#didn't wanna add to this post bc it would have gotten too long

[thatdeadaquarius]

Heyo, Idk if you still do sagau but I hope you do 🙏🙏 anyway, this is lowkey wholesome but imagine one of acolytes were trying to communicate with a child but then they realize the child is deaf but reader so happened to be nearby. So then, whatever the character is saying the reader translates into sign language and its just a wholesome sight to see. Btw srry if this isn't what you usually write 😓 add anything to this if you want

OH NO THIS IS EXACTLY ALL THAT I WRITE RN ANON DW MY LOVE 😍

(*update: im so stupid i thought ur sunglasses pfp was a anon and didnt look any closer💀i aint livin this one down)

(Spoiler: i do plan to do imagines for other fandoms bc i have such niche AUs or ideas for them, a lot like this whole language stuff for Genshin Sagau :D )

IVE WANTED TO LEARN ASL FOR SO LONG BUT I HAVENT GOTTEN THE CHANCEEE theres no classes for it where i live ;/

THAT IS TO SAY I LIVEEE FOR COMMUNICATION STUFFFFF

Also srry its kinda short i just could only think of this cute little scenario- 😗

Rest in peace bc i have a whole fat post i wanna make about neurodivergence + general accessibility issues in Teyvat and their countries

Like where r the ramps babe

Where r the non-narrow ass doors

Why r we just constantly made to hike up mountains when we dont have to

And dont come at me with that,

"Theyre in their medieval age! They cant make stuff like that!"

Yeah, u right, they cant.

If they dont be ✨️creative ✨️and they dont use their fucking ✨️magic ✨️

Liyue got floating rocks and they cant make a goddamn disability elevator?? Bitch tf?

THAT IS TO SAY IN A VERY RANTING COUGHPASSIVE AGGRESSIVE AT GENSHIN COMMUNITY FOR NOT REPPING DISABILITIES MORECOUGH

WAY OF SAYINGGGG

Literally almost no one gets sign language in Teyvat

(despite the fact that in my perfect teyvat, sign lang. is superior bc everyone could make it the universal lang. ESP if we go by the cool AU of diff countries have diff languages, like Germanish lang for Mondstadt, Frenchish for Fontaine, etc.)

Off topic again srry-

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But you took a class once!! Or even checked out the alphabet and casual convo on ur own time :D

So u just chillin with Kazuha, Thoma, Sara, Gorou, and Kokomi (they vistin the main island to see u!! :] )

Meanwhile a little girl is walking around nearby, and is kinda going in circles

Almost like shes scared to go too far one way or the other,

So being the caring soul he is, (rlly all these boys here rn would notice and help lol)

Thoma comes up to her and squats down trying to talk to her :)

...

Yeah, she didn't say anything, just kinda,,

Motioned with her hands??

She looks like shes doing some kind of code to them..

Oh!

Thoma finally recognized this, its that hand language!! lmao hes got the spirit

so he asks Kazuha to try and see if he knows it or can even figure it out-

Nope. Nada de nada.

Then Kokomi, Sara and Gorou (whos a sweatin nervous mess he doesnt know how to act around kids esp kids in distress he seems like the type lol)

They all fail, Kokomi looks concerned bc she thinks the kids lost, but there no frantic parents nearby, Sara is trying to slowly understand what motions mean what i.e. points to a rock = learn sign from child etc,

Kazuha is trying to get the wind to help locate upset guardians nearby, and Gorou...

... is just 🧍‍♂️

LMAOOO

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So after a minute of this (bc u had originally been away at a street food vender, hey those dango were rlly good dont judge urself)

U come back, and see this mild flavor of chaos-

And are just like

"Oh ffs- just shoo, i got it guys"

And just, slowly, go thru some signs with the little girl to get the keywords at least

She lights up and is like bouncing, she goes hella fast at first but slows down when she gets ur hearing

Either way, she looks a lot happier now

U explain for her to the others to confirm her parents got seperated from her

She got lost and where she last saw them

u finally help escort her to the street she last saw her parents on :] !!

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Meanwhile the whole allogene group, shopkeepers, and Inazumans around you:

😦😯🥰🥺💓💞💘💖

Kokomi is holding back a squeal, shes gotta keep up her image, ahem-

Sara is like,, minutely vibrating?? Lmao

Kazuha is watching u like a fireworks show, intensely and yet fascinated

GOROU'S TAIL IS KINDA WAGGINGGG AW LOL

And Thoma just looks like a puddle of affection, just absolutely melted (he loves kids + he secretly loves you = dead Thoma)

Other people look weirdly, proud? Like theyre like "yeah thats our god, fuck yeah, knowing diff languages, go off, Your Grace 💅 " LMAO SORRY COULDNT RESIST and also some fascination

♡

Anyway, 2 very stressed looking dads see yall and the girl and one of them run up to hold each other

