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ouroboros-hideout · 2 months

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WIP WHENEVER, WHEREVER

(we are meant to be together shakira shakira)

@olath124 tagged me for this, thanks friend!

Still rather low on content or WIPs I can show but it's something

ART

Don't know if I would call it art actually but I am currently making myself some Discord emojis of Aon aka Knife Queen aka Blorbo Girl.

That's the first one I got done. Because smirking is very important 👆 will do 3 or 4 more I guess. Laughing, something sad, angery and what ever inspiration brings along the way.

The Dogtown Noir pics where fun to do but I noticed real quick that I need a lot of focus to get some good shots. And I don't have that most of the time. I heard there is actually a city outside of Dogtown KEK maybe I will go there next and do some photos 💫

WRITING

Putting this last so no one is forced to read the wall of txt. I still have a lot of unfinished ramblings but nothing that would make sense to show. I started to write some small bits for my own amusement and positive vibes based upon a soft OTP promt list (or what ever it was called). It's only stupid conversations and I think it's nothing for AO3, so probably just throw it here whenever I finished one.

Write about your ship getting dressed up in fancy outfits together:

"Oh my god I hate this so much..."

Aon pulled on his black bolero jacket and looked at herself in the mirror next to the large closet in Kurt's apartment on the top floor of the Sapphire with an unimpressed expression.

"You don't like what I've chosen for you?" Kurt asked, still beeing busy in the bathroom.

"No... yes. I mean. No, I don't like all of this." She grimaced a little more and turned around to look at the elegant suit trousers and expensive shoes she would be wearing tonight.

"Fancy clothes, putting up with brainless snobs at glamorous parties. Pretending to care about what they do and who they are. I really don't know why you like that so much."

"You'll have fun, I'm sure of it." Kurt came back to the main room and took his leather harness, which was still lying on the bed, and put it around his shoulders. He chose a more elegant garment than usual for tonight aswell, as Alyona had demanded, but he wasn't going to abandon all of his military habits.

"I'll have fun at the bar. I know that for sure."

She was still tugging at the jacket, as if she was trying to minimize the revealing neckline of the top.

"And you had to pick something so provocative, didn't you? Well, at least it's not a glittery cocktail dress. You could have worn that yourself."

Kurt laughed heartily at the last comment, took a few steps over to her and fastened the last buttons on the collar of his black shirt.

"You look fantastic."

That didn't really convince her.

"Oh, shut the fuck up. I feel like I'm playing dress-up."

Kurt was now standing behind her, looking in the mirror with her, still smiling.

"Well, in a way, we do, don't we? If you want to get close to your prey, you have to wrap yourself in it´s fur."

Aon let out an amused snort. "You're such a poet Kurt, it's almost unbelievable," she replied sarcastically.

"Still, I'm glad you decided to come along. I don't think it will do you any harm to see something other than the workshop." He put his hands on her hips and leaned forward a little. At least he liked the sight of the two of them in the mirror.

"Hmmm, what I wouldn't give to spend all night fixing that Chimera-Junk gathering dust in your warehouse...", she replied with a playfully dreamy tone.

"You enjoyed the evening at the Totentanz. You can't deny that."

"You're seriously comparing your fancy-pants party to the thing at the Totentanz?"

"It was a party, you didn't want to go and you ended up enjoying it."

"Maybe because even the smallest circute in Maelstrom is a more interesting conversation partner than everyone you've invited today."

Kurt leaned a little closer to her.

"If you decide to stay here after all, I want you to come to every party. Not because I like to see you suffer, but because then I would finally have something to look forward to in the evening. Pleasant company and someone I can rely on."

"Don't get too excited. I might already have a plan to ruin everything."

"That doesn't matter. It would definitely still be a night to remember because you were with me."

Her face twisted into a grimace.

"Damn, you're such a suck-up. No wonder you've got all these snobs eating out of your hand."

"But the difference is that I mean my compliments to you seriously."

Kurt couldn't help but laugh again when he noticed Aon blushing and quickly turning away from the mirror so he wouldn't notice.

"Okay, let's get going. The sooner we get there, the sooner I can say I've tried long enough."

She hastily disengaged from his embrace and walked straight towards the door.

He followerd her right away.

"You stay until the end. I'll tell the bartender to keep you 'entertained'."

Think most of the ppl I would tag have already shown their awesome stuff lately so I will skip this time. See you next time!

#wip whenever #writing stuff #art stuff #ouroboros talks #OTP: Like Napalm

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kanmom51 · 1 year

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JM Like crazy - my crazy thoughts

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First of all, stream stream stream.

Now, let's talk about Like crazy a little.

I'm trying to soak it all in, so I will probably miss some stuff, but I'll give it a try.

The visuals are incredible, no doubt.

And the message is there, a little hidden, a little double twisted, so to speak, because I see what people are throwing out there. All heteronormative and all.

But peeps (gosh, I've been loving using that word lately), I see so much more than a man and a woman, that don't interact, did you notice that part all of you that are saying he's going in to kiss her. Like where the hell did you get that idea from?

I'm not going to do a second by second breakdown of the clip but I'm going to leave you with a few of my thoughts.

Oh, and so fucking what if he starts it out with "she"...does that mean the song is about a her? I really really don't think so. But I'll get to that.

This is a good explanation about the she:

Dropping this pic here too...

Oh, and I don't remember, did I say the English lyrics are different than the Korean. Imma gonna talk about the Korean, cause they're the ones that are on the clip, not to mention they are more telling, in my opinion.

Ok then, let's get going...

JM in the club.

Standing alone.

Zoom in on the eye then zoom out, flashback Serendipity. And why do I say Serendipity you ask? Well, because, you'll see ya'll. Stop being so impatient.

When he's singing:

"She's saying: Baby, don't think about it There's not a bad thing here tonight..."

The room is clean.

It goes on:

"baby it's fine if you leave, stay with me just for today" - room turns muddy, dirty.

That's where I feel the quote ends.

The she explained above makes so much sense in this context.

He continues with

"watch me go keep me drenched all night (away), so that morning gets drunk and never comes..."

I'm getting used to it

Did I come too far to find the me you used to know?

Yeah I know

You know

I know

I'd rather be...

Something look familiar?

Perhaps certain "I know you know I know" lyrics?

He is running into that bar/club and he's alone, he's drinking, he's 'having fun', but at the same time he's not, and when he's dancing and making contact with another, he has his arm around another guy.

This

Him walking against the stream, looked at, perhaps judged, and singing

I'd rather be lost in the lights I'm outta my mind

Please hold onto the end of the night...

walls closing in on him (hallway narrower than it was a second ago).

Now this part in the lyrics.

Nah, I will not accept any other interpretation (though I know there are hundreds of them), but nope, this is mine and I'm sticking with it:

Each night

you spin me up high

(psss...the dirt again people)

the moon embraces you

Let me have a taste

Give me a good ride

Ooh, surprise a queer couple...

Oh, and the colours...do we have gold/yellow and purple?

We have people making out, not JM. JM is by himself. It adds to the feeling of loneliness.

He's singing

forever you and I', but he's standing alone...

Then the bathroom scene.

Again he's alone.

I'm going endlessly crazy

I'd rather be lost in the lights

I'm outta my mind

(bathroom walls coming apart, leaving him standing alone...

Each night

You spin me up high

The moon embraces me

Let me have a taste

All while he's here:

Yes, he's 'showcasing' a hetero couple, but once again he's standing or sitting on that screen alone.

We have a hetero couple shown all while he's singing about what he'd rather be doing...

Then again, repeats the "give me a good ride", again standing alone in the crowd.

It's gonna be a good night

(oh I'm falling)

Forever you and I

No don't you wake me

I wanna stay in this dream, don't save me

I need a way we

I need a way we can dream on

Euphoria vibes much?

"Won't you please stay in my dreams, yeah...

Even if the earth crumbles No matter who shakes this world Don't let go of my hand Please don't wake me up from this dream"

Pausing one second here, crying a little.

Moving on...

He walks back into the room, on the way he's leaving muddy footprints, the room is dirty, muddy, his hands smeared with mud, which he spreads on the screen.

Yeah, every single work I say here can be total crap.

But it can also be all true. I certainly feel like it is.

There are too many references. Coincidences once again?

I don't think so.

Oh, and there's this:

That's it for now folks.

If I have more thoughts on the matter, I'll definitley come back.

This is me writing a few crazy thoughts after watching Like crazy a few times.

Go stream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#Jimin #JM #JM Like crazy

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carboardserpent · 6 months

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More Chick headcanons

(Because I can't help myself, I'm obsessed)

Relationship edition

(Humanised, of course)

Definitely giving closeted bi vibes. Probably with a good amount of internalised homophobia. As if he needs any more reasons to hate himself.

He walks that knife edge between hot-confident flirting and being too arrogant and often falls on the wrong side.

He's really not very good at the flirting thing - when people recognise him, they don't often want to give him the time of day, and when they don't, his false bravado is often enough of a red flag to scare people away.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again; gift-giving is his love language.

This guy is sitting on at LEAST eight figures in his bank account. Whatever his Baby wants, they get.

Takes them on shopping sprees literally any excuse he gets. He just wants to see them happy!

The kind of guy to fall hopelessly in love fast and hard, and make all kinds of cheesy, cliche declarations of adoration.

Gives people who watch his show little updates. "It's our anniversary soon, been thinking about what to get." "It's date night tonight, and you know what that means ;) ...dinner. It means dinner." "My other half said the funniest thing today..." etc.

'Baby' is his favourite pet name. Will occasionally fall back on 'Sugar' or 'Gorgeous'.

