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cherry-interlude · 3 years
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Lana Del Rey Songs Categorised
I didn't include a few but that's covers/demos / sorted by vibe/lyrics / there are other versions of this that could be made
Bad Girl - Lana's bad girl songs that make you feel cool af
Scarface
Summer of Sam
Making Out
Put Your Lips Together
Dum Dum
Kinda Outta Luck
Children of the Bad Revolution
Dangerous Girl
Girl That Got Away
Maha Maha
Hangin' Around
Catch and Release
Queen of the Gas Station
Gramma
Smarty
St Tropez
I Learned How To Make Love
Teen Romance
Prom Song (Gone Wrong)
Paris
Puppy Love
Television Heaven
Love
Back To Tha Basics
Brooklyn Baby
Me and My Boyfriend
Sweet Romance - Somewhat gentle and cute romance songs
Starry Eyed
When I'm With You
JFK
Because of You
Daddy Issues
Tulsa Jesus Freak
Bartender
Groupie Love
Lust For Life
Lucky Ones
American
Joshy and I
Dreamgirl
For K Part 2
You Mister
Coca Cola
How Do You Know Me So Well?
Stoplight Delite
Serious Romance - They have a more serious tone but they're genuinely romantic
Yosemite
Swan Song
Cinnamon Girl
Living Legend
True Love - Deep and romantic
Let Me Love You Like A Woman
Young and Beautiful
Life Is Beautiful
Venice Bitch
Love Song
California
Old Money
Off To The Races
Video Games
Never Let Me Go
On Our Way
Heartbreak - Songs for feeling all kinds of sad romantically
Thunder
Hallucinogenics
Fine China
French Restaurant
Hollywood's Dead
Your Band Is All The Rage
Afraid
Some Things Last A Hard Time
Happiness Is A Butterfly
White Mustang
Norman Fucking Rockwell
Terrence Loves You
The Blackest Day
Cruel World
Dark Paradise
Summertime Sadness
Blue Jeans
Pawn Shop Blues
Westbound
Methamphetamines
F You - Aimed for people who kind of suck
Tired of Singing the Blues
Noir
Playground
It's Not You It's Just Me
Damn You
In My Feelings
High By The Beach
Flipside
In The Sun
So Legit
Seduction - Sexual songs generally
Trash Magic
Us Against The World
Marilyn
Meet Me In The Pale Moonlight
Paradise
Playing Dangerous
Behind Closed Doors
You Can Be The Boss
Party Girl
Pussycat Kittycat
BBM Baby
Big Bad Wolf
Be My Daddy
Ooh Baby
Push Me Down
Delicious
Freak
Salvatore
Daddy's Girl
Burning Desire
Mermaid Motel
Yayo
Disco
Hey You
Body Electric
Kill Kill
Jimmy Gnecco
Wolf T-Shirt
Sad Romance - Kind of toxic romance or the darker side of romance
TV In Black and White
I Talk To Jesus
Colour Blue
Put The Radio On
My Best Days
Resistance
Velvet Crowbar
Breaking Up Slowly
Fuck It I Love You
The Next Best American Record
The Greatest
Cherry
Summer Bummer
Tomorrow Never Came
24
Shades of Cool
Black Beauty
Is This Happiness?
Million Dollar Man Pretty Baby
Drive By
Hey Blue Baby
Greenwich
Hawaiin Tropic
Axl Rose Husband
Butterflies Part 1
Heartshaped Chevrolet
Bellevue
Ben
How To Disappear
Dreamy - Aesthetically pleasing songs sonically, and a lot of Lana's songs are but these stand out the most
Yes To Heaven
Angels Forever Forever Angels
Ave Maria
Wayamaya
Roses Bloom
Honeymoon
Art Deco
Religion
West Coast
Guns and Roses
Bel Air
Cherry Blossom
Dangerous Love - Jealousy and obsession
Your Girl
Is It Wrong?
Jealous Girl
She's Not Me
Serial Killer
Caught You Boy
Roses
Criminal and Gangsta Love - The bad romances
Queen of Disaster
Backfire
Beautiful Player
Crooked Cop
Hundred Dollar Bill
Gangsta Boy
Live or Die
Hit and Run
Ghetto Baby
Every Man Gets His Wish
Live Forever
Bad Boy
Match Made In Heaven
Bops - They're good for bopping
Roll With Me
Motel 6
Florida Kilos
Brite Lites
Diet Mountain Dew
Boom Like That
Starlet - A lot of Lana's songs feature starlets but these are the songs that let her shine as a star
Hollywood Dynamite
Fake Diamond
A Star For Nick
Radio
Strong - Being the stronger one in the relationship
Lift Your Eyes
Serene Queen
Break My Fall
Big Eyes
I Can Fly
Get Free
Mariner's Apartment Complex
Ride
All You Need
Junky Pride
Move
There's Nothing To Be Sorry About
More Mountains
In Wendy
Wild One
Wait
Weird Vibe - They either sound creepy or just have an unsettling feel
Bentley
C U L8r Alligator
Strangelove
You and Me
Let My Hair Down
Get Drunk
Betty Boop Boop
Jump
Raise Me Up (Mississippi South)
Jesus Is My Boyfriend
Hmm - They could go into other categories but they are songs that have darker, disturbing elements
Baby Blue Love
1949
Roller Derby
Heavy Hitter
Boarding School
Ultraviolence
Lolita
Put Me In A Movie
Sad Girl - Songs with a sad vibe
Last Girl on Earth
All Smiles
Wait For Life
Hope Is A Dangerous Thing For A Woman Like Me To Have - But I Have It
13 Beaches
Heroin
Music To Watch Boys To
God Knows I Tried
Pretty When You Cry
Carmen
This Is What Makes Us Girls
Without You
Oh Say Can You See
Born To Die
Valley of the Dolls
Stripper - Pure stripper theme
Go Go Dancer
Dance For Money
Midnite Dancer Girlfriend
Other Woman - Pure other woman theme
Other Woman
True Love On The Side
Sad Girl
Cola
Next To Me
Money/Fame/Materialism - Songs that revolve around those three things
Money Power Glory
Fucked My Way Up To The Top
Gods and Monsters
National Anthem
Breaking My Heart
Makes You Think - Deeper songs
Coachella
God Bless America - And All The Beautiful Women In It
When The World Was At War We Kept Dancing
Beautiful People Beautiful Problems
Change
Money Hunny
Looking For America
Songs That Sound Like Diary Entries - More personal tracks
I Must Be Stupid For Being So Happy
My Momma
Wild At Heart
Dark But Just A Game
Not All Who Wander Are Lost
Blizzard
Elvis
White Dress
Aviation
Run Motorcycle
Out With A Bang
Dance Til We Die
Bad Disease
Fordham Road
I Don't Wanna Go
For You
Try Tonight
You're Gonna Love Me
Outliers - They're more happy
Come When You Call Me
Birds of a Feather
Driving In Cars With Boys
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kaypeace21 · 3 years
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What's in a name? (Analysing all the names in stranger things)
*I'll be repeating some names more than once as I break down categories .
Show , book, and tv easterggs
Alot of character names may have deeper meaning but some are also refs to stories they liked. The stranger writers twitter posted a list of movies said to inspire s4 (which I’ll be referencing).
Dart- dustin names him this after d'artagenean (a 3 musketeers book character) and one of Dustin's fav candies (3 muskateers). Similarly his pet turtle yurtle is implied to be named after the dr Seuss’ story 'yertle the turtle'.
Brenner- main character from 'the birds', which was on the st s4 list.
Byers- john byers from x files. The duffers mentioned x files was an inspo for the show. Although John byers (from x files) resembles Murray as an unhinged conspiracy theorist. The documentary paradise lost was also cited as inspo for st- john byers and his son, terry, Michael, and Steve were names in said film
Jim Hopper- in Predator (another st inspo) he was a soldier who was flayed to death in the woods. Another character in the film with a similar fate was “Hawkins”.
Detective Wheeler and elle Holloway- from silent Hill franchise. Another ref mentioned by the Duffers. Holloway was the surname of st's Heather. Elle (is el) and Wheeler is Mike's surname. Wheeler was also on the ep of twiglight zone (another cited ref by the duffers) . In the ep 'mute' sheriff wheeler takes in a mute psychic girl as his foster daughter. So some hints at hopper too . Hopper even mentions el-anor (gilipse) in s1. The surname of a main character in the silent hill series.Lt. Colonel Sullivan (s4) could be a eastergg of silent hill 4 which had a Sullivan character.
Henderson- st twitter mentioned how all the bond films were on the s4 inspiration list . So Dustin's surname being the same as one of the bond characters is a nod. Duffers also mentioned ‘freaks & geeks’ as inspo- and 1 character’s surname was also Henderson (another nod).
Mrs Driscoll (from s3) - a nod to invasion of the body snatchers which was mentioned as inspo by the Duffers. And clear inspo for s3.
Powell (cop and partner of hopper ) - diehard films also on s4 list. He's named after the cop powell.
Callahan (cop and partner of Hopper) - father Callahan ref. He shows up in many of Stephen King novels. The Duffers have cited over 10 novels and books from him as inspo for st
Nancy- she's called ‘Nancy drew’ (from the novels). And the duffers have mentioned they are fans of elmstreet - who's main character was Nancy. Nancy also references 'Oliver twist" ,and that book has a character named Nancy in it. Nancy was also a first Lady in the 80s similar to her friend Barbara- who was also a first Lady in the 80s.Nancy's name might also be inspired by "Nancy Wheeler", a secondary character in the 1970 book Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret written by Judy Blume.
Fred (s4)- apparently a high-school journalist who may be friend or foe. This one is a stretch but given nancy maybe being an elmstreet ref- and her enemy being fred-die kreuger. Fred may have animosity to Nancy and that's why his name is Fred. I mean ... they even cast a new s4 character with Freddie kreuger's original actor.so...
Jason (s4) - is in the 1986 Nancy drew novel (when s4 takes place). He is similar to the duffers description. In the novel he's a rich, popular, arrogant jock and blackmailing students at the high-school . S3 even named one of its episodes after a nancy drew novel- so wouldn't surprise me.
Christie carpenter (s4/reffed in s1 by hopper)- christie is the main character in the hellraiser series (which is on the s4 st list). Carpenter is the surname of the director of 'the thing' name dropped in s3. (The flesh monster in s3 also resembles the thing) , and in s1 mr clarke watches it ,and mike has the thing movie poster in his basement.
Argyle (s4) - die hard 1-2 were on the s4 st list. And is a name of a diehard character.
Max- her name is 'mad max' like the 80s film. But since the Duffers like videogames. Her name may be a ref to max caufield from the ‘life is strange’ game as well. She has a 'never Maxine rule' similar to max in st. But the game character is similar to jonathan as she is a teen photographer and says similar words to jonathan in s1 saying she would rather watch people through a camera than interact with them.
Eddie munson (s4)- not going to lie. I have no proof of this but I immediately thought of the TV character Eddie Munster (the friendly monster ).
Possible comic book easteggs
The duffers are no stranger to comic book references. The duffers have already directly reffed xmen, wonderwoman, and green lantern. Kali's place also has a comic book ref to 'the invisibles' on the wall. While the s4 movie list mentions thor ragnock , age of ultron, and 2 batman films. Some of these refs will go over your head if you haven't read my DID theory. But a lot of this analysis will still be enjoyable. :)
Jane st ives (jane ives aka el). marvel. (jane st ives sees her dad k*ll her mom and vows revenge against him.Sort of similar to what brenner did to terry).
Stephanie harrington (Steve harrington)- 80s marvel comic. DP.7. Will DID ref. Antibody, is a medical resident who can project from his body a dark figure of himself (also called an "antibody", a word play on the medical term) that flies, can become intangible, and transfer its memories to another person by physical contact (mindflayer).  He later merges with the antibody. like how susie refs ‘wizard of earthsea’ -the novel where the young wizard Ged releases a shadow monster (said to be an ancient evil) but it turns out to be the dark aspects of his personality and the only way for the chaos to stop is to accept his darkness and merge as 1.
Barry bauman (Murray bauman) . marvel comics - Will did easteregg.Bauman lived in never ending darkness. He felt, that there was a realm outside the darkness and started to explore the entire content of his brain thus using now more than the usual 10 % .Also had telekinesis.He turned his attention to the stars in order to exact revenge on the human race which spends billions of dollars to kill each other, but wouldn't spend the mere million or so it would have cost to cure him. For his vengeance he transported the suns near our galaxy into his omnipotent brain. As the people of Earth would learn of the disappearing of the suns they would panic and feel Bauman's loneliness before he would destroy Earth.Despite the death of his physical body, Bauman's consciousness somehow survived and began hopping from body to body throughout the galaxy, his powers growing until the Star Thief was recognized as a major threat to galactic society.
Sinclair- last name of xmen rhaine.  Will Did ref. storyline Rahne Sinclair is mentally bonded to Havok against her will(Will/mf).She is subsequently manipulated by the Shadow King. Her bond with Havok causes her to act irrationally, sometimes threatening teammates, sometimes by flirting with them.  She undergoes more than one attempt to undo the bonding, with varying results. Her instability also manifests in many odd dreams, in which her identity is merged into pop culture figures. What’s funny is charlie heaton (jonathan byers) was just in an xmen movie with this Rhaine character.
Victor creel (s4)-sounds like mutant victor creed of the xmen comic. x men Mutant with ab*sive dad and poor socioeconomic background. He had a "birthday tradition" of ab*sing his young relatives on their birthdays. Which reminds me of Lonnie making jonathan cry for a week (because he forced him to k*ll a rabbit on his b-day). Not to mention Lonnie is prob coming back for Will’s b day in s4... so... the name is prob a ref to that ‘birthday tradition’. Could also be a stephen king reference -since Duffers love him. The Creel family was in sk’s book “pet cemetary’-which fun fact (the actress who plays El’s aunt is in the recent remake)!
Yuri (s4)-Yuri Topolov (Russian: Юрий Тополов) was a Soviet scientist and the first foe of the Hulk. 
Dimitri (s4)-Dmitri Bukharin was born in Kuibyshev, Russia (some sources say Moscow).  First appeared in Iron man.
Peter ballard ( s4 character) may just be a hellfire ref . since I guy with last name ballard was a double agent for the hellfire club (name of st s4 ep 1). And ballard means bald which the actor is certainly not lol. I don't think he's literally associated with hellfire but its just a ref. And because its implied in his st character summary despite working for the mental hospital-where brenner is most likely at- he's horrified by the treatment of the psych patients. So that may be where the double agent aspect would come into play.
Ian Hargrove (billy hargrove)- batman comics. had a history of mental health problems dating back to childhood, which his parents were unable to afford treatment for. His brother John hargrove tried to keep him out of trouble but Ian developed an uncanny talent for explosives (will the wise fire powers). He ends up at Archam asylum. Cough billy is Will's alter. Why he has the name billy (a nickname for William) . Jonathan in s2 mentions how he likes the writer vonnegut- who wrote slaughter house 5- the main character was Billy. Already mentioned how it connects to my did theory .
Jason carver (s4)- carver is the last name of the comic hero thunderbolt (in the flash)-the first name of thunderbolt is Will and his brother is named Lonnie. There was also a John carver in the comic.
Holland (barb's last name) last name of Swamp thing. I think its plot has quite a few s4/5 spoilers but Im not diving into it right now.
Names associated with religions or mythology 
(if you’ve read my DID theory- some themes will appear relevant in relation  WIll’s alters or to WIll’s past/tr*uma).
-‘Kali prasad".Kali  is the name of a Hindu goddess . Kali’s iconography and mythology commonly associate her with death,  violence, s*xuality, but also paradoxically -motherly love. In myths ‘she only k*lls demons’ and is described as  ‘overflowing with incomprehensible love for her children’ - (aka ST’s Kali k*lling people from hawkins lab for hurting kids). Her third eye stands for wisdom (like Will the wise).Kali is called at times ‘ the bright fire of truth’ (will the wise/fire powers).The devotee makes her image in his heart and under her influence burns away all limitations and ignorance in the cremation fires. This inner cremation fire in the heart is the gyanagni (fire of knowledge), which kali bestows (cough Will the wise-fire powers). The goddess also could create a darkcloud of lightning (similar to the mf). The phrase “brilliant as a dark cloud” is a snippet of one such prayer dedicated to Kali.The name Kali is derived from the Hindu word that means “time”. Kali receives her name because she devours ‘kala’ (Time)- like clocks ticking when El sees demogorgan/clock being wonky when Will see mf/clocks in s4 promos.’ After devouring time she resumes her own dark formlessness. “This transformative effect can be metaphorically illustrated in the West as a black hole in space” (cough mf cough hopper blackhole/time refs). Kali’s s2 butterfly-“Kali is the Hindu goddess associated with eternal energy. ... The cocoon, butterfly and the karmic golden wheel reflect Her deep connection with life.”And Prasād (her last name) is a material substance that is a religious offering to gods in  Hinduism .
-While, EL is the name of a Cannanite (male) god associated with “salt water “ (pool filled with salt in s1) who “dwelled in a tent” (in s1 Mike’s blanket fort) .And his gray-beard was described as " "full of wisdom.” él’  in Spanish means ‘he’- which could be a nod at her ( androgynous) presentation in s1. El can also be translated to "God" or 'god'. The el character has various mythologies depending on which culture/ religion is using the term 'el'. In the post-biblical period, "el" became a regular element in the names of angels such as "Gabri·el," "Micha·el," and "Azri·el," to denote their status as divine beings.And Jane translates to " Yahweh (god) is gracious/merciful". The cannanite god El was also dubbed “Compassionate God of Mercy.”  Earlier, a ninth century B.C.E. inscription  identifies Ēl- the name of the Babylonian water god Ea, lord of the watery subterranean abyss (cough watery  dark void in st). Terry (el’s mom-aka Teressa) was originally used in the Middle Ages for a “child baptized in holy water” (El in the sensory water tank/Terry used it too,according to Becky in s1). Eleanor (called this in s1)- can mean "sun ray" (possible the opposite of the ‘shadow monster’ or Kali who can represent a “black hole”). 
-Will-the s4 st movie lists (‘red dragon’, gods of monsters, & ‘blade runner’ ) mention the artist and writer William Blake  (specifically his painting of the angel michael fighting a dragon in revelations - reffed in st s1). He was one of many painters part of the exhibition of “ The World Turned Upside Down: Apocalyptic Imagery.”The World Turned Upside Down explores the myriad ways that artists in England visualized the apocalypse in a period fraught with political, religious, economic, and cultural change. 
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During this period Blake was commissioned to create over a hundred paintings intended to illustrate books of the Bible along with revelations .  He also drew illustrations for the novel Dante’s inferno. Blake’s brutally satirizes oppressive authority in church and state.He said those who proclaim restrictive moral rules and oppressive laws as “goodness” are in themselves evil. Hence to counteract this repression, Blake announces that he is of the “Devil’s Party” (cough hellfire club ref-and dissing the satanic panic of the hellfire club and other marginilised groups) . He also says “men forgot that All deities reside in the human breast.” So Instead of looking for God on remote altars, Blake warns, man should look within.He produced a diverse and symbolically rich œuvre, which embraced the “imagination as “the body of God.” He wrote his own stories based on biblical writings- one includes the fire wielding character of Los (will the wise) who represented jesus. Los (like jesus does in revelations) causes the destruction of the world and the second judgment unfolds. The poem ends with Los’s unfallen state rising up and shepherding in science and removing the dark religions. I also talked about  how this story ‘book of los’ hints at the DID theory-but this is getting long-so you can just read the explanation here if interested. Also, hellooo Both names are William B(yers/lake). Billy (a alter of Will-sharing the name William) in s3 he even wore “lady of pillar” medallion- i.e about jesus/mary.
JOHN (supposedly Jesus’ blood relative- who wrote ‘revelations’.) In scripture John was called “the disciple whom Jesus loved as a brother” .Fire is the most typical element associated with the Saint John's Eve celebration (Jonathan did light the demogorgan on fire). Many scholars consider John & Jesus ("apocalyptic prophets"). Jonathan itself translates to " yahweh (god ) has given" in Hebrew.
Michael- Similar to kali, he’s a religious figure known for killing demons. He’s the arch-angel from the book of revelations (Apocalypse). A evil Beast (with seven heads usually translated to ‘satan’ or ‘dragon’) appears .“it was a 7″ causes Will to be attacked by the demogorgan ( which in d&d is a demon with multiple heads). The Archangel MICHAEL fought and defeated this 7 headed beast/satan. Corresponding with Mike at the end of s1 writing a fictional d&d story for Will (based off defeating the demogorgan) which was about helping kill a 7 HEADED MONSTER! Michael is also the archangel who oversees on Earth the natural element of fire (Mike telling Will the wise to use ‘fireball’ to defeat this same 7 headed monster in the game, at the end of s1)! Ironically though Jesus /Christian god is also associated with 7s a lot (he has 7 angels and during the apocalypse causes 7 plagues , he has 7 candles etc .)cause the number seven, represented ‘perfection’ according to ancient numerology . Will’s b day is March 22- (3) +2+2 =7 (“it was a 7”). Will’s bday even falls in what christians call “the holy week”( the week immediately preceding Easter.)  At the end of s1 they even defeat this 7 headed monster because Will rolls a 14 (which can be broken down into two 7s). Michael & William also have 7 letters in each of their names respectively- equating to this 14. This dragon biblical story (of Michael) is also William blake’s most popular painting. Also, random fact in revelations god has a rainbow throne (with thunder /lightning -will the wise powers- coming from the throne, and seven lit torches next to it ) . He also wears a rainbow halo. Lol. Michael also roughly translates to  ( 'Who like el?' The answer being roughly translated to ' no one like el' ... which i mean literally is saying there is no one similar to her. But I still think its a linguistic pun/ burn that Mike is not actually into El romantically).
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Jim (James) hopper- According to the s3 script Hopper’s real name is James. JAMES (JIM) was an apostle to jesus- brother of john. And in the bible was called a ’son of thunder ’. Will’s powers/ hopper being an alter of Will's so technically brother of jonathan and thunder powers. Not to mention David on Instagram saying hopper has " he has risen. like bread" is a Jesus ref to 'he has risen"... even the bread ref could be a catholic ref to the last supper.
  Martin Brenner/marsha holland-  have their first name reference the roman god Mars who was originally a ‘thunder or storm deity’ (will the wise/mf powers). EL (in cannanite mythology) also allowed Baal the storm god to rule the entire earth.
ROBIN- was the God of Thunder’s- Thor’s- favorite bird. And Dustin also means ‘Thor’s stone.’The red belly robin is also an important bird in Christianity. Legend has it that the robin got its red belly from a fire in which it was trying to protect Jesus. Robin also name drops the greek god prometheus- the god of fire (will the wise) who brought human beings life and knowledge. And Steve looks at Robin and says "let there be light" a biblical passage. The robin represents selflessness for a higher truth. 
Barb- Saint BARBara- dad kept her locked away from the outside world (like el/brenner) . He tried to k*ll her when he learned she didn’t believe in his religion- so the dad was punished by “god” who electrocuted him with lightning/lit him on fire. (Will the wise powers).
Nancy- is derived from a medieval diminutive of Annis, an English form of Agnes.  There’s the christian saint Agnes- who was beautiful and from a wealthy family. She was the Christian saint of girls and v*rginity . And the duffers subverted this along with the problematic horror movie trope of the ' v*rgin female heroine surviving while her more se*ually liberated female friends are punished by the villain' ( by having her survive specifically because she decided to have s*x).Agnes was also led out and bound to a stake, but (allegedly) the bundle of wood would not burn, or the flames parted away from her (will the wise fire powers). Also people claimed that any man who tried to r*pe her was struck blind.
Hopper's wife’s name -Dianne- is also the roman goddess of ,nature, hunting and wild animals( and greek equivalent to Artemis) .Becky  means ‘snare’ -for hunting animals .Teressa (Terry) means ' huntress'.  The name was originally used in the Middle Ages for a child baptized in holy water . Name of 2 saints-Teresa of Avila and Therese of Lisieux. Lonnie’s gf (Cynthia) was originally an epithet of the Greek goddess Artemis, as well.
Power couple Angela & jake (s4) - Angela means 'messenger of God". And Jake (also means ”supplanter”) is derived from jacob. Jacob was the son of Isaac and Rebecca in genesis. El’s aunt,Becky (Rebecca) is wife of isaac.Other theories claim that Jacob is in fact derived from a hypothetical name like יַעֲקֹבְאֵל (Ya'aqov'el) meaning "may God protect".The name jacob is also where the names James/jim is derived from.
