I'm Always in This Twilight - Masterlist
Once upon a time, my sibling and I joked about making a twilight rewrite where I could fall in love with Carlisle Cullen,
And then Some how I actually did it. And, Even more surprising, people liked it.
It's been kinda crazy so far and honestly I can't wait to write and share the rest of the series with you guys.
Thank you so much for sticking it out this whole time.
I love you <3
I DO NOT own The Twilight Saga. All rights go directly to S. Meyer.
I'm Always in This Twilight (Tumblr / AO3) - First Book (full word count 25,844)
Spotify Playlist
Exist (Oneshot)
Aren't We Just Terrified - Second Book (full word count 40,415)
Part One Part Two Part Three Epilogue AO3
This Love Came Back To Me - Third Book (full word count TBD)
Preface AO3
Blurbs -
Thank you (WC 917)
Golden (WC 625)
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no living man may hinder me: The Gilded Wraith of Numenor
from the Reverse Gondolin AU, based on @who-needs-words's idea for Ar-Pharazon's fate! (they also wrote a ficlet for it, check it out here!)
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writing smut for me is just like. feeling sooooo good during the setup and then shaking crying in fear once penis happens bc i have to find a clever way to not make the word cock sound insanely repetitive and corny FJEKDMSM
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I want to interact with all the cool OC people in the Cuphead fandom but I have no idea HOW can you give me some pointers cuz y'all seem genuinely so cool and I have so many OCs I wanna share but my Autisim is kicking me in the ASS
Well there are a few things you could do
A: draw their oc, this would definitely get their attention and they would very much appreciate it
B: ask them questions abt their ocs so they can infodump. Everyone loves to infodump about their sillies!!
C: throw a brick through their window with a note attached to it that says “wanna talk about Cuphead?” (This one is the most affective)
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I know I should just block (and not OPEN) tags and posts ab '24 but my brain is stupid and likes to be informed even if it makes me worse
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So to be clear tumblr is the only social media i actually bother to use with any regularly, but sometimes you crave variety. For example sometimes going on reddit is a nice distraction, and my feed is all really interesting silly low-investment type posts that i can scroll thru and be entertained by without feeling like i have to engage. and other times it feels exactly like facebook. just suggested post after suggested post that makes me say "god you people are so fucking unbelievably stupid." posts seemingly hand picked to make me so enraged, the exact kind of shit I go online to AVOID.
currently it's recommending me a bunch of posts about "why does America have so much looting?" That have a bunch of responses like, "Because of the crime wave, no one prosecutes shoplifters, people have just noticed its so easy to get a group together on whatsapp, etc" and WHY? It thinks I would want or need these posts? Idfk??? I hang out in r/antiwork and like 3 other main subs about being homeless and random entertainment topics. I don't use reddit for politics or world events. I do NOT get my news from there.
Anyway there was also one recommended thread about "why do rural folk feel looked down upon by city folks?" And all the responses were, "yeah! It's them who are rude to the city people!" And when someone mentioned the lack of resources in rural areas, another person chimed in to say "well I lived in Detroit and now I live in a rural area and we have WAY more food and resources than Detroit does!" But the second anyone brings up, you know, the socioeconomic factors that influence that shit, everyone's like whining and crying bc their little brains can't handle ""bringing race into it."" someone had a different life experience than you?! Pft, sure, and then all the bystanders clapped! 🙄
idk it's like. the more time goes on, the wider economic gaps become, the more obvious it is how effectively people are brainwashed. It's not like the answers to these questions are hidden esoteric mysteries. It's not like people having different, individual experiences in life is new. Even my grandma understands that a) people aren't actually looting that much and b) even if they were, have you bought groceries in the past 3 years? if so, why are you even asking that question?? But you try to actually talk about how bad shits getting and these fuckers go into high gear defending The American Way Of Life and blaming individual choices. Ppl are drinking the Kool aid so hard and they think water is just supposed to fucking taste like that
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So so so so so normal about the Tams fire siblings like your inner child is something you are missing so bad you wish it'd hurt/you only remember that kid when you are cornered and desperate and tired and hurt, and it's like you're trying to be together in this you want to you are even, but how are you supposed to reconcile with that? Hoe can you despite all you did, all you've been through, you're still so fundamentally far away. Would it be better if you weren't?
LITERALLY like to some extent zuko and azula are still those children that are so fundamentally pitted against each other like even through all this new love and fondness and allegiance they are still being opposed by their father's hatred and what it did to them and despite all the hardship and danger that made them tough and formidable they're still just kids
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she hurts me,
and i hurt her back.
im not so sure who started it first.
but it's probably my fault.
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I am yet again watching twilight an working on the third part of my twilight rewrite. Also, it's been a whole year since I posted the first one.
Every time I see Carlisle I am reminded why I started this in the first place. And every single time I get a notification that someone liked my story I remember why I keep it up.
