for everything we are (everything we’ve been)
Pairing: Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz (911)
Word Count: 9.5k
""Eddie," Buck breathes, almost a sigh as he drops his head, and Eddie can tell he's ready to drop it even if he wants to talk about it because he'll follow him.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks, leaning closer to Buck, and he glances at him, "I have nowhere else to be, and I know you were just following my lead with this, we can talk about it all if you want," Eddie offers, trying to show him how serious he is about it but Buck just looks skeptical.
"I don't know, man," Buck shakes his head, picking at the label of his beer, clearly wanting to say something but not knowing if it's his place to say it.
"So here's what we're gonna do, the shit we've been through that you keep telling yourself didn't happen to you so you have no right to feel anything about it? You're gonna tell me how you felt about it anyway," Eddie says, turning on his chair so he's facing Buck fully and watching as Buck mirrors his movement, places his beer on the counter, and rubs his thighs before speaking."
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the entity I've been affectionately calling "the trauma fic <3"
read it on AO3
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I want the infodump on Jamil and Yuusha ma'am I beg
THIS HAS BEEN UNANSWERED FOR A MONTH IM SORRY AUGH
but thank you so much yes im okay im normal about them i’ll do my best (for context i mentioned in the tags of one of my posts a while back wanting to infodump about them, but i forget which one it was jfkdlsjhl anyways-)
this won't be a full info dump because i think that would somewhat restrict my dynamic of them if i put it all into words (if that makes sense) ;;;
and i realized i lowkey dont have a coherent timeline for them (yet); i just put them in random scenarios of what i think would be fun at the moment
to make up for it i'll also put a silly self-indulgent sketch dump all below ;;;
I JUST REALIZED I DRAW THEM MAKING EYE CONTACT A LOT (bc something something there's a level of trust that jamil wont use his snake whisper on yuu anymore)
okay now for some random jamiyuu dynamics/hcs/lore
yuu fell first -> yuu lost feelings (bc why would you trust someone who took advantage you) -> ✨ then something happened ✨ -> jamil fell next but harder.
highkey disliked each other -and showed it- in the beginning bc of the whole scarabia drama; then an -accidental- act of service got them to think differently about one another. like "holy shit maybe they're not so bad after all???"
extremely slow burn.
very competitive with one another which then bled into their "flirting" / affectionate acts when they eventually became closer.
basically: “sweetheart” but rivalry -> “babe” but platonically -> “bro” but romantically pipeline.
(“are you flirting or starting a fight”)
yuu kinda throws around “love you” a lot, especially to her close friends; so -during their “platonic” stage- for some reason, jamil was the only “friend” she has not said this to. but it’s okay it’s not like jamil had referred to her as the “f-word” (friend) anyway.
had a mutual agreement that their romantic relationship is temporary because of yuu wanting to go home; they’re just going to “try it out” “no hard feelings”.
yuu made jamil promise to never use snake whisper on her ever again.
jamil: personal beef w/ bugs + afraid of them; yuu: personal beef w/ bugs (w/ a few exceptions) + not afraid of them, just generally pissed at their existence.
dancing and music lowkey became one of their love languages.
kalim genuinely became one yuu’s best friends because of how much they hit it off. jamil always third wheels them no matter the circumstance.
yuu loves grim more than jamil; jamil knows this very well. and so does grim.
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nah cuz im losing my fucking mind over this panel again like ??? there was NONE, absolutely zero (0❗) reasons for dazai to be doing this. even IF corruption wasnt nullified the moment dazai got decked, which it was, fucking grab chuuya's arm or something. you had some solid 30 seconds where you stared at him all love struck and if that Whole Thing (tm) wasnt enough mf not only KEPT his hand there, while indirectly asking for a kiss mind you, but he damn near cradled chuuya's face. like ? Huh ??? bro when i tell you im SICK of them like im actually so tired of their shit (im sobbing and crying as we speak)
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Hey everyone, I'm taking a little break from tumblr. I've been dealing with some issues lately, and I feel like I should stay away from my phone for a bit. I should be back in a few days to a week. So see you soon💖💜👋
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Hey maia, you hold the universe's knowledge in your head soo what's the consensus on cancer men?🤭
stop itttt you flatter me🥰 mamas im about to start rambling, i got a lot on my mind
good god I wouldn’t even know where to begin when it comes to those mfs… (I’ll put my bias aside & answer neutrally…but a good 50% of my trauma comes from cancers so🧍🏽♀️ absjsks)
first thing that comes to mind is how slutty they are like…it’s truly ridiculous how no matter the situation, time or place they will find the opportunity to whore out! and they need everyone to see them do it! they are also silly n goofy & yk we love that!
I will say a lot of them have this…prince charming type aura to them…or at least that’s how they present themselves. the types to seem really cool & collected, romantic, gentlemanly.. wannabe savior at times. absurdly dramatic too like anything, no matter what it is, can be turned into some big charade or blown out of proportion.
by far thee most emotional ones out of the whole zodiac & i have enough experience to prove that!! scream idk how to explain it but i feel like they’re always looking for a mom or a maternal like figure for themselves that can provide for them
I could go on and on I fear. they may not be for ME! but…I can’t speak for everyone. you may have a lovely experience with one of those demons who knows🖤 but you have to watch out👁️
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Does you otp celebrate Thanksgiving? If yes, how do they celebrate? If no, are they getting ready for Christmas? Or are they doing something else?
Thank you for this ask, dear! ❤️
E&T do not celebrate Thanksgiving. Though their families would always follow the tradition and focus on the family-bonding aspect, both Ethan and Tiffany can’t ignore the history of this holiday and always choose to work on that day. They stopped celebrating when they left home to study medicine. They do have their very own gratitude days—August 22nd (Ethan’s fav) and December 30th (Tiffany’s fav) 🥰
They’re not big on Christmas either, but they do enjoy the opportunity to spend some quality time together. Tiffany appreciates the appeal of some Christmas traditions (like Mariah Carey music, decorations, presents and food), so they always end up having a low-key, non-religious celebration.
This year they’re planning to spend the entire week in San Francisco with The Addams Family. They’ve already booked the tickets and Ethan is currently going through 50 shades of ✨ panic ✨
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