#chanwoo crush

[wooeo]

other than her entire group what other artists have a crush on ateez girlie (and in what ways do the other members *cough* wooyoung *cough* fight for her hand in marriage honor)

hmmmm svt dino, skz changbin + seungmin, cix byounggon, enhypen heeseung, ikon chanwoo, the boyz q + haknyeon

#once again thank you to kprofiles #this is just male idols but i could do fem idols as well if anybody wants that #return to sender #ask #ateez

[bengiyo]

Happy Merry Ending Eps 7 & 8 (Finale) Stray Thoughts

Last week, Seungjun confronted the evil ex and took his power back. The evil CEO ex didn't take kindly to that and tried to put hands on Seungjun, and also punched Jaehyun in the face. There were some cute moments and a kiss on the beach. Poor Hoyeon has been sidelined.

Honestly? Gonna be glad when this one is over. It's not hitting.

Episode 7: The Temperature of Breakups

This man really threw a whole damn tantrum on the streets with people recording and everything.

Baby boy, I don't think your new boo is the problem here.

One year later? I'm already annoyed.

So the evil CEO got ousted or whatever offscreen and Seungjun is singing and composing again. That's a plus. Also looks like Chanwoo is free.

Here they go again teasing me about Hoyeon as a potential love interest.

If he improved himself to be good for the dude, why crush him and send him away?

Yes, girls! Clap for this man and his sad song! Clap louder!

Hoyeon seems like a good dude, so Jaehyun is definitely gonna show up in the room next episode and smile wistfully at the back of the room so they can make meaningful eye contact.

Episode 8: Happy Merry Ending

Sigh. Now Jaehyun is the sad sack performing at weddings.

I hate being right. Look at Hoyeon being the best.

I like that Jaehyun left. He was told to go away, and mostly did so.

I get the desire to protect Jaehyun from retribution from the evil ex, and also to handle the ugly of self repair privately, but eh? It just doesn't hit here.

At least we're getting a domestic montage.

Sing us a song, you're the piano man!

I don't hate this kiss, but I was never invested in this pair at all.

Final Verdict: 6, It's fine. With Korean BL pulp expectations managed, I guess this is fine, but I just never felt the main pair at all. I don't think anyone did a bad job, but I feel unmoved by the romance or the queerness of any of this.

#happy merry ending #korean bl #bl series #Ben watches

[forikonic]

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#ikon #chanwoo #return #180728 #hq #chanwoo crush

[netkon]

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#ikon #chanwoo #netkon #jinhwan #180408 #e:airport #p:preview #era:return #chanwoo crush

[v-ii]

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#chanwoo #chanwoo crush #fantaken #smile #*crying in the corner*

[problematicpervertpod]

recs on recs on recs

Yaoi/Manga I’m reading/have read. Please support the artists on official websites. If you have recs or want to chat about any of these get in my messages right the fuck now my dudes. Also spoilers, also this probably doesn’t make sense to anyone but me, also I think I’m funny sorry in advance.

Dangerous Convenience Store

Tags: Ongoing, self aware lead for the most part, gangs, smut, love triangle, possessive, not rapey, seme is like the fucking hulk compared to uke, college, age gap, good art, muscular bodies, seme is adorable/romantic in sp chapters, sexual awakening, meeting the gang (in two ways!), FAINTS OF CUTENESS/HOTNESS, the memes after every chapter got me gagged, HAHE hahahahahahahahahaha, OMG DO I GET SOME CNC?! (update: short lived), we stan a vocal man (Ahjussi), thigh fucking, my mans be like my thighs hurt fuck my ass instead DECEASED, ass smacking, these memes are so good god damnit, rimming

8/10, I live for Ahjussi (Am I spelling this wrong..)

The New Employee 

-love love love

Tags: ongoing, we stan supportive boyfriends, healthy relationship, boss/employee, smut, office setting, good art, 10/10 will re-read, muscular bodies

Love Shuttle

Tags: completed, ABO, enemies to lovers, possessive, coworkers, fake relationship, strong omega, the art sucks but I like the story, art gets better after the 1st season, alphas eyes change colors when happy/anxious, muscular bodies, 7/10, update 10/10 art is meh but fml this storyline is basic af in the best way and it’s the fluff/smut I need, when you’re caught by the folks *cringe*

Hold Me Tight

Tags: ongoing, boss/employee, bodyguard, gio can’t feel heat until felix comes along, uke is strong af, horny bastards, smut, possessive, tragic childhood, moving in together right away, rich seme, felix in a bunny costume though *heart eyes*, dialogue is great, rape in a technical sense but the vibe is written like both characters are all good after? Ex. hospital scene…dub con, ART IS GREAT, hand holding during sex, 10/10 will re-read, muscular bodies

Yours to Claim 

Tags: ongoing, love triangle, Dom/sub dynamics, smut, main is big switch energy, reincarnation, jealousy, manipulative, possessive, self aware lead for the most part, toxic af, GREAT ART, college, rich semes, 10/10 will re-read and not even finished, SONOFABITCH that cliff hanger!! Season 3 come thruuuu (I have to wait until November? *cries* BUT MAH LOVE TRIANGLE!!, I want a THROUPLE GOD DAMN IT

The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation

Tags: obsessed with this story, will the incense burner scenes make it?? No tags because I'll never forget this one haha wangxian 5ever, send me all fanfics/fan art you have about this story, love Dark Wangji, Jadecest, ABO/omegaverse, Bottom Wangji/Top Wei Ying, and honestly anything regarding this fandom

Bj Alex

Tags: completed, great art, 11/10 will re-read, cam boy, fanboy, seme is an asshole, uke is so sexy, jealously, rich seme, enemies to lovers kind of?, CHANWOO IS MY BOY FOR LIFE, Chanwoo MD supremacy, BDSM (like really really), fuck I love Chanwoo, college students, rich seme, emotional rollercoaster, uke soft body, mean seme, college life, that one nosy bitch ass guy trying to expose my boys needs to fuck right off, seme split/fake personality, dub con 

Anti PT

Tags: ongoing, 11/10 re-readable, porn with feelings, love triangle, jealousy, attempted non-con, personal training wink wink, main love interest is actually the best, second male lead is a god damn creep, first time, smut, great art, sex addict/constantly horny uke, I WANT A HWI, 

Related: https://www.anime-planet.com/manga/anti-pt/recommendations 

Payback

Tags: ongoing, both are psychopaths tbh, revenge, gangs, uke sells himself to seme, violent seme, entertainment industry, brunette supremacy, what this motherfucker gonna do? hehe , great art, muscular bodies, dead dove do not eat, my mans must be GOOD looking/animal magnetism cause everyone losing their fucking minds, okay this is a comedy I’m dying, he tried to scare him with wanting to be a top but my psycho said REVERSEUNO BITCH I’M A VERSE (wait jk apparently *sigh*), anonymous masked sex (sad n’ kinky)

My Suha

Tags: ongoing, wow this gets dark, possessive af like holy shit, terrible people all around uke, rape, boss/employee, office politics/family politics, smut, characters that are punchable, dead dove do not eat, *velociraptor noises*, avoided this for a while but I’m back because nothing can be more emotionally devastating than Banana Fish, TIE HIM UP, FUCK HIS FACE ALKSJD:ASKD, FUCK SUHA UR SO HOT that dirty talk though YAS, glad I picked this back up lmao, GOD DAMN IT just when the package arrived then this red head fucker *screams*

Shame Application aka Dirty Vibration

Tags: completed, friends to lovers, model seme, cute af uke, love triangle, entertainment industry, smut, kink, all kinds of sex everywhere, realized feelings, mutual pining, jealousy, rich seme, blonde seme, big brother 1984 always watching, 10/10 would re-read, porn with plot, they were roommates!, ~straight~ seme, first times, great art, remembering some cringe but considering the story it’s par for the course

Will You Subscribe

Tags: ongoing, season 1 completed, enemies to lovers, cam boy, office politics, boss/employee, hiding a secret, public sex, stalkers/creepy men, emotionally stunted characters, mutual pining, idiots in lust, lingerie company, slut shaming, jealousy/possessiveness, season 2 bebeh, HOLDING HANDS *velociraptor noises*, LMAO okay my mans is not THAT old how tf does he not know netflix and chill, BUNNY COSTUME (quickly becoming my new fav trope in manga, A+ gang), oh we stan a good boy, wtf is wrong with wanting to do cam work, ‘I wish my marks could become permanent’ *omegaverse wink*, *works for lingerie company* *doesn’t understand where bf gets sexy costumes* like wut kind of fuckery…, cross dressing ftw, roleplay, classic BL miscommunication trope

Hyperventilation

Tags: completed, high school crush, unrequited love, mutual pining, smut, quickie (short story), class reunion, apparently furry with the extra chapter turning my man into a bunny but c'est la vie! https://myreadingmanga.info/korean-bl-animation-hyperventilation-engsub/ this is the animation of the same story, different endings but same in tone (this site is spammy AF but the English subs are so hard to find for this) 8/10 

Unmei no tsugai ga omae da nante

Tags: only one bed, ABO, office setting. Coworkers, enemies to lovers, competitive, equality in the omegaverse, dubcon, real dicks and not lightsabers, fated pair, art is cute af 8/10

K’s Secret

Tags: buckle up buttercup, dead dove do not eat, angst, pining, somnophilia, dub con, non con, boss/employee, manipulative, stalking, forced relationship, tragic childhood background, weird art but gets better,  uke: don’t threaten me with a good time but seriously stop threatening me, possessive & obsessive, seme is like the fucking hulk compared to uke, wow were going full psycho stalker hm?, dating a narcissist is all fun and (mind)games, con non con… ? honestly who tf knows, domestic!, OW MY HEART, the t/n WAP note sent me, ch 51 translated by gen z, do special ep= furry? Wait there’s a maid costume, bunny costume, directors friends keeping it real, rough translations 8/10

Enthusiasm

Tags: ongoing, dead dove do not eat, uke buys seme, masc boys, muscular bodies, fight club, master/slave, rich uke, revenge, real dicks not lightsabers, rough sex, cuckholding, daddy issues, suicide, wow the end of ch 5 punched a hole in my heart, penile implant life,  rough translations makes the storyline wonky, nvm back to lightsabers *star wars noises*, HAD ME FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAY I CAN NOT, shibari, possessive, wait this is cute *velociraptor noises*, angst, no kithes for you “bestie”, OBSESSED, honestly choke him pupper, STAY THE NIGHT ALKSDJA:SLDKJAS:LKDJA:SLDKj, problematic but I’m riding for these two, 

Ichimai Goshi Fetish

Tags: completed, short, fetishes DO start in childhood don’t they *ruminates*, author: describes ML as a beautiful 2D character meanwhile: ML IS 2D character, fellas is it gay to kiss the homies?, “real dudes don’t interest me” is a MOOD, comedy, jealousy, college setting, dialogue is A+, not lightsabers but not dicks either, first time, when you’re fucked so good you think you’ve died, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4uEq5Nx6ko, hero/villain roleplay. Fluff n smut 10/10

My Purrfect Boss

Tags: completed, tooth rotting fluff because blondie is so FUCKING cute little sensitive soul, golden retriever boyfriend, pure comedy, DECEASED, MY MAN JUST DID THE SLOW BLINK, office setting, boss/employee, ~wasted~ (red dead redemption meme),  FFS SO CUTE, he put a ring on it right away beyonce would be proud af, he protecc he attack but most importantly he hit it from the back, jealousy, honeymoon phase of dating, the ex is a snake (update: oh wow literally), I’m picking up abuse/PTSD vibes based on how Kang reacts to his ex :(, classic BL miscommunication plot, immediately no meme audio (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6XWSGfYnps) ,  I WILL STRAIGHT UP MURDER CHA WTF!!!!!!, gang rape, spiked with drugs that force heat, me rn:*screaming/rage*, psychotic ex/abuser, HE PROTECCC, actual relief after that scene jesus fuck, okay YES kings I see you, okay this is giving me cuteness aggression, hi yes I’d like to adopt a cat and a dog please 9/10

Following Namsoo to the Bathhouse

Tags: completed, same author as, “My Purrfect Boss”, A+ comedy once again, JUNIOR, gay awakening, “fap myself to death” DEAD, facial expressions are ridic, my minds telling me no but my body, my bodyyyy’s telling me yaaaaa, ya boy is literally losing his mind over this, actual lightsabers lmao, FLUFF, permasmile, 6969, THINKS THEY’RE GOING TO EAT RAMEN, dense gay, own your skin wtf okay hannibal calm down, everyone is officially cray,  ah I also am barfy when drunk, denial really is something hm, classic BL miscommunication plot, when people pleasing too far, happy ending 🥺🥰, side story: our crazy gets his very own crazy (ashton Kutcher from spread vibes), public sex, sex sparkle 9/10

Alien in my Closet

Tags: ongoing (maybe completed but def ongoing on the site I use), not rapey at all?? You’d think it’s impossible in this medium ffs, anti pt vibes, cute art, fluff ‘n smut, red head!!, they were roomates!, sex toys, bsdm, D/s (brat)dynamic or maybe owner/pet, bondage, *tiffany hadish voice* this is noiceeee, con humiliation/degradtion, SANTA CLAUS, edging, marking, one lotus please (he’s clearly read the 4 agreements and karma sutra), con non con, exhibitionism, the wrist thing stays on people, Katoptronophilia,  roleplay, is it stalking when you bring your friends?, lotus: welcome home cheater, the chin on the head thing gives me cuteness aggression, the twins are my favs, when ur crush vanilla af 😭, haesung: experiment on me daddy, no dick until halfway through/fingering supremacy, bedroom sessions has me gagged, voyeurism, wait they haven’t kissed this whole time I forgot (audio: https://www.tiktok.com/@ryley/video/6976701880277748997?lang=en), sunbae is sus, YES FINALLY A FUCKING SWITCH COUPLE AKJSDHALKSJDHASKLJDHALS KJDALKSJD (update: sort of), there’s a missed opportunity for an anal probe joke, damn it okay maybe sunbae is chill, 3 musketeers, my heart*implodes*, *velociraptor noises*, 12/10 would re-read such fluff my heart 

On Doorstep

Tags: completed, age gap, reese has ptsd, jimmy going from 0 to 100, jimmy really got down on his knees at work, ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) deepest part you say, real dicks, ride him like a rodeo, quickie/short story, porn with plot

Gorani Jeon

Tags: ongoing, omegaverse, no alpha though, animal hybrid, art is beautiful like it's drawn on paper not a screen, 40 inch weave yours came in a pack, historical (non-modern), lord send me a sexy man pls, the memes after each chapter are golden, taking the phrase licking wounds literally, is that an eggplant or are you just happy to see me hehe, ahhh so inhibitors do exist here, vertical 69, here lays Bau fucked to death by Ran, WHY HE TOUCHING MY MAN, these chickens are dope, stomp on his dick, that’s what I call a happy meal, fucked right out the front door I’M DEAD, mpreg, i need a tiger+mountain god spin off (whoops dad/son my bad), slice of life, cute fluff 8/10

