#but overwhelmed at the same time?

[dashielvlup]

#y'all know the feeling... #when you're excited for a game #but overwhelmed at the same time? #so you're kind of happy yet anxious #that's what this direct gave me #i love it but omg #i'm gonna want to collect everything i can #8/31/23 #dashiegames #dashiexp #super mario bros. wonder #reaction #my gifs

[pulsingvoid]

not negating anybody's experience i know black sails is outstanding regardless of how or when or how quickly you watch it. but also, as a gay person who watched it in real time, you really had to be there. they introduce anne bonny and you know your pirate history so you KNOW she's a girlliker. she has a moment with max but youre not sure where it's gonna go. because it's 2014. you wait over a year for 2x01 and she and max fucking obliterate you with the sword drop kiss scene. all anybody is talking about in the tags is vaneeleanor. a few weeks later 2.05 drops and flint is not only textually gay and kissing a man but he is waging war on england, on all of civilization for taking away his male lover. you find this out after investing fourteen hours on this show that have spanned over a year and a half in your real life. not to mention the miranda stuff and silver's arc and mr scott and madi and the death march that seasons 3 and 4 feel like when you have no inkling of how it's gonna end. but you stick with it regardless because it's good and besides it's 2014-2017 and the only genre show with gay people in it is fucking... the 100? lol anyway. more gay people flock to black sails between seasons and the tag becomes more about the gay shit than vaneeleanor, thank fucking god, finally. you all dread the last season. you brace yourselves for the worst. you thank the stars this show airs weekly because watching even just two episodes together is too overwhelming. 4.08 airs. you cry. 4.09 airs. you cry. 4.10 airs. your life will never be the same. you cry so hard you catch a fever and have to stay in bed all week to recuperate. you know this was a once in a lifetime experience never to be repeated again but you can't help but hold every other show to this impossible standard.

#black sails #i cherish this experience so much #i never rewatched. i had seen each episode exactly once shortly after it aired and never revisited it because it was so dense #and unique and overwhelming #i never rewatched‚ that is‚ until i showed it to my girlfriend #and not to be a wifeguy but it was such a special experience rivaled only by the winter she sat me down and showed me all of twin peaks #watching with someone you Love that Gets storytelling the exact same way you do comes with its own warmth and excitement #the only way to follow up my real time fucking odyssey with this show #i moved CONTINENTS between seasons.

[stealingpotatoes]

luke and biggs… thoughts?

many thoughts + it means luke has a type

#its so insane when u think abt it as a 'they never acted on it' love story #like u finally reunite w ur bestie and childhood crush u think its gonna be great finally flying togehter properly #u think maybe u'll say smthn when u get back from this if u survive #u dont even consider that HE might not survive #and so on the same day u become a hero to the galaxy u lose the one last part of home u had left #and u know its not the same as leia but my god ur planet might as well have just blown up #cause theres nothing left of the place u called home. nobody to share ur childhood memories with #the one escaped tatooine first. the one u always loved. hes gone #and worst of all nowhere to put that overwhelming love you've been keeping inside all this time. it has to stay in ur chest forever #luke skywalker #thanks for the ask! #biggsluke #skylighter #< also it has a sick secondary ship name

[asukachii]

"I have no idea what's going on... but the plant has completely stopped moving, and it looks like his breathing came to a standstill at the same time".

(I don’t like putting watermarks so, PLEASE, if you want to post these gifs somewhere GIVE CREDITS! Also, don’t use them in edits/videos. Thanks~)

