#countingmyblessing

[derpinette]

i have a weird relationship with weight because i hated eating more than anything the moment i was ready for solids ( i hate chewing with my entire life always have & will ) which made me underweight for most of my life ( to this day ) & during late primary-middle school this made me actively suicidal because i felt like something was wrong with my sex because i just was not developing whatsoever prompting me to have a years long phase of trying to gain weight in any way i could ( #EPICFAIL by the way ) & i was already insecure but i felt seriously so unforgivably ugly after bullying not just at school but by adults of my entourage. but then i did in my late 15s which prompted the pendulum to swing in the other direction & suddenly i FREAKED OUT & thought well being skinny is pretty much all i have & know myself to be & clearly it is not going to last forever so i Better preserve it i was delusional about how skinny i thought i was actually i look stumpy & weird i have to prove myself. But now i am normal again kind of

#also i used to get beaten to finish my food nearly daily & it would take me forever to do that like literally hours with no exaggeration #just made me hate eating even more. now my technique is eating as fast as possible before i even realize how overwhelming #the sensory experience is & i can just be done with it VS the pain&dread of eating slowly -> disgust of Everything+hyperawareness #eating tightens my muscles like i hate it so fucking much catching the food putting it in my mouth CHEWING swallowing #what a damn chore #so i always liked cheese it was my “safe food” pretty much the only thing i liked #i even hated the foods autists usually like like fries & fried chicken meatballs ETC. HATED. #i was/am more of a soup & turning all my food into varieties of Slop kind of girl nothing hard for me please... #i experienced middle school during the like ♯Thick era of the world which was honestly a good thing like for The Populace #but i felt like killing myself because i felt like an unforgivable fugly genetic failure & people did not hesitate to let me know #anyway either way i would be unhappy caus if i did gain weight during puberty i would have a meltdown about all the Changes #so i feel content for the time being about only losing the fat in my face & getting age appropriate wrinkles really #trying to enjoy the privilege of thinness while i have it because it will not last forever 0_0 but that should not matter anyway... #the privilege of thinness: being way uglier than others & constantly looking like a gibbon dying of disease + no energy or strength ever #JK people are much MUCH nicer to thin people & they do things for me on account of looking physically incapable so um yay i guess #light at the end of the tunnel that is very significant in the grand scheme of things socially. ♯CountingMyBlessings #also i was raised on ♯HAES tumblr from 2014-2018 i truly believed in that & was so damn envious i was not curvy & beautiful LOL #so i never hated overweight people really i think for the most part the SJW tumblr values stuck with me #but now i know it depends on your base frame & genetics & there is no guarantee to what you choose to do (naturally) acceptance is peace #sorry for the gigantic Arse post i just needed to get that off my chest for a long time. not on here specifically just in general #oh & i am a ♯Grignoteuse but grignoter (grazing) is different from eating in my mind&body #& my insecurity was not a result of wanting to fit in really but kind of in the sense that i wanted people to stop berating me for my looks #like body wise only & also not understanding why every other girl looked like a girl blossoming into a woman #& i looked like i was transitioning to Malnourished (unsexed) Ape made worse by bein GNC.& like the need for control later on & erthang ETC

[djninaflowers]

#countingmyblessings #inspired #goals #keeppushing #movingforward #evolution #djlife #rupauldragrace #2023events #rupaulsdragraceallstars #entertainer #djninaflowers #ninaflowers #dragdj #dragqueen #performer #dj #international #internationaldj https://www.instagram.com/p/CnnjQFPtG_3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#countingmyblessings #inspired #goals #keeppushing #movingforward #evolution #djlife #rupauldragrace #2023events #rupaulsdragraceallstars #entertainer #djninaflowers #ninaflowers #dragdj #dragqueen #performer #dj #international #internationaldj

[metavariation]

How Gratitude Can Change Your Life

Gratitude is something that can often be overlooked in our lives, but it can have a huge impact on our happiness and well-being. Gratitude is an attitude of appreciation and thankfulness for the good things in our lives, and it has the power to change our lives for the better. Here are some ways that gratitude can help to improve your life.

First, by expressing gratitude for the good things in our lives, we are more likely to focus on the positive and be more mindful of our blessings. This can help us to appreciate the little things in life, rather than taking them for granted. It can also help to counterbalance the negative thoughts that can often creep into our minds.

