#but I'm a 25 year old adult and I need today off

[pink-spaceturtle5]

Okay maybe this is the wrong choice, but fuck it, I Cannot will myself to get up and go to school today I need a fucking day off to catch up on chores and I don't wanna dissect a stinky cat cadaver and be hungry and pay for parking and use up gas I'm crampy and cranky and I wish I'd played hooky more as a kid anyways

#plus I'm the one paying my tuition entirely (community college ftw!!) so it's not like I'm wasting anyone else's money #also I worked yesterday and I need more than 1 singular day off this week if I'm actually gonna get anything done #and I'm already late anyways and the coin toss came out 2:1 in favor of truancy #Ik education is important and I shouldn't take it for granted #but I'm a 25 year old adult and I need today off

[emilykaldwen]

"Blocking isn't some personal insult. Its a method of saying; hey, we clearly shouldn't interact, so I'm gonna build this soundproof wall between us to make sure we can't."

Except that's not what the people you associate with do and encourage you and others to do by extension. I really liked your writing, but it's disappointing to see the type of people you've chosen to buddy up to, who use blocking as a way to weaponize social media and make pariahs out of certain people in the fandom who don't bow to their whims. I hope they don't burn you the way they've burned so many others, but with their track record, I'm not holding my breath.

Okay let's do this. I'm tired. I would like to go back to sleep. Get off my lawn, etc etc.

I have been dealing with anons harassing me since I started posting HotD stuff back during the Season 1 show run. I got hateful anons saying terrible things about Abby back in December. When I interacted with NONE of the people that I currently interact with today. This escalated when I properly began posting Maiden in the summer of last year, and then escalated in the fall. After receiving some truly foul anons in regards to my writing, my OC, and my work, including one telling me to kill myself, I shut anons off. Because what the actual fuck. I have been on the internet for 25 fucking years and this is the first time I have EVER dealt with such bullshit.

Before these anons ramped up, I, like many people, blocked. A lot. I blocked mostly people thirst reblogging stuff about the actors that would cross my dash or in the tags because it made me uncomfortable, I didn't want to see it. I blocked a lot of blogs that were posting these weird reader x canon character thirst lists that I just found bizarre and didn't want to see scrolling through a character tag. That, friends, is what the block button is for. I block people with takes that I disagree with as well, I'm someone whose pretty liberal with my block button. I block things I don't want to see on my dash. It's honestly as simple as that.

No one has fucking told me to block anyone. I am actually deeply fucking insulted that I, a grown ass adult who is nearly forty, needs to be told to block someone/someones when people are setting up blogs called 'ihateemilykaldwens' and trying to terrorize me, and my friends and mutuals, and then try to frame another one of my mutuals for being responsible for it in the process. I only just recently started speaking with "the individuals" I've chosen to associate with long after I have blocked the people you're saying are being bullied.

And if this is about my post the other day about the culture I see: It was never actually about anyone specific, it was genuinely trends I have seen cross my dash as well as discussions with friends in other fandoms. That's all. If someone(s) thought I was talking about them specifically: Dude, IDK what to tell you. That's a you problem.

So let's stop playing coy. I'm tired of it.

THIS. IS. A SMALL. BLOG. I do not pass a block list around and TELL people or encourage them to block them, nor have I ever have it done to me. And even IF someone said 'omg you should block all these people' uh, no? I have free will and can make my own judgements?

Anon, if this situation is upsetting to you, either come off anon in the DMs and talk to me, or you are welcome to unfollow me. I don't care, and I mean that in the nicest possible way.

Because the people I've blocked on my own make others feel the way you're claiming they make you feel.

Because we all know who everyone is talking about. And I'm done. This is 12 year old behavior and I don't interact with minors.

I'm going back to bed. Whatever is in the fucking water, I want none of it.

[reticent-writer]

Hi May I Ask For A Part 2 Of That Scenario, But This Time The Hashiras Where They Ignore Their Father, How Would They Handle Seeing Their Father Crying And Getting Hurt With Them.

An: for some fathers I go with their occupation from other fics.

Mitsuri's ff is a Baker. Giyuu and Rengoku's is a retired hashira. Shinobu's is a doctor. Obanai, muichirou, sanemi and tengen are people from their past.

♛┈⛧┈┈•༶༶•┈┈⛧┈♛

You promised yourself: on last mission with rengoku before you retire

And let me just say... It did not go as planned.

A village had been plaqued with a demon for over 2 years. Just walking around the place was depressing. Especially because it was your home village.

Everyone there was pale and extremely thin. They couldn't stand up for themselves even if they wanted to.

In the village there was an orphanage. 2 adults and 25 children, before the demon but now it's no adults and 7 children.

Most of the kids are under 5. It made you cry seeing your village in the state it was in.

You and kyojuro decided to stay in the orphanage to watch over the children

You couldn't sleep so you decided to walk a walk.

On your walk you couldn't stop the years from flowing. The village you grew up, that was once bursting with life and beauty, was now a land soiled with touch of a demon.

You cried walking past the houses of neighbors deep in thought when you were stuck with a needle in your neck.

Catching yourself as you turn around you quickly clutch your sword but you couldn't. You couldn't move. Why couldn't you move.

The needle. It was laced with poison.

"No need to worry, Y/n. I can take it from here!" Kyojuro's booming voice was heard out of your line of sight as you feel to the ground, passing out.

When you woke up you were laying in a hospital bed with kyojuro in the one next to you.

"Your both idiots."

You and tengen are very competitive

You don't cry but you do get hurt.... Alot

You maybe his father figure but your not to far from his age

Today tengen bet that you couldnt half the training that he does daily

Breathing exercises

Lifting bolders

Sit ups, push ups

And lastly a jog

You lasted way longer that Uzui thought you were going to. You were on the jog as the sun was setting.

(For anyone who has ran a 10k aka 6 miles without stopping, jogging or running the while time. It's exhausting)

"C'mon you can do it. Your almost there." Tengen cheered you on next to you. You shot him a dirty look.

All day he was doing his usual routine without breaking a sweat and teasing you on how you looked so out of breath.

"What that look for I'm trying to help you, old man." You were so tired you codnt even respond. You didn't even feel yourself fall.

When you came to you were in your bed at tengens house with Hina, Makio, and Suma surrounding you.

"You almost made it otosan, unfortunately you collapsed after flipping tengen off." Hina explained helping you sit up.

"Where is tengen?" You asked looking around the room. Hina and Suma looked flushed at the question, Makio on the other hand was mad.

"He was laughing to much, since he thought it was so funny I put him to work.

Sanemi was wreakless

This was common knowledge

Being his caretaker you put it in yourself to watch over him

He had just gotten back from a mission, when Gonna came to talk to him although he didn't have any injuries from the mission, he and genga got into a fight

Sanemi started the fight. You got punched in your face and stomach

You broke it up and sent genga home so you could talk to sanemi in private

"I don't want to see him die." Sanemi said quietly, butting back tears. He walked himself into a corner and sat there.

You clutched your stomach trying your best to walk over to him.

"I know sanemi but you don't have to be violent." You said patting him back.

You both sat there in silence for what felt like hours before he turned around to see you crying.

You were a stern man so seeing you cry was a shock. He hugged you.

You both cried in that corner until it was time to go to bed.

Today started as a peaceful day

You woke obanai for breakfast which you both ate together

You fed Kaburamaru

You spent some time out in the garden with obanai

On days like this it was pure bliss

Obanai took his bandages off

You didn't even know you were crying

"What's wrong? Is it my face?" He asked

"No no it's not you, it's just.... You were so young.

Being a doctor you had to make some pretty rough decisions.

A mother had come in ready for birth but the child was 2 months early, plus the mother had current health problems. Making this birth very painful for her and the child.

The mother begged you to save the child but the father wanted the mother to live.

This wasn't the first time you had dealt with this situation but it is the first time both the mother and the baby died.

The father didn't blame you. The father thanked you for trying your best before leaving.

Shinobu found you outside sitting on the wooden steps.

"Are you alright?" She asked, of course you weren't but asking out if courtesy couldn't hurt. You didn't reply and continued to stare into the distance.

"

As always she didn't mean to hurt you

She came to you crying because she has as mission that's far away and she wouldn't see you for a while.

It was the first time she called you father

It was enough to make a grown man cry

"PAPA!" She cried, running into your kitchen.

"What wrong mitsuri are you hurt." You said while you grabbed her face checking her for cuts. She pulled out of your grasp.

"No I'm fine. I just have a mission way farther than usual. I won't be back for a few months." She hugged you.

"Oh mitsuri." You sang "it's be alright. I'll be right here when you come back. I'll even make your favorites to go with you." You patted her head as she giggled and nodded.

You pushed her out, telling her to come back when she is about to leave.

Standing alone you thought about the interaction.

"She called me papa."

#male reader #father reader #kny x reader #demon slayer x reader #tengen x reader #rengoku x reader #sanemi x reader #obanai x reader #giyuu x reader #muichirou x reader #shinobu x reader #mitsuri x reader #reticent writes #reticent-writer

[lunarsilkscreen]

The Problem with Fame (and money)

Have you ever been in a position where you were famous, and didn't know it? (BEFORE IT GOES TO MY HEAD.)

Imagine all of a sudden, a lot of theoretical dollars get sent to your YouTube bank account.