Room to room

Tags: completed, college setting, A+ dialogue, absurd size difference, unrequited love,  sexsomina, dubcon, angst, death by a thousand cuts emotionally, insecurity, body envy, pining, friends to lovers, they were roommates!, homophobia, sexual assault, PTSD, gays in denial, the tattoo 🥺 ow my heart, truly this is 90% smut, “going from unrequited love to fwbs is shittier than I expected”, dowan *bad blood by t swift* when he sees garam, ch 22garam reminds me of my ex and that’s not a compliment, I’m not gay but my boyfriend is vibes, triflers need not apply, spanking, 😭😭😭😭😭 my heart hurts, is anyone getting a bit of a puppy play vibe? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vni9ZWmDXis, handcuffs, lots of head we stan, dowan’s gotta a touch of a foot thing or maybe body worship thing, asdlfgkjs ;dlkfgjsd;flkgj;sdflkgj;sdlfgjs;d/gkdf SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE, roleplay. They broke the bed no use of crying over spilled milk ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°), side stories delivering man in uniform and sex toys AND puppy, asdlkjaslfkasdjfl;askdfjasdf the shirt thing is so hot, watersports, I take it back this is 98% smut 9/10

Mistake Lover

Tags: completed, when ur bff is back on their BS, love triangle, coworkers, i swear all these ukes look the same to me at this point (which is very cute), GE!!!! (wangxian flashbacks), wait no smut?.... Paused

Yagi to ookami no hatsujou jijou

Tags: completed, quickie/short story, literally on my reading list because a comment said “nice cock 10/10”hahahaha, animal hybrids, scifi/aliens, me during chapter one: am I a furry? No. Am I? Relevant audio https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noJNIqvDfoo, hotties when human GOD DAMN, bi king, okay I stan this girl changing gears take your opportunities honey!, does blondie have a tinder or how is this happening? (update: called it), feminization, dubcon/noncon, marking, heats, idk about 10/10 cock but not lightsabers, translation is ruff (get it?), a yankee hahaha, literal wound licking, googles chimera, *claps* yes king selfish call his ass out, tail holding caaaayoooot, not that isn’t usually copious amounts of cum but really this is a lot 8/10

Make Me Bark

Tags: completed, $250 a month rent?? *cries in Californian*, god damn it these grey haired 2D men are really hot fml, “next months rent is a looming concern but I hope it’ll get better” followed by apartment on fire is how I feel about reality, rare characters that smile way more than they frown, sex toys, kink, puppy play, owner/pet dynamic, sugar daddy/baby, college setting, harness, muzzle, leash, tail plug, shirt thing!!, soaked briefs, playing barbie IRL, omg meet cute at the adult store, intercrural sex, possessive/jealousy, ah fuck yes I saw this panel on IG but it didn’t have the source but now hehe, whipping, choking, spanking, *bookmarks*, simp city, childhood friends, side couple cute af, yeonsoo: sorry I’m an anti romantic, size queen, mens lingerie, domestic, mutual pining,  these bestie pairings are *chefs kiss*, skinny but muscular bodies/no ridiculous size differences, “does he have a big dick?” “probably” “well tell him to come” GAGGED AJKSDHALSKDJHA this dialogue pure comedy, exhibitionism, human auction, maid costume, men in heels, topping in a dress, girl at the bus stop HAHAHA, ffs this is so cute, side stories: it’s a small world afterall, dynamic role reversal, pink haired boy is guru, SCREAMING AKDJA:SLDKJA:LKDJA:LSDKJLAKDJA:LDJAL:SKDJASLKDJA:SLKDJLAKSDJLASDJ:LASJD:ALSKDJASL:DJ:ASLJDPUTARINGONIT!!!! 11/10 

Gurume no fukurami

Tags: completed, quickie/short story, food fetish, feeding fetish, age gap, throuple-eqsue? There’s 3 people involved, paused ch 1 pg 30

Under the Green Light

Tags: ongoing, thank you IG for rec’ing this, brunette supremacy, neurodivergent?, lmao @hag, this statue is everything I wonder if it’s based on a real piece?, we went from talking art to being pinned to the ground REAL quick, translations rough but not as rough as my mans here, draw me like one of your french girls vibe, sass master, these dicks are ridiculously huge which is saying something for this genre, i love a verse/switch, “first time he’s asked someone to stop so his self-esteem is hurt” HAHAHAHA, stealing bae’s shirt, facials galore, car sex/public sex, jin not into praise kink clearly, sort of slut shaming jealousy, marking

Walk on Water

Tags: completed, for being about porn it’s not that smutty (i take it back), “don’t even think about running away” got me like https://giphy.com/gifs/VABbCpX94WCfS, actual dicks (lightsabers later must be the cleaners not the OG), muscular bodies, blonde seme, brunette uke, k mcqueen is everything, honestly haven’t loved a couple this much since chanwoo x MD and I LOVE THEM, jealousy, orgasm denial, the angles/frames of the art in this are insane (11/10), emotional intimacy CUTENESS HASIHDLASKDHJLAKSJDH, i wanna lick lick lick you from your head to your toes, dirty talk A+, bestie you turned out to be Judas you judgy fuck how dare you touch my man, Ryan is 50 shades of fucked up bb needs therapy, Chang and yeowoons sexual tension is *chefs kiss*, I ship it/all my ships sailing, woof non con but expected tbh, YEAH BABY YEAH *Austin powers voice*, fml I don’t want this story to end, meeting the Hets ™ would make me nervous too, spiderman kith, mirror sex sjkadfhasldjkfh, 34+35, JOI but with a partner? Not D/s, promises are made to broken hehe, that feeling when you understand the title, omg the fan art is so cool!! 15/10 would re-read seriously I can’t explain how well the artist used angles/how she portrayed the scenes was fucking MASTERFUL

Woof Wolf

Tags: that's my best friend (saweetie), red heads, werewolf au, college setting, students, shoot a shot in your mouth while I'm riding, facials, marking

Sexual Awakening of an Ex Delinquent 

Tags: completed, quickie/short story, sexual coercion/non con/dub con, tiddies, bondage, nipple play, edging/orgasm denial, candy in ass wow, food kink, kink in general, rich seme working class uke, lightsabers,  big dick Jesus fuck, exhibitionism, public sex, men's lingerie, Blondie is a sweet baby angel, self hatred/homophobia, sexual narrating that has me like oof 😣 that's not how this works but okay, the sweet spots thing is a great line, man is a slave to the sweets, lmao at the meme at the end of ch 9 fucking facts, kidnapping plot, rapey guys all around this story, tattoo/back story reveal has me like *nods head yes*, my throats broken has me gagged, crazy amount of sfx noises that distract from the art (I really appreciate cleaners I realize), first times, rushed ending feels,  would rate 6/10 not terrible but probably won't read again.  

With Your Tail Yes

Tags: ongoing, IG rec, quickie/short story, on man brunette looks EXACTLY like a different character by another artist like for real duplicate, home boy pulled Elle Wood’s Bend n Snap and we are HERE FOR IT, lingerie/cross dressing, okay compilation of short stories, great artwork but wtf these are far too short (maybe uploaded wrong..?), *immediately makes deal with the devil because yum*, ah okay previews THEN stories, human animal hybrid situation, lightsabers, fucking imagine your crush delivery the sex toy you ordered online HAHA *dies*, buys toys because men ain’t shit is a VIBE, you know he’s always wearing matching sets because he’s 100% that bitch, dub con/non con, knotting (unexpected), exhibitionism, public sex, good ol’ fashion blackmail to get your lover to stay with you trope, sexual assault/attempted rape, victim blaming, shibari, leashes, D/brat dynamic sort of, copious amounts of cum, lube? What lube?, marathon sex, first time, 75 hours?? Immediately no meme, 7/10 mostly for art/concepts but not execution

Heat and Run

Tags: ongoing, IG rec, omegaverse, friends to enemies to lovers, multiple couples as main to sides then sides to mains, my heart dropped because I thought the first sex scene was incest but then realized I’m mixing up all the characters derp, dense gays, this is america (the shooting comment WOOF reality feels bad man), blondes have more fun, real dicks, dubcon/CNC dealers choice, mutual pining, idiots in love, big alpha energy BDE, there are moments I feel Hayoung on a spiritual level and not sure that’s a compliment hahaha, orgasm denial/edging, istg if he bonded without Hayoung permission *jenna marbles BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YOU BETTAH NOT*, also I was hoping the idol was him but realizing it’s probs his sis, *deep sigh*, BDIRL, wow racism, oh no oh no no no no no meme audio, listen everyone needs to get into therapy to break that generational trauma is all I’m saying (not excusing abuse at all, trauma isn’t a free pass), NO ONE WANTS TO PLAY A GAME WITHOUT KNOWING THE RULES :ALKSDHJALKSDJA:SLKDJTRUE, matthew singing bo burnham: I’m problematic *background singers ‘he’s a problem!’*, i ship it yolo, JAEHO STAN (no means no!), mpreg, god damn it I am so worried about him getting roofie and the party scene hasn’t even started ABO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TOO ME, OH THANK JAEHO, dayummmm that clapback was real fuck him UP, me clapping: MARK HIM MARK HIM, GOD DAMN IT WITH THESE ONGOING FUCKING CLIFF HANGERS FML, marked via knotting? Okay that’s new, but also like normal marking I think, fucking til bottom pees trope

Heaven Officials Blessing

Animated series season 1 complete. Live action currently filming (same director as Untamed too UGH SO HAPPY)

Tags: ongoing, same author as my fav ever MDZS, just finished season 1 animated on netflix and can no longer avoid this because I LOVE THEM, all the memes on IG make sense now, Prince voice: Dearly Beloved (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXJhDltzYVQ) we are gathered here today to dive deeper into a fandom I will never escape, ART IS AMAZING (https://tenor.com/view/incredible-talented-lady-brilliant-gaga-gif-14857187), group chats are always chaotic tbh, wait a minute meme audio: bride = bottom? How tf did I not get that the first time round *sigh* always hoping for a verse couple, the asst. Boys I ship hard, the sass, fuck this is going to just be pure angst isn’t it *straps in, has fluffy manga queued*, even if no smut 11/10 gege porn, not subtle, god FUCK this ART IS SO FUCKING GOOD THE TALENT skjas;ldkfja;, 🥺, traumatic cliff moment *mdzs flashbacks*, HC smirk is my new favorite thing, no fucking but lots of touching, size difference, horror, gore, wuxia, great side characters, my ear feels tingly too lmao, SOMEONE BETTER GET THESE MF SNAKES ON THIS MF PLANE (cliff), umbrella moments got me uwu, gimme at least didi pleaseandthankyou, FUCK I LOVE THIS ARTIST she keeping us WELL fed with these extras DAYUM, wind/earth master ship please sail, CALL ME DADDY IM DEAD, HC has LWJ energy like you are not qualified to talk to me LOL, WAIT this totally counts as there was only one bed trope, also I’m already excited about omegaverse ff (send me recs please please please)

4 week lovers

Tags: ongoing because apparently I want to torture myself, mutual pining/”unrequited love”, college life, friends to lovers, blackmail ur crush into sex trope, public sex, I was going to tag possessive body language but possessive in a general sense apparently (starting strong yessss), sure jan @unrequited love dialogue, THEY WERE ROOMMATES *cackles*, sus haha, rough translation, pure comedy, shirt thing!, casual abuse :( (back story, traumatic childhood), I’m getting TharnType vibes (but not quite…), that note is precious, cry during/after sex, great angles, dialogue A+ 

Burlesque Night

Tags: completed, quickie/short story, stripper/body guard, coworkers, lust at first sight, magic mike vibes, fridays = getting fucked on stage O-O, well that was traumatizing af, took a bullet, real dicks, LDR, CUTE, I’m not in love with you… sure jan, OH WOW MASTER dlksaj;alsdkja;lsdkja;sld, gay awakening/first time, the art detail is *chefs kiss*, disappointed but not surprised :( :( :(, we stan a yes and lover, shirt thing, still not sure wtf the vertical anus thing is but full circle moment haha, you know what fuck it I’d re-read this 9/10

My one and only cat

Tags: ongoing, cat hybrids, god damn it I’m totally in furrydom ffs, ah well here we go, idol hot = loneliness wahhh /s, so hot he literally transforms other beings, omg a cat cafe CUTE, fuck that cat is cute *so fluffy*, stalker status, comedy, real dicks, I think the uncle would be supportive/jealous even I hope they talk about it I’m dying to know his thoughts, big tiddies, if this ain’t the cutest shit FLUFF/SMUT, copious amounts of cum, ate it with the panties on, CAKE, xmas, his milkshakes bring all the boy(cats) to the yard, trifling bitch

Imitation Mate

Tags: completed, omegaverse, alpha x alpha. Class rivals YAS, childhood frans, enemies to lovers omg this is all the shit I want, manipulation 1000 but yolo I ship it

Mr. 100% Perfect

Tags: ongoing, so relatable, OCD?, hoarder, when I read the title I thought mental illness and I was right, masks ugh RELATABLE, getting back together w ex, woof sibling drama/manipulation, suicide attempt, omg their communication regarding the psycho is REFRESHING, OMG JEJU ISLAND I see it in every fucking kdrama ever but this is the first time I’ve seen it mentioned in a manga *hm* interesting, furry furry everywhere, eye contact, finished reading season 1 pause for an omergaverse cause, okay I’m back and season 2 starting STRONG #1 men are gross #2 mans just went right to a blowie while mf was trying to pee lmao i can NOT the germs barf, fuckboi extraordinaire stressing over a textback is *great*, that istg face is perfect, HYUNGGGG, hand on his heart OW MY HEART, vibe check LOL, here for this plot dev, END OF SEASON2 NOOOOOOOimnotready. Head bonks CUTE

The origin of species

Tags: ongoing, omegaverse, sex tape, blackmail, i already don’t like this teacher, size difference, ‘JUST DIE’ hahahahahaha, I’m in love with noona, wait Ahjussi means uncle/mister? Dangerous convenience store has a new meaning to me now, DECEASED @they won’t, copious amounts of cum, alcohol to have intimacy *sighs in early 20s*, also WTF THEY ARE FUCKING AND THERE’S NO PHERMONE STUFF! What’s the point of being ABO without smell *swaggy p meme???*, wait okay ch 11 it begins, stockholm syndrome but since childhood I’m fairly certain *looking at you teacher I don’t trust these mfs*, dubcon obviously, also the can’t be knotted thing has me *cardi b meme that’s weird that’s sus* obvs poor bb about to get preg af, five word horror story: I won’t hurt you again *why tf you lyinggggg why u always lyinggg meme*, white collar crime, what’s the point of a contract when there’s no actual choice