couple Steve spies on in s3- Anna Jacobi & Mark Lewinsky. Anna ( name of the mother of the Virgin Mary) Jacobi ("he who supplants"-aka same meaning as jim since both names are derived from jacob). Mark (”the god mars”-same meaning as martin brenner) .Lewinsky (lion-same name meaning as Lonnie). Also derived from the Hebrew root לוי‎ (leví, “priest”)
Joyce means "lord". Could also be a ref to the ('unofficial') saint Joyce who gave up wealth to live in poverty.
Ted-is the short form of the names Theodore and Edward. Theodore is a Greek name meaning "gift of God", Edward has an English origin and means "wealthy guard." Eddie (from s4) also means ‘wealthy guard”
Holly (nancy and Mike's sis)- Holly meanings are 'One who is pious' or 'sacred'
Karen- can be short for Katherine-one of the first christian saints.”Saint Katherine of the Wheel “(er). A 4th century martyr who suffered t*rture on a spiked wheel.  Wheeler does mean ‘occupational name for a maker of wheels’ after all. 
Gospel of LUKE (lucas?) , or simply Luke, tells of the origins, birth, ministry, death, resurrection, and ascension of Jesus Christ.
Sinclair- Catholic saint of computers and TV screens (i mean... he is in the av club).
MAXimilian was deemed a saint in the 1980s- saint of journalists and radios. (Both aspects of s3)
Saint stephen/steven ( STEVE)-an early disciple and deacon . Considered one of the first m*rtyrs of the church.Stephen is first mentioned in the Acts of the Apostles as one of seven deacons appointed by the Apostles to distribute food (lol icecream) .According to Orthodox belief, he was the eldest and is therefore called “archdeacon”.
Sara- Her name is a feminine form of sar (Hebrew: שַׂר‎), meaning “chieftain” or “prince."  She was the wife and sister of Abraham (ew -given her being an alter of Will though, such a name doesn’t surprise me). Similar to st Barabara’s dad - Abraham tried to k*ll his son isaac in the name of god. Becky (El's aunt) - is derived from Rebecca - wife of Isaac.
Claudia (Dustin's mom)- Christian woman of Rome greeted by Paul in his second letter to Timothy (in the bible).
Sam mayfield (max's dad) -  Short for Samuel or Samantha, from the Biblical name Shemu'el, which means "God has heard", from the Hebrew shama, meaning "heard" and el, meaning "God". Samuel is rumored to be argyle first name.
Marsha Kelly (s4)- Kelly means "frequents churches" or " bright headed". Given she's a counselor the bright headed pun makes sense. But maybe she's not to be trusted if she frequents churches during a satanic panic arc which was fueled by Christian religious extremism . Or she's someone who contrasts the rest of the religious people in town since she's not originally from hawkins...who knows. x files’ main character was catholic but in one ep she criticized a small town for the satanic panic occurring-and says how accusing these kids who listen to rock as satanic or being k*llers is ludicrous.
Peter ballard (s4) - Peter was also the name of an apostle. 
Tina (side character s2)- like christy (s4) it’s short for Christina which translates to "follower of christ" or 'stream'. Tina was the gal who hosted the t halloween party and also the name of one of Erica’s friends in s3.
Samantha (goth girl jonathan talks to in s2 party) translates to "told by god".
Tommy (s1-2) "God's gift" or "twin".Thomas is the Greek variation of the Aramaic name Ta’oma’. It came about because there were too many apostles named Judas; Jesus renamed one Thomas—meaning "twin"—to distinguish him from Judas Iscariot and the Judas also known as Thaddeus.
carol (tommy’s gf)- Carol is the short form of Caroline and the meaning is derived from the English vocabulary word for “song” or “hymn". A hymn being a religious song or poem.
Benny ( who helped El at his dinner) - originally derived from latin bennedictus which means "blessed"
Stacey (s2-3 ) rejected dustin at dance. Stacey- "resurrection "
Grigori (the guy following and tracking hopper, Joyce, and alexi)- The name was adopted by early Christians heedful of the Biblical passage located in 1 Peter 5:8, “Be sober-minded; be watchful."grigory now means 'watchful and vigalent'
Alexi- prob based on the russian folklore story of alexy. A clever priest's son who tricks a dragon.
Harrington- similar to Robin's religious animal iconography. Harrington means 'he goat'.The most popular image of the Satanic goat dates back to the ever-mysterious Knights of Templar, who were accused of worshipping an idol known as Baphomet (a 1/2 human 1/2 goat man). Roman Catholic society decried it as a demon that demanded human sacrifice — but it would take a few more centuries before the goat became a truly occult symbol.Anton Lavey adopted Baphomet as the sigil of the Church of Satan in 1966, and it has appeared on countless metal album covers. But, Baphomet isn't the lone source of inspiration for our goat-like depictions of Satan.it's also believed that early Christians, seeking to demonize preexisting Pagan traditions, drew comparisons between the Devil and the Greek god Pan (god of nature), who happened to resemble a goat.Some cited how in revelations- during the apocalypse- Jesus separates the 'lambs from the goats'. ( supposedly Good vs bad)
Given the fact s3 alluded to the satanic panic. A Christian movement in the 80s that demonized and said d&d ,rock music, homosexuality, other religions, stephen King,horror films, wearing black,and non conservative ideology were 'satanic.' I wouldn't be surprised by this possible ref. Heck even William Blake criticized similar religious movements in his own time period. Several movies from the s4 list allude to this. The most obvious being the documentary paradise lost (named after the fictional retelling of satan/adam and eve story) - the documentary directly focuses on a witch hunt of rock loving teens (wrongfully accused of m*rders) in a small town during the satanic panic. Not to mention ironically s4 is hinted to be around easter. So Using such symbolism to address religious fundamentalism and the bigotry/hysteria it can cause isn't surprising. No i’m not lumping all religious people into this negative category- obviously.
Other Names with similar definitions
*Hunting /forests woods, nature, animals
Hunters and people in forrests
name meaning : becky - snare (a trap for catching birds or animals). Teressa-huntress. Dianne/Cynthia (Hopper’s ex wife/Lonnie’s gf) - is a roman/greek goddess of hunting and wild animals.  Rhadaghast- Will's password for cb is a lothr wizard who protects forests/wildlife.martin/marsha- previously god of agriculture/plants.As an agricultural guardian, he was believed to directed his energies toward creating conditions that allow crops to grow, which may include warding off hostile forces of nature (pumpkins rotting in s2). El in phoenician culture was called Elus and its Greek equivalent Cronus (god of agriculture) steve- he goat- associated with pan- god of fields, groves, wooded glens . brenner- ‘someone who cleared forests by burning’. the blond women, Brenner worked with,  Fraizer-  “of the forrest men”
* FUN FACT: Kali’s name originally was going to be ‘Roman’ (which is derived from Romulus-the son of Mars... aka Martin Brenner) .
Trees
Ives and owens- ives means 'yew wood' while Owen means 'yew tree. ' bauman- nickname for someone who lived near a tree.comes from the German word "baum," or "boum" in Middle High and Old German, meaning "tree’. Jennifer hayes- Jennifer  derived from Old English words "jenefer", "genefer" and "jinifer", all of which were variants of Juniper used to describe the juniper tree.Lonnie means "oak tree; or lion". Lion plushie in cb and the lion el has along with the tree establishes a connection between all 3 maybe? Oak groves were especially sacred to  the goddess dianna too. Buckley (it has many different translations) - Old English "boch ley" (with boch meaning beech tree and ley meaning wood, glade or clearing).
Nature
buckley if translated from "bok lee," means meadow, or field. mayfield- open country (field) where madder (mæddre) grows. Holland- wood land, Bruce (who was also possessed) - means WILLow lands . Keith (s2-3) : woods or forrest.Hargrove- meadow filled with rabbits (Jonathan’s hunting story).Holloway is a topographic surname, which was given to a person who resided near a physical feature such as a hill, stream, or type of tree. Tina means 'river' . Burness (guy who claimed he jumped into quarry)-stream. Neil- cloud. Lowe (Bruce's last name)-This surname is derived from a geographical locality 'at the low,' i.e. the hill. Hayes means "hedged area'.
Flowers
Flo (hopper's secretary)- means flower. Suzie-  lily flower. Susan (Max’s mom)- means lily, lotus flower or rose. Karen (in Japanese can mean)- flower, lotus, or water lily. Heather is also a variety of small shrubs with pink or white flowers which commonly grow in rocky areas.  Erica is a type of "heather" plant. martin/marsha: in the legend of Mars,his mother become pregnant with him using a magic flower- which was given to her by the goddess flora.
Bright (aka intelligent)
Bob- nickname of Robert . Both Bob and Robert mean 'bright, shinning or fame'. Aka smart -he's called ' Bob the brain ' for a reason.
Robin- is also diminutive of Robert . And we all know robin is smart too. Being multilingual/ cracking the code.Robin (like Robert) also means 'bright, shining , or fame.'
Lucas- means "bright" or "shinning" aka he's also a smart cookie. His firework plan saving the day.
Lonnie and Larry (the mayor) can both be nicknames for Lawrence which also means ' bright one' or 'shinning one'. Well... both are cunning I'll give them that. Lonnie is unfortunately ...smart. I think this detail had other foreshadowing. Joyce to Will about Will the wise ' if he's so wise why does he need the fireballs? can't he just outsmart the bad guys? " Will: " yeah. Usually. BUT sometimes the bad guys are smart too." I never understood why on earth Joyce would be with someone as awful as Lonnie in the first place- than be with his literal opposite Bob- but maybe she just found intelligence attractive?
Names associated with thunder/lightning/fire (Like Will/mf/Will the wise)
Byers-reprsents Greek Zeus (god of thunder/lightning). Martin - references the roman god Mars who was originally a ‘thunder or storm deity’ .ROBIN- was the German God of Thunder’s- Thor’s- favorite bird. And Dustin also means ‘Thor’s stone.’Jim- “son of thunder”. Christian god- has throne (surrounded by thunder /lightning). Kali- could summon thunder storms.Nancy/Barb-both saints associated with fire. Kali-is called at times ‘ the bright fire of truth’ /and bestows the fire of knowledge. Robin also name drops the greek god prometheus- the god of fire. Mars -the keeper of Rome's perpetual flame . The Robin bird in a Christian story myth protects Jesus from hell's fire. William Blake- wrote about a fire wielding character of Los who represented jesus. Jesus during end times wields fire. Michael is the archangel who oversees on Earth the natural element of fire. Fire is the most typical element associated with the Saint John's Eve celebration (Saint John- called Jesus’s brother).
Animals (and their symbolism)
Byers- means ‘ cattle shed’.The Greeks considered the bull animal totem to be a symbol of Zeus (god of thunder and lighting - will the wise powers). He is the head of the gods and the almighty ruler of Olympus.  I”n hinduism, Shiva is known as Gorakhnath, means the lord of the cows.  And is also known as, Pasupathinath, the lord of all animals (similar to Rhadaghast). According to some scholars, Shiva’s association with cows and bulls might date back to the Indus Valley period. Cows have a special significance in Hinduism, as aspects of Mother Goddess and as symbols of selfless service. Mahatma Gandhi declared the protection of cows a central feature of Hinduism.Hindus worship cows as the Mother Goddess and symbol of motherhood, kindness and forbearance.”
Tigers: (Sarah’s plushie/ Hawkin’s macott/ Will & Mike have tiger posters in their rooms): The goddess Kali & God Shiva wore a tiger skin (this fact was actually mentioned by Kali in the prequel novel ‘suspicious minds’ ).”In many tribal traditions of India, the tiger (or lion) is worshipped as a god. In some Hindu hymns the domestic fires are compared to the tigers that guard the house.Tigers also figure prominently in many Indian folk-tales, Jataka-stories, and the Panchatantra.”
Lions:(Lonnie means ‘lion’ and el and Will have matching lion plushies)- In the Bible, the lion has two opposite meanings: it is compared to the Devil (1 Pet 5:8) and to Christ (Rev 5:5). Aka: Lonnie is the devil. The kids are the opposite. Nancy also compares the demogorgan to a lion. “In many tribal traditions of India, the lion is worshipped as a god.One of the ten incarnations of Vishnu is Narasimha, who has the head and shoulders of a lion, but the torso of a human.Goddess Durga, a fierce form of Parvathi or Shakti, has a golden lion as her vehicle, while Rahu, a planetary guard, rides upon a black lion as his vehicle.Lions form an important part of Hindu religious art. The face of the lion (simha-mukha) is used in images and sculpture in many Hindu temples to decorate the doors, walls, arches, and windows.The memorial pillar at Saranath  contains four beautifully carved standing lions at the top on a round abacus representing the imperial power. They now constitute the official emblem of the government of India.”
El almost k*lling a cat- “Some superstitious beliefs are also associated with cats in Hinduism. For example, killing a cat is considered a grave sin, for which one may have to offer prayers and give in charity at least seven golden images of the killed cat. “
Harrington- he goat. Buckley- has various translations. Anglo-Saxon: ‘bucc and leah’ meaning goat and wood respectively. And obviously there’s the robin-bird. And I've already discussed their symbolism. Goat= baphomet/pan. 
Robin- thor's fav bird/ helped Jesus from hell's fire.
Buckley- can also translate to " field filled with deer" (like the deer attacked by the demogrogan or the bambi film jon reffed in relation to the hunting story about lonnie).And Karen ( when from it’s Hebrew origins) can mean- antler or horn. Also the caananite God el was usually depicted with animal horns on his head.Diana in Roman art usually is accompanied by a hound (demo dog) or deer.  Because of the story of her turning an attempted r*pist-hunter into a deer/ and then causing dogs to attack him.  Deer is also one of the symbolic animals accepted since early Christianity as an allegory of Jesus Christ and the Christian Disciple. And when associated with Shiva (kali's husband) in Hindu iconography, the deer omen denotes sovereignty over nature and symbolizes the lord of all animals, humans, and the King of the Forest. In many visual and written illustrations, human beings and deer appear as close companions and in some cases, humans adopt the face or antlers of a deer, in images more common in stories of human strife. Deer also have a supernatural significance and appear as apparitions of divinity and in legends of spiritual awakening.
Hargrove- meadow filled with rabbits (like the rabbit lonnie made jonathan k*ll.) Hopper sounds like thumper the rabbit- which jonathan mentions in relation to bunnies . And ... idk... Hopper did make that pun in s3 about bunnies to Larry (lawerence) ? We also have rabbit refs elsewhere like with- el in Benny's. They play the song 'white rabbit' a song referencing Alice in wonderland and in el's room at Terry's house is the white rabbit from that story. Also paralleling to jonathan- el was almost made to k*ll a cat by her father (Cheshire cat aka Alice in wonderland ref + cats are associated with magic powers/witch craft).In Celtic folklore, the rabbit is seen as a supernatural being from the Otherworld.The rabbit symbolism in Christianity has found its way through the Germanic deity Eostre from which the name Easter came to be (s4 will most likely have the Easter holliday).One tale describes the rabbit as the pet of Jesus Christ. And rabbits were often inserted into art of jesus' mother .
Creel- basket or container of fish.fish is taken as symbolizing Christ’s faith, charity, and abundance. A biblical story goes how Christ fed his disciples with 2 fishes and called them “fishers of men.”  The Christians made an acrostic from the Greek word for fish, “ichthys” as early as the first century and it is, “Iesous Christos Theou Yios Soter”, meaning Jesus Christ, Son of God, Savior.
Names hinting at character traits (which are very literal)
Mr clarke (science teacher)- clarke means 'scholar'
Dottie (in kali's gang)- she was in an insane asylum . And ‘Dotty’ is a very old British slang term  for 'crazy'
War (usually relates to ‘villains’)
Troy- means ' foot soldier'. Martin brenner: Martin means 'war like'. Lonnie is diminutive of Alonzo or Lawrence. Alonzo means 'ready for battle'.
In contrast to Lonnie, Will can mean "desiring peace. " Axel  who is part of Kali’s crew (who i think Will created along with others ) even means "father is peace."
Twin
Tom (Heather's dad) and Tommy mean ‘twin’. Robin's crush Tammy ('twin') Thompson ( 'son of tom’).
* Besides similar/identical name meanings.There’s also a lot of other repeated names that go into this whole twin/mirror imagery which i find strange... makes me wonder about @strangertheory ‘s version of the did theory. If not...maybe it’s just a allusion to the whole Will vs Will the wise arc (possibly) coming up?
Jennifer hayes (popular girl) & Jen (Mr clarke’s gf). Tina (highschool gal) & Tina- erica’s friend- Tina & christy are also nicknames of christina (s4 character). Susie (dustin’s gf) & susan (max’s mom). Sam (max’s dad) and Samantha (girl at party)/ samuel (possibly argyle). Billy Hargrove, Bill (dianne’s new huband),  and Will-all being nicknames for William. Robin & Bob-nicknames for Robert. Lonnie & Larry-nicknames for Lawerence. Ted  & Eddie being nicknames for Edward.James (Will’s bully), Jim Hopper (real name James), jacobi, and jason- all 4 are derived from jacob . Marsha Holland (barb’s mom) and marsha kelly (therapist s4)/martin relate to mars. Tom (reporter), tommy (highschooler), thompson (other highschooler).
it’s definitely peculiar to repeat names like this in a story. Unless it means ...something... I talked about how David was mentioning alot of doppelganger/twin imagery recently-here. So the name mirroring could just be an allusion to the Will/WW arc coming up ...possibly?
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uhhhhh quick verse tag drop and descriptions. ALL VERSES HAVE MAJOR SPOILERS FOR MIDNIGHT MASS. main verse for non midnight mass blogs will be RUN BOY RUN.
😈 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒: ALTAR BOY
riley flynn is the son of fisherman ed, and anne flynn.  his parents are heavily catholic, and therefore so is he.  he has a little brother named warren, though that little brother doesn’t come into the picture until he’s 16.  from the moment warren is born, however, his knows his one job in life is to protect that kid.  he and his best friend peter spend the better part of their confirmed lives being the altar boys at st. patrick’s catholic church.  he forms a strong bond with monsignor pruitt, and finds a mentor in mildred gunning.  erin greene slams into his life as a child  ( the flynns and the greenes have lived on crockett island for. . . well forever )  and rushes out of it with no word at 16.  he promises himself he’ll free himself of crockett island too, and getting into the university of chicago is simply that ticket free.
😈 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒: VENTURE CAPITALISM
riley tries college on for size for two years, but when his grades start to slip, he knows this really isn’t it.  suddenly he begins to regret leaving crockett island.  it’s small.  it sucks.  but. . . it feels like home.  that is until he ends up in bar one night  ( fake ID and all )  and ends up locked in a conversation about financial control and the kind of bullshit that only someone who has the street smarts from being born to a family that makes money off of what they SELL would have.  his street smarts land him a job -- an intro job at a start up called BROKERX -- and the beginning of a very successful career in venture capitalism.  he grows in one company, his skills moving from simple pencil pushing into creating portfolios for clients worth millions of dollars.  helping others make that kind of money makes you valuable.  he moves to FRST 5 years into his work.  an already successful company, they line his pockets.  he thinks he’s simply doing what he deserves.  he’s EARNED it all.  the parties.  the drinks.  the fancy car.  the skyrise apartment.  that is until. . . 
😈 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒: GUILTY
partying every night would one day cause destruction to rule over riley’s life.  it just so happens that one night he’d had too much to drink  ( a fact that can’t be distinguished from one night to the next if he’s honest )  and got behind the wheel to drive home.  well, his sports car went vroom vroom even as he began to pass out at the wheel.  he didn’t even know he’d HIT another car until he felt the jolts himself.  and he certainly had no idea she’d been flung through the windshield of her car.  still a religious man, riley prays when he sees her face covered in shattered glass, but what prayer can actually bring back the dead?  he pleads guilty in a court of law, losing everything he’s held near and is sentenced to 4-10 with a chance of parole.  tara-beth’s family weeps.  so do the flynns.  and riley?  he discovers that christianity, or religion in general, isn’t something he can rely on.
😈 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒: YOU ARE DUST AND TO DUST YOU SHALL RETURN
THIS VERSE TAKES PLACE DURING EPISODES 1-5 IN MIDNIGHT MASS so i’m not going to go into full detail because then i would be explaining the whole show LOL.  for the sake of writing and developing riley, i will diverge at the point when riley arrives at erin’s door:
riley spends an hour or two walking around looking at the stars.  as his eyes change and his hunger begins to grow, he knows he has two choices.  he’s already fed once, so his taste for human blood already feels insatiable.  it would be easier to die.  the thought of taking erin out so he’ll actually commit to death crosses his mind.  in fact, he writes letters for his family, he walks back to erin’s and he knocks on the door all with that idea.  but when she opens the door and she looks so worried, he just. . . isn’t ready to leave her.  he asks her on a walk instead.  explaining the story of where he’s BEEN, feeling his eyes flicker every time he catches the light of something.  it doesn’t matter.  he wants to HELP them.  so he takes erin back to her home and he closes all of the blinds, except for one.  when the sun comes out he takes a breath and lets the sun burn his arm until she believes him.
he stays at erin’s through the day, thinking she will be successful in something, anything, of the plan they all create.  instead, the gunnings and erin come back to erin’s home when they were supposed to be on the mainland.  so, riley goes with them to midnight mass.  he avoids the eyes of father paul, and perhaps most importantly he recognizes the moment that everything goes wrong.  he can’t save them.  but he can save the people he loves.
riley helps erin and sarah and the sheriff get his mother, leeza, and warren out of the way of the devout.  he gets them to erin’s, and he hears the desperation outside.  here’s the thing -- no one will let warren spend the rest of his life alone.  it’s erin who forces riley to go with the kids.  there’s a small house on the uplands that can house him when the sun comes out.  it’s there that he realizes everyone else he loves will die in flames  --  but he will stay alive for warren and leeza.
😈 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒: RUN BOY RUN
after listening to the cries that came in the morning, riley, leeza, and warren hide out for the day in the safety of the structure.  they leave the next night as soon as the sun has set to row the 30 miles back to the mainland.  they make it just in time, getting riley to the nearest hostel so he can sleep through the night while warren and leeza figure out a wheelchair for her and food for them both.  eventually they will find a place to settle, warren going to school instead of finding a fishing job  ( as forced by riley ), and riley taking a night job at a bar.  considering all of crockett island burned down, the world thinks all three are dead, so they keep under the radar.  riley, though no longer required to attend AA meetings because he is. . . legally dead, still goes to them.  he keeps a first day chip on his keys.  not because of alcohol. . . but because of his hunger.  he is determined to never harm another person.  the rats and cats on the street, however, won’t be so lucky.
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all of the references Lana Del Rey has made in her songs
1. Tomorrow Never Came- the line “lay lady lay on this side of paradise in the tropic of cancer” is a double literary reference to This Side of Paradise by F Scott Key Fitzgerald & Tropic of Cancer by Henry Miller as well as a reference to the Bob Dylan track Lay Lady Lay. the lyric “you would always stay & be my tiny dancer” references the Elton John track Tiny Dancer. “you said you’d meet me up there tomorrow” is a reference to the Beatles track Tomorrow Never Knows. 
2. Burnt Norton- first poem of T.S. Eliot’s Four Quartets
3. Lust for Life- the line “we’re the masters of our own fate/ we’re the captains of our own soul” is paraphrasing the last two lines of Invictus by William Ernest Henley. “my boyfriend’s back & he’s cooler than ever” is a direct reference to the Angels track My Boyfriend’s Back. “they say only the good die young” is another direct reference, this time to Only the Good Die Young by Billy Joel. “blue skies forever” is actually the title of a track by Frankie Miller. the title “lust for life” is a reference to the Iggy Pop album of the same name. 
