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[coppyler]

is this a fan onceler blog!?! in 2022?! (no judgement btw thats pretty cool)

who or what is Coppy

((ooc: thank you :3))

#lerkimpails #coppyler #coppy #coppy ler #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile #onceler fandom #onceler askblog #askblog #gif #art reply

[whumpster-dumpster]

this is such a random question but I really like your fic/prompts so figured I'd ask

I'm currently shopping for new bedsheets, and I want to get something that has Vibes Of Whumpfic Setting. I've found some really nice, fairly cheap cotton flannel sets that have that nice slightly-heavy-weight, rough-woven army medic's tent vibe, but I'm not sure whether to get off-white, sage green or light clay brown.

what are your thoughts?

Also considering getting a set in a very odd pattern (imitation stone/marble) that fits where one of my current fav whumpees would prefer to sleep lol

Interesting question! I personally like sage green the most out of those colors but if it's a med tent vibe you're going for, the off-white would be most stark with bloodstains!

#whump #story setting #whump aesthetic #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[r0semultiverse]

this sure is one of the nights ever to meet someone named "Rose Multiverse". any thoughts on that absolute "?!???!" of a finale?

this was my name before I even caught up with main series supernatural to be fair IIRC heheh ^w^ (based on multiverse theory and Steven Universe & Rose Lalonde Homestuck, it’s a whole backstory I won’t get into here but I do have a tiktok on it)

no but I actually wrote the multiverse plot thou, I’m on the writing team just gonna confess that now ...........................................................................................

/j on that last part, name thing is legit though lmao

As for my thoughts on it... I wanna see more of these other realities tbh. Ever since the concept of it was introduced in later seasons, I’ve been curious about it. I know the main hook of the series was Dean Winchester thou so we’ll see if they do more.

I also just enjoyed that finale in general though the Akrida queen dying off that quickly felt weird? I mean it makes sense and I know they explained it, but yeah. After all of that build-up it felt a wee bit fast?? Sudden? Idk I enjoyed seeing Dean, Bobby, & Jack again though! Jack felt a little out of character too??? Like idk I don’t remember him being like that? Maybe I’m on some bull shit idk 🤷‍♀️

Also where’s Castiel? Why wasn’t he brought back despite the Misha tweets? S2 maybe??? Or another spinoff/reality?

Also I think Mary Campbell had major clussy in the previous episode; so, good for her! 🤡

#catsconflictscopicsandchamomile #supernatural prequel #spn prequel #supernatural #the Winchesters #spnwin #spn #spnwin spoilers #the winchesters spoilers #supernatural spoilers #spn spoilers #Dean Winchester #jack kline #mary campbell #Castiel #ask #asks #mine #OP

[irisbaggins]

I'm translating the song "Rapture" by Blondie (c 1980 a.d.) into Old English

just thought you might find that neat

Oh, that's really neat! :D Godspeed on that, it sounds really interesting!

#text_loke #loke_answers #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[tansyuduri]

Nine People You Would Like to Get to Know Better

I was tagged by @viiisenyas and @arthurpendragonssassydaggers

last song: Uh Run Boy Run (Merlin Music Video)

favourite colour: I'm a pink Girly!

currently watching: Well I'm doing three rewatches of Merlin with different peoples. And on Queen Charlotte: a Brigerton story with another

sweet/savoury/spicy: Sweet and Savory for sure!

relationship status: Single

current obsession: Merlin (Couldn't you guess)

last thing you googled: It was either Tir Na Nog or Something about Lancelot, the knight of the Cart (>.> <.< these have absolutely nothing to do with fic writing, nope!)

@tiny-and-witchy @godmerlin @247merthur @thenerdyalien @catsconflictscopicsandchamomile @regulusrules @sexy-sapphic-sorcerer @star-rie @shana-rosee

#ask games #tag games

[what-if-i-just-did]

Whumpcember 2023, Day 3: Hypothermia

Trigger Warnings: (attempting to prevent) hypothermia, being locked up in a room without cell reception, implied poverty during childhood, small mention of feeling extremley hot

Taglist: @catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

Dean shivered. He was almost by the back of the freezer room, and he hadn’t found any sign yet that the runaway werewolf might be in here. He was pretty much expecting to reach the end of the room and turn around again without finding it, already glad for the warm air that would grace his skin, when the freezer door closed with a loud bang.

“What? No no no no no, SAMMY!"

Dean ran to the front of the room again, swearing and threatening loudly to cold, empty air. He finally paused long enough to grab his phone to try and call Sam. no reception

“Shit!!” Sam was checking out the other side of the goddamn building. Dean was gonna be stuck here a while. Fuck.