<aside>Theoretical Dollars is a South Park '08 reference, before YouTube and social media paid their users for good content, you could suddenly get famous. And people just assumed that meant you had $$. Despite being flat broke, and just having a lot of "Likes".

Even today, especially with the "Got paid by Musk on X" jokes; laymem assume that online persona's make *bank*. Who paid them? You?</aside>

That wasn't really an aside this time, it's kinda important.

Even today, you could have like 40k karma on Reddit, and all of a sudden; people think you can do whatever. You can pay for everything! Make everybody's troubles go away.

This gets even more problematic with the fact that people who can make a profit off of other people's fame (your tabloids, your TMZ, your X personalities who *do* make money from outrage content.)

And people who don't know they're famous get hurt for it. Or sometimes benefit from others starstuck-ness without knowing it.

Despite *only* having 40k reddit karma myself, I've had to tell people that no, I'm not internet famous. Not even Reddit Famous. I deleted my account because of old friends who thought I was a walking ATM machine (as opposed to atmospheric or "at the moment")

No bruh.

My own mother constantly asks for handouts. I can't call her a bad mother; but the only thing she sees me as is what she can get for free: bus driver, cigarettes, pocket change, and free home repair.

Despite only having enough to live off of.

And none of these people *fully* understand how money actually works, or how a paycheck works. Which is really sad for anybody above the age of 25. (And sometimes younger.)

If you need a couple thousand a month to make food and bills; you should understand its the *same* f* concept for anybody else you know. And despite being able to do math; they refuse to do that; think like a rational adult, that every person has monetary needs that need to be met. And just keep seeing people as a way to get their next fix. (That is; free stuff, not necessarily free drugs)

"I'm not looking to adopt a 30+ year old at the moment. You need to grow the duck up."

I've literally been harassed by people that I know for not spending money on them; and spending money to start a business. They see the *new* things they don't have.

Even if it just trinkets and collectibles from when you were young. (No I know why, they see graded Beta Magic Cards on pawn stars and they think *every single MTG card is $$*) f*ing commodification.

I seriously don't understand people's thoughts processes.

Well actually. I do.

See, Melin Shoot seems to be mediocritcally known in certain circles. (That's me, I'm Melin; everybody thinks its a stage name.that I use professionally. DESPITE ONLY EVER HAVING BEEN ENLISTED MILITARY PROFESSIONALLY FOR A DECADE.)

And I didn't know that. Cuz nobody told me. Even today people think their own weird thoughts. Like *how much money I must've made for showing up on somebody else's stream*

It sounds like I'm fluffing up my own fame. I'm talking about being a minor character, a very minor character, everywhere... And people *think* I have more pull than I do.

I don't. I absolutely don't.

And yet for some reason; there's this strange way people act around me. As if I *was* somebody famous.

If you can be harassed for being mildly associated with Fame. And people can make money off of you without you making any money for the same: I cannot imagine how awful it must be for those who are *actually* famous.

$*. Imagine being famous for giving the president a blowjob and then just not being able to get a regular job after that ...

[littlemissidontcare]

This may seem weird, but I'm going to do it. Normally I ask questions and participate in your blog, but today I would like to ask your advice or that of other anonymous… I am 25 years old, I work from home, but I hate my job. I studied a career but I don't work about it , I do it to be at home to take care of my family. I never leave the house, I can go months without going out because my family doesn't like me to. I have no friends, I have no life, I have never dated anyone. I hate my life, but I have to continue to live for my family, otherwise I swear I would end it all. My grandmother is very old and she is very sick, and my mother and aunt are already getting older. I feel that since I was 19 years old I haven't done anything other than caring for people and I feel that my life will never be anything other than that, but I'm not capable of doing anything else. I feel terrible when I have a desire for something else, even if I leave the house I feel guilty for doing so. I have come to feel guilty when I laugh, when I enjoy something, because I feel that I should not be happy when my family is not well. I've been to a psychologist and he made me see that I should have a life of my own, but I can't deal with the guilt, I feel terrible and that's why I didn't come back; Besides, I feel that since I was a child I was raised to help my family when I grew up, if I don't, I feel like I'm disappointing everyone….I don't know what to do. I'm scared, I feel alone, I can't talk to anyone because at home they get upset if I complain about something.

First off, are we the same person? Or can you just read my mind?

Also I’m trying to think of a well thought out response, because I too struggle with this. I’m a nurturer and a people pleaser. Always have been.

But it is true, you need to have a life of your own. It’s cliche, but that saying, “you might as well do what you want because you can’t make everyone happy” or whatever the fuck it is… is true. All my friends are in relationships or pregnant, and I’m a single mom that shares custody of my kid with his dad. I just got shamed the other night by my mother for going out and getting drinks with a group of people. My job isn’t the best $$ wise, but I do enjoy it most of the time. Being an adult is super hard. People either support you or they don’t. There is no in between. And NEVER EVER let anyone make you feel guilty for having a life of your own, or stop you from finding whatever makes you happy. If you want to get a different job, do it. If you want to move away from home, do it. If you want to travel the world, do it. Life is too fucking short to people please or not live your life the way you want because of what others will think or say.

YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. ❤️

[aboatwithlegs]

An Objectively Correct Rewrite of The Arthur Finale

'Sup nerds and nerdinos, I have a problem with Arthur.

No, not Arthur Koestler (though no one with CBE after their name escapes my wrath on principle alone). I'm talking about Arthur Read, the autistic aardvark who dresses like an 8 year old Mr. Rogers and somehow still has more friends than you.

But my problem isn't with the twerp's fashion sence, it's with Season 25, Episode 4b: All Grown Up, aka Arthur's final episode. The very moment it released in 2022 the ground quaked, the oceans roared, the angels wept as the sky tore asunder and God Themself¹ decended to personsally task me with rewriting it. I said I'd get around to it.

Babies and mentlegen, that day is today because I have nothing better to do.

TW: SA, drugs, death, TERFs, student loans

The Correct Futures

The only thing you need to know about the old version is that they got old, cuz we're scrapping all of it aside from that. The adult versions of each characters was so far removed from the actual futures of these characters that I am personally insulted and have filed with my lawyer to see everyone responsible for it given a restraining order. So we gotta fix that. This episode here is gonna be a feature-length anthology film. Every character gets a 5-10 minute sequence where we see how the next 20 years of their life unfold. I'm gonna put them in alphabetical order because the only one who can tell me what to do is my talking cat. Oh, and remember: Habrá Examen, Langosta Perezosa! ***~~~*** ***~~~***

Alan "Brain" Powers: Goes to MIT and finds that, after being "The Brain" for so many years, he is suddenly just average. It's such a shock to his ego that he begins to instinctively lash out at everything he finds unfamiliar, eventually dropping out and becoming a moderately successful right-wing podcaster and youtuber.

Arthur Read: Our boy grows up to be a perpetual grad student (English major, of course). He pays the rent as a TA and is so terrified of the world outside of academia that he finds comfort spending quiet evenings in, grading papers from the comfort of his dingy bachelor apartment. He lives off instant ramen and spends most of his free time escaping into his books. He sometimes daydreams of getting a "real job", owning a house, and raising a family like his parents did, but dismisses it as too idealistic.

Buster Baxter: Eventually gets Diagnosed with ADHD and an Adderall prescription changes his life. He starts excelling in school and fixates on a dream of becoming an indie film director. At age 14 he is diagnosed with a brain tumor, and a few weeks after his 17th birthday his dying wish is fulfilled when his ashes are sent to space². Every year that passes his friends take a little longer to remember his name.

D.W. Read: Develops symptoms of BPD and a coke addiction. At age 16 she uses a fake I.D. to get a job as a stripper until her cousin Ryder recognises her mid-lap dance. She spends a year in juvie and drops out of high school. She drops by the Read household every few months to ask for money, but the rest of the time no one knows where she is.

Fern & George Walters: Fern and George marry when they are both 18, he takes her last name. She is a stay-at-home mother raising their two young children, writing BDSM-fueled erotic fiction while the kids are at school. George keeps the bills paid with a steady office job as a software engineer and maintains a healthy work-life balance to ensure he's present for his family. They've never left Elwood and wouldn't have it any other way.

Frank Frensky: Frank (still going by "Francine") goes through an extended period of identifying as a butch lesbian before finally coming out as trans-masc. When he finally transitions it involves cutting off his family and moving out of state to start fresh. He plays drums in an underground queercore collective and self-publishes a zine featuring semi-biographical comics about a young boy growing up in Elwood.

Jenna Morgan: Disappears under mysterious circumstances. No one notices for 7 years, which then sparks a city-wide furvor as everyone tries to investigate the disappearance at once. Later found to have not actually gone anywhere.

Muffy Crosswire: Dates Frank ("Francine") for most of high school. Muffy ends the relationship when Frank comes out as trans and gets deep into TERF circles. After graduating Yale and getting her LLM in constitutional law she enters state-level politics as an openly queer Republican. She uses LGBTQ+ and Feminist talking points to advance a far-right cryptofascist agenda and is generally considered to be "one of the good ones" by both parties.

Prunella Deegan: A naturopathic wellness-coach with extensive collections of both healing crystals and cats. Her entire segment is an extended anti-vax rant with hippy aphorisms sprinkled throughout. Enthusiastically voted for Muffy.

