#bc its super easy to make:

[inkskinned]

as we enter the start of a semester and the dreaded Hour of Making Friends us upon us... if ur ever at a loss for what to say in one of those weird social situations where you only vaguely-know people, one of my favorite questions to ask is "what is your favorite food crime." a food crime is like the food combination that you love that other people find revolting. press them to take it further than pineapple on pizza, that's rote. food crimes is a good topic that has many benefits as it turns out all people are degenerates and also it will give you some cool ideas to try out later in the privacy of your own degenerate kitchen

the other good thing to ask is "okay but has anyone here ever been someplace haunted" bc it turns out if you ask most people directly they don't believe in ghosts, but many people are like "oh yeah i lived in a haunted house. ghosts aren't real tho"

#my food crime is that i regularly make a “pasta and tuna” situation that has somehow gotten even more evil and degenerate over time. #it is a ''white wine reduction'' (it's just white wine and garlic powder & seasoning) #and tuna from a can. #and plain pasta. #if i have the spoons i will actually chop garlic for it but this tends to be my comfort food for a REALLY bad day #bc its super easy to make: #boil pasta. drain. put into bowl for later. into same pot u used for pasta. #put tuna (with oil/water from can). let fry a little for like 2-3 min. put in whatever amount of wine. season to taste. #the tuna will get a little crisp on it which is nice. important side note: #this began as a Bolognese sauce. #and one day i had to sub for tuna. i know. not ideal. i cried about it too. #somehow over time it is now its own little evil thing. i would never make someone else eat it. it is beautiful. #but yeah i don't even stir the pasta in afterwards i just slap pasta into serving bowl #slap this ''''''sauce'''''''' on top #molto bene #(i really can cook fairly well btw. this is a food crime. not a suggestion of skill or ability) #(i LOVE baking but when i cook for myself. the autism is obvious. bc i just don't understand the point of most of the steps) #(.... i can just eat the deli meat out of the bag. it is protein. i don't even have to like it. i just have to eat enough calories.) #(also i used to cook MUCH more before this apartment which is so small that i can stretch my arms out and overreach the counter length.) #(.... i'm 5.2. so.)

[ookamihanta]

Dear John Letter

HEAVILY INSPIRED BY THIS AKESHU POST. IT DRIVES ME INSANE/POS

#dc #jonathan kent #damian wayne #supersons #super sons #aj art #jondami #damijon #listen to peace by taylor swift if you wanna know what i had playing on repeat while making this bc its so jondami coded #also this is mainly in the pov of damian letting go of jon after his timeskip journey but its not easy

[haunted-xander]

Do you think Saix' emotional co-dependence started as a Nobody or did it start as human Isa and just grew to an unhealthy degree?

#i like to think it started as a human partially bc that would make the most sense to me #(as xemnas/org xiii likes to use its members established weaknesses against them and saix/isas attatchment to axel/lea would be very easy to #manipulate him) #but also it furthers the parallels between saix' jealousy and rikus arc in kh1 #which i think is fun #obviously it wouldnt have been nearly as big a problem back then as it ended up being later on #partially bc isa wouldnt have been manipulated and gaslit so much but also #bc he wouldnt really have any fuel for it like saix got #no super-important super-secret mission they have to do #no forced emotional distance #and the idea of being 'replaced' would have been much more fueled purely by anxiety than any actual possibility of happening #oh and he also would have at least one other friend (subject x) #even if its one he wouldnt be able to talk to all the time #anyway im rambling. saix/isa got fucked up bad and i hope he gets loads of therapy bc god does he need it #isa #saix #lea #axel #leaisa #akusai #it feels kinda wrong to tag their noboy names when its them as a kids #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts birth by sleep #kh #kh bbs #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

[megacarapa]

i found this post and had to make it with them immediately

#mine #dr stone #drst #sengen #senku #gen #hyoga #senku is that motherfucker who cant say i love you back. but he finds other ways #i spent too long thinking about who should be the third guy here #i felt like a lot of characters could potentially play that role in certain circumstances but it still didnt really fit them #i made a first draft where the third guy was kohaku bc its super easy to find an angry screencap of her #but then got so offended at myself for making that bc she is NOT like that she loves love #then i thought it would be funny if it was ukyo but its impossible to find an angry pic of him #then i looked back at the original image and saw it was darth vader and was like. #oh yeah no duh i should be using hyoga GSHSBSFNA #anyway if anyone here knows about..... sigh. lego star wars i guess #id love some help to find the source of this bc it would be funny as a video too gdhgfj #anyway i love the 5th panel. how chewbacca is just there

[moeblob]

I just really like him tbh!