The sweetest guy behind closed doors. He will bend over backwards to see his SO smile. Never in public, he has an image to uphold, but in private? You are not prepared for the tooth-rotting sweetness of this man.

...because he's absolutely terrified that his partner is going to leave him. As far as he's concerned, he's not good enough for them, and he definitely doesn't deserve to be happy.

So selfless in his relationship that he needs to be reminded to think about what HE needs occasionally.

A break up or a divorce is just another kind of loss, and that isn't "winning at all costs". It doesn't matter if he's not happy, as long as his SO is.

Yeah, he has a lot of emotional baggage and really needs someone who can help support him through some much-needed therapy.

Wants to have kids but absolutely crippled with fear at the idea that he might turn into his father.

There are lots of nasty rumours circulating on the internet about how he probably treats his partner poorly. He tries not to let them get to him, but if anything, it makes him even sweeter and all the more caring in private.

Can and will space out frequently while staring into his (massive) tropical fish tank. He often gets upset about what's running through his head in those moments and needs to be reminded that he's loved and appreciated.

Cuddle bug. Cannot sleep unless he's practically smothering his SO in a full-body hug at all times. Get this man a body pillow. No, not a weird one.

Runs so hot. Human heater. Combined with the cuddling, if his partner doesn't run cold, there's gonna be issues.

Messy guy. Dirty laundry all over the floor, chaotic work spaces, probably the kind of guy to leave a mug somewhere and forget about it for months and end up having to throw it away. But it's okay because he pays a maid to take care of all that.

Definitely no gourmet chef, but he can cook some surprisingly decent (and healthy) home style meals. Just don't look at the kitchen after he's done.

#please get him some therapy PLEASE #I'll throw hands if you think he's as shallow as he pretends to be don't test me #he makes me violent #chick hicks #pixar cars #cars 3 #cars fandom #cars pixar #disney cars #cars 2006 #Cringe is dead you cant judge me for any of this

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magical-regical · 9 days

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i'm sending you another ask because wth. anyway. i know we know bare minimum about thomas but what is the owl city vibe

So I went back and tried my best to dig up any scrap of information about I can about him and now this turned into more like me yapping about Thomas himself than his Owl City vibes. I greatly apologize.

So there's a cut just in case and the usual tldr;

Dementia & Deer in the Headlights

That second one might be a bit (a lot) of a stretch but I was fully vibing by then.

He gets two because I said so dammit.

Dementia

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This was the song that immediately popped up when I first read the ask. Since we don't see a lot of him in the story, I only really remembered him as Rafayel's stressed manager.

His character profile literally says he works himself to the bone every day planning Raffy's exhibitions and scheduling appointments and as much as Rafayel is extremely entertaining in-game, I think if I had to work with him, I'd have an anxiety induced breakdown within two days. Have you read Rafayel's first anecdote? I want to strangle him. Motherfucker said 'yea I'll get it done in three days' and then DIDN'T GIVE HIM ANYTHING. He is the motherfucker in the group project who does sweet fuck all because he doesn't care. My anxiety levels are rising just thinking about it.

So yea. If Thomas is anything like me, Dementia is right up his alley. It's his fucking background music.

All the verses in the song describe how incredibly stressed he is. Because they all end with

Dementia you're driving me crazy.

(Cuz' this is driving me crazy)

In fact, just replace every instance of the word 'dementia' with 'Rafayel' and it's just him talking.

And then the chorus hits, especially the last iteration of it,

Big surprise I'm a ghost keeping out of sight

Rub your eyes, you're a star in the summer night

This is love, this is war, it's insanity

Dementia, oh dementia

The first two lines. Yes he's the one that organizes all the exhibitions but it's not his paintings that are on display, he's not the one who gets swarmed by reporters wanting to know why the painting is the way it is. He made the sky but he didn't make the stars.

And then the second half,

Through the skies you're en route at the speed of light

So realize there's chaos in the air tonight

This is love, this is war, this is pure insanity

Dementia you're driving me crazy

Again, first two lines. Rafayel's first anecdote is from Thomas' POV and I re-read it today and felt kind of sad because he was an artist himself in the past, it's only after he met Rafayel that he switched to business to become his manager. (more on my feelings on that in the second song)

I think those first two lines are his thoughts after his first encounter with Rafayel and that is the exact moment he accepted, invited even, all the chaos that's currently in his life.

Deer in the Headlights

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I thought about this one. I really did. But I think it's still a stretch and I'm definitely just projecting with this song in the background. I'm basically gonna go through Raffy's first anecdote and how the sequence of events fits with the song.

In the anecdote you see Thomas was kinda cocky at first, he wants his paintings to bring in the big bucks so he made it so his and Rafayel's paintings are in the same exhibition.

Then he actually sees Rafayel's paintings and I think his reaction can line up with the two verses in the song,

Met a girl in the parking lot,

And all I did was say hello

Her pepper spray made it rather hard for me to walk her home

But I guess that's the way it goes.

And

Met a girl with a graceful charm

But when beauty met the beast, he froze

Got the sense I was not her type by the black eye and bloody nose

But I guess that's the way it goes.

The 'girl' is Rafayel's painting while the 'pepper spray' and the 'black eye and bloody nose' is the slap in the face that comes with the realization that Rafayel's work thoroughly stomps the 'beast' he calls artwork.

Then we have the chorus,

Tell me again was it love at first sight?

When I walked by and you caught my eye

Didn't know love could shine this bright

Well smile because you're the deer in the headlights.

The fact that Rafayel's paintings are incredibly beautiful compared to his probably already hurt but I feel like it hurts more not knowing why something that's so similar to your own work is somehow miles ahead in terms of quality. (I mean the closest hint he got was some old guy saying 'the color in your painting is off', load of good that does)

It's suffocating to say but the female mystique takes my breath away

So give me a smile

Or give me a sneer

Cuz' I'm trying to guess here

He meets with Rafayel and what he sees is someone who is beyond his comprehension. Someone who doesn't mind crushing bugs or conches for three days just to get a gram of paint

He even asks him,

"Isn't it better that every color can be chemically synthesized? It makes them more accessible."

At the end of the song, when the last chorus plays it replaces the last line with,

I'm sorry I ever tried

and

If life was a game you would never play nice

If love was a beam you'd be blind in both eyes

Put your sunglasses on cuz' you're the deer in the headlights

Have you ever accepted that no matter how much you try, no matter how fast you run, you will never ever catch up to someone because they're just that good? They look at things in a way you could never imagine. I have, and I think Thomas has too.

So does that mean he fell into despair and that's why he quit art? No. He wouldn't be Rafayel's manager if that was the case.

Sometimes you will meet that person who is so far ahead of you and you will want nothing more than to do everything in your power to help them succeed in life. That's why Thomas works so hard for a guy who could not give more of a fuck about who sees his art because he's the same guy who taught him what it truly meant to be an artist and appreciate art.

#screams because why did this ask become so long #thank you for enabling my delusions #ask regi #thomas love and deepspace #love and deepspace #l&ds #lnds

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ingravinoveritas · 1 year

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Hi!! Neil Gaiman just answered my question if Anna and Georgia are in GO and the answer is NO. Anna was pregnant and Georgia was offered a part but turned it down for….. reasons? Unknown to us other than that she believed the part should go to someone older and more experienced? Wonder what part she’s been offered and what her character could’ve been. Also, if there was a hypothetical season 3 we have to be worried if they’ll be cast in it now. Cause he said that they’ll definitely get a part somewhere in the show

Wow, okay...my inbox has been blowing up since Neil's post earlier. Well, for those who haven't gotten to see it, @yami-no-kokoro helpfully posted a screencap above, and it seems that Georgia and Anna will not be appearing in GO season 2...but I'm not entirely sure I buy the explanations as to why.

The first thing that struck me was that Neil actually answered this question at all, instead of "wait and see"-ing it as he has done with seemingly every other GO 2-related question. I also noticed that Neil specifically mentioned that Georgia was offered a part, but AL was not. I'm sure there was a reason for it being phrased that way, but had AL been offered a part, it would've been very easy and made sense to say that there.

As for the explanation of her being pregnant and avoiding people because of Covid, we know and have evidence that this is not really true, as AL was in Scotland during filming with Lyra, and was photographed in a restaurant in Glasgow eating with Michael and Jon Hamm. Also, Michael was on set every day with countless people and then with her, so anything he would've been exposed to, she would have been as well. Logically, then, it seems like she was not taking stringent precautions against Covid, because had that been the case, she would have stayed in Wales instead of following Michael to Scotland for six months for a film shoot while pregnant during a pandemic. So to me, that makes Neil's response seem like a PR one, for the sake of glossing over the fact that AL was not offered a part.

In terms of Georgia...again, the explanation given is a curious one. My feeling is that Neil was softening up the truth, which I am guessing is that Georgia was offered the part, looked it up online, found out the person she was asked to play was older than her, got pissed off, and declined the offer. As you said, Anon #1, there don't seem to be many reasons that Georgia would turn down a role or any opportunity to further her career, so had the part been a more glamorous or attention-grabbing one, she probably would have accepted it without hesitation. I do not at all buy for a second that this had anything to do with Georgia pushing for "age appropriate" casting, except in the sense of "I'm too young to play this part and how dare you even ask, go cast some old hag instead." But again, that translated into another PR response (and a nicely finessed one, which is not at all surprising since Neil is a talented writer) that does indeed reflect well on Georgia.

