#cw: self harm mention

[sonicexelle-junkary]

All the stages for this freaky thing that’s going on. Taking a bit of inspiration from other apocalypse stories. Not all of the information, but enough for now.

#art #fanart #sketches #sonic horror au #chaos fever #CW: body horror #CW: self harm mention

[leafie-draws]

♬Don't swallow the cap- The National I think I mentioned this before but a big reason why I am the way I am today is because I wasn't allowed to have any autonomy as a child. I wasn't allowed to have toys, or a favorite color, my own clothes/hairstyle, friends or anything and if I ever spoke up for myself I got punished. I was physically abused by my mom until I started attending school and then I was psychologically/emotionally abused until I ran away as a teenager. I was stalked, harrassed and neglected by my mom, she would shove pills down my throat, she also worked for the school I went to so she was always around. I was constantly in a state of fight or flight mode and I struggled with anxiety, depression and self-harm for most of my life. when I ran away from home it was my last ditch attempt at survival, I had planned it for years, I memorized the routes I would take, what my backup plan was if I got caught and how I'd end my life if I failed. I didn't want to die but I knew I would if I stayed with my mother any longer. I'm eternally thankful for my friends at the time who helped me escape, even though we don't talk anymore I'll always be grateful. I don't think I'd be alive today if it weren't for them and their family supporting and sheltering me back then. I ran away on the night of my 18th birthday so every year I try to reflect on it and see how far I've come: I've since spent the last 15 years discovering myself and figuring out who I am and what I want to be. the healing process has been a long, difficult one and some days are worse than others. I still have a lot of trust issues and holidays are particularly difficult but I'm getting there. I have a nice collection of toys and figurines now, I own over 50 books (most of them I haven't read yet) I'm a full-time artist and working on my 2nd game, I like to cut and dye my hair (green is my go-to) animal crossing gnc is still my favorite game and my list of special interests grows more everyday. phthalo green is my favorite color. my favorite band right now is brad sucks. ghibli movies still make me cry. me and my cat live with my boyfriend in a small apartment, it's cute and I have my own space for my plants and art. his family adores me and they have my art framed in their livingroom. I still miss grandma everyday. dad says he's proud of me. my dream is to visit Japan one day. I'm optimistic about the future.

#leafie speaks #personal #diary #cw: abuse mention #cw: self harm mention

[ahkaraii]

Any doctorly thoughts on Vash and all his scars and various metal bits? 👀

VASH IS A TRANS ICON!!!!!!!!

i mean, ahem.

i fucking love vash's scars, all the gnarly hacked off bits in odd places and clunky metal pseudo-patching his mutilated chest, the bolts suggesting he was drilled back together in places instead of stitched, and the janky lacerations implying he was poorly stitched back together in others-- this man has been FUCKED UP for the past century, and not just because he stepford smiles no matter how much he's dying inside.

vash has physical evidence of violence upon his person in a brutal, "he rawdogged healing this almost intentionally" kind of way. his own personal stigmata that he's borne and displays, on occasion, with an almost sheepish shamelessness. and it becomes even more obvious that he's willingly looking like this when we see how fast and easily his twin brother can heal and reform his body-- knives literally pieces himself back together after being blasted apart by vash and looks pristine. untouched. perfect.

so vash looking like he does is a statement, i'd argue. it's almost an I'M HUMAN AND THIS IS EVIDENCE I HAVE LIVED (AND SUFFERED)!!!! THIS IS THE BODY I CHOSE TO INHABIT!!! the fact that he simply Refuses to use his plant powers to change that says a lot, to me. the few times he's used his plant powers to defend himself it's been either involuntary or in the act of defending others, too. vash, i believe, wishes so so so fucking hard he was human that he willingly lets his body be massacred in an effort to prove that, to feel at home in this wretched inhuman body that refuses to age. his scars are how he shows time has passed and he's lived in that time.

but you're asking about doctorly thoughts, ne? my doctorly opinion is that What The Fuck Was Going On With Some Of Those Wounds Vash xDDDD a lot of them don't really make sense / make me wonder if Vash wasn't literally tortured/blown apart multiple times. or if he didn't like. intentionally mess with them so they'd stay open..... things to think about.

i unfortunately gotta run do some doctorly things now instead of elaborating more but, yeah, vash gives me trans vibes, in that he passively self-harms in that manner in an effort to bully his body into being more aligned with his mental image of himself (ie, human).

