#bc god hates me specifically

[bloodybellycomb]

#supernatural #spn #destiel #reposting this again bc i will never be free #also bc my stupid horrible phone caused me to delete it the first time #bc god hates me specifically #why does this post get more true with time #birdy chirps

[toytulini]

listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.

yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?

maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".

get a better joke

#toy txt post #god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones #let it flop..........pls #internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop #i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having #1 million bajillion disclaimers #virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word #disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word #grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used #to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023 #and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like #im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild #i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good' #like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you #but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches' #'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay #god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil #but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful #and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like #hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine #and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr #and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like #and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay #its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat #? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty? #you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right #stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny #whatever #if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll #i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.

[caffeiiine]

kunikidas ideals have the potential to be self destructive and kunikida can be considered passively suicidal, he is also not the polite and respectful man fanon makes him out to be- *gets shot*

#i’ve seen too many posts detailing this #and i agree with it soo much #also the dude hates authority; can be seen being rude fairly often; among other things #like not to say he’s always like that but good god he is not a kissup ifykwim #ask me to explain further i will go insane #[please ask me about characters i love explaining and analyzing characters] #[[please give me something specific if you do pls pls pls i cannot work with general characters bc i will end up with nothing]] #sodaramblestoomuch #bsd #kunikida bsd #kunikida doppo #kunikida #doppo #doppo kunikida #bsd doppo kunikida #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #ME WHEN THREE DAYS LAYER I NOTICE A TYPO #ideals not ideas sobbing #Edit:i should probably add a little thing to say: I made a small analysis(?) type thing detailing my thoughts and linked it to my intro pos

[luck-of-the-drawings]

DISTRACTIONS sometimes its the drive to help and save our friends that pushes us to learn and to succeed. unfortunately its normally ''unethical'' to replicate that in a classroom setting. I ONLY JUST FINISHED THE LAST PAGE HERE, THE FIRST TWO WERE LITERALLY FROM LAST YEAR, N A FEW MONTHS APART. LOOOOK AT MY EVOLUTION. im very proud of this and bled REALLY HARD FOR THE LAST PAGE. PLEASE ABSORB THIS.

#gillion tidestrider #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #the last page honestly just took super long bc i dropped it for a long while. only recently wiped the dust off o it. #IM RLY PROUD OF ALOT O THINGS ABT THAT LAST PAGE #LIKE THE PERSPECTIVE N THE WIDE SHOTS OR WHATEVER #IT WASNT EASY BUT I MADE IT LOOK GOOD!! IM SO HAPPY WITH IT #I ALSO just really love drawing gillion as soooo small #just a little guy with the weight of the world bolted to his tiny tiny shoulders #n yknow what while im here ill talk abt the first two comics aswell. i like taking inspo from JTHM for this kinda stuff #more specifically SQUEE n the way his dad was just sooo honest and cruel to him. 'yeah its your fault my life sucks' n all that. i imagine #that gillion prolly dealt with alot o that too. i know weve already seen the elders #but i did initially imagine them to be very much like the Tallests from invader zim. they just hate this little guy. hes so small n lame #hes prolly had teachers like that im sure. i like thinkin about gills experience in school!! #i fell in love with him the moment he said that he wasnt good at being a student like girl ME TOOOO WAAAAAA #HE SUCKS In school and everyone is just sooo tired of him but they gotta put up with him bc hes the Chosen One #but GOD they wish they had someone more competent i bet. it was prolly a relief when they banished him #could u imagine being that? someone so insufferable that people sigh in relief when youre gone. poor poor gillion #ANYWAY THATS ALL MY THOUGHTS #TALK ABT UR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS TOO DIPSHIIITT CMAAAHHNN

[satorugojoswiife]

What do you think about gojo ships

I feel like I'm pretty indifferent to most of them. This is super cringe of me, but whenever I fall super in love with a character I don't often like shipping them romantically with anyone. 💀 (im delusional I know)

It doesn't help that for some reason the jjk fandom (especially twt) is weirdly aggressive about ships. I know it isn't all the shippers and it's mostly just the loud minority, but seeing so much of the discourse has kinda put me off and I don't really engage much with the ships in the fandom except for rarepairs and selfships bc alot of the time those communities are more wholesome and cozy (if that makes sense LOL)