Shelley "Binky" Barnes: His mother begins an extended affair with Pickles the Clown, leading the already-distant Mr. Barnes to file for divorce. Binky is left in his mother's care, but she soon finds him too much to handle, especially with how little he seems to respect his new step-father. He is passed around various aunts and uncles for most of his adolescent life and begins to act out at school as a result, earning him a reputation as a troublemaker. When he's sixteen he attends a house party and finds Sue Ellen alone in a room with the dead body of a boy from their class. She frantically explains that he was trying to assault her and hit his head on something after she pushed him off. Binky opts to take the fall for her, stating to police that he punched the boy in jealousy. He is sentenced to 10 years in prison for aggravated assault and 3rd degree murder. Even while in prison he maintains a close friendship - bordering on romance - with Sue Ellen, but he insists that she not wait for him because he wants her to be happy and loved. A week after his release he is arrested for armed robbery. Officers report that the suspect seemed relieved when they arrived, and said something to the effect of "I'm going home".

Sue Ellen Armstrong: Sue Ellen becomes an ardent activist in middle school and is a regular face at demonstrations and community support orgs alike all throughout high school. When she's 16 a boy tries to force himself on her at a house party and she fights him off, accidentally snapping his neck and killing him instantly. Binky perjurs himself in order to take the fall for her. As the years pass, Sue Ellen gets burned out as an activist and instead works as a graphic designer for NPOs. She continues to visit Binky in prison and considers him her one true love, though he insists they can never be because she deserves someone who can be there for her. Sue Ellen never commits to a serious relationship, but does occasionally entertain casual encounters with older, often married, men. Occasionally speedruns Virtual Goose: Unleashed on Twitch.

Third Grade Male Rat #1: Killed in an altercation after sexually assaulting Sue Ellen. Is mourned by no one.

No one.

So yeah, I think that's pretty much it. Make it hand-drawn, black-and-white, and have it on my desk in an hour kthxbi

#¹The Catholic God is three persons in one and therefore canonically uses They/Them pronouns when referred to in totality #²The ~$5000 cost is raised via a fundraiser held by the school and Bitzi Baxter selling Buster's film gear #arthur read #writeblr #unintelligible goblin noises

[insidekaz]

Day 3: Part 2 of 2 - Meeting Some Expectations

So, based off of the list that I made earlier, how much did I manage to actually finish?

Well, I streamed a second time, a good ol' two hours of Pikmin (the Switch version, not the classic GameCube), got a decent amount of cleaning done. It really was only the kitchen and the main singular hallway in my house, but it was some cleaning. Personal writing? I haven't gotten to that yet. Might get to that tomorrow or Sunday. My t-shirt designs are done and live. I'll share a link here in a couple days or so when I make the announcement to my socials. Finally, working on D&D stuff is going to happen soon after this. I just need to finish some builds for a friend of mine and work on another NPC for my personal campaign I'm running, this one being a full Druid instead of being some mixture of classes.

All things considered, I got a good chunk of work done today.

Does this mean the blog is working? I'm...not really sure. It would be better to say that it's helping me hold myself accountable for plans I arrange for myself instead of being a place for me to express my thoughts on my actions about the day. I'm not saying that accountability is a bad thing. What I am saying, however, is that I don't want to be the only reason this blog exist. To the outside world, I'm just a guy talking about his day. From my perspective, I'm an idiot who needs to learn how to help himself before helping other people with their plans. I guess you could call it an addiction of sorts to just want to help those around me and put smile on their faces.

I know why I do it, so it's not a problem I'm choosing to ignore. The reason why my attitude is as such is to go against the teachings of mother. She tried to teach me - really drill it into my head - that people only survive in this world by being selfish and taking care of themselves first. Try as she must, I couldn't get past how the adults around me looked so miserable in their daily lives. They followed similar ideals as my mother, yet they didn't seem to be happy because of it. Since that day, I've made it my life's mission to make people smile whenever I can. This may also be the reason for my destructive optimism sometimes.

As the years have gone on, I've tried my best to keep the smile on my face. I'm 25 now, almost thirty, the world having rapidly changed since the days of young. I won't lie, I've been depressed for considerably long amount of time now, but I'm slowly finding my way back to those dreams that made me smile when I was younger.

Maybe that's what this blog is. It's me taking those old dreams and renewing them once more. We'll just see where this takes us.

Here's what I'm listening to today. Have a good day, and don't do anything stupid. If you do, name it after me.

#kameronkazma #kaz #insidekaz #nonbinary #asexual #the oh hellos #Youtube

[the-firebird69]

The citadel systems are working John remillard and company are going after the citadels and they are chasing after them and they are getting slaughtered I'm going to start taking over other companies of his

-one such company is JetBlue he still has 50% ownership and he's going to lose it today for his threats and the more you threatens the more we're going to take and I want all the assets of JetBlue I want every house and apartment and hotel the JetBlue owns and every resort and I want it in meaning I want cordoned off and I want them held out and we will list what they are to others and we're going to tell them where it is

-other commercial airlines that we want in that we are going to go ahead and take over besides JetBlue our Swiss Air and he owns 50% of Swiss Air so we are going into Swiss yard now to pull him out he's threatening people all over the world with poor maintenance and they have done coordinating maintenance for years and we need all those jets in if he doesn't sell would you we're not going to offer if we don't take it over I want us to just pull the Jets in because of his terrorist activities which is illegal and we have warrants from the vitamin administration to seize his assets and all the air liners that he owns and the max are going after them right now and they're flying them off so he's got better things to do play hooky maybe he's going to go get like a lollipop or something that's what he's doing what he's doing now does not help him

-and other airlines that were taking over US Air American Air but they're pretty big want to do the similar procedure John remillard and company are running the planes down we're going to shackle them put them on the plane and take the planes from every single airport on Earth

It was a very strong reaction to his presence here across from the courthouse they know what he did in 9/11 and they're issuing warrants now on him and they want him to hear it and so forth and really he did not attack himself he attacked the McDonald's who were running it and the max were having them do it and they were pretty upset and they saw what Dempsey was doing and they are going after him yesterday they had about 30 households go to the first ring and about 20 of them returned so we are down to 70 households and they're not doing very well and they're kicking their own ass for the most part and in moment he's going to be late for court it takes some 25 minutes to get ready now we have all sorts of things lined up to do them because of it and he's still insisting on trying to scare our son I mean what it was on top of what he's doing they are issuing warrants for him for a day-to-day stuff and for 9/11 and more but one in him five year old child and don't break out of it we're doing the worst we can in the adult world and he doesn't seem to understand it we are going to start working on him in ways he doesn't want and really his stuff is ineffective and he won't win anything but he's a little child and he needs to learn like a child it's really going to cause I mean it takes a lot of chastising and correcting behavior we do it the hard way and we have to start initializing it I'm requesting volunteers for the above duties and also this last paragraph right now this is serious business this guy will not back off he's stuck right to him and he's a fool so we need him out

Thor Freya

I'm off for doing this and I'm sending mine out we're going after him and targeting him yesterday he got clobbered by the max it doesn't seem to care you know why he's an idiot and he says he runs the program and stuff but really Jason has the ucap program and other programs he wrote and he's a moron in the child and we're going to express it and I used to do it all the time you guys flustered he was constipated tried to come after me and then this man and woman would die we need that to happen right now so I'm getting to it and I really appreciate the effort that you requested I really appreciate the duty and confidence he says why you were near me he was away and I noticed that too A lot of the time since he got his ass hand it to him even when he was right there and it draws you in and we're going to do it now and we have permission I do appreciate it and he says I appreciate it more and I do understand that

Hers

We're going to war with you John remillard Trump we're going to take you down his family is going to take you down the max are taking you down and foreigners and the person you're talking to right now is taking you down we all hate you and we don't want you around and you putting your finger doesn't do s*** we're going to take you out

Thor Freya

And we have one more thing to say he said something about we are after you and we're initializing programs that will get rid of you we don't want you near him we don't want your filthy stuff that you touched after touching hot stuff even though he's pretty much immuned we don't want you doing anything to try and harm him so we're going to take you down and we're going to take you down fast and you're going to regret doing what you're doing

Olympus

You're a little girl too John remillard AKA Trump nothing but doing what you're doing nobody in history of my life has done anything like what you do you are a complete spaz and you're worse than any of these gifted people I've never seen someone be such a huge loser in my life I've never seen maneuvers pulled on someone this supposedly is some sort of shyster like I've seen pulled on you they're using your money to buy your companies to force a takeover you're sending the meetings accepting it you're a f****** fool I've never seen someone pretend they have a weapon so many times and get shot minutes after in my life I've never seen someone on the news shot up and dead so many times in my life I've never seen some some person who's supposed to be a man act like a child on so many occasions I've never seen someone act so juvenile as you in my life honestly your son is number two but I've never seen someone reveal so many secrets about the realm in my entire life and try and blame everybody else I've never seen someone blame a woman for what they're doing to themselves so many times in my life that you just become nothing I've never seen someone with so much money lose so much money so fast right now your assets in those companies are very low about a quarter of what you have left in some cases a half in some others it's still huge but your people are not I've never seen someone lose an army so fast I've never seen someone be a huge jackass to me for so long and lose so much stuff and continue to do it I have never ever seen it in my entire life what you doing now is going to get you hit by BG and he's really an assassin goes around shooting dumb m************ like you and you're Trump and he knows it because of your truck you dumb a****** why don't you just give it a rest Joel Watts you're so damned annoying but really I'm going to take all your stuff now and use you to do it and you're in the way of everybody else and you caused this cluster f*** and people can't get by and they get tired tuckered out the ruin each other and we take over and grab all the assets and pretty soon you're not going to be able to do anything at all and you're going to have to flee but really you don't understand you're standing right next to me telling people what you're doing people here and we can use any of them it's ridiculous you're such a jackass the max are on your case you say I rejoice about it and I'm in trouble and I haven't gotten in trouble yet because and people who are smart knew my perspective you want me to shoot my mouth off like you do because you're a massive loser you're a huge stinking loser and you're going to be late for court cuz you want to sit there and chastise someone and you're getting disemboweled please think of us as people who help make it happen