She starts rapidly signing, explaining to her dads the adventure she had and the cool people she met <3

The dads look at u and r like 🤔😶😱 "YOUR MAJESTY??!!" (VIGOROUS HAND MOTIONS)

They sign like,

"We're terribly sorry about you seeing us like this, we usually are much more together than this, a crowd just swept her off, its very busy today. Thank you so much for helping our girl, my Lord!! 😭😭"

Theyre like almost crying, oh geez, u reassure them and sign back that it happens to any parent at some point and that is matters more that they tried to get her back :]

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Meanwhile the rest of the group and the citizens are just watching yall like its the most amazing Olympic level tennis match in the world LMAO

Heads all in sync, watchin yall like 👋👍🙏LMAO IM SORRY

AW IT SUCKS ABOUT WRITING BC I CANT RLLY DEPICT SIGN LANGUAGE AS COOL AS I CAN IN COMICS OR THRU ART

THE EMOJI HANDS NEED SIGN LANGUAGE DAMMIT-

♡

🎵 Hi, it's me. I'm the problem, it's me. 🎵

That is to say none of yalls asks r eaten up, at least im pretty sure? Dw abt it im chugging along having the time of my life hehe >:)

Yall are fEEDIN ME TONIGHT!!

Hope yall r having a good weekend and have no hw if ur in school, or i hope ur shift goes good tomorrow! :]

Love yall!!

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘

♡the beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

#this is hella cute #i wanna learn sign so bad #but i feel like i deffo need a class and not like some online videos #did i mention in there that in a perfect world or teyvat the trade or language would be sign language? #oh yes? #well just in case u didnt see ;) #genshin impact #ask box open #genshin sagau #my asks #sagau #genshin imagines #genshin sagau ideas #gender neutral reader #genshin isekai #genshin god reader #disability #genshin disability imagines #disability imagines

[twoplayergame]

about your tags on my post, explain to me anything you want about your bmc aus I'm curious

(rubbing my gay lil hands together) you've opened the floodgates i hope you know, so i'm sorry in advance for the walls of text incoming aha.

BUT ANYWAY!!!!

this week (oct 9 to oct 13) is THE exact same dates as the week my LIS AU "Life is Weird" takes place (in 2017 tho), so this infodump will be ALL about that AU in particular!!! also bc the 6-year anniversary of the blog was last month ♥

my icon on this blog is my art from that AU too :]c

EDIT: putting this under a cut actually, so i don't have a mile-long post lol. also, i think i'll make a pinned post with a list of all my other AUs for reference! i have a LOT of half-baked ones i'd love to talk about as well

so:

Life is Weird is a Life is Strange-inspired AU i created in 2017!

the askblog it started with (@asklifeisweird) follows Michael as the protagonist (a la max caulfield), and Jeremy as the equivalent to chloe price.

there's a couple more roles that were originally fairly 1:1 (squip as jefferson, rich as nathan, chloe as victoria, christine as kate, dustin as rachel), but over the years they've mostly grown away from being "reskins" as me and my boyf keep developing the au!

i've also stolen several characters from the BMC book– either entirely or just in name– to fill the background space/chars, since LIS has a whole world of characters and BMC as a musical kinda... didn't, at least back in the day :'D now there's more named bg chars, but keep in mind this AU started before even the 2017 Exit82 revival, so we had uhhh about 11 characters and a book. anyway.

while the askblog itself hasn't exactly gotten very far in the story yet, the au has grown to include more LIS-based ideas as That franchise grew, alongside a lot of our own brainstorming ofc!! there's SEVERAL other stories planned following other characters besides Michael, and a lot of different timelines i'd LOVE to explore (some during blog canon, some just in side stories)

not to mention: since conception, the blog has gone through so many styles of getting the story out there that i consider it a multimedia project at this point. askblog with square panel comics in between, full-on comic pages, writing/fics... and most recently, bust-sprites with different expressions and text in between. i'm also working to add interactive fiction into the mix!!

Michael's story (nicknamed "Redshift" behind the scenes) mostly follows the same beats as the first LIS game, but the further in we get the more we've added to it. i'm especially excited for the LIW-equivalent to the alternate timeline LIS1 shows in (iirc) ep4, as well as the timeline post-Redshift that's inspired by the LIS1 comics :)

shifting tracks, i mentioned this was started Before the first musical revival. because of that and the revival coming out like 2 months later, a lot of the original character designs were based off the 2RT/2015 cast, the E82/2017 cast, or entirely headcanon-based. since then, as more productions happened, appearances have shifted or changed completely!