#satofie best ship #andnajdjskdjksnfksndjdj im sorry im cringe 😔😔 #anyways i honestly have no idea #its not even about not liking seeing him with others bc i enjoy seeing other ppls gojo × oc/selfships #i just for some reason dont really vibe with any of the existing gojo ships in the series #weirdly enough if i had to choose one i feel like sukugo is the most interesting one LOL they are so funny with eachother #i feel like in a different life they really couldve hit it off #i feel bad for gojohime shippers sometimes #like i personally dont like the ship but oh my god ppl on twitter are so mean about that ship i dont even know why ??? #is it bc alot of them prefer him shipped with a guy ?? or they dont like seeing another woman that isnt them with him?? i dont know #but i see so much hate for it and it makes me sad bc like just move on or mute the account so u dont have to see it if you really hate it #the amount of times ive seen some big jjk account qrt a fanart dissing the ship while also getting more likes than the artists post is craz #why do ppl fight over fake people kissing....... #i remember this one account specifically that was obsessed with gojo but they were so snobby about it and like gatekeeping other fans #and they really hated gjhm and for some reason felt the need to make it into a problematic ship instead of just saying #i dont like this and moving on #but they made this whole thing abt how toxic they actually are bc utahime hates gojo #only to (in the same thread) gush over their fave ship which was nanago #and i felt crazy bc its......literally the same dynamic what #like am i missing something ????? #anyways this got a bit wild but pls be nice to eachother and respect eachothers ships #you dont have to justify why u dislike a ship you can just not like it #no need to turn it problematic

[ruthlesslistener]

Seeing a white person say unironically that PK and WL are colonizers is so fucking telling that they have zero idea of what racism actually is or the implications behind it, they're just parroting the most basic bullshit to look good. Like come the fuck on that take is racist as shit and its not because PK and WL are any less awful than colonizers. It's incorrect at best but genuinely an awful fucking take when parroted for clout bc you dont wanna be seen as problematic

(It's racist bc equating a genocidal god who you have to shred apart with extreme violence in order to have peace with the pain and anger of indigenous people is. Hm. Bad!!! Not to mention the fact that Radi has a very strong Christian angel motif going on and engages in a 'holy crusade' against everyone in Hallownest INCLUDING OTHER INDIGENOUS TRIBES NOT AFFILIATED WITH THE PALE KING like how the actual fuck can you look at her and go 'oh yeah she represents indigenous people because the moths have what look like dreamcatcher motifs with the essence motes' and unironically think you're not being racist. What the actual fuck)

((Double disclaimer: you can actually write a really interesting and nuanced altcanon narrative with this concept but the problem is that almost nobody ever does, they only ever flag it as 'problematic' because they want to look good, not bc they know the implications))

#im not saying who it is but god fucking damn. idiot. #hollow knight #anyways maintagging this bc i hate this so damn much #also no this is not bc i write a lot of pk or wl. i do not care to defend them. they're fun bc they're awful #and honestly if they were colonizers canonically id def. enjoy writing them getting their just desserts just as much #but the problem is specifically centered around looking at radi #a very CLEAR old testament example of divine wrath with christian ties and a fucking crusade to convert everyone #and go 'oh yeah shes the victim' #im telling you right fucking now as a mixed-race muslim that she is NOT #also to be clear i do like radi as well but she genuinely scares me #which is good! but she scares me because shes a genocidal force who demands you convert or die horribly #which as a guy who grew up in a middle eastern family post-911 #is not that great!

[mamawasatesttube]

just remembered how megfitz made tim think about how bernard is so much better than all the other relationships he'd "settled for" and was once again briefly consumed by rage. meghan you apologize to zoanne wilkins right the fuck now

#rimi talks #like also apologize to ari and steph and all but. i specifically am a zoanne wilkins stan blog until i die. so #i can't lie. this line alone made me dislike tim/ber significantly more than i did before reading it #and the rest of tdr did Not help with that. #protip: if you have to put down women in order to prop up your m/m ship i WILL hate that m/m ship out of spite immediately #especially when you do nothing to sell me on the ship other than going HEY THEYRE PERFECT BTW. THEYRE SO PERFECT TOGETHER. like... ok #can you tell me why they even like each other tho. (she cannot bc she doesnt know how to write a mediocre romance forget a compelling one) #god i really just. that comic was a trash fire. lord. the mentions of kon in it made the kill bill sirens go off in my head #anyways. its fine tdr isnt real it cant hurt me. but meghan does still owe my girls an apology lmao

[musclesandhammering]

Characters that should’ve been in the Loki show but weren’t (fuck everything):

-Amora

-Lorelei

-Theo Bell

-Sigurd

-Verity Willis

-David Alleyne

-Leah of Hel

-Drrf

-Frosti

-any of the Warriors Three

-any frost giants at all

#like I can’t stress enough how #THESE characters would’ve made for great storytelling and growth #these are characters that in comics or tie in books or other movies HAVE greatly developed Loki’s character #they’re all so interesting and have so much potential of their own #and they would tie in to the greater mcu so well!!! #one of them had a hand in founding the precursor to SHIELD #one of them is a young avenger #and the others all have the potential to be in future projects #I’m just- #!!!! #I wanted to see at least one of them so bad! #I knew a lot of them were long shots bc comics #but hell atleast the w3 and some jotuns my GOD #marvel hates me specifically #Sigurd #lorelei #amora #loki #david alleyne #Theo bell #verity Willis #leah of hel #drrf #frosti #warriors three #jotuns #mcu jotuns #loki series #loki series critical #anti sylvie