I know tonight was the BAFTAs, so I'll just touch on that briefly, but Anon #2, it seems that Georgia was there at the event, but just not on the red carpet:

Right away, I have to say I'm confused by "I find it all too much" and am not even sure what that means. Earlier in the day, Georgia posted a picture of herself breastfeeding Birdie and hashtagged it #mybaftalook, but it didn't seem to get a lot of traction, as all I saw on Twitter and elsewhere was pictures of David (and Catherine, and Billie) at the BAFTAs. So I don't really know what was going on here, but her entire vibe today just seemed so weird overall. Why would she not want a picture with David on the red carpet? Was she not invited to walk the red carpet? I don't think we'll ever know for sure, but putting out the narrative of "I find it all too much" just seems disingenuous, especially since she was on the red carpet with David only recently at the Olivier Awards. (EDIT: What I wrote here was based on a misinterpretation of Georgia's post that was very different to how other people read it. I have attempted to clarify my thoughts here.)

Going back to GO 2, though, I did see some of the comments that you mentioned, Anon #3, and I find it interesting that people want to categorize specific blogs as "haters" or "anti-Georgia/Anna" when a) More often than not, it seems like I end up saying out loud what others are thinking, but by no means am I the only one thinking it--especially if the results of the recent poll about GT/AL being in season 2 are any indication; and b) I do not categorize myself as anti-Georgia/Anna, but rather anti-the mentality that they are somehow above reproach or criticism simply because of who their partners are.

I have never and will never tell anyone that they shouldn't like Georgia or Anna. If you are a fan of theirs, then by all means, be a fan. Nobody is all bad (or all good, for that matter), and if you like them, that is completely your prerogative, and go ahead and have a gay old time. But I will not be quiet about the things I've seen from Georgia and AL that discomfit me, nor put up with a narrative that I feel is phony. And I think that right there is the nuance that seems to be getting missed--that what I have a problem with and dislike is Georgia and AL's actions/things they've said, rather than just them as people. I think if folks looked at it that way, it might also help them view Georgia and AL as their own person instead of "David's wife"/"Michael's girlfriend" and would enable us to better have these discussions.

If what Neil said is, in fact, true, I do feel relieved to know that Georgia and AL are not in GO 2. To me, GO is something incredibly special, and Georgia and AL just do not "fit" in that world, and them being in the show would have had a detrimental effect on the illusion/magic of the GO universe. I think the analogy that best explains this is Mary Martin as Peter Pan on TV in the 1950s. In the scene where Peter flies, the actor is put in a harness/on wires to give the appearance of flight. It's the illusion that enthralls us, that immerses us in that sense of magic, and in that moment--even just briefly--you don't see the wires and start to believe that human beings can fly. Season 1 of GO and the incredible chemistry between Michael and David created that same sense of magic and wonder in so many of us....but having Georgia and AL in it would be like seeing the wires.

As for a possible season 3, there's about a thousand different factors that will determine if there even is a season 3, let alone if Neil will cast them or even have parts for them to play. We saw how long it took between seasons 1 and 2 of GO (though Covid was obviously a large part of that), but if that is any indication of how long it could be until season 3, a lot of things can change in a few years' time, so who knows what will happen.

So, those are my thoughts on today's developments (and of course this had to happen on Mother's Day, of all days). Hopefully we'll have more GO 2 stuff to talk about in the coming weeks...

#phantomstars24 #anonymous #yami-no-kokoro #reply post #good omens 2 #neil gaiman #michael sheen #welsh seduction machine #david tennant #soft scottish hipster gigolo #georgia tennant #my inbox overrunneth #i'm feeling a lot of feelings #and mostly tired because I had an MRI for the first time yesterday #what a weekend #anna lundberg #discourse

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nogenderbee · 10 months

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hi hii!! if you don't mind, may I request the project sekai event? :)

what nickname would you call your lover? - i like calling them their nickname, as in the shortened version of it ! i'm not a huge fan of pet names,,

what's your perfect date idea? - whatever my partner wants, i'll go for it :)

what are your hobbies? - writing, drawing, singing, editing videos, and gaming!! sewing and cooking sometimes :D

what's something you hate in others? - anyone who's rude to others just because they can :(

What are your main 3-5 personality traits? - I don't really know myself that well- other than the fact my friends see me as optimistic and give off "the happiest person in the world" vibe!!! :D i think i'm also naive and can be quite dumb at times- and I'm kind of an ambivert;;

what activities/hobbies you like? - i don't have a specific favorite activity, i just like whatever when my mind feels like it :)

what activities/hobbies you don't like? - anything scary or dangerous;;

i hope you're having the greatest birthday in your life, bee!!! :D

Hello! Thank you sm <3 and of course you can!!

So I pair you with...

🥁🥁🥁

Haruka Kiritani!

⊱ so I feel like "Haru" is the best option to shorten her name and she honestly probably also prefer short version of her name more than pet names

⊱ you most likely usually go for library dates or just chill dates in general like movie watching, sleepover and such as

⊱ she's definitely impressed that you can write and if you agree, she'd love to read some of your works as well! As for others, she also admires that you can sew and cook, and definitely has few plans herself

⊱ he's charmed by your happy nature but she is also worried about you because if how naive you are, so she's definitely a bit more protective and caring towards you

⊱ at first, she has hard time catching up that you're just randomly doing what you feel like but she gets used to your spontaneous nature eventually

⊱ and of course, you don't have to worry about scary or dangerous things with her as she won't try them herself since she's not a big fan of them either...

Today Haruka came up to you and gave you gentle hug, you were still in public so she didn't wanted to give too much affection as to not drag attention to you both.

"Hey YN, I thought we can maybe hangout today? My parents leave tonight for celebration so we can have a movie night."

"Ah really? That's great! Should we count it as a date?"

"Yes, I think we can. If you're free now, how about we grab our usual snacks?"

And of course both of you grabbed your comofort snacks and drinks, and spend some fun time watching movies you both enjoyed!

❉⊱•═•⊰❉⊱•═•⊰❉⊱•═•⊰❉⊱•═•⊰❉⊱•═•⊰❉⊱•═•⊰❉

#pairing #project sekai #colorful stage #project sekai colorful stage #x reader #project sekai x reader #colorful stage x reader #project sekai colorful stage x reader

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ciaossu-imagines · 3 months

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Praying for you and your very busy shifts 🙏🏼 you got this! We’re all cheering for you! But also leaving things to your future self to worry about is a move I like to use a lot too lol

I’m glad I’m not alone in the absolute anxiety a public wedding would cause! As someone who’s very self-conscious and also stumbles on their words (and feet) a lot… I’d rather not even think about it;;

Gosh, the wedding and the way you described Reborn staying by my (very anxious) side the whole time is so adorable 😭. Also, plenty of wedding gifts is always a bonus, haha. And yes, a quiet pre-honeymoon would be so nice and much needed as a post-wedding de-stressor. Reborn really gives me the vibes of someone who would take an extra long honeymoon.

Tattoo rings are such a good idea if you have a really hands-on job, I can’t believe that’s never crossed my mind before. If you’re willing, and it's not too much trouble, please do share more about your own wedding to a fictional other (or multiple others) of your choice! Or describe the dream you had in more detail! Would love to hear it (you can also save this to answer, or not answer once you’re more free if you want too!)

- R

Aww, thank you! Prays and thoughts might be all that gets me through. I love my job, really do, but hate the peopling aspect of it because sometimes people be wild and it's one of those days where you wonder if a full moon is happening tonight or something. And yep, 'well, that's a problem for tomorrow Dee' is something I think ALOT. I really should start solving problems as today me but mehhhh, it'll be cool, it's all good lol.

I like to think there are probably more introverts out there who freeze up at those kind of things than we are led to think or believe, especially since huge, fancy, big weddings full of pageantry and theatrics really are still held as the norm and the gold standard, at least where I live and on a lot of the media I've seen through my life. I think small civil ceremonies and parties afterwards, or even just small civil ceremonies period, should be stuff that is heavily normalized but that's just me.

I just could not picture it any other way. Reborn lives for the drama and theatrics, and has no shame in drinking in all the attention. He adores those kinds of things, honestly, in some way or he's learned to over the years because that really is a part of his personality when we meet him in manga. However, he's pretty quick to read who people are, accept them for who they are and the potential they have. So he would definitely know that you hate being the center of attention, that you don't do well with all these people and the noise and everything. If his presence makes you calmer, and he can take the weight off you by bringing all the attention and conversation largely onto him, it's nothing for him and he gets the added benefit of soaking in your company for every minute of the wedding party. And oh my gosh, yes! Reborn would definitely want to take as long a honeymoon as he possibly could and I could even see him holding off on the wedding until he'd largely finished all major responsibilities just so he could do that. I mean, if it's going to happen, he wants to do the wedding and honeymoon right because those are things that will only happen once in his life.

It's no trouble at all! I next to never get the opportunity to really fangirl and share my own self-indulgent self-shipping ideas so I can definitely do that. However, I'll hide it under a cut for anyone who's just here for the requests and really doesn't care to see this!

So, as far as fictional other weddings I've either daydreamed about or had actual dreams about, it's so bizarre because they really run the gamut. When I'm thinking Byakuran, for example, I have this whole thing where we're on this Mafia related trip to Vegas and, of course, Byakuran can't be in Vegas without sightseeing and really getting into everything. And somehow we get drunk and despite marriage never having really come up, we end up in one of those Vegas chapels where we get married by an Elvis impersonator. With other fictional others I have, like Vanderwood or Harr, it's much more my typical style where it's just very much a simple civil ceremony, just us, the officiant, and one witness (in Vanderwood's case, Saeyoung, and in Harr's, Loki). We don't have a big party afterwards, don't announce it or make a big to-do of it, we just are married and the only way people notice is if they notice one of us wearing a wedding band all of a sudden. If I'm thinking of actual weddings, with the wide range of fictional others I have, it can go anywhere from small weddings set in someone's backyard or a field, very simple and quaint, to full blown huge events with a church, bachelor/bachelorette parties, and a whole reception and several changes of outfits and a huge party made out of it.

