#but anw mentally

[arhvste]

once k change this theme k will be super cute and cool active tumblr user arhvste ahain yahooooo

#hey guys #i’m back from my first week at uni #i ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 it so bad #also my.. man.. apologised to me. #and gave me an actual valid excuse as to why he was acting some type of way #but i haven’t forgiven him 🤣🤣🤣 #i told him he has so much making up to do and he’s gonna have to grovel hard to get me back #i simply won’t be his gf that easily sorry 👎🏼 #but anw mentally #i’m amazing now 🫶🏼 #so once o change this theme #and get my two shifts at work done this week #i can write again soo #😘

[loveydive]

The Tragedy of Hayakawa Aki - chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto

grief lessons: four plays by euripides, anne carson // chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto // deathless, catherynne m. valente // “untitled,” 2016, ink on paper, kara walker // james, clementine von radics // slide tackle, japanese breakfast // how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín // red glove, holly black // the letter, richard paul evans // interview with james hall, richard siken // ptolemaea, ethel cain // iq84, haruki murakami // the godfather, mario puzo // god's silence, franz wright // crush, richard siken // tumblr user ojibwe // when i was done dying, dan deacon

#csm #chainsaw man #hayakawa aki #aki hayakawa #webweaving #you know your girl is mentally unwell when she makes a webweaving post abt an anime character #web weaving #okay gonna spam every variataion fo teh spoilers tag now LOL #chainsaw man spoilers #csm spoilers #csm manga spoilers #chainsaw man manga spoilers #spoilers #hopefully that was enough #ANW #thinking about him SOOOO MUCHHH #man doomed by the narrative *twirls hair* #his character IS tragedy but i am still conflicted on which tragedy it is #was it inevitable? or was it preventable? #what is the hamartia in this story #is it a character flaw or his circumstances that were out of his control? #honestly think it can be viewed both ways #if he hadnt been so intent on revenge he wouldnt have ended up like this. but it was also circumstance bc makima is basically a god #but god gODD that last quote got me so good bc i was liek THATS LITERALLY IT #TAHTS AKI #anw after volume 9 i cried so many times after during the day and now im rotating him in my mind #my edit #EDIT: JUST READ A POST THAT SAID THAT GOOD TRAGEDY IS WHEN YOU CANT TELL WHETHER IT WAS CIRCUMSTANCE OR FLAW... #DROPPING TO MY KNEES.... #thats it thats exactly it

[davinciae]

memories in disorder | 7. welcome to the show

#dpr ian #christian yu #dpr #dprianedit #my gifs #saw people talking in the tags and whatnot how it's always been in the lyrics #and that he's always been transparent about his episodes #i don't really have anything to add to the conversation but i remembered this so #anw user comintoyoulive said 'it’s all fun and games until the mentally ill person isn’t funny anymore' and that really sums it up best

[ahalliance]

this bit from baghs’ lore is haunting me . a blackboard with all the francophones’ initals . were all of them originally island experiments that managed to escape like qbaghs?

#qsmp #baghera jones #french lore goes haaaaaard #like . okay . baghs was a child hybrid experiment who grew up with the feds then eventually managed to escape . #we know Someone was asked and then instructed to Get Her Back #which we think means the whole crashing the plane on purpose thing . which we think kameto orchestrated #and all the other francophones have Some sort or connection to the island and experiments as well #étoiles serving as a test subject during his code fights for the feds #the feds nearly torturing aypierre to death (fucked up . btw can we talk about that) to get info out of him #and then performing some dubious ass unknown procedure on him to save his life #antoine has less tying him to the feds as of Now but we know he doesn’t hold as much hatred for the feds as the others do . like he’s very #neutral and almost lenient towards them (suceur de cucurucho . anw) #so there’s links for All of them . multiple hints pointing towards a shared islander past linked to the federation #maybe that explains why the federation seems so chill about them (in comparison to the brazilians lmao) #like . they’re not That outwardly aggressive towards them #maybe the Feds are just so smug and pleased that they got their experiments back that they don’t mind being lenient towards them now . #because they’ve got them back in their clutches and this time they won’t be able to leave #hmmmmmmm okay current theory: baghs n some of the others (at least aypierre and étoiles though probs antoine too) managed to escape the fed #kameto stayed behind for x reason idk he’s a fed simp . anw he was then instructed to orchestrate the plane crash to bring the others back #and he did . and the vague memories aypierre has and the ‘oh maybe they’re not so bad’ mentality antoine has #are just the old Feelings being stirred up by being back on the island despite the amnesia #okay boom im so smart #jay rambles #incredibly long tag set im not sorry

[yonemurishiroku]

An Dark Alice in Wonderland-inspired AU for Clovis/Nico

wherein Nico is the Alice lost in the land of his own nightmares and Clovis is the Mad Hatter that helps him defeat the demons haunting his dreams?

