#anyways. im tiref

[loverfutch]

the "woman and nonmen" crowd makes me so upset as a bigender person. some people will see my genderqueer womanhood and cheer me on right up until they realize that the genderqueer part of my identity does in fact come from my manhood

like i cant wrap my head around how a lot of other trans people dont see anything wrong with defining nonbinary identities with binary terms

#this took so much effort 2 type wesring my wrist brace i had 2 fix so many typos #anyways. im tiref #multigender #multiphobia #i think thats the eord ppl r using for it? #trans #bigender #genderqueer #nonbinary #ask 2 tag #ebby echoes #trans tag #transmultiphobia

[cawziiku]

I'm not gonna be responding to these anymore, I don't want to have to think about this rn, but I'm keeping the posts up

#phandom #dp #this isnt me backing down im just taking a sick day and Do Not need this rn #actually disgusting that this many people in our community is just. openly okay with this #and theyre turning it on me. as if im the one glorifying it wtf #not allowing asks on main #i really dont want to associate with this fandom anymore. any hope i had for it not being that bad is lost on me #and i hate drama and negativity and i feel like im fsrming that by responding to so many of these #i deleted a lot of other responses i was too tiref to deal with but still #might just block phandom tags altogether. i just dont know atp #ive had literally only two sane people respond out of the dozen unhinged messages #and that just doesnt feel good at all honesty. like what happened #sorry if this is overdramatic in anyway. i originally just dropped a post i thought no one would see #cause viewing this content after having blocked tags was disturbing to me #and a lot of people saw it. and a majority of those people were very outwardly okay w this #i dont gaf if its fiction. if you fantasize about that sort of thing youre disgusting and i wsnt nothing to do with you. end of story #tw pompuspep #tw

[ghostorbz]

I heard you guys like doodles

#i love bee ef dee eye #bfdi #AUGH IM TIREF #anyways #battle for dream island #art #doodle #osc #usually i do variaty object shows but this tiem it's only bfdi #tgey are all so sily #my art

[pezpenser205]

im sorry in advan ce i think this might be it for me i cannot find something to do to distract me that isnt painful or a chore to do and the idea of reaching out to people directly seems awful in this state and this feeling hasnt stopped and has only intensified and ive just been nearly non stop crying for 4 or 5 hours im so tiref i cant breathe and cant stop myself from making sounds when i cry anymore it feels like there are screams stuck in my throat and everytjing hurts i dont know if im gonna make it today im sorry. ive gone outside. ive tried distractimg myself nd putting it off. ive cried so hard i got a headache and got sick (again) and i still havent dissociated out of here. i dont know what to do. the only things i can think of to do will for sure not go well. i think i am genuinely just fronting here to kill myself. if anything happens to me im sorry. i dont know if im gonna make ot this time idont know if i can do it anymore im really sorry i cant cope anymore its not anybodys fault if something happens it would have happened eventually anyway. ive never kept an account or knternet presence this long or had friendships thay lasted this long at all and i knew it was coming because everything was going too good for me to stay here. i dont know what im saying i reallg am still just stalling now i dont know. i keep checking my notifications as if sometjign i see or something someone says will magically make me want to stay like a fucking idiot i cant promise ill stay alive but im fuckkng trying im sorry for everything over the years and if somrthing happens thank you for being there for me its not yojr fault i promise. we were meant to die a long time ago i dont know how we made it herewith so little of the thigns people sre supposed to have by now. im sorry

#suicide #op #suicide mention

[fictionkinfessions]

it's six in the morning and I haven't slept yet and im doing ask games however I somehow cannot locate the list of ask games so some of the games I'm doing may not even exist um

kin phobias. airplanes. airplanes were NOT my forte, at all, ever. lost my parents to a plane crash then nearly died in another one years later so you can understand my concern. I also (rightfully) despised serial killers. genocide jill I am looking at you. probably also would be eyeing korekiyo in a disgusted way however I dont think I knew he was a serial killer at the time so

kin... talents? does that exist? I dont know but it does now lmao ecks dee lol i am so tiref

other than the obvious (ultimate lucky student), I think I was actually pretty okay with writing and singing. like quite obviously not. shsl at any of them, but I liked both. I wanna say I specialized in poetry but that's probably my current poetry-writihg brain mudding things up. I also never got anywhere with singing or music production, i know that there's a canon character song of me sung by my japanese va but I do not recall making or singing that so- really I think all I ever did was go lock myself in my closet and sing along to song covers, rarely recorded a karaoke version and then probably deleted it.