Zues Hera

It's quite a statement but it's very true he acts like a little baby all the time he's just a little child thinking stupid noises dumb gestures idiotic statements and yeah his son is number two coming right up behind with almost as big a dumb lines and he's got businesses too and we're going to start taking them over

-when business I want people to go in and start pulling them out of taking their place and holding it is Occidental petroleum and Dan took about 30% to 40% of the company over and whatever's left all over the world so we're going to go in there and take all his guys out and take their positions and not let them back in and we're going to start taking over the company Lock stock and barrel now on all the assets in that he has City laying around we're just going to drive off with them and it's about 90% they just sit there and look at it cuz they're a bunch of old pieces of nothing

That's good for now he says Occidental petroleum is big and we need it all in we're going after it right now

Thor Freya

Really has like 1% of the world's population and he's holding all this wealth and power so we're going to take it away from him to make sure that he can't do anything and spent a little eyes aren't going to save the beady little eyed pig he's a little baby

Olympus

[whatib]

What is this

Precisely Watson! Perfectly stated. Short and factual. I've been pretty sure that this is all a product of the connected social media world we have created. It gives a voice to everyone and this Cancer of hate is extremely infectious. I don't know what the answer is other than secession, but I don't foresee these two sides ever coming together ever again. I've never voted and I've watched this country unfold for 58 years now. I watched every political battle since Carter in 1976. This country has gone through some amazing events, civil wars, world wars, terrorism, modernization, past every planet, walked on the Moon, and elected a Black American to be the President of the United States of America 🇺🇸 shyte even i cried that day. Still love the fact that I lived thru that day, I felt that the country finally made it to the apex of what America stood for. And holy shyte, I could've never predicted where we are in society in a million years. This is the trippiest of times. People are trying to change their sex and their body parts. People are cutting off their children's genitals. If you told me that was coming in 1980, I would've bet my house against it and I would've lost. This is the strangest of times, a bit nervy, and scary. It sometimes feels like I'm in a Twilight Zone episode and that's when i really shyte my pants. I do my best to turn off the news. I turned it off when President Trump wielded the executive order pen and was exploding everything Obama did. I went to the inauguration and saw people crying in the streets, and burning flags. Didn't really like that, I've never seen a reason to do that. That's the ultimate "you don't give a shyte" attitude so now you're just going to make things worse for society by destroying other people's property or stealing, and basically doing nothing positive. I don't relate to that but I can honestly say that I was like that at 17yrs old maybe till 25. Then I realized I need to do something with my life or I'm going to be bitching forever. I got to work as busboy, then bartender, roofer, steel worker, draftsman, airline employee, software engineer. Wound up traveling the world when I was in my 30's and 20 yrs later started a foundation for special needs young adults with my wife. It's been one crazy journey living in the greatest country in the world. But today, these are grievous times we live in, and without war or strife even. It's purely groups of hate that have infected society. In my journey, I've worked with every type of person imaginable. Worked with at least 500 to 1000 gay people in the airline industry, never had a problem. I worked on the ramp and I was the minority. There was the Puerto Rican group, the Cuban group, New Jersey black Americans, Africans from Ghana...I felt I got along with everyone. Everyone had their own clique. And they enjoyed socializing in their groups. Ticket counter had the gay groups. I don't remember any hate. Today, if you don't preach hate then you're not IN, you're uncool, you're unacceptable. Democrats preach hate to their children, Republicans preach hate to their children. I'll never vote, I can't pick a side that I believe in. I'm just on a small wooden raft floating on the waves of the American Flag and the waves are going up and down like mad right now. I think that's exactly what it is. It's a madness that's infected society. And Obama released the hounds with BLM in the first few months of his 2nd term. Obama never gave them a voice. He stirred the BLM pot over and over. When he did nothing about Eric Garner who was sat on by six police officers and died, I didn't understand why Obama didn't step up, still don't. That was his time to address the new Rodney King. Eric didn't even steal anything. He was selling cigaretttes...individually. As in one at a time. And he lost his life. Then the ultimate travesty of all time, was when Tamir Rice was shot by a police officer as he played with a toy gun all alone in a park gazebo. Cop just drove up and shot him. Obama did nothing. Absolutely nothing...

[theorist-influencer-untitled]

5.15.23 Monday

12:02 am

I still have windblow trap... I feel fat and ugly... Done, showering...

7:25 am

Still,having the windblow trap... Uncle Jun is preparing already going to Georgia'Z forest...

Still, no signs of life coming from Uncle DD... I still hate Cavite,there are so many most fake Monkeya'Z here... I feel frustrated and I wanna leave the hometown...

I feel bitterish and aging for nothing...

In the nutshell:

People who are involved in this ritual since 2007 are totally unfair....They keep on spinning me for nothing....Mixed people that I know and met along the way from the past years... Linking on and off the screen...

They shouldn't interfere for so long and at the end,they can't carry the weight and leave it... Totally unfair, they all deserve to die...

They shouldn't leave something that they controlled for 16 years...They can't be responsible for it that they should be responsible for this...

8:03 am

My nana told me her dream last last night that someone is calling her shouting Ma! A male voice... It is strange and kinda alarming...

I dreamed of some men going here,tall men but gentlemen and just calm men in my dream last night....They saw me sleeping here in our living room,simply looking at me and checking if I'm ohkay...

Then the the dream fade away then I woke-up, I realized there are no tall men here but only us...

9:42 am

This Uncle DD is a big lie again for saying to avoid getting food from Ate Liza's CarinderiaZ, why he can't send the food providence the 2500 weekly... This is an old issue again and again and again and again... Uncle DD is managing the fundings and he knew the consequences if he will not send the chipay 2500 weekly... So, tight angels... 16 years of making us chipay here? Chipay in the making...

Aunt Teresa told me that Uncle DD will manage the expenses for now...

Even my massage therapy they can't assist me, so fake that group... The dealings and the black car group and car group...

I still have this sciatica/ priformis pain...

11:40 am

This Uncle Jun seems fake for saying to stop getting a gasul... I said huh?! What? Of course I will get a gasul... He wants us to be super poorish, super ignorant province people, I wanna kill his group if that is the case pulling us down here... And giving lift to some other people like Georgia'Z...Uncle Jun is a snake.... I feel bitter we can't open the ac and we can't use the washing machine... Very,very thrift cheap...

This Uncle DD is as well weird.... Things that I can't understand...He said avoid getting food from Ate Liza's but he knew that everytime he is delayed on food allowance that will happen and Uncle Jun is getting food meal for Neko from the past weeks... Mine is just coffee? It is just below 100 this week...

Not my ideal life... I need a washing machine and ac and I want collagen shots on my feet and vagina'z...

I need a job away from here... Hate to commute that far, big embarrassment for me...

2:04 pm

I feel bitterish... I wanna leave the hometown....I need money and job away from here....I miss going to gym and buying starbucks everyday...

8:17 pm

What a stressful day... Done, eating dinner with everyone here including the 2 dogs my baby John and our aspin Lalah...

Whew! Still no food allowance from Uncle DD, that I thought he will send the money today coz he called me before lunch that he will just send it but I didn't receive any money today...

So, Uncle Jun took over brought us a spicy chicken wings, paksiw fish and langkang gata and some (monay )buns bread...

It is really stressful for me to have this repetitive poorish lifestyle... I'm having depression that my deep inside wanted to cry or breakdown but I have the adult maturity now, things that I need to manage my emotion...But I still wanna see my psychiatrist soon when everything is ohkay2x... Just for some important matter...

This big question mark Uncle DD, I thought he can assist me but even on coffee he can't plus my massage therapy on 17th, I don't know but I can feel he can't assist me that thing I don't really understand...

I need to maintain my massage therapy twice a month but the real thing every 2 weeks, so it is almost twice a month... I'm not acting, Elsie knew the pain on my pelvic,butt and down to my left leg... I have pain everyday but it lessen when I do my massage therapy...

8:41 pm

I have a mixed-up emotion... My mind is really confuse that I wanna breakdown but I have to control... Aging for nothing and totally unfair in my part... That they don't take me seriously...

10:14 pm

I'm opening the mind of Aunt Teresa

10:32 pm

Done, watching "Buying Beverly Hills" ....

Wow! I'm thinking of my own life....I need money, my own future road....I have windblow trap,angels....

I hate having wrinkles and aging for nothing here... I'm hurting....