off the top of my head, some of the more notable ones are:

jeremy: 2RT for current, E82 for younger

brooke: E82 for current, 2RT/NYC for younger

dustin: originally all headcanon, now mainly E82 with some hc

jenna: originally 2RT, now mainly NYC

jake: originally 2RT, now NYC + clothing insp from 2RT

i'd like to take inspiration from other productions as well tbh, but i can't change full appearances much anymore since i've done the fullbody sprites already and i don't wanna completely redraw anyone if i don't have to XD

ok so. i WOULD keep talking but i've realised i have to get ready to see the BACCP production today!!! so i'll leave you off with the AU blogs if you wanna know more or read it or whatever! or feel free to send me more asks, i love this AU with all my heart :]

@asklifeisweird (main/ic askblog)

@bemorestrange (extra content/ooc sideblog)

#be more chill #life is weird #bmc au #player1.txt #npc: bmctrash #liw

[roxyandelsewhere]

So I’m once again stuck thinking about the biggest underlying horror of spn’s worldbuilding, the one that’s been hiding in plain sight since day one: it’s all people. Hunters hunt people the most dangerous game of all. Maybe some so-called “monsters” being Just Some Guy was at first for budget reasons, but they stuck with it and it’s part of the world, and others are by definition people. You may get bitten and you become a werewolf or a vampire, but you’re still a person. Tom Lastname gets bitten, Tom’s a werewolf now. Still human, still Tom.

I’ve wrote about this as there being different subspecies of humans, and a follow-up to that way of looking at it can be this:

The first humans were Adam and Eve.

Eve is the mother of all monsters.

Therefore, all monsters are the offspring of a human. Their father is irrelevant, everything they are comes from Eve. We’re told/shown Eve is a monster in her own right, and so many theology essays could be written about that. But surely the part of her that’s as human as Adam passed on to her offspring. For genetics purposes let’s say Eve’s mitochondrial DNA is monstrous (hers was the first ever, the one thing God himself didn’t have because as a human he’s a man, and neither did Adam, and it’s a part of her all of her offspring have).

Conclusion: “monsters” are all at least partly human. It’s all people. Including leviathans. Which explains why they all have the ability to be Just Some Guy. Part human part monster. How balanced and united are those parts?

The way monsters come to be a very funny and inconsistent thing. Some were birthed (physically or metaphysically, we’re left to wonder) by Eve as what they are. Dragons, shtriga, leviathans, etc. Others become monsters, not because it was something latent within them but because something happened to them, something that can happen to anybody. But the show tells us those are Eve’s children too. So how does it work? Do vampirism and lycanthropy and others like them function as viruses but have Eve’s mitochondrial DNA? Is the child of Eve the thing that infects each new monster? Or was Eve’s child simply patient zero of these infections, and the first time they bit someone they turned part of that person into the monstrous part of themselves? Is biting the transmissal of an infection or a sort of Midas touch, like “I touch you in this way and now part of you is me”? In that case, are all vampires and werewolves replicas of the first ones? Going back to monsters as the sum of two parts, are all vampires’ monstrous parts the same individual, for example? Is there a vampire Self, or just a human Self living in the same body as something that’s just Vampire?

1x06 Skin can be an answer to this. That ep did many things, and one of them was prove monsters have a Self. Shapeshifters were born shapeshifters, but there’s a Self that is unmistakeably human, which suggests the two are one, a whole from the sum of its parts. Does that meld with the human Self of someone who gets bitten or are the two at war? Is there a human Self that is forever stuck in Purgatory after they die, too?

But here’s the part I’m trying to get at: monsters have souls. I’ve said that grace is blood+God’s Light and therefore humans are angels without that light, but I also think that light isn’t a stark line separating the two. Cas became Godstiel fueled by souls, so on a soul level, humans must have something angel grace has too. And if humans do, guess what: so do monsters. All souls have something akin to grace. Like I’ve said before, for better or worse, Eve’s children have something holy.

God creates Adam and Eve as people. People are partly holy, because all creations have a part of their creator in them. Eve is a monster. Eve births more monsters. All monsters are partly people. All monsters are partly holy.

Hunters hunt things and save people. Hunters say “Monsters, simply put, are supernatural creatures that prey on humans.” Hunters hunt and kill people. Monsters are human and hunters are monsters. They send the humanness and holiness that lives inside monsters to Purgatory. Cas devours that holiness and becomes God.

There can only be one God. The souls go back to Purgatory. Nothing changes.

#another way too long post from yours truly hello #the brainrot is real i'm so sorry but i really am stuck on this concept. it's probably not even my last post on this and i'm sorry ahead #spn #spnmeta #spn meta #mine #people who know more about the bible than me are more qualified to analyze making eve a monster AND the mother of all monsters #but what comes after. what comes as a consequence of that #it's a cw show of course it doesn't make sense. compels me though #dragons and shapeshifters and vampire infectors have the same ancestor!!! bible aside it's impossible for humans not to be children of eve #in the spn universe #they have the same mother!! they're the astronauts and the alien in umberto eco's the three astronauts!! it's them!! #anyways like i said last time i'd be happy thinking just about destiel but i cannot stop thinking about the Other in spn #and monsters and humans saying mama in their languages and realizing they're all saying mama #also apologies for linking the god fucks manifesto again when that bit didn't need a reference #but it's still the piece of writing i'm proudest of #so i'm gonna be annoying with it bc i'm rarely proud of my own writing at all #edit: just wanna add that there were some things in this post that i don't think i articulated well so i made an addition #and it's the post that comes right after this one in the /mine tag #didn't wanna add to this post bc it would have gotten too long