How to Chase an Alpha

Tags: ongoing, lowkey been avoiding this one not because I think it’ll be bad I just..idk the brain is a weird thing, page 2 and I love mains attitude fucking gagged sass me bb, starting with rough translation but it be that way sometimes, GROUNDS HIMSELF BY TOUCHING HIS BLACK CARD I CANTTT, pheromone city fuck it UP, MC is a MOOD, mutual pining, when u and bae both hire PI’s to get info on each other, R-E-S-P-E-C-T, shirt thing, fucking chuffed about the rival fucking bring it, funny art, cheated on ugh mah heart I saw it coming and it still hurt, pure comedy this airport scene is so funny to me wtf, LDR, good ol murica fuckboi, LOVE HIM RIDE FOR UR MAN/MORALS, liams a little rapey rapist hm? No one’s ever said no… well being flooded with pheromones isn’t consent my dude, istg liam = I love it when they struggle, obvs jealousy/possessive tag but such is ABO, cat suit, BUNNY suit, sexy costumes, god damn it I love them that proposal/mpreg so cute, imprinting AW, ugh baes fam is so cute I needed that bc I wanna strangle wooyoungs dad, THE SECETARY is my fucking fav never stops being A+, SEC+LIAM?? Here for it *i ship it*, FUCK SO CUTE 12/10 re-read, fluff n smut, excited for how to chase an omegaside story hyung needs love!, JINI is mood, sales king I’m dying, that collar is ~hot~ btw

Egoism

Tags: completed (because jesus I can’t with ongoing, theheartbreakTM), UPDATE FML THE HEART BREAK IS REAL also no smut, omegaverse, hey stepbro, starts with rape, possessive/jealousy (isn’t all ABO?), age difference (6years, alpha is younger *can I get hyung plz lord*), HYUNG, woof this dad SUCKS, child abuse, rape culture *sigh*, I wanna get jacked like rick and summer and beat tf out of the dad, me n my cat, TELL EM HONEY I love this MC, traitor indeed, beta x omega btw, fated pair, coercive sex, didi going to be his own demise, BREAKUP/TIME SKIP NO this is BL hell, the rona is mentioned in this, ALL I WANT IS TO HEAR YOUR STORY WAHHHHHHHHHH also YES MY SHIP IS GOING TO SAIL I CAN FEEL IT, okay honestly frustrating a bit but also liked it yah 7-8/10, won’t re-read unless I’m looking for hurt though cause the comfort is BRIEF

Yarichin bitch bu

Tags: ongoing, reading because I watched this anime after seeing it mentioned in the comment section of -im-being-harassed-by-the-sexiest-man-of-the-year, anime was 2 eps a fucking wild the way this is uploaded SUCKS, no reality porn what plot rape-y ridiculous and now I need to read the source apparently haha, I need to know much more about yuri and blue hair guy ASAP (they have the spin off*adds to list*), high school setting, smut, studentsxstudents/teachers, photography club my ass, sex toys, kinky, crossdressing, gay awakening, unrequited love, jealousy, fake relationship, two faced people, OCD, COMEDY, rich people problems, hoarder, inferiority complex, one bed, toono is a dumbass in this love triangle or denial might be a better word, they are cousins my dude stop shipping it (I say to both toono and myself LOL), I wanna see Yuri’s face laksdjf;aldskf, vibrator #18 line is fucking iconic, yaguchi is about to get real interesting (BPD?), lies/manipulation, oh toono you sweet summer child, YURI i can’t wit chu, wait did he just punch the student because he won’t kiss him or???, dubcon/noncon obvs, finally my verse couple but they’re not a couple (yuri/tamu), they all care about each other is a weird way awwww, love confessions to pet vibrator scene are ICONIC MY DUDES I CAN NOTTT, lowkey living for Yuri’s drooling at this point, Jimi gives me such bad second hand embarrassment, Yuri the switch verse bb I’ve been looking for need more!, internalized homophobia, blackmail, MIDDLE FINGER IN THE AIR YAS KING, the heartbreak of ongoing/hasn’t been updated in years

Yarichin bitch bu dj wa

Tags: not completed I think, years old though, see above you know what it is, so cute omg, FIRST KISS AW, degradation kink?, MY VERSE COUPLE I’ve finally found you, biting, choking, rough sex, sex toys, they had fun together for another two hours DECEASED

Fucked by my Best Friend

Tags: ongoing, friends to lovers, body swap, Porn what plot, cannon threesomes in past maybe??(MFF for sure but MMF??), beach life, revenge, he became a HOT woman so honestly get over it, sloppy seconds, first off you’re both sluts second lmao this is going to be wild hm?, fellas is it gay if you kiss the homies, classic did you cum guy jfc, that’s how you get preg dumbass, ah the joys of being a woman /s assault in der clrub, *DEEP SIGH* @ you almost being raped turns me on, YES TURNING BACK DYING, gender has nothing to do with this LOL but true. Also yes cannon threesomes/orgies, googles frotting, mans like narrating playtime, intecurial sex public sex, lingerie, this is the closest thing to straight manga I’ve read hahaha, THE SCIENCE OMG FUCKING RIDIC :you need a mass amount of semen within you SURE JAN, possessive. Objectification, she trying to fuck without Shion LMAO, 34+35, do you think he’s on r/nofap, dry orgasm honestly impressed with mans rn ngl, spit as lube, anal fingering, just helping the homies find their prostate, bottom shaming (disappointed but not surprised), bis/gays in denial smh, question if he has a wet dream will he turn into a woman?, shirt thing, lol at female orgasm =anal in switcharoos mind, paging doc perv, shion is enjoying dressing up hm? Same dude, biggest reality gap is believing shion got admitted to a college HAHA, bad anatomy all over the place dude, rui is a dedicated exhibitionist, HE SO TIGHT BECAUSE THERES NO LUBE team no lube over here apparently not even a courtesy spit, yandere territory sort of?, Mayu with the dick wet comment is *chefs kiss*, THE HEARTBREAK OF ONGOING WAHHH I can’t believe I read all this but I can? 8/10 problematic possessive porn

#yaoi #manga #enemies to lovers #friends to lovers #gay #lgbt #pornwhatplot #recs #book recs #manga recs #yaoi recs #ships #yandere #uke #seme

[dxisiesdukes]

♡ 𝓈𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓃𝒹𝒾𝓅𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝓍 @d1re

stupid. that’s how she felt. stupid sitting here in the hotel parking lot watching as he skated around the rows of cars and empty spots. perfectly content as she leaned back on her hands to watch comfortably. 

he was her type...and then he wasn’t. chanwoo was so cool on the outside, his demeanor from afar seemed dark and tantalizing, but as they got to know each other she’d come to know more of a squishy, dorky gumball of a man and when usually it’d be a turn off for the rich girl who liked bad boys, her crush still lingered into their friendship.

with a laugh she teased him for the missed trick in front of her, rolling her eyes at his second attempt. 

“are you sure you’re as good as you say? i’ve seen you do nothing but almost kill yourself since i’ve come out here.” she called out, hand coming up the her mouth to help project her voice to where he’d been standing. 

#♡♡. threads #♡♡. park chanwoo #chan what have you done to the girl #also this is a bit short but i didn't want to mod ! #as always outfit heart

[wonwoonlight]

partner | choi seungcheol

A/N: back on my fluff agenda! Just realized I write a lot of university au because it’s a setting that I’m most familiar with, haha. hope you guys like this! please tell me if you do  🤧🤧

➝ Seungcheol x Reader 

➝ other characters: Jennie, Jeonghan, Mingyu, Seokmin, and a lot other idols simply mentioned.

➝ word count: 4063 words.

➝ fluffy // non-idol!au // university!au

➝ this takes place in the same universe as Stupid Crush though you don’t have to read it to understand.

your friend’s absent for one day and you somehow end up with the Choi Seungcheol as your partner for Mr. Kim’s class.

If there’s anything that you are, it’s quiet. Though the small circle you’ve managed to maintain would say otherwise, they, too, know how much quiet you can be when you’re with people you’re not close with. So, when you find out Jennie isn’t going to attend today’s class because she’s sick, you know you’re going to spend the day alone because the few classes you have today are all with her.

You enter the class, looking around with earphones on your ears and your hand holding a tumbler. You decide to sit in the 2nd front row because you’d rather listen to your lecturer than the rowdy chatting noise on the back of the class. Plus, people don’t usually sit in the first front rows so you don’t have to worry about anyone sitting near you.

Looking at your watch, you realize that there are still fifteen minutes left before the class starts; Mr. Kim usually comes to class 10 minutes later than that. So, you take out your phone and start to scroll through your playlist, trying to see if there’s any particular song you feel like listening to. When nothing catches your interest, you put the phone back and bury your face in your arms before sighing; seems like today would be a long day, after all.

Seungcheol is running late. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Seungcheol is never late and out of all the classes, he just has to be late for this one. Mr. Kim loves him and that’s a problem because even if he wouldn’t scold him as much as he would the others, this hurts his pride and his 100% punctual record. Out of all day, Mingyu just has to spill his coffee on him this morning right after he finished showering.

To make matters worse, this is the one class that Seungcheol doesn’t share with anyone he’s particularly close with so he can’t ask anyone to save him a seat. What a day.

He runs throughout the corridors, exclaiming a quick sorry to anyone he accidentally bumps into (thankfully, the one person he bumps hardly into happens to be Soonyoung so he doesn’t have to worry about helping him pick up his stuffs (why was he carrying a small tiger pillow, anyway?) and he just runs faster with a promise to treat him later, leaving the poor guy mumbling about how pitiful his pillow is).  

When he’s about to reach the class, Seungcheol slows down a little to catch his breath. He looks at his watch, almost five minutes late; the guy exhales making sure he looks presentable before he opens the door.

Apology is ready at the tip of his tongue when he realizes Mr. Kim is somehow later than he usually is. He stares at the professor table, as if not believing it’s actually empty. When someone coughs from behind, Seungcheol quickly turns around saying a quick sorry, moving out of the way before he realizes it is Mr. Kim behind him.

The lecturer looks at him, brows raised. “Did you…arrive just now?”

Seungcheol grins sheepishly, not knowing what to say.

“Oh well, you’re never late, anyway. Go take a seat.” The guy nods, letting the professor walks first before he closes the door behind him.

He quickly scans the room, thinking where to sit. He is about to go further back when he realizes it’s practically full: Nayeon and her gangs are occupying one single row, there are also Junhwe, Chanwoo, and Donghyuk on one side while Wendy and Mark are sitting together on the other, and there’s no way he’d sit with Bambam and Yugyeom at 8 in the morning; he’s not awake enough for that. He spots an empty spot in the front rows, just a few people he only recognizes by name. With that, Seungcheol opts for the peaceful front rows, sitting next to a girl he’s pretty sure he’s never talked to before.

When you hear the chair beside you scraps against the floor, you glance a little, trying to see who on earth would sit beside you. Seeing the Choi Seungcheol smiling sheepishly at you isn’t what you expected at all. You simply nod a little in recognition before going back to look forward.

You don’t actually know him, but you’ve heard of him. You’re pretty sure everyone in your major has heard of him at least once: the guy who gets a scholarship through sport activities but somehow has an A minus as his average score. You’ve heard from Seokmin (who, you’ve learned, befriends him through Mingyu) that Seungcheol is a pretty cool guy despite his popularity and all that but you remember just nodding, more interested with the pudding in your hand. He’s cute, yes, but he’s too far out of your reach, anyway, there’s no use taking interest in him.

“Okay, so, there are about 22 of you in this class according to the list. I’d need you to make a group of two. You’d be with the same person until the end of the semester so I’d let you pick your own group,” Mr. Kim announces. “I’m giving you three minutes to submit the names to me.”

Not wanting to draw attention to yourself by raising your hand, you go to the front to ask Mr. Kim if you could partner up with Jennie despite her absence that day.

“Hmm. See if anyone else has got no partner. If they’re all paired up, I’ll let you be with her. If not, you have to partner with the ones left.”

You are about to open your mouth to protest before deciding against it. You go back to your seat, scanning the room as you do so to calculate if you’d be able to be with Jennie after all. There are Nayeon and her gangs, because there are six of them, you’re sure they’d be with each other. Bambam and Yugyeom, along with Mark and Wendy are also sets. You see Chanwoo losing a rock-paper-scissors at the corner of your eyes and you wonder if that means he’s left out to get another person as his partner. You can see him going to the other guy at the very front row (Was his name Johnny? You’re pretty sure that’s his name), probably asking him to be his partner.

“Hey.” You hear someone whisper beside you.

You turn to the voice, pointing at yourself to make sure he’s talking to you.

Seungcheol smiles, nodding at you. “I’m Seungcheol, by the way. I don’t think we’ve ever… talked before?”

You nod too, telling him your name and confirming his suspicion.

“I’m really sorry, I notice you’re often with Jennie and I know you’re gonna want to be with her but can you partner with me? Please? I don’t want to partner with her,” he pleads to you. You’re pretty sure he’s referring to Hyeri, the girl who is obviously crushing on Seungcheol. She’s the kind of girl that one-sidedly claim he’s hers and, to be honest, it’s kinda amazing to you that someone could be that condescending.

He looks at you with eyes full of pity that you almost say ‘yes’ immediately. Fortunately, you’re able to hold yourself back before saying so.

Instead, you ask him. “You know Jennie?”

He nods again, you notice his hand is spinning his pen absentmindedly. “She’s friend with Chaeyoung; do you know her?” You nod. “Chaeyoung is my friend’s ex so… yeah. We hung out once or twice before I think.”

“Mingyu?” You ask, making sure.

“Yup,” he says, popping the ‘p’. “You know him?”

“Yeah. I’m close with Seokmin.” You answer, because everyone knows Seokmin and Mingyu are like Bambam and Yugyeom; if you know one, you’re bound to know the other.

Seungcheol makes a silent ‘O’. “Then how come we’ve never hung out before? Our circle is pretty similar,” he asks, tilting his head to the side.

You’re about to answer him when Hyeri suddenly appears beside you, politely smiling at you even though her eyes are focused on Seungcheol.

“Hi, Cheol,” she greets him and you can see how Seungcheol visibly tense; he is uncomfortable.

“Uh… Hi. Can I help you?”

“You’ll partner with me, right?” she asks, though to your ears it sounds more like a demand.

“I’m sorry I’ve decided to partner with her,” he answers, pointing at you.

Your eyes comically widen, about to say otherwise when Seungcheol subtly gives you a pleading glance. “Uhh… yeah, what he says.”

He looks at you in disbelief, not knowing how bad of a liar you are.

Hyeri cocks her head to the side, not believing it. But whatever she was going to say is cut off by Mr. Kim calling Seungcheol to the front, saving him from whatever nuisance the girl was going to be. Your eyes follow him, noticing how he looks at you with an apologetic smile before he turns to the professor again. You see him nod at the professor and recognize the shape of your name in his mouth as Mr. Kim writes down something on his paper. You sigh. There goes your comfortable assignment meetings with Jennie.

“Is there something you aren’t telling me while I was absent?” Jennie asks, suddenly evasive.