With the dream I had with Skull, because I can see him really understanding and resonating with my love for the more unconventional, I was given a little more free rein to do up something I could enjoy and because dream me is apparently much more okay with attention than real life me, it was a fairly big thing. First off, we got married on Halloween and everyone initially thought they were coming to this big, all-day Halloween event. So while they arrive in their regular clothes, they all brought costumes with them as instructed. Anyway, they're all told to arrive at this great big converted barn and when they get there, they find an initial note that leads them on a big scavenger hunt and race to find this clearing in a great big old forest where our wedding ceremony is all laid out. Chairs are set up, the altar's set up, the officiant is standing up there and checking off names as people arrive.

When people arrive, they're all told to take their seats and wait for the others to arrive. There's a table off to the side with bottled water and other beverages and light snacks that they can munch on while they talk to each other and wonder what's going on. It's only when everyone shows up that me and Skull get notified that the ceremony is set to start. Squalo is the only one other than us and Reborn, who was the officiant, to know what was going on. So Skull gets up there and people start to clue in to what's going on, then the music starts and Squalo asks me if I'm sure about this. And I am…so Squalo walks me down the aisle. Instead of the bride in white, I wear a black dress and it was definitely kind of inspired by some pretty dresses I'd seen earlier that day, because it looked a lot like this.

Our vows are written by ourselves and the actual ceremony of getting married is combination handfasting and signing the legal paperwork. And instead of the traditional 'and you may now kiss the bride', Reborn says 'and now the tattoo artists may come up' and we get our matching bands tattooed on us.

After that, everyone, including a few of you lovelies with faces I have given you in my head, heads on back to the converted barn where we all change into our costumes and have the most amazing Halloween/wedding party. Oingo Boingo played our wedding in my dream and that was wild, just saying.

#admin chatter #f/o weddings yay!

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Poker Face: The John-O Character

Omg hi howdy. Welcome back to a long essay featuring nothing groundbreaking whatsoever! Today we are going to be talking about Poker Face, the greatest show of all time. But more specifically, we're going to be talking about John-O.

For the uninformed-- John-O is a character featured briefly in the first episode of the series. He's only in two scenes but he sure is a silly little guy. Everyone loves John-O.

And upon my 17th rewatch, this time featuring my good friend @room215 , they pointed out that there seems to be a John-O-escue character in every single episode.

So we kept track of the John-O's. And now I'm going to be dissecting each one for no good reason.

Now there are no specific criteria for what makes a John-O. It's really just based on vibes. There are similar patterns between characters that are worth analyzing but for the most part you just know it when you see it.

I'll be talking about the first five episodes in this potentially very long post so grab yourself some popcorn and buckle up.

Oh and there will be spoilers. So go watch Poker Face if you haven't already, it's the best show ever actually.

Episode 1: Dead Man's Hand

John-O

BEHOLD! JOHN-O THE ORIGINAL!

There are definitely moments where I could get better pictures of him but I think this one is kinda perfect.

This is John-O. He is a silly little guy who has a history of stealing shit and breaking into places. He seems to be reformed because he states he "don't do this shit no more." So he is morally good. I trust him.

He's very silly and likes to add the suffix "-o" to the end of things he says. Like hey-o and good-o. He's just this goofy old man and his vibes are impeccable.

He's an ally to our friend Charlie Cale, helping her break into Nathalie's home despite his morals. He even offers to cut her in with his playboy sales. What a good guy.

Overall, John-O is a friend-o. He establishes our precedent of the "John-O character" being silly and the vibe that we're after.

Side Note: I love that Poker Face is an episodic show with a rotating cast of characters. It's seriously awesome and you don't see that shit often. However I am heartbroken at the loss of this man cause we probably won't see him again. It breaks my heart. I hope he's doing ok.

Episode 2: The Night Shift

"Meteor Shower" Trucker

Literally just this dude who is in one scene.

He is only here to tell Charlie about the meteor shower that evening. But he does it in the funniest fucking way imaginable. He literally gives Charlie a heart attack by just saying, "Meteor shower tonight." It's the funniest thing to me.

And I think about him way more often than I ought to. He's kinda skrunkly.

I said on the night during our analysis that he's cute in the same way on old man themed muppet is cute. Y'know? I feel like that makes some sense.

But yeah he's just here to be a jumpscare and tell Charlie about the Leonids. What a silly guy. I wish he was in more than one scene.

So far in our John-O analysis we have two quirky old dudes. The best kind of character imo.

Yeah I don't have much else to say on him </3

Episode 3: The Stall

Beto

Why does he look like that.

Anyways yeah, Beto is the John-O of episode 3. I do think he is pushing the amount of scenes a John-O can be in but it's ok cause he's kinda silly. He's just doing his job, man.

Poor guy is the one who found George's body. He's probably gonna have some issues for a while.

He's got some silly interactions with Charlie and even though they're brief, they're fun.

I actually don't have a lot to say about this guy. Whoops. My bad.

But you may have noticed he is not a skrunkly old man. That is true! He is not that.

I will be grouping this dude into the category of, "Guy who is just doing their job" under the broader "John-O" umbrella.

None of those words were in the Bible, I don't think.

Anyways, that's Beto for ya. Now we get to move on to my favorite guy!

Episode 4: Rest In Metal

Guy Who Threw The Stapler

Why the fuck would he do that.

I don't even know I can classify him as a John-O character but oh my god I think about him so much. Literally what is his deal, why the hell would he do this.

He is just here to throw a stapler at Gavin and whoop and holler. That's so fucking awesome.

That's all he does so I don't exactly know what else to say about him but I will add this:

My friends and I have been saying, "aREN'T YOU THE BAND THAT DOES STAPLEHEAD??? PLAY STAPLEHEAD!!!!!!!" to each other in the most man baby-escue voices possible for days now. It's the funniest thing on the planet.

*hits you with a stapler*

Episode 5: Time of the Monkey

Gino the Bull

This random guy in Howard Wolowitz's car.

He meets the flexible criteria of being a skrunkly old man so he gets points for that, for sure. ALSO HE'S KINDA SILLY?

He's just in the car being a silly goofy guy. These dissections are getting shorter and also worse. My bad guys, I'm really tired. Been staying up watching too much Poker Face B).

Anyways yeah, I don't know what his deal is. Very important to be a John-O, you just don't know what their fucking deal is.

I wanna say Gino the Bull is some kind of mafia/mob man? I dunno. I think it'd be funny if that were the case. That's my head canon at least.

So now we have three skrunkly old dudes, one man baby, and one Beto. Awesome.

Conclusion

I'm gonna cut this one of here before it gets too terribly long. Mainly so I can just get this posted. But also I imagine this shit is quite the long read.

My bad B).

BUT YEAH!!!

These are our first five John-O characters in Poker Face! Tune in soon to learn about the next five!

It's not gonna be as silly. Sorry. Episode 9 and 10 are major bummers and there's not much fun to be had there.

As always, thank you for reading <3

#I want to kiss Charlie Cale <3 #Poker Face is the only thing keeping me going #poker face #charlie cale #poker face show #essay #essay post

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sooooo, i know i said i wasn't going to post anything personal, at least in regards to my dating life, on here but lo and behold! i'm a liar, but the person who found out about this account might never go onto my blog again (if you're here for some reason then hi? idk why you'd come back here but okay. i hope you're okay. and if you're not, i hope you will be okay. and also, this is NOT about the long distant guy that maybe one or two of you are familiar with). so, here goes: we broke off whatever it was that was going on. i don't like them back that way, and i don't see myself liking them back that way in the foreseeable future.

so we broke it off on good terms.

we're not going to talk anymore, and it definitely will take time getting used to since we did text back and forth everyday for the past two months, up until today. it will take time to get used to not seeing their name on my phone constantly, or waking up to their messages, but it'll eventually go back to how it used to be, when we never spoke before.

i admittedly do feel a little empty as of right now, which is a me issue entirely. maybe i'm dealing with the sadness of losing a connection i've made with someone? maybe i don't deserve to feel this sadness. i don't know. there was definitely a bit of a connection there, though ephemeral, even if it wasn't a romantic one. i think (i know) i'll be okay, and i really, really hope they'll be okay, too (because rejection doesn't feel good. it's never an easy pill to swallow, knowing you're not the one for that someone. it doesn't feel good to reject someone, either).

i think it'll be good for the both of us in the long run.

i'm still processing this whole thing, but i think it'll be okay soon. :) and i hope they find someone who will like them back, just as much, and if not, more, because they're someone who truly deserves that.

goodbyes aren't easy, and they hurt even when it comes to short-term bonds that were formed. that's all i can say.