[ladydeznutz]

When He Loved Me (Peter Parker x Reader)

A/N: My first fic and it's angst that came into my head around 3am. I've always wanted to write fics, but I didn't like how I wrote and I was embarrassed. First time writing for others so I tried to keep away from using just she/her pronouns, but if that's what you'd like just lemme know

I can write for other fandoms, and imma make a list of the fandoms I like bc I have so many I forget. I'll also add some other things if it interests me. Not comfortable with nsfw just yet so apologies. Anyways, enjoy the fic ig and please give me criticism if you see something wrong

idk how tumblr works with spacing and all that so hopefully this comes decent looking

Prompt: Please, don't leave me.

TW: S**cide mention

Every day had started to feel the same to you for a while now.

It started when he began missing date nights with you. He was always so excited about them, and then they were happening less and less often. You still saw him on occasion, but it felt more like "business" than anything else.

You didn't get the same giddy feeling you used to get when you'd see him; it felt like going out with him was more of a chore. You couldn't even complain to him about it even if you wanted to. Anytime you did see him long enough, he was always gone within a second, always in a rush. You never knew what he even did with himself or if he was thinking about you at all.

It definitely didn't help that you'd always catch him hanging out with his friends. You confronted Ned about it, but he was always so dismissive. Hell, you had even talked to Michelle about the whole thing. At first, she sympathized, but then it was as if a switch was flipped. You used to go to her to vent about Peter and the relationship. Now, she was practically telling you that you were overreacting.

----

You felt like you were going to have a mental breakdown.

Learning about a loved one's passing is always one of the hardest things for anyone to deal with, especially when it's someone you deeply care about.

You had just received the news that your best friend had killed himself a couple of hours ago.

You didn't know how to feel.

You couldn't wrap your head around it. There was no warning.

You and he had been friends since childhood, and you knew each other so well that neither one of you could even remember a time when the other wasn't around.

Your hands shook as you picked up the phone to call Peter. Your tears finally fell as you listened to the constant ringing of the phone, and you knew he wasn't going to answer. Rage grew within you as you heard his voicemail message causing you to throw your phone across the room. It crashed into the wall and broke, but you didn't pay any mind to it as you fell to the ground and let out a wailed sob.

Why did this have to happen?

You could barely catch your breath between sobs.

Your body shook.

You didn't care about anything anymore.

You didn't care about Peter anymore.

----

Weeks had passed, and Peter was exhausted.

Tracking down a gang, taking them down, and meeting another Spider-Man had just been a lot for him to take in. He was so tired, he didn't even want to think about it anymore. His back ached as he climbed through his window.

He was just so damned tired.

He stripped out of his suit, took off his web-shooters, and placed them back in his closet. Then, he took a quick shower.

His job was a bit easier to have Ned and MJ know he was Spider-Man. Now he just had to tell you.

Peter stood in the middle of the room and weighed out what would happen. He felt sorry for lying to you, and he knew that he was being distant. He just didn't have the courage to deal with any of it because he was worried about you. He couldn't lose you too.

As Peter lied down to finally get some rest, he wondered how you were doing. Karen had said you tried calling him, but he couldn't answer he had been in the middle of a stakeout.

He got up and rummaged through his book bag to get his phone, turning it on to scroll through his messages. He sat up as he realized how many he had gotten. Had something happened?

As he scrolled through, his heart broke. So many people had posted about the loss of Jay and were gossiping about why he did it. When he finally went through them all, he looked at your one missed call and gulped.

You had called him that day, and he didn't pick up.

He clicked the voice mail and listened to the message. All that he could hear were your pained sniffles, a shout, and then the line cut off.

He felt sick as he replayed the message.

Peter already felt awful about lying to you; he had to fix this. He quickly texted you, put his web-shooters back on, and was ut the window.

He knew the way to your house, so it took him no time to et there. As he was getting ready to knock on your window, he did a double-take and took a closer look.

Someone was sitting in your room; it looked like he had been waiting for you. Peter quirked an eyebrow as he looked at the guy. He was wearing a red and green jacket with shorts and sneakers. He also looked like he was wearing tights?

Suddenly, you walked into the room, so Peter backed away from the window to hide in the shadows. You seemed to be upset as you were wiping your eyes quite a bit.

"I'm sorry Miles. I didn't think I'd start crying like that," you said as you sat on your bed.

"Hey, it's okay," he replied as he stood up and moved closer to you. You sniffled as you tried to regain your composure. Peter didn't quite know how to react. Who was this? What was going on?

