Do people know there's a difference between:
an aro spec character being "cured" of their aromanticism by their "one true love" by the end of the narrative
And:
An aro spec character who finds one of the few people they happen to click with in an amorous (but not necessarily romantic) way by the end of the narrative
Does anyone understand that aromanticism is a SPECTRUM and that someone writing an aro character finding someone they want to be in a relationship with might be doing so for reasons other than 'curing' them?
And the same thing for ace spec characters! And, you know, actual people.
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I am surprised you have a boyfriend. Because I was convinced you are aroace.
Alas, the way someone understands their identity changes with time. I spent three years thinking I liked women, you can be wrong about yourself sometimes. And aroace people can still be in romantic relationships 👍 if they want to
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I was wondering if you had thoughts about how Ice and Mav's politics don't fully align with their actions? There was a post where you said Ice's politics are more socially liberal than Mav's but Mav is also the one who goes out to La Jolla to hit on guys before Ice, and later again when he's broken up with Ice, but Ice only goes out with women out of fear for his honor or whatever. Same with their respective thoughts on feminism, with Mav's mild respect for Charlie (telling Ice not all women fit the stereotype) but later Ice is the one who sends Juno to Mav's Top Gun class without telling him she's a woman and Ice has a respectful friendship with Juno. I think you said Ice is vaguely on the ace-aro spectrum (demi-homoromantic) which is a sort of fascinating irony that he doesn't have the words for it whereas Mav is the one with the theories about Ice's sexuality. Though with their hypocrisies and inconsistencies this all just feeds into their characterizations of the fact that they keep divorcing their actions from their spoken words from their identities.
okay going to take this point by point
1. yes i have addressed their politics in relation to their actions before, so maybe read this post and this post before you read this one, just to see where my other thoughts line up
2. gay republicans and conservatives do exist (at the very least certainly republicans and conservatives who have gay sex in secret)
3. before maverick is a political actor he is a human being, and the characterization that we are primarily given for him is that he is impulsive and reckless and doesn’t think through his actions. As ive written about many times before—from a story construction standpoint, his thoughtlessness is his number one most important character trait. He is both thoughtlessly dangerous (his hero’s “fatal flaw;” he can’t stop himself from making bad decisions) and thoughtlessly brilliant (the navy’s best and most daring and heroic pilot). He does what he wants without thinking about it; and he makes excuses and hollow promises whenever that plan doesn’t work out (“I know better than that. It will never ever happen again;” [it happens again] “I’m not gonna let you down. I promise.” [goose dies shortly thereafter]). His thoughtless impulsiveness overrides everything else. Maybe the act of having gay sex (to address your “he gets fucked in La Jolla before ice” point) is politically subversive, but for Maverick’s thoughtless character that we are shown in Top Gun, the most subversive possible thing would be to LABEL the gay sex and think through the consequences of it. To call a spade a spade and call himself gay or bi or queer or whatever. That would be the most subversive (and with mav, entirely unbelievable imo) possible thing. That takes conscious effort of thought, something maverick is near-incapable of doing. As long as he can get away with it without thinking about it, he’s politically in the clear, with regards to his character & character arc. If that makes sense. “Don’t think. Just do.” That’s literally his motto lmfao. He represents thoughtless action as an archetype; his politics come secondary to his desires
4. Their “respective thoughts on feminism” are divided into two camps: 1. “Professional as required by the law” and 2. “Sex pest mode.” They’re naval officers in the 1980s. Whether republican or democrat, that’s kind of par for the course. How men treat women can be a performance to other men. Any respect i made them show towards women had broader, more metatextual “need to move the conversation/story from A to B” reasoning behind it. See the first post I linked for much more on that.
5. i never said ice was on the ace/aro spectrum, or if i did i DEFINITELY meant it sarcastically. That could not be further from what i believe. This isn’t something I’ve ever discussed on this blog before, but a MASSIVE part of the philosophical discussion I’ve been trying to moderate within this project over the last year is the question— “do labels even work with characters under these very specific and extraordinarily extreme conditions and societal pressures?” It’s a question I took from my time studying early American history—the contexts of certain environments, and I would definitely count the elite officer ranks of the navy in the 90s and 2000s as one of these certain environments, simply Are Not Conducive to the easier (path of least resistance maybe) ways we civilians handle sexuality and friendship and trauma. There are so many variables and external and internal pressures within an environment like the upper ranks of career navy officers that sexual orientation labels lose all nuance and accuracy. I don’t think Ice (as i have written him) is gay. I don’t think he’s straight. I don’t think he’s bi. I think he’s an unlabelable product of too many variables for labels to have any effect on how he is perceived. Which, in our society built around labels and categories, is admittedly difficult to wrestle with. But doesn’t make it any less worth wrestling with.