(also that whole unmatch thing rant in which i've deleted by now is because i got my feelings hurt for like a day, and then i got over it really quick lmfao. i was talking to some other guy i matched with, and we vibed for a few days, and then he unmatched while we were setting up the date and that hurt translated into frustration and anger and a bruised ego, but i'm okay now, and to whoever said it was a bad break up or something - it wasn't lmao, i was just being a little wuss and had to vent. but i will die on the hill on how you're an asshole if you unmatch without any explanation, especially when you're in the middle of setting up a date. you're just bad at communication and it really, really shows. please work on that if that's what you do to other people, because it's never fun being on the receiving end of being basically ghosted.)

anyway, i'll try to post another prompt list tonight. these babies are pre-written, so my mood right now's not gonna affect them aha.

i will probably post more of my love life (read: online hoe life) again to the one person who bothers reading this shit, simply because nothing's stopping me, and i ALSO am NEVER going to be so dumb to accidentally give too many hints and reveal my tumblr like that to someone ever again lmfaooo. my mask stays ON, bitches!!

(and on an entirely different note that's not so fucking depressing and also very non-serious, i'm going on a date this sunday, and we're going to have oysters lmfao - i might end up calling him oyster dude - but i also don't have much expectations lmfao. they did ask me if we're still on for sunday just earlier today, and i said yes, but i'm prepped for getting unmatched outta no where because some of you men are Cowards. aNYWAY.)

this was a rollercoaster and a very undelightful mess, i'm tired, i have to wake up at 5:30 am tomorrow for work, two of my brackets came fucking loose so i have to go to the ortho on monday to get that fixed, and i lowkey wanna die because of that, goodBYEEE.

#long post #i probably won't delete this but yeah #personal #putting my clown ass on display rn

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Steve for the ask game!

This is about this game

favorite thing about them

'peaked in highschool' kind of vibe. Don't get me wrong I adore him, but it makes for a really interesting character, when someone who has grown up in a really cozy safety net suddenly doesn't have it, things start not going his way, etc (the struggles with getting into an uni, the crappy jobs, etc.).

least favorite thing about them

I don't think I have one. The posh look in s1, maybe? And that's just because I've always been way more into metalheads, so the polos do absolutely nothing to me. But to each their own xD

favorite line

Ahoy, Ladies! Didn't See You There. Would You Like To Set Sail On An Ocean Of Flavor With Me? I'll Be Your Captain. I'm Steve Harrington

brOTP

Robin, although I have read some fics that flesh a little more Tommy and Steve's relationship and in which Tommy helps Steve out 'for the sake of old times' which are....... interesting)

OTP

Metalsandwich (it's a breath of fresh air? It's honest to God the first time I encounter an ot3 which people don't reduce to a love triangle? Like, everyone has their own little headcanon about it, but all seems to be in the direction of thinking how would they work).

I also like Harringrove a lot

nOTP

Nancy.

random headcanon

He's extremely competitive, but only in the stupidest context (which is bad, because Eddie knows exactly which buttons to push to get him to follow into some crazy idea)

He's exactly that type of person who'd ask you a hundred times if you're mad at him and why you're mad at him (which is not bad per se because when Billy is morose it can be a bit tricky prying of him why is he mad. And I kind of feel like Eddie would be kind of the same, shutting off in the bedroom and turning metallica up to a 110%)

He undersells himself a lot and cares a really unhealthy amount about what others think about him

He hates texting and has a brick phone until his 50s, however having a chat with him can add years to your lifespam

unpopular opinion

song i associate with them. If Steve was Spaniard he'd definitely be an Hombres G fan and he'd get all dolled up for a date to the tune of 'Voy a Pasarmelo Bien' (I'm going to have a great time) (🎵 I know I have some enemies, but tonight they cannot count on me, I'm gonna turn into a werewolf, I've promised myself that I won't sleep alone, because todayyyyy... Today I'm gonna have a great time 🎵) . Although Hombres G quite literally have a song that goes 'Devuélveme a mi chica' (Give me my girl back) about the loser of the class whose girl prefers to go with a really posh hot guy in a yellow sweater that would be more of a jonathan type of song but it does make me think about Steve

Anyway Hombres G is one of the most iconic 80s Spaniard groups.

favorite picture of them

the moment he grimes up good I'm literally on my knees

#lau rambles #steve harrington #metalsandwich #steddilly #harringroveson

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cheste7 · 5 months

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Day 5 (21/11/23)🌟

i really don't have words for this man he's just so dreamy so boyfriend material i wanna cry

hi again! today I was a bit more calm and relaxed than yesterday and even if I didn't do much stuff im still satisfied. I did my skincare routine🧚‍♀️ cleaned the bathroom🛁 and maybe solved the bill issues from the other days yayy. today I got my period and I was really craving for something sweet but I only had cookies and some expired almonds🥲. I couldn't go out to buy something because there was a big storm outside and even a waterspout so i closed all the windows and balconies 🌪. i chatted with my roommates and we were really getting along tonight im so happy about this.

i'm also a bit excited because tomorrow one of my childhood friend graduates, he really deserves the best🎓 .... and tomorrow i'll also see his brother who was my crush for abt 6 years. i don't like him in that way anymore but everytime i meet him idk something happens to me (i know im pathethic im 24 years old stop behaving like a teen😅)

uni things

i almost finished the nervous system part of my infectious diseases study, it's a very challenging chapter and the professor usually focuses on this during the exam. actually i'm quite worried about this because it's an oral examination and even if most of my exams are both written and oral this time i'm not feeling confident. also, this subject is preparatory to the traineeship in other hospital units and I feel like im falling behind. i know that everyone has their own times but sometimes comparisons are inevitable. i'd like to change this mentality and focus just on my journey

i've set a sort of plan with my two friends and uni colleagues to revise and study some topics together for the clinical microbiology part of the infectious diseases program. let's hope for the best🤞🦠

Language things

for JAPANESE i revised some vocab and some old grammar points because I didn't feel like studying something new🇯🇵

for KOREAN i studied the other grammar to talk about experiences ie (으)ㄴ 적이 있다 and then I compared it with -아/어 보다, through the explanations of ggomi's school on yt she's great. basically you use -아/어 보다 for experiences that you wanted to try, so you basically use this only for special positive experiences and only people can be used as subject, contrarily to 적이 있다 which can be also used with adjectives (-았/었던 적이 있다). then I practised with my own sentences🇰🇷

no CHINESE for today🥲🇨🇳

also my top song (again), it's simply beautiful i'd listen to it in loop and it really matches the season vibes

and for today, it's a wrap

#uni life #studyblr #langbr #japanese langblr #korean langblr #bts #seventeen #wonwoo #chinese langblr #study motivation #Spotify

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September 21, 2023

Wednesdays, I think, are going to be the days that suck. Thursdays will also be tough. I start Wednesdays pretty early and have a lot to complete for Thursdays. I suppose Wednesdays will suck significantly less if I do a better job with spacing out my preparations. I should look into that. Thursdays this semester will always just require a lot of stamina.

Today (one of those dreaded Thursdays), I wanted to get another one of those synopses submitted, and I'd mostly finished it yesterday (with significantly less frustration) but didn't have a critique until midday today. I did end up submitting a synopsis that I was somewhat happy with. I took notes during today's discussion on some of the critiques and experimental methods suggested (I learned that the experiment I proposed in my synopsis is currently impossible lol) so I could use them when coming up with ideas for future synopses (I have to write six for this class). I also had a quiz today which I didn't study enough for (took for granted that I'd learned most of the content previously--will not be making that mistake again). I had a meeting with my PI late this afternoon, my first one since the semester began, it went well.

I still find that I'm settling in. Settling back into schoolwork (totally underestimated the difficulty of the quiz I took today (my first quiz in grad school (the part that sucks isn't going to be the grade or even knowing that I could've done better, but that my PI is the prof and there aren't tons of students in the class so I'm def not just a number and he could probably surmise that I didn't do my best on it (in our meeting today he asked what I thought of the quiz and I told him that I prob screwed up a bit and he was basically like "no worries that happens" ugh what a man)))), settling into my space (gotta admit, walls are still pretty barren (it's difficult for me to really think about putting things up because I'm fairly certain that I wouldn't like to live here next year (it's okay but that's really all it is, just okay, and I, naturally, have illusions of grandeur and high-roller living), but I also don't really vibe with the totally blank walls when I spent so much time thinking about my theme,,,, maybe I'll use this space as practice? idk)), settling into this city (still haven't gotten my library cards), settling into my role (gotta email my postdoc tomorrow). Settling, settling, settling, settling.

I met up with those three girls today for a free dinner at an event they were invited to. I'm glad I decided to go to that with them instead of going to the kickoff event for another club. I'm sure the kickoff would've been great and informative, but I'm really trying to put effort into community-building. We went to the nearby art museum for a free event to just kind of hang which was also nice. Might go out tomorrow night, too. Gotta rest up for that.

Currently binging Young Justice, started last Friday, it is very good. Extremely well-written. I watched the first season way way back when it came out originally with my dad, and it went off the air suddenly. It came back with a third season in 2019 which I didn't know about, then a fourth in 2021 which I also didn't know about. There's a very clear shift from the TV-Y7 rating in the first two seasons to the TV-14 rating immediately in S3E1 which was very interesting. I'm hooked for sure, it's a good time. Action-Adventure + Science-Fantasy is totally my favorite entertainment genre. I hope S3 can adequately follow how well S1 and S2 were plotted.

Today I'm thankful for my PI, he's great, he seems like he really does care. I'm also thankful for the free tote bag I got at the art museum tonight. I didn't need another tote. What I want is a tee shirt, honestly. But alas.

One actual negative thing: discovered that my favorite jeans of all time (Hollister High Rise Crop Boyfriend (vintage stretch)) which I purchased four years ago and loved immediately out of the package are developing a hole in the crotch. I've never mended jeans at the crotch before, but I must try to save my baby (perfect relaxed fit at the natural waist, perfect length, perfect button closure, perfect neutral light wash, perfectly big pockets in the front and back, perfectly soft fabric). I love these jeans so much that I haven't bought a single additional pair since. Taking a trip to a fabric store sometime soon to gather my arsenal.

