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baekuras · 2 months

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Sometimes I think I like my coworkers as people but then they go gossip about a dude with long hair, whine about jobless people receiving THEIR MONEY (taxes) so they get paid for doing nothing, a homeless man owning 1 nice jacket he paid for in cash, someone being too fat to fit into our chairs, trans people existing and misgendering them afterwards even when they already said what they're pronouns are(especially funny after the 'oh no idc/am fine w/ trans ppl-just curious and don't understand it fully but i am fine w/ them no problems there'-chats), about gay men being too flamboyant bc that other gay man isn't, about us paying for inmates' wages (again-taxes, also where do you think your money is going into eventually anyway? our wages are also paid for by other ppl-money is supposed to move around??), about how there were so many covid regulations and suddenly there is nothing about it so that means it was all a hoax and not that covid is still there and killing but it'd be too expensive to keep up quarantine so it was faded out despite still being on going

sometimes it's really fucking hard to like people when you fundamentally disagree with how they want other people to be treated or what they get mad about

#txts #the FUNNIEST thing btw #the guy who is all mad about HIS MONEY paying for those meany prisoners #is ACTIVELY trying to win the lottery #which-very much not his hard earned money now is it?#its amazing how angry or even just annoyed you can be at people living #and mostly at people living shit lives #yes i also get salty knowing i work my ass off for nothing #which is why-and get this #i am looking to switch jobs #and i still make more than ppl w/out jobs who have to rely on government pay #bc thats how this shit works #they get like 500bucks a month #or start on that depending on many multiple factors #+- anything they might get approved for rent wise #but i DO have about twice that much left AFTER i pay rent+utilities #and i KNOW those coworkers have more #bc our company goes by old-school system of: the longer you work there the more you make #and ignores who does more work or less #bc otherwise i'd actually make more than i do rn for taking care of the workshop #also salty about that but hey #job change #rant #venting

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wiltedsystem · 1 year

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The WiltedSys Collective Infodump

an imaginary FAQ and detailing of my stances on most things are detailed below, in case you care about that sort of thing

"How old are you?"

19 as of writing this!

"What are your pronouns?"

it/its, xe/xem, they/them, and zhe/hyr in that order!

"What is your orientation?"

i consider myself a bi lesbian (homoromantic bisexual) and i instantly block people who try to convince me the label is harmful, especially when they are aggressive about it for no reason :) i'd rather not debate about it! i'm just gonna block you!

"What's your religion?"

im ethnically jewish! but im more of like a pagan/agnostic rn in terms of practice? so... yah.

"What fandoms are you into?"

a buncha shit. primary fixations rn are cookie run, final fantasy xiv, and... diablo??? ig??? other stuff over the years includes the mario rpgs, pokemon, littlebigplanet, kingdom hearts, other mainline final fantasy games (ffiv is my fave aside from xiv!)... man i could go ooooon. i like a lot of things!

"What other interests do you have?"

i have a few different special interests!! one of them is true crime (though i try my best to only watch people who are respectful about it) and by extension psychology. some others are restorations, felting, mmo crafting, uh.... i think ffxiv can fit into this category too considering how robust it is LOL

"Who are your blorbos and babygirls?"

too many to count. however i will say, zenos is a pretty big one rn... along with a bunch of fucking cookie run characters for some reason. idk i turn them all into lesbians bc im a lesbian and it makes me happy. zenos is the only like """""cis""""" man allowed and im not even fully sure if he is. does he know either? probably not

now here comes the more discoursey ones~ .

"What is your political alignment?"

uh, i guess im a fucking leftist/democrat/liberal etc? im open to conversation i guess but if you start insulting me im gonna immediately end the conversation LOL

"What is your stance on BLM/ACAB/etc?"

i agree that black people deserve more rights and i wish that cops were more helpful than they are.

