry and exasperation] you know i'm going to keep calling till y'tell me

headsarolling i don' want to-

headsarolling [reagan snarls and there's a long pause before it continues] she was some fae hunter it's fine. she's gone. i'm fine. [softer] alright?

gyeolsim jesus reagan like a human? i've never heard of-- what the fuck were you thinkin [he curses in korean, then russian, because it has better curse words.] you could've-- you sure she's gone ?

headsarolling yeah like a human and- what do ya mean what was /i/ thinkin? /i/ was in /my/ house bitch came for me not the other way 'round but yeah

headsarolling yeah im sure

gyeolsim [reagan goes 'i was in my house' while misha is like 'okay! okay! i thought, because, you're just, like, you KNOW--''] [he sighs into the phone, a soft shivery sound of relief.] you gonna give me a heart attack

headsarolling ya don' get to give me shit for pickin' fights swan prince [it snaps] [there's another long pause] 'nd i've looked after myself my whole life ye don' have to worry about me i can take care of myself

gyeolsim [something about that makes misha sad] yeah but you don’t have to at least not in the academy not when i’m around you don’t have to do it all by yourself

gyeolsim okay? [he breathes out a laugh] just keep your damn ass alive till then yeah?

headsarolling ive only died twice in my life swan prince and one of those times was at a school function [its voice is - not deadpan, but neutral, as if its not sure whether or not its making a joke] but ill do my best

gyeolsim promise?

headsarolling i- yeah i promise whatever

gyeolsim [misha's bright grin is audible in a soft exhale.] good

gyeolsim i'll hold you to that so she was looking specifically for you? 09/04/2018

headsarolling [a vague hum. reagan clearly doesn't want to give a straight answer]

gyeolsim come on

headsarolling yeah probably

gyeolsim do you know where she saw you ?

gyeolsim i've never-- you don't really go out into the-- cities, towns, whatever-- the-- human world, do you i never thought about it

headsarolling no i mean sometimes i go to the towns if i need food or clothes or i'm bored but i only go at night and i know. i know when people can see me and when they can'

gyeolsim i know [misha says, a reflex of comfort, even if he doesn't.] su yun and the coven have told me stories about human hunters call us harpies i didn't realize there'd be-- that others would be hunted too

headsarolling yeah who'd have thought that people would hunt the monster that aren' hot as well

gyeolsim reagan. [the period is audible]

headsarolling swan prince. [it sounds significantly cheered]

gyeolsim [misha makes a 'humpf' sort of sound, a fat-sounding whistle, like an irritated pigeon coo.] that's so much to take in any of the other fairies ever heard of something like that

headsarolling yes tha's how-

headsarolling [there's a moment of silence before reagan continues] tha's not unheard of.

gyeolsim you think someone put a hit in you ?

headsarolling [reagan chokes on a burst of laughter] no.

gyeolsim [reagan can't see him, but misha's face brightens when it laughs at him, half pleased, half embarrassed.] it could happen !

headsarolling yeah, sure, swan prince

gyeolsim hey mac bradaigh hey hey

headsarolling what.

gyeolsim [he sounds embarrassingly fond, soft like he's never been when they're face to face] fuck you

headsarolling nah [reagan's smile can be heard in it's voice] yer no' my type

gyeolsim [misha breathes out a laugh, the bright, silver thread of his voice shredded into static.] gonna cry myself to sleep tonight

headsarolling better get to it then, id hate to keep ya

gyeolsim ya i'm already tired of hearing your voice

gyeolsim [he sounds, like exactly the opposite of that sentiment.]

headsarolling tell me about shit dreams swan prince

gyeolsim hey

headsarolling what.

gyeolsim will you let me heal you

headsarolling it won' work

gyeolsim but can i try

headsarolling fine

gyeolsim hey [he whispers again, just as insistent as the first time.]

headsarolling what. [its sounds torn between being amused and being genuinely annoyed.]

gyeolsim miss you see you soon

headsarolling ugh.

gyeolsim now go eat some fucking babies

headsarolling /bye./

gyeolsim heh bye sleepy hollow

headsarolling [it hangs up]

gyeolsim [LMAO]

#ooc #headsarolling

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