#but im busy enough rn

[oifaaa]

Fun new game I'm playing while watching the new Percy Jackson show called "Was this actually different in the books or is my memory just shit"

#percy jackson #pjo #just with small things like #wasnt it a thing in the books #that all the gods children had designated tables #and its one of the ways you could tell the hermes cabin was over crowded #bc there was hardly any space at the table #i could always just reread the book again to see #but im busy enough rn #so hopefully one of you lovely people will tell me #oifaaaposts

[soccerpunching]

It's abt 2 hours away from 2024 from where i am...

Let me use this time to thank all of you for being part of my 2023, you made it better than the horrible mess that it was. Thank you for sticking with me even tho the last 4ish months have been so busy for me and made me inactive.

I wish more opportunities come to you.

Special thanks to the people I screamed with in 2023, you were all loud enough to blast my demons away :> @frosty-tian @honeycrashed @feisaru

And for the rest of you that made my days lighter and helped me hold on for another day... you were all real ones and i wish we can get closer this 2024:

@toomanybirdy @churro-on-a-unicycle @corvidayays @marmolao @d34dbr4in @voetballers @jellyavi @lazitoelgato @eky-13 @arugan @nanairomelette @queen-jass-blog @hunternugget @garbage--account @lovesealss @pxnky-prxmise @hsohangout @otakufimi @oicuperp @henry-old-hollywood @kapane-luyeshu @zakuryoishi @raimon-eldritch-chronicles @nawemichi @sceptile11 @redpandawrites-123 @lyionly-wants-to-die

#new year #the fact that i couldnt hold the conversation long enough to stay in conversation w yall 😭 #im sorry for leaving all of you on read #-> i will try to do better this coming months (that i hope i wont be busy or burnt out) #the things i promised yall woukd come along. thanks for your patience 😭😭 #i literally have “connect w ppl better” as a new years resolution 😭😭 #-> first time making one in like half a decade and it's just that one thing in the list #if i miss someone i will kms #not fandom lore #it's so fucking noisy where im rn ay

[cashmere-caveman]

[1] Richard Siken, Portrait of Fryderyk in Shifting Light [2] Being Human S1E5 [3] Clint Smith, When people say, “we have made it through worse before” [4] Being Human S3E8 [5] Guillermo del Toro at the 2018 Golden Globes [6] Being Human S1E6 [7] Allie X, Fresh Laundry [8] Being Human S1E5 [9] Christian Wiman, The Parable of Perfect Silence [10] Being Human S3E8 [11] Hanif Abdurraqib, And What Good Will Your Vanity Be When The Rapture Comes [12] Being Human S2E8 [13] Allie X, Fresh Laundry [14] Heidi Priebe, To Love Someone Long-term Is To attend A Thousand Funerals of The People They Used To Be [16] Being Human S3E8 [17] Christian Wiman, Flight

#being human #john mitchell #being human uk #ok enough business tags. behold my magnum opus #according to my notes i started making this in fucking DECEMBER last year. it is now JUNE #it took me six fucking months..... this is truly a disease but i am so happy w it #webweaving as a format is so perfect for me bc its just the adhd experience of going wait this reminds me of-- #anyway can u tell im a tragedy enjoyer. i love a good downfall #i also have so many thoughts abt george and annie and i have a whole idea abt the bt20 arc #and tbh i rlly wanna make one abt what the concepts of monstrous and human mean within the context of the show #but uhhhh exam season incoming so! see u in six months i guess rip x__x #i will come back to this and add alt text dw i just dont have the spoons rn #words #poetry #cavetext #caveweb

[fakakta-art]

quick doodle to make up for the fact that I have vanished into the abyss

#dc #batfam #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #i swear i have actual drawings and stuff #so many wips #things to post. im just so crazy busy. i will get back to being more active #i also am excited cause i have started a series of like...fit check doodles with corresponding playlists for each batfam member #slow going but im loving jason steph and dick playlists rn but only steph i've got real fit check progress on #ANWYAS ENOUGH TAG RAMBLING HEH

[synthshenanigans]

Jashtober Day 27 & 28- Potion & Bass

Designs by @/cinnamonsly!!!