"Stance on abortion?"

i am about as pro-choice as you get, considering the fact that i don't like the idea of children, victims of rape, or people who aren't ready for kids in general being parents. novel concept, i know

"How do you feel about fat people, disabled people etc?"

you look at my fat disabled ass and you ask me this again. that being said, if somebody wants to lose weight they aren't inherently fatphobic, but the way they talk about it can and often abso-fucking-lutely does, unfortunately

"Trans rights?"

im literally trans so this is a hard yes, trans rights!! bitch!!!! if you call trans people groomers as a blanket statement, im going to fucking SLAM DUNK THAT BLOCK BUTTON!!!! :)

"Opinions on MOGAI, mspec lesbians, etc.?"

using cool and funney labels is not harmful unless it is a cishet person doing it strictly for attention or to intentionally deceive somebody, which i highly doubt is actually all that common! idrc if it's silly or whatever it makes my brain feel nice to collect labels while also being vague, so :)

"Do you care about kinnies or people with DAs?"

i think kinning or otherwise is perfectly fine! however, i do not support people who use their kinship or other attachments as a way to harass people, which i have experienced in the past. in addition, the "no doubles" crowd is very uncomfortable to me. i'm fascinated by the processes in which kin canons and alter canons both come out so different and people who are disgusted or otherwise uncomfortable with it are not my vibe.

"Status on systems? Endogenic vs traumagenic?"

i consider myself a primarily traumagenic system with the ability to just kind of manifest alters in a somewhat endogenic way. the way i manage this is being an extremely fragmented system and i just kinda... take a fragment with the vague personality and make it whoever i want, as the host. i dont think being a system is a bad thing for everyone, but i think it's challenging. either way, since i have experiences from both, regardless of whether you think i'm legitimate about it or not, i do support both wholeheartedly and i think we should focus on destigmatizing being plural as opposed to infighting, as with most marginalized communities :)

"How do you feel about selfshipping?"

i think its harmless as long as no real people are involved! i can't morally support it when real people are involved just bc that really feels like boundaries that shouldn't be crossed, to me. but with fictional characters, i really don't care. i also think dropping a char you selfship with just because you out-age them, is a bit silly. why can't they age with you? (i can't drop fictional crushes i had as a kid so easily, i think i'd spare myself the heartbreak and just have them grow with me... like flowey/asriel in undertale, i can't let that go.) anyway, my characters are also okay to selfship with (or kin or whatever) for the most part, i can't exactly stop you LOL, just don't steal them and we're good! and please ask me first of course if i havent spoken on the character before!

"Are you a proshipper, and/or do you support proshippers?"

i have better things to worry about but if you must know, no, i don't consider myself a proshipper or supporter of proshippers because a lot of them are just as bad as the "antis". however i don't support antis either bc i think fighting people over fictional content is stupid. as a csa survivor, i believe people should focus on real predation and child exploitation, not fictional images, even if it is "gross" (tbh, i'd be concerned if it seemed normal to you? it's not meant to be normalized lmao. also, keep your "dead dove" the fuck away from real kids, thanks)

i am vehemently anti-censorship and pro-traumatic art expression... and i am ALSO against the bigotry most proship spaces perpetuate. hope this helps!*

a longer post of my thoughts on this matter can be seen here

*the only reason this is even here is because everyone thinks i'm proship for minding my own damn business and making my own traumatic art... idfk man

"Anything else?"

i try to be as inclusive as possible, but that inclusiveness does not extend to close-minded people who are unwilling to change. i like to think of it as a curtesy rather than required; if one party doesnt abide by the general common curtesy of Being A Decent Person And Not A Jackass i dont have to hear them out or be nice to them.

that all being said, i am not the most interested in interpersonal relationships on here! i am only putting out this info so that if somebody tries to claim something contrasting it, i have an up to date list of my stances on various things to point to. this basically removes most of my future work for me. these stances are going to piss many people off and i don't really care, i just care about making sure the info is correct LOL... callouts are inevitable! and please keep in mind if i've had genuinely concerning beliefs or actions in the past i have had a very hard life and have been easily influenced by people around me both good and bad. i am not perfect and do not ever expect me to be, i'm still learning and growing as a person, like any human being.

oh, and don't bring me into drama i'm not a part of. i prefer to stay in my own lane and curate my own experience, really. i just block people i'm uncomfortable with and go on my merry way :)