"I just...he..." you groan out in frustration as you grip your hair. Miles' eyes widen as he sees tears start flowing from your eyes again.

"You wanna talk about it?" he asks as he wraps an arm around your shoulders. You shrug as you shake your head.

"It's complicated, and besides, that's what our therapy's for" you chuckle dryly. Miles' eyes wander the room as he tries to think of something to do to cheer you up. "How 'bout we go out tonight?" he suggests.

"I don't like the tone of that voice" you sass as you turn to give him a look. Peter watches Miles turn around, and his eyes widen. Miles was wearing a suit, a Spider-Man suit. The same Spider-Man he saw the other week.

"Any place you wanna go to, we'll go" he adds with a cheeky smile. "Really? You're not busy?" You cross your arms as you stare him down.

"Nah, night's been quiet. Besides, I might be busy tomorrow, then you'd miss your favorite person in the world" he winks as you begin to smile. Peter's heart sank as he realized what was happening. He thwipped a web to the building across from yours and sat down on the edge of the roof. Pulling out his phone, he sent you a text.

Can we talk tomorrow?

Giggling could be heard from across the street. Peter looked up and bit his lip as you glanced at your phone and threw it on your bed. You got onto Miles' back, and you both swung away.

----

After you tried calling Peter that day, you stopped reaching out to him altogether. You decided that you'd wait to talk to him until he finally realized you weren't there. It had been about five weeks, and in those five weeks, you had gone to therapy and counseling.

You met Miles in counseling. He was sweet but seemed to get off topic a lot. When you were getting ready to leave one session, he had come up to you, put his hand on your shoulder, and let out a simple "Hey." One thing led to another, and you had both bonded over your losses. You went to Miles' uncle's funeral, and he went to Jay's funeral with you.

You were currently sitting on a swing at the playground as you waited for Peter. It was taking him forever to show, and at this point, you wanted to get this whole conversation over with.

Frowning, you looked around, wondering why he was taking so long. He should've been here by now. Maybe he decided not to come after all.

When that thought crossed your mind, you scoffed and stood up. Before you could go anywhere, however, you felt someone gently grab your hand. Looking back, you saw Peter staring at you with a small smile on his face.

"You came."

"Of course I did"

Peter pulls you towards him and wraps his arms around you. You take a deep breath as you stare off towards the slide. He pulls away when he realizes you're not hugging him back. The both of you pull away awkwardly as you look at each other.

"Peter-" "(Y/N)-" both of you speak at the same time.

"I- I have o tell you something" he starts with a stutter. You wait patiently as you motion for him to continue. "I know th-that I've been....not here for you for a while-" he cuts himself off when he hears you scoff.

"I.....I had these things, and I should've told you as soon as we started dating, and I'm sorry. I know I've been an asshole, more than that actually" you roll your eyes and shake your head as he continues.

"I just.....I love you, and I want you to know that even though I don't show it a lot" he finishes as he rubs the back of his head nervously.

The good thing about coming to this park was that there was usually no one here, and you were glad no one was here right now because boy were you fuming. "Told me about what Parker?" Your hand goes to your hip as you glare at him.

"W-Well....uhm......that guy that you talk to.......I'm like him I guess. Spider-Man." Your eyes widen when you hear the first part. "How the hell do you know I've been talking to someone?"

Peter stumbles with his words as he realizes he's been caught red-handed, "Uh...I was gonna visit yesterday, and I kinda....saw you..talking to him....." You narrow your eyes as you pick up a stick and throw it at him. He ducked before he could get hit, but you were already in his face.

"You were spying on me?!"

"I-I wasn't trying to! I was just-"

"Christ Peter!" All this time of you not being here, and now all of a sudden you just wanna show up out of nowhere because of what?! Jay?! Is that why you're finally talking to me?!" Panic stirs in Peter's eyes as he tries to come up with an excuse.

"I tried so hard to get you to talk to me, and you only wanna talk now because of that shit?! Peter, I can't do this shit with you anymore. I don't care if you're Spider-Man; what was the point of not telling me in the first place?! We live in New York for God's sake!!"

Your face is red as you frustratingly wipe away your tears with your forearm. Peter stays silent as he watches you; he can't say anything right now because you've hit the nail on the head.

"Y-You know what, fuck this. I can't do this shit any-anymore, Peter. But please tel-tell me; w-what did I do wrong? I di-did my best to keep both of us h-h-happy. Please, just tell me what I did wr-wrong." Your words are barely recognizable as you hold yourself to keep you're shaking body still.

Peter steps forward, but instead of stopping him like he thought you would, he cups your face gently as he looks into your eyes.

"(Y/N).....I'm so sorry I made you think this was all your fault. You did make me happy; you still do. I just...I've been so busy being Spider-man that I've neglected you, and I'm sorry for that. But I do still love you, (Y/N). I swear I'll stop doing everything just for you. I-I'll give up being Spider-Man."