This is really a serious matter...

11:55 pm

I still have windblow trap....I feel fat and ugly....I wanna leave the hometown...

I hate skinny people here coz they don't eat to be equal on people on TV.....Some bad Monkeya'Z here in Cavite/Philippinea...

I have windblow trap... I feel so ugly, I lost attention on men that I can possibly in tangible situation and on my rightful category....Someone is putting an unfair trap on me....I wanna leave the hometown...

[sorryiapologized]

I'm starting a blog. So I've hit rock bottom.

I used to think Blogs were only for desperate mothers and that one dog from the Disney Channel show (RIP). Now, I've realized that I fit into some third category: 20-somethings who want to feel some sort of connection with internet strangers. Do I seek validation? Idk maybe. Maybe I'm just lonely. Or maybe I'm having one of the worst days in my adult life.

I've also decided to do this because I am a special type of mentally ill. I have (undiagnosed) ADHD and a custom blend of Anxiety and Depression. This means that I need to be around others to be held accountable to do virtually anything. My therapist says journaling will help, but I need an audience to listen to my woes. If I'm not writing for someone else, what's the point, right?

So, here's how my day went.

My person is sick. They stayed home from work today. And I woke up to a blizzard. In Seattle. It was already a bad omen. I spent the morning trying to take care of them, as well as our two dogs and cat, let the maintenance dudes in and out and in and out of my apartment because they had to fix this giant hole (NO this is not a porn blog, get your mind out of the gutter, dear reader) and on top of all that I had my weekly Wednesday meeting that takes 25 minutes longer than it should.

On the off chance my person has COVID, I told my boss I would not make it into the office today. I work remotely and only go in once a week for a few hours to make promotional tik toks because apparently nobody over the age of 25 knows what's cool anymore. (I probably don't either, because I'm making a blog.) My boss told me I needed to come in so they could talk to me. That didn't sit right with me.

For the next two hours I fretted over what it could be they needed to talk about. Then I did this stupid journaling thing my therapist said. I wrote down all my anxieties and then picked apart what was real and what my brain was jumping to.

Here's what I came up with:

Real: I am a good writer.

Real: I am invaluable to the paper I work for.

Real: I am the only one who knows how to effectively use tiktok.

Anxiety: They would want to fire me because sometimes I misuse punctuation and have trouble spelling.

Well, it turns out anxiety won over today. I got to work and they immediately told me to take a walk outside with them. It was snowing. I was in a cropped sweatshirt. They then lit up a cigarette. Blowing smoke into my face, they bluntly told me that if it weren't for the 70 year old ad manager who can't use a computer I would be the weakest link at our newspaper. Our copy editor hates me because I use too many run-on sentences. They said for someone with degrees in both English and Political Science I make a lot of dumb mistakes, like this week when I thought the author of Anne of Green Gables was "Ellen Montgomery." They said if I don't improve very quickly, I might get fired.

And then I went back inside and pretended to work for another hour like a moron.

I walked home in the snow, shivering my bellybutton off because not only do I not know how to use commas but I also don't know how to wear a coat. I huddled up next to my person, who looks more like a zombie than the adorable little monkey they usually are. They had a 101 degree fever so I told them to take another COVID test. It was positive. Who is still getting COVID in 2023?? At least they didn't start a blog. That would be even more embarrassing.

I was supposed to go to a birthday party tonight, for friends I had already canceled plans with three times. At this point I'm worried it looks like I'm trying not to hang out with them, even though they're the coolest people I know. So, instead of partying and getting high with my favorite local comedians on a rooftop, I ordered takeout and sat on my couch alone, trying not to cry.

If you're still with me, dear reader, I will treat you to an excerpt from my diary:

I was supposed to go to Stephanie's party. Instead, I am sitting on the couch trying not to cry into a takeout burrito while I binge a whole mini-series about the FLDS Cult to try and feel a little bit better about my life. And I can't even cuddle with my person because they're locked in isolation in our bedroom.

Sleeping on the couch, questioning my future, and basking in loneliness? This must be what 45 year old men in a midlife crisis feel like. Fuck, I'm even getting into religion with this show.

So, there I have it, the lowest point in my life since I graduated college, moved to Seattle, and got what I thought would only be a temporary job. A job that I very well might get fired from. Maybe the real reason I've decided to start this blog is to prove to myself that I am a good writer after all. Even if I do spell a few words wrong here and their.

Also, Oliver, my cat, is throwing a tantrum because he is stuck in the living room with me until his other parent gets over COVID. He is not happy. I wonder if he'll try to eat me in my sleep?

#dayinthelife #cats #black cats #journalist #journalism #women writers #quarter life crisis #fuck covid #seattle #comedy #blog post #20 something #bad day #does it get better? #i'm sorry

[triplepoppy]

Week 5 of 52

New Year, New Me

So, I'm trying something new! I meant to start this at the beginning of January (hence the "week 5" lol) but things have been a little hectic since the new year. Nothing crazy, just some financial stuff and a little bit of life.

To give a quick rundown, though I feel it's self explanatory, I'm going to start doing weekly blog posts. Every Saturday, starting today, I'm writing a post about my overall week and things going on around me in general. They could be about anything, it only requires being about me! 😀

To kick it off, I've past the third month of taking estrogen. I've only just recently found out, however, that I've been on a rather small dose. So once I get my lab work done and they can see what my levels are at, I plan on talking to them about moving up. I like the pill, though, and don't intend on moving to another method of taking it. As much as I want to speed through this, I know I shouldn't. Plus, I don't think I have the guts to stick myself with a needle anytime soon. 🥴

Work is going fine, but I want a new job soon. Not necessarily because I dislike it, I just need more money. I want to be able to get the things I want and provide the things we need. And this job is barely getting us there. But I don't know what I want to do, and that's the overall problem. My whole life, I've thought I wanted to be an author. I just don't know if that's the case anymore. And that's a weird thing to say.

NASCAR starts up this weekend. I've never been into it before, though I've tried a little, I'm excited to try and watch this season. I've always wanted to get into racing, I just didn't know where to start. And I was always that typical person that would make fun of NASCAR and anyone that watched it, never being able to comprehend how people could watch it. But, now that I'm older, I think I get it lmao. I'm not saying I'm ready to go out and "yeehaw" it up and down the track, but I'm hyped to just watch and try to get into it.

UFC also started back up recently, and THAT I'm loving. I've always been a fan of the sport, just never followed it completely. I would watch events with friends if they invited me and stuff like that, but now I'm watching it at home on my own time. I even post along on Twitter, giving my scores for each round. UFC is fucking dope, and I don't need to speculate anything about it. ☠️

My girlfriend and I are so close to having a second car. It's not even funny. All we need to do is get insurance for it so my stepdad can take it to get inspected for us. After that he can switch the title over to my name and give it to us. Then I'll be able to go to work on my own and go home on my own without the need of a ride, and I can't fucking wait. I'm creeping up on my one year anniversary at this job, and this whole time we've only had one car. Every day, I've had to rely on a ride from my mom. I know people older than me deal with things like that all the times, so I shouldn't be complaining. But I can't help but feel like a loser as a 24, going on 25, year-old adult that needs a ride from their mom to get home from work. But I won't have to deal with that much longer.

That's about all I have for this week, I don't want to bombard y'all with too much on the first post lol. For those that actually read the whole thing, thank you for taking the time to learn a little more about me. You guys better get used to this, because this is going to be a common thing now. A small reason for me doing this is to try and help my love of writing to come back. Maybe sitting down and taking the time to just write about my week will help spark that flame that you used to be inside of me when I was younger. I sure miss it a lot.

But, that's enough for now. I hope you guys had an amazing week, and I hope you have another one. See you guys in the next one!! ❤️

[astream-ofconsciousness]

I've never taken a vacation in my entire adult life (roughly 9 years at this point, I'm old as shit). Like I've booked a day off here and there if I have a thing I need to do, but never an actual vacation. I normally work Tuesday to Saturday, 9:30-5:30, so today is technically my first day of actual vacation, and I would like to record how that's going.

I woke up promptly at 9:25, so roughly 5 minutes before work starts, feeling unbelievably nauseous. There's no unrelated cause for this that I can think of, I didn't eat anything rough, it's not a normal symptom of anything else I have. (I have some health problems that affect me in an unnecessarily broad way, but never nausea. I'm also a period haver, and despite it deciding to visit DURING THE ONE WEEK I'M ON VACATION, it's also never given nausea)

I was expecting to be insanely itchy (I have sensitive skin and severe anxiety, so I'm prone to stress hives) , but that hasn't started at this point in the day.

Regardless of the nausea and the fear of being itchy, I am going to take myself to the zoo in my city this morning. It's possibly my favourite place in the city.