...im forgetting something

minors please do not follow me, i will post fucked up shit here that's not for you! peace

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wikiangela · 1 year

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911 lone star 4x06

ngl, I'm not a fan of this season 😂

my thoughts on the episode under the cut

watching it late bc with all the excitement about monday I completely forgot about ls 😂

oh wow we're jumping right in the action huh

jfc I was so confused and it was just a drill 🤦🏻‍♀️😂

I just... listen, I have been enjoying Owen lately, especially in s3 he became less unbearable and sometimes fun to watch - but I'm starting to get fed up with him again, can we please give someone else the focus for more than one episode 🙄🙄

wtf is he even doing rn, jfc he's such an idiot

I'm bored

I thought we were done with the boring episodes now bc 4x05 was great, but I'm bored again

honestly, if they're arresting Owen, he should stay arrested and not show up in at least a few episodes, give us a break from him (again, I have been liking him more and now they're ruining it again) - like I said before, Rob Lowe is better at comedy, and Owen's comedic moments are so enjoyable, but when they're trying to make him feel like he feels like he's the most important person in every situation, it's just.... uggghhh

oh shit a bomb 😳😳

I'm tired of the whole FBI and honor dogs storyline ngl

so the bomber from last episode is the nephew, okay, I guess that's kinda interesting, but also... eh

Carlos is here!!!! yaaay!

I am excited for the rescues etc bc we're gonna see the whole team and I miss them hahah (I am begging for a Paul storyline that would take more than one episode - or Mateo or Nancy - or Marjan whenever she comes back)

oh my god I'm only halfway through the episode, I feel like I've been watching it for hours

normally I love storylines like this and shows like this, but rn I'm so fucking bored and idk why 😂 idk, maybe it's me, because lately it's been taking a lot for shows to actually excite me and get my attention, maybe I'm not in the right headspace for this rn 😂

maybe I'd enjoy it more if it wasn't 99% about Owen 😂

I really don't care about O'Brien's nephew and why he did all that etc, and I really fucking hope we're done with this storyline now

aw but I love Owen popping by Carlos and TK's place - can we please finally get more dad Owen and not.... whatever this episode was? 😂

that last scene was cute, and definitely my fave out of this episode

but overall, oh my god I was bored out of my mind 😂

did not really like this episode sns 💁🏻‍♀️

idk if it's that this season is weak or if it's me, because I've had problems with not getting bored with shows lately 😂

so far, it's my least fave season and it sucks, I hope it's gonna pick up bc I don't know how long I'm gonna keep watching otherwise 😂

also, watching the promo: I am excited for a Tommy focused episode, and it seems fun, so I'm hopeful 😂

#911 ls spoilers #911 lone star spoilers #911 ls #911 lone star #911 ls season 4 #911 ls 4x06 #thoughts while watching #episode commentary

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dellinah · 2 years

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I made a new icon after 84 years bc I needed to vent I guess

It doesn't look THAT different from the old one but at least it's an anthro one which I've wanted for forever since that's usually how I imagine/portray Talita as she is literally me and unfortunately I'm a human instead of being a little fox with no care in the world LIKE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN

But instead I'm here worrying about burnout depression and my future so if you're only here for the furry art fair enough ill keep the rant in a read more

Anyway hi

I have absolutely not been doing well these past few weeks and I'd say some moments might have been close to being some of the worst in my life but I am so jaded by previous experiences that I barely notice how bad it's affecting me until it hits me at 3am and I can't sleep and I just realized I'm in it DEEP which makes me freak out even more

Apparently my way of coping with life and issues is ignoring them until the last minute and just repress the SHIT out of it until it hits me in the face (peak 'this is fine' dog meme) and that isn't working anymore bc now I am an adult whose actions have consequences

I have so much school stuff to catch up on bc I stalled a whole month that short of spending hours on end at it for the next month I don't see how I can catch up in time but my mental health does not allow that as I have been sleeping 15 hours a day and staying up all night and I am scared shitless of not making it bc I'm supposed to graduate soon so FUCK and i barely know how to start. I feel so dumb and left behind while everyone seems to have their shit put together and i canr ask for help without feeling like a parasite or like they'll judge me for it