#trigun #trigun spoilers #vash the stampede #vash #trigun manga #gif #my animation #asukachii #i started this project around mid january (as soon as i finished reading the manga) and it counts a total of 60+ hours (more or less) #i always tell myself not to start overly complex projects because i get overwhelmed/burnout but here i am again #do i regret it? yes. am i going to do it again? also yes. #this is one of my favourite scene and i was looking forward to see it in the new stampede adaption #i really like what we got but at the same time i missed the wingss #and the feathersssssss #and the body horror? #but i guess it's ok... it's ok it's ok #beloved wings. #i found the new scene pretty anyway #i love the part where we have the close up of vash with markings on his face and behind him the plant's hands #that scene is really cool and eerie #love that #i'm in love with the ost (!) #and the visuals overall #who's gonna read all these tags #i was unsure of what quote to use #the other option was vash saying 'hey there sister' but everytime i read that panel my brain just goes 'heeeeeei sisteeer' by avicii #the quality dropped so bad why tumblr (i hope it's just my app as usual... eh) #maybe from browser/desktop quality is better 😓 #*favourite scenes // *adaptation

[unexpectedbrickattack]

Who let him be so fresh ?????

#arts #mine #saucy #fake peppino #i can barely remember the context for this LMAO #p sure it was like #fake peppi having lots of similarities w peppino through being a good and stable clone #so they have similar interests; he knows what peppino likes bc HE likes those things #anyway sometimes they are on the same wavelength #to peppinos overwhelming dismay #fake peppi is like. i know what u are. nasty old man. #and then he gets chased w a broom laughing the entire time #also the fake peppi design is based off of softersynths design for him #hence the saggy tiddies that i love sm #but this still applies to my fake peppi; he would be such a menace LMAO

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

#haha i love feeling so overwhelmed that i end up isolating from everyone but at the same time the anxiety caused by college makes it #like impossible to actually get anything done so i just kinda fail at life and academics :) #i'll be fine come december 8 but until then i am a wreck #diary #♡

[lovevalley45]

okay i'm curious bc i have kinda fallen off on taz n noticed the later campaigns aren't as popular so

also DO NOT be bringing hate in the tags. this is just a general question, not trying to bring negative vibes but just wondering

#alli says shit #the adventure zone #taz balance #taz amnesty #taz graduation #taz ethersea #taz steeplechase #tbh mostly i'm just asking bc i was like. oh i'll just wait for steeplechase to be over n give myself a lil taz break #thinking it would be like five eps but now it's literally 30 eps in and i realize. i might have made a mistake #frankly that last part IS for grad haters. i don't want travis mcelroy hate in my tags. i LOVED graduation #though i am curious if anyone got overwhelmed with them goin from biweekly to weekly #like i love it but at the same time.. please

[quickhacked]

Mikhail and Vitali were inseparable; when they weren’t studying or getting into fights, they would hang out at Mikhail’s place to smoke and get drunk on cheap rum and vodka, to then pass out in each other’s arms and sleep most of the next day away. They promised each other— no matter what would happen— they would never leave each other’s side. Yet after starting university and college respectively, they did not see each other for a little over six years, leaving them both heartbroken and wondering what went wrong.

by lucas expedidor // catch me if you can; eden // clementine von radics, from 'courtney love prays to oregon' // sam sax, cruising: a broken tiara // 'ceramic home' by heavensghost; quote from john murillo // 'something's changed' by laiikastears // i don't want to watch the world end with someone else; clinton kane // fortesa latifi, from 'the truth about grief' // audre lorde, the evening news // frank o'hara, biotherm (for bill berkson) // heading home; ruben // 'preface to a dream' by alessandra casini // tokyo; caroline kole // langston hughes, poem // haruki murakami, norwegian wood // julie buntin, marlena // by lute // by aleksandr popov // anyway; noah kahan // christa wolf, cassandra: a novel and four essays

