#anyways oversharing again

[punkkrat]

#yoshiden #I'm back... for short time. #college is killing me bsfs #chainsaw man #csm #denji Hayakawa #yoshida hirofumi #my art #anyways oversharing again #i love art school i never really thought I'd get to study something i like but oh man... my schedule sucks so bad I barely have time to #exist and shit #hope u understand and if u don't i hope u die

[isbergillustration]

I feel like absolute garbage today so no new art (sorry to the peeps whose commissions i promised to do today) but here is an update on this thing. Amputated part of its waist which is good, glued its legs on back to front which is. Unfortunate.

#n3783457 #my art #combination bad headache and fucked up my meds so ive been been seconds from throwing up for two hours straight #bleh #going to lay down and see if not having a cat stomping on my stomach helps the nausea #been taking my meds again like a good person for like six days but the very physical anxiety symptom that used to drive me to alcoholism is #still here. anyway. that's two years worth of oversharing for the art account. good night. #someone put what i think is a homestuck tag on this already and i consider that an act of aggression #go back to misidentifying my original art as welcome to nightvale or magnus archives if you must but homestuck?

[ruporas]

revisiting a memory

#kingdom hearts #roxas #roxas kh #cue dearly beloved #a tune i'll never forget for the rest of my life actually #i could Overshare so much of my memories about kh in these tags but i think i will refrain #its so embarrassing but. #yeah. im just posting some kh work ive done awhile back... there was a particular time during the summer #where i was just rereading the 358/2 days novel #and roxas has always shined as a character to me. and most people who got obsessed over kh2 the moment it came out #and maybe its just me who when rereading the 358/2 novel got particularly focused on the perspective of axel and xion's bc it wasnt as #explored in game but #seeing roxas' actions and emotions pour through from another person's lens #like axel's and xion's. man. he's just so genuine and always has been and it's so clear the one thing he wants :( #im RAMBLING again but i love kh #anyway #gk posting soon #ruporas art

[nuppu-nuppu]

Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining #once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol #like idk how to be friends #i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely #and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have #actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality #i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again #because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it #pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic #how do i start living again #how does one live anyway #im just in my head all the time #this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness #im so stupid!!! #im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself #im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself #but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go #idk how to be a person anymore #i’m just sad #thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol

[trifolium-aries]

I still think he's Neat™

#discord #discord mlp #mlp #my little pony #mlp fanart #my little pony fanart #fanart #cartoons #my art #actually i had a crush on him back in middleschool i think #but i projected my feelings onto pinkie pie and shipped them really hard #im talking back during his first appearance so way before any of the fluttercord stuff was prominent #but then the fluttercord ship got popular and i was so mad abt it for stupid abovementioned reasons #im over that now i think theyre really cute together #but also i think i still like him? #hes the embodyment of chaos idk what else to say #thats inherently very poggers #anyways heres art. hope you enjoyed me oversharing again

[to-dance-beneath-the-diamond-sky]

You ever read a book or watch a movie and relate to a character so hard that it scares the crap out of you and then proceeds to trigger a full on mental breakdown? because that was Brian Lackey from Mysterious Skin for me

#it scared the shit out of me how much I related to him #Like okay damn what traumatic shit from my childhood have I repressed #anyways I had a lil menty b over it #and then Israel decided to ramp up and go full genocide so now I’m having a mental breakdown over that #And we can pack all the unaddressed unknown childhood trauma that may or may not have happened because I can’t fucking remember anything up #and pretend none of it ever happened #and I’m gonna convince myself that I was just making shit up and being crazy for relating to this character #because there’s more horrific things to have a mental breakdown over than shit I can’t remember from my childhood #so yeah #gonna force myself to not reread that book or rewatch the movie again #Because DAMN did it make me mentally unwell #and DAMN did that scare the fuck out of me #Anyways yeah I’m done neurodivergently oversharing in the tags #Mysterious Skin #brian lackey #scott heim #gregg araki #Personal

[duskandcobalt]

I should really come into the office more often because why is it that the desire to write only hits whenever I step foot in this building? Why did I just hand write four pages of fic in 10 minutes at my desk? Where is this motivation when I’m in the comfort of my own home?