You watch him unravel as he keeps talking. You can't bring yourself to care, however, as he spills his heart out. Too much disappointment has built up over the months.

"Pete...."

"Please......(Y/N), just give me another chance. I'll do anything, just please, don't leave me." His voice is soft and insecure as he begs you, almost quivering as he says it. It doesn't invoke any sort of feeling in you though. His sad eyes watch as you pull away from him,

"I'm sorry Peter" you whisper softly as you turn around and walk away.

He doesn't run after you or even shout.

Peter simply watches you walk away until you're out of view. The only thing he can hear is your footsteps as they fade into the distance.

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A/N: Alright so...this whole thing was based on how I could see him being Spider-Man in the beginning ig? Imo I feel like between him and Miles, the latter would be the first to tell you he's Spider-Man

And I always felt like him being away like that with no real reason would make an s/o feel like it's their fault or sumn. Like, I've always seen fics where he and the reader always make up about it, but I wanted to try the bad ending where even though he had good intentions, he's just not ready to handle being a hero, student, and partner.

#peter parker oneshot #peter parker x reader #peter parker fic #peter parker fanfiction #miles morales #miles morales x reader #marvel mcu #marvel imagine #marvel one shot #peter parker imagine

[imfiguringitoutlovely]

you've got bad eyesight||tomura shigaraki bf hcs

pairing: tomura shigaraki x gn!reader

type: fluff, angst

warnings: reader feels insecure abt eyesight :((

author's note: um. more writing for me 😳 as someone with irreparable bad eyesight, like...really really bad eyesight, i just need the person reassurance but i don't talk about it much bc i feel annoying... so here's this!! reader is NOT blind and nearsightedness/farsightedness is not specified. also reader is said to be 23 but it was just for a lil joke

ALSO i intended for this to be much longer but ironically my eyes started not focusing and i didn't wanna push it 😅 im editing rn and yIkes

you don't remember the last time you were able to get through a couple waking hours without glasses. over the years, your eyes had just gotten worse and worse until it was almost impossible to keep up with your constantly strengthening prescription

being with a villain didn't make it much easier. it wasn't his fault that it was so difficult, and you knew that. optometrists were very very rare underground and those that were accessible were often very shady

the last thing shiggy wanted was for your eyes to be completely destroyed

so often times it took about a month to find a new doctor to help bc going to the same doctor every time could be fatal if there were to be any leaks of info

this meant, unfortunately, that for long periods of time your eyesight was off.

your eyes strain, and you have headaches. action/fast movement is hard to visually process and can make you dizzy. you miss things that could seem really obviously right in front of you because your eyes can only focus on so much and your depth perception isn't the best. it causes a lot of daily issues, and you've often been teased or scolded because of it. people see you as clumsy, careless, a liar...

but not shiggy. no, he would NEVER

shiggy loves you. he accepts you. and that meand accepting the fact that you were gonna need some support snd reassurance, not pity.

he treated you like his equal AND made sure you got the support you needed the same way you did for him. however... well... you weren't always honest.

right now, the LOV was working on a big operation. tomura was dealing with a lot of meetings, a lot of planning, and a lot of stress. he'd grown so much since the start of the league, and you were so proud of him, but the pressure still got to him. you couldn't add to that...right?

so your eyes had been getting worse and worse. days passed. then weeks. and then it was months with your eyes refusing to do their job. headaches, dizziness, small accidents now and again. slowly it got stronger. it started consuming your life.

it was breaking you down inside. and one day the glasses just stopped cutting it. your eyes were focusing in and out, your head was throbbing, you could barely make out your surroundings, and you were dizzy everytime you turned. shigaraki had texted you because he left for work early, but you took a while to even find a way to read it right.

in fact it took so long that he texted you again because he was concerned about how long it was taking you to respond.

"i had another meeting today. twice is going to drop me off by lunch. do you need me to pick anything up?"

yeah, he texted in complete sentences. but only with you-

"are you sleeping in?"

he wasn't controlling. you just normally woke up around the same time and it was rare for you to not respond asap. he was paranoid, and why wouldn't he be? you were the same way with him. but you couldn't type out the text right and speech to text wasn't working very well, so you sent him a voice message.

the problem was that you had gotten so frustrated that now you had the post-cry voice. you'd bumped your shoulder and leg on your way to the bathroom, nearly tripped over your own slippers, and it was just all too much. how could you barely read texts? how could you not type on your own phone? how could you be such a mess?