You all mean the world to me and I can't thank you enough for all the love and support. I hope to have the third part out soon(ish)
I love you <3
~Claire <3
(Masterlist)
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one thing that i didnt really expect (but probably should have) from totk is everyone in Hyrule knowing that Zelda is Zelda. Like, that princess who sealed herself w/ the calamity 100 years ago and emerged victorious (with some help). And they’re so nonchalant about it, too. like oh ye here goes our undying princess, taught me how to make this really gnarly stew, helped my daughter catch frogs, she’s super chill
then again this is ppl who’ll read about the resurrection of the Demon King from ancient history in the papers and go “oh sounds nasty i’ll be careful out there, then :)” we’re talking about. i love them so much they just accept everything
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i also love how this whole generation discusses enthusiastic consent and consent which isnt coerced at all and etc etc etc but they cant understand how consent cant be bought, especially when were talking abt +95% of cases of harsh poverty related prostitution. like. what the fuck is not clicking (why am i even asking whats not clicking; its that theyre literally so fucking afraid to think for themselves and to even question the dominant narratives theive been parroting that their entire brains just shut down ((because even questioning these things already makes you the worst person ever in the groups they hang out in)) just repete the mantra babes! sex work is work! just repete the mantra, mindlessly! you say something enough times and it becomes true!)
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Thinking about the fact that A LOT of lor characters will feel underwhelming if you only look at them through solely the main story while the tibid that actually recontextualize their characters are contained in their personalized song and book or if they are unlucky in some obscure interview or buried under 400 pages artbook and side stories
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literally just thinking about ur trauma is so embarrassing
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sometimes activism can be submitting an essay on transphobia to your bible belt high school in the mid 2010s and forcing your whole class to listen to the oral presentation and think, even if just for a few minutes, about transphobia in their small town.
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Hi hi. So I take the term equestrian quite loosely for myself because I live in a town and am not rich I’ve never had the chance to actually have my own horse. But I’ve been riding horses since I was like 4. My cousin owns a stables that is a couple of hours away from me so that was my introduction to riding.
I don’t compete due to the lack of my own horse but I practice English style riding with show and cross country jumping styles. I’ve also dabbled a little in western riding.
Even though none of them are actually mine bc I rode and helped out at one stables for such a long time it definitely felt like some of them were. Especially there’s this one mare Daisy who is a proper little asshole. She will bite and kick and buck and barely even moves for the lesson kids. But I hopped up on her when I was a kid and we just connected. She was like a different horse altogether.
Anyway I am very much so rambling and I had one other thing to say to you which is and the medicine vinyl. Ik you said it reminds you of the colour of US pill bottles and I find that so interesting bc originally it was made to be the colour of h.
Anyway yeah btw also I am LOVING the daily prompts! Hope ur having a nice day :)
-♥️
Hey! Doesn't matter if you own a horse, or how often you ride! If you've taken lessons you're an equestrian in my book! That's so cool that your cousin owns a stable!
But damn you are much braver than me! I do NOT have the nerve to ever go cross country schooling omg I love watching it but the jumps are so solid? I also prefer English style riding (show jumpers unite!) but Pop is a jack of all trades (re: I get an idea and he is forced to go along with it lol) and we've done a little bit of everything - jumping is what we both like best though. He's a little peanut of a QH that I never had any intentions of buying but is the absolute love of my life, and as a QH I'm so lucky he is so versatile and is game to do a little bit of everything, English and Western, as long as he doesn't have to go through any kind of water including puddles 😂
It's always so special when you meet a horse that you just ~vibe~ with and it's like oh you're my guy/gal. Daisy sounds like such a mare lol was she chestnut as well by chance? I know that they say once you become a mares person they will literally do anything for you.
I also used to have a chestnut Oldenburg mare that I did more upper level show jumping with but that ended in absolute flames and I sold her about a year ago (I'm not sure if I hated her more, or she hated me more by the end lol) 💀 I hope I can one day get another upper level horse especially with Pop getting older but currently I am still terrified to get on any horse that isn't him 😂 Also I am so sorry for rambling on about this I get so excited talking about horses 😬
Oooo you're so right! I'm not a vinyl person (I literally only bought the neon orange Medicine vinyl because i have a weird attachment to the song now after the A&E fic and wanted to frame the sleeve and hang it with all my other 1975 stuff) and completely forgot that was a thing... I feel like that makes it even more poetic that it's the color of medicine/pill bottles in the US now? Even though it probably wasn't on purpose? I have decided that I am going to read into the symbolism and pretend it was on purpose even though I fully made it up (Hey DH - you can steal my idea though and pretend it was on purpose if you want though!)
Thank you so much for following along with the daily prompts! It's been such a fun little exercise and I've really enjoyed working on them! I didn't expect anyone to even read them, and was only posting to hold myself accountable so to find out that other people are enjoying them as well is so special and cool!
Thank you so much for reading, your support and sending in these asks! I apologize for writing little rambling novels in response, just like horses man! They're the BEST!
❤️Ally
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today on twit i saw debate abt whether art the clown is a good slasher villain and so many ppl were hating like,,,,, first off ppl were replying to a person saying that hes the closest thing modern day horror has to a new iconic villain with examples of M3GAN and THE BLACK PHONE … vs art the clown in terms of iconic horror villains ,, yeah we’re fucked
also some ppl were saying the obsession w the terrifier movies/art the clown is weird bc its plotless and boring and “like just say u like gore” i dont think there is a single terrifier fan on this planet that is saying they dont watch it for the gore and are in fact watching it for the plot like lets use some critical thinking and observation skills everyone knows why those movies have fans
i thot yall wanted shitty horror movies back like why r we discounting terrifier’s place in the culture
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