[ghcstvalleychief]

So about today news of the global casting (💀) I have to say I'm not surprised ☁️ want to expand with more peoples and more projects with the company in the futur because when they announced the movie for mileapo it was clear to me it wasn't because they especially wanted a new project with them but because with the movie they'll have now a serie and a movie in their historic to show. Good for apo and mile bc that will benefit them obviously, especially Apo. I think from the the poster and trailer it's obvious he is the center of the movie. We will follow the story of apo's character and mile's character will obviously be part of that story but not his story y'know what I mean? Anyway not the point of my msg. Forget about everything the company lack of but the global casting call is so ridiculous.. why not do normal casting when you have a pitch for a new serie so that you know what talent you're looking for. That look more like a casting call for a band than anything else. They should stay a little company that learn to manage their artists instead of going big like that. I already heard a month ago of 2 actors who are rumored to joined ☁️ and I guess after today it may really come true. Not gonna lie I'm already tired of all the drama more peoples will bring to already a lot of crap. And they gonna shove them into our face with the boys and this is exactly the kind of things that make me tired of peoples more than interested. I think mileapo &

bible👷‍♂️ fans should prepare to the disbandment of the pair because they checked the bl serie and movie so next they are obviously gonna go not bl route, but I can see them pairing the female lead not with a new talent but with the man who obviously gonna make them tune in for the view and sucess of the show. Not gonna lie I don't see them choosing mile unless it's an obvious adult serie because mile is a grown up man and it show he can't pretend to be 25 years old, this is what I mean. Aand I don't think the news talent are gonna be 30 years old unless they look 20. I could see them going for apo because whatever we think about pond the man likes apo and apo like the dude and they like working together but with him being a lead from already kinnporsche and the movie I think he will think it better to give a chance to someone else and y'know what on that point I agree you can't make the lead the same man of all your projects of the company, it's weird and not fair for the others who don't have projects and apo should work with others directors. So I think bible could be a choice. But tbh it'd be me the role would go to jeff. Bible has his fanbase with 👷‍♂️ and it may be too soon for them and they could bring more bad sound than anything else. I know jeff is pair with barcode but the kid is... well a kid and it would be a good idea, also I think jeff deserve it. Ngl he is the only cast member I like other than mile and apo. He is a good guy and you give him material he can do good + we haven't seen him a lot in kinnporsche. Not that I don't like the others but I don't care about them that's the thing, and jeff has his own fanbase who isn't from kinnporsche.

I was wondering but I hope they aren't gonna use the world tour for them to do casting since they are doing a global casting ??? No because them announcing that before the tour dates has me 👀 talking abt that the thing RIGHT NOW that is urgent for ☁️ are the date for that tour.. who announed a tour 2 weeks before. Peoples travel they need to organize things. How is this hard to understand. By the way the send off is a bad idea. The hall where they doing this has 2000 places it's nothing for their fanbase did they forget the concert last time and now they're doing that free event where everyone can show up. It's dangerous and not safe with covid & monkeypox who started to spread in thailand like I'm so annoyed. Can they think for once. Yesterday I woke up annoyed with the send off event today it was the casting call pls make it stop.

I'm dying at your use of emojis! That made me laugh. Thank you for that, anon.

In the words of Mean Girls, stop trying to make fetch happen. Here's the thing, anon, and I've mentioned this vaguely on my Twitter. First things first, being attractive doesn't make a star. Charisma and personality matters too. I'm not throwing shade at anyone's fave when I say this and I hope some people don't take this the wrong way - but if your fave can't mingle and schmooze with regular people, important people, anyone, then they're going to fail. In this industry, you have to know how to talk to people. Being attractive will get you in the door but it won't get you the job. You have to be able to wow the right people. The people with Farger tapped Mile and Apo for their company well before the series even aired. That's what I mean when I say you still have to have a personality. They hadn't even seen the show yet, but the company wanted these two.

Being introverted is a thing, and I'm not knocking anyone for being introverted because you can't change that about yourself. However, that doesn't mean you can't learn how to talk to people. Being socially awkward doesn't really help you in the long run, because these companies and brands are looking for very specific things when it comes to who they're hiring to be the face of their brand. They're looking for attractive people, but they're also looking for charismatic people who can make consumers feel safe and comfortable. They're looking for people who are relatable and people who can actually talk to potential customers. If you're just standing there like this🧍‍♂️the whole time and you're not interacting with people, who's going to hire you? Who's going to look at you and say 'yeah, let's rehire the guy who could barely hold his own at this event?' If you're latching onto someone else because you're so incredibly socially awkward and shy that you're struggling to figure out what to do, you're not going to be successful in the long term.

So while I understand what you mean when you say that Pond & Co. may start steering the company towards an actor that 'looks younger,' it won't matter if said actor is standing in the corner with the deer in headlights look because they don't know how to mingle and talk to people. With the way things stand right now, you're going to find a lot of attractive people with little to no personalities and that's not good. I don't know much about Jeff honestly. I haven't really paid attention to anything he's done outside of this show, so I'll take your word for it. But I have seen ... other actors in this cast who have struggled at fan events. I mean, legit struggled and you could see him drowning. He could not hold his own at this particular event and it was actually painful to watch.

So, unless these new actors are able to completely blow us away with award winning acting, I need to see how they are outside of that. We need actors who can act, but we also need actors who can impress brands because that's where the money comes from. Especially when it comes to a company like BOC that's still incredibly new and hasn't proven they can turn a profit yet. They need all the brands and endorsements they can stand, because those brands are the ones sponsoring this world tour. They need to be able to impress both the brands and the fans. If they can't do either one, then how you can expect them to lead a series all on their own? The marketing and promotion alone would kill them, metaphorically of course.

Also, and here's where we're definitely going to disagree, anon - if they are moving away from BL-like dramas, then there's no need to hire 'younger looking' actors. You only need actors who 'look young' if you're still trying to tap into the BL drama industry because that's the whole shtick of BL dramas. But if you're continuing to move away from that kind of thing and are moving into a mature direction when it comes to dramas, then seeking out an actor that looks young won't really fit. Barcode is a kid and looks like a kid. He wasn't a good fit for this type of show; he would do well in a stereotypical BL drama, but this show was too mature for someone who looks that young. So not looking like a prepubescent boy works in your favor if you're trying to land roles in mature dramas.

TL; DR - being attractive and 'looking young' isn't enough to lead a series. When these actors are expected to do a promotional run for this potential new series, they still have to be able to appear likeable in interviews. Certain actors in this cast would not be able to handle leading a promotional run for a potential new series unless they're paired with another actor who is charismatic enough to pick up the slack. Otherwise, it's going to turn people off and no one's going to want to tune into the show. People tune in and watch these shows because of the actors. They tune in because they feel a kinship with the actors. If they don't feel that, they're not going to waste their time. The show's subject content could be hot garbage, but the audience will still tune in in spite of that because they enjoy the actors. Despite what BOC is trying to do, it's not working. We've seen that today with the lack of attention and interest in the events for the other cast members. BOC is horrible at betting on the right horse, and it usually blows up in their face. Every single time.

#anonymous #answered asks #hella long post #long post #this is incredibly long

[nlghtshade]

♡ february 2022 favorites

i can't believe february is already over !! it felt so slow yet long at the same time. but it's march !! and today (mar 1) is my fave ronald weasley's birthday !! i hope you enjoy this list as much as ron enjoys the hogwarts welcoming feasts !!

♡ eternally grateful to everyone sharing their own and others' works and making the drarry fandom the welcoming and loving space it is. and an extra special thank you to @softlystarstruck for their amazing weekly softly reading recs, @onbeinganangel for their valentine's love letters rec list, @sweet-s0rr0w and everyone who contributed to the Now That's Romance collaborative rec list along with @tackytigerfic's romantic addition, and to this month's fests: @hdcandyheartsfest, @hpdarkarts (My Bloody Valentine), and @kinkuary ♡

i also tried to take note of and give more love to artists this month so sorry (but not really) for the longer post. once again, the list is in read order (i decided to split the fics and art but i'm not sure how i feel about that ... i might go back to putting everything in one long chronological list next month)

FICS

Interpersonal Relationships Year 7, Unit 3: How to Have Sex Like a Responsible Adult (2022, Explicit, 7.3k) by InnerLilith

Harry came to Hogwarts to teach Defense Against the Dark Arts. He did not come to Hogwarts to obsess over Draco Malfoy. He definitely did not come to Hogwarts to channel that obsession into…supervising Draco’s sex education class? Whatever, Harry saved the world. He could handle sex ed. Right?

Shattered by @3lvendork

50 words of Powerful Harry ☺️ for @drarrymicrofic ‘s prompt: Shattered

The Boy Who Died (2020, Explicit, 26.7k) by @magpiefngrl

Harry dies in the forest. Sixteen years later, he comes back to life.

Puppy Breath and Money (2018, Explicit, 18.8k) by @ao3georgeoaks

Harry Potter had spent the last three years terrified for Draco Malfoy. Everyone knew what it meant when Malfoy didn't return to Hogwarts for his fifth year. Harry had done a spectacular job at denying it at first, of course. Tried convincing himself that it was just because Voldemort was back. That the Malfoys probably just ran off with their Dark Lord, or, what he had hoped most, had run away from him. It wasn't until Hermione gave him that look that said that if he didn't pull his head out of his arse soon, he was going to be absolutely hit upside the head, that he had to accept it. Malfoy hadn't returned to school because Draco Malfoy had presented Omega.

Effective Deception by @xx-thedarklord-xx

Buds, Blooms, and Beards (2021, E, 27.2k) by @corvuscrowned

Harry and Ginny have built an easy, happy life for themselves after the war. They run a thriving plant shop together, they have a great relationship, and they're definitely not gay. But when they slowly begin realize that isn’t the case, Harry realizes that navigating his newly-discovered sexuality isn't easy - and he needs to get experience. Luckily, Draco Malfoy is more than happy to help.

