#but i do have the patience for set up.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

come get yer Laughin'stock! get it hot off the press! free Laughin'stock right here!

#biting and ripping and tearing and maiming and wailing and sobbing and flopping around like a dying fish #Thank You to this round of requesters! banger ideas the lot of you! #this lil 'excersize' made my night a lot better <3 #all of these were so much fun to do #the tango one and the winter one especially! #if you dont see yours here have Patience! #im not done! #scribble salad #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #ive actually thought soooo much about them getting married and how they'd go about it #and each time i come to the same conclusion #on the day of. like ten minutes before theyre supposed to walk down the aisle #howdy bursts into wherever barnaby is waiting and is like 'this is a hassle - lets skip this show' #and barnaby is all I Thought You'd Never Ask <3 #so they straight up run away from their own wedding. hand in hand and laughing like idiots #exchanging rings in the woods and sneaking things from the bodega for a picnic #in a more modern setting i imagine theyd just sign marriage paperwork at a courthouse #and then go to the nearest high-rated cheap diner #hard cut to everyone at the venue like 'where the fuck are they???' #finally frank notices that the ring pillow wally is holding is devoid of rings. where did they go. shrug #actually in a modern setting i think theyd skip the actual wedding altogether #too much money + too much effort #the store closes for a few days and then they show up on monday with rings nbd

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

End of Empathy (time for violence)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan jingyi #jin ling #lan sizhui #We are back to the present! Honestly I think I'm going to try and truncate the rest of this arc. #I LOVE yi-city and I really appreciate all of the support the yi-city lovers have given me. And the patience of those who aren't. #But it's been two months. And I need to move this along </3 #Anyways; I love the start of ep 3 so much. The worried concern of the juniors is so cute #but the crown jewel by far is wwx responding like a parent that's very hungover but trying so hard to be nice about it #like 'shhh shhhh guys hi I'm up now. Can you keep the volume down. Can you get me some water and my sunglasses from the glovebox.' #and of course the incredible wham line of 'Xue Yang Must Die.' #'Is YX irredeemable? I'm pro 'everyone is capable of change and deserves a chance.' So Im of the camp of 'if he had the opportunity...maybe #The issue is that this setting has no structure to provide those opportunities. You are perceived as a threat therefor you must die #XY is a very interesting parallel to the YLLZ because they both meet the same fate: outsiders determining that they need to be killed #plus both did war crimes. I know it's easy to forget the YLLZ actually did do some of the things he was accused of (most wrong) #but wwx also has blood on his hands. He also sought revenge in pretty twisted ways. Both were given opportunities to step away and refused #The difference is that we empathize with and like XXC & SL and A-Qing. The Narrative says they were wronged and that is an injustice.'

[zecoritheweirdone]

first art post of the new year!!! granted, i don't share my art here that much anyway, but– shhh.

hehehehhhooo,, here's something i've been working on for 'bout a month,, albeit not consecutively– took a few,, very very long breaks in between working on this,, but i managed to finish it in the end! am i satisfied with it? .......ehhhh? not completely, but if this took any longer, it might not have seen the light of day, so like. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

anyway,, made a little poster for my favorite fic, tommyinnit's services for villains, vigilantes, and various other vagabonds, by @scorpionoesit!!! it's really really good,,, and i've always wanted to make more art for it,, so i decided– poster! at least,, that's what it's mean to resemble,,, dkdmkdmdkd.

i will freely admit,, i'm... not the biggest fan of the fan-made logo i tried to design for it,, feels a bit boring, and could definitely have used a bit more pizazz, something to make feel more like the fic itself(what does that mean? you figure that out),,,, but– again, steam was running low,, dkdnksjs. graphic design is my passion. i do also have other complaints, but i'm afraid i already punched my one-use self-critique card,, oh well,,, dkdnkxjdkd.

regardless,, even with the flaws only i can really see,, this still turned out pretty okay!! hope you enjoy it, mx. scorpio and mx. alibi!!! and i hope everyone else has a wonderful new year!!!!