6. Yes, ice and mav’s hypocrisy is the linchpin of the entire story.
They’re both trying to have their cake (“honor” and moral superiority based on the harmful traditional subjective morals arbitrated by elite navy officership) and eat it too (a fulfilling relationship with the love of their lives). & the point is that they cant. they have to settle for one.
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first valentines day in alaska, jesse and demi have only known each other for like 2 months so theres no la la land, theyre not even dating, but they both separately feel weird and fuzzy about it. maybe its just the loneliness thats poked holes in both of them, but not seeing each other today wouldn't be Right. it wouldn't be Wrong or anything, but it wouldn't be right. he leaves the store, not even done making up an excuse for why hes going to be coming to the vet at like 11am, and runs into demi halfway there. she was heading his way. they stand there for a minute, awkwardly giving each other their shitty excuses and going all pink in the cold, then go warm up in the drug store. there are cards, a little display of candy and those fake roses. they both try very hard not to make eye contact with the display (then separately wonder "were they waiting for Me to make the first gesture?? did i blow things??") and sort of fumble around for a while before going out to the parking lot for a smoke. he takes out two cigarettes (one for him, one for her) without thinking about it and by the time he has his, demi is ready with her lighter. she lights his first, hand cupped around the flame to keep the wind from stealing it. theres something he wants to say about this, but he cant string the words together. he walks back to work in the slush and never once feels the cold.
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might as well throw in some pingxie thoughts while i’m at it
i have. many things to say about pingxie. but on the subject of reducing relationships to one dimensional tropes specifically, it does them just as much of a disservice.
my favorite variation of pingxie is in the books (very shocking i know, although that’s technically the original them and not a variation), and by comparison to what’s shown in the dramas (which are fun and self-indulgent don’t get me wrong), the books are the slowest of slow burns. never forget we see everything in them from wu xie’s pov exclusively (at least the main entries), so we can only infer xiaoge’s own growth and development from what wu xie sees of it, but it very much exists.
wu xie has a complicated opinion of xiaoge in the earlier books, mostly because he doesn’t quite know what to make of this man who looks younger than he is and completely blows him off on their first meeting (blows everyone off in fact) much to his displeasure, which leads to the initially derogatory nickname ‘menyouping’, and yet is also vastly competent and knowledgeable. he’s cold and indifferent, yet wu xie feels safe around him and trusts him more than he likely should from the get go, mostly because wu xie’s good at reading people’s intentions and character on an instinctive level he doesn’t always manage to rationalize early on. he’s fascinated and would like to know him better, but also finds him deeply unfathomable, even incomprehensible.
and then you have xiaoge, who it merits saying, is repeatedly described as largely indifferent to most things (and he genuinely is), doing what he deems necessary but otherwise not bothering to involve himself with other people or social niceties. this is a man who spends his time off to the side sleeping or contemplating the sky, and yet in the space of four books he goes from not giving two shts about wu xie (or more than he would the average person) to voluntarily interacting with him, siding with him in quiet ways, helping him through unspoken little acts all the way up until a turning point wherein he first tries to keep his distance from wu xie en route to tamutuo in an effort to keep him from getting further involved than he already is in dangerous things he has no concept of, except by then he’s shown enough uncharacteristic interest in wu xie that wu xie notices he's being cold and distant. this all culminates in the infamous moment where xiaoge eventually lets himself act on thoughts he’s likely never fully analyzed himself, let alone shared with another person, leading to the “if i disappeared no one would notice” moment.
and from there all the way until post ten years later and into things like yucun biji, the reality is that pingxie were never the serious immortal and the dorky clumsy mortal boy he adopts, nor are they the vulnerable strong one and the eventual protector, or any other trope variation really. pingxie are two people who at the start stand on opposite sides of a line neither of them were ever meant to cross, and to all intents and purposes should never have met for how very different the worlds they come from are. they’re people that circumstance threw together who chose to stay together, and keep choosing each other. they don’t need each other to exist, and could have gone their separate ways had they wanted to, but the importance of their relationship lies in that they stay together by active choice, and that in doing so, they meet in the middle.
