#bea talks

[breadsoup00]

#Bsd #bungou stray dogs #akutagawa ryuunosuke #fyodor dostoevsky #yosano akiko #atsushi nakajima #sigma bsd #kunikida doppo #nikolai gogol #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #Bea talks

[piratadelamor]

the thing i'm in love with about skip and loafer is that they make sure to tell us just how flawed everyone really is, humanizing the characters and giving them reasons to act the way they do, but at the same time it shows us exactly how to understand their side of the story, liking them for who they are, and how to welcome their flawed sides with affection. everytime, the moment someone's flaw is acknowledged, the immediate response is "how can i be considerate of this person's feelings? how can i make them feel better without being invasive?". there's just so much care in every relationship in this story. they're actually looking and listening to each other. that's why they feel real, because real relationships take work and communication, and this is what they're showing us - and in such a light, lovable way. and it proves that when we're open to see and listen to each other, it doesn't matter how different we are, how opposite our interests might be, if we're willing to understand each other there's always a possibility to make a real connection. and this is being human in it's most beautiful way!!

#someday i'm gonna keep going on about this with actual examples but i just had to say it now......happy skip and loafer tuesday everyone #skip and loafer #skip to loafer #bea talks

[itsascreambaby96]

A conversation between My mum and me watching Vampire Diaries:

Mum: If Kai weren't such a psychopath he would be cute.

Me: I think he is still cute. Psychopath or not.

My mum:.... You really should get your priorities set straight.

Me: You do realise my favourite movie is Scream right?

Mum: Priorities. Straight. *Mumbling* what have I done wrong?[affectionate]

#scream #ghostface #vampire diaries #billy loomis #stu macher #kai parker #bea talks

[eskiix]

Calling it now, Alex will be my next LITG obsession.

He's so hot and wholesome.

He can fit me a kitchen, take me for dinner with his family and then bang me all night long.

#thats all #thank you #bea talks #litg #litg stick or switch #litg season 7 #litg alex

[askkrathotelsmaid]

Bea:As this Halloween celebrarion is approacing; the stranger who gave me this costume entered today matching with me.

#bea talks #lies of p #liesofp #lies of p oc #lop #pinocchio #ask box #ask box open #ask me anything #lies of p game #lies of p giangio #giangio

[trollwizard]

beabea please tell me... what is yr favorite martial art and how good are you at it and can u use yr moves on me

AC: I find kickboxing to bee quite a fun workout!

AC: I haven't been taken down yet! But it sure sounds like you'd like a shot, hmm?

AC: Not sure you can beest me, honey, but you're welcome to try!

#bea talks #beabea pteran #fantroll #fantrolls #ask blog #homestuck #traditional art bc im in da office lol

[onceuponastarryeye]

anyways watch the cult classics the mummy (1999) and the mummy returns (2001) with oscar award winner for best actor brendan fraser <3

#SO FREAKING HAPPY #bea talks #brendan fraser #the mummy #the mummy returns

[lolbit-lolz]

*she's sitting in the field, looking rather upset*

#bea talks

[mini-jager]

"Should I start playing into this god thing more? Gain a following or something? I don't really care, I just need something to keep me busy so I don't... you know.. I'll start thinking of a name."

#bea talks #hatchetfield rp #tw implied suicide mention

[bealovesmarauders]

hi everyone :)

so i've been really inactive recently and i wanted to apologize for that, but i also wanted to let you guys know that for the next week (ish) i'm going to be taking a break from tumblr. i'm incredibly overwhelmed right now and i won't get into it but it's a tricky mix between family, social, and academic things, and i just can't handle the pressure of answering asks / forcing myself to write new fics / etc right now.

i love you guys soso much and i'll be back really soon. life is just a lot right now and i need to really focus. i adore all of you and i promise you this is not a goodbye in any way, but also just an explanation for why i haven't been active recently.

xoxo bea<3

(tagging some moots so they don't think i'm ignoring them)

@likefolksongg @saturnband @janesociety @tiensmamains @doyouknowwhoyouare13 @bookg1rl @dancinglikeaballerina @iamamirrorballl @vancitycharlie @shefollowedthestars @justpjostufff @prongsio @maddipoof @loverswillowed @verymuchinlovewithyou @ifthiswasamovie1989 @goodoldfashionedluvergirl @diorgirl444 @loving-and-dreaming @starlit-epiphany

#moots <3 #bea talks #psa #i swear i'll be back soon i pinky promise #ily all

[elizabethmasen]

the shaky grip the ferrari boys have on the english language bewitches me

#every time charles loses his english it just makes me giggle i love idky #bea talks #f1 #charles leclerc #carlos sainz #ferrari boys

[breadsoup00]

bsd actor AU where rumors start spreading that Dazai and Chuuya are dating, so as a response Chuuya deletes all his social media and Dazai makes a video titled "response to the soukoku rumors" where he's fake crying, has to pause in the middle of his sentences to take fake deep breaths, all that shit. At the end of the video Chuuya walks by holding Dazai's cat. "Hey baby!" "shut up." "Anyways..I just can't believe you guys would say such things about me and chibi...I thought you guys were better than this" and then the video fucking ends