4. Body Electric- the line “I sing the body electric” is a Walt Whitman poem & an episode of the Twilight Zone
5. Ride monologue- the line “relying on the kindness of strangers” is a reference to the character Blanche DuBois from A Streetcar Named Desire. "when the people I used to know found out what i had been doing, how i had been living, they asked me why" echoes a line from Wuthering Heights, where Catherine is referencing Heathcliff 
6. Religion- the lyric “ypu’re my religion” is a quote from Catherine in Hemingway’s Farewell to Arms
7. Lolita- the whole song is paying homage to the book by Vladimir Nabakov 
8. Off to the Races- the line “light of my life, fire of my loins” is a direct quote from the intro to Lolita
9. Music To Watch Boys To-  the lyric “nothing gold can stay” is a line from Robert Frost’s poem Nothing Gold Can Stay
10. Gods & Monsters- the line “life imitates art” paraphrases a line line from the Decay of Lying by Oscar Wilde
11. Born to Die- the lyric “take a walk on the wild side” references Walk on the Wild Side by Lou Reed. the line “lost but now i am found, i can see once i was blind” paraphrases lyrics from Amazing Grace
12. Million Dollar Man- the line “one for the money, two for the show” is a line from Elvis Presley’s Blue Suede Shoes
13. Summertime Sadness- the lyric “I'm on fire baby” is a reference to the Springsteen track I’m On Fire
14. Carmen- the title is also a song featured in Lolita; the line “relying on the kindness of strangers” is a reference to Blanche DuBois in A Streetcar Called Desire 
15. This is What Makes Us Girls- “drinking cherry schnapps in the velvet night” is a reference to Lolita, velvet night is when Humbert’s journey with Lo begins
16. American- “my my my, oh hell yes, honey put on that party dress” is a reference to the Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers track Last Dance with Mary Jane
17. Cola- the line “Harvey’s in the sky with diamonds & he’s making me crazy” is an allusion to the Beatles song Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
18. Ultraviolence- the line “he hit me & it felt like a kiss” is a direct reference to the Crystals’ track He Hit Me (And It Felt Like A Kiss)
19. Sad Girl- the line “he’s got the fire & he walks with it” references Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me
20. West Coast- the line “you’ve got the music in you, don’t you” references the New Radicals track You Give What You Give
21. Terrence Loves You- the line “ground control to major Tom”, is a reference to the Bowie track Space Oddity
22. The Blackest Day- the line “got you where I want you, I got, I got you where I want you now” references The Flys track Got You Where I Want You from the soundtrack of Disturbing Behavior. 
23. God Knows I Tried- the line “drink it like tequila sunrise” is a direct reference to the Eagles track Tequila Sunrise
24. Love- the line “don't worry baby” is a direct reference to The Beach Boys track of the same name
25. Coachella (Woodstock On My Mind)- the line “I'd trade it all for a stairway to heaven” is a direct reference to the Led Zeppelin song Stairway to Heaven. 
26. Cherry- the line “I fall to pieces when I’m with you” is a direct reference to the Patsy Cline track Fall To Pieces. the lyric “my cherries & wine, rosemary & thyme” references a line from Nancy Sinatra’s Summer Wine. the line “parsley sage rosemary thyme” references Simon & Garfunkel. 
27. Get Free- the line “I want to move out of the black into the blue” is a reference to the title of Neil Young’s track Out of the Blue. 
28. In My Feelings- the line “I’m smoking while I’m running, on my treadmill but I'm coming up roses” is a reference to the title of the Elliot Smith track Coming Up Roses.  
29. Black Beauty- the song shares its’ title with the Anna Sewell classic. 
30. 13 Beaches- 13 Beaches opens with dialogue from Carnival of Souls. 
31. Hope is a Dangerous Thing for a Woman Like Me To Have But I Have It- the line “hope is a dangerous thing” is a quote from Shawshank Redemption.
these are all the references i can find !! please update if you can
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IS THAT THOMAS DOHERTY ON CAMPUS? OH NO, THAT’S CONNOR HARRINGTON. FROM SCOTLAND/LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA, THE 22 YEAR OLD HAS COME TO STUDY FILM STUDIES. RUMOUR HAS IT HE IS CONFIDENT AND SOCIABLE, BUT COCKY AND IRRESPONSIBLE, WHICH IS WHY HE IS KNOWN AS THE MILLION DOLLAR BABY. HE RESIDES IN YORKS AND CAN’T WAIT TO GRADUATE.
ooc: herro i bring you my second child. always can’t wait to plot with everyone and i’m sure i’ll be in your dms soon! please note any and all trigger warnings in the tags. but yep, please come and love my messy boy.
full name: connor thomas harrington nicknames: con, conker date of birth: 14/3/1999 (22) hometown: edinburgh, scotland, uk gender: cis male sexuality: heterosexual religion: atheist
connor is the youngest of two boys in the harrington clan. born to boyd and connie harrington, he knew what it was like to be a trust fund brat from a young age. connor and his older brother, mack, were thrust in to the life of rich parties and glamour. boyd is a big name in the british film production business and one of the higher ceo’s at the bbc. connie, herself, used to be a british model so it was no surprise that connor’s life was bombarded with meeting actors and celebrities. mack had always been the apple of his dad’s eye. mack was smart and would later go on to be a brain surgeon. a difference to the type of person connor was. he didn’t care about being smart and was mostly known as the class clown. he didn’t care because he knew he could get by on money for the rest of his life. connie loved both of her sons but connor was the one she let the most things fly with. if connor said jump, connie said how high. 
when connie ended up in a coma after a drunk driver hit her car after an event, she lived for a week before she passed away. the whole family was heartbroken by the loss and a seventeen year old connor took his grief to the extreme. his dad’s disappointment knew no bounds when connor was out drinking every night. mack ended up convincing connor to try travelling and getting away from scotland for a while and take some time to find himself. this is what led him to america.
he first travelled to new york for two years where he simply partied himself out of his mind. it was the easiest way to cope with the loss of his mum. if he was in bed with any girl he could get in to his bed, if he could take any drug he could get in to his system, if he could drink any alcohol behind the bar, he would. anything to distract. making his way to some friends across the country in los angeles. that’s when he met eva murphy. from the moment he met her, he was determined to win her like a prize. when she didn’t go home with him on the first night, the second night, the third night, he tried every trick in his arsenal until he settled down and just tried to be a friend to her instead of just trying to bed her. he actually grew to adore her as a person rather than seeing her as just a pretty girl he could add to his count. he learnt about her previous boyfriend and understood why she didn’t want to date anyone so he spent the next nine months just being a friend to her but his heart was craving so much more than a friendship. still he tried to ignore it until eva kissed him. she kissed him. they soon began dating and he absolutely adored her. he would do anything for her and constantly felt so lucky to know her. it was no surprise to anyone when he took her away to france and proposed. she said yes and everything was perfect. he took her for a drive across the french countryside a week later from this point. when he leaned over to kiss eva on the cheek, he didn’t pay attention to a car coming the other way and at the last second, he veered them off the road... down a hill... in to a river. everything went to black. connor was lucky to leave with a concussion and a few scratches but eva hadn’t been so lucky. she was in a coma. connor couldn’t bare to watch another important woman in his life die in a coma and this time he felt the guilt of knowing he was the one who caused it. in his eyes, this death was on his hands. he fled the country leaving eva in that coma and went back to scotland. 
connor went back to his usual grieving methods of women, alcohol and drugs for two weeks straight. he got a call from the french hospital he had been in to find out that eva had survived and that she was awake. he couldn’t bare to go back and see her face. he was, obviously, happy she survived but he was too much of a coward to see her. when she called him, he declined the call. after the third call, he broke his phone and got a whole new one the next day so she couldn’t contact him. all he did to help was put a large sum of money in to her bank account with only the reference of ‘sorry x’. over the past year, when he was at his loneliest, he would go on social media and check that she was okay. just look at photos of her living her best life on instagram. it broke his heart every time but he stuck to his vices to keep him sane. that was until he found out she’d started at a university the same day his dad was yelling at him to either get a job or study something. to satisfy his dad, he enrolled at monarch university a month later to study film to try and make his dad proud and to try and brave seeing eva again. if eva wanted nothing to do with him... well... he was sure there would be plenty other pretty things he could entertain himself with. 
* // POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS ?
existing: york’s neighbours, any film/media majors, golfers
former friends : friends he may have made in new york or los angeles before he went to hide in scotland and cut off ties with people he knew. probably ghosted them entirely (0/?)
hook ups (potential) : honestly women, he’s probably going to try anything to get in your pants. i am sorry but he’s a little man whore (0/?)
competition : literally anyone he finds out sleeps with eva, he’ll probably get jealous and start a fight. feel free to plot with maddie on this one, she’s a sweetheart! (0/1)
good influence : someone who can make him stop and actually study and stop being an asshole. someone he literally can’t be anything but good with (0/1)
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Heres the table of absolute dedication. I’m a Venice Bitch Sun, an Ultraviolence Moon, a Religion Mercury, a Million Dollar Man Venus, a Born To Die Mars and a Gods & Monsters Rising. What are yall?
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July 6, 2021
Jesus, Mary, Joseph and Mary Magdalene, a son, a mother, a step dad and a wife.
It wasn’t an affair of priestly delights it was a love at first sight.
Do you think an all powerful loving god would demand that anyone who is androgynous be condemned to hell not only in the afterlife but now on this planet of corruption, vice and hate of individuality.
For god is our creator and he blesses all of his children equally!
Our god is supposedly the god of everyone not a selected few with narrow blinded sight praying for the end of days.
God’s money flows upward as the people wait for their salvation living in poverty and hate from the so called christians of our lord who seems to be never present and yet he is adored for what his apostles wrote after he was sacrificed on the cross for our sins.  
Does this mean from now on we would be born free of sin? Are you kidding without sin and finger pointing and priests insisting they are the only intermediary in order to find your real salvation, how would these thieves of guilt, hypocrisy and hate ever make a living if we could pray directly to god ourselves and ask for his forgiveness. The only problem is you have to be a ventriloquist in order to talk to an invisible, silent god through your own voice and hear his response with your moving lips.
And yet millions of people pray directly to their god without the money men demanding payment for their words of repetitive wisdom.
All is an illusion of ones single mindedness, to think doesn’t mean your alive what makes you alive is how you spend your time helping or stealing from others.
But if jesus came down from the heavens in his father’s place and died on the cross for our sins why would anyone in their right mind still believe that man, woman and child are still filled with the devils sin because an apple was taken when people were hungry.
What super godly power would use such a flimsy excuse to pour hate and sin on innocence and then like the landlords of today boot them out of the garden. What kind of a god does this, well it is not a true god it is mankind’s invented god. Made to keep people placated and remain frightened of their future and their only escape is to die and be lifted up into a heavenly paradise where this holy place is a guessing game but the true effect of these words in a bible made to control the forces of individuality is to believe in an afterlife and ignore the paradise you have let the wealthy dismantle and pollute without a fight.
And now as the earth dies quicker your so called paradise is an allusion to keep you contained and to follow orders given by the true reason we see no light at the end of our tunnel, for the powerful own the people and make them their little worker ants just getting by without any hope of a better life.
Having a demanding god directing souls to repent and praise a mysterious, invisible master of the universe is incomprehensible. Man judges man period.
Man looks for any excuse to demean, accuse and destroy others not only because mankind is incapable of living a life without violence, as we did when we began to stand upright and make weapons to kill animals and each other but also because our lord, god is also violent and murderous destroying life, his supposed creations, what father would think of extinction as a means toward salvation and then handpicking a few that are obedient to his every word, where was our freedom of thought our choice of how we want to live our lives the good, the bad and the ugly, does our holy father enjoy the suffering of the masses, his creations, by these small minded thieves with only one goal more and more power and money over people.
And that explains our godly maker for why live if you don’t have power over others. Yes, that seems selfish but if god can be selfish in his anger then we can be selfish in our killing fields, our disrespect toward other human beings, treating them as if they were nonexistent, just something to exploit and then let die.
What we worship is our greedy selves, especially when we can make big profits off the backs of the working force.
Worship is not external, worship is internal and the more you own other lives the more you feel godlike. The more you become addicted to your god given power therefore you must be special and your voice must be obeyed.
It wasn’t a women’s forceful voice evicting them from eden it was a deep voice, a man’s voice from the clouds that told them to get lost but not totally lost but lost in this world alone without mercy, to be evicted from eden, your home by a mean old landlord their innocence destroyed having now to fight for their very lives, all this brought on by a supreme being, a child playing with human toys, it seems he has been doing this for thousands of years up to our present catastrophe of criminal wealth.
A silent boss, demanding a special payment to himself, it seems he loves suffering, why send your only son to be nailed to a cross if you didn’t enjoy his suffering, his cries to his father up in his heavenly paradise, acting like some sort of sociopath drooling with sweat as his only son is murdered for his creation of himself in all beings, who also love to see the suffering of others because it gives them that flash of power of being saved through their selfish prayers.  
And lets not forget that we are continually under the thumb of a god that cares more of his beautiful image, portraits of man’s egos, than making changes that could stop his flock of criminal minds that continue to do more harm than good and lets face it god, jesus and the holy ghost have been shut-ins afraid it seems to step out into the universe they made.
God has been on vacation now for twenty centuries since he saved mankind well jesus at any rate, we are not sure where god was or is and we never see the holy ghost but we know all three must be in the universe somewhere doing their godly thing, gaining respect from outer planets, doing his egotistical spellbinding worship of himself to help others pray for their own salvation for why should an all powerful god, faceless, invisible and silent reach out and finally present himself to his fan base!
The big question is do they really care or need his approval because the wealthy seem to be doing what god did and that is take from the people what is rightfully theirs.
Religion is an ugly affair, a pretend faith but if you feel the undercurrents of mankind’s need to blame others for their problems then you will begin to see the phony impostor of religious fever, hatred of self. For we are a jealous race to think we can’t begin to measure up to our triple gods of power.
How could a god who we have never heard personally speak to his flock, allow human beings to continue living in squalor with wars necessary violence unless you seek profits from the weapons sold to foreign countries creating their own personal killing fields?
Doesn’t weapons of mass destruction allow the elites eyes to widen with the possibilities of the end of this speck of dust and these men of narrow beliefs will gladly push the final button for it is god’s will that we all die in fear and pain. For we are just worthless sinners and I always wonder about these evangelical worshipers of self-loathing how they can look themselves in the mirror and believe they are the chosen ones to lead a massacre for god, jesus and the holy ghost of the very people that worship a fairy tale.
All of this brought to you in prime time by the catholic, protestant, evangelical, mormon, latter day saints, episcopal, lutheran, baptist, the word of life, risen hope, mega churches, methodist, christ the king, presbyterian, seventh day adventist, pentecostal, trinity bible church, and more and more sprouting up to confuse the true purpose of religion, control of the people to placate them into believing that their lives mean something to an invisible persona, who else but us our imaginative nature finally revealed.
The wisdom of the ages came up with a nauseating bluff of fear to keep people afraid of life and the wealth that rule us, and then they wrote in a religious relic, a book of peoples fears created centuries ago and to keep fear, hate and sorrow in their lives by creating a reality of poverty ruled not by a missing god but by our man god his hatred toward themselves and all people of unbelief, stating the ultimate lie and that is the only way to find or rise up to heaven is death.
How silly it is that to keep human beings occupied for centuries by religions controlling force, abusing innocence as their whipping post and making sure that no one returns to this planet of greed for that is only for the wealthy to rule generation after generation not as real gods but these men of criminal minds and you will never return to this once paradise destroyed by the rich but by dying you are freed from the brutality of this world and will be able to return to god’s paradise somewhere in space, maybe in his minds eye for isn’t god the almighty link to death and resurrection and we can be in heavenly peace but certainly not until were dead by fire or soil in a box.
So the people can’t just skip ahead to a paradise that is seemly invisible to the poor human population but yet it exists and is waiting for you to die and how you die doesn’t really matter for not all can leave this retched place like jesus did by being nailed to a cross.  
It must not be that important to god how we get to his heaven for we have to pass the time here on this criminal planet being robbed of our dignity, our home, our life just so we can work for pennies on the dollar by being servants to the new order of religious zealots, it is called profit worship. Let us all kneel in silent prayer, their will be no giggling at the amount of money we just stole, oh I mean made off the sweat of those hard workers that just gave us a year end bonus plus we were not indicted this year so all is well here in the money pit of new homes, yachts and travel and oh yay our new homes guarded by military personal.
Why in gods name would you wait to die and not stand up to these men and women of greed that have exploited this earth and its inhabitants since the beginning of man walking upright.
Heaven is an illusion a prefabricated cage, a con game, a piece of candy given to a child to keep them from crying and going berserk in public. We are given just enough fake power to keep us placated in doing the dirty work for the elites of crime.
Death is an illusion of power given to others taken by the fear of revelation, the real truth that god is only a symbol to keep the populace in chains, surrendering their hope of eternal peace which is of course death, by doing the work for the true powerful men and women that own this planet, and not mother earth our true goddess.
God’s power from above is a lightning strike of death.  If god can kill without regret so can mankind.
God is our example and in the bible god has murdered innocence to make a point and to control the necessary egos of his people. God wipes out the entire planet in a flood without blinking an eye and noah begins a new life as his family populates the world to once again worship a god that isn’t present in our reality but in our minds riddled with fear of his anger.
I guess his anger would be toward those crooks of wall street that didn’t meet their billion dollar bonus by cheating the people of their hard earned pay check.
Gods wars are our wars for we were made in his likeness?  Amen
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UPCOMING NEXT
Halsey:
Without Me
You should be sad
Still Learning
Nightmare
Ashley
3am
Experiment On Me
killing boys
More
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Lana Del Rey:
Summertime Sadness
Young and Beautiful
Doin’ Time
Norman fucking Rockwell
Blue Jeans
Love
Fuck it I love you
Born to Die
Lust For Life (with The Weeknd)
West Coast
Cinnamon Girl
White Mustang
Venice Bitch
Brooklyn Baby
Mariners Apartment Complex
Ride 
National Anthem
Radio
California
Dark Paradise
Groupie Love (ft. A$AP Rocky)
Love song
hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but I have it
Summer Bummer (ft. A$AP Rocky & Playboi Carti)
Happiness is a butterfly
High By The Beach 
Cherry
The greatest
Tomorrow Never Came (ft. Sean Ono Lennon)
The Next Best American Record
Bartender
How to disappear
Video Games
13 Beaches
Heroin
Get Free
In My Feelings
Shades Of Cool
Ultraviolence
Old Money
Off To The Races
Money Power Glory
Gods & Monsters
This Is What Makes Us Girls
Without You
Salvatore
Cola
Lucky Ones
Lolita
Carmen
Art Deco
Beautiful People Beautiful Problems (ft. Stevie Nicks)
Freak
Million Dollar Man
Diet Mountain Dew
Music To Watch Boys To
American
When The World Was At War We Kept Dancing 
Blue Velvet
Sad Girl
Black Beauty
Pretty When You Cry
Body Electric
Coachella - Woodstock In My Mind
Florida Kilos
God Bless America - And All The Beautiful Women In It
Cruel World
Yayo
Change
Bel Air
Fucked My Way Up To The Top
The Other Woman
Guns and Roses
The Blackest Day
Religion
Honeymoon
Terrence Loves You
God Knows I Tried
24
Swan Song
Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood
Looking for America
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Hailee Steinfeld:
I Love You’s
Capital Letters
Let Me Go (with Alesso, Florida Georgia Line & watt)
Most Girls
Starving
Love Myself
Wrong Direction
You’re Such  A
Hell Nos And Headphones
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Ariana Grande:
thank you, next
7 rings
break up with your girlfriend, i’m bored
Into You
NASA
Side To Side
Love Me Harder
Dangerous Woman
Problem 
Moonlight
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Letter from a disenchanted student of the Divine Principle
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Many Unification Church members seem to think people who left the organization are like some kind of lapsed Catholics, but most of those people just recognized Moon’s absurd and contradictory rhetoric had absolutely no relationship to reality – I pointed out many of those obvious contradictions in my previous letter to Rev Moon. Even the vaunted Divine Principle was not his own teaching. Much of it came from a woman called Seong-do Kim whose revelations began in 1923. She stated that Jesus did not come to die (not new because other Christians had taught this previously), she also taught that the fall was a sexual sin (again not new because Jewish scholars suggested this long ago and anyone can recognize the association, even sex shops use a bitten apple to advertise their wares). She also taught about the change of blood lineage through the messiah – thus justifying all the deviant sexual activity involved in the pikareum rituals. Another source was a woman called Chong Deuk-eun who dictated a book called the Principle of Life in 1946-47. It was published in 1958.
The history parallels were taken straight from the teachings of Baek-moon Kim’s Israel Monastery – being the reason they finish in 1917, which was Baek-moon’s birth date rather than 1920 when Moon was born. The final Divine Principle book was composed by a committee guided by Hyo-won Eu with input from Young Oon Kim and various professors. So rather than being a direct revelation, the DP is actually an interesting amalgam of Christian theology, nineteenth century science, Oriental philosophy and shamanism – added to the insights and teachings that were taken from various Korean spiritual groups.


