#anyways lets try betting

[soft-deceitful-wiles]

IMPORTANT PSA FOR MY LOVELY FOLLOWERS

Doubt anyones gonna read but whatever...

so, since now its a pretty strong possibility ive lost my oldest and only remaining irl friend (my bff since we where 14 to be exact, we are 30, living prrtty far but relationship hasnt changed in 11 years mostly apart) or at the very least ive damaged our relationship INCREDIBLY

and all because of her ashole, conceited, full of himself boyfriend that i can't stand, accusing me of something i didnt do without even considering any other possibility (cause fuck presumption of inocense apparently?)

and her trying to pacify the situation, and by doing so basically putting herself on his side, and this knowing full well my current mental health state (mandated medical leave due to extreme depression, eating dissorder, high stress levels and extreme anxiety, being heavily medicated) and she's defending/excusing his behaviour after his selfish actions/words about some UNIMPORTANT BULLSHIT (this is all... Prepare yourself... About a piece of costume, a vest, i borrowed from him like 5/6 years ago AT LEAST to make patters out of and he thinks i still have it but i can't find it and im pretty sure i give it back... But he says no cause he can't find it... So its only possible I lost it... He's God's perfect creation an could NEVER have made such a mistake...

And i was already looking into btw even tho hes not my friend and i HATE HIM, cause my BFF already had asked me, but he felt the need to push me AGAIN last night AT 1AM (very polite, writing someone you dont talk to in the middle of the night without kmowing if youll wake them...) insisting about it and making me feel even more guily when he has NO BUSINESS talking to me... We are NOT FRIENS...

he gave me a panic attack last night, barely slept and I've had to overmedicate today to stop from loosing my shit altogether...

Which has never happened like this before...

I right now currently have exactly 0 percent to loose, thanks, you son of a fucking turd pile that thinks himself the best most specialest boy ever...

So, i have more than 600 posts on queue (more people should use it tbh), set to 50 a day, so you will keep seeing me for a while, is just not "me, me".

I'll probably be gone after today. Don't know if ill be coming back this time... dont think so tho

Not that anyone here fucking cares 😂 i just thought it polite so say.

The few notes i usually get (if ANY) on my own posts are pity likes from mutuals 😂 (and even those are appreciated, guys❤️)

But hey, dont say i went without saying goodbye!

You wont notice my absence (like the few days i suddenly stopped posting this past week, and i didnt even had the queue), but ill sure miss seeing you in my dash. Wish i could have tall to you more ❤️

TLDR: my life is shit, i had little, now i dont even had the only good constant in my life since before my mom died (i was 14) who is my bff. Its all asshole boyfriend of bff. Can't do anything cause i love her too much to cause her any pain, so i cant escalate and fuck him up as soon as i seen him like id love to...

So im giving up, starting by abandoning this hellsite (beloved) and abandoning myself to ALL the drugs (legal or not) that i can get my hands on that make me numb until hopefully i get to die all chill during the high of my life... Here's hoping🤞

#bye and all that #maybe a miracle will happen and the pills start working again #but my life never gets better #only worse #so hope is just a word to me #a concept invented for the naive #not trying to offend #i wish i could believe in it #So i wouldnt have to numb myself like this #anyways lets try betting #i say this gets 0 NOTES #perfect send off #very on brand #im so relaxed i thunk in gonna bed

[bloobydabloob]

Medieval prince & page DirkJake designs because of a post I saw on twitter. The post was deleted but shoutout to them

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #dirk strider #hs fanart #dirkjake #jake english #blooby posting #Been watching Bojack horseman for the… 16th time #I need to stop rewatching this show dude ohhh my god #Anyways I had to actually read up on their old respective outfits for this #and I bet it’s still time period inaccurate. Haha #medieval outfit professionals don’t scream at me please #I know nothing #I just liked the tweet I saw #shoutout to user413612 #Let’s also try posting at a different time today #why not

[fisheito]

my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled

OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY

#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it #rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf #you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something #he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing #i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience #like [i can help you if you've never done it before?] #honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that #SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY #anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels #would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it? #rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes #but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party... #maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance #at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down #rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety #because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL #yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is #i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden #eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so #but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too #eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰 #i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights? #or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol #yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels #yes. yes this is the vision #yakumo #rei #yakurei #replies

[lavenoon]

The demons in Y/N's life sure are playing "stack the trauma on the human"

@naffeclipse Do you like the color of Cryptid Sightings?