Second, having an attitude of gratitude can help to improve our relationships. Gratitude can make us more aware of the good qualities in others and more likely to express appreciation for their efforts. This can help us to build stronger, more meaningful relationships with the people around us. Read More.

#metavariation #gratitude #thankful #grateful #appreciative #blessed #countingmyblessings #gratefulness #feelingblessed #thankfulandgrateful #gratitudeattitude

[cmugrad817]

Birthday Weekend

In the last 4 days, I have had more smiles, laughs, and pure fun than I remember having in a very long time. It was my birthday weekend. I finished my week of 43+ miles, just as I set off to do. We spent time at the pool, I watched my youngest play football, we took flight at Ifly and had so much terrific food. I went out with friends Friday afternoon but spent all the rest of the weekend with…

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#countingmyblessings #experiencesnotthings #familyiseverything #footballmom #livingmybestlife #MakingTimeForMe #thisis43 #weekendvibes

[midstridemoxie]

Update: I could not delay anymore-I had to leave the apartment to do laundry this morning. I was able to stop off at @dutchbroscoffee to sample their sugar-free dark chocolate! (Thank goodness, finally a tasty option for the diabetics!!) I'm filled with anxiety, having to leave Sean home alone for even a couple of hours. I prepped him, and he's fine, but there isn't a moment of the day I dont worry about him. This transition has not been easy for us. I still don't have enough help, money, time, sleep, etc. We're doing the best we can. I love that man so much. My morning ritual consists of getting up every day and counting my blessings. ALL of them. Every challenge and every moment when he smiles and laughs with me are blessings. I know his worry is that I'm going to get sick of taking care of him and want a divorce. Not. Gonna. Happen. "In sickness and in health..." That was the vow I made. Yes, some days are harder than others. But, as I remind my darling husband all the time, I'd rather go through any misery with him than without him. And now, back to the dryers... #update #laundryandcoffee #sundaycoffee #odaat #change #disability #struggles #challenges #countingmyblessings #insicknessandinhealth #ilovemyhusband (at Oceanside, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp-eNZar0x2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#update #laundryandcoffee #sundaycoffee #odaat #change #disability #struggles #challenges #countingmyblessings #insicknessandinhealth #ilovemyhusband

[corinadotdash]

SS#567 The sun was out earlier on this frosty morning. Sign of longer days coming!! #countingmyblessings #beingpresent #mindfulness . To see more of my art #follow my IG ➡️ @justcorina_studio #shadowselfieseries here. . . . . . #shadowselfie #corinasalvarezdelugo #justcorina https://www.instagram.com/p/Co--kf_MMUX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#567 #countingmyblessings #beingpresent #mindfulness #follow #shadowselfieseries #shadowselfie #corinasalvarezdelugo #justcorina

[daughtersofmarypress]

Thank You, God, for Consecrated Religious.

#Thank You #God #DaughtersofMaryPress #DaughtersofMary #ReligiousSisters #GratitudeAlways #GratitudeDaily #GratitudeIsEverything #BlessingsInDisguise #BlessingsUponBlessings #CountingMyBlessings #BridesOfChrist

[designsbysiri]

12yrs ago 🤔 with my (Siri’s mom) best friend in this WWW. #countingmyblessings (at San Francisco, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck6OSiZvru5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#countingmyblessings

[noglitter]

Today has been a day of beautiful gatherings! Saying goodbye to family and hello to new friends! #CountingMyBlessings #Family #Friends https://www.instagram.com/p/CjbhRP8Inzs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#countingmyblessings #family #friends

[madamemerola]