I also have no idea what I want to do or how to go about life once I am graduated (if i graduate) and i hate it bc I am so godamn lost and I have like 2 months to figure it out

My mother has covid for the 3rd time somehow which means another wave of covid has been going on in my family but I guess I avoided that but I cant see them for a while and I also lost a 3rd person I loved and cared about to it a while back and I haven't even cried yet bc once again Im ignoring and repressing it

I had to take 2 shots at the same time for covid and influenza which knocked me out for 3 days straight and made me miss yet more school stuff and I haven't eaten an actual meal since bc I'm not awake most of the day anyway

My meds for anxiety and depression have started to have side effects after 5 or so years so fuck me i guess bc i gotta get them replaced which means a lot of trial and error and i dont have time for that rn bc once again im late as shit

I just feel like I'm falling apart and no one really knows or sees it bc I'm the one that everyone in the family goes to when there's a crisis and I kinda just wanna keep it that way but also I kinda just wanna break down sometimes too yknow but if I do then who will literally solve every problem they have bc they refuse to go to therapy and apparently nobody else can help them with anything it has to be me even when I'm busy otherwise I'm an ungrateful child

There's this weird paradox where everyone in the family sees me as immature and irresponsible and a liar but they also come to me for help and support bc GOD FORBID someone else helps them so I just dont wanna give them more reasons to see me as immature but keeping that image that everything is fine is HARD when I'm on the verge of giving up

Other than that I also have just been reflecting on past events in my life and I feel so bad about some of them. I had so many good friends that I lost bc we grew apart and I had some I lost bc I was a shitty person and I never got to apologize and I know I'll just always miss them. I was at such a good place mentally between 2013-2015 and I miss those times that I can never go back to. I was doing so well in 2018-2020 too before the pandemic wrecked it and now Im just so nostalgic for those times and I can't help but feel like I'm just gonna get worse and worse after so much lost time

But that's ok. I think it's going to be ok. I just need to kick my own ass

It's just a lot of damage control and getting over stuff even though it feels like days just pass by and I can't deal with it

So I sat down and drew this in a few hours bc I just wanted to finish something I started for once. I was happier with it before but I think it looks ok and it helped me figure out what I wanna change in my furry designs. and I guess I wanted to put myself in a sunny sunset where I'm just happy with nothing to worry about, yknow? If i cant be happy at least talita can

Hope days like that can come again soon. Problem is that it only depends on me. So... shiiiit

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bowieisworried · 2 years

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weird sleep schedule gang wassuppp lmao

In retrospect with how messy my list of groups i like is now, it's very funny how Peaceful my first two years as a kpop stan were. It was basically just me, bts and stray kids chilling. No wonder i can't keep up with anything today i know too many groups hhffh

There's no way tbz knew they were gonna be on a second season, otherwise they probably wouldn't have gone ALL OUT the way they did. I hope... ^^'

Exo and their lineup changes... me as an outsider i have no idea what's going on tbh. But exo was one of the first kpop groups i was really ionterested in back in 2013/14 and i looked up their wikipedia article - as you do - and then there was this whole thing about the different exo subgroups and stuff and i exited the tab and never tried getting into kpop again until a friend made me dghsdghgh. I'm actually laughing right now remembering that it's to stupid i could've been into kpop for so long but all it took were the phrases Exo-K Exo-C and Exo-L to make me give up xDDDD

I have this thing with a few groups now where i love all their music and have all the reasons to learn more about them but i just listen to them, watch some content and only know two or three members. And that's fine i don't have the energy for more rn but also some groups i rlly Wanna get more into like Victon and Ace but rn is not the time i guess

If you have any recs for videos i could show my friend, i'll gladly take them. She said she just wants to start with their music and performances so maybe some of your favourite stages? idk

I like your second hand policy hah but i can't scroll past a whole album for 3€ just bc there's no pcs. BUT SAME the whole "pcs are more valuable than the rest of the album so i'll sell each for 10€ and the album itself for 5€" makes me... so angry

The BM theatre version has me so confused bc normally i'm a sucker for special versions/editions but this one has like.. Less stuff than the other versions overall and i think less photobook pages too? so i probably won't get that one either.