#post let luce #dcamv #cryptid sightings #cryptid sightings spoilers #cryptid!moon #naffeclipse #my art #okay jeez #39 panels #if theres any mistake in there. keep it #im not editing and recropping this bad boy #what you see is what you get #Y/N after watching Lambert get decapitated and then dodging the reveal to see Vanessa only to find out theres THREE demons around: #no punchline bc i dont think id actually have words in their situation #also that neat little factor of Y/N still wanting Vanessa safe and the boys knowing that #if they hurt Vanessa (vessel or not) right after revealing themselves as a demon they can kiss Y/N goodbye #except not bc Y/N is gonna run probably. maybe try to fight them but my bet is on running after all that *gestures vaguely* #im rambling. anyways naff im insane #im so so normal about whats gonna happen #ALSO AGAIN DISCLAIMER I RARELY DRAW SCENES *FROM* A CHAPTER MOST ARE SPECULATIONS #I'm scaring too many people with my comics pls I'm just a gremlin I don't make canon CS content #cw blood

[highlifeboat]

I bet she gets tired of being Alcina's go-to, honestly.

Girl can't even have a nice afternoon with her partner without getting yelled at.

#she's so stressed all the time i bet #like imagine never being good enough and constantly pressured to do more and be better and called on for everything #yet when you try to vent to your sisters they go ''oh but you're the *favourite*. Mother always wants *you* around'' and brush you off #so you eventually stop complaining to them and just swallow it all until it starts coming out in little bursts of anger #and suddenly everybody's mad at you for getting angry and you just have no idea what to do anymore. Nobody will listen. #anyway i think mel would let cass vent to her #my art #mecassa #melony cel tradat #cassandra dimitrescu #re8 oc

[inktheblot]

The rotation of Christmas music that plays in the store I work at includes the following:

Any version of “Last Christmas” you could think of and then some, EXCEPT Wham’s

Various people trying to come up with weird new verses to “Jingle Bells”

Joey Ramone’s cover of “What a Wonderful World”

This one cover of “Do You Want To Build a Snowman” that’s sung in like. That specific really breathy way that pop singers do Christmas songs sometimes y’know?

The song from the Victorious Christmas episode

Three songs from the Phineas and Ferb Christmas special

“I Have a Dream” by ABBA except not the ABBA version

- DO YOU REMEMBER THE 25TH NIGHT OF DECEMBER

#there’s also a kind of bizarre country duet cover of let it go #but that one’s in the Normal Everyday music rotation #which is more forgivable to me tbh bc i don’t get people trying to push frozen as a christmassy movie #it is SUMMER in frozen. it being snowy and shit is ACTIVELY A PROBLEM #there’s a couple other pop versions of Disney songs in the normal mix too #anyway #i THINK they might have played hallelujah last year a couple times but I haven’t heard it this year so that’s a win lmao #they also start playing the xmas music literally the day after halloween #but then also it stops the day after xmas instead of dragging into the first week of january or w/e #which I’m sure is a relief for most ppl #I’m the rare retail worker who doesn’t mind/actively enjoys hearing this much xmas music #but some of these choices … bizarre #it’s interesting working at like. a b- or c-list box store #bc I’m assuming it’s harder to get the rights or the budget for certain things the big Big stores do #so we get slightly-off parallel dimension shit like this lmao #inklings #christmas #i feel like the ‘they don’t know X’ meme of the guy at the party also bc I bet most normies don’t recognize the #2000s childrens tv special songs. #and just think it’s some pop bs that never became A Classic #if they’re not tuning it out completely #Christmas Is Starting Now is an absolute banger I’ll have you know.

[tskva-happens]

seems like so far the #1 enemy of the bg3 modding community has been... *checks note* age. just like... any signs of age whatsoever.

#bg3 #bg3 mods #fandom critical(?) #modder critical #when i started seeing these i tried to give people the benefit of the doubt #because i remember when i was in my late teens and early 20s the concept of being past my 30s/40s/etc felt so far away #and therefore people in those other age ranges seemed to exist in a different world from mine with different life experiences #and back then i would have created ocs that felt and looked as young as i was #and maybe would have felt uneasy romancing a character who seemed to have a large age gap with my oc since that's not my personal preferenc #and maybe SOME of the modders doing this are young and have similar reasons? #so i Sorta. Kinda. understand that thought process. #but i'm skeptical and would bet most of them are actually just adults who cannot handle age. period. #not to mention we're at the point where mods try to de-age npcs for no reason or straight-up ''''yassify'''' companions #or deprive them of their unique physical traits #and that's just. so frustrating and borderline gross. #let the characters in this game exist as they are. they have LIVED and they look like it!!!! that is good and their world is richer for it! #btw i'm talking about age and cosmetic changes exclusively. i'm not even including the racist whitewashing mods in this discussion because #those can go fuck themselves and i hope it goes without saying they deserve no benefit of the doubt. like zero #anyway. rant over for now #auri rambles