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya #chuuya nakahara #skk #double black #actor au #au #Bea talks

[piratadelamor]

skip and loafer ch. 53

shima seems to see romantic love as a combination of different attraction factors, where liking someone as a person (for their personality) can be compensated for other things, therefore your standarts are lower when you're romantically attracted to someone. the way he sees it, the highest form of steem you can have for someone is to like them as a person, where these other factors don't matter and what you truly value is solely their personality.

i think it's interesting how mukai introduces this conversation by building a hierarchy of feelings, where romantic love stands on top of the feelings of friendship and of liking someone as a person, because that's one concept i've been personally focusing on deconstructing in my life. it's precisely by differenciating these types of feelings and putting them on a hierarchy that so many people end up in romantic relationships with people they don't really like, or why so many people drift away from their friendships when they start dating someone.

through everyone else's eyes, shima's feelings are romantic, and he doesn't feel like they are, because romance to him means something else. the lines between liking someone as a person, as a friend and as a lover are blurred. and listen, that's how they're supposed be. to love someone as a lover is supposed to mean you love them as a friend and as a person as well. a friend and a lover shouldn't be too different, and liking them as a person is supposed to be the core of both feelings.

i don't think shima is being innocent, like i've seen so many people saying on twt since the chapter came out. i think he's touching something very deep about relationships in our society that so many stories that focus on romance fail to address. in most of these stories, romance is the final goal. that's where most of them end. that's not the case here. i was already surprised when mitsumi and shima started dating, and even more surprised when they went back to being friends. that's not the usual narrative for this kind of story. because here, it doesn't seem like this hierarchy matters. and i think it's beautiful and i think it's HUGE how both shima and mitsumi value their friendship above everything else. not only them, because friendship is one of the main themes of this story. both as a dynamic and as a type of love as well.

but people have different perspectives on love and how love feels for them. it's different for mitsumi, for shima, for mika, for fumi. the way you're taught about love in your family or as a child in general has a big role on shaping that. we saw the matter of mitsumi having received lots of love in her family and childhood friends being brought up before as an explanation for her confidence. then, on the other hand, that's why we see shima acklowledging this on the next panels:

we know a few things about shima's family and their complicated relationships. shima never realized his little brother liked him because he saw his behavior as coldness or indifference, when he was actually being considerate of the distance shima was putting between them himself. he felt the need to please his mother by acting in order for her to love him, or for him to be worthy of her love, because their relationship was too anchored on exploitation. his father was having an affair, which not only made shima watch the failure of his parents marriage but also perceive romantic love as something superficial (as in "people break up and move on to the next person") and possibily as something that pushes people away. then shima's first girlfriend only liked him because of his looks, and so many others confessed to him without barely even knowing him. how could shima trust his own feelings after all of that? if he spent most of his formative years in an environment of appearences where love was tied to selfishness, interest, volatility, coldness, pain? shima learned to supress all his feelings and be a people pleaser as a survival mechanism. don't get too attached, live up to others expectations, keep your distance, smile and wave, bottle it all up. he is a kid that doesn't know a single thing about love and is scared as hell of it. love feels as if something is about to break.

that's why liking someone as a person feels more important to him. and that's not only the highest feeling he can have for someone else, i think this is the highest form of feeling he thinks someone could have for him too. it's the kind of feeling he thinks his own mother couldn't have, because acting was more important to her than who he actually was. it's the feeling he unconciously doesn't allow others to feel for him, because he never shows people who he truly is. so shima understands mitsumi's words as a love confession back in chapter 41. she didn't say "i love you", she said "that's what i love about you". and he asks her out, not only because he already knows mitsumi is different, so it seems more reasonable to give it a try, but also because he thinks this is how it's supposed to go. this is what he thinks it's expected to give her in return.

when society puts romance on the top of the relationships/feelings hierarchy, it builds an insane amount of expectations around it. i think it's crazy how friendships feel so free while romantic relationships feel so enclosured. they have too many rules. you're supposed to do this, and that, and behave in certain ways. if you start dating a friend then suddenly your friendship dynamic changes. a boyfriend or a girlfriend have responsibilities that friends don't have. it's a weight. i can't imagine a person like shima feeling any other way about a romantic relationship. for him, this is a big, big weight. that's why he puts an emphasis when he says "i thought that i could be a 'boyfriend' too". a boyfriend is a social role. when he phrases it like that, he's using the word "boyfriend" as an outside concept: he doesn't know what it means to him, he only knows what it means for everyone else. and that's not something he can do.

mukai is absolutely right when he tells shima he shouldn't be going out with anyone. shima isn't ready to be that close to anyone, not even his closest friends. i can't even describe how sad i felt when mukai said this to him:

shima is just so, so lonely...

but this doesn't mean that shima's supposed to become ready to be a "boyfriend" on those terms. i just think he's still trying to figure out what all of these things mean to him. and the good thing is that mitsumi is also trying to figure out these things too. the difference between them is that mitsumi is a few steps ahead, because she already understands what friendship love feels like. and when it comes to that, she gave us one of the most special love confessions i've ever seen.