This was why I felt free to approach much of the DP as almost allegorical because the main thing to emphasize was personal spiritual maturity – the development of a loving parental heart. (The real meaning of ‘perfection’.) I never believed that absolute Cain/Abel rubbish spouted by Moon and Japanese leaders. I remember one itinerant worker saying, ‘If my central figure tells me this red dress is blue then it’s blue.’ Absolutely insane – but this is exactly the kind of thing that has been propagated by the Moon family and their minions, especially in Japan, and it leads to all kinds of abuses.


In addition to the DP we also have Rev. Moon’s great blessing theory, whereby through downing a glass of holy wine and being engrafted to his lineage we become capable of conceiving pure offspring, free from original sin. These ‘blessed’ children can then form the core of the heavenly kingdom on earth, of course with the ‘True Parents’ and their children at the absolute center. However, the proof of any pudding is in the eating – regardless of how good the recipe might sound. So let us look at the results, the fruits of the messiah and his teaching.
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We can start with some of his own blessed children:   Ye Jin – (Divorced.) Hyo Jin – was a drug addict, I saw him give a sermon one time when he was so stoned he had to hold on to the podium in order to stand up. He punched and kicked his wife, Nansook Hong, watched pornography, walked around with a gun in his pocket and beat up church members. (Divorced.) In Jin – was forced to resign her position because it became public knowledge about her affairs with two married members and the illegitimate child she had with one of them. (Divorced.) Un Jin – said clearly on TV that her father was not the messiah, and that the church was just about power and money. (Divorced.)