kin voices?? I feel like that also does not exist but by the power vested in me Yes It Does

if anything my voice was closer to that of my japanese va's (megumi ogata), it certainly had that soft, slightly airy feel to it. I think bryce papenbrooke's voice made me sound more sarcastic and rough around the edges in a way, but I think ogata's was on point for me,, had most of the same qualities at least. no clue if I spoke in japanese or english tho but I kind of recall english but also I am a lame monolingual and that may be my brain not knowing anything other than english.

anyways it is officially 6:00 am this has gotten way too overly long and I need to sleep before I pull an accidental all-nighter bye lol

-nagito, danganronpa/sdr2, #🍀🌈☀️

(ps: mpc is very cool and swag)

#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #🍀🌈☀️ #nagitokin #sdr2kin #danganronpakin #canon phobias #canon voices #mod party cat! #sweet dreams rest well!!

[ambiguousgrass]

timelapse of me playing with cbee iM so tiref but i cannot sleep. anyways. five likes and i will give you tje 30 minute video . that is a trheat.

#grass yells into the void #undescribed #immnot tsgging this snd you cant make me

[freezinglemur]

YOU ARE A MOOT. CMERE. I WILL RAMBLE BUT WHO GIVES A SHIT.

1. tuyu (</3 jpop band i know but i rlly love their music a lot,,,,,)

hmmm,,,, the girl in the mv for this is for one of my kins, but. being low as dirt, taking what's important from me. you give those vibes. maybe even nischi (mv girl) vibes. the songs about like. inferiority in general im too tiref to explain rn but yeah. otherwise i also get compared child vibes from you. this ones about not being able to live up to unrealistic expectations of yourself (and also gifted kid syndrome)

2. hdka / ymu

hmm,,,, going off of vibes alone for this but you give nabi vibes. she's a ghost/hallucination following around one of the main characters (me. she follows me, rk, and only shows up in intense moments or whenever im alone) and i kinda get like. sorta sassy vibes from her but also gentle and sweet. at least from my memory thats how she was like i dunno about canon

3. payback friends

HUMU HUMU YOU GIVE REALLY STRONG HUMU VIBES. hes a bitchass and has amnesia. he genuinely is just a tired motherfucker. he is tired of his friends' bullshit but puts up with it anyway. he is on the brink of exploding with anger but like. yeah. he does care about those around him. i love him

4. tmc

you.already have a mark fictive nvm. but i would probably say, like. jonah or something. from vibes alone. i dunno its early and im tired

anyways hope you enjoyed my rambling. have a good one

I am VERY late to answering this oh boy I am sorry I didn't see my notification </3

That aside *sweeps embarrassment under the rug* I'm going to pretend I totally answered this on time /lh

I have heard those songs before! They're some favorites, I quite enjoy that sort of music /pos I feel the second song a some days, though I've gotten a bit better I think- I do relate to some songs like that and I'd be curious to know more actually

This one intrigues me as I don't know a whole lot abt it, but I like the vibes

I love these vibes and honestly it feels pretty right haha- I may look into it more too /pos

Takes Mark's vibes and steals them for my own /j Honestly fair, I can see some Jonah, I make far too many jokes among other things (It's funny as we have a Jonah fictive up here too, he's neat and loves bugging Mark frequently, but they get along well)

If you wanna ramble about any of this stuff more please do! I'd love to listen/learn more! /gen

#Opal speaks #I am so sorry for answering this late I didn't see it </3 #Tumblr said no notifications for me

[promareconfession]

Idk if it's been said before but i'll sacrifice smth for Promare manga or some sort of expansion ngl

I just got into it and by galo's pecs do i crave more content and what-ifs

welcome to the club anon

#im so fucking tiref #i've been at school from 9am for theatre things #and im just on costumes so all we really did was go to joannes #and then we had nothing else to do because our lead costumer had to leave to go to new york half way through #so i've been embroidering lil among us crewmates everywhere lmao #and theres a girl on costumes who i really want to punch because shes really annoying but also doesn't do any work even when we ask so ugh #anyways #hope yall are having a great day #promare #promare confession #confession #promareconfession #anon

[scottishstoner]