He looked around him, already shivering, to see if there was something he could use for heat, and found nothing. Frowning, he buttoned up and tucked in his shirts, hissing when it let cold air reach his hips. A lifetime of cold nights in Baby or badly-isolated motel rooms had given him buckets full of knowledge for a situation like this, and he was applying as much as he could. He began walking up and down, alternating stuffing his hands in his pockets, shaking them out, and holding them around his face to let his breath warm them. He didn’t try to not shiver, instead letting his body’s own warming-up-mechanism help him. 

With his body busy, it left his mind to wander. He was worried. He wasn’t quite sure how long it would take for Sam to find him. Sam was still looking for the werewolf, and if he found him it might be… it could be a fight and ..well Dean couldn’t help but it.. time it would take time and Sam wouldn’t find him or.. why.. his thinking was vague, leaving things out, why? Well it was nothing he hadn’t had before- he was cold, cold and.. not shivering? That was.. why wasn’t.. what?  His walking pace had declined, even without his realizing so. He jumped up and down a few times, but he couldn’t accurately feel his feet when he landed, so he stopped. What was.. what was happening? Why couldn’t he.. fuck, why couldn’t he THINK?

After standing for a while, he realized he was doing nothing. 

He tried to grab his phone, to check on the time or call Sam or.. he’s not sure, but his fingers weren’t co-operating and he dropped the phone. He should pick it up, but.. why? He knew something was urgent, he had to keep doing something, but… what? Why? Why couldn’t he just… he sat down, wrapped his arms around himself. He was cold…. 

Dean couldn’t remember where he was, or why. He didn’t know for how long he’d been there. All he knew was cold, cold, cold and he was waiting for someone, but he didn’t know who, or.. why, or how long it would take and… he -he tried to move a little, shift his arms, but it was so much effort… he gave up. Time had become meaningless to him, passing and standing still seemingly at random. Even thoughts seemed to cost too much effort. He couldn’t really feel the cold anymore, but he could still feel it’s effect. Somewhere, he knew not feeling the cold was bad, somehow, but.. the thought couldn’t stick.

When Dean opened his eyes again, he felt HOThothothottHot like he had forgotten he could be. He breathed harshly, but.. he knew he was safe, in some motel bed or another. He could see Sam, and… he closed his eyes again, falling asleep instead of passing out due to the cold. He was safe now.

#dean winchester whump #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #whumpcember2023 #fanfiction #whump #whump prompt #hypothermia

[edwardbonnets]

"Seven" by Taylor Swift.

trust me

I'm just gonna go ahead and assume that this is in connection to my ofmd/taylor swift crossover that I'm always talking about lol

but even without the context i wholeheartedly agree lmao. seven by taylor swift? yes, i do trust you, because that song is a Masterpiece™

#mayhaps i could make a blackbonnet gifset with seven lyrics??? we shall see :^) #ems got mail #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[whatshouldwecallchronicillness]

hey, sry to bother you, but I don’t rly know where else to ask... for years it’s felt like no matter how much I sleep, I’m always exhausted, never able to keep up in physical activities or homework, my periods are so painful that I can’t get out of bed, my nails crack and fall off, etc, etc, but my doctor always said I’m “just anxious”. I was 87 lbs at one point and they told me I had an “eating disorder”. Im trying to get a new dr but getting nowhere. what should I do?!

You are NEVER bothering me!  I love mail!  (Who doesn’t!?!)  

Oh man, that sounds terrible.  And like me when I first got sick in many ways.  All I can say is don’t give up!  It took me several years and TONS of appointments with many different doctors to figure me out.  If you are only seeing a general practitioner, you may need to look into relevant specialists.  

Also, looking into the mental health angle is great if you have access because a. therapy is great and everyone should go to therapy sometimes, b. a psychiatrist/therapist can tell your doctor that your symptoms aren’t “just anxiety” c. or if the symptoms are mental health in origin, they can help you address them.   IMO any suggestion of a mental health origin of symptoms should always come with a referral to a psychiatrist.  Otherwise, it’s just a cop out by a doctor who doesn’t want to deal with you.  

If you can, have a family member or close friend involved as your advocate because it’s a long hard road.  

Other then that, there’s a few tips I give to newbies or people without a diagnosis:

1. Have a 1 page (front and back is ok) medical history.  This should be easy to read and include:

- your name

-age, birth date

-meds (including doses and why you take them.  can include side effects)

- allergies/contraindications  

- diagnoses

- Brief medical history including surgeries and procedures with dates and outcomes

- doctors

-your pharmacy - name, location, phone number, fax number

- ICE contacts

- Occupational status (mine is Occupational therapist currently unable to work due to symptoms)

  2. Print or write an additional single page for each visit.  You can use it as a reference during the appointment and then give it to the doctor IF THEY WANT IT.  This page could include: 

- your overall health/wellness/functional goal (like mine is to get back to working part time and walking 2 miles 3-5 days/week)  Keep in mind that the goals should be realistic.  