 Hyun Jin, the kind-hearted business expert who wanted to cut the salaries of our church’s jewelry workers by a third – I saw a video of him calling a church leader an arrogant bastard and kicking him as the man knelt before him. No matter what the guy was guilty of, this was just one more example of the violence perpetrated by the Moon family. Which of course was epitomized by Cleopas, the black Zimbabwean supposedly embodying the spirit of Heung Jin, who went around the world viciously beating up men and women, putting some in hospital. He even threatened church members with a pistol. (All of it approved by Rev Moon who laughed at the beatings and had himself used a baseball bat on members.)


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Kook Jin – an arms dealer who said Abel wouldn’t have been killed if he’d had a gun. Divorced his wife and had himself re-blessed with a Korean beauty queen. He now has his own group of armed ‘knights’ willing to do whatever he orders. (Divorced.)

 Hyung Jin, the heir apparent (according to him), lied about getting a BA from Harvard when he actually attained a lower qualification – and if he thinks the parable of the sower is referring to ‘absolute sex’ I think he needs to go back to Divinity School. His Sanctuary Church now promotes the owning of AR-15 semi-automatic assault rifles, and has ceremonies with participants carrying these lethal weapons while wearing bizarre crowns of bullets. According to one of his recent speeches, all the women of the world are ‘Brides of Christ,’ and he of course is now in that Christ position.
Don’t want to go into details about some of the others as I feel sorry for them.


So this so-called true family demonstrates clearly that there is no difference between blessed children and any others. Rev. Moon said as much in Korea when he was talking about Sammy Park, his illegitimate son. He said, ‘The sons from the concubine are better because there is more passion involved in their conception.’ So much for the value of the blessing. 


(Of course Mrs Moon blames the bad behavior of her adult, absolute ruler children on the poor church members, as though they could do anything to control it.)


So now lets look at the practical results of all the members’ sacrifice and offerings:

 This Parc One court case (the conflict that began between Kook Jin and Hyun Jin) resulted in at least 700 million dollars of church money going to lawyers and outside companies. This is at a time when Japanese church members were being bled dry; many could not even afford to go to the dentist. (They were commonly referred to as ‘the toothless ones’ in Japan.)


Cheongpyeong – you couldn’t make it up – they were selling apartments in the spirit world! People have to be completely away with the fairies to buy into that. Mrs Hyo Nam Kim (Dae Mo Nim or Hoon Mo Nim) after being denounced as a fraud, walked away with assets worth more than 230 million dollars (including one of the top golf courses in South Korea), so her spiritual real estate business must have been doing very well. It’s as crazy as charging money so that your ancestors can attend workshops with the spirit of Heung Jin, or paying thirty dollars for two bottles of Danjobi shampoo to get evil spirits out of your hair. (This all of course also being done with the consent of Rev Moon.)
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Mrs Kim was supposedly channeling Dae Mo Nim, the mother of Hak Ja Han, which was actually a strange choice because Dae Mo Nim and another woman had spent two years in jail for beating a mentally ill youth to death in one of these frenzied ansu sessions (where they beat bad spirits out of people).
That whole Cheongpyeong providence is merely old Korean shamanism, and just because people have spiritual experiences there doesn’t validate what is going on. Something many members don’t realize is that God works to educate and reach people regardless of what religion they are following.


Rev. Moon often praised Korean culture but Korea was a slave society for most of its history. Although the number of slaves had declined during the nineteenth century the institution was not legally banned until 1894, and the system survived in practice until the 1920s. At least one third of the population were slaves in the past, and the children of slaves automatically belonged to their masters – with most wealthy men keeping concubines. The Koreans always had that tradition of the Yangban, or aristocrats, being served by everybody else, even having a caste of sex slaves for that purpose.


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Another tradition was idol worship and shamanism. All this drumming and beating at Cheongpyeong is actually for drawing spirits into people, not driving them out. The disgusting business of putting Moon’s semen and blood into the holy wine is more shamanism. Shamans believe if you can get someone to imbibe your bodily fluids they will come under your control. By the way, Rev Moon’s children used to refer to Mrs Kim and her people as ‘the witches of Cheongpyeong.’ To put this in perspective there are still over 300,000 shamans or ‘mudangs’ plying their trade in Korea. 


Conferences. After working on some of them I was shown very clearly that all those big science, arts and other conferences actually had no purpose other than glorifying Rev Moon. He wasn’t at all interested in any results from those meetings, only in how many famous people attended.


About 500 million dollars is donated each year by the Japanese church, but where does it all go? What great world-changing projects do you see it used for? Of what use are all these glorious palaces? The one at Cheongpyeong cost over a thousand million dollars. Just think what good could have been done in the world with such funds. This particular palace is now adorned with giant statues of Hak Ja Han with Jesus kneeling before her and a much diminished figure of Sun Myung Moon in obedient attendance. She has effectively created a new religion centered on herself by changing the basic teachings and proclaiming herself as the Only Begotten Daughter of God, the wife of God, the mother of God and God himself/herself. (What kind of mental gymnastics the present members are doing to believe this utter nonsense is beyond me.)


I know each national church lives in its own little bubble, in effect creating its own version of the Unification society and cherry picking which headquarters’ directions to implement. Each country also seems to hold onto its own view of the ‘messiah,’ effectively editing out anything that does not conform to this ideal. However, with the advent of the Internet this can thankfully no longer be the case.
It is the very core of the Unification Church that needs to be examined. The whole church has been built on lies. Even Rev Moon’s life story is full of falsehoods. Remember that picture of him carrying the man on his back; he let it be known for years that it was him before finally admitting it wasn’t.
The stories about Heungnam – I heard a testimony from one of those early disciples where she went to visit him and found him drinking tea in a nearby village! Chung-hwa Pak had been an officer in the military and was put in charge of the prisoners. He designated which tasks the prisoners should do. He was able to give Moon time off so they could talk together about his beliefs. Moon was not always being worked to death as he later stated.

He said he graduated in electrical engineering at Waseda University in Tokyo, but he actually only attended night classes at a technical high school.

The Church made out that Moon was arrested in North Korea for preaching against communism, but the charges were really for bigamy and adultery. Chong-hwa Kim, the married woman involved, was also jailed. His anti-communist stance came much later.


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The story about him meeting Jesus on the mountainside is also untrue. It was Seong-do Kim who first told people she’d had these Easter revelations, then Baek-moon Kim claimed them as his, and finally Rev Moon – whose lies gave him away as Easter did not fall on the date he gave for that year. In his most recent account of that meeting he calls Jesus a bastard, and originally taught that Jesus should have had sex with his mother to restore the fall. He also claimed to have met and talked with Buddha, but until his first visit to India he thought Buddha was Chinese. 


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The Tragedy of the Six Marys. This book described the pikareum, or womb-cleansing, ceremonies conducted during the early years of the Unification Church. For years we were told it was untrue, but before the book came out in Japan they started giving lectures explaining the providential reasons why Moon had to have sex not only with the Six Marys, but also with all the wives of the 36, 72 and even the 124 couples. Some of the members listening to those lectures left the church afterwards so they stopped giving them, but they started them again in Korea from what I heard.
The Israel Monastery was a pikareum church with Baek-moon Kim doing the womb cleansing by having sex with the female members. Another similar one was the Olive Tree Movement started by Tae-Seon Park. This had 300,000 members and the churches had special rooms to practice the pikareum rituals. So there were plenty of examples of this grotesque idea for Rev Moon to draw on.


The holy wine ceremony is a symbolic sexual act, but for the first years of the church Rev Moon actually had sex with the female members. This is the core of the church and it is both vile and ludicrous.


I don’t say these things lightly because I needed plenty of evidence before I believed them, but I know people in both Japan and Korea who attended lectures where this behavior was justified. In America Hyung Jin and Kook Jin have admitted such things happened. It was admitted by Young Oon Kim, Papasan Choi, Chung-Hwa Pak, President Eu’s cousin (Shin-hee Eu), Annie Choi (the mother of Sam Park), Deok-jin Kim and many others. Rev Yong also went around the world giving lectures explaining the dispensational necessity of such sex practices.
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God of Day and God of Night. There used to be a shrine to this primitive Korean god to the east of Seoul. (Moon was incorporating any kind of rubbish into his mythology by the end of his life.)
I could report on even worse activities and crimes but I think this is enough for now. The Divine Principle itself is a wonderful construct, (Hyo-won Eu being something of a genius) the only problem being that it isn’t true. So much of the numerology, four position foundations, triple objective purposes and so on, is actually meaningless. There was no sexual fall and inherited original sin and Satan are non-existent. The history parallels are extremely contrived, and although interesting, prove nothing at all. There are many more aspects of the book that don’t make sense. Some parts of course are helpful, Jesus not coming to die and so on, but none of these are original ideas, so the book certainly doesn’t prove that Moon is the Second Advent.
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▲ Baek-moon Kim was born in 1917. He devised the parallels of history.


As predicted nothing happened on Foundation Day apart from a few pointless ceremonies. The church leadership knew this would be the case, which is why they were already telling people to prepare for 2020, the 100th anniversary of Moon’s birth. Mrs Moon is emphasizing witnessing now. (Because tithes are an ongoing source of revenue.) She recently told the Japanese wives in Korea that if they don’t do well then their descendants will pay lots of indemnity. She seems to have forgotten what her husband said on October 27, 1999, ‘No more indemnity is needed. The providence of restoration is completed.’