I turned 25 today✌🏻

#my pictures #anyway goodnight its 1:40am im tiref af #great night aith family #just invited them all over and had a laugh playing games #pictionary mostly lmao we loved thag hahaha and talked and had a lsugh listened to music etc #no drugs except i was on my usual valium and weed and unknowingly to everyone i was snorting morphine too... #my bro had cocaine offered me some i ssid no bc mixing snorting morphine snd coke at the semr time not s good idea at all lol #i didnt drink anything again!! thats great for me. almost a month and no booze ayyyyy

[bumpthis]

hey hey hey ur great. never stop complaining, you fucking earned it. sending you lots of love

:(

#i love u.. thank u #i cant complain on main blog lol so ive brought it here im sorrry fmmfmfmmfd #im so tired lol #i want to do mh homwork but i keep crying #i feel so stupid #i wish i wasnt this fucking sad all the time im so tiref #i really dont know what to docanymkore i #im so tired of being alive lol #life is a nightmare #dmmdmdkdmdmd #idk #anyway thank u this is really sweet #i try not to complain bc i hate botherkng ppl ... #this is the only place i ever even talk abt my feelngs anymore bc i dont want to bother ppl #i just stopped tellingg ppl i was sad idk #im so tired #idk what to do anymore #anon #answered

[vambpire]

while we're at it mike & sully from monsters inc are gay

#j.txt #no i wont elaborate #rn anyway #bc im tiref #just trust me on this

[werefallen]

Inktober: Day 30!

Prompts: (Jolt) + (Storm + Turtle) + (Body gore/Cronenberg)

My mix up promt fest!: Official list + Creature feature + Goretober by @rattheripper

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I think after 30 full days of Inktober, it's finally time for some creature concepts!! Here's some cloud children sylphs inspired by different cloud formations ♡

#whOOo one more day to go!! #Inktober #inktober 2018 #inktober day 30 #cloud sylph #jolt #turtles #aaaaaa i am ABSOLUTELY beat i am so tiref #but fydhhcuK iT #im happy and enjoying myself whOO fuck it #and tomorrows the last day of Inktober can you belIevE IT #i swear i wanted to give up so bad at piece number 2 #and now we're here!! #god itd just so nice. tomorrow's probably gonna be a little speical! #but anyways lovr you guys. hope you likr this one ^^ ❤❤

[piplupod]

very tired, dad wants to do driving lesson today, have professional driving lesson w stranger on Monday that im already panicking about im so scared djfkl, and i cant drive today im so tiref i dont want to crash and die but mum doesnt believe me says im being dramatic but im just rly tired and scared and my head hurts but i need to learn to drive or else i have no way to escwpe this house ever and I'll be stuck here forevwr and i need to leave im so tiref !!!!! anyways crying and hiding now lol, maybe i will go driving anyways and fucking panic and crash the vehicle and cry or die and then I'll be done w this all but i still have stories i want to tell, thats the one thing that i dont want to die bc of!!! and going on nature walks!!!!

#rky rly rly tkred and scared sorry sorry sorry #death tw #suicide tw #idk im sorry i probably mjssed tags i cant see wekl just panicking and crying and hidjng

[nyxo0]

No one is going to ask me these so I’m going to answer all of them :)

Pronouns🦉: they were she/he/they but as of late IVE been leaning more towards just they/them

2. Sexuality 🍄: I don’t really know

3. Siblings 🦔: 2 little gremlins

4. Dream job 👜: Animator

5. Favorite drink ☕️: milk tea

6. Fun fact about you: I played violin And trumpet, I have a rabbit, I’m incredibly shy but I try my hardest to pretend like I’m not

7. Favorite colour 🍁: sepia

8. Hobbies 🐌: drawing, listening to music

9. Can you swim? 🐡: I can swim to save my life

10. Cute movie 🎥: wolf children

11. Favorite subject 🎓: idk uh APUSH ig although I’m failing we have some interesting conversations in there

12. Best vacation 🌞: I’m going to Disneyland for Erne first time in spring

13. Favorite country 🪐: I haven’t been outside of this rat country known as america I want to go to canada or the UK though