The only group i've ever collected all album versions of is stray kids and they always had 2-3 versions but i stopped after 2019 i think so i have a lot to catch up on now that i've decided i want to collect them again hhh

I exchanged my cd player with my dad's dvd player that i cracked so i can watch korean concert dvds lmao but i guess that doesn't make a difference.

I used to collect books i never got around to reading so i guess kpop albums just make more sense for me. No words just pictures and sounds :D

It's so hard getting old shinee albums right??? Oh i see you also have the bad love space ray ver. Please tell me have you opened it? mine is still unopened on my shelf bc the collector in me screams when i think about cutting it out of there ahhhh

(but i just remembered i ordered the box set ver too so at least i'll be able to listen to the cd soon)

I would love to see your pulls and other albums!

Aren't yOU SUPPOSED TO BE MY SECRET SANTA; NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND?? hsdfjhsdjfh but if you want an excuse i'd love some leedo & seoho interactions bc i'm basic

oh or seoho in the heartbeat cover stage! i just rewatched that and he looks so fluffy uwu

have a nice day 💖

~ santa (or honorary advent calendar)

Answer under the cut cos it's a long one xD

Jesus two years with just BTS and Stray Kids? I applaud your self control, I’ve been here for less than a year and I’ve already got a bias list as long as my arm and far too many groups lol! I’m curious though, who’s your Skz bias? (or biases hehe)

Honestly I have no idea with Exo either. The most I’ve gathered is that all but one of the Chinese members left (or were pushed out by SM, who knows), although Lay isn’t really there either right now. Probably locked in a cupboard somewhere in one of SM’s basements xD There are so many units though, it’s mad so I don’t blame you!

Yeah, that’s the thing, it’s music first and foremost so really who cares if you don’t get super into the other content and knowing about the members and everything. Victon and Ace though... I adore both of them, so if you ever want to know more just hit me up. All I have with them is pain right now though because both my Victon and Ace biases recently enlisted.

Ooh, you could maybe recommend their MAMA stage where they performed Lit after a wee medley of other stuff (including Sherlock :D) or just any of their Stage Break series with 1theK, they’re all phenomenal!

Ok yeah, if I came across an album for 3 euro then I’d definitely pick it up, photocards or not lol. I might have to break my rule on not buying albums without them soon though... I’m dangerously close to having all of Taemin’s stuff but one that I still need to get is Ace. Which, without a pc is still about 40 quid or something ridiculous. So unless I get really lucky with finding it cheap somewhere, I might have to just bite the bullet lol.

The Theatre version is odd. The theatre stuff was really cool, and it’d be neat to have a photobook with the different stylings they had for the videos but like you said, it’s a smaller photobook and the whole thing just seems a bit... light on content?

Oh jeeze, you’d have an awful lot to catch up on I imagine, especially with all the stuff they released recently. I don’t think they’d stopped for even a minute xD

That sounds like a good swap to be fair, gotta have those concert DVD’s haha

Ugh I know that feeling. You always see a new book somewhere and buy it with the best of intentions but then it just ends up being a shelf decoration.

Yeah, old Shinee albums are a pain in the backside. I do, it’s so neat! I opened it the day I got it, using a very sharp knife. VERY SHARP. Thankfully it went well and I’ve kept the plastic covering and the backing so it basically looks unopened when it’s on the shelf. Ooh, do you mean the one that looks like a cereal box? I got that one as well, you’ll absolutely love it. Genuinely the best marketing/production/whatever I’ve seen for albums so far, Key’s an absolute gem.

Hehe, cool, I’ll maybe put a wee post together with all my pulls. Would be good to have them all in one place anyway so I can check them quickly if I have to.

Ok, yes, but still! I’m going to be without internet (mostly) for about 3 days until I get it installed at my new place so it’ll definitely give me something to do. Good picks by the way, I shall see what I can do :D

Hopefully your day was an easy one and tomorrow’s the same!

#ask #santa #anon #about me #foroneus:ss #text #not kpop

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