"h-hey shiggy. sorry, it took me a while to actually respond...um... just some advil maybe? if you can. um. if not it's ok... thank you, shiggy."

he was giving his potential ally time to think through the offers he'd put front when he heard your message.

immediately, he stepped out and talked to both twice and toga. he sent them to be with you, to pick up the advil on the way, and to wait with you until he was done.

toga and jin were there so fast. you were part of the family, afterall. you'd been there since the start, even if you had stepped down from your role as a fighter when a particular fight worsened your eyesight. they got you your advil, though, and quickly let tomura know you were safe.

when tomura got home, you were curled up in bed, not really wanting to talk to either one of your friends. they were in the living room, watching tv very quietly but their thoughts on you.

"in the room." toga smiled slightly to tomura, but it came off as a bit uneasy. upset, but she was never really one to like showing that part of her. still, shiggy picked up on it and walked past the duo to get to the bedroom. they hadn't even talked about how the meeting ended becausr they knew it was second priority here.

"[Y/nn]?" he took in how the lights were all off and the blinds were more drawn than usual. he noticed how you were all curled up, facing away from the door with your glasses pushed to a corner of the bed out of your immediate reach.

then he noticed how quickly you sat up when you realized it was him, how you tossed the blankets aside a bit and reached for your lenses. he took in how you stumbled over his name and sniffled right after before turning away briefly to wipe your face.

"Crying?" he sighed. not out of annoyance, but your insecurities took over and you stumbled to explain yourself.

"No, no. Crying? I- No. Come on, I'm a big kid now," you tried to joke. "Level 23 human right here, remember?"

"Well you're treating me like a toddler again. You asked for Advil. I'll ask Toga to find another doctor."

"How was your meeting?"

"Are your glasses even working at all?"

"Did they say yes? What did they think about the training deal?"

"You need to talk to me about this." he started scratching and you immediately felt guilty. you couldn't even see his hand moving all too clearly.

"They're just glasses, Tomura."

"You're frustrated. You're locking yourself away from everyone."

"I can handle myself-"

"It's ok to ask us for help-"

"I WAS A VILLAIN, TOO, YOU KNOW?! AND I WAS DAMN GOOD AT FIGHTING AND-AND LOOKING OUT FOR MYSELF!" washed up and bitter at 23. tears started spilling. you were on your feet and your frustration just spilled out. "I don't need to be babied or cradled and-and I don't need to go crying at your feet whenever I've got a little owie, so stop being so patro-!"

between your tears and your fucked up vision, you tripped over a leg on the bed rounding towards your boyfriend across the room. you stubbed your toe and stepped back only to lose your balance and lean forward harshly. of course, guess who was there to catch you? no, shigaraki wasn't a fantastic person. but he did his best to be an ok boyfriend.

after the initial shock, you pushed yourself away from him and stumbled back. "N-No! No, I don't need protecting! I'm fine, I'm ok! I'm ok! I'm-I'm... I already put enough...enough on..." he tears took over. the agony of not even being able to fight for yourself was...beyond words and you were starting to wonder why the hell you were trying. then he hugged you.

then your boyfriend wrapped his cold, deadly arms around you and made you feel so damn warm and safe from the world that you let it out. he wasn't good for words with this, and was cautious with his fingers which made it a bit awkward for him, but he was there. and he wasn't even mad.

from then on out, getting eye exams becomes a consistent part of your monthly routine. and if you missed a month, it was only because it was absolutely vital you stay as hidden as possible. you ended up having to return to several doctors, but tomura made sure none of them even THOUGHT about leaking info about you or the rest of the league :)

you're really hesitant to accept the help for a while, but you notice it helps relieve some stress from both of you, and with everything going on, you figured it was the bare minimum for what you could do to help.

no, your eyes don't magically heal... but as bad as they get, tomura supports you

you start getting called the "crusty couple" because of his lips and your dry eyes-

better eye care means you can engage a bit more with tomuras gaming habits. it gives you two some really nice bonding time together.

no eyelid kisses bc he's a bit insecure abt his lips, but he will gently give you head massages to help with the eye strain headaches when you need to rest them after long days. with gloves, of course, he can't trust himself-

dabi says it's best that your eyes don't work so you don't have to experience the horror of the hands or cracking lips before you kiss him. you have to reassure tomura that it doesn't bug you but you do find it kind of funny-

eventually, you get a dog to help. it just gets too bad for you to go day to day on your own, so you get a trained dog that shiggy pretends to hate. but he loves that dog because you end up with tons of less bruising and trouble taking care of yourself.

overall, tomura is really supportive. at times, he may come off as annoyed or insensitive but he's just worried and frustrated that he can't do more. he'll still throw an occasional lil fit abt how you deserve better than those problems, but you always assure him that he helps plenty. :)