You’re currently at her room, not spending a minute more in uni the moment classes are done for the day. You have just arrived and have only sat down on her bed, your bag barely reaching the floor when she asks.

“Why do you sound like I’m hiding something from you? You’re literally absent today and I went here right after the class ends?”

“Then why did Choi Seungcheol text me asking for your number?” she asks, shoving her phone at your face.

You look at the screen, you can see him mentioning your name and Jennie going protective out of nowhere. At the very bottom of the screen, she’s just blatantly accusing him.

Seungcheol: yes. Her. Your best friend, whatever. Can I just get her number please?

Jennie: No. Are you going to flirt with her?

Jennie: THROUGH me

Jennie: the audacity of this guy

You turn to Jennie, looking at her as if she’s crazy. “Jen! Why would he be flirting with me! We just got paired up for a project because you were absent!”

“Why wouldn’t he?” Jennie blinks continuously, her mouth turning into a circle in realization before she frowns again. “Why are you with him? Not with me?”

“Because you’re absent?” you say exasperatedly. “Mr. Kim wouldn’t let me pair with you unless I’m the only one left with no partner in class but Seungcheol made me his partner because the other one without partner was Hyeri so…”

She nods, suddenly understanding his situation. “Huh, that could happen,” she mutters to herself. “So, who am I paired with?”

“I’m not sure. There’s Hyeri and two other people absent with you today.” You shrug.

“Well, I’m giving him your number, then. Why didn’t he ask you earlier, though? What a dumbass.”

“Uh… In case you forget, I don’t remember to ask for his either,” you say nonchalantly, laying down on her bed.

“You’re both dumbasses, then.” Jennie spares you a glance, her fingers stop typing on her phone. “Why are you taking his side, anyway?”

You blink at her, not having an answer to that.

She grins at you, that mischievous grin she saves everytime she’s feeling particularly playful. “Is this a crush in the making?”

Rolling your eyes at her, you simply throw a pillow at her for the baseless accusation. “Never.”

Unknown Number : hi! This is Seungcheol. I got your number from Jennie. Can we meet up to discuss the assignment?

You: Oh, sure 

You: When would be okay for you? 

Choi Seungcheol: tomorrow? Or the day after?

You: Tomorrow during lunch break? 

You: Or I can see you at the library at 2pm-ish 

Choi Seungcheol: library it is.

You: Okay then 

(Choi Seungcheol is typing…)

(…)

(Choi Seungcheol is typing…)

Choi Seungcheol: see you :)

“Hi! Sorry, did you wait for long?” Seungcheol asks, sitting in front of you.

You look up at him and shake your head, pulling out your earphones. He wonders if you’re never without them. “Just about five minutes or so, it’s okay. I could’ve texted you if I minded.”

Seungcheol could see a notebook under your arm, and when you notice his glance, you push it to him so he could see it properly.

“Oh, I tried to divide the work we’ll be working on for the current assignment. We could work together or individually; I don’t think it really matters,” you explain to him as he scans the note in front of him. You could see him frown a little as he finished reading the agenda.

“Why are your works more than mine?” he asks, looking at you with those deep, clear eyes and you could’ve sworn you almost blushed under his gaze.

Coughing a little, you avert your gaze from him to the notes. “Ah… I just thought because you’re active in a club and I’m not, I could take a little more works. And I do like this subject, by the way, so I don’t mind.”

“But I do,” he frowns again, his mouth forming a pout without him realizing. “We should work equally and I like this subject, too. Club activities are my responsibility and I should be able to manage my time without burdening you.”

“Uhh… Okay, then. I’m… sorry?”

Seungcheol shakes his head repeatedly, his hand waving in denial. “No, no, no. Thank you for being considerate. I really appreciate it. I just don’t want you to think I’d be happy with less work.”

You chuckle a little, nodding your head in understanding. “Okay, okay, let’s go over the parts again?”

He grins at you. “Okay, partner.”

Choi Seungcheol: you free to meet up tomorrow?

You: I have a break between two classes at 10 

Choi Seungcheol: see you at 10 at the library?

You: See you! 

Choi Seungcheol: sorry again I have to cancel today’s meeting. There’s a sudden meeting for the basketball club and I wasn’t allowed to miss it :(

You: Hey, it’s fine! You’ve apologized earlier during class 

You: There are still other days 

You: And we can work individually too to save time 

Choi Seungcheol: yeah, but I feel bad for setting the date AND cancelling it

You:  Seokmin suddenly called me to have lunch with him, anyway 

You: So, it’s okay, really 

Choi Seungcheol: oh, you ate with him?

You: Yuppp 

You: with Jennie, Soonyoung, and Mingyu, too 

You: Gyu mentioned he was with you when you suddenly got the call 

Choi Seungcheol: gyu?

(Choi Seungcheol is typing…)

You: Yeah? 

(Choi Seungcheol is typing…)

Choi Seungcheol: I better be included next time you guys have lunch >:(

You: Haha, sure 

You: Don’t get sulky, mister :P 

Choi Seungcheol: I didn’t!

You: ofc ofc 

You: I believe you 

Choi Seungcheol: Hey!

Choi Seungcheol: soooo what did I miss?

You: Nothing 

You: Mr. Kim cancelled the class 

You: Lucky you. Skipping the class when it’s cancelled 

Choi Seungcheol: hey, I didn’t skip class!

Choi Seungcheol: I told you we’re in the middle of competition

You: Then why are you texting me? 

Choi Seungcheol: to get energy from you? ;)

You: Ew? 

Choi Seungcheol: D:

You: Just kidding haha 

You: Good luck! 

You: Treat me something if you win 

Choi Seungcheol: I’ll definitely win, then.

“Now who are you texting when we are all here during lunch?” Jennie asks, eyeing you suspiciously as she chews on her food.

Seokmin turns to you, too, following Jennie. It’s almost 3 in the afternoon now and you’re having a late lunch with Jennie, Seokmin, Mingyu, and someone named Jeonghan (who you’ve learned is from another university but often hangs out with Mingyu and Seungcheol, Mingyu says he and Seungcheol are practically attached to the hips) at the mall because everyone is finished with uni for the day.

“Probably Seungcheol,” Mingyu chirps, not even waiting for you to answer.

Jeonghan, who’s sitting beside you for some reason, turns to you in a sudden interest, his chopsticks staying still in his hand. “Oh?”

You look at him warily, still not used to his presence. “Uhh, yeah. He was just asking about the class he missed.”

Mingyu scoffs. “As if,” he says before choking on his food. Jennie just shakes her head as Seokmin laughs at the guy.

“You just never learn, do you? Don’t even remember how many times Chaeyoung told you not to speak as you eat,” Jennie says, though her hand goes to his back and pat him as he coughs.

“Can we please not talk about my ex?”

You shake your head amusedly, remembering how many times you saw Chaeyoung doing the same thing to Mingyu everytime he choked before.

“Doesn’t Seungcheol have a competition today?” Jeonghan asks, not letting go of the topic.

Mingyu nods at him as he drinks his water, finally able to speak. “Yeah. But he texts her all the time, anyway.”

It’s almost comical, the way Jennie and Seokmin turn to you at the same time, the exact same expression on their faces.

“You’ve been texting him?” Jennie asks, her voice protective even though the glint in her eyes says otherwise.

You sigh, putting down your utensils. “Just about the assignments. He prefers to work together than individually so we have to set a date to meet up from time to time.”

“A DATE?” Seokmin exclaims, his voice going higher in exaggeration. “You’ve been going on dates with him?! And you didn’t tell ME?!”

“Seok—”

“Don’t you dare say it’s not like that,” he interrupts, narrowing his eyes at you.

“But it’s really not!”

“Then can you show me your last texts with each other? Promise I won’t scroll up,” Jennie teases you, her eyebrows wriggling up and down.

You scoff at your friends, picking up your chopsticks again to continue eating, refusing to answer them. Suddenly, your phone buzzes and you glance at your phone at the table the same time Jeonghan does out of reflex.

“Pffffffft,” Jeonghan suddenly laughs, not even bothering to pretend like he doesn’t see your text.

The rest turn to the both of you, as you quickly turn your phone back so the screen would face the table instead. Out of all time.

“What is it?” Mingyu asks impatiently, knocking the spot near Jeonghan’s tray.

“Seungcheol just texted her,” he says, his grin getting bigger by the second. “You owe me a date, wink emoji, he says.”

You close your eyes in contempt, trying to hold yourself back from choking Jeonghan even though it’s been approximately two hours since you’ve known the guy. As Jennie and Seokmin are busy pointing fingers at you, you settle for a glare at him, in which he just giggles in return, his nose scrunching and all.

“He’s my best friend, you know? I’ve known about you for some time, anyway. He just hasn’t mentioned your name to me,” he whispers to you, and then going back to eating as if nothing happens.

You simply blush at the revelation, still ignoring Jennie and Seokmin.

That night, as you finish washing up and settles down in your bed, you check your phone to see if anyone texts you as you were showering. There are a few texts from the class group chat you don’t bother to check yet, a text from Chaeyoung asking to meet up because she feels betrayed she didn’t know you have a thing with Seungcheol (damn Jennie and her big mouth), and Seungcheol, asking if you’re asleep yet. Naturally, you answer him first.

Choi Seungcheol: are you still up?

You: Sorry I was washing up

You: Why?

Choi Seungcheol: can I call you?

 …

 …

You: Sure

“Hello?” his voice sounds tired, and you wonder if he’s ready for bed.

“Hi,” you answer meekly, your heart starts beating so fast for some reason. You’re pretty sure this is the first time Seungcheol ever calls you not because of your assignment. “Congrats on winning?”

He laughs a little, making your stomach flutter even more. “Thanks. It’s because you cheered for me.”

You sneer jokingly and Seungcheol laughs even louder. “Please don’t ever do that when you’re flirting with a girl later, okay? She’d reject you right away.”

“Would you?” he asks, his tone suddenly getting lower.

“Don’t joke around like that, Cheol,” you sigh, turning in your bed.

“Hey, I’m asking for real,” he says. “I don’t want to talk about this through the phone but because we’re at it…”

“Can’t wait to see me, huh?” you say jokingly, playing his game. But when he whispers a ‘yes’ instead of denying it, you swear you could listen the sound of your heartbeat ringing in your ears.

It’s silent for a second or two before Seungcheol speaks again, changing the subject, “What did you do today? Did you eat with Seokmin and the others again without including me?”

You laugh at his question, holding on to your pillow as you do so. “Honestly… yeah. This time we couldn’t have possibly invited you, though!”

He grunts jokingly, not knowing he’d actually guess it right. “With Jennie and Mingyu, too?”

“Mhm,” you hum at him. “Also, Jeonghan. I hear he’s your friend? He tagged along because he’s with Mingyu when Seokmin called him.”

It’s funny how clearly you can hear the sound of him shuffling in his bed. From the sound of it, you assume he’s sitting up in surprise, not expecting to hear his best friend’s name from your lips.

“Yoon Jeonghan?” he asks, making sure he doesn’t hear you wrong.

“Yeah. I thought he’d be talking to you right after the whole thing,” you sigh, burying your face in your pillow as you recall him accidentally seeing Seungcheol’s controversial text through your notification bar.

“The whole thing? What happened? He didn’t prank you, did he?” he asks, suddenly alert.

You laugh softly, asking him to calm down a little. “No, he didn’t. He just accidentally read your text from my lockscreen.”

Seungcheol is silent for a while before speaking again. “The one where I say you owe me a date?”

At your confirmation, the guy immediately groans. Jeonghan would never let go of it. He’d use that words against him all the time now and he’s already tired when it hasn’t even begun.

“I’m sorry,” he apologizes. “They all must’ve teased you a lot, then.”

You chuckle at his defeated tone, telling him there’s no need to be sorry. “It’s okay. I know you’re only joking, so there’s no need to get defensive on my behalf, okay?”

When Seungcheol doesn’t answer, you take a look at your phone, seeing if the call’s cut off. Realizing it’s still on, you try to listen if he suddenly falls asleep but there doesn’t seem to be any sound of his breath, either.

“Cheol? Are you there?”

“Yeah, just…” he stops, hesitating a little. “Why do you think I’m joking?”

“Because why would you want to go on a date with me?” You answer, feeling sorry to yourself for even having to say it.

“Why wouldn’t I?” he asks. And it’s actually amazing how you can hear the pout in his voice. You’ve been spending too much time with him, haven’t you?

“Because… you’re Choi Seungcheol?” you answer timidly, not knowing how to answer that.

He exhales in disbelief; how does that even make sense?

“And you’re you. I’d be lucky to go on a date with you.” It’s the way he says it that makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside. Voice so soft and full of sincerity as if to tell you that he means all of it.

You hesitate for a second, genuinely lost at how to answer him. You can feel your face getting hot and you bite your lower lip to stop the grin forming on your face regardless. “You mean it?” is the only thing you manage to let out.

“Do I seem like the type to say empty words?” He asks, saying your name frustratedly.

You chuckle a little then, shaking your head as if he can see it. “Okay, then.”

“Okay what?” he asks, suddenly confused though you can hear the smile in his voice.

“Okay, let’s go on a date?”

From the other side of the call, you can hear Seungcheol chuckles softly, as if not believing you’d say yes. “Okay, partner.”

A/N: I’m so sorry idk why the text layout becomes rather messy on phone :( I hope it doesn’t bother you as much :(

#s.coups scenarios #scoups scenario #scoups scenarios #seungcheol scenario #choi seungcheol #scoups #scoups fluff #seventeen fluff #seventeen au #seventeen scenario #scoups au #scoups fic #university au #this was random tho haha

[miulore]

i think i have a crush on chanwoo 🏃🏽‍♀️

#++ #now dong and jinani the only konys i havent crushed on....

[ohmyjinsus]

that’s what friends do

kim hanbin x female! reader 

college! au (non idol) || 7.7k 

mostly fluff, quite a bit of swearing, some suggestive themes, pretty much just friends to lovers nonsense because I’m a sucker for that 

summary: you’re drunk and locked out of your apartment so what do you do? call your best friend hanbin, who you just happen to be in love with, and stay the night at his place, what could go wrong? 

“I’m not drunk.” 

“You definitely are.” 

You roll your eyes. You’re in your best friend’s apartment, with her partner and some of your other friends. It’s a Friday night, and you wanted to celebrate the end of the week. However, your best friend doesn’t drink, so she’s mostly been watching you and laughing at all the dumb things you say. 

“Are you ready to go home?” She asks. “I can drive you. I don’t want you wandering around in the dark.” 

“Are you trying to get rid of me?” 

“You know I’m going home for the weekend, I don’t want to get there in the middle of the night.” You can’t argue with that. You know she’s been missing her family recently, and you don’t want to take away from her time with them.

“Okay,” you grab your bag, pulling out your phone. “Let’s go.” She smiles and goes to get her stuff. 

When she’s ready, she leads you out to her car. You sit in the back, since her S.O. always gets to ride shotgun. Your single ass can’t relate. 