Bonus Bass doodle:

#combined these since both are the novel album #definitely the reason #not because im behind #main band stuff is done tho!! my sis did great :} #for other band people. it was semi finales & state yesterday so i was VERY busy & VERY tired #an I already graduated too so I didn't even march. i just pushed props around an a big ass speaker. #still was gr8 tho. they got 4th overall in their state an class which is real cool #okay sorry enough ranting lol #besides its like. 11:52 rn i don't want this any later than it already is #chonny jash #cj jekyll #cj adam #cjgw #cj gothic lit #jashtober #jashtober day 27 #jashtober day 28 #-atlas art-

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Improvement :3

#turns out practice does work....who would have thought .. apparently not me... #im very proud I've stayed with it #me??? actually liking ny art??? and seeing myself improve more than i have in a year within a couple months?????????? #what a good hyperfixation/special interest does to you/silly #alas i need to keep branching out to the other ieytd characters because i wanna work on my fabby design #i have a hard time with costume and um she is literally THE fashion girlie so. i gotta work on that #because she DESERVES IT DAMNIT #also still working on a mental image for zor...sigh #im really into the vitti as zor theory and that 'zor' is a role/title that's kinna passed on....idk...i have thoughts..... #but yeah zor is so painfully human to me but also is trying to not be drives me up the WALL #THAT'S ANOTHER POSTS RANT how did i get here #alas #ieytd #[agent moose's art] #THAT'S IT not individually tagging these doodles? drawings? are not good enough for that #i don't have. the urge to draw in full colour rn <- so so so so busy <- leaves secondary education in less than 2 months #alas. I'm surviving. and very excited about next steps. just gotta get through. via ieytd. it's becoming my mantra #i keep saying i should make designs for solaris and redo my fabby so i can have triple threat explaining science to me on my flashcards #im. coping in my own special way

[daily-orange-character]

i realized i havent really been making good on that "watch me be normal abt my favs" thing in my bio so heres a tsubasa yuunagi appreciation post because i love him

#not orange #im so normal frrrrr <3 #tsubasa yuunagi #cure wing #hirogaru sky precure #ignore that i should really be answering asks on puppetdaily im busy rn #but not busy enough to not wingpost

[toastsnaffler]

in a hilarious turn of events my flatmate didn't even know I use any pronouns....

#i thought when she was talking abt how her parents thought i was gonna come out as trans and kept checking my name/pronouns- #that the joke was that im ALREADY trans but in ways they dont know abt.... but nope she genuinely didnt know 🤭 #to be fair. i dont rly let anyone in on my gender business unless we're close enough to be dating or its an anonymous online space #like im legally cis and thats fine. idc abt ppl using my name + she/her bc thats not my gender identity its just AN identity that i use- #to navigate the world without ppl being fucking nosy bc i pass as + am sociopolitically treated as a woman (if butch lol) #to ppl who are friends ill joke that my gender is dyke (true) and to friends whose gender falls on a similar spectrum- #or who are transmasc ill talk a little more honestly abt it bc theyre usually able to understand better than anyone else #other butch dykes w a weird gender going on are the only motherfuckers who actually Get It but theyre hard to come by tbh #to be frank i dont fucking know whats going on w my gender. and i dont rly care enough to do the introspection to figure it out rn #i have so many other problems in my life and im lucky that most of my beef w gender can be solved by presenting butch + binding #and using any pronouns around other queer ppl. its actually incredibly funny to me when ppl she/her me bc its like tch. this chump hasnt #unlocked my level of gender yet. pronouns and names in general are so far disconnected from the way i exist in the world... #its just smth thats fun for me to play around with + makes me feel weird sometimes but in ways i havent distilled yet yknow #and this has been my approach to gender for like?? 4-5 years now??? and likely will continue to be for a long while.. #anyway. its not actually that surprising my flatmate doesnt know bc shes cis so ive never felt compelled to have a deeper conversation #abt gender with her. but also i could sweeaaar its been mentioned bc almost all our other friends are trans lol #and also ive been introducing myself at queer sports socials w any pronouns and i swear i talked abt that w her..... whatever #and my pronouns are on discord and shes def seen my tumblr before but maybe i didnt have them in my bio at the time... i digress #i kind of prefer cis ppl she/hering me tbh. theyre not able to they them or he him or whatever else me in a way that matters..... #altho i do find it fascinating when she or other ppl elect to use neutral or masculine terms for me. raising an eyebrow and taking notes #like when she got a job and joked abt me being her househusband.. pulling up the fem/masc tally chart and chalking a line up #a la nona the ninth.... ive been trying to figure out whos inhabiting this body my entire fucking life with no luck girl #ANYWAY just smth to think abt. im so tired i think my brain is gonna start seeping out my eyeballs #im gonna watch some more pluto and read and then -> 🛌 #another 6:30 start tomorrow woohoo #.diaries #zzzzz