[wawamouse]

6x08

#oz hbo #miguel alvarez #chico guerra #hbo oz #i'm trying to find scenes for a gifset (unfortunately the blocking of this scene doesn't work) and like #no bc i was gonna make a joke bc i'm allergic to being serious #but then i noticed that miguel does actually touch his wrist or hand real quick #(the joke was 'me and that stray cat i kept letting bite me when i was 11 bc i had nothing else to give it') #which come to think is not very funny either #but anyway i was just thinking that usually miguel is the cornered animal in his life #so like his 'hey there i mean no harm' voice is like idk *gestures vaguely* i bet he wished he heard it more #fact he didn't doesn't stop him from trying to comfort someone else #even if it isn't accepted #🫠🫡 #well break over back to work lol

[trees-to-meet-you]

Sibling forced me to dress up as golden Freddy and watch the fnaf movie gonna be honest I wasn’t a fnaf kid but since they’ve gotten into it I’ve tried to too but anyway yeah I may have next to no idea what’s going on but it was pretty great

#chatter #hi everybody! accidentally closed my desktop tab so im currently on mobile but i think ill whip out the website again soon #fnaf movie #fnaf #rambling #it was a pretty good movie. i liked the main character a lot it was easy to relate to his motivations while also yelling at him for #being a dickhead idiot #spoilers: #like. if my parents die suddenly you bet your ass i would drop everything for my little sibling even if i cant take as good care of them as #someone else. i would at least try. and if i actually had another sibling who was kidnapped right in front of me id do anything i could to #save them too #so i found this guy relatable on terms of being the eldest sibling #and abby had SO much autism swag let’s be real #that is an autistic little girl if ive ever seen one and ive BEEN one #girl was fucking awesome #also: even if he was possessed im glad freddy ate that dickhead bitch of an aunt what a fucking ASSHOLE #i bet that was something the freddy kid may have felt bad for until abby told him no she’s a bitch with a capital b thanks for killing her #and he was like oh ok cool so maybe i was possessed into doing it but the end result wasn’t too bad nice #anyway. #FUCK man sibling movies fucking GET ME #im sitting here like oh damn he lives for his little sister and he still wishes he could save his little brother FUCK man I WOULD TOO #god. i get it. i love my little sibling so much i would do anything for them. they’re my best friend and if i were to even come close to #losing them I Don’t Know What’d Id Do #so yeah good movie

[nose-coffee]

absolutely certain i am not the first person to think of this but i am rotating harrowhark in one of those fuck-off huge spike collars. i'm talkin snth like this

(swiped this pic off etsy, this is called the Adversary????)

#wish i could draw #harrow in depression hoodie n jeans and an absolutely gigantic spike collar #girl is blocking supermarket aisles #girl is blocking bus doorways #girl has a danger radius walking down the street that makes people cross the street to avoid her #and that's how she likes it #anyway #harrowcore #fuck off lou #my post #tlt #the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #fuck it let her have one in canon too #i bet she'd like that. big bone spike collar #knocking down Devils by the dozen #try snatching her body NOW fuckers

[lecliss]

Ya know I want more characters like Hiiragi actually. The ones that act goofy and dress flamboyant and steal the scene whenever they show up and are also a little fucked up and all that. I couldn't give less of a shit about Normal McNormalson who just so happens to be [insert queer label here]. I want more characters who are basically those mid 2000s caricatures of us but with the stipulation that this time around they're treated with respect in universe. Let the queer characters be flashy morally complicated weirdos. Even the "normal" ones don't always get to be "perfect rep" cuz someone always has to complain about something (and you could never represent everyone in a particular group with one of two characters anyway), so might as well do whatever the fuck you want at this point.