#my art #dream smp #tommyinnit fanart #tommyinnit #i don't wanna try tagging the rest of them so i'm just not gonna <3 #anyway wrow i wonder who the skull guy and mysterious shadowy figure are....... could be anyone. #i was gonna try and fit in some sort of hero so i could check all the dots of everyone tommy's help #specifically either dr**m (derogatory) or phil #(was mostly leaning towards phil) #but 1) couldn't figure out a way to make it look good with the current set up #my first thought was to try moving the current characters around a bit; but then it would feel too crowded #my second thought was to have them appear from the smoke; somehow? a smoky figure? #but that only really looked good in sketch form and i didn't have the patience to figure that out properly #and 2) no clue what their designs look like. don't even know what their powers are; yet! #was also wanting to fit fundy in but it didn't work for the first reason #fun rapid fire character design facts: niki has a littol sharp tooth 'cause of the joker stuff! #i originally gave tubbo green eyes;; but i decided blue-green looked cooler #tech– [cough] i mean;; *orion's* cloak has a faint lil orion pattern on can barely see it but it's there i assure you !!! #(i tried my best for his design but i am. not the greatest at outfits;; especially hero/villain ones) #tommy has long hair bc it's *MY* art and *I* say he gets long hair. this definitely isn't canon to vagabonds i just like to do this #<- also why michael and tommy have freckles #tommy has a bit of green in his design(through the patch) due to a theory of mine :D #might have over-rendered the hair a bit but. fuck you i like it #anyway i think that's all i have to say about it? if you've actually read all these tags;;; have a cookie -> 🍪 #pretend it's a peanut butter cookie #actually. no pretend it's both. you get two cookies. as a treat. #anyway have a good rest-of-your-day !!!!!!

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[impossible-rat-babies]

the doom posting that comes around whenever a cash shop outfit comes out is deeply obnoxious at this point ngl

#yes there is something to be said about the cash shop model and how a lot of cool outfits are there #and the lack of more fantasy inspired outfits when there has been so much more modern outfits in game lately #and I have been guilty of being upset about this #but man. man people screaming and yelling about how 14 is going down the toilet because of this I’m just like. shut up #go look at the WoW cash shop and tell me how 14 is going into the same trap #you know the special mounts for doing all the EXs in an expansion? #yeah wow would put that in cash shop and be like teehee to have the full set give us 18 dollars #there are much worse and far grubbier systems out there to get your money from you #I dunno man the way people spit vitriol about thjs is like did SE like. kill your mother or something #Owen talks #edit: at the end of the day SE is a company and they are going to try and make more money off of you than just you sub #choosing to engage in that or not is your choice #idk maybe I just have a very short patience with people like this #I just come here whine for two seconds block the people screaming and be on my way

[ereborne]

An open letter, to everyone from this afternoon's meeting:

Christ a-fuckin-live, yes, I do think all these redundancies are really necessary! It's not even that many redundancies, are you fucking joking, I'm not asking for a full and proper PACE plan (yet! not yet but oh you best bet it's coming, you idiot bitches give me a contingency inch and I will take a save-your-ass mile) it is literally training one extra person for each task. One! Do you know how close to the bone we are already running. Do you know the cold sweat that haunts me. One single solitary contingency! I am here begging bare-bellied for the meanest of scraps and you're interrupting me. You are swinging over the gaping abyss of absolute moronity and as I hand-tie the slimmest of career safety nets beneath you, you argue with me!

Every month we voluntarily take our entire system down and hard reset it, because the tooth-grinding inconvenience of a controlled descent is better than the comminuted fractures of a natural crash, but if you would rather the broken bones, that can certainly be arranged. Every day someone asks me to hunt down direly-needed information, and I burrow weasel-like through digital snowbanks until I find the problems and crack their spines between my teeth. Would you like to see how I do it. I have built checks for unreturnable queries into my daily routine, do you think that is a standard practice? It would literally be easier for me to let them break and frame a different one of you for each failure than to continue maintaining them all. If you really want to know about most efficient use of time, I will show you the math. It will look very like the forked end of a crowbar, and I will gladly give you a thorough breakdown! That said,

Please fill out the highlighted lines on the attached form. Your supervisor has been copied on this message. Thank you for your support.