#the answer is of course that I’m simply looking to avoid doing my actual job #anyway working on a very random one shot rn that I haven’t been able to get out of my head #fan service to myself once again #at least I’m not writing smut at work for once #duskandcobalt overshares

[omppupiiras]

today's outfit is plain. boring. no käärijä hoodie or shirt or socks in sight 😥

but thank god for accessories so i don't have to feel weird for dressing normal for once 😇 and thanks to the brainrot i have an EXTENSIVE bracelet collection for every mood :D

#omppu jorisee #also i hate wearing jeans i do not own a single pair that i like #im too old for the jeans that are currently “trendy” #actually idk what kind of jeans even ARE trendy right now i can't keep up #all i know is that i can NEVER wear bell bottom jeans or low waisted jeans again i hate those so much #in my millenial brain skinny jeans are still cool but intellectually i know they are not so i don't wear them much #i'd like to own a good well fitting pair of jeans but idk what kind to get and it's impossible to find a perfectly fitting pair anyway!! #ok wtf was this jeans rant shutting up now #sorry apparently oversharing on this cursed site is a thing i do

[vvanillavveins]

Whenever i'd go to the beach as a little kid, I would always stand in the sea, chest-deep, fully clothed, with my arms outstretched and just... not move- until I got so cold my lips would turn blue and I'd have to be carried away. I didn't know what exactly I was supposed to do at the beach, but I knew that if i didn't blend in and look happy enough, my parents would be upset. So i just did my -albeit horrifically awkward- best impression of the other people there and refused to move for hours. Truly nothing more stubborn in this world than an autistic kid and his weird Sea Ritual.

#there's poetry in that somewhere- i'm just too tired to read between the lines right now #in retrospect i have no idea how i didnt end up in the hospital- i was absolutely not well after some of these occasions #oversharing again #anyway #happy autism awareness month #masking #autism #neurodivergent

[swear2g-d]

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#oversharing on the internet again hello #miserable because today my therapist decided to ask if i ever wanted kids and like. the answer is yes but i'm so terrified #of becoming my mother that i would never in a million years actually do it #i love kids i want them but if i'm anything like my mom... i couldn't do that. #and her response was the standard 'well if you're self aware enough to know your fears then you can work past them blah blah blah' but like #i would never chance that?? if my kids had my childhood 2.0 i would never forgive myself #i know she's right it's probably something to work past but i've already resigned myself to a childless life #& i have a sneaking suspicion that i'm infertile anyway so it doesn't even matter #i'm only 24 it's not like this is a pressing issue #is it standard practice to ask people with parental issues where they stand on having kids #all of my therapists have asked

[canonically-a-genloser]

your friends/moots as other emojis/things you associate them with?

sO im gonna try and put a couple different people in this INSERT ME BEIN A SAPPY MOTHERFUCKER UNDER THE CUT

so theres @/greenpirate05 and she's my brother basically. she reminds me of yellow and seeing clouds from plane windows and rainstorms when its just getting dark outside and a lot more. she reminds me of ghostbur and the yellow and blue heart emojis. btw i think ghostbur should be her oc now as a treat

@/crowtheflame again xe reminds me of lauren sanderson and bookstores and hotels and swimming pools and woods and driving down an empty road singing who knows what but its fun whatever it is

we dont talk much now but i have a friend named lilly. they remind me of lambs and daisies and blankets and iced coffee and emoji wise they used the red hearts a good amount too (:

@/xxyourmonsterxx i know bro hasnt been on here in fuckin ages but he reminds me of peaches and adventure time. the way he told me all the time i was like finn and kept showing me that one cursed peach gif. funny as all hell too

and then theres just the randy collective in general. theyve been puttin up with my clueless ass since june last year. they remind me of a billion and one things by now. hannibal. tfb. tmnt. canine poetry. different themed blogs and the correlating characters. its just the littlest bit funny

#asks <3 #forgot to answer this earlier 💀 #tag for later #im gonna stop for now cause i deleted so much emotional shit #ur homegirl is oversharing on the tumblr blog again 😍😍 #anyways imma fix my homework problem and pass out PEACE

[tackytigerfic]

WIP Snip

still working so hard on getting this finished, still slow as fuck and feeling a bit ashamed of it but i know that's just bad brain thinking. had a bit of good writing news this week too though so it's not all bad. Here's a snip from my multiverse fic where Voldemort didn't die and there's a war raging on, Wolfstar live and they raised Harry, and Draco has just rejoined the Order after seven years abroad in France. Here's a scene with good dad Sirius.