[wenjunting]

NINEPERCENT GROUP LIVE ON WEIBO (zzt wzy wlk)

theyve talked about getting linong, chengcheng, justin and zhangjing on too (no other two but i guess i was expecting that…)

they sang a bit of mack daddy and started talking about how they never actually recorded it (CRIMINAL)

linkai complimented zhengting’s ep <3 and his long hair LOL

zhengting is complaining about justin rejecting his live request NDJSINFUHSNJ jiazheng in 2024 bless (“hes sleeping”)

“happy 6 years” DEAD. IM DEAD.

“bro i miss you”

talking about the last day… eating hotpot and drinking…

“do you remember the house the nine of us lived in? i miss that time so much”

DOING THE NINE HANDSIGN BUT ZHENGTING IS LAGGING SO HES NOT DOING ANYTHING (OK HE DID IT)

every time they say “the nine of us” my heart feels like exploding

“if we’ve changed, it’s only that we’ve gotten older”

“we changed clothes together” (linkai to ziyi) NPC LORE IN 2024?

“hello i’m zhu-zheng-ting” THEY ARE STILL CLOWNING HIM. AFTER SIX YEARS

why is zhengting eating a cucumber like a banana

“if its still the three of us next year im leaving the group chat”

“the next time we meet we should do an offline live”

#ninepercent #nine percent #idol producer #in 2024? IN 2024? #its zhengting ziyi and linkai rn #IM CRYING.. ILL CRY #THE RETURN OF BRO #AAIT THIS IS ACTUALLY CRAZY. #cant record because my phone has no storage like not. even enough to update the software but #ill cry guys. #IF NO ONE GOT ME. I KNOW MY THREE BROS GOT ME #ywy2 铁三角 i love you #ill post pics later IM BUSY CRYING. SORRY #wzy is just absolutely silent JHSUHHDF he is so me. #i found out solely because i have notifs on for zzt’s managing weibo acc and they reposted the live notif from linkai #GOD BLESS WHOEVER RUNS ZZT正式营业中 they are clearly a ninepercent fan and also clearly as in love with zzt as i am which is great

[kings-favorite-courtjester]

OMFG THE EPISODE LAST NIGHT FUCK ITS OVER THERES NOTHING LEFT FOR ME FUCK I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH GODS DAM IT FUCK

anyway here's a wip of popstar fem Lance Im going to fix the feet and shit later

Also I just realized I never introduced myself so I'ma do that at some point too 👍🏽 I might do the whole gang as a band but also I'm tired burnt out and too young for this :( death is a mercy atp. Just as a personal update life fuckin sucks bc I got all As and Bs except my bitch ass crusty ass AP human geo teacher gave me a fucking 79 so my parents are going to murder me haha anyways that's it. Enjoy.

#sorry #kinda sad ngl #im so busy ugh #its too much #i do sports and i signed up for an extra college class but im not even a senior #and im in three other clubs #i do math team #GSA and D&D #plus xc and indoor track rn #plus my AP (basically a college class) and intro to sociology #anyway #enough of my sorry ass #klance #Lance McClain #brown eyed lance #vld lance #blue paladin #fem Lance #fem Lance McClain #pop star #Lance is a popstar #obviously #voltron fanart #voltron legendary defender #vld #art #fanart #artists on Tumblr

[soldier-poet-king]

In my once again trying to teach myself a new language era because verb forms and declension paradigms and finnicky grammar rules are calming and unemotional and can't possibly make me burst into tears

#franposting #anyway. brushing up on my french and italian. starting from scratch w german #idk why german. its on babbel which i got on sale. its easy ish for english speakers. im familiar with its grammar #maybe some subconscious caleb vibes. i kinda just. picked smthn. #i didnt want to pick smthn from a dif language tree i dont have the mental energy to invest in that rn #but a non romance language seemed enough to keep the brain busy and not sad #read some fairy tales or shit as i go

[when-wax-wings-melt]

#no hard feelings im just. hmmmm #i WANT to. esp since it'll be around winter break #i know everyone is so busy with keeptober rn keep in mind this is a few months away hopefully enough to recover? #i also know people have been running out of steam for theme weeks which is definitely fine! I just want to know if the effort i'd put in #would be worth it or not lmao #summer rambles #kotlc