Today was a (net) good day, despite the little annoyances. A long one, but a good one.

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omg today must be blessed for me or something bc you're the second person today who knew Tonight Alive???? like, for the entire rest of my life whenever I would bring them up, no one knew them unless I was the one who introduced them to the band 😭 but I was also talking to someone irl today and we were discussing pop-punk (as you do) and they knew Tonight Alive too??? anyway I'm just so excited to find someone else who knows them!!!!! and omg warped tour! I never went, but what a throwback - I remember all the promotion for it - it just has these beautiful late '00s early '10s vibes that are so impossible describe lol

honestly The Other Side was weirdly like a Foundational Album for me? like do you ever have those albums that you seem to listen to at just the right spot in your life and they kinda stay with you even if they aren't your favorite albums of all time? idk maybe this is just me being Super Not Normal about music lmao 😅 but Paramore's self-titled is also like that for me. do you have any albums like that (or am I truly just completely unhinged and totally alone in this experience 😅)?

but please do let me know when you get a chance to listen to "Complexes" so I can hear your take!!!! I'd love to know if you also find it Aemond-coded! (and if you want recs (bc I can never shut up about music I'm so sorry) my other favorites from that album are "The Other Side," "Lonely Girl," and "You Don't Owe Me Anything"). also I feel like "Lonely Girl" is kinda Aemond-coded too. like I feel like it's what he wants to say to Aegon, but he just mostly keeps it inside and just does his duty anyway

okay and the ask about Aemond's religious trauma and his sexuality?? I am SCREAMING I am CRYING I am absolutely considering this canon. purity culture really sticks with a person, that's for sure. and I can totally see that affecting his relationship with intimacy. a brilliant take!!

and finally, re: more religious trauma and him having to pay a price equivalent to what he receives for his prayers???? I-- I am sobbing. like, something about the whole "suffering for salvation" always frickin gets me. I was (and kinda still am) so interested in the church mystics who would like lock themselves away and starve themselves and engage in other forms of self-harm in order to receive visions from god. just, the idea that there's a price for everything, and that price is often paid in physical suffering (in Aemond's case, losing his eye and the lingering effects of that) is something that is so devastating, and yet so deeply engrained in so many religions (I know I'm still trying to unlearn parts of it)

okay now that this is practically novel-length, I'll be done! 😅 thank you for putting up with my unhinged ramblings! ❤️

sending good wishes always!

🐍 🔪

I definitely think Tonight Alive was big in the scene! Although I also used to keep an extra eye out for female-led bands back in the day. Still do, but yeah, if it was a frontwoman there was no way it slipped past my radar (was it because I was looking for inspo because I was so sure I was gonna be in a band? more likely than you think) 😅 but yeah totally get you about the vibes, omg, you just had to be there, the vibe of that era was unmatched!

And ohhh for sure, I totally get you about foundational albums, I do have my fair share of 'em! For me, it's definitely Avenged Sevenfold's self-titled. When they ask me what my favorite album of theirs is my favorite I'm never sure what to say because the self-titled was IT for me back in the day, but I love others because of the whole listening experience. So yeah, I get you, it's tough!!

Oh gosh I haven't had a chance to listen to them yet (this week I've been struggling with this weird headache and I finally went to the doctor for it) but I'm definitely taking note of all of your recs to listen to! I love love love when people recommend me music so please, I'd definitely love to hear all of your aemond-coded songs (or just general songs you wish to show me!)

Okay re: more on Aemond and religion. OH god yes, now that you mention that about mystics who would lock themselves away and torture themselves to get visions from god, it reminds me that Ewan Mitchell talked about finding inspiration for Aemond from the legend of The Cyclops, how he traded one of his eyes to Hades to see how he would die. So what we've talked about in relation to religion and suffering in order to gain something else to your benefit I think it's spot on. Also, it's something that sticks with you. I still feel guilty over the silliest things; like when I want to rest, I still have this nagging little voice in my head that tells me that in order to rest, I need to work; or if I want to buy myself something I always feel super guilty about spending money. So all of this guilt and the need to suffer to feel worthy about what you have is definitely something that would be deeply ingrained in Aemond and something that would bleed into all areas of his life. I'm imagining that at some point (in the scenario where doesn't die like in the books, lmao T_T) he must be conscious of wanting to separate himself from it when he realizes it is no longer serving him, or it's only bringing him more pain, but it's hard to do so.

Ok once again, NO worries AT ALL about the ramblings, I LOVE THEM! and sorry again for taking even longer this time to reply! I'm ashamed. But please please please never hesitate to drop into ye old inbox! Hope you have the loveliest weekend, dear! x

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holeynightsky · 1 year

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overthinking albums: midnights pt. 1

welcome back, lovelies! today's Long Rant is brought to you by all the beautiful RWBY art i've been seeing as we get hyped about vol9.

today, we'll be thinking way too hard about the lyrics and general vibe checks of taylor swift's midnights album, and how each song was specifically written with a RWBY character/relationship/arc in mind. this is going to be split into two parts, because i, ahem, hit the character limit for a text block post on tumblr.

(what's that? sorry, i can't hear you, but if you're suggesting the album was not in fact written about a niche animated show, i'm replying with shhhhhhhhh.)

the album can be found here on spotify, if you're interested in listening along.

lavender haze - okay guys we gotta start with a bumbleby song. and this one--whoo boy. are you kidding? hell yeah! you don't really read into / my melancholia.... i just wanna stay in that / lavender haze. i mean come on. can't you just see blake singing about yang? staring into her eyes? the epitome of sapphic love??? also, obsessed with the way adam didn't scare yang off in conjunction with the line they're bringing up my history / but you weren't even listening. i know it's not a one-for-one match but i'm gonna die on that hill.

maroon - bear with me for this pain, but: a jaune-grieving-pyrrha song. the visual of the two of them over time, all those shades of red... the tension just before and during the vytal festival arc (how the hell did we lose sight of us again? / sobbing with your head in your hands / ain't that the way shit always ends).... jaune in the forest during vol4 (and i wake with your memory over me / that's a real fuckin' legacy)... him standing in front of her statue, finally putting his ghosts to rest (the rust that grew between telephones / the lips i used to call home / so scarlet it was maroon)

anti-hero - a hot take, but i feel like this is a song for oz/oscar/ozma. i have this thing where i get older but just never wiser is him struggling under the weight of everything he knows and all the ways he's fucking it up anyway. not to mention this whole thing: i end up in crises / tale as old as time / i wake up screaming from dreaming / one day i'll watch as you're leaving / 'cause you got tired of my scheming / for the last time. i--i don't even think i need to explain this one? are we good to move on?

snow on the beach - a qrow/clover song. you might think this is qrow thinking about clover, because of lines like you wanting me / tonight feels impossible--but ohoho, slow down there my friend. i will die on my headcanon hill that clover was just as traumatized as qrow, just with different coping mechanisms, and that he was absolutely whipped within hours of meeting him. plus, qrow just deserves at least one (1) nice thing--and don't you want to see him getting all flustered and happy when someone else looks at him and thinks of the lines i searched 'aurora borealis green' / i've never seen / someone lit from within / blurring out my periphery? akjsdbfkasjfh and the pause after can this be a real thing, can it? with their hands gently brushing.... hello? my heart?

you're on your own, kid - yang. yang alllllll the way. am i maybe projecting the oldest-female-child-syndrome? yep. but i mean--oh my god how could it not be??? i didn't choose this town / i dream of getting out / there's just one who could make me stay doesn't have to be romantic. that can be her thinking of ruby. my friends from home don't know what to say / i looked around in a blood-soaked gown / and i saw something they can't take away is living at the dorms in vale and leading up to the fall of beacon, 'cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned / everything you lose is a step you take is her recovering her confidence in vols 4 & 5. you're on your own, kid / yeah, you can face this / you're on your own, kid / you always have been is that moment where she steps past raven and ventures into the spring portal alone...... i'm simply not okay.

midnight rain - raven and ty. we were all thinking it, right? i mean. i mean. how could it be anything else? my town was a wasteland / ... / my boy was a montage / a slow-motion, love potion / ... / i broke his heart 'cause he was nice. the way she left but didn't feel guilt that we really see at any point in the show? he wanted it comfortable / i wanted that pain / he wanted a bride / i was making my own name pretty much sums up that dynamic. ty is a himbo and i love him but as soon as we met raven i was like "oh, obviously that wasn't gonna work." also, i peered through a window / a deep portal, time travel / all the love we unravel / and the life i gave away is so perfectly on the nose it's not even funny.

question...? - blake and ilia!! blake! and! ilia! specifically, ilia being bitter as she watches blake move through various relationships with various levels of health, and never once look at her. good girl, sad boy / big city, wrong choices / we had one thing going on / i swear that it was something / 'cause i don't remember who i was before you. or, or!! she was on your mind / with some dickhead guy / ... / it was one drink after a another / fucking politics and gender roles / and you're not sure and i don't know / got swept away in the gray. i simply cannot. i shall pass away before i ever make my peace with this level of pining.

stay tuned for part two, coming soon! <3

#taylor swift #midnights #taylor swift midnights #rwby bumbleby #rwby #yang xiao long #lyric musings #lyric analysis #overthinking albums

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loveislandthegamefan79 · 2 years

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Day 5: " Graft To Survive " Part 26

Everyone has left for there dates everyone excited and buzzing so get out the villa and get that little extra alone time with the person they are clicking with. Alfie when they left couldn't hardly contain his excitement. It's only you Finn and Kat left in the villa trying to figure out how the dates are going. You and Kat still haven't talked since this morning you're hoping she will let you talk to her today.