#honkai star rail #trailblazer #hes a good boy your honor........ i love him.... #VERY stressed right now in my life and i feel like i keep not doing fanart and that stresses me out more? #cause i feel like people would prefer to see fanart on this blog #DESPITE the MANY times that MANY people told me hey man its your blog post what you want #its not that easy for my brain that lives off of validation and appreciation and stuff idk man #i just ............ feel like........... a weird mental obligation to posting fanart #but then im super burnt on fe stuff so i have been dabbling in other fandoms #which i feel is also a disappointment and that makes me feel bad #theres literally no point to these tags im just stressed and getting that out there #gotta go lie on my floor next to my cat bc shes struggling healthwise which im not gonna lie #is the majority of my stress right now

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

dana terrace knows how fandoms work. she knows if you show ppl even the barest hint of an m/f couple, especially one involving an angsty white boy, ppl will jump on that shit like rabid dogs and itll completely overshadow whatever queer rep you want ppl to actually pay attention to. that’s why she introduced hunter the way she did. first they have an episode where luz gets kissed by a girl and it’s made clear to the audience that they’re on track to be each others love interests. and only then does she introduce hunter’s angsty blond YA love interest looking ass.

and even then they tried SUPER hard to hammer in how much hunter is NOT luz’s love interest. they make luz lean in as if she was going to kiss him and then smack him to show that she isn’t going to. and then they do that thing where hunter licks luz’s hand and luz wipes it on his face. which is something that has been memed to death with siblings. just so the audience immediately understands what kind of dynamic the show wants these two to have. if they skipped any of these steps they were worried the fandom would see luz have a close relationship with a conventionally attractive white boy and start foaming at the mouth for this ship to replace lumity. maybe if disney saw a boy and a girl who aren’t immediately sibling coded they’d also start foaming at the mouth for it to replace lumity. so the crew had to play it safe.

anyway my point is i hope the crew also knows what they’re doing with the huntlow ship. idk what they’re setting up but if the huntlow ship gets together and it’s not wedged between a full 10 minute clip of the raeda wedding and a full 10 minute clip of a sappy slice of life lumity date then every toh related tag is going to be INSUFFERABLE and i hope dana knows it.

#toh #the owl house #luz noceda #lumity #hunter noceda #hunter toh #huntlow #shipping #dana terrace #granted i dont see how the tags wouldnt be insufferable either way #if they get together and its not immediately overshadowed by lumity or raeda the tags are going to be filled with huntlow shippers #completely ignoring the beautifully queer romances the crew fought tooth and nail to get in favor of an easy m/f ship anyone could have done #if they do the rejection idea ppl have been bouncing around the tags are going to still be filled with huntlow shippers #who have done a 180 on their opinion on willow bc they only ever cared about her as a decoration for hunter #saying the most vile and likely sexist and racist stuff about this very lovable character for daring to reject their pet white boi #if they just leave it ambiguous then both the huntlow likers AND the huntlow dislikers are going to start chomping at the bit #and rant about how it was super badly written and how it either didnt make sense that they didnt get together #or how it didnt make sense that willow didnt outright reject him #and basically overshadow everything else that happens in the show #this is the least insufferable option but i hope they go for the second one bc in story i think it would be the best for the characters #anyway this isnt to say in these options all of this annoying whining and circlejerking will be by the same people #just different groups of people who will be annoying under different circumstances #but no matter the circumstance there will at least be one annoying group #a worthy price for participating in fandom i suppose