#cp2077 #edit:mikhail #edit:vitali #nuclearocs #nuclearedits #happy birthday to my two boys :^) yes they share the same birthday what about it. it's essential to their whole. thing #whatever it is. they're like soulmates but also they are NOT dating. i need you to understand that. because it makes everything funnier #you guys remember when i first introduced them here and people thought they were together. good times honestly #but yeah no vitali is officially dating vincent and mikhail is just their eternal third wheel. their relationship can't be defined #they also reunite of course but i LOVE emphasizing their grief. they didn't know they'd ever see each other again #and they've known each other since around age 12. imagine spending almost every day with someone who CHOSE you #and then suddenly not seeing them or talking to them for YEARS. what do you do with that grief. that pain #sure they've found each other back but what do you do with that. where do you put it. it makes me insane!!! #they both were so lonely in their own way. vitali getting lost in vices and crowds but ending up all by himself at the end of the day #and mikhail drowning himself in studying and pushing himself far over his limits just to distract himself from the hole in his chest #night city in my head is much more massive than what it feels like in game. like yeah it feels big but not. BIG big #and i think mikhail and vitali's story and them losing contact while only a district apart really emphasizes how like #how HUGE this city is not only in terms of actual land it covers but also just. how overwhelming it is. how it can swallow you whole #anyway if you've read all of this hi. wanna make out

[peculiarbeauty]

doing a follower clean up !! like this if you want to remain mutuals. ♡

#⊱✿⊰ ┊ ˢʰᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ⁱˢ ᵃ ᶠᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵍⁱʳˡ ( ooc ) #[ i need to not be overwhelmed #w/ follower count #bc when the number rises i start #to feel like a number to people #its normally no ones fault !! #i understand people cant always write #w/ every mutual they have but #also at the same time #i would love for people to #reach out for writing purposes !!

[pallanophblargh]

Good things: I've been invited to partake in a certain exhibit regarding a certain author since I've had the privilege of illustrating the covers for the UK edition of a certain fantasy series.

Not so good things: I've lost most of the scans for the 8 illustrations (I think I only have 3? 4?) so that means I need to figure out WHERE I stashed the originals. I know I HAVE them, so that's some comfort. But I have so many stashes. And it's been... 10+ years and two moves. On top of that, they may need retouching. Fun times!

A minor "conundrum": I finally need to decide where I would like to offer said illustrations for print. I have a society6, but it is rather dusty these days. That aside, the print quality seems pretty decent (I have not seen with my own actual eyes, but considering I've yet to hear otherwise, I'd say they go over well.) That said, if anyone has opinions/experiences on print on demand storefronts, I'd love to hear them. I'll say in advance I would prefer to not handle printing them myself. If you know, you know.

So yeah: Things! Winged horses abound, and the search for my old art begins. If you are a fan of the old Green Rider series illustrations, watch this space?

#April rambles #text post #illustration stuff #I don't call myself an illustrator anymore since it occupies so little of my time #but I put in the work when its asked #anyway overwhelming imposter syndrome looming since my work will be in the same space as Donato Giancolo and Alexandre Dainche #to which I pale in comparison needless to say #I just draw horses and feathers y'all I'm not important nor do I aim to be #sorry for vagueposting old followers know I do the covers for the UK edition of Kristen Britain's “Green Rider” series #if I sound more self disparaging than usual it's because I don't feel I deserve chances artistically these days due to massive art block #just need to pull myself together and attempt to occupy my illustrator self again #it's been so long #on the flipside it's heartwarming to know people have loved the cover art #I genuinely enjoyed drawing them #I have a lot of thoughts and they would be better off occupying a journal #instead of clogging up tumblr

[crazymecjc]

shuake week day 2 - new game plus

plus, bonus!

#shuake week 2023 #oof my art i guess #persona 5 #goro akechi #akira kurusu #shuake #this is soooooooo incredibly silly goofy #there was this one post floating around on Twitter abt how akira had a matching pair of gloves when he did ng+ #and I went “ok but make it bigger #and like it’s silly yes but it’s also the tragedy of repeating the same events with the hope that they’ll turn out differently #until you’re physically overwhelmed with the reminder that no matter what you do you cannot change the fate of the person you love #idk I’m Crazy abt them dude #the angst spawned out of nowhere tbh she was a last minute addition #also this whole thing is kinda sketchy and rough but like I work full time during the summer #and I think I’d explode if I was dropping a fully rendered piece every day #so here we are #still a fun silly time regardless I hope!! #if all goes well I’ll be back tomorrow with another :))

[coolnonsenseworld]

hello!! i love your art so much.

i wish you a happy pride month! and hope your next banana bread won't burn and will taste great!