#yapping tag #thank you for reading along as I boil off the last sad vapors of my patience! #it's especially frustrating today because this is actually really good news! this is proof of progress! #the fact that we have breathing room enough for me to put this forward as the next step is a huge win already!! #they've just all been so crunched for so long that this scant little reprieve feels to them like epiphany and euphoria #they're reveling and here I am come to rain on their sad little parades with my new training-tracking requests and they hate it #but guess what chucklefucks! I don't care if you hate it! #I'm going to set up multiply-reinforced systems for us all if it's the last thing any of you do!

[wxtchpilot]

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#OOC #[ once again letting everyone know that I’ll be heading out of town this weekend #and I’m at work right now BUT will work on the replies I have left tonight once I get home and #set up a queue. Again thank you for the patience! Hope you’re all doing great ^^ ]

[itspileofgoodthings]

teaching has just truly driven me away from tumblr discourse because I’m still talking to people who are wrong about literature and have bad takes but now there are valid and understandable reasons for that (adolescence) (new to life in general and having opinions at all)

#akksksjejeje this is so mean I mean the wider problem of tumblr discourse!!!!!!!!!!! not any individuals #well maybe some individuals whose blogs I have come across over the years #who are spewing heresy and nonsense #but anyway on a more serious note all patience for discourse and discussion is simply used up in my teaching #that’s where it all goes #I got nothing left! #I mean I have lots left for one on one discussions #but I just mean in terms of interacting with a group and all the work that comes with balancing the humors (lol) #of a group setting so that there can be the right amount of harmony and forward motion #that’s just used up in teaching #It’s the right context for it! #I should really just leave here. it would be better and fairer #but I still kind of need it as a dumping ground #(Anyway if you read my posts and reply to them and are kind I appreciate it so much <3 I do not mean to disparage you at all) #(I am just also trying to be honest about why the format and the space here is one I’ve grown beyond/can’t use in the same way I used to #and it’s something I still need to occasionally work out in a text post on tumblr I guess! #which is ironic #to say the least.

[softerpixels]

trying my hardest not to let this sims slump eat me alive

#.txt #completely unmotivated to play in the save i’ve been setting up #even though I’m so close to finishing set up 🙁 #don’t want to play with patience and eloise bc I have no idea what to do with them #womp womp 😭

[frenchonionsoop]

#setting this for a day because i have 0 patience #even if the poll doesnt do well i might just end up making it anyway tbh fdSHFHF #just wanna see how many people are interested #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #redbubble

[pepperpixel]

Them…. Cuz legit.. I’m forever n always gonna be obsessed w these 3 ghghg- I drew em all pixelated this time tho! Cuz I thought it’d be fun to mess around w the binary brush and stuff. And it was fun! So that’s good lol

#transformers #maccadam #tf tailgate #tf cyclonus #tf whirl #humanformers #??? #mtmte #doodles #tried to draw all 3 in there canon holomatter avatar forms this time! #and… I started w whirl and def succeeded.. got to cyclonus and /sorta/ succeeded #(I had to change his clothes and some small details cuz I could not put up w how frilly and fuckin fancy he was ghghg. #like I do not have the patience for all that detail) #and then I got to tailgate and was like: *eyes closed emoji* ‘I Do Not See It.’ #gGHGH LIKE. nah… I’m just gonna draw my own tailgate lol. #i stole his holomatter avatars outfit tho. cuz the clothes are ok #and I figure I should try and include /some/ detail of it considering I originally set out to draw the holomatter avatars lol #but anyway! yeah! more art… #also! kno I said the speedpaint for the whirl page would be out by now! but! #davinci resolve decided to fucking. explode and corrupt my entire project right as I was nearing the end. #and then I got my period the next day and I was like. I’ll just do this shit later gGHG #so u guys are still gonna get it just in a few more days ghgh #thank u for understanding lol #tailgate #cyclonus #whirl

[allmightyscroll-swag]

I'm about to wash my hair but I just got a sick world building thing for one of my oc stories