#nico di angelo #clovis pjo #clovis #clovico #i dont know there couple tag—- #hypnos’ child #hypnos cabin #nico has mental issue #AiW AU #alice nico #mad hatter clovis #nico in nightmareland #yone rambling #fanfic talk again bc what’s new anw? #yone prompt #yone au #pjo au #pjo #hoo #toa #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #trials of apollo #riordanverse

[takitori67]

Literally learned to draw Ash and Karn in about 3 minutes. I'm so sorry it's badly drawn

#just doodles? #ttls gallery #dont do this at home. only war criminals can pull this off #anw i think i need a list of all decapitated servants because i feel like it would be funny #that they bond over the fact their heads are literally detachable now #dont let arjuna catch this he will get war flashback and mental breakdown (kicks karna's head away) #i need to draw something serious sjsgsuwhsggsmw

[mayoiayasep]

no bc like why is mayoi's mental illness reacted so negatively in comparison to midori's in the fandom

#tell me you dislike people with stigmatized mental illness without telling me you dislike people with stigmatized mental illness :/ #like yeah sure mayoi's intrusive thoughts might make people uncomfortable #but also i am sick👏🏾and👏🏾tired👏🏾👏🏾 of people seeing her as creepy and gross and seeing her fans as such as well #say you hate people with intrusive thoughts just fucking say it #enstars #ensemble stars #mayoi ayase #midori takamine #and this is NOT a go ahead to pit the two of them against each other please do not #like this isnt even on here i saw it a few times on youtube but even then its just like. #yknow that things thats when people are bashing celebrities and its like 'the person youre bashing wont see this but people with the- #-similar thing will'? yeah it feels like that #anw enoguh tag ranting i managaed to put this ins words

[yeonban]

Do NOT send me to do anything in book related places because I just went "real quick" to return a book to the library next to me since I'm "in much of a hurry" and came back a whole 40 minutes later because while returning it I happened upon another book I was interested in which was rather short so I figured I'd read it right then and there

#tbd. #* ooc. / posts. #Frankly amazed my irls didn't call me to ask where I vanished to after the 10 mins I told them I'd be back passed and I was still MIA 💀 #Anw I might be able to do smth ic today since I'm all over the place so I won't be in the mental state to do uni projects!! #I'll try to tackle some drafts whenever I arrive home! And check out my activity page bc lord I haven't in ages 😭 #I hope all of you have a good day!! 🫡❤️

[oscarisaacsspit]

one of those binge reading every single nathan bateman fics i come across days

#it’s for my mental health #should i come back with recs? probs will anw #i would let him gaslight me any day ngl #okay bye #nathan bateman #nathan bateman x reader #nathan bateman smut #my big three 😌

[enden-k]

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how tf do you draw. asking for my cat

#i feel like i forgot #wee i lost ability to draw thats it with my blog ig! thanks for being with me all this time guys— (joking) #im like chronically sleepy maybe i should take a nap and then ill remember how to draw hmph #i feel so out of my element AGHAGDBB sits on floor #anw brb taking a nap sleep and cuddling w zhongli pillow cures everything right #zzz #myountalk #personal #tbd #im ok btw before someone worries about my mental health or me stressing about this ajxbc no worries guys ✌️💙 #(saying this bc ppl are kind and send me nice messages out of worry and its sweet but i never know how to reply and get embarrassed so-) #no worries no worries alrighty

[ihophashbrowns]

also i shld mention that im not comfortable with aespa stans anymore LOL bcuz some of them thought it was appropriate to call me racial slurs n harass me for a harmless jokey joke so

#i still like 3/4 of the girls but. yeah. i dont think i have it in me -mentally- to associate with them #obviously my mutuals are fine bcuz u guys are normal but i dontbwant any new ones following me 💀 LOL #anw i dont this narrative to be twisted so heres my side. i was on twt. i kept seeing that vid of g*selle's atrocious solo on my tl. #i qrt with that gif of her. yknow. saying the n word and i said 'she shld stick to this' harassment #antiblackness? name calling? (also from other black ppl mind u) ensues #& they also brung up the fact that im an e.xol 💀💀💀 didnt i say pointing fingers when ppl bring up ur faves' problematic actions is loser #shit. bcuz it is loser shit. #sooooo yeah. im not comfortable with any new mys of any race following me lol #🧁.txt

[adhd-birb]

Here's your gentle reminder that your mental illness or disability could only be an explanation for your actions NOT an excuse for them.