“This—“ Sirius said, waving his hands at Harry “—is what I’m talking about. One of the many things I love about you is that you just say things like this, and you mean them.” He put his warm hand on Harry’s chest. “I sometimes wonder how you've managed to stay so kind, after all you’ve been through. Your parents would love you so much, you know.” “Well,” Harry muttered, voice brusque to hide the tightness in his throat, “they’d have to really, wouldn’t they? Being my parents, and all.” “They’d love you as their son, no matter what, of course. But I mean that they’d love you as a person in your own right, Harry. You’ve grown into a man that anyone would be proud to follow.” Harry put his own hand up to grope for Sirius’s, still resting over his heart, grateful for the darkness. “You’re not following me, though. You’re with me—you, and Moony, and Ron, and Hermione, and everyone. We’re all together in this. We do this side-by-side, it’s why it works. I’m not some big leader like Voldemort set out to be. I’m just the guy who happens to be the one who has to kill him. Everything else is a team effort.” “Oh, Harry,” Sirius said, and then Harry found himself wrapped up in Sirius’s arms, face full of all that fine, silky hair, savouring the warm solid familiar feel of him for a lovely moment, before Sirius let him go again. “Now do you see why we don’t want to let you go off somewhere with Malfoy? We need you.” Harry looked up at the house, at the long dark arm of the east wing, where he knew Malfoy’s bedroom was, a low light still burning as though Malfoy wasn’t expecting to sleep any time soon. He couldn’t tell Sirius that Malfoy needed him, because Malfoy needing him was based on a secret that couldn’t be shared, even with the people Harry loved the most. It wasn’t his to tell. Instead, he reached out again until his hand met Sirius’s forearm, ropey with muscle, always so warm. “I love you, you know,” he said. High above them, at the lighted window, a shadow passed.

#tagging everyone #pls show me your goods #tacky's fth #stupid i know but seeing all the fth posts #realising it's that time of year again and i'm still not finished mine from two years ago #fills me with a horrible feeling #i know creativity is not something you can just switch on #and i know these things take time #maybe it's because there's something a bit lonely about writing a long fic #i mean i am loving it #it's a bit like writing original work too #to an extent you're writing into the void as there's no feedback #it's exciting but daunting #but i wish i could just get the time to finish it #hmm might delete this as i feel like i'm oversharing #anyway thank you if you read this far! #and would love to see anyone else's snips so tag me bb

[math-is-math]

Y’all. I can feel myself falling into a Marvel hyperfixation again. But I don’t want to cuz I’m not done with Total Drama yet 😭

There’s a bunch of content I gotta make still; I have a handful of wips (and am currently working on two rn) plus some art ideas running through my mind. The candle within me is flickering out tho, I can feel it; there’s not the same umph I had before which makes me sad :((

And What If just came out and I can feel stucky grabbing me by the ankles and dragging me back down lmao and I’m starting to get a fic idea for them too

Is it possible to hyperfixate on two things at once?I’m willing to give it a shot it sounds like a crazy fun time ngl

Or I’ll just rewatch World Tour to see if I can get a bit more fuel in me lol

#adri vs the world #hyperfixation problems #god y’all better get ready for some aleheather stucky action #i might drive myself crazy LOL #anyway ignore me i’m oversharing on the internet again

[ffelii]

I hate rentry and things similar to it because I always get so fixated when I'm making a new info site and it's never actually enjoyable. I can't let myself sleep, eat, or do anything else until I'm finished. And by the end of it I don't even think I like it.

I think the next time I get the urge to make a rentry I need to just delete all the ones I have and decide to go without em

#people don't need all that information abt me anyways I guess #I just love oversharing #and somehow Im over here thinking I'd love to make a neocities site again lol #I definitely would enjoy making it but I dont think it can be a site for personal info or something #bc I'll just want to change it all a week later and neocities sites aren't as easy to take down and revamp #ugh #feli thoughts #rentry #carrd #neocities