I personally think anyone still teaching the Divine Principle has to examine all of the above, and then ask themselves if they are just helping to propagate a gigantic destructive fraud? Thousands of people have gone through real suffering to enrich Moon and his family. Many of them had their lives ruined by being matched and married to people they could not relate to. It’s hard to believe but Moon’s church even advertised for any Korean men who wanted wives to come to one of those big blessings – just to make the numbers up, although he charged them between two and ten thousand dollars for each purchased bride. He then matched dedicated Japanese sisters to men who weren’t even church members – some of whom were unemployed drunkards or worse. (One of these wives eventually killed her Korean husband after suffering years of abuse.) Again, ask yourself whether these matchings were the action of a loving father, or an evil despot with no concern at all for the happiness and well-being of others?


If members were matched with someone they could love and be happy with, then they were in the minority, as it was mostly a matter of luck. Remember he matched physical brothers and sisters on at least four occasions that I know of, then changed the matching when he was told about it, so it certainly wasn’t God guiding him.


If people want God in their lives all they have to do is invite him in. Knock and the door will be opened. You don’t need to go to God through Moon or anyone else, and heaven is a place for heavenly people, so if you aren’t heavenly then no blessing, white robe or inseminated wine is going to get you in there.
And just to be clear, arrogance and avarice are not heavenly attributes.


I believe anyone who has sincerely tried to serve God and create a better world has certainly not wasted their time, because God will remember their efforts whatever religion they followed, but the Unification Church, FFWPU, or Hak Ja Han’s new name for it ‘Heavenly Parent’s Holy Community,’ is nothing but a despotic money-making, power-seeking, destructive scam that should not be supported in any way.


My apologies people, no jokes this time, I’m too disgusted by the whole sorry mess.