[toxooz]

i Need to take up embroidery now rIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#walmart didnt have a starter kit and hobby lobby is closed RRRRUHHUERHRHRRRR #i was always like i love it but its simply somebody elses thing my whole life until like 1 am last night my brain unlocked #the things i could make with practice and patience i need to seeeE CONSARNIT shit would be SOOO COOL #i want to just have fun with it and be jovially shitty at it for a while until i pick up on things #ive forgotten everything ive learned throughout my life when it comes to sewing & that of the like but i feel like itll click after a while #itll definitely be a lil side hobby bc holy FUCK i dont have time to really sit down and invest atm but still #maybe my small new years resolution is get better at embroidery and see my progress bc i lov that shit #plus when im like 60+ yrs old imagine what crazy shit i could do if i start now #ANYWAY ill get to those asks eventually theres some that i simply want to draw for but brother im sniper focused on getting this damn comic #done and DONE so i might have to answer them way later tbh unless its super easy and quick to answer imma have to put off asks cause im #hellbent the comic should be done by early february

[variksel]

ron: autism. glenn: adhd. henry: anxiety. darryl: a different shade of autism. jodie: adhd as well. (a demon, a hell demon if you will)

#i love making glenn and jodie have the same traits #i think its so funny i think theyre super similar in many ways but most personality traits #(i say most bcs in fact they are also very similar when theyre mad jealous etc #(see the football match and when they tried to ceremony well actually) #and glenn just Has adhd also like. absolutely #darryl is so autism #ofc ron also but thats an easy one #darryl has dad autism #where his special interest is like. mowing the lawn and he only likes two different meals #and he does the same things around the house every day in the same order #henry i thought is also kinda autism coded but idk actually he reads not autism to me #he could have like add and is just rly good at coping with it #and sparrow and oak obvs have adhd #but what im CERTAIN of is henry anxiety #anyway im in class #glenn close #henry oak #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies s2 #dungeons and daddies s1 #darryl wilson #ron stampler

[skitskatdacat63]

Okay I finally have some finished drawings of them haha. I swear I have a regular art style, chibis are just easier okay!!!!

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#let it be known to the court that they are not that 'sunshine x grumpy' trope #but rather 'man who is incredibly annoying x man who is incredibly bitter' #alternatively: unstoppable force x unmoveable object #THEY ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME!!!!! #AU so good that i draw for 8 hours straight- #my blog this past week has turned into just them! sorry not sorry!! #i guess i just really love them a lot as well bcs its brought back a type of creative drive i havent had in years? #this is why im drawing chibis so much tho!! they dont make me nearly as frustrated as my regular style #like i just sketch them on paper and its super easy to transwer to digital #and its def preparing me for a fuller sized drawing so im happy about that! #but otherwise also love them very much bcs i love writing their lore and talking about their lore and drawing their lore ;;;;;; #and the historical research is so fun!!! #okay oops anyways its 7 am and my hand hurts #vettonso #fernando alonso #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 #formula 1 #catie.art. #*also very important to me that fernando *is* shorter in this au like irl but he wears heels all the time #boy king au

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#aaaand thats a 3rd doctor. a psychiatrist. who listened to me ans thought: mm sounds like bip0lar lol #me: wow its so easy to get diagnosed as bip0lar. thats bc u r exhibiting lots of depression and a limit amount of mood elevation. that's #like. thats what bip0lar is. she was like yea ppl with bip0lar 2 spend like 75% of time being depressed and a lil elevated mood... which #sounds like what u r describing. me: #...yeah. but again its complicated by the 0cd and spectrum issues. but she independently brought up 4dhd. just when i was like no its all #0cd. here we r again. stuck back in the messy overlap. but whatever i got proscribed bip0lar medicine. lam1ctal. we'll see #bc everyone i talk to is like. we need to control the mood 1st. like so u dont die. and im like hm yeah good call lol #she seems super cool tho. like i would love to just talk to her. ugh. she wants to get a handle on the mood and then maybe add a stimulant #bc shes had it happen in thr past where someone comes in with debiltating 0cd and got treated with lam1ctol and a stimulant and the #obsessive rumination stopped. so well see. idk if ill actually qualify as 4dhd enough. well see. fingers crossed #my mood is a lil elevated rn so its all fun. well see if we tip off a cliff bc im getting less sleep and go go going #unrelated #ugh im scared to start the medine tho bc the ssri i got proscribed fucked me up so much. which is also an indicator of bip0lar #god dammit. if this works im gonna have to actually accept the idea of being bip0lar. i mean. it makes sense being on that spectrum #is just sounds insane and i was not expecting it despite my fucking obsession with understanding wtf my deal is #idk. whatever. doesnt matter