And I'm writing this down here in the notes cause I'm silly

#so the story is set in a world inhabited by magic #and i treat magic very much like? art in a way? in the sense that #anyone can do art if they want to. but it's not gonna be like #a super big masterpiece. #but if you've been doing art your whole life youre pretty good at it #you can experiment #and magic is versatile in that way #but if you dont have the patience or passion for it then maybe youll just end up using like. a few super magic spells #actually CW FROM AFTER THIS TAG #cw dehumanization #cw gore #cw abuse #cw electrocution #cw experimentation #the main character Benjamim (or C-86 rn) is the result of a series of experiments that attempt to push the limits of magic #in turn being born genetically modified to be a bird dude. he has a pair of wings talons & a feather tail but because the scientists were #literally so new to this stuff #as a side effect he also has clawed hands #two pairs of wings on his face #and a second tail attached to the first one #since the start he had no respect for the scientists or any authority #was uncooperative and extremely difficult #which resulted in the scientist's attempting to subdue him by injecting him with a shit ton of magic via runes #with failed resulting in them having to do something else. that something else was inventing a way to store magic #which was a big revelation overall to the world but its use here was injecting a collar/bracelets with electricity via runes. so that it #could then STORE that electricity. but you need a way to activate the runes so that it works properly so what they did #was attach these cords so that a current could be sent to the runes activating them. it was manual sure but their not advanced enough for #anything else. so everyone with these collars or bracelets looks like some wild animal that needs to be kept on a leash #and that's literally so fucked up. the dehumanization. the pain. the internalized rage of the subjects. could snap at any moment. #and once they do every scientist or higher up in that building will suffer the consequences of their actions. the subjects are not merciful.

[niteshade925]

#really frustrating to have parents who would not listen to your advice on something they have no idea about. #I'm going to be leaving my cat with one of my parents for a couple of weeks bc I'm going on an intl trip #and when I condense down my experience and give them all they need to know #OH NOOOOOO they won't listen #they think they know better than me despite never having an indoor pet for their whole lives #and I'm like you want pee stains in your house? is that it? if not you better listen to me #like this shit in itself is already frustrating as is #I'm already putting all of my patience to use here because my parents are certainly not patient people at all #it's because I know them too well. I knew they would be like this. #but it's not like I really have another choice #this is why I've moved out and I'm never moving back in again unless I'm facing homelessness #I hate dealing with them #and what's more I know they are the type that's quick to anger #and that's really bad #I'm already doing everything I can not to upset them because the tiniest thing can set them off #I'm giving them instructions and videos to watch months ahead of time so they are mentally prepared #but they are refusing me. they are getting impatient every time I bring it up #and I'm progressively getting more and more frustrated and stressed #obviously I don't let it show. if I did I won't need to vent here #but my patience is wearing down

[izzy-b-hands]

finally broke into one of my new syringes (still have some old ones, but figured hey i should try them for this shot)

Tw for bitching abt medical shit/my injs below the cut

and i just. why is my doc intentionally making this harder. I ask for 3ml syringes bc it's what im used to and know how to draw up. She agreed to that, so i never checked my new ones bc why should i? she listened, she sent in for 3mls, right?

NOPE. fucking 1 ml which means figuring out the draw up has required online searching to make sure it's right, and bonus! everything I've found doesn't recommend it for T bc it's such a slow inj to begin with, and 'many feel it takes longer to inject in smaller syringes designed mainly for IV use, which lessens compliance with injection schedules in some'

And i hate how it looks. it looks like so much more, and i know that's stupid bc it isn't, it's the same amount as usual, but the sight of it is v much involved in me getting my injs done with my fear of needles. I know, again, I KNOW planned parenthood is dealing with not enough funding, hands on staff, etc, but does that really prevent you from listening to your patient and trying to help them with shit like this? bc i don't think it should. I'm still forever grateful they've been helping me keep my T going until I find a primary care doc, but at the same time...what the fuck? I said this would be an issue, and i need to stay with my usual supplies. If that was an issue for them, i was willing to buy syringes myself from the medical gear shop I've used for extra supplies before (that will ship out here, I've checked.) Why won't she just fucking. listen, and talk to me? if all she could do was 1 ml syringes, fine, BUT FUCKING TELL ME THAT BEFORE SO I CAN JUST BUY MY OWN

Like. I will get this done. ill use these crap syringes up bc I refuse to waste them.