Sloe Gin
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Newsweek on the many Korean messiahs of the 1970s
Hwang Gook-joo and his orgies
The Divine Principle is constructed to control members
Sun Myung Moon’s Theology of the Fall, Tamar, Jesus and Mary
Sun Myung Moon – Restoration through Incest
Shamanism is at the heart of Sun Myung Moon’s church
Japanese member, Ms. K, was forced to marry Korean man she did not like
Sun Myung Moon makes me feel ashamed to be Korean
The Fall of the House of Moon – New Republic
Sun Myung Moon’s secret love child – Mother Jones
Cult Indoctrination – and the Road to Recovery
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hi guess who just ranked every single lana song by era because I love wasting my time <3
— born to die ♡ 1. off to the races 2. national anthem 3. summertime sadness 4. radio 5. born to die 6. diet mountain dew 7. million dollar man 8. carmen 9. this is what makes us girls 10. dark paradise 11. blue jeans 12. video games — paradise ♡ 1. yayo 2. cola 3. american 4. ride 5. bel air 6. body electric 7. blue velvet 8. gods and monsters — ultraviolence ♡ 1. brooklyn baby 2. florida kilos 3. black beauty 4. old money 5. ultraviolence 6. pretty when you cry 7. sad girl 8. fucked my way up to the top 9. money power glory 10. west coast 11. cruel world 12. shades of cool 13. the other woman 14. guns and roses — honeymoon ♡ 1. art deco 2. freak 3. high by the beach 4. the blackest day 5. religion 6. swan song 7. salvatore 8. burnt norton 9. terrence loves you 10. honeymoon 11. music to watch boys to 12. 24 13. God knows I tried 14. don't let me be misunderstood — lust for life ♡ 1. 13 beaches 2. cherry 3. heroin 4. get free 5. white mustang 6. coachella - woodstock in my mind 7. in my feelings 8. change 9. God bless america 10. summer bummer 11. love 12. groupie love 13. lust for life 14. beautiful people beautiful problems 15. when the world was at war we kept dancing 16. tomorrow never came — norman fucking rockwell! ♡ 1. happiness is a butterfly 2. california 3. cinnamon girl 4. fuck it I love you 5. venice bitch 6. the greatest 7. how to disappear 8. bartender 9. love song 10. hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but I have it 11. norman fucking rockwell 12. mariners apartment complex 13. the next best american record 14. doin' time
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rank lana del rey songs per album?
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BORN TO DIE
million dollar man
blue jeans
diet mountain dew
national anthem
video games
dark paradise
off to the races
radio
carmen
summertime sadness
born to die
this is what makes us girls
PARADISE
american
bel air
ride
body electric
yayo
cola
blue velvet
gods & monsters
ULTRAVIOLENCE
old money
fucked my way up to the top
money power glory
black beauty
guns and roses
ultraviolence
pretty when you cry
sad girl
brooklyn baby
the other woman
florida kilos
shades of cool
west coast
shades of cool
HONEYMOON
music to watch boys to
god knows i tries
high by the beach
salvatore
swan song
don’t let me be misunderstood
terrence loves you
religion
the blackest day
24
honeymoon
freak
art deco
burnt norton
LUST FOR LIFE
heroin
beautiful people beautiful problems
when the world was at war we kept dancing
lust for life
tomorrow never came
love
cherry
white mustang
change
13 beaches
get free
summer bummer
groupie love
in my feelings
NORMAN FUCKING ROCKWELL
mariners apartment complex
doin’ time
happiness is a butterfly
hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but i have it
venice bitch
the next best american record
fuck it i love you
how to disappear
california
norman fucking rockwell
love song
bartender
the greatest
cinnamon girl
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icdedpeople · 5 years
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My Top Lana Del Rey Songs
Unreleased / aka Lizzy Grant: She’s not me, Serial Killer, Kill Kill, Queen of disaster, Boarding school, Trash Magic, Your Girl, Backfire
Born to Die: Born to Die, Off to the Races, Diet Mountain Dew, National Anthem, Dark paradise, Radio, Million Dollar Man, This Is What Makes Us Girls
Paradise: Without You, Ride, Cola, Gods & Monsters, Yayo, Body electric
Ultraviolence: Ultraviolence, Shades of Cool, Brooklyn Baby, West Coast, Sad Girl, Pretty When You Cry, Money Power Glory, Fucked My Way Up To The Top, Old Money, Florida Kilos
Honeymoon: Honeymoon, Terrence Loves You, High By The Beach, Freak, Art Deco, Religion, Salvatore, The Blackest Day
Lust For Life: Love, Lust For Life, Cherry, White Mustang, Summer Bummer, In My Feelings, God Bless America - And All The Beautiful Women In It, Heroin, Get Free
Norman Fucking Rockwell!: Norman Fucking Rockwell, Mariners Apartment Complex, Venice Bitch, Fuck It I Love You, Cinnamon Girl, How to disappear, California, The greatest, Bartender, Happiness is a butterfly
Top two songs from all eras: Serial Killer, Queen of Disaster, Off To The Races, Diet Mountain Dew, Ride, Cola, Fucked My Way Up To The Top, Florida Kilos, Salvatore, The Blackest Day, Lust For Life, Get Free, Mariners Apartment Complex, Cinnamon Girl
Honestly I don’t really think Lana has even made a truly bad song in my opinion, but UltraViolence and Norman Fucking Rockwell! have to be tied as my favourite albums. (opinion)
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33. I don't know what you heard about me, but a bitch can't get a dollar out of me.
What are your views on gay/bisexual people? No different than my views of heterosexual ones…I don’t judge people based on generic societal labels, race, religions or sexual preference. Whether I like someone or not entirely depends on their character and their actions as a human.
What stereotype do you think you fit into? I personally avoid stereotyping myself. If other people stereotype me without my awareness, I don’t care to know.
What is your favorite color(s)? Turquoise, yellow, bright purple.
What do you think about abortion? I neither promote it or protest it. Essentially, it’s not my place to tell people what to do with their bodies or babies.
What types of music do you like to listen to? Literally a bit of everything. With the only exception of music that is straight angry-screaming with no melody or lyrics.
What do you do in your free time? Write, make beats, hike, read, draw.
What do you like about most people? They're generally good natured folks just trying to understand their world and find some semblance of happiness.
What do you hate about yourself, if anything? I don’t hate anything about anything, including myself.
What would you do if you found a suitcase full of 9 million dollars? I’d love to keep it, but realistically, that’s a death sentence. Money in a suitcase almost indefinitely belongs to a crime lord, drug king pin or mob boss…and they usually don’t take kindly to being robbed.
What do you think will happen in 2012? Um, it has already happened. Google search 2012 events if you’re that curious.
What do you like about the person you like? Everything. He cracks me up and finds me funny. We have great adventures and conversations.
What are your views on rap music? Never used to like it because I assumed I wouldn’t. Since becoming more open-minded, I discovered I actually dig most rap music.
The WHO’S
Who would you trade places with for one day? Nobody. Too complicated.
Who would you push off a cliff if you had the chance? Mufasa… I’m jealous that he got to be King. I should’ve been fucking King.
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Brandon.
Who is your best friend? I suppose also Brandon.
Who is one person you really hate with a passion? Hating people is a relatively immature concept.
Who is someone you wish you got to know? Probably lots of people.
Who is someone you think is racist? My sister is a little bit racist. She doesn’t intend to be, I don’t think, but she can be so closed-minded about some stuff.
Who are three celebs you’d like to kick in the face? I’d like to kick a Real Housewife or two.
Who is someone you pretend to like? No reason to pretend to like anybody. I'm civil towards everyone and if I don’t particularly care for a certain individual, I simply refrain from associating with them.
Who do you think is a big creeper? Nobody in particular.
Who would you go to if you had a problem? Suppose it depends on the nature of my problem. If I have a cavity, I’d go to a Dentist. If I had a tax question, I'd go to my Dad…etc.
Who are 6 celebs you’d do anything to meet? Wouldn’t do *anything*…but it'd be cool to meet Chris Hemsworth, Gerard Butler, the lead singer of Volbeat, Lindsey Stirling, the Impractical Jokers and Eminem.
Who is your favorite relative? I can’t choose just one.
Who is one person you regret meeting? Nobody. Things don’t happen for a reason, but I’ve learned things from each bad experience or mean person.
The WHERE’s
Where would you go if you got kicked out of your place? Probably a friend’s place or a motel?
Where is one place you’d love to travel to? New Zealand.
Where were you born exactly? Exactly? Lol New York is specific enough for now.
Where is one place you would NEVER go to? The Arctic…cold, PolarBear-y hellscape.
Where is your favorite place to hang out? My own space…either my room or a little corner I can set up some writing stuff and pillows.
Where do you like to go to just be alone for a while? Anywhere I feel comfortable and uninterrupted.
Where is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Downstairs with the pup.
Where do you keep your old childhood memory items? In boxes or totes in a spare room at my folks.
Where is your favorite place to be? Anywhere sunny, warm and quiet.
Where is the last place you hung out with a friend? We went to Cascade Lake with Laura and her pups for a hike.
Where on your body do you have a tattoo if any? One on my ankle, one in between my shoulders, one on my upper right arm.
Where on your body do you have a piercing if any? Gauged ears and lip piercing.
The WHEN’s
When have you felt most depressed in your life? I don’t think ever. I mean, there’s times I’ve felt like shit and didn’t know why or how to not…but I feel like I still somehow knew all unhappiness was just as temporary as the happiness was.
When have you been most happy in your life? I’m pretty content right now.
When do you like to just be by yourself? When doing creative projects, shopping or cleaning.
When did you pop out of your mother? (Birthday) September.
When did/do you want to move out of your parents house? I moved out a year or two after college. Moved back in once or twice, temporarily.
When did/are you going to graduate high school? High school in ’06, college in ’11.
When did you get your first piercing if any? Got my eyebrow pierced first year of college. Had to take it out for some job or another.
When do you think is a suitable age to die? There's no such thing as suitable age to die. Death kinda sucks at any age.
When did you first break a bone if ever? *knock on wood* Haven’t broke any.
When are you most happy? I have no idea. It varies.
When did school begin for you if you’re still in school? N/A. I’m old as fuck.
The WHY’s?
Why do most teens hate school? Because it's dominated by merciless social cliques and education designed around standardized test scores – not geared towards students developing genuine interest in the subjects.
Why are so many teens having sex/drinking/drugging already? There are so many factors that contribute to this. Society is different and kids are exposed to these concepts in ways that didn’t exist years ago.
Why did Kanye do what he did to Taylor Swift? Honestly don’t know what he did to her, but who the fuck knows.
Who do you think the Jonas Bros are gay, if you do? I haven’t listened to their music or know anything about them. But if they're gay, that’s okay. If they’re not, that’s also okay.
Why is Twilight so over-rated? I don’t know, never read it or watched it.
Why do so many people say your mom for nothing? I have no logical explanation for that phenomena.
Why are you taking this survey? Why not?
Why did the chicken cross the road? There was a troop of girl scouts selling cookies on the other side.
Why do you believe/not believe in God? There's no way to ever know if there’s a God or not. That leaves us with the option to blindly have faith in the agendas of organized religions or to constantly be skeptical. I choose the latter.
Why do you dislike the music you dislike? I don’t like music that’s literally just a dude roaring/screaming angrily the entire time. I need like, a catchy beat or melody or some lyrics.
Why did you and your last ex break up? The story is a massively intricate saga that can be succinctly summarized with ‘the guy was kind of a sociopath.’
The HOW’s
How have you been feeling lately? Pretty good, man.
How did you get your last bruise? No idea. I don’t think I even have any bruises.
How are you and your most recent ex? We don’t communicate.
How did you feel when Obama won the election? Not phased. Politics don’t interest me.
How do you feel about the Twilight series? Not my thing. I didn’t want to be associated with the typical Twilight fan base.
How do you like your eggs in the morning? I like all eggs hardboiled or made into like, egg salad.
How are your parents doing? They’re good. They just went to sleep.
How were you raised as a kid? Relatively sheltered, somewhat spoiled. My folks raised us great, in all honesty.
How was this survey? Good, thanks man.
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dropyourswordfanfic · 5 years
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love, lana del rey collection
Masterlist
Posted: feb.15.19 Updated:
Key: ☁️=fluff 💋=smut 💧=angst 🌹=favorites 🌈=neutral 🖕🏻=cursing 💡=requested 👽=mention of a past decade 🍦=prompt/s ☕️=challenge
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Born to Die: the paradise edition
Born to Die
Off To the Races
Blue Jeans
Video Games
Diet Mountain Dew
National Anthem
Dark Paradise
Radio
Carmen
Million Dollar Man
Summertime Sadness
This Is What Makes Us Girls
Without You
Lolita
Lucky Ones
Ride
American
Cola
Body Electric
Blue Velvet
Gods & Monsters
Yayo
Bel Air
Burning Desire
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Ultraviolence
Cruel World
Ultraviolence
Shades of Cool
Brooklyn Baby
West Coast
Sad Girl
Pretty When You Cry
Money Power Glory
Fucked My Way Up To the Top
Old Money
The Other Woman
Deluxe Version
Black Beauty
Guns and Roses
Florida Kilos
Is This Happiness
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Honeymoon
Honeymoon
Music to Watch Boys To
Terrence Loves You
God Knows I Tried
High by the Beach
Freak
Art Deco
Burnt Norton (Interlude)
Religion
Salvatore
The Blackest Day
24
Swan Song
Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood
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Lust for Life
Love
Lust For Life ft. The Weeknd
13 Beaches
Cherry
White Mustang
Summer Bummer ft. A$AP Rocky & Playboi Carti
Groupie Love ft. A$AP Rocky
In My Feelings
Coachella - Woodstock In My Mind
God Bless America - And All the Beautiful Women In It
When The World Was at War We Kept Dancing
Beautiful People Beautiful Problems ft. Stevie Nicks
Tomorrow Never Came ft. Sean Ono Lennon
Heroin
Change
Get Free
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Norman Fucking Rockwell
Norman fucking Rockwell
Mariners Apartment Complex
Venice Bitch
Fuck it I love you
Doin’ Time
Love song
Cinnamon Girl
How to disappear
California
The Next Best American Record
The greatest
Bartender
Happiness is a butterfly
hope is a dangerous thing for a women like me to have - but i have it
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Features/Unreleased
Features
Woman - Cat Power - Wanderer
Prisoner - The Weeknd - Beauty Behind the Madness
Stargirl Interlude - The Weeknd - Starboy
Young and Beautiful - The Great Gatsby Soundtrack
Big Eyes/I Can Fly - Big Eyes Soundtrack
Once Upon a Dream - Maleficent Soundtrack
Season of the Witch - Scary Stories to tell in the dark
Don’t Call Me Angel ft. Ariana Grande & Miley Cyrus - Charlie’s Angels Soundtrack
Unreleased/Singles
Looking for America - 2019
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cute-aggression-9 · 5 years
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I hate the fucking world, to many god damn fuckers it in. to many thoughts about societies all wrapped up together in this place called AMERICA. everyone has their own god damn opinions on every damn thing and you may be saying "well what makes you so different?". because I have something only me and V have, SELF AWARENESS, Call it exortenstiolism or whatever the fuck u want. we know what are to this world and what everyone else is. we learn more than what caused the civil war and how to simplify quadratics in school. we have been watching you people. we know what you think and how you act, all talk and no actions. people who are said to be brave or couragous are usually just STUPID then they say later that they did it on purpose cause they are brave when they did on fucking accident. GOD everything is so corrupt and so filled with opinions little and points of view and peoples' own little agendas and shedules. this isnt a world anymore, its H.O.E. and [no]one knows it. self awareness is a wonderful thing. I know I will die soon, so will you and everyone else. maybe will we be lucky and a comet will smash us back to day 1. people say it is immoral to follow others, they say be a leader. well here is a fuckin news flash for you stupid shits, everyone is a follower! everyone who says they arent a follower and then dresses diff. or acts diff. ... They got that from something they saw on TV or in film or in life. no originality, how many JO MAMMA jokes are there and how many do u think are original and not copied. KEINE. Its a fucking filthy place we live in. all these standards and laws and Great Expectations (webb) are making people into robots even though they might "think" they arent and try to deny it. no matter how hard they try to NOT copy someone I still AM! except for this fucking piece of paper right here, and B.T.W spelling is stupid unless I say. I say spell it how it sounds, it's the fuckin easiest way. hey try this sometime, when someone tells you something, ask "why?" eventually they will be stumped and cant answer anymore. thats because they only know what they need to know in society and school, not real life science. they will end up saying words to this "because! Just shut up!" people that only know stupid facts that arent important should be shot, what fucking use are they. NATURAL SELECTION. KILL all retards, people w/ brain fuck ups, drug adics, people cant figure out to use a fucking lighter. GEEEAWD! people spend millions of dollars on saving the lives of retards, and why. I don't buy that shit like "oh hes my son though!" so the fuck what, he aint normal, kill him, put him out his misery. he is only a waste of time and money, then people say "But he is worth the time, he is human too" no he isnt, if he was then he would swalow a bullet cause he would realize what a fucking waste and burden he was. -- 4/10/98   as I said before, self awareness is a wonderful thing. I know what all you fuckers are thinking and what to do to piss you off and make you feel bad. I always try to be different, but I always end up copying someone else. I try to be a mixture of different things and styles but when I step out of myself I end up looking like others or others THINK I am copying. One big fucking problem Is people telling me what to fuckin do, think, say, act, and everything else. Ill do what you say IF I feel like it. But people (I.E. parents, cops, God, teachers) telling me what to [arrow points to do, think, say, act, and everything else] just makes me not want to fucking do it! thats why my fucking name is REB!!! no one is worthy of shit unless I say they are, I feel like GOD and I wish I was, having everyone being OFFICIALLY lower than me. I already know that I am higher than almost anymore in the fucking welt in terms of universal Intelligence and where we stand in the universe compared to the rest of the UNIV. and if you think I dont know what Im talking about then you can just "ßUCK DICH" and saugen mein Hund! Isnt america supposed to be the land of the free? how come, If im free, I cant deprive a stupid fucking dumbshit from his possessions If he leaves then sitting in the front seat of his fucking van out in plain sight and in the middle fucking nowhere on a Fri fucking day night. NATURAL SELECTION. fucker should be shot. same thing with all those rich snotty toadies at my school. fuckers think they are higher than me and everyone else with all their $ just because they were born into it? Ich denk NEIN. BTW, "sorry" is just a word. it doesnt mean SHIT to me. everyone should be put to a test. an ULTIMATE DOOM test, see who can survive in an environtment using only smarts and military skills. put them in a doom world. no authority, no refuge, no BS copout excuses. If you cant figure out the area of a triangle or what "cation" means, you die! if you cant take down a demon w/ a chainsaw or kill a hell prince w/ a shotgun, you die! fucking snotty rich fuckheads [Censored by J.C.Sheriff Office] who rely on others or on sympathy or $ to get them through life should be put to this challenge. plus it would get rid of all the fat, retarded, crippled, stupid, dumb, ignorant, worthless people of this world. no one is worthy of this planet only me and who ever I choose. there is just no respect for anything higher than your fucking boss or parent. everyone should be shot out into space and only the people I saw should be left behind. 4/12/98 ever wonder why we go to school? besides getting a so called education. its not to obvious to most of you stupid fucks but for these who think a little more and deeper you should realize it. its societies way of turning all the young people into good little robots and factory workers thats why we sit in desks in rows and go by bell schedules, to get prepared for the real world cause "thats what its like". well god damit no it isnt! one thing that seperates us from other animals is the fact that we can carry on actual thoughts. so why don't we?  people go on day by day. rutine shit. why cant we learn in school how we want to. why cant we sit on desks and on shelves and put our feet up and relax while we learn? cause thats not what the "real world is like" well hey fuckheads, there is no such thing as an actual "real world". its just another word like justice, sorry, pity, religion, faith, luck and so on. we are humans. if we dont like something we have the fucking ability to change! but we dont, atleast U dont. I would. U just whine/bitch thoughtout life but never do a goddamn thing to change anything. "man can eat, drink, fuck, and hunt and anything else he does is madness" - Based on Lem's quote. boy oh fuckin boy is that true. when I go NBK, and people say things like, "oh it was so tragic," or "oh he is crazy!" or "It was bloody!" I think, so the fuck what, you think thats a bad thing? just because your mommy and daddy told you blood and violence is bad, you think its a fucking law of nature? wrong, only science and math are true, everything, and I mean everyfuckingthing else is man made. my doctor wants to put me on medication to stop thinking about so many things and to stop getting angry. well, I think that anyone doesnt like me is just bullshitting themselves. try it sometime if you think you are worthy, which you probly will you little shits, drop all your beliefs and views and ideas that have been burned into your head and try to think about why your here. but I bet most of you fuckers cant even think that deep, so that is why you must die. how dare you think that I and you are part of the same species when we are sooooooo different. you arent human you are a Robot. you dont take advantage of your capabilites given to you at birth. you just drop them and hop onto the boat and headdown the stream of life with all the other fuckers of your type. well god damit I wont be a part of it! I have thought to much, realized to much, found out to much, and I am to self aware to just stop what I am thinking and go back to society because what I do and think isnt "right" or "morally accepted" NO, NO, NO GOD FUCKING DAMIT NO!I will sooner die than betray my own thoughts. but before I leave this worthless place, I will kill who ever I deam unfit for anything at all. especially life. and i fyou pissed me off in the past, you will die if I see you. because you might be able to piss off others and have it eventually all blow over, but not me. I dont forget people who wronged me. like [Censored by J.C. Sheriff Office] he will never get a chance to read this because he will be dead by me before this is discovered  -- 4/21/98 The human race sucks. human nature is smuthered out by society, jobs, and work and school. instincts are deleted by laws. I see people say things that contradict themselves, or people that dont take any advantage to the gift of human life. they waste their minds on memorizing the stats of every college basketball player or how many words should be an a report when they should be using their brain on more important things. the human race isnt worth fighting for anymore. WWII was the last war worth fighting and was the last time human life and human brains did any good any made us proud. now, with the government having scandals and conspiracies all over the fucking place and lying to everyone all the time and with worthless pointless mindless discraceful TV shows on (scratched out) and with everyone ub-fucking-sessed with hollywood and beauty and fame and glamour and politics and anything famous, people just arent worth saving. Society may not realize what is happening but I have; you go to school, to get used to studying and learning how youre "supposed to" so that drains or filters out a little bit of human nature. but thats after your parents taught you whats right and wrong even though you may think differently, you still must to have more of your human nature blown out of your ass. society trys to make everyone act the same by burying all human nature and instincts. Thats what school, laws, jobs, and parents do If they realize it or not and them, the few who stick to their natural instincts are casted out as psychos or lunatics or strangers or just plain different. crazy, strange, weird, wild, these words are not bad or degrading.. if humans were let to live how we would naturaly it would be chaos and anarchy and the human race wouldnt probably last that long, but hey guess what, thats how its supposed to be!!!!! society and goverments are only created to have order and calmness, which is exactly the opposite of pure human nature. take away all your laws and morals and just see what you can do. if the goverment was one entity it would be thinking "hey, lets make some order here and calm these crazy fucks down so we can be constructive and fight other goverments in our own little so called self created "civilizied world" and get rid of all those damn insticts everyone has" well shit I'm to tired wright anymor tonight, so until next time, fuck you all -- 5/6/98   It has been confirmed, after getting my yearboook and watching people like [censored] and [censored] the human race isn't worth fighting for, only worth killing. give the Earth back to the animals, they deserve it infinitely more than we do. nothing means anything more, most quotes are worthless, especially the rearranged ones like "dont fight your enemies, make your enemies fight" you know, quotes that use the same phrase just rearranged, Dumbfuck shit [illegible] wear. its funny, people say "you shouldn't be so different." to me, and 1st I say fuck you dont tell me what I should and shouldn't be and 2ND mother fuckers different is good, I dont want to be like you or anyone which is almost impossible this day w/ all the little shits trying to be "original-copycats", I expect shits like you to criticize anyone who isnt one of your social words; "normal" or "civilized" - see tempest and Caliban.  