It’s a short drive, so you just hang out in the back while the two of them talk. You’re thinking about what to do when you get home. You texted Hanbin earlier, asking if you two could study tomorrow. He hasn’t replied yet, so maybe you’ll bother him. You hate being drunk and alone. When your friend pulls into your driveway, you reach into your bag for your keys. 

“It was lovely seeing you again, y/n.” 

“Yeah, you too,” you reply. You can’t feel them anywhere. You turn on your phone flashlight to get a better look. 

“What’s wrong?” Your friend asks. You shake your head. 

“I can’t find my keys.” 

“You’re joking,” she says.

“I wish I was.” She reaches out her hand so you give her your bag. She pokes around in there for a little while before coming to the same conclusion.

“You’re so dumb.” She’s not wrong. “Call your roommate, she’ll let you in.” 

“She’s at her boyfriend’s tonight...” You’re getting anxious now. You don’t know what to do. 

“Oh my god,” your friend hits the steering wheel. “What do we do with you?” 

“Can’t she stay with your roommates?” Her partner asks. The two of you shake your heads. 

“I don’t trust them to take care of her,” your friend says. “They’re good people, but y/n can be way too flirty when she’s drunk. I don’t want her sleeping with one of them.” That’s a valid point. 

“I don’t have any other friends-” you start to say when it hits you. “HANBIN.” 

“Who?” Your friend asks. 

“You know him!” You unlock your phone so you can call him.

“Is that the guy you’re always studying with?” 

“Yes!” You scroll to Hanbin’s contact icon and click it. “I’ve slept at his place before, he won’t mind.” 

“Is this a good idea?” Your friend asks. “Having you sleep at a boy’s house while drunk?” You don’t answer her because Hanbin picks up right at that moment. 

“y/n,” he says. “What’s up?” 

“Okay, this is going to sound weird,” you reply. Your friend laughs. “I’m a little drunk and I got locked out of my apartment and I need somewhere to stay so could I maybe sleep at yours?” You’re slurring your words a little bit, but you’re hoping he won’t notice. 

“Of course,” he says right away. You hear a door open. “Where are you? I’ll pick you up.” 

“No, it’s okay,” you tell him. “I’m with my friend, she can drop me off.” 

“Can I talk to him?” Your friend says from the front seat.

“Hold on, she wants to talk to you,” you say to Hanbin. “She needs to make sure you aren’t gonna murder me.” You can hear him nervously laughing as you give your friend the phone. 

You look out the window while she asks him a gazillion and one questions. She sounds concerned when she finds out he has 2 other roommates, both guys. You’re good friends with them too, thankfully. You can’t hear Hanbin, but whatever he says must be convincing. He’s the best person you know. But then again you’re drunk, and maybe a little in love with him. 

“And you’ll take her home tomorrow morning?” She asks. You turn your head and try to focus on their conversation.

“He’s not my father,” you say from the backseat. You’re tempted to make a joke about him being your daddy but you hold it in. 

“Make sure she calls me tomorrow as well, so I know she’s alive.” 

“For god’s sake,” you mutter to yourself. 

You’ve known him since you started university, but your friend has only met him once or twice. You and Hanbin are in the same program and the same year, so you have tons of classes together. In first year, you were thrown together for a group project. While working on that, the two of you quickly became friends. You started studying for all your joint classes together, alternating hanging out at each other’s apartments. Your study sessions usually turn into the two of you watching TV or ordering take out and just talking for hours on end. Sometimes Hanbin will share lyrics or songs with you and ask for your opinion. There have been a few times where you’ve been so deep in discussion, you don’t even realize it’s midnight. On those days, you crash at his place.

Your roommate is convinced the two of you are dating, but you constantly reassure her you’re not. Every time he comes over, you lock yourselves in your room, so she probably assumes you’re making out. You wish you were, but you’re happy being his best friend too. 

“If y/n gets hurt, I’m going to murder you, I hope you know that.” There goes any chance you had with him anyway. “Okay, I’ll give the phone back to her.” 

You grab it right away. “I’m sorry, I know she can be scary.” You say. Hanbin just laughs. 

“She cares about you, it’s a good thing.” 

“So I’ll see you in like 5 minutes then?” You ask. 

“Yeah, are you hungry? Yunhyeong made some food earlier, I think there’s some left.” You smile at that, he’s so sweet. Total boyfriend material. 

“That sounds lovely.” You glance at your friend, who’s turning the engine on again. “I’ll be there soon.” 

“Okay, bye.” 

“Love you,” you reply. “Bye.” 

After you hang up, your friend just stares at you in the rearview mirror. “Did you just say love you?” 

“Yes,” you say awkwardly. “That’s what friends do.” 

“You never tell me you love me.” She puts the car into reverse and pulls out of your driveway. 

“I love you.” 

“It doesn’t have the same effect now,” she says. “Are you sure he’s not your boyfriend?” 

“He’s not.” 

“Friends with benefits?” Her partner asks. 

“No!” 

“He’s cute though,” your friend points out. “Definitely your type.” 

“Yeah, I know.” You stare out the window again. 

“Wait, do you have a crush on him?” She glances at you in the rearview again. 

“I think it’s a little more than a crush,” you say, avoiding eye contact. “I might be in love with him, it’s fine though.” 

“Why didn’t you tell me?” 

“He’s not interested.” 

“How do you know that?” She says right away. “He’s going to take care of you right now, while you’re drunk, what boy would do that if he didn’t have feelings for you?” 

“A nice one?” 

“Shut up,” she replies, turning right onto his street. “You’re drunk, you’re flirty, go get your man.” 

“Should we give her some condoms or something?” You and your friend both laugh at that. 

“No sex,” she says. “Not while you’re drunk.” 

“Hanbin would never,” you reassure her. “He always asks before touching me.” 

“He touches you?” She pulls onto his driveway. 

“In a platonic way!” You’re blushing now. You’ve been crushing on him for ages, but talking about it out loud makes it so much more real. You’re almost scared to see Hanbin now. You’ll wind up saying something dumb and ruining your friendship. 

“We’re here, so you can go touch him all you want.” 

“Stop it!” You take your seatbelt off and open the door. “I hate you.” 

“Do you want us to take you inside?” 

“I’m sure I can make it to the front door,” you say. “I’m not that drunk.” 

“If you say so,” your friend replies. “I’m gonna stay here and watch you go in.” Your roll your eyes, but you’re grateful for her. “Text me when you wake up tomorrow. I told Hanbin too, so you better not forget.” 

“I won’t.” You grab your bag. “Thanks.” She smiles. 

“You’re welcome,” you close the door, but she rolls down her window. “I love you.” 

“Oh my god,” you groan and run towards the house. You’re dying to get away from her so she’ll stop clowning you. 

When you get to the front door, it opens right away. Yunhyeong is there, smiling. He must’ve been expecting you.

“Hey,” he says. He notices your friend’s car in the driveway and waves. She waves back before reversing out and leaving. 

“Thank god,” you mutter, kicking your shoes off. You almost lose your balance, but he grabs your arm to steady you. 

“Hanbin said you’re staying over tonight.” 

“Yeah, and I’m drunk,” you tell him. He’s about to say something else but Hanbin comes walking down the hallway. You immediately run over and wrap your arms around his neck. 

He’s caught off guard, but he hugs you back. “Hi.” His arms are tight around you. 

“I missed you,” you say, before burying your face in his neck. “So much.” 

“Are you okay?” He asks, smiling. You nod and look up at him. You’re glad he’s amused. 

“You smell really good.” 

“You smell like vodka.” That makes you laugh. “You said you’re hungry, right?” You nod.

He untangles himself from you and walks towards the kitchen. You grab his hand without second thought. Since the two of you are usually pretty affectionate, he doesn’t think anything of it. You’re extremely grateful for that right now. You don’t want to act suspicious. 

Yunhyeong joins you at the kitchen table while you have some left over french fries from their dinner. Hanbin makes sure you drink some water too, even though you tell him you’re not thirsty. You ask where Chanwoo is. When they say he’s locked in his room gaming, you’re not surprised. You make a mental note to say hi to him in the morning. 

They ask about your night, and you explain how you forgot your keys and have nowhere else to stay. When they ask how much you had to drink, you genuinely can’t remember. 

“You better go to sleep soon,” Hanbin says. “I don’t want you to be hungover tomorrow.” 

“I don’t get hungover,” you tell him, yawning. “I’m not old.” He rolls his eyes at that. 

“You can sleep in Hanbin’s room,” Yunhyeong says. “He can sleep on my floor.” 

“Why can’t he sleep with me?” You two have never slept in the same bed before, but you don’t see why it would be a problem. Falling asleep in his arms would be amazing, especially since he smells so damn good. And waking up next to him in the morning? That thought alone makes you blush. 

“y/n,” Hanbin says, smiling. “What did you just say?” 

“I said you should sleep with me.” The two of them burst out laughing as you suddenly realize why. “Wait no, that’s not what I meant.” 

“Are you sure?” Hanbin asks, making eye contact with you. You know he’s joking but it makes you flustered. 

“Yes,” you mutter under your breath. You’d be lying if you said you hadn’t thought about Hanbin like that. You know he’s got some tattoos hiding under there somewhere. You’ve definitely thought about them before, particularly while imagining yourself underneath him. 

“Are you finished?” Yunhyeong breaks your thoughts, pointing to your plate. You nod and he picks it up, heading to the sink. 

“Thank you,” you call out after him. You might be drunk, but you’re never impolite. 

Hanbin stands up and holds out his hand. “Let’s get you into bed.” 

“I bet you’d like to,” you say, trying to give him a seductive look. That’s probably not even grammatically correct, but he laughs and pulls you towards his room. 

“You’re ridiculous.” You sit down on his bed as he cleans up his nightstand for you. You glance at your phone quickly, no messages. 

“Go take off your makeup,” Hanbin says to you, “you don’t want to look like a raccoon in the morning.” 

“Raccoons are cute though,” you point out. 

“That’s true.” He heads over to his closet. “But you’ll complain if I don’t make you do it now.” 

“Fine,” you groan, getting up and heading to his en-suite. 

You grab the micellar water and cotton pads from under the sink and use them to wipe your eye makeup off. The last time you slept over, he gave you your own toothbrush, so you grab that off the bathroom counter and brush your teeth. When you’re done, you walk back into the room, pulling the scrunchie out of your hair. 

“Do you want a sweater or a t-shirt?” Hanbin asks, holding out both to you. 

“T-shirt, I guess,” you reply, pulling off your own and throwing it on the floor without second thought. 

“Whoa.” He rushes to cover his eyes, which makes you smile. 

“You’re allowed to look,” you tell him, grabbing the shirt. “I was hoping you would see me shirtless in a totally different context, but this works too.” 

“What?” He’s smirking. 

“Nothing,” you say. “I probably won’t even remember this in the morning.” Hanbin doesn’t say anything to that. 

“Are you still half naked?” He asks a minute or two later, with his eyes still closed. The t-shirt he gave you is a free one from one of your university’s events. He got the biggest size, which you’re grateful for right now. You decide to take your jeans off so you’ll be more comfortable while you sleep. 

“Hold on.” You take them off and attempt to fold them, but in your drunken state, it’s kind of difficult. “Okay,” you say, placing them on his desk. 

When he opens his eyes, he glances you up and down. You act like you don’t notice, but you’re pretty sure his gaze lingers on your legs for a moment. You haven’t shaved in a couple days, maybe he’s frightened. He clears his throat, snapping you out of your thoughts.

“I’m gonna get you a glass of water,” he says awkwardly, turning around and walking out of the room. You don’t know what to make of that. 

While he’s gone, you crawl into bed and grab Hanbin’s phone charger. He’ll have to steal someone else’s if he needs it. He comes back, placing the water and a bottle of Advil on his nightstand for you. 

“Do you need anything else?” He asks. You shake your head. “I’m gonna put the garbage bin closer just in case you do feel sick.” He grabs it from under his desk and puts it next to you. 

“Thank you,” you say. “Seriously.” 

“That’s what friends do.” He smiles at you and you groan. 

“I don’t wanna be your friend,” you tell him, yawning. You knew you were tired, but you feel like you’re going to fall asleep any second, now that you’re lying down and comfortable. 

“What do you want to be then?” He asks, heading over to his dresser. 

“Your girlfriend.” He freezes for a second. “I’m sure you’ve thought about it too.” 

“Maybe,” is all he says in return. He grabs the rest of his stuff as your eyes slowly close. “I’ll see you in the morning y/n, sleep tight.” 

“Goodnight,” you mumble, rolling over. 

You fall asleep soon after that, dreaming of god knows what. But you wake up when you hear a shuffling noise. You sit up and open your eyes. It seems like there’s a figure wandering around in the dark. 

“Hanbin,” you say. “What the fuck are you doing?” 

“Sorry, I thought you were asleep.” You turn his nightstand lamp on and both of you flinch at the sudden brightness. “Are you okay?” 

You nod. “Come here,” you tell him. 

“Are you sick?” He’s holding his toothbrush and a notebook. He was probably coming to grab some stuff before heading to Yunhyeong’s room. 

“No,” you reply, you’re still half asleep and you’re sure he can tell. “I just want you to come sit for a second.” He puts his things down, so you scoot over a little bit so there’s room for him. 

“Do you need something?” You shake your head. “Why are you up then?” 

“You woke me up, dumbass.” He blushes at that. 

“I’m sorry.” You smile and take his hand. 

“It’s okay.” He interlocks his fingers with yours. “Stay with me till I fall asleep again and I’ll accept your apology.” 

“Fine.” He glances at the time on your phone. “That might take forever though.” 

“Nope,” you tell him. “I have a trick.” 

“A trick?” 

“Yeah,” you say. “When I’m at home and I can’t sleep, there’s one thing I always think of and then I fall asleep no problem.” 

“What is it?” 

“You.” 

“What?” He looks confused and it’s the cutest thing you’ve ever seen. 

“Remember when I said you should sleep with me?” 

“How could I forget?” You laugh, and he does too. 

“You should.” His eyes go wide. “Not like that, but also like that, I guess...” You lose your train of thought for a second because you’re thinking about him shirtless. 

“y/n?” You glance at him. 

“Sorry,” you smile. “When I can’t sleep, I think of you, and falling asleep with your arms around me, and it helps.” 

“That’s the most adorable thing I’ve ever heard.” He takes your other hand in his. 

“But,” you say. “When that doesn’t work, I just think about kissing you.” 

“You do?” He asks. He sounds genuinely curious. Surely he’s thought about kissing you too. Otherwise you’re just making a fool of yourself right now. Although it doesn’t really matter, since you won’t remember any of it tomorrow morning. 

“I think about kissing you a lot,” you admit. 

“Oh really?” You brain suddenly realizes there’s not that much space between the two of you, and it would be really easy to just do it now but you hold back. 

“You should kiss me,” you tell him. “To help me sleep, I mean.” 

“Drunk you is so entertaining.” He reaches up to brush some hair out of your face, which makes your heart beat a little faster. 