[vulpixhoney]

ways they could've kept the theme of the gods punishing people labeled as monsters and it's actually more complicated then that" without including the bullshit sexist Ovid "myth" of Athena and Poseidon:

Athena is still the one that helps Perseus slay Medusa, so it would still make sense for her to hate Athena and by proxy Annabeth. To Medusa she was just out here living her life, her and her sisters were just existing. And then the gods suddenly decided she deserved to die. And in most versions of the myth Perseus was just after her essentially as a spoil of war, to offer her head to a king. Or, as a tool to kill said king. She could be angry about that, angry at Athena for helping a couple of mortals kill her, angry at demigods and men for using her as a tool or prop for their own selfish reasons. Angry that she's still considered a monster in need of slaying, and not a woman, a person. Gorgons were considered powerful, revered even. Their visage in Ancient Greece was used above doorways, on coins and jewelry, as a symbol of protection. Like there's such good material here, that's actually accurate to Greek myths and doesn't perpetrate the writing of some misogynistic Roman poet.

#fuck ovid all my homies hate ovid #i know this is like. a niche criticism. im aware lol #but i HATE this “version” or the story #like as someone that practices Hellenic polytheism it honestly infuriates me whenever i see people toting Ovid's story around #im not even that close with athena but i burn with a fury whenever i see people claim this as part of the myths #bc its so misogynistic to her like?? he literally wrote this story to slander her specifically #and like. if youre going to misinterpret the gods at least use greek myths #ovid was literally roman #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #🤪 #anyway #(if this is confusing i made a post earlier complaining about them using this FAKE story in the show)

[your-subby-creature]

hello im a decently new sub how can i make sure my dom partner is enjoying our time together too?

First of all: I'm not the font of all knowledge and I can really only give my perspective based on what I personally do. Every Dom, sub, and dynamic is unique and everyone needs different things to feel fulfilled.

In my opinion, it really all comes down to communication and understanding the dynamic you're engaging in. You NEED to communicate with your Dom, this is utterly non-negotiable. Check in with them during and after scenes, ask them what they enjoy, talk about what makes a scene good for them and how they like to feel. Your Dom is a PERSON FIRST, not a character, not a role, a complex human person who doesn't inherently want all the same things you do. If you want to engage in a given kink and think that just because someone is a Dom that they inherently want to take that control? You're just as bad as Doms that presume subs want to give everything that they want. Full stop. If you can't have these kinds of conversations, you're not ready to be responsible and accountable for your own wants, desires, and actions, and thus aren't ready to be participating in kink dynamics.

This gets me to my second point: you HAVE to understand what a kink relationship really is. In a very real sense, kink is a game of pretend that has real-world emotional and physical consequences. There is NEVER a point in a scene, no matter what kind, where it stops being an interaction between consenting human adults with personhood and power. Let me repeat that more specifically: subs, there is never a time where you are not responsible for yourself and your actions. Your Dom is ALWAYS just another person, and any power they have over you is negotiated and consented to by BOTH parties, and can be changed at any time. You do not get to make another person entirely responsible for you; that is not how life works. In the D/s relationships we negotiate and consent to, we need to understand the realities that underlie our fictions and fantasies, otherwise we risk believing in them.

Believing in these fantasies without the backing of reality is what leads to many of the harmful situations we discuss in our community. It leads to us forgetting that both Doms and subs are people, and not kink dispensers to fulfill our fantasies. It leads to us treating each other poorly and shallowly, without regard for the human life on the other side. It leads to us making assumptions about what people "should" like or do, rather than what our partner(s) actually enjoy. It leads to a severe lack of critical thought about the dynamics, kinks, and roles we engage in, letting broader issues (like this one) fester and harm people.

I've been on my soapbox for a while, so I'll chill. TLDR: Your Dom is a person, and you must communicate and think through your interactions.