allyou degrading worthless shits. all caught up and brainwashed into the 90's society. "what? you AREN'T going to college, are you are crazy!" holy SHIT that is one fucking BIG Quote that just proves my point. step back and look at yourself fuckers, I dare you, maybe I'll get lucky and you'll step back to far like Nick in Elm3. w/ the same concequence.  -- 5/9/98  wooh, different pen. HA! alright you pathetic fools listen up; I have figured it out. the human race strives for exellence in life and community always wanting to bring more =good= into the comm. and nulify =bad= things. anyone who thinks differently than the majority or the leaders is deamed "unusual" or weird or crazy. people want to be a part of something; a family, a service, a club, a union, a community, whatever. thats what humans want. who cares waht you as an individual thinks, you must do what you are told, whether it is jump of a bridge or drive on the right side of the road. protesters in the past protested because the human race that was dominant (Ghandi and the Brits or the king and the americans) wasnt working out = they had fault = they failed = their ideas didnt work. humans dont change that much, they only get better technology to do their work quicker/easier. people always say we shouldnt be racist. why not? Blacks ARE different, like it or not they are. they started on the bottom so why not keep em there. it took the centuries to convince us that they are equal but they still use their color as an excuse or they just discriminate us because we are white. Fuck you, we should ship yer black asses back to Afri-fucking-ca were you came from. we brought you here and we will take you back. America=White. Gays....well all gays, ALL gays, should be killed.  mit keine fragen. lesbians are fun to watch if they are hot but still, its not human. its a fucking disease. you dont see bulls or roosters trying to fuck do you? no, I didn't think so. women you will always be under men. its been seen throughout nature, males are almost always doing the dangerous shit while the women stay back. its your animal instincts, deal with it or commit suicide, just do it quick. thats all for now. -- 5/20/98   If you recall your history the Nazis came up with a "final solution" to the Jewish problem... kill them all. well incase you havent figured it out yet, I say, "K I L L  M A N K I N D" no one should survive. we all live in lies. people are saying they want to live in a perfect society, well utopia doesnt exist. It is human to have flaws.   you know what, Fuck it. why should I have to explain myself to you survivors when half of the shit I say you shitheads wont understand and if you can then woopie fucking do. that just means you have something to say as my reason for killing. and the majority of the audience wont even understand my motives either! they'll say "ah, hes crazy, hes insane, oh well, I wonder if the bulls won." you see! it's fucking worthless! all you fuckers should die! DIE! what the fuck is the point if onlu some people see what I am saying, there will always be ones who dont, ones that are to dumb or naive or ignorrant or just plain retarded. If I cant pound it into every single persons head then it is pointless. fuck mercy fuck justic fuck morals fuck civilized fuck rules fuck laws... DIE manmade words...people think they apply to everything when they dont/cant. theres no such thing as True Good or True Evil, its all relative to the observer. its just all nature, chemistry, and math. deal with it. but since dealing with it seems impossible for mankind, since we have to slap warning labels on nature, then... you die. burn, melt, evaporate, decay, just go the fuck away!!!! YAAAAAH!!!! - 6/12/98- KEIN MITLEID "when in doubt, confuse the hell out the enemy" - Fly 9/2/98 wait mercy doesnt exist....   heres something to chew on....: today I saw a program on the discovery channel about satelites and radar and aircraft and stuff, and at the end of the show the narrator said some things that made me think "damn, we are so advanced, we kick ass, america is awesome, we have so many things in our military, we would kick anyones ass." for a minute I actually had some pride in our nation.... then I realized, "hey, this only the Good things that I am seeing here. only the Pros, not the cons. maybe thats what people see, only the Pros, and thats why they are under control. but me, I see all... you can only blind me for so long. but alas, I have realized that Yes, the human race is still indeed doomed. It just needs a few kick starts, like me, and hell, maybe even [censored]. If can whipe a few cities off the map, and even the fuckhead Holding the map, then great. hmm, just thinking if I want ALL humans dead or maybe just the quote-unquote "civilized, developed, and known-of" places on Earth. maybe leave little tribes of natives in the rain forest er something. hmm, I'll think about that. eh. done for tonight -REB- 6/13/98   As part of the human race, and having the great pleasure of being blessed with a brain, I can think.  Humans can do whatever they want. There are no laws of nature that prevent humans from making choices. maybe from actually DOING some of those choices, but not from making the choice. If a man choosses to speed while driving home one day, then it is his fault for whatever happens. If he crashes into a school bus full of kidies and they all burn to death, its his fault. Its only a tragedy if you think it is, and then its only a tragedy in your own mind. so you shouldn't expect others to think that way also. it could also be a miracle for another person. maybe the bus stopped the car from plowing into a little old lady walking on the sidewalk. one could think it was a "miracle" that she wasnt hit. you see, anything and everything that happens in our world is just that, a HAPPENING. anything else is relative to the observer, but yet we try to have a "universal law" or "code" of what is good and bad and that just isnt fucking correct. we shouldn't be allowed to do that. we arent GODS. just because we are at the top of the food chain with our technology doesnt mean we can be "judges" of nature. sure we can think what we can think what we want, but you can "think" and "believe" you can judge people and nature all you want, but you are still wrong! why should your morals apply to everyone else. "morale" is just another word. and thats it. I think we are all a waste of natural resources and should be killed off, and since humans have the ability to choose... and I'm human... I think I will choose to kill and damage as much as nature allows me to so take that. fuck you, and eat napalm + lead! HA! only Nature can stop me. I know I could get shot by a cop after only killing a single person, but hey guess the fuck WHAT! I chose to kill that one person so get over it! Its MY fault! not my parents, not my brothers, not my friends, not my favorite bands, not computer games, not the media. IT is MINE! go shut the fuck up! -REB- 7/29/98     someones bound to say "what were they thinking?" when we go NBK or when we were planning it, so this what I am thinking. "I have a goal to destroy as much as possible so I must not be sidetracked by my feelings of sympathy, mercy, or any of that, so I will force myself to believe that everyone is just another monster from Doom like FH or FS or demons, so It's either me or them. I have to turn off my feelings." keep this is mind, I want to burn the world, I want to kill everyone except about 5 people, who I will name later, so If you are reading this you are lucky you escaped my rampage because I wanted to kill you. It will be very tricky getting all of our supplies, explosives, weaponry, ammo, and then hiding it all and then actually planting it all so we can achieve our goal. but if we get busted any time, we start killing then and there, just like Wilks from the AlIENS books, I aint going out without a fight. Once I finally start my killing, keep this in mind, there are probably about 100 people max in the school alone who I dont want to die, the rest, MUST FUCKING DIE! If I didnt like you or if you pissed me off and lived through my attacks, consider yourself one lucky god damn NIGGER. Pity that a lot of the dead will be a waste in someways, like dead hot chicks who were still bitches, they could have been good fucks. oh well, too fucking bad. life isnt fair... not by a long fuckin shot when Im at the wheel, too. God I want to torch and level everything in this whole fucking area but Bombs of that size are hard to make, and plus I would need a fuckin fully loaded A-10 to get every store on wadsworth and all the buildings downtown. heh, Imagine THAT ya fuckers, picture half of denver on fire just from me and Vodka. napalm on sides of skyscrapers and car garages blowing up from exploded gas tanks.... oh man that would be beautiful. -- 10/23/98   you know what, I feel like telling about lies. I lie a lot. almost constant. and to everybody, just to keep my own ass out of the water. and by the way (side note) I dont think I am doing this for attention, as some people may think. lets see, what are some big lies I have told; "yeah I stopped smoking," "for doing it not for getting caught," "no I'm havent been making more bombs," "no I wouldn't do that," and of course, countless of other ones, and yeah I know that I hate liers and I am one myself, oh fucking well. Its ok If I am a hypocrite, but no one else. because I am higher then you people, no matter what you say if you disagree I would shoot you And I am one racist mother fucker too, fuck the niggers and spics and chinks, unless they are cool, but sometimes they are so fucking retarded they deserve to be ripped on. some people go through life begging to be shot. and white fucks are just the same. if I could nuke the world I would, because so far I hate you all. there are probly around 10 people I wouldnt want to die, but hey, who ever said life is fair should be shot like the others too. - 11/1/98   heh heh heh. I sure had fun this weekend. lets see, what really happened. before going to the Rock n Bowl we stopped by King Soopers and one and [censored] picked up some big ass stoges. we then went to the Rock n Bowl and I had a few cigarettes and one of brand new cigars. we then went back to [censored] house where her mom had previousely bought us all a fuck load of liquor. personally I had asked for Tequilla and Irish cream, Vodka got his vodka, and there was beer, whiskey, schnopps, puckers, scotch and of course, orange juice! so we had some fun there playing cards and making drinks. we eventually made it to bed at about 5AM. got up at 10, went to safeway got some donouts and then I took Vodka home. the bottle of Tequilla is almost full and is in car, right by my spare tire and right by the bottle of irish cream. heh heh. I'll have to find a spot for those. and by the way, this nazi report is boosting my love of killing even more. like the early Nazi government, my brain is like a sponge, sucking up everything that sounds cool and leaving out all that is worthless, thats how Nazism was formed and thats how I will be too! 11/8/98   Fuck you Brady! all I want is a couple of guns, and thanks to your fucking bill I will probably not get any! come on, I'll have a clean record and I only want for personal protection. Its not like I'm some person who would go on a shooting spree.... fuckers. Ill probably end up nuking everything and fucking robbing some gun collectors house. Fuck, thatll be be hard. oh well, just as long as I kill a lot of fucking people. Everyone is always making fun of me because of how I look, how fucking weak I am and shit, well I will get you all back: ultimate fucking revenge here. you people could have shown more respect, treated me better, asked for my knowledge or guidence more, treated me more like senior, and maybe I wouldn't have been as ready to tear your fucking heads off. then again, I have always hated how I looked, I make fun of people who look like me, sometimes without even thinking sometimes just because I want to rip on myself. Thats where a lot of my hate grows from, the fact that I have practically no selfesteem, especially concerning girls and looks and such. therefore people make fun of me... constantly... therefore I get no respect and therefore I get fucking PISSED. as of this date I have enough explosives to kill about 100 people, and then if I get a couple bayonetts, swords, axes, whatever I'll be able to kill at least 10 more. and that just isnt enough! GUNS! I need guns! Give me some fucking firearms! 11/12/98   HATE! I'm full of hate and I Love it. I HATE PEOPLE and they better fucking fear me if they know whats good for em. yes I hate and I guess I want others to know it, yes I'm racist and I don't mind. Niggs and spics bring it on themselves, and another thing, I am very racist towards white trash p.o.s.s like [censored] and [censored] they deserve the hatred, otherwise I probly wouldnt hate them. Its a tragedy, the human nature of people will lead to their downfall. Peoples human nature will get them killed. whether by me or Vodka, Its happened before, and not just in school shootings like those pussy dumbasses over in Minnesota who squeeled. throughtout history, Its our fucking nature! I know how people are and why and I cant stand it! I love the nazis too... by the way, I fucking cant get enough of the swastika, the SS, and the iron cross. Hitler and his head boys fucked up a few times and it cost them the war, but I love their beliefs and who they were, what they did, and what they wanted. I know that form of gov couldn't have lasted long once the human equation was brought in, but damnit it sure looked good. every form of gov leads to downfalls, everything will always fuck up or yeah something. its all DOOMed god damnit. this is beginning to make me get in a corner. I'm showing too much of myself, my views and thoughts, people might start to wonder, smart ones will get nosey and something might happen to fuck me over, I might need to put on one helluva mask here to fool you all some more. fuck fuck fuck it'll be very fucking hard to hold out until April. If people would give me more compliments all of this might still be avoidable... but probably not. Whatever I do people make fun of me, and sometimes directly to my face. I'll get revenge soon enough. fuckers shouldn't have ripped on me so much huh! HA! then again its human nature to do what you did... so I guess I am also attacking the human race. I cant take it, Its not right... true... correct... perfect. I fucking hate the human equation. Nazism would be fucking great if it werent for individualism and our natural instinct to ask questions. you know what maybe I just need to get laid. maybe that'll just change some shit around. thats another thing, I am a fucking dog. I have fantasies of just taking someone and fucking them hard and strong. someone like [censored] were I just pick her up, take her to my room, tear off her shirt and pants and just eat her out and fuck her hard. I love flesh... weisses fleisch! dein weisses fleisch emegt mich soo... Ich bin dech nur ein gigilo! I want to grab a few different girls in my gym class, take them into a room, pull their pants off and fuck them hard. I love flesh... the smooth legs, the large breasts, the innocent flawless body, the eyes, the hair; jet black, blond, white, brown. ahhh I just want to fuck! call it teenage hormones or call it a crazy fuckin racist rapist... BJ ist mir egal. I just want to be surrounded by the flesh of a woman, someone like [censored] who I wanted to just fuck like hell, she made me practically drool, when she wore those shorts to work.. instant hard on. I couldnt stop staring. and others like [censored] in my gym class, [censored] or whatever in my gym class, and others who I just want to overpower and engulf myself in them. mmmm I can taste the sweet flesh now... the salty sweat, the animalistic movement... Iccchhh... lieeebe...... fleisccchhhh. who can I trick into my room first? I can sweep someone off their feet, tell them what they want to hear, be all nice and sweet, and then "fuck em like an animal, feel them from the inside" as Reznor said. oh... thats something else... that one NIN video I saw, broken or closer or something, the where the guy is kidnapped and tortured like hell... actual hell. I want to do that too. I want to tear a throat out with my own teeth like a pop can. I want to gut someone with my hand, to tear a head off and rip out the heart and lungs from the neck, to stab someone in the gut, shove it up to the heart, and yank the fucking blade out of their rib cage! I want to grab some weak little freshman and just tear them apart like a fucking wolf. show them who is god. strangle them, squish their head, bite their temples into the skull, rip off their jaw. rip off their colar bones, break their arms in half and twist them around, the lovely sounds of bones cracking and flesh ripping, ahh... so much to do and so little chances. -- 11/17/98 "weisses fleisch" - perfect - song - for - me   Well folks, today was a very important day in the history of R. Today along with Vodka and someone else who I wont name, we went downtown and purchased the following; a double barrel 12ga. shotgun, a pump action 12ga. shotgun, a 9mm carbine, 250 9mm rounds, 15 12ga slugs, 40 shotgun shells, 2 switch blade knives, and total of 4 - 10 round clips for the carbine. we....... have.... GUNS! we fucking got em you sons of bitches! HA! HAHAHA! neener! Booga Booga. heh. its all over now. this capped it off, the point of no return. I have my carbine, shotgun, ammo and knife all in my trunk tonight and theyll there till tomorrow... after school you know its really a shame. I had a lot of fun at that gun show, I would have loved it if you were there dad. we would done some major bonding. would have been great. oh well. but, alas, I fucked up and told [censored] about my "flask". that really disappoints me. [censored] I know you thought it was good for me... in the long run and all that shit, smart of you to give me a such big raise and then rat me out, you figure it was supposed to cancel each other? god damn flask, that just fucked me over big time. now you all will be on my ass even more than before about being on track. I'll get around it though, If have to cheat and lie to everyone then thats fine. THIS is what I am motivated for, THIS is my goal. THIS is what I want to do with my life! you know whats weird, I dont feel like a punching through a door because of the flask deal, probly cause I am fucking armed now. I feel more confident, stronger, and more Godlike. I have confidence in my ability to dese(cei)ve people. hopefully Ill make it to April, but that might not happen. Ug, Its been a busy weekend, I need to sleep, I'll continue tomorrow. 11/22/98   yesterday we fired our first actual firearms ever. 3 rounds from the carbine. taught that ground a thing or 2. I even had the 2 clips in my pocket while talking to vodkas dad about senior ditch day. God it felt great firing off that bad boy, and hopefully I'll be able to get more than just 4 clips for it. I dubbed my shotgun "Arlene" after Arlene Sanders from the DOOM books. She always did love the shotgun. Vodka's DB is looking very fucking awesome, all cut down to the proper lengths. this is a bitch trying to keep up on homework while working on my guns, bombs, and lying. by the way, I bought that flask in the mall and I had a friend fill it up w/ scotch whiskey, only had about 3 swigs in the 3 weeks I had it. plus monday I gave my T and IC to Vodka, just in case. I never really did like alcohol, just wasn't my thing, but It felt good to just have around. that argument on the 22nd was a real bitch, but I think I should have won a fucking oscar. I even quoted a few movies, remember "what the hell am I gonna do now man?! what am I gonna do!?" thats good ole Hudson from aliens. Sounded good too. and hey goddamnit I would have been a fucking great marine, It would have given me a reason to do good. and I would never drink and drive, either. It will be weird when we actually go on the rampage. hopefully we will have plenty of clips and bombs. Im gonna still try and get my calico 9mm. just think, 100 rounds without reloading.... hell yeah! We actually may have a chance to get some machine pistols thanks to the Brady bill. If we can save up about 200$ real quick and find someone who is 21+ we can go to the next gun show and find a private dealer and buy ourselves some bad-ass AB-10 machine pistols. Clips for those things can get really fucking big too. 12/3/98   Woohoo, I'll never have to take a final again! feels good to be free. I just love Hobbes and Nietzche. Well tomorrow I'll be ordering 9 more 10 round clips for my carbine. I'm gonna be so fucking loaded in about a month. the big things we need to figure now is the time bombs for the commons and how we will get them in and leave then there to go off, without any fucking Jews finding them. I wonder if anyone will write a book on me. sure is a ton of symbolism, double meanings, themes, appearance vs reality shit going on here. oh well, it better be fuckin good if it is writtin. 12/17/98   heh, get this. KMFDM's new album is entitled  "Adios" and it's release date is in April. how fuckin appropriate, a subliminal final "Adios" tribute to Reb and Vodka. thanks KMFDM... I ripped the hell outa the system 12/20/98  jesus christ that was fucking close. fucking shitheads at the gun shop almost dropped the whole project. oh well, thank god I can BS so fucking well. I went and picked up those babies today, so now I got 13 of those niggers. WOOHAH. the stereo is very nice, but having no insurance payments to worry about so I could concentrate of BOMBS would have been better. oh well, I think I'll have enough. now I just need to get Vodka another gun. 12/29/98   Months have passed. Its the first Friday night in the final month. much shit has happened. Vodka has a Tec 9, we test fired all of our babies, we have 6 time clocks ready, 39 crickets, 24 pipe bombs, and the napalm is under construction. Right now I'm trying to get fucked and trying to finish off these time bombs. NBK came quick. why the fuck cant I get any? I mean, I'm nice and considerate and all that shit, but nooooo. I think I try to hard. but I kinda need to considering NBK is closing in. The amount of dramatic irony and foreshadowing is fucking amazing. Everything I see and I hear I incorporate into NBK somehow. Either bombs, clocks, guns, napalm, killing people, any and everything finds some tie to it. feels like a Goddamn movie sometimes. I wanna try to put some mines and trip bombs around this town too maybe. Get a few extra flags on the scoreboard. I hate you people for leaving me out of so many fun things. And no don't fucking say, "well thats your fault" because it isnt, you people had my phone #, and I asked and all, but no. no no no dont let the weird looking Eric KID come along, ohh fucking nooo. 4/3/99
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Sun Scorpio-Moon Scorpio- Living Dead- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Scorpio-Moon Sagittarius- Flipside- Lana Del Rey
Sun Scorpio-Moon Capricorn- Seventeen- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Scorpio-Moon Aquarius- Black Beauty- Lana Del Rey
Sun Scorpio-Moon Pisces- Starlight- Marina and the Diamonds
  Sun Sagittarius-Moon Aries- I’m A Ruin- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Taurus- Brooklyn Baby- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Gemini- White Mustang- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Cancer- Born To Die- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Leo- Gods And Monsters- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Virgo- Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Libra- Radioactive- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Scorpio- Cruel World- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Sagittarius- Raise Me Up (Mississippi south)- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Capricorn- Ride- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Aquarius- Freak- Lana Del Rey
Sun Sagittarius-Moon Pisces- Coachella-Woodstock In My Mind- Lana Del Rey
 Sun Capricorn-Moon Aries- Yayo- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Taurus- Architecture/Best American Record- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Gemini- Brite Lites- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Cancer- Wait For Life- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Leo- National Anthem- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Virgo- Sinful- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Capricorn-Moon Libra- Ridin’- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Scorpio- Money Power Glory- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Sagittarius- Jump- Lana Del Rey
Sun Capricorn-Moon Capricorn- Oh No!- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Capricorn-Moon Aquarius- Are You Satisfied? - Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Capricorn-Moon Pisces- Swan Song- Lana Del Rey
 Sun Aquarius-Moon Aries- When The World Was At War We Kept Dancing- Lana Del Rey
Sun Aquarius-Moon Taurus- God Bless America And All The Beautiful Women In It- Lana Del Rey
Sun Aquarius-Moon Gemini- The Outsider- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Aquarius-Moon Cancer- True Colors- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Aquarius-Moon Leo- Lust for Life- Lana Del Rey
Sun Aquarius-Moon Virgo- Hypocrates- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Aquarius-Moon Libra- I’m Not Hungry Anymore- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Aquarius-Moon Scorpio- Rootless- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Aquarius-Moon Sagittarius- Get Free- Lana Del Rey
Sun Aquarius-Moon Capricorn- Beautiful People, Beautiful Problems- Lana Del Rey
Sun Aquarius-Moon Aquarius- I’m Not A Robot- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Aquarius-Moon Pisces- Change- Lana Del Rey
 Sun Pisces-Moon Aries- Is This Happiness- Lana Del Rey
Sun Pisces-Moon Taurus- Shampain- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Gemini- Valley Of The Dolls- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Cancer- Oh Say Can You See- Lana Del Rey
Sun Pisces-Moon Leo- Electra Heart- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Virgo- Buy The Stars- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Libra- Music To Watch Boys To- Lana Del Rey
Sun Pisces-Moon Scorpio- Mowgli’s Road- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Sagittarius- Heroin- Lana Del Rey
Sun Pisces-Moon Capricorn- Numb- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Aquarius- Immortal- Marina and the Diamonds
Sun Pisces-Moon Pisces- The State Of Dreaming- Marina and the Diamonds
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