#trigun #karaii's headcanons #cw: self harm mention #ask responses

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

Hello! Here are some Debbie asks 💖 -

1. Favourite/least favourite Debbie relationship (can be romantic or platonic)?

2. Storyline you wish Debbie had?

3. Underrated Debbie moment?

4. Where do you see Debbie in five years time?

5. Best Debbie outfit/look?

6. First line that comes to your head when you think of Debbie? (Could be a line she says or one someone says about her)

7. Funniest/saddest/best Debbie moment?

8. Favourite fanfic or fanart or gifset about Debbie?

9. How did you feel about Debbie’s ending?

10. Five words to describe Debbie?

yay hi calli!

my favorite relationship debbie was in would probably be debbie x sandy (sebbie), but only pre-11x05 before they were ruined. and my least favorite relationship would probably be heidi? her character was brought in so randomly and in an obvious attempt to slander debbie more. i would say that my least favorite would be a relationship that she had with any of the guys she was with, but i don’t really count those since she was a lesbian and underage for most of those relationships.

i don’t really know how to answer this… there are a few storylines that shameless started for her and just didn’t bother to explore so i guess i’ll say those. (this is depressing sorry) in 4x07, debbie’s friend convinces her to self harm, and she does. season 4 debbie is very interesting because she explores abandonment issues, peer pressure, and grooming, which are all important issues. i think that the shameless writers got over her self harm too fast, and i think that it could have been interesting to see them talk about that, because it is an issue that many struggle with (although ian did also struggle with it in 5x10). i also wish that we got a scene where debbie talks to her siblings about how they treat her. in season 11, they mistreat her a lot, but it’s all for comedic purposes so nobody really talks about it, but i wish she or someone else would stand up for her.

every debbie moment is an underrated one if you ask me, lol. i think an underrated one may be when she bought a snake and put it in matty’s girlfriend’s car. it was so evil and maybe people hate her for it but i just found it funny. also, when she lied to jimmy-steve and said it was her birthday for free food. she’s iconic.

five years from now or five years from the finale? i’m gonna go with five years from the finale, which is 2026. i see debbie doing well. adult liam in hos says that they all end up doing well, and yes, he’s talking about a time far more in the future, but in season 11 debbie’s business was successful so i’ll say that she is. i think that she and franny will stay in the gallagher house, and i hope that debbie will get some therapy because she desperately needs it, especially if she has a ten/eleven year old kid. i want her to find a good girlfriend, maybe it’s sandy, maybe it’s not. idk. really all i hope is that she’s doing well mentally, franny’s thriving, they have a house, and debbie does everything is still going well.

hm… well, the wedding dress in 10x12 is the first thing that comes to mind. she looks fabulous and she’s doing it for the sake of gallavich, which we love. if it’s not that, it’s probably one of her other looks in season 10, because i think that was her best era fashion wise (and in general, honestly. that was her redemption arc, john wells just fucked it up), so probably the black dress with the leather jacket that she wore while convincing ian to get back with mickey, or the red dress she was trying on.

6. (the bullets got messed up😭), well, for lines, “you do not f with debbie gallagher!!!!” (after attempting to drown a girl who bullied her for being a closet lesbian), “you can’t drink him away, mickey. it won’t work”, (after convincing mickey to go back to ian, because my girl loves her family and is the biggest gallavich fan in the whole show).

7. funniest would probably be the, “you do not f with debbie gallagher!” thing, but also when she kidnapped that kid and was questioned by the police, specifically because the scene was just little clips of her talking and one was like, “yes i would like a cookie”, it was just so funny i love her. for saddest, i’d have to say hitting frank with a bag full of soap and then sobbing into her pillow, crying when she knew that derek left her, or when she was screaming at derek’s mother’s house and consoling franny even though franny couldn’t hear- i died inside a bit when i watched that scene. her best moment was any moment she helped out her siblings (which happens a lot, contrary to what debbie antis who think that she’s selfish think), like coming to mickey’s house to get him back, somehow getting ford up on a billboard so that fiona could shoot paintballs at his ass, creating a distraction at the gallavich wedding, and pranking kelly with carl- there’s a few more but those are my personal favorites.

8.i have a few favorite fics, like definitions by the lovely @astaraels, the sun; a little to the left, and familiar patterns by the also lovely, @aceyanaheim. this is probably my favorite gifset, and i don’t really know a lot of debbie fanart- but probably anything that @deedala did because she loves debbie also and is an amazing artist.

9. how did i feel about it… well, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I FUCKING HATED IT. i really hated every characters ending, gallavich’s ending was fine but there were also some things about it i didn’t really love. i’ve made really long posts about my issues with this ending, but to summarize: in s10, john wells attempted to make a debbie redemption arc, which is why there isn’t a lot of debbie hate in that season. many people liked her that season, esp because of 10x12. but then, in s11, we’re expected to believe that everyone hates debbie, (*cough* ian *cough*), and we hear her called a “terrible mom” a “loser” “annoying” etc. also, frank’s parting words to her were horrible and mean! i would start bawling if i were her, and i get that it’s frank, but still. also, they ruined sebbie and replaced it with a toxic person who we know debbie is only dating as a form of self sabotage. i have so much more to say, but that’s it simplified.