Finn: I wonder how the dates are going? I bet the set up is really nice.

Ariellea: It probably is, some place romantic.

Kat: Probably be.

Ok now you're chance to talk to Kat while hardly anyone is here.

Ariellea: Kat! Can I please chat with you for moment?

Kat: I suppose so. Yeah?!

You turn to Finn.

Ariellea: Babe, Will you give please us a moment?

Finn: Sure, not a problem. I'm going to go find something to snack. You ladies chat, but keep it civil.

He looks right at Kat.

Kat: What? I know how to be civil... Sometime!

Finn: Ok, I'll catch up with you Ariellea.

He kisses you on the cheek and heads of towards the kitchen.

Kat: So what did you want? I mean you got what you want already. So I'm more than likely going home tonight.

Ariellea: Come on, Kat. I'm sorry. Finn and I just had a long chat in bed last night. He asked me if I was alright. He could see it in my face and eyes that I wasn't. So I was telling him how I feel. And he 'said you are right I'm writing us off to quickly, all because I'm scared." He was telling you said somethings that got into his head too.

Kat: Yeah, I did. Because I think you're going wake up and realize one day you Love Suresh, and then Finn will be left heartbroken. I don't have an ex here or the baggage you have. My focus would have been only on Finn. Not these other boys. I was trying to get think of Finn's best interest. But, no. One talk with you and you crying like a baby. He drops me and doesn't want to give us a chance. I'm just shocked, 'cos I usually get want I want in the end. And let me tell I wanted Finn and I wanted him bad. But, nope you ruined that from ever happening. I just feel sorry for him, 'cos I know you're going to break his heart.

Ariellea: You don't know that. You're just assuming things. I'm sorry you feel that way though. I just wanted to be the bigger person and try to clear the air between us.

Kat: Are we done here? I'd rather be any where else right now, other than talking to you.

Ariellea: Sigh, yes Kat. Were done.

Kat walks off and doesn't say another word. You tried your best though. After a while everyone returns from their dates. Everyone gathers on the lawn to drill each other about the dates.

Finn: Look who's finally show's up! How'd it go?

Alfie: Oh, man it was great. Proper nice spot, good vibes, wasn't it?

Meera: Yeah, we had a beach picnic, which was lush. And very romantic too.

Alfie: Although it was more of a picnic for one, because someone scoffed it all.

All heads snap in Alfie's direction.

Alfie: Me, I scoffed it all.

Everyone laughs.

Ariellea: Well, Alfie I'm glad you and Meera had a good time.

Alfie: Thank you.

Kat: What about you? Suresh and Valentina? Did Suresh pull out all the stops?

Valentina: He's definitely got a bit of something about him. I'll give him that.

Everyone turns to look at you, keen to see your response, but Suresh jumps in before you have a chance to speak.

Suresh: We had a great time, good banter.

Finn: Well that's a first for you, Suresh. Didn't know you could be funny.

Finn playfully shoves Suresh, who jokily pushes him back.

Suresh: You wouldn't know. You were stuck in the villa

Finn: Hey, I'm not complaining. I didn't want to be chosen to go on a date. I got who I want right here.

Finn puts a arm around you and gives you a little peck on the lips.

Finn: What do you reckon, Alf? You were there.

Alfie: I was hardly gonna waste my date staring at others to see how it was going.

Finn: Had better things to look at , did ya pal?

Alfie flashes a flirty look in Meera's direction.

Alfie: You could say that yeah.

Ariellea: How about the rest of you. How was your guy's dates?

Eddie: I got one had a lovely time. I could just talk to this one for hours.

Kelly: Oh, Eddie stop. You're going to make me blush. But, we had a wonderful time. Just sitting there chatting and watching the ocean. It was so beautiful.

Eddie: I was to busy looking at you Kelly, to really even notice the ocean.

Ariellea: Sounds like someone is totally smitten.

Eddie looks away a little embarrassed.

Arlo: Dana and I had a great time to, she constantly has me in stitches. But I love it. It's a big plus that a girl can make laugh.

Dana: Well, that's me. And I love seeing that beautiful face light up every time I make you laugh.

Arlo: Oh stop you.

It really seems that everyone had a great time.

Kat: Enough of the boring stuff. Tell us the real goss, anyone get a snog in?

Everyone pauses excitedly as the dates catch each other's eyes for a moment and seem slightly unsure how to respond. But you know someone of them most likely did if not all. Especially Suresh and his charms and his devilish handsome looks. He always knew how to treat you to a proper date. He was so romantic, always gave you flowers. Any woman would be lucky to be on a date with him. Deep down you secretly wished it was you on the date with Suresh not Valentina. You miss him and miss how things used to be. But he also really hurt you. You want to forgive sometimes and try to work on getting things back to what they were. But you're also scared of getting hurt. You're lost in your thoughts when someone says something.

Suresh: A gent never kiss and tells...

Valentina: Well, Suresh. You might not want to spill the tea ☕. But I do. Yes, Suresh and I shared a lovely kiss. It was so sensual and sweet. He has very kissable lips.

You already know he does, why the hell is she rubbing in your face. At least was trying to be a gentleman about it. Suresh looks at you with a knowing look in his eyes that he's sorry for that.

Kat: Now that is what I'm talking about. Don't waste any time do you, Suresh?

Suresh: Uhh, yeah.

Kat: Has he whisked you off your feet then, Valentina?

Valentina: I wouldn't go that far. But the boy has mad a good impression and is ticking a lot of boxes.

Suresh: I could say the same.

He don't really know what to say. He knows it probably hurts you hearing this. And that's the last thing he wants. Is to keep on hurting you. But he also knows you have been kissing and hooking up with Finn. So you kind of don't have the right to be upset. But it doesn't matter because it still hurts to hear.

Meera: Alfie and I shared a sweet little kiss. I figured the mood and the location was perfect so why not.

Alfie: Yeah, and I've been wanting to kiss her since she walked into the villa.

Finn: So! Since last night?

Alfie: Yeah geezer.

Kelly: Eddie and I didn't kiss. Not because I don't want to. I mean look at him. I just want our first kiss to be special.

Ariellea: Awe, Kelly that's sweet. Hahaha, I remember Suresh and I's first kiss. It almost got us kicked out of the restaurant we went to.

Suresh: I know right, hahaha 🤣. The other's were looking at us in shock and horror. Remember the waiter?

Ariellea: Oh my days. He wasn't to happy that we broke some flutes.

Suresh: Hey that was all you. You're the on that got carried away. Not that I was complaining. And you gave the on lookers a show with that short skirt you wore practically showing of your butt. Hahaha 🤣.

Ariellea: I guess I did get a little carried away, huh?

Suresh: Yeah you did. But that's also the day I realized I was in love with you.

You two just look at each other for moment but then quickly look away from each other. Finn noticed you two sharing this memory and you wonder that was probably awkward for him to see. You lean over to him and whispers.

Ariellea: Hey,Are you ok? I didn't mean to upset that?

Finn: Yeah I'm fine. Don't worry about. It's all good.

He gives you a slight peck on the cheek. You know he's lieing about it being all good.

Arlo: Anyway, Yes Dana and I shared a sexy kiss actually. Let me tell you she knows how to kiss and use that tongue.

Dana: Arlo?! But yeah it was a awesome kiss. Gave me the fanny flutters.

Kat: Now this is some juicy goss. I love it.

Eddie: I don't know about you lot. But shall we go grab some drinks, it's heating up all of sudden?

Most of the group heads towards the kitchen, but you and Finn hang back.

Ariellea: Finn! Are positive you are ok? I'm so sorry. I never should of brought up about me and Suresh's first kiss. That was disrespectful to you. Please, Please forgive me?

Finn: Babe, I know and understand you guys share a past and you're going to remember those memories sometimes. I guess it just caught me a little of gaurd that's all. I really like you Ariellea I really do. But I can't lie about not being scared sometimes. You know what I'm saying?

Ariellea: Yeah I know, I'm so sorry Finn. I didn't mean to make you feel a certain way about me or us. I... I don't...

You trail of some tears start to well up in your eyes. You think to yourself did I just mess up royally? Will he change his mind at the last minute about wanting to try to move forward with you?

Finn: Hey, it's ok. I'm just gonna go grab a drink with everyone else. I'll catch you in a bit.

Ariellea: Ok.

Suresh noticed you by yourself and comes over to you.

Suresh: You ok, Ari?

Ariellea: Yeah... Yeah I'm fine. What's up ? Did you need something?

Suresh: It seemed like you were a little upset, so I wanted to come check on you.

Ariellea: That was sweet of you. Thank you.

Suresh: Not a problem. Do you mind if we have a chat, we can had over to the pool area.

Ariellea: Sure, I suppose we can.

You to walk over to the pool and sit down on the the edge.

Ariellea: So,. what's up? Everything alright?

Suresh: Yeah, I just wanted to apologize, about the kiss thing?

Ariellea: You two obviously like each other. The must of been a moment between you two that made the kiss happen. So, it's all good. Keep on doing you Resh.

Suresh: Don't call em that please. And I didn't want to say anything in front of you. It just felt it would be rubbing it in your face. You can say that it don't but I know it hurts to hear stuff like and see me with someone else. You've already told me as much. That's why I kinda a loss for words when Valentina said we'd kissed.