wu xie matures and comes to understand a number of things through hardship while xiaoge is behind the gate that untether him just enough from the world that xiaoge isn’t quite so unfathomable anymore, while xiaoge comes down from his imposed pedestal just enough that he tethers himself to wu xie (and pangzi) and learns to live rather than exist
neither of them became a different person for the other, and the core of their relationship (and the beauty of it) is in the harmony and understanding they eventually achieve. reducing all of that to archetypes is honestly a little tragic
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me, someone who notoriously does not go to the gym: now i’m down bad crying at the gym
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Wait if I'm nonbinary/genderqueer and the words don't taste good to me, despite the fact they match me and I identity as them, what if I just start using the word trans because that doesn't have that weird feeling when I say it
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Every time I go on a dating app I feel hopeless -.-
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“I’m afraid to come out as aroace 🥺”
like bro imagine telling someone you don’t want the kissy or the fucky nobody will give a shit
LITERALLY. i went many years thinking i was aroace (spoiler: i was just neurodivergent) and literally everyone i told "i'm not interested in relationships or marriage" literally did not care. not even my homophobic family members! like unless people are just straight up nosy they will not care
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"Yeah I like this person and I guess I won't mind dating them? But I don't want to do romantic stuff with them. I just want to hug them a lot and cuddle with them forveverrr and maybe hold their hand sometimes. Just want to call them mine and shower them with love."
— my dumbass mistaking emotional and sensual attraction for romantic attraction
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no, dantana isn't a "superior ship", y'all are just ableist... (and dani was an inconsiderate partner)
tbh my personal (negative) feelings for demi lovato aside, I'll never understand all the weird love for dantana, especially over brittana.
firstly i've touched on this before but the truth is most of you brittany antis have some serious ableism (not even underlying ableism, like really overt ableism) to work on. and secondly, like your reasoning is "dani didn't put up with santana's shit" like I'm sorry, maybe that's what you'd like to think happened based on fanfiction or revisionist history, but that's not what actually happened. dani's whole arc was being biphobic, sitting on a couch and being an inconsiderate partner.
when the band issue came about, there was no conversation, she just completely blindsided santana and expected santana to be okay with it. i'm not saying she wasn't entitled to go along with kurt's band idea, but like ... fucking talk to your partner who you're kicking out of the band first, explain why you're doing it and give her an opportunity to air her grievances!!!!
it's also especially fucked up if your partner has trauma around rejection, which santana has (i.e. her fucking abuela disowning her, also lower stakes stuff like getting kicked out of glee club, getting kicked out of the loft, she literally just ended her friendship with rachel at that point...)
(also dani was the one who started expressing the biphobia and put the idea in santana's head in the first place)
like you people will literally ship santana with a pot plant* over the person she actually loves (ok not a pot plant, but y'all will insist people like quinn and rachel who she'd probably murder would be better partners to her than brittany) just because y'all hate the idea of a neurodivergent coded person in a relationship*. and again, i've said this before, but brittany s pierce isn't going to read your posts about how you think she's not worthy of her partner who she has a sweet and loving relationship with because you don't think she's "smart enough" but real life neurodivergent/disabled people will.
(*even though there's heaps of evidence that suggests the other half of the relationship is also neurodivergent ... just saying)
(*and yeah we all love shrubtana but come on people, we know it's not real)
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demi really outdid themselves on this album my god. this was definitely worth the wait and i’m so proud of them for finally making the music they WANT to make and that makes them happy. i love them so much.
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Demi Lovato is on tour I guess, I didn’t know that and one of the stops is Portland and that’s so close, only like one or two cities over and there’s never been an artist I like come to Oregon much less Portland and boy I would love to go but I can’t. I just love that she’s back and going on tour Demi deserves all the good things I’m so glad she’s back after all that and her new music is great I love Subtance, I love the nostalgic old Demi vibes you get from it. I’m happy to see her going on tour I hope she has fun and doesn’t work too hard. Also also loved her performance of Substance on the Jimmy Fallen show goes I guess you can’t cuss or something and so instead of saying “everyone’s fucking exhausted” she kinda paused or sigh in place and I think it def gives the song and tone of that lyric more meaning and I really liked how it worked out and love the performance.
It just feels so surreal? that Demi is back making music idk I mean I wasn’t in the loop the past like 5 years maybe but after hearing about what happened and then to have her come back from that and perform at the Grammy’s I was sobbing, girlie got the whole room in tears it was such a beautiful performance and it’s hard to believe that that was the last song she wrote before what happened and that it could’ve been her last song ever. I hope she’s doing well ugh I adore her she deserves good things and happiness and I’m excited for her for this tour and if any new music comes out.
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shoutout to the time i went for an interview as a receptionist and when asked my weaknesses i said that I don’t like phone calls
got the temp job and then an extension and then a whole ass job on top of that so it wasn’t so bad but WHAT WAS I THINKING
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