10. strong, selfless, ambitious, caring, loving, determined, chaotic, independent, creative, helpful.

💋

#cw: self harm mention #shameless #debbie gallagher #ask #sandy milkovich #ian gallagher #gallavich #mickey milkovich #heidi shameless #franny gallagher #jimmysteve lishman #frank gallagher #shameless us

[monsterhatdoodles]

Redeyes and Foxglove belong to @mantisgodsdomain

WARNING: minor blood and mentions of self harm

#bug fables #bug fables ocs #not my ocs really #foxglove #redeyes #cw: self harm mention

[blankticket]

Munday 10-13!

10) What do you love about Vash?

i love that he gets somehow even worse about self-preservation.

we go from ep 2 "no thanks, i'm not a fan of pain!" vash undergoing a wacky zany funny looney-tunes chase sequence where he's doing everything to avoid getting shot by a town's worth of grease guns….

to ep 10's early segment of telling wolfwood not to start a fight while he just fucking stands there to take a sniper round fired at him out of vengeance. you can even hear vash quietly grunt in pain as his blood splatters onto wolfwood. and there isn't even a "no, please believe in me / i really can still get the plant back" line of protest or anything, the guy just takes his leave with his head hung low lol. it's awesome

i think he can have negative character development as a treat. it makes the whole thing of the finale's climactic 'i'm vash the stampede' line hit harder anyhow

11) What do you hate about Vash?

plenty still. it all folds back into his ego being the main source of what i hate about him i think. this assumption of his that he is the lowest of the low in every and any world driving his various behaviors of like …

'oh, i should keep this to myself so i don't burden anyone', 'i really don't want to talk about myself so i'm going to do everything i can to divert the talk to focus on the other person, or go quiet or flee if that fails', etc. but self-neglect, self-sabotage, self-harm, ultimately all these things do not only hurt oneself alone

it's a faulty, warped kind of selfish "pacifism" where any pain (even if worth suffering) is stolen, smothered, and suppressed. isn't it more exhausting this way than to simply act on what you know you deserve? how is it any fair to not let anyone help you simply because you believe that no one can or should help you? who is vash to be deciding that? it's arrogance and vanity and ego, even if ostensibly it looks like humility. vash makes it easy to understand where his in-world critics are coming from lol

12) What about Vash amuses you?

i think him being really, really bad at lying is really fucking funny. making him reap what he sows is definitely one of my favorite things to rp out w him

13) What about Vash makes you sad?

see question 10's answer up above lol. while i love that he gets worse on that, it is also sad too. i can't imagine how wolfwood must have felt in that moment, at once violently seeing (and feeling, through his fucking blood splattering on him) just how bad vash has quietly grown to be with his lack of self-preservation/idea of what kind of treatment he deserves from people.

wolfwood going on to ask vash "did you think sacrificing yourself would make everyone happy?" right after, and then the scene cutting right to the bloodied experimentation table of the eye… wow. this show's crazy good. real sad also

#ask to tag - #cw: self harm mention #answered asks. #out of character. #amoirsetpacis #tysm for asking roo!!

[mementio-mori]

Finn's been trying to fade his old scars. Or at least make it to where they're way less noticable. Especially when he's long since broken his self-harming habit.

#Should I tag? #Probably #CW: Self Harm Mention #oc ramblings

[pagingdrkaraii]

mind body problem

#karaii art #procrastination comics #real life adventures #cw: self harm mention

[raposarealm]

tumblr why are you recommending posts about anorexia to me

like, bruh, way to send me down a spiral of self-hatred yet again, it’s not like i despise my weight or anything

#in fairness i did lose like four pounds over the last month-ish #but that means i went from ~290lbs to around ~285 which #even with my extreme amount of muscle for a woman who doesn't work out #i'm 5'1" so. that's like 100lbs overweight #i'm overweight because a) i'm in pain both mentally and physically 100% of the time #and b) i use food to cope because i don't drink nor do drugs and i (usually) don't self-harm #*sigh* bad mood today i guess #rapo rants #cw: anorexia #i guess the tags have some stuff mentioned so #cw: mental illness #cw: alcohol mention #cw: drug mention #cw: self harm mention #i don't know how to do content warnings uh

[msfcatlover]

taking another dose of anxiety medication because bashing my head against a wall until my brain stops vibrating is not conducive to my long term health

#Cw: self harm mention #just to be safe #I don’t do that but I wish percussive maintenance worked on my brain #would save me a lot of money #(don’t worry; I’m allowed to take up to 8 doses. Most days are 1. Lately been needing 2 more to get to sleep. Hate it.) #// #tmi #anxiety #insomnia #mental health #my life #mine #take your meds #/ #I keep almost going off on a rant about what’s currently buzzing—probably because it’s 5:30 & I haven’t slept a wink—but I shouldn’t #too much tmi probably #and also #that’s what my therapist is for and I’m seeing him later today so. Should probably talk to him first. #Get some professional advice to go with my catharsis rather than just screaming into the void

[getaway-hearse-driver]

You ever boof a live grenade?