#im so fucking sick and tired of '''''''good rep'''''''. im so fucking sick and tired of it #give me more hiiragis!!! let them be freaks!!!!!!! just use the right pronouns. THATS ALL I ASK!!!! thats all you have to do!!! #i think we need to move away from rep completely and shift to just inclusion #include us. dont try to represent us. just include. that could mean anything. you decide how to include. you cant include wrong id say #represent is so presumptuous anyway. represented? me? no i dont think so. but do i feel included? you sure bet! #this is my new epiphany i can feel it. #havent had one of those in years #personal

[isfjmel-phleg]

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#random personal stuff #I'm in the middle of trying to sort out insurance stuff surrounding therapy #and was looking over a claim #and found out something that hasn't come up in conversation #there's a diagnosis #it's GAD #not really surprising I guess but kind of a relief? #to be able to put a name on the nonsense and know that it's not just me being 'dramatic' because I'm horrible or something? #and it's not a label it's not something I want to identify myself as #but just something I'm having to deal with like the crickets that keep coming into my house #can't stop them #can't totally prevent every cricket ever they're going to be here #but I can deal with them one by one as they come up #and hopefully learn from each how better to handle the crickets #or something like that #anyway I'd say it's a safe bet that GAD is pretty prevalent in my family (like my mom) though it generally seems to go unrecognized #so no wonder #but I guess it's been difficult to see that *I* could have a reason for The Nonsense besides Just Inherently Bad (At Life) #good to know now let's deal with it

[void-botanist]

Thade Adventures: Parkour

OCs: Thade Orech-Pabat, Caladea Ores-Pabat, and Pirianus Orech-Pabat

Words: 500

Content warnings: heights, getting kinda made fun of in front of your crush

Taglist: @vacantgodling

“Do you think it’s possible to parkour all the way down to the ground floor from here?” Thade said, leaning against the railing at the edge of the open space that cut all the way down to said ground floor.

“Maybe,” Caladea said, barely looking up from her phone.

He grinned.  “You think I should try?”

She looked up for real.  “No, you can’t parkour.”

“I can totally parkour,” he said, pushing himself up on his arms so that his hips rested against the top of the railing.  He brought one sandaled foot up between his hands—he wasn’t going to go further than crouching on the rail, because he couldn’t parkour, but his foot slipped out from under him and his arms betrayed him and he found himself bent double over the railing, clinging to the slats, his feet barely skimming the carpet.  The fourth floor suddenly looked very high up.  

“Okay, I take it back,” he said.  “Can you help me?”  If he’d been with anyone but Caladea, they probably would have left him there to think about his actions for a while, but she came over right away to haul him back up by his pants waistband.  Which would have worked if he hadn’t chosen this moment to be wearing sweatpants.  Instead of helping, she just pulled down his pants, and he suspected also his boxer briefs.

“Oh no, I’m sorry,” she said like it was an accident, but she was also giggling.  

“Callie, you better not be filming this.”

“I’m not.”  Giggle giggle.  She must be, because she certainly wasn’t helping him.  He kicked his legs a little bit and felt a cold rush of fear as he shifted forward on the rail.  Well, this was fine.  He could just work his way back up the slats with his hands, and he would eventually slide back onto the floor.  It wouldn’t be easy, but it would be faster.  He’d hardly started when he felt familiar rough-edged hands on his hips and he was ungraciously pulled back upright.  As his blood stopped pooling in his head, he beheld Pirianus standing there, frowning as always.  That is, until Caladea showed him something on her phone, and he cracked a tiny blue-edged smile.

“Thanks,” Thade said with zero gratitude, pulling up his stupid sweatpants.  Before he could escape these two chucklefucks, though, Caladea turned her phone on him, and he was met with a photo of himself stranded over the rail, his panicked face looking through the slats, and his hairy asscrack surrounded by ironic hearts and sparkles.  Across the top was the word PARKOUR flanked with party poppers and flames.

“Great, thank you,” he said with a fake smile.  It should have been funny.  He should have been laughing—he could take a joke at his expense any day of the week—but instead he felt his cheeks burning.  “I’ll get that put on my calling cards.”  

He didn’t look at her or Pirianus as he walked away.