✨LOOKING AT WHAT LIES AHEAD. ➡️I am someone who demands the very best of myself always. I am never satisfied with being okay or doing well in anything. I have to EXCEL and be GREAT. 💎When I reflect on my past, because of the high standards I set for myself, I am dissatisfied with what I am accomplished so far. 💛Until I look ahead to what is still in store for me as shown to me by my Abba Father. He reminds me to look how far I have come from when the journey began and appreciate the progress. 💛So, I am LIVING IN THE MOMENT and just thankful and humbled by all that I have and all that I have become and all I can say is THANK YOU JESUS. ✅I stand on the word in Ecclesiastes 7:8 International Standard Version that says “The conclusion of something is better than its beginning, and a patient attitude is more valuable than a proud one.” 💜My confidence is in God and Him alone and that what makes me Godfident to live a phenomenal life full of gratitude always. 📌Chapter 44 loading. This picture was part of my 42nd birthday album. You can see how good God has been in helping me look younger for longer👸🏽. XoXo from #madamemerola #thebangcreator #countingmyblessings #numberingmydays #gratefulheart #birthdayweek #godfidence #chapter44loading #lookingaheadwithexcitement #christianlifecoach #foreverblessed (at Looking Ahead by Viewing the Past) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce0zil-DSJp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#madamemerola #thebangcreator #countingmyblessings #numberingmydays #gratefulheart #birthdayweek #godfidence #chapter44loading #lookingaheadwithexcitement #christianlifecoach #foreverblessed

[deus-e-o-meu-tudo]

"A vida nos convida a sentir, arriscar, experimentar, viver! Ou nos apresentamos ou nos escondemos. Ou existimos ou vivemos. A escolha será sempre nossa."

__Wandy Luz

#evoluçãopessoal #equilíbrioemocional #inteligenciaemocional #maturidadeemocional

#evolução #texto #reflexão #quotes

#viver #escolhas

#wandyluz

#countingmyblessings

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[djninaflowers]

Que lindo mi viejo! Sabe que me encanta la ensalada de pulpo y me preparo una🙏🏻Gracias a el estoy en la música. Siempre apoyo mi sueño de ser DJ, desde el principio💙Que bendición tenerlo a mi lado y compartir con el las grandes cosas que e logrado. Gracias Papi, te quiero mucho🙏🏻 #contandomisbendiciones #countingmyblessings #ninaflowers #djninaflowers #spoiledbrat😆 (at Barrio Cerro Gordo, Bayamón!) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpQZoqKpWoQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#contandomisbendiciones #countingmyblessings #ninaflowers #djninaflowers #spoiledbrat😆

[alieciawrites]

Day 1

Positivity Mindset

I am thankful for life. I have life and breath in my lungs which means I have not lost only discovered another way that will not work.

#positive #countingmyblessing #keeppushingforward

[alaric-midnight-black]

I have gratitude for the things that I have. I have worked hard to get them, and there have been times that I was fearful that I would lose them. So I’m grateful that I still have them and I have the possibility and ability to help others when needed. #liloandstitch #Ohana #Kahu #Gratitude #EverGrateful #Blessed #BlessedAndHighlyFavored #CountingMyBlessings #GoodKarma #AlaricBlack #Alaric

[elhoimleafar]

👉🏻 Constant Gratitude is one of the most powerful practices we have, it is a constant act of attraction and repetition; That which you are grateful for always recharges and returns to you.

✨ Your grateful heart opens your eyes to the beauty and all those blessings that surround you and that others cannot even perceive.

💥 When you are thankful; You realize that many of your blessings are things that someone else is constantly praying for.

✨ When you are grateful; The universe often puts you in the position of helping someone else. When you are in a position to help someone else, do it, many of those times the entire universe and the stars have been moving to align you in the path of someone else who is going to require your help, your presence, your experience, of your blessings.

🫵🏻 You, helping others, is the universe and the divinity answering someone else's prayers through you. You're the blessing someone else is asking for.

Xxo, Elo 🌺

#urbanshaman #spiritjunkie #grateful #countingmyblessings #blessedandgrateful #gratefuleveryday #begrateful #beblessed #sobeit

#grateful #thankful #be grateful #be thankful #thank you

[corinadotdash]

SS#559 On my way to after school faculty meeting ending with a gathering. I love my new community. Such a great place to work! #countingmyblessings #conelcorazonarrugado #beingpresent #mindfulness . To see more of my art #follow my IG ➡️ @justcorina_studio #shadowselfieseries here. . . . . . #shadowselfie #corinasalvarezdelugo #justcorina https://www.instagram.com/p/Coa623lsBCe/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#559 #countingmyblessings #conelcorazonarrugado #beingpresent #mindfulness #follow #shadowselfieseries #shadowselfie #corinasalvarezdelugo #justcorina