- your goal for this appointment (example: to understand where my shoulder pain is coming from and to make a plan to address it.)

- your functional status (my functional status is: Occupational therapist, currently unable to work due to pain/fatigue.  Volunteers from home 2x/week.  Unable to walk a half block without resting.  Independent for ADLs but difficulty with most IADLs.  Hobbies/socializing/recreation severely limited due to symptoms.  Ambulates by walking, manual wheelchair, or scooter.  Accesses the community via driving or being driven.  Standing tolerance is 2-5 minutes.  Sitting tolerance is 1-3 hours. General quality of life is poor.)  Don’t worry about using medical terms.  I do because I’m used to it for work.  Sometimes I don’t include this part or I shorten it.  It depends on what my goals for the appointment are.    

-A list of 1-3 items of business for the appointment.  You can discuss other things, time permitting, but just have the most pressing issues written down.  (Example:  1. Go over blood test results 2. Go over treatment options 3. Get handicap placard form signed.)     

- A list of 1-3 of your MOST PRESSING symptoms that is relevant to that doctor’s speciality.  Don’t go with a whole long list.  That will freak them out. 

3. Supplemental info NOT TO BE GIVEN TO DOCTOR UNLESS ASKED FOR.  You’ll scare them if you hand them a binder of any kind.  Handing them the pages listed above might be scary enough already.  haha  This should primarily be for YOU to reference during the appointment ONLY when relevant.  This supplemental stuff can include:

-A (very scary) binder of past test results, organized in some logical way - like body systems, test type, date completed, etc.  Bonus points if you highlight any abnormal test results for easier reading.

-A list of all symptoms organized in some way.  I like organizing in clusters.  So I have my adrenal insufficiency symptoms, my spinal cord symptoms, my EDS related injuries, etc.  If you are new, you may not know enough about your symptoms to cluster them.  So you can just list them by body system.

-A timeline of symptoms/tests/diagnoses.  Like, not every thing that’s ever happened.  Just the relevant things.  

-A symptom journal if you keep one.  (I highly recommend it!)

-General notes made ahead of time to help guide the appointment and keep you on track. 

-A calendar to plan future tests/procedures/appointments

-A notepad and pen to write down notes like what tests you need, lifestyle change suggestions, things to try, meds to try, other specialists to see, etc.

-Something you can subtly fiddle with like a paper clip or keychain.   

Well, that turned into a novel.  Hope something somewhere in that wall of text was helpful!  Best of luck on your journey!  

#chronic illness #spoonie #ask me stuff #or tell me stuff #or just say hi #medical history #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[casblackfeathers]

Hi I just got into spn and saw the spoilers and holy shit you NEED to relisten to No Light No Light by Florence And The Machine right now, I just did and I am NOT OK OH MY FUCK

Hey! I don’t know which spoilers you’re talking about? tell me! Either way, no light no light always reminded me of Destiel so yeahhhh :’)

#Destiel #ask #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[nomadicism]

Robotech/Macross AU: Everything is the same except Roy is a he/him butch lesbian. His name is still Roy Everything he tells Rick about women in the show is the same, but its lesbian now He doesn’t die and he and Claudia are wives bc space lesbians are immortal The Pineapple joke has a new meaning ;)

Lesbian!Roy is amazing and it’s interesting to me how I can easily see him working really well in-context of the story as-is, but also under a variety of trope deconstruction analyses. Someone could teach a seminar course about this.

Now I think of all my fave Roy scenes and I wish I could redraw them with Lesbian!Roy.

#butch lesbian roy #roy fokker #macross #robotech #sapphic au #ask me anything #catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[eggsdropped]

catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

reblogged

your photoset:

Forever annoyed by Tumblrs photo layouts but HEY!...

I love him and your art is to die for.

That is sweet, and I love u 

#catsconflictscopicsandchamomile #<3 #dokis #Oh yeah #Vetal loves u 2

[earthgay2052]

catsconflictscopicsandchamomile replied to your photoset “Jasper Jordan // 6 11 2020 they/he // ig + patreon: mckellsen // photo...”

who is this character?

That’s Jasper Jordan from The 100. Thank you for all of your kind comments! <3

#catsconflictscopicsandchamomile #asks

[mapleandgingeroatmeal]

Oh god why is this such a good look for her...

Don’t blame me, blame @catsconflictscopicsandchamomile for reminding me of another character with inexplicably erotic puppets...

posting this independently cause I’m happy with how it looks!