“You’re not saying no,” you point out. He moves his hand down, pulling you in by the neck. 

“I’m not.” 

You blink. He’s looking at you like he does actually want to kiss you, but you might just be imagining it because you’re drunk. But you also really want to kiss him and now seems like a really good opportunity if you would just- 

Your thoughts get cut off because suddenly Hanbin’s lips are on yours. He gives you a quick kiss, but you shake your head, wrapping your arms around his neck. 

“What?” 

“Kiss me properly.” 

“You’re ridiculous y/n,” he laughs. 

You quickly shut him up by placing your lips on his again. He kisses you deeper this time, taking your comment to heart. You get lost in the kiss, leaning back onto the bed and pulling him down with you. You expect him to stop before this gets out of hand, but he doesn’t. There’s a small part of you that’s scared of what this means for your friendship, but god, it feels so good to finally kiss him that you don’t even care. 

When he pulls away, it takes you a few seconds to open your eyes. Looking up at him feels so surreal. You think you might be dreaming. You run your fingers through his hair and it’s as soft as you remember. Maybe not. 

“Better now?” Hanbin asks quietly, never taking his eyes off your lips. 

“Yeah,” you whisper. He glances into your eyes for a second, before leaning down for another kiss. This one’s softer, more gentle. 

“Good,” he says, sitting up. You miss him as soon as he moves away. “Go to sleep.” 

“I’ll try, but no promises.” He smirks at that.

“Sorry.” You shake your head. 

“Don’t be.” 

He smiles and kisses your cheek. “Goodnight y/n.” 

“Goodnight,” you say back, closing your eyes and drifting off to sleep again. 

The next morning when you wake up, you feel much better. You must’ve slept pretty well. When you grab your phone off the nightstand you almost knock over the glass of water Hanbin left there for you. 

Right, Hanbin. 

The last thing you remember is him leaving the garbage bin by your bed and saying goodnight. You vaguely remember making some suggestive jokes, but nothing too terrible. You didn’t totally ruin your friendship, as far as you know. 

When you check your phone, you see a text from your best friend. Instead of replying, you call her. She’s glad you’re still alive. She asks about Hanbin and whether anything happened overnight. She sounds kind of disappointed when you tell her you just ate and went to sleep. She’s got plans for the day so you can’t talk for long, but she promises to text you later. 

You stay in bed for a little while longer, scrolling through your socials. Hanbin knocks on the door about half an hour later. He asks how you’re feeling and tells you to take whatever you want from his closet. You decide to take a shower so he grabs you a towel. He tells you to come join them when you’re done.

Once you’re finished, you quickly pack up your things. Then, you grab your phone and head towards the kitchen. You’re walking down the hall, when you hear Chanwoo say your name. 

“I’m so sad I didn’t get to see drunk y/n, she sounds like a lot of fun.” 

“She’s very entertaining.” That’s Hanbin’s voice. 

“She was flirting with you too,” Yunhyeong says. You creep a little bit closer, staying close to the wall, so they don’t notice you eavesdropping. 

“Maybe.” Hanbin pauses for a second. “She said something in my room later on.” 

“She was in your room?” Chanwoo asks. 

“What did she say?” Yunhyeong asks, ignoring him. 

“After r I got her some water and Advil, she said thanks and I was like ‘that’s what friends do,’” you hear someone groan at that. Probably Chanwoo. “She said she doesn’t want to be my friend.” 

Your heart starts to beat a little bit faster. You’re praying you didn’t say anything too dumb. And if you did, you hope Hanbin will just write it off as you being drunk. 

“She said she wants to be my girlfriend.” You cringe. It’s not terrible, but you’re still embarrassed. 

“I knew it,” Yunhyeong says. “You’re soulmates.” 

“Shut up,” Hanbin replies. “She was drunk, she probably didn’t even mean it.” 

“I think she did.” 

“We’ve seen the way y/n looks at you.” You cringe at that too. Have you really been that obvious? 

“That’s not it though,” Hanbin says. You wish he would just shut up. You don’t want to know what other dumb shit you said. “I kissed her.” 

“You what?” Yunhyeong says exactly what you’re thinking. You and Hanbin finally kissed and you don’t even remember it? You’re never drinking again. 

“It wasn’t planned,” Hanbin sounds worried now. “I didn’t mean to, she was just talking about how much she likes me and I couldn’t help myself, and now I’ve ruined our friendship.” 

“What did she say about liking you?” 

“She said that when she can’t sleep, she thinks about falling asleep in my arms, and if that doesn’t work, she thinks about kissing me.” You roll your eyes. All of that is true, but you don’t know why your drunk self felt the need to share it with him. 

“She’s practically in love with you,” Chanwoo says. He’s not wrong. You are in love with Hanbin, maybe he’ll finally realize now.

“What are you going to do?” Yunhyeong asks. 

“I don’t know.” Hanbin sighs. “She doesn’t even remember it happened, when I said hi to her this morning, she acted like everything was normal.” You don’t know if you’re grateful for that. Maybe if you did remember, you could actually address it and somehow get him to date you already. 

“Maybe that’s what she wants,” Chanwoo says.

“But is it what you want?” Yunhyeong asks.

There’s a moment of silence before Hanbin responds. 

“No.” 

“I knew it.” Chanwoo sounds so smug. 

“What do I do?” 

“How do you feel about y/n?” Yunhyeong asks. This is what you’ve been waiting for. You take a small step closer to the kitchen. 

“What kind of question is that?” Hanbin responds. “When she said she wanted to fall asleep with me, I really wanted to get into bed next to her.” That makes you blush. 

“Simp.”

“She’s adorable to begin with, but she’s like a thousand times cuter when she’s half asleep,” he says. You smile to yourself.

“Tell us more,” Yunhyeong says. 

“Does he have to?” Chanwoo groans. 

“I mean, y/n’s my best friend. She makes me laugh, she makes studying for the worst courses bearable somehow, I love spending time with her, I love it when she falls asleep with her head on my shoulder and I hate it when she cries,” he says. You’re shocked at how quickly he answers. “But I also love it when I can make her stop crying. I don’t know, I just really like her and I have no idea what to do about it.”

“You’re in love with her, we been knew.” Chanwoo sounds 100% sure. He’s not wrong, that is what it sounds like. “And we all know your lyrics are about her too.” 

“What?” 

“It does sound like you love her,” Yunhyeong says. 

“Shit,” Hanbin mutters under his breath. Your heart’s racing, waiting to hear what he says next. “Yeah, I think I do.” 

You lose your focus, ignoring whatever Yunhyeong and Chanwoo say next because you can’t believe it. Your best friend, the boy you love with all your heart, loves you too. You don’t know what to do next, but that’s a pretty good start.

“I should go see if she’s done,” you hear someone say, which snaps you back to reality. 

You rush back to Hanbin’s room and sit down at his desk, trying to act casual. There’s a bunch of notebooks piled against the wall, so you grab one, pretending to read it. Until something catches your eye. 

If feelings could be controlled, I would’ve thrown mine away a long time ago. I’m talking bout you and me, when I try to take a step forward, you take his hand and become distant. 

You’ve seen some of Hanbin’s lyrics before, but only the ones he’s shared with you. It feels like an invasion of his privacy, but you can’t help but wonder if these are about you, especially after what Chanwoo said in the kitchen. 

I’ve got feelings for you and you’re embarrassing me. Why are you so pretty if you’re not mine? 

Your eyes jump to the top of the page, looking for a date. He wrote this a year and a half ago. You try to go back in your memory to figure out what was happening around that time, when it hits you. 

You dated this guy in your English class that October. You remember he came up to you after one of your lectures and asked if you and Hanbin were dating, since you always seemed to be together. You laughed and rolled your eyes. He said he was glad he had the chance to finally talk to you, since that was one of the few classes you had without Hanbin. He asked if he could take you out for dinner that weekend and you said yes. When you told Hanbin, he didn’t seem disappointed, but he must have been if he wrote this. Your ex wound up leaving you after three months. He didn’t explicitly say it, but you suspect he was jealous because you spent more time with Hanbin than him. It was true, but that didn’t make it hurt any less. 

You never mentioned anything about your breakup to Hanbin, but he knows you too well. You wound up telling him about it when you were up late one night talking. He held you while you cried, but he never said a bad word about your ex. Later on, you realized you were crying more about how you’d never have Hanbin than the actual breakup. 

While thinking about that, you realize Hanbin hasn’t dated anyone in the time you’ve been friends. You know he has tons of other friends, and you know some of them also have crushes on him, but he never seemed interested. Now you know why. 

Yunhyeong appears in the doorway at that exact moment, smiling at you. You put the notebook down, trying to act natural. 

“Hey,” he says. “Have a nice shower?” 

“Yeah, it was great,” you reply, awkwardly. 

“You called your roommate, right?” You nod. “Are you going to head home soon?” 

“You trying to get rid of me?” You ask, jokingly. Yunhyeong immediately shakes his head. 

“Hanbin said you have some midterms and papers due this week that you seemed pretty stressed about. We just assumed you’d want to head home and work on those.” 

“That’s kind of both of you,” you say. “Perhaps you have a point.” 

“Do you want me to walk you home?” 

“Where’s Hanbin?” You’re scared to see him, but you’re also excited. You’re curious as to how he’s going to act around you now. You didn’t really have a proper conversation earlier. 

“I’m right here,” he suddenly appears next to Yunhyeong in the doorframe. You can’t stop yourself from smiling when you see him. He smiles back, which makes you a little flustered. “Have a nice shower?” 

You roll your eyes. “I smell like you now.” Hanbin raises his eyebrows at that, and Yunhyeong smirks. 

“I’m gonna go find Chanwoo,” he says. “I’ll leave you two alone.” 

“Are you gonna stay for a little while?” Hanbin asks. You can’t tell if he wants you to, so you shake your head. 

“I should probably work on my philosophy paper.”

“I should do that too.” You want to stay, and work on it together, but he doesn’t suggest it. You’re too scared to. 

“Text me when you’re done,” you say. “You can send it to me and I’ll edit it for you.” He smiles at that. 

“Thank you in advance.” You smile back. “I can drive you home as a token of my gratitude.” 

“Can we walk?” It’s only 5 minutes, surely the two of you can act normal for that long. 

“Sure,” he replies. “Have you got all your stuff?” You nod, grabbing your bag from the bed. Yunhyeong offered you one of his tote bags to put last night’s clothes in, so you pick that up as well. 

You follow Hanbin into the kitchen, where Yunhyeong and Chanwoo are still eating their breakfast. You say bye to both of them, and promise to see them again soon. Chanwoo laughs at that. Normally you wouldn’t think anything of it, but now it makes you feel slightly anxious. You ignore that feeling and go to put on your shoes. 

Once you’re outside, you feel so much better. Hanbin must notice, cause he’s looking at you with a weird expression on his face. 

“What?” 

“Nothing,” he says, walking down his driveway to the sidewalk. “They say fresh air is good for hangovers.” 

The second you get over to him, you give him a smack. “I’m not hungover.” 

“Sure you aren’t.” He gestures to the tote bag in your hand. “I can take that.” 

“Thanks,” you hand it to him. “And thanks for putting up with drunk me.” 

“It’s fine,” is all he says. 

“Sorry if I said anything dumb.” 

“You’re always saying dumb things, y/n, last night was no different.” You roll your eyes at that. 

“I didn’t do anything stupid, did I?” You ask quietly. It’s the perfect opportunity to bring up the kiss. 

“Of course not,” he says quickly, smiling at you. “You were actually kind of boring.” 

“Shut up,” you mutter. He bumps his shoulder against yours as you turn off his street. While you walk, you send your roommate a text to let her know you’re on your way home. She says she’ll leave the door unlocked. 

You and Hanbin talk about your midterms for the rest of the way. You’re slightly disappointed he doesn’t mention anything about last night, but you understand if he doesn’t want to ruin your friendship. You don’t want to bring it up because you don’t want to admit you were eavesdropping. 

When you get to your front door, he makes sure you get in safely before saying bye. 

“Thanks again,” you say, as the two of you stand in your doorway awkwardly. 

“That’s what friends do.” You groan at that, which makes Hanbin blush. You must’ve had the same reaction last night when you said you wanted to be his girlfriend. You wish you could remember.

“I’ll see you tomorrow, right?” He nods. 

“Of course.” 

You give him a quick hug and say thanks again before he leaves. Once you close the front door, your roommate pops out from her room. 

“So?” She asks, running over to you. 

“What?” You put your things down in the hallway and follow her into the living room. 

“Something’s up,” she glances you up and down as you sit down in the armchair. “You spent the night at his place, you’re wearing his clothes, your hair is wet - that only means one thing.” 

“It’s not what you think,” you tell her, pulling Hanbin’s sweater tighter around you. It smells so freaking good, you’re never giving it back. Even though you have like 5 other hoodies from him. 

“What is it then?” She raises an eyebrow. 

“How much time do you have?”

“More than enough,” she smiles. “Let me put the kettle on.” 

============ 

Things with Hanbin stay the same during the week. You edit each other’s essays and study for your midterms over FaceTime. He invites you over on Friday night to celebrate being halfway done with the semester. Apparently Chanwoo lost some bet between the three of them and he’s buying dinner. How could you say no? 

The day of, you’re about to leave when your roommate catches you in the kitchen. 

“Please tell me you’re not wearing that.” You glance down. You’re wearing one of Hanbin’s t-shirts and a pair of sweats. 

“What’s wrong with this?” You ask. “We’re not going clubbing.” 

“Yeah, but you want him to sleep with you, don’t you?” That makes you blush. “You should at least wear some makeup.” 

She grabs your hand and pulls you into your room. While she goes through your closet, you shoot Hanbin a quick text saying you’re running late. This better be worth it. 

In the end, your roommate lets you keep his shirt on. She says it makes you look more “fuckable,” whatever that means. You wind up changing into jeans and throwing a plaid shirt on top (which is also Hanbin’s, but you don’t tell her that). She brushes some brown eyeshadow on for you and picks out a nice shade of lipstick, which also happens to be smudge proof (“since you’ll be making out”). After you swipe it on, she finally lets you put your shoes on to leave. You’re unlocking the front door when she stops you again. 

“What now?” She drops a couple of condoms into your hand. “Oh my god.” 

“You and Hanbin would have adorable babies, but I don’t think now is the right time for either of you-”

“Why does everyone think I need condoms?” You say, mostly to yourself. You stuff them into your bag anyway.

“I just want you to be prepared.” 

“I appreciate that.” She smiles and opens the door for you. 

“You have your keys, right?” You roll your eyes but hold them up. “Good, now go get laid!” 

You feel bad about running late, so you speedwalk to Hanbin’s. You get there in less than 3 minutes, which you’re quite proud of. When he opens the door, he smiles at you. 

“Is that my shirt?” You blush. 

“Yes.” You push past him so you don’t have to look at him any longer. It wasn’t so bad in class, because the two of you had something else to focus on. But now that you’re back in his house, you’re feeling anxious again. He still thinks you don’t know about the kiss. 