14. Last lie you told 🐻: “ I don’t know, I don’t know him”

15. Last person you said ‘I love you’ to 🐞: Joey my friend

16. Your crush 🧸: LMAO idek anymore i like, like 3 people

17. The ideal temperature 🐫: I don’t have to wear a jacket, but I can wear one anyways

18. TV show you’d recommend to everyone 📺: pfft idk uh, little witch academy or ruby gloom

19. Favorite type of jewelry 📿: I don’t like it it looks odd on me :(

20. Do you have or want any tattoos? 📜: no i hate shots what in your right mind makes you think tattoos is an option

21. Favorite fastfood 🌭: culvers or chick fil a

(side not it disappoints me how there are no Culver’s in California and basically no chick fil a in Wisconsin there needs to be a b a l a n c e)

22. Favorite fastfood restaurant 🍗: uh idk like this crab place

23. Savory or sweet 🥧: depends on the day

24. Day or night 🧇: night

25. Favorite make-up product 🦦: doesn’t wear make up

26. Winter or summer 🍹: summer rn I’m tiref of walking in -1 degree weather bro

27. Fall or spring 🍯: spring because birthday :)

28. Who is your (real life) hero? 🦊: my cousin saved me from being mauled

29. What’s your biggest fear? 🙈: I hate being alone or misunderstood

(example my friend is being really distant with me and it’s bothering me)

30. Favorite snack 🥞: anything una 1 foot radius

31. What really makes you angry? 🏉: being misunderstood leads to me being sad and then incredibly upset

32. Last thing you bought for yourself 💰: water

33. Things you do with friends 🦥: go to games and stuff

34. Who would you call if you were in serious trouble? 📞: my cousin who has lawyer experience (different one)

35. What would you change about your life? ⏳: I Would try and be more social :(

36. Biggest turn-on (romantically) 🤎: I’m not answering that

37. Favorite fruit 🥭: pomegranate

38. Sea or swimming pool 🐚: pool

39. Favorite streaming service 🍂: an illegal website

40. Big spoon or small spoon 🪵: uh idk I’m short so im assuming only little spoon is possible??? I’ve also never been in a relationship so :,)

[cb97maze]

uhm anyways I want to be skinny, I wanted to be treated the way skinny people get treated. Im tiref

[kalabiz]

im at the hostpital in fucking MOUNTKISCO on chirstmas day 🤯😭😤😫😖😩🙁☹️😕😒😞😐😑😧😮😵🤕🥴🤕 HEY EMOJI ABT TO BE ME THIS SO FUNNY my entire vody hyrts thigns didnt get better apparently emotional stress and hurt DOES affect ur physical well being :D omg anytbing important happene to me? no been in hospital since like 8 on the 23 shouldve gone back the jersey city sunday hate being dumb bitch syndrome. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm at least uve seen my baby cousins? since they Live here yanno ummmmmmmm was online the 23 for like ten min vefore my head exploded abt to go sleep again im so tiref Exhaustef mami was like “vickyyyyyyyyyyyyy you always doooo thiiiiis” i didnt do anything lady Not my fault . anyways 🤕 this abt to be me yes but i feel like 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 bro i swesr to god none of my boys better have done Anything while im MIA haha mia mia baby mia i WANNA KISS HER FOREHEAD anyways none of the better have done anythignornill LOOOOOOSE IT im so sad im gonna ask for someone to bring laptop so i can bully kim into making huge playlist sonincant listen withiut wanting to look at this dumb ohone. my eyes aare kinda ok rn since the suero is doing its job ummmmmm anythign else?? WAIT IM BOT GONNA VE ABLE TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY KIDS WTF????)/;$,7:8;&:83(&;&:!:,9:& merry chirstimass ariana ashley dani destiny jackie donovan justin john kris MO 💕💕💕💕💕 ummmm who esle all of the pillow crew and njit kids u love u alm hope ur having best day i love u sorry i csnt say that to u rn :((( hope yusra zainab jacky abby kavya saimi having best day TOO ok thats all ok bye bye HAVE GOOD DAY JEONGHAN JUNGKOOK YEONJUN SEHUN CHANHEE SUNWOO CHANGMIN HYUNSUK HEOCHAN SEUNGSIK SEJUN ALL OF VICTON ok im getting tiref now this was fun ig bye bye kalabiz time to SLEEP 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 i wanna a gyro

#zay.txt #wait i said bye kalabiz on the 22 and went BOINK on the 23 .... wtf wtf Whsdnfidb i felt si long ago i wanna cry why did i do that thats l #like i was INVITING bad stuff to hapoen gn