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#5

I'M CRYING BENNY I LOVE YOU, BENNY I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU, YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS I KNOW YOU DON'T FIT IN WITH VAMPIRES OR HUMANS I KNOW YOU'RE HURTING, YOU'VE BEEN ALL ALONE FOR SO LONG AND AND YOU LET HIM--YOU LET DEAN--BECAUSE YOU...YOU DIDN'T BELONG AND AT LEAST HE'D HOLD YOU AND HE DID HE HELD YOU AND YOU DESERVE THAT, YOU DESERVE A SOFT LIFE WITH PEOPLE WHO APPRECIATE YOU BENNY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU STAYED IN PURGATORY BUT DEAN HE SAID HE'D WAIT FOR YOU IN MAINE AND TOU LET HIM BELIEVE IT BECAUSE HE NEEDED TO HEAR IT AND YOU NEEDED TO LOSE YOURSELF IN THE FIGHT AND YOU DON'T DESERVE THAT OH MY GOD BENNY BENNY I NEED YOU TO KNOW!! THAT THERE'S A HOME OUT THERE FOR YOU EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW IT YET

82 notes • Posted 2021-03-24 14:47:18 GMT

#4

No y'all are right, life IS full of little things that make things so worth it. Have you ever sat with a toddler and fed them off your spoon something they've never had before but clearly seem to like? Knowing that they trust your judgement enough to try it. Have you ever used a big dog as a pillow? Ever gotten a shy cat to lick your fingers? Ever gotten the worlds most satisfying headache from hours of high pitched squeals of delight. Ever taught the best sword fight techniques to an angsty preteen? Ever succumbed to a puppy pile?

Honestly, like, go forge a deep bond with something small and impressionable and leave them the sort of impressions you wish you had more of and maybe you'll feel better

98 notes • Posted 2021-04-15 16:40:05 GMT

#3

Cas with a cat would be too powerful because he will mirror back signs of affection when possible--even if he doesn't get them--and with Dean that looks like "I understood that reference" and "I need pie" but with a cat it would look like rubbing cheeks with them, and the cat rubbing their head along the underside of his jaw, seemingly unaware to the cat fur clinging to his face and clothes

162 notes • Posted 2021-07-22 13:40:23 GMT

#2

[misha cameo voice] "Would I rather... Deadname someone or be thrown into--into the sun. Hmm. Well, I think that being thrown into the sun is probably not a-- not a particularly fun experience, um, because you would die, most likely. Now, I'm not a scientist, but I imagine the sun would be a bit too hot, to um, for the human body. Now, deadnaming that's--I always thought that sounded a bit like killing a name, but I think names would, uhh, be kinda hard to kill, but apparently it Actually refers to um the use of someone's name at the.. time of birth, when they would rather you use a different name.... Which would be really quite rude but would probably involve less um vaporization. So, I think it would depend on if they're--if they're going to [nervous chuckle] kill me for being rude?"

289 notes • Posted 2021-09-03 02:42:37 GMT

#1

Baby!Jack truthing

Disclaimer; my Jack knowledge is through Osmosis and Canon is irrelevant. Feel free to add on and don't be shy abt commenting rather than tagging <3

~He sucks at pronunciation of names and other relatively simple things but he picks up on large words he shouldn't know Too fast and says creepy things sometimes

~He calls Dean "Dee" or "Deedee" when he learns to write it takes Years to stop writing "Deen"

~he regularly says vaguely horrifying things and Cas takes it in stride So well and the PTA moms Don't

~okay this is projection but if someone says "Your mom is here" while he's in elementary he gets Terrified but its usually Eileen, or Jo, or Charlie, or Jody, or Ellen, or any other woman he knows and he gets used to it eventually. "your dad is here?" Always gets "which one?" Which results in Teachers having to give a small lesson on how a kid can have 2 dads/2 moms for the kids w no clue

~Cas being able to hear his "prayers" saves their ass in a million little ways

~Jack only sort of knows what Mom vs Dad means and doesn't really know theres a gendered connotation to it and tends to just Guess

~He calls his friends parents "(Friend)'s Dad" defaultively, appearance irrelevant

~He loves bows and dresses sometimes, also bee related clothes and cowboy related clothes as he tends to associate each adult in his life with one Specific thing

~Cas makes Dean promise not to confine Jack to primitive human gender or sexuality based norms

~When Claire ("Care") comes to visit he is Ecstatic and she can't get rid of him

~He doesnt comprehend how he is tied to Jody or Donna so its "My Jody" and "My Donna" I think Ellen might be Nana and Charlie and Jo both Aunts but I'm not totally set on that

~Jack loves to sit on Deans foot or ride piggy back style or sit on his hip

~He sits on Cas' shoulder and in his lap a lot

~LOVES dress up

~Dean picks up humming Red Neck Woman (heard it karaoke at a bar once) because of the line about the baby on her hip

~Cas and Jack listen to the worst pop ever, he's a Katy Perry (thats her name right) fan

~Jack likes Sesame Street, Octonauts, and Paw Patrol

~as part of a prank war (Claire started this one) Sam teaches Jack everyword to "The Song That Doesn't End" and everyone is paying the price

I can and Will go on so Please encourage me

353 notes • Posted 2021-02-02 00:59:46 GMT

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