[gayvampyr]

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#asks are off for now just until i can catch a break #i might need to institute a blog policy #about asking for help boosting donation posts #normally i don’t mind but im just getting such a large influx in messages like its 90% of the asks i receive #its overwhelming #like i just don’t think im in a good enough space right now to be constantly getting messages about how shitty everyone;s situation is rn #im barely making ends meet myself and the art business is not exactly booming. im going to lose my insurance in january and i dont qualify #for ssi so i just really can;t handle al the extra reminders atm #and not to pull the ‘’emotional labor’’ card but yeah i don’t have any extra energy to lend to strangers online. im sorry it sucks. genuinel #i know how you feel. we’re all in the shitstorm so it feels especially bad not being able to help #but please can you find someone else on this site who is not drowning to throw you a life raft

[real-life-cloud]

I found an old fidget spinner and I've been using it (it's been very nice ^_^) but I forgot !!!! It's glow in the dark !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the sky speaks #literally incredible #its nice for restless energy tho i hav so much of it rn i wanna hop skip n jump #just saw my mom a couple hrs ago #it went good ! #shes doing okay in the rehab place. better than the last place she went to but theres atill been drama #and theyre pretty understaffed #but nice :) #my weekedn is PACKED!! #tomorrow i work at the zoo then friday im going to fright night #then saturday is visitation for mom again and afterwards is thomas and carries bday party #then Sunday im going to thomas and carries AGAIN to play minecraft togwther #OH and friday i also am going to my moms job #next weekend is packed too dear gdo #and i wanted to open commissions gdi. not gonna happen for a while im afraid #maybe in december ? #ive barely been drawing #too busy #not enough energy to be creative. mainly been playing chill games and reading fanfic ij my downtime #oh i also had my last session w my therapist today! shes having her baby soon so i wont see her til after the new year.... kinda sad tbh #i came out to her as trans last week and we talked abt it some today tho!!! it was rly nice i had never talked abt it out loud before #felt lighter afterwards. she told me to write down everything so i can organize my thoughts better when i tell my parents #bc i wanna tell them at some point. i RLY want a breast reduction dear god. and ive gone back and forth on hrt. still contemplating it #sometimes dad will call me his 'favorite son' as a joke when i help with like. yard work or handy stuff. makes me happy #he sorta knows im gender fluid but not totally? #im juat rambling at this point. goodnight everybody 😴

[clarabowmp3]

in other words its my ex-bsf's birthday today and I am in no mood to wish her and idc how petty or immature that makes me

#i feel like 2 years is a long enough time to dwell on it and honestly #if she's not interested in keeping in touch/patching things up fine #but im not going to make myself into some idiot and try to do it myself #besides i feel like ive rmb her birthday more than she has mine #and sometimes i think she only rmbs mine cuz its a few days after hers #and also we have a mutual friend who she is still in touch with so maybe she just doesnt want to stay in touch with me #which is fine #this is so bitter and so mean to say but 2 years ago one of us graduated w a perfect score so #like im too busy excelling and moving towards better things in life and having way better friends to be hung up on her #and this kind of makes me feel like im pretty close to getting over her entirely but part of me feels like its not the healthiest way #rn my coping mechanisms are very 'IM the best thing at this party' coded but its fine #anyway ill be girlrotting to i miss you im sorry for the rest of the day :))) lovesick all over my bed indeed

[pollyanna-nana]

Hey FYI:

Commenting shit like this is a great way to ensure the next part of a fic absolutely does NOT get written.

#Polly rants #ao3 #ugh #like all you’ve done is piss me off and go well. now I’m NOT going to write it #also im busy rn with an event personal projects and work/research #chill the fuck out I’m doing this for free #bleh #had to get that out of my system #anyway be nice to fic writers or else YOU can write the rest of the story. god #like if you want to let an author know you’re hoping they’ll continue one day there’s respectful ways to do that! I’ve seen multiple comment #like that on my fics and it’s made me think about continuing! (didn’t have enough motivation still but if it hit right it could have an #effect plus it’s just nice to see) #but this? nuh-uh. You cannot shame me into writing more unless you’re gonna cough up the dough to go alongside it #urgh #I’m gonna go back to rotating thistle dunmeshi in my brain if anyone needs me