#it WAS an accident however. this did not stop her from taking the opportunity #this one actually made me feel kinda bad for him. because yeah normally he would laugh it off and be fine #in fact if Caladea had managed to get him back up onto the floor he would have been howling about that picture #“no put a clown emoji on my face. yes I promise not to fake parkour again” (this is a lie but it will be less dangerous next time) #that's really what she intended. Caladea is not a mean-spirited person #and shouldn't he have been able to see Pirianus's little smile and be fine anyway? but he knows Pirianus doesn't actually like him #and this otherwise hilarious situation is pouring piles of salt in that wound #so anyway I think Thade has spent most of the last thirteen years pining after someone who will not let him in in the slightest #so he laughs it off and is “fine” with it but this is going to be an absolute powder keg when Kiatcarmen dies #(on that note do you think their theme song is Total Eclipse of the Heart) #Marcus's polycule: tearful heartfelt reunion #Minaya's polycule: trying to hold it together through the funeral and coronation #Kiatcarmen's polycule: just two guys. fighting in the hallway. their husband and wife are ignoring them #(Marcus's polycule is betting on whether they're going to wrestle each other in the hallway tbh) #c: Thade #c: Caladea #c: Pirianus #wip: iecunem #rose writ #thade adventures #rose brambles

[wanders-in-stars]

"Hey, Tamar," Gore began, "are you familiar with this thing called a chair? Y'know, what most people sit on, instead of tables." She didn't answer the merc; only gave him a wide, wolfish grin. Even in human form, her incisors seemed a little too long, a little too sharp. It should have been disturbing. Yet somehow, it wasn't.

#skyrim #skyrim gore #skyrim oc #oc: tamar #just headcanoning things: tamar hardly ever uses chairs.. let alone uses them PROPERLY #like she'll sit on the backrest instead of the seat #i feel like gore might try to do it with her at one point but just. immediately falls over or something #heavy armour is NOT conducive to delicate balancing acts #poor boy doesn't know she's using alteration magic to do it #meanwhile tamar's laughing her antlers off as she helps haul him to his feet; prolly with telekinesis to show off some more #gore just shakes his head and mutters something about mages before going to lean against the wall instead; much less precarious lol #anyway can you tell im obsessed with the dynamics i envision for these two #like c'mon they're literally a wolf and a raven.. it's perfect #and when he joked about wanting a fire enchantment on his sword she was like “k bet” and put TWO on it lmao; upfront damage & lingering #they're such a perfect duo in combat too; gore tanks while Mar keeps back & buffs/heals him while also debuffing & poisoning the foe #and when she's in werewolf form.... yeah between the two of them nothing lasts more than 3 seconds tops #it's glorious

[princesswithsomeinterests]

Just saw an email from a professor saying she the class to meet in person at least 3 times for an ONLINE class…

I’d have to spend more money on transportation bc I was only planning on commuting to school twice a week and now she’s tryna make us come in.

AND I’d be there from 5:30-8:00 pm which means I wouldn’t get home till 9:30-10:30 pm… like school hasn’t even started yet and I’m already annoyed. I hated taking late afternoon/evening classes during the fall bc I had to wait for the bus in the dark and I’d come home hungry 😭. I purposely signed up for morning in-person classes and online night classes so I wouldn’t have to deal with this type of stuff smh.

Anyways I’m not gonna show up, I’ll just use the excuse that I commute to school and I’m not tryna spend extra money on bus tickets. This is my go-to excuse to get out of going on campus late at night (that and having work)

#me #rant #college #like I’m so annoyed don’t call it an online class if you’re gonna force us to come in person #I hope some of the other students email her and say they can’t show up with but idk bc this is a class mixed w/ undergrad and grad students #and if I say it should be illegal to call it an online class and then try to make students show up in person then what??? #and I bet she’ll just let me listen to the lesson on zoom anyways… so why make me come in in the first place #ALSO I don’t even have a schedule for my work schedule yet… #it’s so annoying bc professors never think about students who commute and/or work smh #buses are less frequent at night which is another reason I prefer morning/early afternoon classes tbh

[misspickman]

The thing about young justice is theyre fucking gatekeepers. Steph can never be one of them bc theyre just Like That. Remember when they let ray in but only until bart and tim returned and then immediately told him to leave? ❌❌ you are not ❌❌ a part of the Squad ❌❌

#Sorry steph love u steph #But she will always be tims ex to them and that girl that had beef with greta #And yj will always be tims friends to steph. Maybe she works with them if the situation is dire #But that just shows her even more how much she doesnt fit with them. Not bc of who she is but bc she just isnt one of them #Sorry you are not a part of the polycule!! #Also i bet tim does the thing where he turns into a different person with them from stephs perspective #Bc well people have different dynamics with different people #Also a more meta reason why i personally dont care about steph being closer to/one of yj #Is im sick of dc (and the fandom) trying to make everything about the bats #Yj already has one of those. U dont have to push steph in there just bc shes tims gf/ex #Let yj have their own thing and let steph have her own thing #Anyway #txt