What.

Get help.

#cw: suggestive #cw: self harm mention

[another-draftdump-sideblog]

There's things I need off my chest and mind, but there's no where to put them

Tuck it down deeper

Tighten the corners

Tightening ribs

My leg is bleeding again for the first time in 7 years

I might be alone again for the first time in 6

My senses have been overwhelmed

My limbs ache

I'm torn between 3 who don't even want me

2 just not anymore

I think there's something wrong with me

I do this every time

I deserve to be punished

#spilled thoughts #cw: blood mention #cw: self harm mention #ignore me

[medlabmech]

Ffs, these anxiety attacks keep happening in the most terrible of hours.

How am I supposed to sleep now that I'm feeling insane amounts of anxiety, huh????

Huh???? Tell me????

TELL ME DAMMIT

Why should I even live???

It's clear evil has won and everything I love and look forward to will perish. Give me one, just ONE fucking reason that I shouldn't just take a knife to my wrists if all of this is meaningless anyway????just one reason

#medie's thoughts #cw: self harm mention #cw: anxiety induced suicidal thoughts #vent #anxiety attack #anxiety

[kimievii]

Hi! Do you have any kurapika fic recs of him being self destructive or maybe self harm involved? I kno that's weird but that type of story for him really moves me

Hi there!

I'm flattered that you came to me to ask for fic recs but I'm afraid I might not be the best person to ask for this ;;;

I haven't read a HxH fic in years but I looked back at my bookmarks to see if I can find something for you.

I imagine self-destructive Kurapika shouldn't be too hard to find because... it's pretty much canon. Self-harm, I'm not sure I have bookmarked anything of the sort, though.

I have no idea if this is what you had in mind or what exactly you wanted to read and what you're comfortable with, but I picked these 4 (they're all leopika and many of them have mature themes so beware of the tags!)

(Major Chara death in that one)

(sexual content in that one)

(this one is more hurt/comfort)

(sexual content in that one as well)

#cw: self harm mention #fic rec #anonymous #I don't find it weird btw #this is a no judging zone when it comes to fanfic tastes ♥

[satoshi-mochida]

Kodansha USA Publishing announced on Wednesday that it will publish Keiko Suenobu's Life and Life 2: Giver/Taker manga digitally in March. The company will launch Life on March 7, and it describes the story:

All Ayumu dreams of is making it into the same high school as her best friend. But when she gets in and her friend doesn't, their friendship crumbles—sending Ayumu spiraling into depression. She finds relief in cutting herself, but soon realizes that her scars may interfere with her budding high school life. Can she trust her new friend, Manami, who seems too good to be true? Or will Ayumu's apparent lack of compassion and understanding get her tossed aside like she was before? And is there anyone else out there who could possibly love her for who she is? A melancholy coming-of-age story by Keiko Suenobu!

The 20-volume Life manga ran in Kodansha's Bessatsu Friend magazine from 2002-2009, and it won the Kodansha Manga Award in the shōjo category in 2006. Tokyopop published nine volumes of the series before it shut down its North American publishing division in 2011. The manga inspired a live-action television series in 2007.

Kodansha USA will publish Life 2: Giver/Taker on March 14, and it describes the story:

When the charming young boy who moves next door turns out to be a psychopath who murders her little sister, Itsuki vows to fight the injustice that allowed him a second chance at life while her sister lies dead. Blaming herself for what happened, she becomes a stone-cold cop who fears nothing to prevent others from living through a similar tragedy. But six years later, on the very same day the killer is finally set free, she finds a chilling letter in her mailbox threatening to once again steal what's most important to her. And though she wants nothing more than to make him pay for her sister's life that he stole, she'll have to watch her back now that there's a killer on the loose.

Suenobu launched the Life 2: Giver/Taker manga in Kodansha's Afternoon magazine in June 2016, and ended it in October 2018. Kodansha published six compiled book volumes for the manga. The manga inspired a live-action show adaptation in January.

#Life Manga #Life #Life 2: Giver/Taker #Life 2 #Keiko Suenobu #Kodansha USA #Anime News Network #cw: self harm mention

[cupcakeslushie]

Does Donnie ever lash out at any of his brothers during an "episode"?

For the most part Donnie tends to direct any harmful actions inwards, but of course his brothers won’t just sit there and watch him hurt himself. So it’s only when they try to intervene that they get caught in the crossfire. They never hold it against Donnie, though.

#rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #tmnt #tmnt fanart #rise of the tmnt #rise donnie #rise leo #rise raph #rise mikey #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt separated au #separated au #ask slushie #my art #cw self harm mention #cw blood #queued post