so many people talked about this scene already, but now, in the light of chapter 53, her saying "i really like this person" has a whole new meaning. this is the most honest love shima has ever received from anyone. no romantic confession could top that. no romantic feeling could heal his wounds the way these words from mitsumi can. this is a treasure shima can't afford to lose.

we're taught that romantic love will save us. that it will make us the happiest, that it completes us. we grow up believing that we can't survive without it. what we really can't survive without are our friends... skip and loafer is putting friendship above everything else, but more than that, it is questioning how romantic love is supposed to feel. some people feel it, some people don't. i think most of us don't really know what it is. we think we do because we read enough, we saw enough movies, we listened to enough love songs. i think i felt it a few number of times in my life but everytime i felt it for someone new i asked myself, was it really love before? what is it, really? if i never read those books or saw thoses movies or listened to those songs. would i recognize it? would i know it better? would it even exist?

aren't shima's feelings for mitsumi already valuable enough? big enough, true enough? would they change if he called them romantic? mitsumi has SO much to teach him about love, about himself, about others. their encounter is so beautiful and so rich. we see how much he's changing, how many new things he's finally starting to understand about himself, how many important steps he's taken since they met. is finding romance at the end really the most important thing for their story?

#skip and loafer #skip to loafer #PHEW OK ALRIGHT I DONT KNOW WHERE ALL OF TJIS CAME FROM BUT HERE IT IS #yes i do hope they get together i do want then to say i love you i do love the blushes and everything i just really #appreciate the way this theme is being approached in a non linear way #and probably it will end with them being together but not as a final goal but as a consequence of the goal which is #learning about themselves and their feelings and about relationships and frienships and growth and communication and human complexity #aaaaa #bea talks

[23point5degree]

The other day I rewatched Episode 10-12 of Bad Buddy and when I noticed something in ep 10 I shared it on Twitter. Now I also wanted to share it here as well 😊 It’s only a small detail but I think it’s great acting on Nanon‘a part! I wonder if he did it deliberately or not?

Okay so this is in ep10 part 1 after Pat got picked up from the hospital and he sees Pran on the street. We see Pat and Pran talk normally until Ming comes.

Pran greets Ming and lifts his hands into a wai.

When he puts his hands down he let his right hand rest on top of the left one.

But only for a second because he immediately covers/hides his watch from Ming. He did it so fast I didn’t noticed the first time around.

1/ First I thought it was instinct to hide anything Pat related even subconsciously. Especially since Ming couldn’t have known how Pat related to Pran’s watch.

2/ then I thought maybe it is out of fear. Pran is worried in that scene. He desperately wants to hide what they have. The watch has always been a metaphor for Pat and Pran’s secret and kinder relationship.

3/ in the end I thought maybe it was just for comfort. I haven’t noticed in other scenes but maybe Pran seeks comfort from it in situations that stress him.

Anyhow I thought it was a sweet detail and I wonder if I just maybe interpret too much into a simple gesture but I can also see it being done on purpose.

#bad buddy #bad buddy meta #bad buddy analysis #Pran Parakul Siridechawat #pat napat jindapat #mine #bea talks

[eskiix]

Coming Soon!

LITG Roberto x MC Fic

Post-Villa, Enemies to Lovers

Summary:

Louise cares too much about everything, and the only thing Roberto cares about is his career. Neither is strictly true, but that's how everyone sees them. Including each other. —-- Just when Louise thinks everyone’s moving on and leaving her behind, she’s handed the golden opportunity to fix everything by planning her best friend’s hen do. At least, that’s the idea, anyway. One week of sun, sea, cocktails, clubbing, and… the world’s most arrogant pilot.

Eeeee! I'm so excited to reveal the title and summary of this fic! This is the third (and possibly final) long fic I'm writing for my Post-Villa Universe. It's been a while coming, but Louise is at long last getting her own spin off - and with the love of my life, Roberto, no less! I've got three chapters fully written, and am hoping to post once I've got four or five in the bag. And um... these are definitely the messiest main characters I've ever come up with, but if there's one thing I love to see, it's character growth. Note - While this fic is a spin-off, you will not have to read AIDON or PBYR to understand what is happening. I'll be writing it so it can be read as a standalone.

I'll be writing from both points of view - so for Louise's chapters, I'll be posting the picture above with each chapter announcement. And for Roberto's I'll be using the one below:

#Too Much and Not Enough #New LITG fic #Fic #Litg fanfic #Litg fanfiction #Litg Roberto #Litg S6 #Litg season 6 #PBYR #Playing By Your Rules #AIDON #An Infinite Deal of Nothing #Bea talks

[askkrathotelsmaid]

Bea:Days are a calm as ever. To spice things up sir Venigni started to pose for me.

I must admit he's quite the model.

#lies of p #liesofp #lop #pinocchio #lies of p oc #lies of p game #ask box #ask box open #ask me anything #bea talks #Venigni #lorenzini venigni #Beanigni