“y/n!” Chanwoo appears in the hallway. “Pizza got here like 10 minutes ago, come have it while it’s hot.” 

You follow him into the kitchen, where he grabs you a plate. While he does that, you open the fridge to grab a drink. The second you pick up a can, Hanbin magically shows up and takes it from you. 

“I don’t think so.” 

“Don’t tell me what to do.” You go to take it back, but he holds it above his head so you can’t reach.

“Kim Hanbin,” you say, trying to use your serious voice. “Give me back my drink or else I’ll never proofread your essays again.” 

“I can easily find someone else to do that.” He keeps the can raised. You rolls your eyes but reach for it anyway. That makes Hanbin laugh as he tries to keep it away from you. 

“Can you two stop flirting?” You almost forgot Chanwoo was there. Whoops. You glance at Hanbin and he seems as caught off guard as you, which makes you feel better. You snatch the drink out of his hand while he’s distracted.

The three of you sit down and eat, talking about your classes and your plans for the weekend. Yunhyeong shows up about 15 minutes later. He walks through the door holding way too many grocery bags, so you immediately run over to help. 

“Thanks, y/n,” he says, handing you some of them. “I’m glad someone cares about me.” 

“Of course I do,” you tell him. Hanbin comes over to help you put them away while Yunhyeong has some pizza. 

When you’re done, you jump onto the counter. Hanbin gets a glass of water and sits next to you. 

“Have this.” He holds it out.

“Excuse me?” 

“It’s important to stay hydrated while you’re drinking.” 

“Shut up,” you tell him. “I’ll be fine.” 

“Fine as you won’t remember anything?” You freeze. It’s about time he said something, you just didn’t expect it to be like this. 

“Is that really such a bad thing?” You tease, but he doesn’t smile.

“Yeah y/n,” he says, running a hand through his hair. 

“Fine,” you take the water from him and have a sip. “I don’t want to forget anything that happens today.” 

“Good,” he says. 

“You better make it memorable then.” 

“Oh, I will.” You don’t know what to make of that. 

“What did I tell you about flirting?” Chanwoo says suddenly, getting your attention. You roll your eyes, but Yunhyeong changes the subject. 

“Who was that girl I dated in first year? I can’t remember her name.”

“Alex?” He shakes his head. “I have no idea then, sorry.” 

Yunhyeong runs through some other names, none of which you recognize. To be fair, you only became friends with Yunhyeong and Chanwoo last year. Sure, you spent time in their apartment, but they mostly left you and Hanbin alone to do whatever. 

“Wait!” You say suddenly, remembering a story Hanbin told you a while back. Everyone stops and looks at you. “Is she the one who said you were a bad kisser?” 

“Yeah,” Yunhyeong replies. “That’s the worst insult I’ve ever gotten.” 

“Can’t relate.” Chanwoo looks smug. 

“Have you even kissed anyone?” You ask him. “You’re like 12.” That makes Hanbin laugh. 

“Shut up,” He says. “I’m only 2 years younger than you.” 

“Hanbin’s probably the best kisser out of all of us then,” Yunhyeong points out. You bump your shoulder against Hanbin’s and he smiles. 

“Says who?” Chanwoo asks. “We should run a survey.” You roll your eyes. 

“What are you going to do?” You reply. “Make out with every girl on campus and ask who they liked best?” 

“Well you and Hanbin have already kissed so-” Yunhyeong doesn’t finish his sentence. All of you are staring at him. 

“I’m sorry, what?” You ask. You could just tell them you already know, but you decide not to. You want to see how this plays out. 

“When you were drunk,” Hanbin jumps in, turning to face you. “It was just a dumb kiss, it didn’t mean anything.” 

“It didn’t?” You ask. 

“Do you even remember it?” 

“No,” you shake your head, “but that doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you.” You hear Yunhyeong gasp. Hanbin just looks surprised.

“Did I say anything?” You ask him.

“You said-”

“Shut up Chanwoo,” Hanbin looks at you. “You said you wanted to be my girlfriend.” You could take a second and weigh your options, but you also know if you don’t say something now you probably never will. 

“Well, I do.” Your voice shakes a little, but you’re confident in your answer.

“You do?” You might be imagining things, but Hanbin looks happy. 

“Yeah.” He thinks for a second, then jumps off the counter. 

“Come on.” He holds out his hand, so you take it. Neither of you say anything to Yunhyeong and Chanwoo as you walk right past them, down the hall to Hanbin’s room. 

He follows you in and closes door behind you. Now that you’re alone, you don’t know what to do. You glance at Hanbin and he looks just as nervous as you. He’s leaning against the door. You wish he would come hold your hand or sit next to you or anything. 

“y/n,” he starts to say, but you cut him off. 

“I’m scared.” 

“What?” He looks so concerned. You love him for it. “What’s wrong?” 

“Come here,” you say without thinking. Hanbin sits next to you and takes your hand as you lean against him. It feels so natural. 

“What is it?” He asks quietly, rubbing his thumb over the back of your hand. 

“What if we fuck this up?” 

“We won’t,” he says right away. 

“Listen,” you reply. “You’re my best friend, and I absolutely adore you, but if we do this, and we fall in love and date and whatever and it doesn’t work out, where does that leave us?” 

Hanbin turns to look at you. “Haven’t we already fallen in love?” 

You answer him by leaning in and giving him a small kiss. You’re surprised at your boldness, but it feels right. When you pull away, the two of you smile at each other. You really do love him. 

“Is that what our first kiss was like?” You ask, breaking the silence. “I’m so sad I don’t remember it.” 

“It wasn’t like that, no,” he tells you. 

“Oh god,” you groan. “Was it like messy and weird? I wasn’t that drunk, was I?” 

“No,” he shakes his head. “It was actually really nice.” 

“Can we do a reenactment?” Hanbin blushes. “Oh my god, was it like something out of a R-rated movie?” 

He shakes his head again. “Maybe like 14A?” You gasp. 

“You’ll have to show me.” 

“Not today,” he says, “I have things to do.” 

“What’s that supposed to mean?” You frown.

“Just, uh,” he looks down. “If I kiss you like that again, I’m pretty sure I know what’ll happen next.” 

That makes you blush. “Okay cool,” you say awkwardly. “We’ll save that for another time.” 

“Good plan,” he smiles at you. “Should we go back out there?” He gestures to the door. 

“What do we say?” 

“What do you mean?” He asks.

“We’ve been in here, alone, for how long? That’s not what friends do. They’re going to have questions.” 

“We’re not friends,” Hanbin says. 

“No?” You ask, trying to ignore the fact that your heart rate’s gone up. “What are we then?” 

Before he can answer, you hear Chanwoo’s voice outside. “If you two are fucking in there, let us know so we can leave.” 

“We’re not!” You and Hanbin yell back in unison. 

“Okay good,” Chanwoo responds. You both wait until you hear him walk away. 

“Let’s go, so they stop speculating about what we’re doing in here.” You get up. Hanbin doesn’t. “What?” 

“I love you.” 

“I know.” 

“Oh my god,” he groans. “Did you really have to quote Star Wars right now?” You smile, as he stands up. 

“Sorry,” you tell him. 

Hanbin kisses your forehead, taking your hand. You give him what’s mean to be a quick kiss on the lips, but he wraps his arms around you, holding you close. 

“I love you too,” you whisper once he pulls away. 

“Thank god for that.” You roll your eyes. “Come on.” 

You’re not ready for the constant teasing you’re going to get from Yunhyeong and Chanwoo, but you don’t mind. Hanbin’s yours now, so at least you’ll suffer together. That’s what friends do, right? 

#ikon #kim hanbin #hanbin #hanbin scenario #hanbin imagine #ikon scenario #ikon imagine #kpop #fluff #I suck at tagging rip me #also love how I'm doing this on my work break yikes #I'm just glad this is done and sorry in advance for any typos

[ikonist]

Um can u share some things that bobby has done that are forever stuck in ur mind? 💗

oh my lord here we go

calling seafood ‘giant sea cockroaches’

saying ‘i like men and women who work hard’ and changing his lyrics to ‘introducing my boyfriend to my girlfriend’

helping a grandma carry her cart across the street

asking people to subscribe to chanwoo’s yt channel so he could get free icecream

doing nail art by himself at the dorms

refusing to act sexy on camera at any given time

pretending he wasn’t aware of the ikon tv prank when he was totally aware from the beginning

[NEW] doing a naruto hand thing in the kingdom’s intro stage and having everyone going [wow]

calling himself pretty princess

answering himself on ig with ‘@.bobbyindaeyo boo’

his old ig account ‘pepe the frog is my crush yo’

his childhood comments on b*gb*ng’s videos asking people to stop saying mean stuff

saying he is che guevara

just a lot of Things bobby is amazing

#there is so much more honestlyjfjjfjf #asks

[forikonic]

© ChanwooCrush_ | don’t edit or crop

#ikon #chanwoo #return #preview #180728 #chanwoo crush

[netkon]

Chanwoo Crush | do not edit

#ikon #chanwoo #netkon #180408 #e:airport #p:preview #era:return #chanwoo crush

[noona-clock]

You’ll Find Me

Genre: College!AU

Pairing: Hanbin x You (Female!Reader)

Warnings: None

Words: 4,133

“Yunhyeong,” you whispered, leaning forward in your seat and tapping him on the shoulder. You were currently in the backseat of his girlfriend’s car, on your way to a cabin up in the mountains.

For winter break this year, you and a bunch of your friends from university decided to hole up in a cabin together for a whole week. There would be skiing and snowboarding and hot cocoa and cozy fireplaces and...

Hanbin.

You’d had a crush on Hanbin, Yunhyeong’s roommate, for almost a year now. And while you were pretty sure he liked you back, neither of you had been brave enough to make the first move.

Until now.

“Hmm?” Yunhyeong hummed, not even looking up from his clipboard.

“You’re assigning the rooms now?” you asked, still whispering. Though you weren’t sure why. It was just you, Yunhyeong, and his girlfriend in the car. And both of them already knew about your crush on Hanbin.

“Yep,” Yunhyeong nodded. 

Yes, you were all adults and were perfectly capable of choosing your own rooms, but... to be honest... when all of you got together to do something, things turned out a lot better when Yunhyeong planned out every detail. If left to your own devices, you were pretty sure everyone would end up sleeping on couches because you would all just say, “Oh, yeah, I don’t care. Doesn’t matter to me.”

Before he could scribble anything else down on his paper, you said, “Could you... assign me and Hanbin to the same room?”

Yunhyeong raised his eyebrows and finally looked up, glancing back at you over his shoulder. “You’re finally going to do something about that crush of yours?”

“Okay, I’m not going to do that,” you answered hastily. “But... I figured... it might be easier to talk about it at night. Like, when we’re both tired and -- And there’s an uneven number of boys and girls, plus you two are sharing a room, so there’s bound to be another room with a boy and a girl, and --”

“And it’s cold so you have to snuggle up under the blanket together to keep warm,” Yunhyeong’s girlfriend chimed in with a sassy smirk.

“Okay, no --”

But you cut yourself off because, yes, that was definitely part of the reason why you wanted to share a room with Hanbin.

You saw a smile spread across Yunhyeong’s lips, and he shot his girlfriend an amused but adoring look before looking back to his clipboard. “All right,” he announced as he scribbled something down. “Roommate assignment... complete!”

“Thank you,” you beamed, reaching over his headrest to ruffle his hair. Unsurprisingly, he immediately leaned forward and wasted no time in fixing what you’d just messed up.

“All right, is everyone here?” Yunhyeong called out after setting down his and his girlfriend’s suitcases in the living room of the cabin.

A few people murmured a ‘yes,’ and Yunhyeong searched around the room just to be sure they weren’t lying.

“Perfect,” he murmured before holding his clipboard up. “I assigned everyone rooms, so listen up. Junhoe and Jinhwan, Bobby, Donghyuk, and Chanwoo, Amy and Emily, Trish and Rachel, and... Hanbin and Y/N.”

You tried not to let it show that you already knew this would happen; you had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling shamefully. And, to make it easier, you didn’t look over at Hanbin who was already sprawled out on the couch. Making eye contact with him -- or even seeing his reaction to your room assignment -- would most certainly bring a blush to your cheeks.

“I’m going to make dinner in just a few hours,” Yunhyeong continued. “So, everyone get settled, do whatever you want, and we’ll eat around 7.”

“Yes, sir!” Junhoe replied, bringing one hand up to his forehead in a salute.

Yunhyeong pursed his lips and said, “Ha ha, very funny. You know, if I wasn’t on this trip, you would know! You would be able to tell that no one planned anything --”

And this was your cue to leave.

You grabbed your duffel bag and heaved it over your shoulder, secretly patting Yunhyeong’s girlfriend on the shoulder before heading off toward the staircase.

The other four girls followed you, and when you reached the top of the stairs, you stepped to the side to let them get ahead of you. On the website listing for the cabin, you’d seen that two of the bedrooms were equipped with bunkbeds while the rest had king or queen-sized beds.

Obviously, you would prefer to share a bed with Hanbin, even if it might be a little awkward at first. But the two of you were friends, it’s not like you barely knew each other! And the guys most likely would rather have the bunk beds because... guys are weird like that. Female friends have no problem sharing a bed with each other, but male friends sharing a bed with each other? It just doesn’t happen. At least, you’d never seen it happen.

And, just as you’d suspected, the other girls quickly claimed rooms with only one bed, leaving three bedrooms remaining upstairs: two with bunk beds and one with a queen.

So... you slipped into the room with the queen-sized bed and set your bag down on the floor with a soft sigh of relief. So far, everything was going according to plan.

As you were taking your clothes out and hanging them up in the closet, you heard thundering footsteps coming up the stairs. The five single boys were approaching, obviously, and they all headed straight into the rooms containing bunk beds.

Another sigh of relief.

Finally, just a couple minutes later, you heard one more set of footsteps coming up the stairs. These were much more relaxed, though, and you knew by the sound alone they belonged to Hanbin.

Your heart started to race as you slipped one of your sweaters onto a hanger, and just after you hooked it over the clothes rack, you heard the soft footsteps shuffling into the room.

“Hey,” Hanbin greeted, and you glanced over your shoulder toward the door.

“Hey,” you replied. “Sorry, there’s an uneven number of boys and girls, and the boys took the rooms with the bunk beds, so...”

“Oh, it’s fine.”

“I can sleep on the floor --”

“No, no,” Hanbin interrupted, setting his own duffel bag down on the floor. “No, it’s fine.”

You simply shot him a close-lipped grin before turning back around and continuing putting your clothes away.

You heard him unzip his bag, and then you heard him take a breath.

Geez, were you really paying that close attention to his every move that you heard him take a breath?

“Are you going to -- No, never mind,” he said with a soft chuckle. “You don’t like the outdoors that much.”

A small smirk tugged at your lips before you turned back around to face him. “Am I going to what?”