If you do something shitty, own up to it and apologize if necessary without using your condition as an excuse. Making your condition your shield from being called out for bad actions would hurt people with that same condition since it would contribute to the stigma for those conditions.

It's okay to make mistakes, just learn how to own up to it.

#mayaposts #disability #mental disability #mental illness #actually disabled #actually neurodivergent #neurodivergent #also call out anyone who uses their disability/mental illness as an excuse #that also included me if i ever come to that btw #anw just peeved off in general abt a guy i knew who did this shit

[hxneyvanity]

aw fuck i missed my free birthday 5 star in enstars :((

#yknow maybe the fact that i never once thought about enstars all day is a good thing actually #anw now that i’m here can i just say 17 is such a scary age??like mentally i’m still 14 and in middle school what is happening

[masatos-wig]

shambling back to le blog after sitting in my baldgate3 cave for 3 months hi guys

#i was weening off the 10+hr daily gamer grind but the valentines day patch dropped and i ended up starting an astarion origin run .. #fighting the brain tonight w my wife karlach tonight tho so excited for when we both explode <3 i am not im mentally in another place #i swear to god if i cant go to avernus w her ill die fr ill die irl i think #THE NEW KARLACH KISSES W ALL THE FOREHEAD NUZZLING AND EXTENDED HEAD HOLDING ILL KMS FR KARLACH DONT PLAY ILY #anw. working on tinee yoru standee designs :3 to match the astarion one i have #theyre the worst wives that enable each orhers morally terrible decisions + hav very little decision permanence .blank slates every morning #moral compass of fuck it we ball #i hope everyones been good tho!! if u made it down this far 😭 #wig talk

[yonemurishiroku]

ok but imagine the lukercy pygmalion au where percy just sorta got used to having bouncing stone head luke hopping around the house. luke's learned to pick things up in his teeth since he has no hands and when he's angry he bites

Percy's got himself a weird pet. Huh.

And it talks.

(Ngl if i were Percy i'd not complain. but that's just me)

Srsly this au is getting out of hand I'M WHEEZING with every mental image. 🤡🤣🤣 I thought you'd re done with the Pixar lamp and now you just jumped in my inbox with more mindblowing things. Absolutely unhinged.

#please pfft the mental images are just kasdajkda #luke castellan #percy jackson #pygmalion au #lukercy #i swear this was a lukercy au i know nothing ok #statue luke #pjo #hoo #toa #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #trials of apollo #yone rambling #percy jackson and the olympians #fanfic talk again bc what’s new anw?

[jiatiful]

i'm not drowning and i'm fighting to never stop moving, despite it all.

i never learned how to swim, so i just kick my feet, and i, surprisingly, go up. yes, it is messily, but i'm pushing up, hoping it is enough to reach to the surface and get some oxygen.

my whole body aches, my feet are numb, my arms don't listen to me, my head is spinning, and the sea takes me down once again.

my chest is on fire, begging for air.

i know i have to swim my way up somehow, or else i'll die.

it's ironic how, among the chaos, it is peaceful, somehow.

i can finally take a break.

i hear distorted voices from far away, people laughing from outside the water that surrounds me, and if i focus enough, i can hear my heartbeat going crazy, hoping to get another chance.

i desperately want to rest for a while, i'm too tired, my body is tired, and my mind is tired.

it's getting cold down here, even though my whole body is burning with pain.

i hold my body, giving myself a hug.

you can't distinguish the tears from the water of the sea, and i'm thankful for that, i don't want people to see i'm struggling to swim up. the rest of them do it flawlessly, and i don't want people to know i can't swim.

i look up, and the rays of the warm sun are hitting on my aching self. it's beautiful.

and i don't want to drown.

#just wrote this idk why ? #anw yeah posting it here to save it lol #been feeling like im somwhow swimming up but also kinda drowning at the same time #whatever that means !!!! (im exhausted my mental health is declining and i cant do art school anymore :p) #note to myself: it'll be alright soon 🫶🏻 #this feels too personal but i dont really care at this point 😭 #hope someone likes it tho !! #take care everyone <33 #my writing