[quenthel]

like there is a lot to say abt fandom that is negative (crowd mentality, lack of nuance, bullying, stark belief in societal norms so it becomes a very traditional space etc) but i think the main reson its not for me is bc a lot of ppl just use "canon" as something to be disregarded. which is like (morally) completely fine i just do not get it bc like... the story whats its in like... the actual written text the things happening is surely the thing to like abt any actual... uh... story? right? so to disregard it all to just idk play around in it to me is just not appealing at all. like at that point i would just move on and write my own original story heavily inspired by the original thing...

#quenthel special #like fandom spaces sometimes feel like they are not even abt liking the stories anymore but idk... making your own cookie cutter retelling #and im super not interested in that... like even w games where you make your own oc and give history to them #i love how people work those ideas INTO the existing thing... like working on a tapestry together w the writers of the game #like its easy to read ppl saying they dont like fandom as saying they are above it #and while i did get bullied online a bit for a stupid reason bc fandoms to me its just the... idk... disengagement w the source material #that i just dont get at all... extremely unappealing #i like when stories are well written and i can engane w them and thing abt them #and esp i like when games work with you to create your character esp in rpgs where you make your guy #like give you some meat and ingredients to work with... #as opposed to the complete freeform your character is all for you to write thing #like i love LOVE when rpg protagonists have a past... and you get to uncover it or have an existing rapport w somebody and you build upon i #been playing tyranny so im thinking abt tunon and the fatebinder LOL #but also durge is like this... the exile from kotor 2 is like this #fnv does this too w lonesome road but its been a while i played thatr lol

[time-slink]

i really really love procreate dreams and what its capable of but i gotta say that so far i have some major gripes with the UI </3

#shush slinky #i want to love this app so bad!!!!!! but there are no pen pressure settings #that i can find because there... is no settings button #the flipbook is huge and you cannot scale it #pen resolution scales to match the zoom on the window?? which is. bizzare. #you cannot move around brushes at all. im fine with not being able to make or edit them i guess bc you can easy import from the other app #even tho so many of the default ones have unbearable streamline on and you cant change it #there are no undo and redo buttons even though there is... clearly space for some #theres even no action button like the other app #the timeline view makes the actual image super small on my device model because its older and clearly smaller than was designed for #and you cant scale that either it takes up half the screen whether u like it or not #theres NO LASSO TOOL... the fill tolerance is extreme and you cannot change it to my knowledge... #the verdict so far is that it is a very good editing tool at the expense of frame-by-frame; which procreate itself is better for #and its pretty unintuitive to me which i was suprised by because of how used to procreate i am

[ratgingi]

woe characters inspired by some of my cats be upon ye. info on them in my tags lol