A Game With No Rules (2021, Teen, 27.4k) by am_i_awake

“Debt or Hogsmeade date, Potter. It’s your choice.” For a wild, dizzying moment, Harry thinks Draco Malfoy has just asked him out on a Hogsmeade date.

Wanted (2022, General, 1.5k) by @thejadewritergirl

The Prophet posts yet another story about Harry, one that sets Draco's ire burning.

microfic by @academicdisasterfic

25. “I can’t stop thinking about you. When I wake up, when I’m about to fall asleep…”

Into You (2021, Explicit, 28.7k) by @andithiel

There were many things that Harry had anticipated when arriving back at Hogwarts for his eighth year. Having his body switched with Draco Malfoy’s was not one of them.

Drive a Little Slower (2021, General, 1.6k) by @thesleepiesthufflepuff

He silently willed Harry to drive a little slower. To let him pretend a little longer.

Water, Water (2021, Teen, 2.1k) by @ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm

after a major outage in his neighborhood, harry potter sits in front of an old painting and thinks about water.

Lucid (2020, Explicit, 4.4k) and its mini sequel (1.7k) by @dracoladon

Harry's not sure what makes him harder; listening to Draco talk about astronomy, or shagging Draco so thoroughly that he can't talk at all. Both, probably.

A Perfect Fit (2021, Explicit, 17.9k) by nothing_left_sacred

Harry has had to live his life with the curse of being overly well-endowed. Draco has had to live his life with the curse of being hard to please. --- A Cinderella story, of sorts.

Astronomy | Never Let It Fade Away (2020, Mature, 29.3k) by @drarrelie and the art piece that goes along w it by @faevorite-main-blog

If a dying enemy knocked on your door, would you tell them to fuck off or would you try to help them?When it happens to Harry, he is dead set on the former — until Malfoy falls unconscious right there on Harry’s doorstep and changes Harry’s life forever.

A Place on Earth (2022, Teen, 4k) by @lou-isfake

"Right," Draco said, rolling his eyes. "I'm supposed to believe that the Gryffindor war hero caught the former Death Eater singing Muggle pop like a lunatic in his dormitory and didn't immediately share the news with his pack of admirers?" Harry couldn't help it, he snorted a little. "As if they would ever believe me, Draco." Draco drew himself up, ready to launch into some other tirade, so Harry held up a hand; "What would I even say? I saw Draco Malfoy being joyful and free. How is that a joke?"

Poppiholla (2021, Mature, 12.7k) by @moonflower-rose

Harry had accepted that he would pine silently for Malfoy forever, but one, humid summer might change that.

ART

Hogwarts Holidays at The Burrow & Malfoy Manor and Family Outcasts by @alienescence

art of draco testing how soft harry's hair is by @mzuul

art of drarry looking sweetly into each other's eyes by @amaisart

Somewhere Safe by @elentori-art

Capture by @apriicat

these two pieces of draco by @imperiness

they are happily married and tom is a serial killer by @monnopa *tomarry

a fallen prince by @peachbabypie

:) by @puncertainty

Draco Malfoy in uniform by @gildedshivers

Holding Hands by @3lvendork

sleepy draco and harry by @creeeee

hp doodles pt.1 by @nettledtea

Harry ⚡️ by @avendell

trans rights and silver trio book club by @beebox-illustrations

The 'Stare' by @everything-pink-plz

dumbledore, snape, & mcgonagall as the powerpuff girls by @lilbeanz

pansy parkinson by @flyora commissioned by @the-fools-errand

click here for january’s favorites !! ♡

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[lovelykiri]

Yes, doctor

summary

You go to a doctor’s office nearby every year for your annual appointment. Every time a nurse comes out into that familiar waiting room you get a little nervous. You had never liked doctor visits. This time your usual doctor was out, and there was a fill in you hadn’t met before. When the doctor enters your examination room, you were pleasantly surprised. Denki Kaminari, the boy you had been fawning for all throughout high school, would be your doctor today.

female reader

both are adults, around 20-25 years old

h/n = hero name

content warning

medicalplay, bondage, slapping your pussy, degradation, punishment/reward, desperation, edgeplay/orgasm denial, dumbification, breeding, sex toys, thigh riding, y/n pees herself

full fic by spice🥧

After checking in with the receptionist, you sat down in one of the plush chairs in the waiting room. You were a pro hero, and a pretty recent graduate from UA high, having graduated 5 or 6 years ago. This doctor's office was specifically for heroes, so it was pretty fancy to say the least. The reason it was only for heroes was so they could have specialized doctors and nurses fit to deal with quirks, and they were hand selected by the Hero Organization to handle confidential quirk information if needed.

You picked up one of the magazines from the table across from you and flipped through it, eyeing various support item ads and making mental notes of them to show to your costume designer.

"Y/n?" a voice called.

You looked up, and a friendly looking nurse greeted you with a warm smile.

"Hello." you said quietly, getting up to follow her into the hallway.

"It's an honor to meet you, H/n!" she said excitedly, as she led you to a small room to take your height and weight.

"Thanks! Thank you for taking such good care of us heroes."

"Only the best for the people who protect us from villains!" she said cheerfully.

After taking your measurements, she led you to another room.

"Here, change into this, and your doctor will be in shortly!"

She handed you a paper gown.

"Thank you!" you said.

After she left, you put the gown on and sat on the bed. You waited nervously, trying to remember if you were due for any shots, when you heard a knock.

"Are you dressed? May I come in?" a familiar sounding voice called.

"Sure." you said.

The door opened and you knew who it was the second you saw a flash of that familiar bright yellow hair.

You couldn't believe your eyes.

"K-Kaminari?"

"Please! Call me Denki. We were friends in high school, weren't we?" he said with a bright smile.

"Y-Yeah.. you didn't become a hero?"

"Nope. Everyone at UA and in the pro hero world looked down on me. Well, except you, Deku, and Red Riot, that is. So I became a doctor to prove people like Dynamight wrong. Do you still talk to anyone from our class?" He asked, taking a seat at his computer and typing in his password.

"Yeah, Deku and I patrol together sometimes and Mina is still my best friend."

"Oh, Mina! I forgot about her. She was nice. Anyway, how have you been? Feel sick lately? Cough? Sore throat? Fever?"

"Nope, I'm all good." you said, trying to avoid his gaze.

"Are you okay? You seem.. nervous." he lowered his voice.

"I-I'm fine. Sorry."

"Okay. Well, I'm gonna ask you a few questions, and then we can get started."

He began to ask questions, your cheeks heating up more and more with every embarrassing question about your sex life, menstrual cycle, bowel movements, and so on and so forth.

Denki laughed suddenly.

"Look how red you are- calm down it's just me!"

You laughed quietly.

"Alright, well, I'm just gonna make sure everything's okay, and then you can be on your way!"

"Sounds good." you said, relieved that he wasn't asking any further questions.

He had stopped asking questions, yet that warmth in your cheeks stayed there as you watched him wash his hands and put gloves on.

He started by checking your reflexes. After you almost kicking him, he moved on to check your eyes and ears.

He pulled out his stethoscope.

"I'm gonna listen to your heartbeat really quick okay? Tell me if I'm making you uncomfortable! Sorry, it's gonna be cold."

Shit. He's gonna be able to tell how nervous I am..

You tried to steady your breathing, but it just came out ragged, embarrassing you further.

He moved the stethoscope with a confused look on his face, before taking it off and putting it back around his neck.

"Are you okay? Your heart is beating really fast. Should I refer you to someone or are you just nervous?" he asked, scribbling something down on a clipboard.

"N-Nervous, sorry."

"Oh yeah! You had a crush on me in high school, didn't you?" That explains it!"

"H-How did you know?"

"Mina told me. After we graduated, though. I never got to reach out to you about it, but I liked you too."

"Y-You did?!" you breathed.

"Mmhm. Now try to calm down a little so I can get some accurate measurements."

"Okay, sorry."

You took a deep breath, and he continued trying to get an accurate reading, but god.. he was just so hot, so concentrated, and he smelled so good..

"Hey. Y/n. Earth to Y/n." he said, looking up.

"Sorry!" you said again.

"It's not a problem," he smirked. "Come here."

And with that, he pulled you in for a kiss.

You gasped against his mouth, before melting into it, your hands finding their way around his neck, clasping in the back. You felt one of his hands wrap around you waist, the other still holding the stethoscope in place.

You broke the kiss.

"You gonna move this?" you asked, touching the hand holding the stethoscope.

"Why? You wanna take this further or something?" he asked.

You cast your gaze downwards as he pressed it harder onto your chest to the point where it started to hurt.

"D-Denki.."

"Use your words, princess. What do you want from me?" he said, laughing. He could hear your heartbeat steadily climb, he loved the look of nervousness covering your face, you desperately trying to form words.

"I-I want you."

"Hm?" he said, pressing harder. The loudness was starting to hurt his ears, but it was so worth it to see you flustered.

"P-Please! I want you!"

"Good girl." he said with a smile, removing the stethoscope and placing it on the table.

He sat in his desk chair, facing you with crossed arms.

"Undress please, I need to make sure everything looks okay."

"O-Okay."

"That's 'Yes Doctor' to you."

"Yes doctor."