-your Creature

#Creature responds #anons #(future tags not abt this anon specifically im just ranting dont mind me) #gods could you imagine if people were willing to think critically abt kink #itd be utopian i tell you #but bc of white supremacy culture people think having any critique of a thing means you hate it and think its entirely bad #but istg we can be complex human beings and enjoy things we have critiques of #gods forbid there be nuance EVER

[gornackeaterofworlds]

A soft raph for @avery73 's Stars in Your Eyes

#its toc but i immediately read raph #also im always scared of writing or drawing a softer or more nervous/vulnerable raph #people seem to only like him bc hes aggressive #hes literally a cutie patootie #yes donnie did have to specifically order massive clothes to fit him #the more i stare the more i hate it so im sorry its kinda ass #gornack art tag #gornack click to see details tag #gornack avery tag #bay tmnt #tmnt bay #bay raph #this took me forever god damn

[caindiis]

ummm… ;-; guys who the flip is this!!!! AND WHY IS HE ON MY SCREEN!!!

#jk it’s my mc #obey me #obey me oc #obey me mc #please ask me about him please please please oh god please i spent so long doing this #bro glew up bc. I HATED HIS OLD SPRITE OHHH MY GOD IM SO SORRY WHAT WAS I THINKING BRO. #bro looked. so bad. so so so so bad. like it’s unreal how bad he looked and the amount of notes that post specifically got… i cant take it. #my art #cainsona

[gothimp]

I know its like stupid beauty standards and internalized bs but i just feel like i look unkempt when i wear my curly hair and i hate that so much like i know my hair is clean and smells like blueberries but society has ROTTED my mind and i can still hear my mom’s fucking voice telling me to just brush it

#having curly hair AND control issues bc god hates me specifically #nes.txt

[transcrypttid]

when will white women stop writing M/M romance novels. when will i be released from the racist and homophobic dichotomy of waify white bottom and strong tan (but still white) top. i hate it here

#fagposting #this is specifically about published work at my library (the one i work at and use) #pretty much every romance novel that anyone has recommended to me thus far has been 1) written by a quite woman #*white woman #and 2) features strongly stereotypical and heteronormative depictions of the main characters #3) are racist in one form or another WITHOUT FAIL #either there are no characters of color - one of the men in the main pairing is depicted/described with darker skin and is a ‘bad boy’ #or BOTH #idgaf how fleshed out and real your characters are. they’re not real to me!!!! because i hate them and you!!!! christ!!!! #the only reason i’m not reading fanfic at work is bc we can’t be on our phones very much #god it makes me so mad #fuck #if you’re this far down in my tags. send me book recs for romance novels (m/m or f/f!) that don’t fall within these stereotypes before i #DIE.

[lorebird]

Man. I miss when ai generated images looked like garbled nonsense. Not only bc it was funny but bc I really enjoy painting over other pictures!! I used to be super into it a few years back and I would paint on top of pictures of mushrooms or paint swirls or flowers or whatever else. I did actually paint on top of ai art once back then!! I remember I generated smth for “man falling through clouds” and drew 100 hr Scar using that as my underpainting

It was a palette I’d have never tried without that underpainting, which is why it’s a fun experimental technique!! But now any ai art will just. Draw The Picture For You

#rambles #tempted to redo that painting of scar since I still have the og underpainting #and it’s been like 2 years or something #GOD 100 HOURS WAS TWO YEARS AGO. WHADDA HELL #anyways man I just really abhor the state of ai generated images and the disc horse surrounding it #ppl will treat any use of it like succumbing to Satan which is. not the answer unfortunately bc this isn’t going back in the bottle. #specifically thinking of how ppl were blowing up over straycatj posting an ai picture like girl this is just….. a very Online reaction #don’t get me wrong. I fuckin hate ai art. I’m an illusttration major with a specific focus on concept art which like #is my career gonna be replaced by ai before I even graduate??? this bullshit keeps me up at night #but the issue isn’t that touching ai whatsoever places a pox upon you and you should be outcast forever it’s that companies will turn to it #to replace artists #I wish I could use ai images in my workflow like this. I wish I could use it as a novelty to kickstart my process or as #an experimental underpainting. but now it just Draws The Image For Me which is not FUN

[fatcowboys]

oh no time for my first ah packing overwhelmed moment hhhhh

#god i hate how my brain makes me feel when trying to pack for a move specifically. #i just. struggle with it so much. figuring out the tasks and what to do and aaaaah #however. its okay. me n bobbi already are planning on meeting on sunday to talk about packing bc they are good at it #this is the hard part for me. our group has a really complimentary skillset that i thonk overall. will help make the move less Bad #and previously we have been in the blue good times phase where i took lead on finding listings and tours and stuff #but now we are approachijg the end of that bc we have aplace we are applying to #but also going into the area that i am going to struggle with so much more which means i am going to #be doing a lot of being vulnerable and asking for help which i can do. i am getting better at it. #but still packing is so overwhelming i may explode #but. bobbi and i are meeting this weekend. i am trying to take advantage of my brain being so eeep by trying to note #what is overwhelming me and what will help w that #but god i hate it so much