“I was going to ask if you were going to ski or snowboard, but then I remembered how you’ve literally always said ‘no’ when I asked if you wanted to come hiking with me.”

Despite the fact that going on a hike with Hanbin would mean getting to spend lots of time with him, you had always refused because... well, you much preferred to stay indoors. Especially if it was cold and/or snowy outside.

“You will find me on the couch reading a book with a mug of hot chocolate for the whole week,” you told him with a grin. “You have fun out in the snow. I will stay indoors in a controlled climate, thank you very much.”

“Will you go outside for one day?” he asked as he came to join you in putting his clothes away in the closet.

And there went your breath. 

He was standing so close to you now, you could smell his shampoo. Feel the brush of his sweatshirt against your arm. See every inch of his perfect, handsome face.

...Oh, boy.

Maybe actually sharing a room -- sharing a bed -- with Hanbin hadn’t been such a great idea after all.

“I -- I’ll think about it,” you stammered.

You had no idea if you really would, but at the moment, you would say anything if you thought it would make Hanbin the tiniest bit happy.

“I’m probably going to go on a hike now,” he murmured. “Do you wanna come?”

“Are you sure that’s safe? You’ve never been here before, what if you get lost?”

Hanbin shrugged and glanced over at you. “You’ll find me.”

“And how will I do that?” you chuckled.

“You know I’m leaving, so if I don’t come back before dinner, then you’ll know I’m lost. But if you come with me then we can at least get lost together.”

The idea of being a part of Hanbin’s ‘together’ was incredibly tempting...

But you still shook your head and let out an awkward chuckle. “No, thank you. But please don’t get lost.”

“I’ll do my best,” he assured you.

And you knew Hanbin well enough to know that his best was always, always good enough.

Of course, you spent the next few hours worrying about Hanbin.

...Okay, that’s not entirely true.

You spent the next few hours playing board games with your friends. But you were worrying about Hanbin at the same time! You just hid it well because you were so competitive and focused on winning.

But when the cabin door opened as you were helping set the table for dinner and Hanbin’s cold-nipped face appeared, you actually did let out a soft exhale.

“Just in time!” Yunhyeong called out. “Dinner is served, let’s all sit down and eat!”

The hustle and bustle of thirteen people eating dinner together prevented you from asking Hanbin how his hike was; most of the meal was spent praising Yunhyeong for the delicious food and making plans for the week.

You thought maybe the two of you could wash dishes together, but Bobby and Donghyuk volunteered before you had the chance.

And then Yunhyeong herded everyone into the living room to watch a movie. Junhoe and Rachel sat on either side of you on one of the couches, so even a whispered conversation with Hanbin was out of the question. ...But then Hanbin fell asleep not even ten minutes into the movie, so sitting next to him would have been useless, anyway.

Hanbin ended up sleeping through the entire movie, and when Chanwoo woke him up when it was over, you thought you heard him murmur something about staying down here while everyone else went up to get ready for bed.

One of the reasons you liked Hanbin so much was because he was independent. He always did his own thing, even if nobody else wanted to. He was true to himself probably more than anyone else you knew, and that was just immeasurably attractive to you. 

But, on the flip side, the fact he wasn’t coming up to bed right away made you anxious. You wanted to ask him about his hike. You wanted to lay in bed and engage in a quiet, murmured conversation. You wanted to hear his soft voice through the darkness and feel your heart fluttering. If he didn’t come up to bed soon, you were afraid you would fall asleep before any of that could happen.

So, you took your time brushing your teeth and doing your skincare. You took your time changing into your pajamas (even though it was far too cold to be undressed for long). You took your time settling under the covers. You got out your phone and scrolled through as many social media sites as you could for as long as you could.

Finally, just as you were about to plug your phone in for the night and give up, the bedroom doorknob turned.

Hanbin opened the door slowly and quietly, tiptoeing in without a sound. But when he looked up and saw you were still awake, he almost jumped with surprise.

“Oh,” he breathed. “I thought you would be asleep already.”

“No, I -- uh -- I got caught up watching dog videos on Reddit,” you admitted with a soft chuckle.

“Send me some. I’ll watch them before I fall asleep,” he murmured before ducking into the en suite bathroom.

“Yeah, sure,” you answered. You unlocked your phone, scrolling through one of your favorite dog subreddits and sharing some of the cuter videos with him in a text message.

Just after you plugged your phone in and put it on the nightstand, Hanbin emerged from the bathroom. You held your breath as he shuffled toward the bed... grabbed a pillow... and tossed it down onto the floor.

...Oh.

He was going to... sleep on the floor?

“Are you sure?” you asked with a frown. “You don’t have to sleep on the floor.”

“Nah, it’s fine. I can sleep anywhere, pretty much.”

“O--oh. Okay. Let me know if you need an extra blanket or anything.”

Hanbin hummed in response and then the room was quiet.

After a minute or two, you opened your mouth to ask about his hike, but then you heard him chuckle softly and let out an ‘aww.’ Obviously, he had just watched one of the dog videos you’d sent, and you had to close your mouth and press your lips together to keep from squealing because he was so adorable.

You let him watch the videos in peace for a bit before you bit the bullet and cleared your throat. “How was your hike? I never got a chance to ask you when you got back.”

“It was great,” he replied. “Beautiful. Cold but beautiful.”

“Did you see any animals?”

Hanbin let out a quiet laugh before saying, “You know me well. Yeah, I saw lots of squirrels and some deer.”

“Good thing it’s winter, otherwise you might have seen some bears.”

“True,” he murmured. “What did you do while I was gone?”

You felt pathetic that his question made your stomach flip, but it did. He was interested in what you’d done, and that just made you happier than it should have.

���We played some board games, that was about it.”

“Did you win?”

“Of course, I did,” you told him, not doing a thing to hide your confident pride.

Hanbin chuckled approvingly before letting out a soft sigh and saying the dreaded seven words: “Well, I’m going to go to sleep.”

“Okay,” you murmured, turning on your side and pulling the blanket up to your chin. “Good night.”

“Night,” Hanbin replied.

You must have been a lot sleepier than you realized because, after you closed your eyes, the next thing you knew... you were waking up again.

Your eyes fluttered open, and the first thing you heard was what sounded like someone rummaging around in the closet. And when you focused your gaze in that direction, that’s exactly what you saw.

Hanbin -- shirtless Hanbin -- rummaging around in the closet.

“What’re you doing?” you mumbled groggily.

Hanbin jumped a little before glancing over his shoulder at you. “I -- I’m looking for another blanket. I can’t sleep, it’s -- it’s too cold.”

“Well, first of all, you would be warmer if you put a shirt on,” you yawned, knowing Awake You would kick yourself for saying that. “Second of all, just sleep in the bed. I won’t bite.”

You watched as Hanbin paused... and then you saw his shoulders lift slightly before dropping, making it obvious he’d just let out a sigh.

You weren’t sure how to take that.

But then he closed the closet door and turned toward you, tiptoeing to the bed and lifting the covers next to you.

Once he’d settled in, you scooted over closer to him, moving to put an arm around him so you could share your body heat.

“What are you doing?” Hanbin asked hurriedly, and you immediately paused.

“I was... going to... help warm you up?”

Oh, god, that sounded weird.

“I -- I --” Hanbin stammered. “I don’t know if that’s a good idea.”

Even though he was most definitely right, you pressed on. “But you’re freezing. I can see you shivering from here. And it’s not like I’m trying to do it in a... I mean, it’s just platonic. I’m not --”

“I still don’t think it’s a good idea.”

You let your arm fall to the bed, your brow furrowing slightly. You were just trying to help. Yes, you did have a crush on him, but you weren’t trying to feel him up or anything. You just wanted to help him get warm again!

But, apparently, he didn’t think that was a good idea.

You hastily turned over to face away from him, your brow furrowing even more. “Okay, sorry,” you retorted. “Forget I said anything. Good night.”

“No, Y/N --”

“Forget about it,” you interjected.

Hanbin let out a deep sigh, and you closed your eyes so you could attempt to fall back asleep. Hopefully, you could sleep the embarrassment off.

Only a few moments later, though, you felt movement in the bed. And you almost lifted your head to look, but then you froze when you felt...

Hanbin first hooked his leg over yours. And then he slid his arm over your waist. Your heart stopped, of course, and when you felt him press his cheek against your shoulder, it dropped down to your stomach.

“Sorry,” he mumbled once he was all settled behind you.

“Sorry for what? You’re the one who’s freezing,” you whispered, surprised you could even say anything at the moment.

“I just... thought it would be awkward.”

“It’s only awkward if you make it awkward.”

“Which I do. A lot,” he admitted with a soft laugh. You felt the rumble of his chest against your back, and truly, you thought both your stomach and heart would just fly right out of your body.

“This... this isn’t so bad, though, is it?” you pointed out, moving your arm to cover his. You were so tempted to link your fingers together, but you resisted. That would make it awkward. “There is definitely such a thing as platonic cuddling.”

“Yeah, I just...” Hanbin paused to take a breath, and when his exhale fluttered over your ear, a chill ran down your spine because of it. “I just always... thought... you kinda... liked me.”

Your heart which had previously been stopped because Hanbin was so close and cuddling with you was now beating about a million times per second.

“Wh-- what?” you breathed. “You thought --”

“I mean, it’s fine that you don’t, I just --”

“No, I do,” you said with a bit more force than you’d intended.

Wait, what?!

Did you really just --

You just admitted that you liked Hanbin.

To Hanbin.

You felt him freeze behind you, his arm around your waist stiffening. “You... do?” he asked, and you could have sworn he sounded shy.

Well... you couldn’t really take it back now, could you?

“...Yeah,” you whispered. “I have for a while.”

You shut your eyes and anticipated him removing his arm from around you. He would scoot away, probably even sleep back on the floor or go into one of the guys’ rooms.

But instead, you heard him say, “Me too.”

Not even allowing yourself time to think about it, you turned over to face him. “I’m sorry, what did you say?” you asked breathlessly.

“I said... me too. I’ve liked you for a while.”

You simply stared at him, your eyes searching his face although you had no idea what you were searching for.

“Have you, really?” you finally asked.

Hanbin nodded.

“Why... why didn’t you ever tell me?”

“Why didn’t you ever tell me?” he countered.

“Touche.”

A tiny smile spread across Hanbin’s lips, and your heart did about three somersaults in your chest.

“I never told you because I didn’t think you liked me back,” he admitted a bit bashfully. “I would ask you to go on hikes with me, but you always said ‘no.’“

“Wait, you asked me to go on hikes because... you like me?”

“Well, yeah. I wanted to spend time with you. But I thought you didn’t want to spend time with me, so --”

“I always said ‘no’ because I hate being outdoors. I didn’t want to whine and complain in front of you because then you would see how annoying I am and never want to date me.”

Hanbin’s smile grew, and he shook his head. “You’re not annoying. Trust me, I know annoying. Yunhyeong is my roommate. You’re actually one of the least annoying people I know. One of the only people I feel like I could spend all my time with and not want to end up committing an act of murder.”

You let out a soft laugh, and as you stared at his smile... heard his words... you felt an uncontrollable urge to kiss him.

So, you did.

You leaned in and gently pressed your lips to his -- gently and briefly, not wanting to overwhelm him or scare him off.

“I think that’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever said to me,” you whispered once you’d pulled away.

Hanbin moved his arm to reach up to your face, tucking your hair behind your ear and running his thumb across your cheek. You noticed his own cheeks were flushing, though it was too dark to truly tell how much. 

“So, uh... the fact that we ended up in the same room? Is that --”

“I asked Yunhyeong to put us together,” you admitted with an embarrassed chuckle.

“So, he knew?”

You tipped your chin in a tiny nod.

“And he never told me? That’s really hard to believe.”

“I know,” you grinned. “Usually, he can’t keep his mouth shut. I think he’s just a little too scared of you to tell you something that important, though.”

Hanbin furrowed his brow, his lips turning down into a thoughtful frown. But then he said, “Yeah, you’re probably right.”

You laughed again, and then you scooted as close to him as you could get, tucking yourself underneath his chin and pressing your ear to his chest.

As you heard the gentle thud of his heartbeat, you had to close your eyes, forcing yourself to drink everything in. You just couldn’t quite believe this was happening. You had admitted your feelings to Hanbin, and he had admitted his own right back. You’d kissed him. He was holding you tightly, one hand combing through your hair at the back of your neck.

It was heavenly.

But then you felt Hanbin take a breath, and he said, “Can I ask you something?”

You were extremely reluctant to pull your head away from his chest, but you did, anyway. “Yeah, of course,” you replied softly.

“Will you go on a hike with me now?” he asked. “I promise I’ll hold your hand to help you over the rocky parts.”

A smile tugged at your lips, and you playfully rolled your eyes. He wasn’t going to give up on this, was he?

Well, since it was so important to him, you figured you should at least give it a shot. But not without getting something in return.

“I will... on one condition.”

“And what would that be?” he asked with one raised eyebrow.

“I will go on a hike with you one day if you spend one day inside with me,” you offered.

“Done,” he accepted, not even hesitating a little bit.

“...Just like that?”

“Just like that,” he nodded. “I like to go on hikes and be outside in nature, but I also like being lazy.”

You almost jerked your head back in surprise. You had no idea Hanbin was ever lazy; he always seemed to be working on something whenever you saw him.

“Yeah, bet you didn’t know that about me, did you?” he smirked.

“I did not,” you agreed.

“Well,” Hanbin began, tightening his hold on you and pulling you back to his chest. “Now that I know you like me, too, I can open up to you more. You’ll learn a lot of things you didn’t know about me.”

Your brow furrowed, and you shifted your eyes suspiciously as much as you could, even though Hanbin couldn’t see you doing it. “...Like what?”

“You’ll see.”

“Oh, that doesn’t sound ominous at all.”

Hanbin just chuckled softly, and you bit your lip to keep from smiling like a total goofball.

You would have to remember to thank Yunhyeong for going along with your plan because, as it happened, it turned out perfectly. About as perfect as any plan could hope to be.

And that actually explained Hanbin -- at least in your eyes. He was about as perfect as any man could hope to be.

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Okay,i'm curious now. Which idols exactly have a crush on Juliet after this performance ma'am?👀👀👀

*coughs violently* all i will say is that this performance certainly isn’t helping eric and minho’s crushes bwhdhwhs 😭😭😭😭 also she now may or may not have caught chanwoo’s eye???????? this performance was a cultural reset yessir we’re getting more people falling for juliet 😋😋 queen behaviour me thinks

#anon bby #asks.juliet #👀👀👀 #not another chan 😭😭😭😭 #did i do that on purpose? ...mayhaps 👁👄👁 #behdjehidkwm i feel kinda bad making everyone simp for her when she alr has a bf but 😔 life do be like that #she’s ✨charismatic✨ we can’t fault her for that 😔 #ok u didn’t hear it from me 🙅🏻‍♀️ but a lot of 4 gen idols #or idols from 3rd gen but within the same age range #have crushes on her bwhejwjs bc 4th gen it girl behaviour 😔😔

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