#critical role #cr3 #laudna #hs #thanks i hate it why did I make this

[sarcasmandcrying]

Thank you so so much to @ayeyocitrus for tagging me in this! 💛💛

Rules: tag 20 followers you’d like to get to know better.

Nickname: Jenja, Jenga.

Gender: trans male but I haven’t transitioned yet, since I don’t know if I’d end up homeless or not.

Astrological Sign: Cancer, Scorpio, then Cancer again.

Sexuality: Asexual but Homoromantic.

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw.

Favorite Animal: I have a lot. If you count mythical animals my favourite is dragons. If not, it’s either great white sharks, owls, axolotls, cats or snakes.

Number of Blankets: In the winter 1 warm one, in the summer either a thin one or none.

Where from?: Mexico, but I’m moving to Canada for college in the fall.

Dream trip: Japan.

When I started this account: I honestly don’t know. I think? less than a year? Probably.

Why I started this account: I think it was because I kept seeing pictures of cool Voltron posts that had been screenshotted from tumblr, so I thought I’d find them here directly.

@raeisgaeandahalf @sarcasticlittleshite @rosesaregayy @catsconflictscopicsandchamomile @pan-space-ranger @shadow-draws-trash @macaroni-and-bees-please @maixion @thatquirkydragon @empyreal-dystopia @emotionalmilkshake @angelkitty-13 @homebodyofalltrades @idcallmyselfhuman @teaeditor @butter-soup @cloverxmakotoandgray @everything-is-okayyyyyyy @jgatf2 @randomtrashpost

[mustlovelance]

hey you want some REALLY good angsty/fluffy theme songs for a/l?

yes pls!

#catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

[what-if-i-just-did]

Whumpcember 2023, Day 2: Sickness Forced To Watch

Trigger Warnings: being chained up, non-graphic torture by knife, watching a loved one torture someone, begging, old trauma being brought up, minor character murder, mention of losing track of time

Taglist: @catsconflictscopicsandchamomile

Reply to be added to the taglist!

Cas tugged on his chains one more as the man strapped to the table let out another scream. Dean continued unperturbed, solemn and decisive. “Dean. Please, he has done nothing wrong!”, Cas ventured. He might be wrong- he had no idea who the man was- but very few things would be worth this. “He does not deserve this!”, Cas yelled, his voice hoarse by now. Dean ignored him, not even pausing his work. His torture. “Dean!” And there was that name, said like a full sentence, like on many other occasions and it seemed to get through to Dean, if only enough that he banged his knife on the table with a “What?!”.

“Dean, please stop. This isn’t like you, can’t you see what the Mark is making of you? If you do this, there isn’t a turning back. Please, Dean.” 

At that, Dean paused, facial expression torn, before he took a steadying breath, and turned back to the poor man, who whimpered and flinched out of the way as far as he could murmuring a quiet “No no no no no no no please” that he knew would go unlistened to, screaming once more when various instruments of torture carved into him.

Castiel, as much as he only wished to help people, actually couldn’t care that much for the man himself. What Dean was doing to him, however, is what had Castiel begging and flinching and tugging on chains. Because Dean was relentless, simply satisfying the Mark’s cravings without even a blink, seemingly encouraged by the noises of utter agony the man was making. Cas could see Dean’s soul; still the most beautiful thing he had ever laid eyes on, but becoming darker by the second, every time the tied down man groaned or screamed or whimpered. Castiel could see his soul fracture, and it in turn fractured what a human might refer to as Castiel’s heart. He could not bear to see Dean Winchester being broken in this way, defeated by something he brought on himself in an effort to help, to save, to be the selfless man Cas fell for, could not bear to see him lost to himself and causing harm rather than preventing it.

He tugged on the chains again, uselessly. They were Enochian engraved, and heavy, and cold. Castiel did not like the cold- the only other time he had ever felt cold was when he was human, and the coldness of the chains was- bringing up bad memories, or a bad feeling, certainly. It did not help that he had lost track of how long he had been chained up. The chains did more than just keep him in place- they barred a great lot of his powers. Which included, for a reason unfathomable to him, his ability to track time down to seconds, milliseconds, nanoseconds and beyond. His understanding of time as it was now felt cruelly human.

Cas was desperate in willing Dean to stop, so much so that it overshadowed him rationally knowing Dean wouldn’t, not until the man was dead, and the next, and the next, and the next until the insatiable Mark would be satisfied. Castiel felt ever groan, scream and whimper down into his bones, felt them as if they were his own, and when the man’s heart finally stopped- the Angel felt his stop as well.

#fanfiction #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #moc dean #supernatural #whump #whumpcember 2023 #spn whump