#dialtown oc #jack dlc #twerpys head is a sledgehammer bc the cat theyre based on was born in a wall lmao #he works at the petstore with outis bc i got said cat frm the local petstore #lilys head is a fluffy couch pillow thing and she works at an animal shelter bc thats where i got the cat shes based on #twerpy is genderfluid bc we make jokes that my cat twerpy is genderfluid a lot #also i feel like shed be aroace if she were a person. its just the vibes yk #lily isnt labeled as anything shes just vibin #the 2 are part of a big sorta found family type shit that consists of chars based on my other 3 cats i just didnt feel like drawin more rn #twerpy is really mean and stuck up but is secretly super sweet it just takes them a long time to warm up enough to someone n show it #shes also secretly incredible at like. comforting people and helping them out. but again only shows it for people hes warmed up enough to #lily is super confident and full of herself and spoiled. she thinks shes super fuckin smart but she is very much Not /lh #she loves attention though and gets her feelings hurt super easy #also shes Huge on physical affection. she loves giving people hugs and holding hands and shit #like. shell be like oh im so fuckin hot and cool literally no ones on my level and of ur like eh idk that fit isnt really that good on u #she will start Crying. and get mad that youre being mean to her for no reason while sobbing #and probably will hug onto you while doing it #twerpy also gives really good hugs but they Hate being touched. so if it willingly touches you then youre incredibly lucky special #also lily loves sitting in peoples laps #if youre friends with her she is far more likely to sit on your lap instead of any chair in the room nd thats just smth youll have 2 deal w #dlc wiki

[orbmanson7]

These are gonna be stupidly complicated, huh

#and i cannot figure out how to formulate a way for Frank's head to swivel without there being a safety risk #my current puppets have metal screws and washers to keep shit in place so its theoretically possible but Damn is it complicated #meanwhile julie would have to have super long arms and legs and a weird extra lump on her head but she should be easy enough to make #wally is probably impossible with how i want him to work #rigs arent really possible for foam puppets but if i create a false barrier inside the foam and secure through it then maybe i could?? #at the very least get him to look left and right but itll be SUPER hard to get his eyes to look like other puppets' bc theyll be sunken in #hmmmmm #welcome home #orbs thought bubbles

[oscill4te]

angel on my shoulder, before starting another book or pdf: 🤨 u gonna finish one of the 10+ you started?

#im almost done with quite a few. thats fhe annoying thing ... i always wanna start smthn new lol #im almost done reading: ice and fire; the way i used to be (not a fan but my sis loves it. so I wanna finish it) and #wait. thats it. everything else im like half way or less through....... #oh wait theres “got parts”.. but idk if i wanna finish that one. idk how i felt abt that book despite osdd #i started hunger games but might drop it. only read it bc my rm was briefly super into it hehe #then started on MANY psychology books. the body keeps the score (so hard to read) and emotional incest syndrome (that book hurts) #started on the haunted self... and a pdf about mycology... #anddddd somatoform dissociation by Nijenhuis #and so many more pdfs where i got like >40 pages in and dropped it #>_< my self discipline and ability to finish something is shite as one can see lol #my aunt offered me books and i couldn't resist. i took some home #maybe i should start bringing books at work and readin them during lunch hehe um #i feel like once i get into that zone its easy to read but the hard part is tapping into that zone rip #that being said i wanna make it my goal to finish ice and fire by dworkin. a gritty book... but her writing style is absolutely beautiful.. #and finish the way i used to be. its taken me .... an ungodly amount of time to be almost done w that one #edit a few hrs later: finished “the way i used to be” yay. FINALLY. #it made me cry :( even if its a clunkily written YA book.. edy is such a good portrayal of self destruction + hypersexuality bc trauma... #idk a better way to word it but even if the book had its flaws... the ending just rlly hits ;-;

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#the heater is fixed. #the poi isnt perfect but there is A Lot of it&its making eating... easier. so much easier. ppl give poi to their babies #bc its so easy to eat+digest&its also calorically dense&super filling. #&now i have some again. i have been missing home... so much. so very very much recently. &this is... enough. more than enough right now. #im going on an adventure tomorrow. i have a phone that can actually take decent pictures+videos. #i havent done a gratitude journal post in a long time. too long really. #but i am almost in tears right now over how grateful i am. #i am just... so incredibly grateful. #i spent a lot of today in a near constant state of panic for no special reason at fucking all. #&its incredible to be. calm right now. to feel safe. to know that everything that is constantly stressing me out hasnt disappeared #but its okay bc life isnt falling apart around me right now. i have actual time to untangle it all. #i realized earlier that this is officially the longest ive lived in one place since i was. 10? maybe? we could never keep a (rental) house. #how fucking wild is that? #im just. very very very grateful to be alive. #'i have so much more to tell you about being alive'.