Thank you, happy pride as well!!

(this one tastes great as well btw! And like a struggle, but it's okay. I didn't burn the cake, I almost burned the kitchen, but not with the oven, but with the mixer because the batter was too sticky for paddles to rotate and my mixer started to smoke. at least i have stories to tell)

#klance #trying to find a sketch to this ask i found sooooo many i had a 'why its not finished&publishes??' kind of reaction to #had to go with something tho #still have vague but overwhelming fear after being plagiarized like 30 times by the same person btw if anyone is wondering

[puppyeared]

people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime

#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head #around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working #as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of #how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol #i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were #pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family #i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by #ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me #or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made #you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm #im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help #wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career #i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades #but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard #yapping

[victoryrifle]

BAND OF BROTHERS APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 | Day 1: Scenery

The Bois Jacques | Bastogne & The Breaking Point

#bobweek2023 #hbowardaily #bobedit #hbowaredit #bandofbrothersedit #perioddramaedit #band of brothers #mine #gif:mine #gif:bandofbrothers #gif:bobweek2023 #i know they didnt film in the real bois jacques but it looks the same tbh #having been there in full winter with snow walking through all the foxholes still being there... it's something. i cried there actually lol #not to mention there had been a winter storm the previous days so A LOT of branches and trees were messed up broken etc #so it was like traveling back in time it was such an intense experience #it was overwhelming in the sense of history and tragedy and yet being so calm and so beautiful all at the same time #and we went to the very edge of the woods and looked over to foy covered in snow and fog and it was such a big feeling you know #oh look at ol me ramble ajddkfkd

[jade-len]

sometimes when i get notifications from people interacting with my tumblr posts and check it out, i'll recognize the usernames and get unreasonably giddy. "oh i know this one! i remember them!!" like, what are you doing here again? i see you!

or i'll recognize an account from having checked out their blog before or their posts, and it'll have me kicking my feet a little because "omg they just interacted with my stuff? crazy!"

i think the reason why this happens pretty often is because the svsss fandom is a little bit more on the smaller side. i can't be the only one who feels this way i swear (i promise i have irl friends guys)

edit: hey hey hey. the literal moment i posted this some account immediately liked this and went on to start hearting like. half of my stuff. i kid you not. was that a coincidence? idk man

#hey tuxibirdie whats up. you reblog like a hundred times a day. ur slackin a little and not meetin ur usual quota where are youuuu #the urge to tag them is overwhelming #i see you guys... and i feel very special #i promise i have friends and get a ton of social interaction irl #this one account with a bunhe profile... #this other account with a shen jiu is life username or something #yellow flower pfp person... #donghua sqq pfp with grim smth username idk #i cant get too specific but i am at the same time lmao #theres more lol #if anyone i mention is here and reading this hi hello #theres a pretty big chance i'll remember you if you've interacted with my posts more than twice #i dont know why i remember very specific things. like this! #svsss #mxtx svsss #the scum villain's self saving system

[notemaker]

The joke went a little too far. It's okay, they just need a minute to process.

#Don and leo can be pretty emotional in canon #I imagine that Don can't help but be overwhelmed by feelings at times. #He''ll fix the device in a minute. but now he's just going to feel bad for a minute as one does. Leo too. #Sometimes feeling bad about something doesnt mean #the same as being necessarily angry about it #but needing a break is all fine and fair #I didn't have the energy to clean this. I just wanted to put this idea down #donnie #donatello #leo #leonardo #rottmnt #my art #doodles #comic strips #leonardo hamato #donnie hamato #rottmnt donnie #leo rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt fanart #tmnt