But now I'm overly nervous and worried im gonna fuck it up with the new syringe, or that it will hurt more or take even longer to inject than usual, so my hands are too shaky to do it! im already a day late with it, and I'd bet ten bucks I wont be able to calm myself enough to do it until tomorrow. Yes, this is also autism bs of needing things the same but like. I've had to do a lot of adjusting since last year, and have made efforts to accept changes and sporadic things. it's been hard as fuck, but I've fucking done it. so why can't i have one fucking thing like this stay the same? just my inj supplies, that's it! I'll accept and deal with other changes but for fuck's sake, she KNOWS I'm nervous abt fucking up my injections (bc i always want them to go well so i get as much med in me as i can, with minimal tracking out after it), why the fuck wouldn't she at least tell me if she was limited in syringes/what she can rx?

Why don't docs listen when i talk, and why won't they just talk and be honest with me like a fucking adult. is that honestly so fucking difficult?

Apparently so 🙃

#text post #long post #sorry ignore me i just needed to vent this out before i figure out if the inj needle fits this syringe #bc the draw up one barely fits correctly so im not feeling real confident on the others! #this is my fault for not checking at the pharmacy but tbh they wouldn't have done anything to help anyway #they're overworked as it is and don't have the time or patience for that #I'd love to discuss this with my doc but thus far she's only suddenly changed when she wanted more bloodwork donr #and refuses to respond to my requests asking when she'd like my next appt scheduled #bc if she moved the bloodwork then maybe she wants to follow up sooner but who fucking knows #and that's not even getting into her misgendering me thru my whole last appt #and she's this p.p.'s full time gender therapy specialist! so there's no one else i can even ask to see at the local office #she's sweet enough but i really think she needs to like. go into a different specialty or something #bc clearly this is not her thing and I'm selfishly frustrated that it's making this harder for me #whatever. i have an inj to set somewhere safe until i can get over this change and make myself do it #funny enough this was supposed to be a quick inj before i shower but! here we are!!!

[warlordfelwinter]

really going to embody celeste today by just obsessively mulling over every little moment with patience from last night's session

#i just. can't get over. how perfect he was #how the fuck did the dm do that #she reached into my brain and plucked him out #my ideal asmodeus #the exact perfect ratios of arrogant and intelligent and mean but nice to celeste and funny and impatiently patient #brought the exact energy i wanted of fond of celeste but not returning the energy he was bringing #probably making his friends assume he's in an emotionally abusive relationship lmao #but also a few little tiny moments and things to show that he does actually maybe care #like i'm just #houoguhghgohoghghhhrhhhghh oughhghhhh aughhh #i shouldn't have to go to work today because i should just be allowed to stay home and roll around on the floor #thinking about my blorbos from my brain #the relationship energy i wanted from them is like. a cat and a golden retriever and it was nailed perfectly #celeste just like hanging off his arm and trying to snuggle with him in the coach #while patience isn't pushing him away but also isn't really reciprocating and is just talking about guild fees and shit #also just. love celeste managing to get their new tavern renovated and opened and set up completely for free #just bc asmodeus is like desperate to give him gifts and celeste keeps not wanting them #it fully probably could seem like celeste was using that to manipulate him into paying for it all but celeste is too fucking dumb for that #he didn't realize what he was doing #and also asmodeus is too smart to be manipulated #ghahhh i know no one cares about them as much as i do but i AM going to keep talking about them so much #i was so happy to get patience in the game #personal #fel's ttrpgs #dnd #waterdeep campaign #oc: celeste #celeste/asmodeus

[gifti3]

why did they make 1-11 that difficult

#i have to speedrun kingdom of beasts for the right clothing when i had no issues with every other stage #all my mobile games are testing my patience for christmas #events are supposed to be fun hello? #dress up time princess #dutp #if ur planning on doing the event story last minute and havent read through kingdom of beasts #and dont have the full “night of farewell” set #dont wait until the last minute lol