You took off the gown and tossed it aside, facing Denki, who was smirking at the sight of your naked body.

He stood up and took off his shirt, followed by his pants, leaving him in only his boxers, his erection poking through with a bit of precum already showing. He then wrapped you in a kiss again, his hands finding your breasts and kneading them until your nipples were hard.

You let out a soft moan as you caressed his face.

He pulled away.

"Look at you, making a mess on my table." he gestured to the wet puddle that was forming between your legs. "I'll have to punish you for that.

He pulled a roll of bandages from the cabinet and smirked. He bandaged your hands on either side of you stuck down onto the table, making sure you couldn't move them. Then, he bandaged your feet down onto the table, again, making sure you couldn't move them.

Your dripping cunt was exposed to him, and you could barely move.

"Dripping for me like a bitch in heat, I've barely touched you, princess."

"D-Doctor- please-"

You were cut off by two fingers lightly grazing your wet pussy, gathering your juices on them. He then stuck them in your mouth, causing you to gag.

"Suck."

You did as told and sucked your wetness of his fingers, your face a shade of red from embarrassment.

"Such a good girl, following the doctor's orders. Now let's see. I have to examine other patients too, so if you'll excuse me." he started to put his clothes back on, smiling while you looked at him shocked.

"Oh don't be scared. I'll be back for you soon. And I have something to keep you company while I'm gone."

He pulled out a small pink vibrator with a tiny remote from his desk drawer.

"When I found out you were my patient, I had a feeling things would go this way. I came prepared."

He attached the vibrator to your clit, drawing a gasp from you.

"No cumming until I allow it okay? See you soon, princess. Oh- and I almost forgot."

He grabbed the bandages again, and put them over your mouth.

"Can't let anyone hear you!" and with that, he left the room and locked the door.

You sat there, stunned, legs open, dripping wet, with a vibrator attached to you. It wasn't on yet, either. It was just sitting there. You tried to shake it off of you, or at least break the bandages, to try and get some relief, but they wouldn't budge.

And then it happened. The vibrator started at a very low shake, making you gasp once more, trying to close your legs to relieve the pressure.

Your head was spinning when it went up to the next level again. You were squirming, bucking your hips, anything for it to stop. But alas, it went up to the highest level.

You nearly screamed, but managed to stifle your moan. And then, it stopped.

This cycle went on for an hour, the vibrator randomly turning on super low, jumping to high, staying off for a bit, it was pure torture, and it wasn't enough to make you cum, either, so you just had to bear it.

About 30 minutes into this torture, you realized something even worse. You had to pee.

You were sweating, shaking, panting, face bright red, trying not to piss yourself, when the vibrator stopped and the door jiggled. Your heart nearly stopped, afraid it was some poor doctor who would have to see it.

But you were relieved to see your doctor slip into the room.

"My my- you're quite a mess!"

"MmhmmmhmmhhMMM!" you tried yelling at him through the bandage on your mouth.

"Princess, use your words! Oh wait- you cant!"

He detached the vibrator from your clit, and removed the bandage on your mouth.

"I'm gonna examine your pussy, okay?"

"Y-yes doctor."

You gasped at the feeling of his freezing cold hands touching your pussy lightly.

“Are you sensitive here…?" he touched your clit, smirking as you squirmed.

"Or.. here, perhaps?" he lightly circled your entrance with his fingers.

"Y-Yes doctor! I'm so- I'm so sensitive- please- give me an examination or a checkup please- I need to- I need-"

You were babbling, forgetting how to talk.

Suddenly, a hand came down, smacking your pussy. You moaned loudly, looking up at him with tears gathering in your eyes.

"Princess, doctor can't understand you. What do you want?"

"Doc-Doctor I- I need bathroom... please let me go to the bathroom.. th-then we continue."

"Ah, I don't think that's necessary. You may hold it."

"Doctor! Please!"

"No can do, princess. Doctor says no. Do I need to dumb it down more for you? Is doctor speaking too many big words for you to understand?"

"W-Why can't I go pee..?" you said in a small voice.

"Because! You follow doctor's orders, not your own. Doctor says no, you only listen to doctor."

"Y-Yes doctor."

"That's a good girl. Now let's start your examination."

He came over and took both of your breasts in his hands. He rolled your nipples in his fingers and kneaded your breasts until you were whining, face red from embarrassment.

"Is my princess embarrassed? Let your doctor take care of you. He knows what's best. Don't be embarrassed."

He stopped playing with your breasts and moved down to your pussy. Without warning, he dipped his fingers in and curled them painfully slow.

"Doctor!"

"Shh."

You obeyed, stifling your moans as he brought you closer and closer to an orgasm with every slow curl of his fingers.

"Do-Doctor- I'm gonna- p-pee..."

"Okay. Go then."

"B-But Doctor-"

"I said, go princess."

"Yes doctor..." you said, ashamed, as piss pooled out of your pussy, dripping onto the floor.

He continued to finger you slowly as you peed.

You hid your face with your arm.

"Don't be embarrassed princess, I already told you."

"G-Gonna c-cum."

"No. You're not."

He removed his fingers with a sinister grin.

He then slipped his shirt off, followed by his pants, again, leaving him in just his boxers and the gloves he had on.

He peeled your restraints off slowly, looking you in the eye. You looked back at him nervously, trying not to shake.

He then picked you up, surprising you.

"You can wrap your legs around me, it's okay."

He was holding you like a child, but it didn't last long. He put his knee against the wall and let you down so you were sitting on his thigh. He then pressed another kiss onto your mouth.

"Ride." he commanded.

You began to grind onto his thigh, your moans coming out breathy and short.

He reached down to your clit and circled it, and sent a tiny jolt of electricity through his fingers.

"Doctor!"

"Shh princess. Breathe with me okay? In, out. Just like that."

As he led you through breathing, he was sending more electricity to your already abused pussy, making it near impossible not to cum.

"Doct-Doctor ple-please, m'cumming! Let me cum, please!"

You could barely form coherent sentences, you were so focused on trying not to cum.

He placed his hands under your armpits and lifted you up again, holding you once again, like a child. He placed you onto the table again, the wetness from your legs audible.

"I think it's time for Doctor's cock. Are you ready for doctor's cock?"

"Yes doctor! Pl-please! I n-need y-your cock! Please! Breed- breed me!"

"Of course princess."

He finally removed his boxers and gloves, climbing onto the table with you. He put your legs up into the mating press position, and shoved his full length in.

"Aah! D-Doctor- feels so- so good! Please!"

"You said you were a virgin, right?" he asked as he snapped his length into you again.

"Y-Yes doctor."

You could feel every vane, the slight curve, every twitch of his cock as it hit your walls.

"Y-You've never had anyone hit your g-spot then?"

"N-No doctor! I-It's only for you- only you!"

"If you cum without permission, I'm gonna make you cum again. Got it?" he asked with a grunt, as he tried to find your spot.

"Y-Yes doctor!

He began to rub your clit, sending more bliss falling over you. You had been trying not to cum for around two hours now, and it was at this point, slightly painful. You were overstimulated and you hadn't even gotten to cum yet.

His eyes rolled back as he hit that spongy spot- and you almost screamed. You moaned loudly, fingers gripping into his back, toes curling. All you could see was white, and you heard a loud squelch.

"Pr-Princess! You squirted.. what a b-bad girl... c'mon, I know you've got another one in there for me! This time cum WITH permission though."

"Y-Yes doctor!"

He continued to snap his hips into yours. You gasped when he bottomed out, hitting against your cervix. He rubbed your clit harder and continued to pump into you, hitting your g-spot and cervix with every thrust.

"M'gonna cum s-straight into y-your pretty little w-womb. I'll fill you u-up with my kids! You'll be s-swollen and pregnant- you'll be m-my princess f-forever! D-Do you like the s-sound of that?"

"Yes doctor!" you cried out blissfully.

"G-Good girl! C-Cum wi-with me!"

His pace stuttered and his cock twitched hard as hot white cum filled your womb. You couldn't hold back your second orgasm as you came around his cock again, pussy fluttering wildly.

He pulled out slowly, and wiped his now soft cock off with a tissue.

"Princess. You're leaking."

He gathered the cum that was dripping out and pushed it back in.

He got dressed, but when you tried he stopped you and told you to sit back on the table.

"I see you're on birth control on my charts, by the way. Let's take you off of that. And since your heartbeat was a little fast, I'll schedule you back about a week out, how does that sound?"

"G-Good. T-Thank you."

"No problem! Oh- you're leaking again, here."

He pulled out a small plug from his drawer, gathered his cum on his fingers once again, pushed it back inside, and inserted the plug into your cunt.

"Take this out when you know you won't leak my cum anymore."

"Y-Yes doctor. Thank you."

"Oh- and take these every day until next week when you come back for me, okay?"

He handed you a small bottle with tiny pink pills in it. You read the label out loud.

Stimulation In A Bottle for low sex drives

"Low sex drive?"

"Yeah. Coming off your birth control might mess you up a little, it could mean a lower sex drive, or double the sex drive. Best not to risk it, princess."

"B-But-"

"I need to hear a "yes doctor" from you, please."

"Yes doctor."

"Good, now get dressed, I'll see you next week. Oh- and the janitor will clean the pee up. I'll just say it was a child."

"Yes doctor."

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