Ariellea: Well, it's not like I've been holding back with Finn, have I? And I know it hurts you too seeing that and hearing about it. But what can we do, Resh? We decided to put everything to side and try to civil and see if anything develops in our new couples in your case soon to be couple. Right?

Suresh: Please stop calling me Resh. Do you know how much I missed you calling that? And yeah I guess you're right and you're right about it's kinda hard for me to see you with someone else that isn't me.

Ariellea: Sorry for calling you the name you'd only let me call, Suresh I swear to God you better not let her or anyone else call you that. Sorry, but that's one thing I will not go for.

Suresh: Ari, don't worry, no one will ever call me that but, YOU. Can I ask you something?

Ariellea: Sure.

Suresh: Are you sure everything alright between you and Finn? He didn't seem like himself when he walked away from you a little bit ago.

Ariellea: It was a little awkward for him hearing talking about our first kiss. I think he might be having doubts about me again. He says he understands about things when it comes to me and you. But does he really? What if those doubts are so loud in his head, that he picks someone else tonight? Someone being Kat. Then I'll be the going home tonight.

Suresh: You told him you didn't mean for it to me awkward right?

Ariellea: Yeah, I apologized straight away.

Suresh: Well, he should know how sorry you are. And if he doesn't Ho he's a fool. And if he's having doubts again. Maybe they never went away in the first place. And that's him just being insecure. And please don't say you're gonna be the going home. I don't even want to think about it.

Ariellea: I have to prepare myself Suresh. I really like Finn. But after today, I don't know if he likes me all that much anymore.

Suresh can see the worry on your face and in your eyes. He wants to so bad reach out and cup your cheek with hand and pull you into his arms. To hug you and tell everything will be ok. But he doesn't cause if he did. He doesn't know if he'll be able to let you go. He hasn't held you in his arm in so long. He hasn't breathed in your scent that always drove his crazy. He had to restrain himself.

Suresh: I know it's though not to worry. I can see it on you're face and in those big beautiful blue eyes that you're worrying. I know I don't have the right to not to worry. The situation does call for worrying I suppose. But you just have to have faith. Maybe it will go the way it's supposed to go tonight for you. If he cares for you, he won't give up that easily. And I know I know I don't have any room to talk about giving up because of my one time mistake. But you already know how much I regret that. Anyway, just relax a little bit, go some where quiet and have a little think to get your mind right. Just stay positive Ari. Ok?

Ariellea: You've become wise now, huh?

Suresh: Hey, I've always been wise woman, hahaha.

Ariellea: I suppose your right. I think I'm going to head to the terrace and just have me a little think like you said. Thank you, Suresh.

Suresh: For what?

Ariellea: for checking on me and listening to me talking and worrying about another man. Maybe you have changed and grown.

Suresh: Hey, I always be here for you. No matter what. And I told you I have changed. You just haven't be listening or wanting to see it.

Before you can say anything else to each other Valentina comes over.

Valentina: Hey, you two I'm not interrupting am I?

Ariellea: No, I was just about to leave anyway.

Valentina: Oh ok, Man it's so hot today. It's unbelievable.

Suresh: Yeah it is.

Valentina: Suresh! Do you think you can rub some sun cream on my back? Please.

Suresh: Ummm, Sure.

Valentina: Oh goodie. I get to feel those big beautiful manly hands in action. Mmm.

Ariellea: Ok, I'm just gonna get going now. Catch ya later.

Suresh: Hey, Ariellea remember what I told you, ok?

Ariellea: I will.

You walk away and as your walking away you look back. Thinking that used to be me he touched like that especially on our trips to sunny place and I would ask him to rub sun cream on me. And he never complained. His touch was so gentle and warm it always gave you tingles. You stop by the kitchen you fill up your water bottle. And head to the terrace.

Ariellea's thought process.

What if is truly my last night here? What if Finn can't get passed, the history and baggage you and Suresh share? I really really like Finn. I shouldn't have recalled that first kiss memory. Not in front of him like that. Ari, what where you thinking? Ugh! I came here to not only try to move on from Suresh, but that went out the window when I seen him walk in on the first day. I came here to have fun and get know new guys. That's what you were hoping to with Eddie but he never gave you the chance because of the ex thing. This isn't how I pictured my summer would be like. Did I do something wrong in a previous life to be getting punished like this? Ugh! Get out of you're head Ari. Now you have this Irish hunk of man. Who has been so thoughtful and caring and God knows he knows have to please me in bed. But sex isn't the reason for liking him so much. Form day 1 you both had that initial attraction and spark that was hard to deny. Kat got into damn head and made him question us and now he's still questioning us. Why can't he see how much I like him. Ughhhh. My life.

You sit there just in thought looking out over the terrace into the distance at the beautiful surroundings. Just taking it all in. You hear the Door open and foot steps approach.

Finn: Hey, I've been looking everywhere for you. I finally went and asked Suresh where you might of gone. Cause he was the last on you talked to.

Ariellea: Yeah, I'm sorry I didn't see you when I was coming up here or I would of told you.

Finn: I must of been in the toilet. Are you ok?

You look at him in the face and eyes finally. Tears about ready to fall.

Ariellea: I wish.... I wish. I knew.

Finn: Hey, hey, hey. What's going on? Talk to me.

You're crying but you mange to muster up the words.

Ariellea: I'm losing you, ain't I?

Finn: What? No! What do you mean your losing me?

Ariellea: I seen the look of doubt on your face today after. My memory recollection. You're having doubts about me. And you're going to choose Kat tonight. So I'm losing you.

Finn: Hey, enough of that, look at me.

You look at him right in the eyes.

Finn: Yes, I have doubts about you , us. Maybe I'm being insecure. You and Suresh have history. Maybe I'm a little jealous of that. I want us to make special memories like that. Ariellea, don't you know how much I actually like you. This is only day 5 and I already care about you so much. Yeah, I know I'm a melt.

Ariellea: No you're not, Finn. If you are your my melt 🫠.

Finn: Yes, I'm you're melt. Babe, look at me in the eyes and believe me when I tell you. I'm not going anywhere. I'll fight for you for as long as I can. Maybe one day you do realize you want Suresh. But that's not happening anytime soon. It might break my heart if that ever does happen. Because I'm invested in us. But I don't even want to think about that right now.

He is cupping your face with both hands and looking you in the eyes.

Finn: Right now, you're mines to get to keep knowing and kissing and make love to. Man I love making love to you and pleasing. I'm not giving up on now. Our connection and spark is way to strong. I promise you have nothing to worry about going into tonight.

Ariellea: 😥😥😥, you really promise?

Finn: I cross my heart. You're not getting rid of me woman. Now stop worrying that pretty little head. And kiss me please.

You lean into him and just melt into his kiss his embrace. You're kisses are always filled with fire and passion. You start to rub on each other and explore each other's bodies.

Finn: God, I could just take you right here. Mmm you just turn me on with those kisses and you're juicy plump lips

You're kisses are even more hungry for each other.

Ariellea: Don't tease me, you know I'm not afraid to be up for a terrace adventure with you. In brod daylight too. Knowing people can hear us or maybe walk up here on us. God it's turning me on even thinking about it.

You kisses turn into a frenzy along with you're touches. Finn moves his hands to your thighs and slow up to you most sensitive spot and he pulls your swim suit to the side and start rubbing it already driving you wild.

Finn: Your so wet already! Mmm

Ariellea: That's what your kisses and you just do to me. Oh Finn your fingers feel so damn good.

Finn: You like when I pleasure you like this?

Ariellea: Yes, Finn, oh my God... Yes just like that. Mmm hmm.

He keeps doing as you ask. Then he surprises you dropping his face down to your center and starts pleasing with this tongue and mouth. He is so damn good and it you can't help but to grind up against his face. He doesn't seem to mind. He just enjoying all your sex nosies. Suresh was right they are enough do drive any man wild.

Finn; Hmm, has anyone ever told you that you taste so damn good.

Ariellea: Mmmm Hmmm.

He is just going to town enjoying how much more wetter you've become. You almost to the point that you're ready to come.

Finn: You're ready aren't you?

Ariellea: Yes, Yes please make me come.

He does as you begged him to you climax so hard all over his face. Then he comes and whispers in your ear.

Finn: You ready to come again?

Ariellea: Oh God yes.

He pulls out a condom he always makes sure he's ready for anything. He puts it on and then he holds your legs to his liking and enters you. All you can think about is how good he feels inside of you he hits all the right places. You love that he came up to reassure you that everything will be fine and to actually check on you. This man is just ticking all the right boxes. And right now is pleasing you to your very core. His movements drive you crazy your trying so hard not to be loud. But so very hard with him moving in and out like he does it's like he knows how to move to please you to drive you crazy and wild. With heavy breaths you tell Finn your about to climax again.

Ariellea: Finn! Oh Finn I'm I'm oh I'm coming

Finn: Oh fuck so I am. Oh shit oh shit.

Ariellea: Finnnnn. Fuckkkkk.

And with that you both come and it feels like you in the cloud's.

Finn: God, woman. What are you doing to me. That was so fucking hot. You going to mess around and make me fall in love with you.

Ariellea: Oh am I now? Would that be a bad thing?

Finn: No it wouldn't. Oh my days. I wonder if anyone heard. You were moaning like crazy.

Ariellea: I tried to be quiet. I can't help that you're so fucking good at what you do.

Finn: You like how I please you, huh?

Ariellea: So much.

He looks at you and you two kiss again.

Finn: Come on woman, let's go get cleaned up and start getting ready for tonight. I can't wait to see how beautiful you're gonna be looking.

Ariellea: And I can't wait to see how handsome you're going to look.

You both get up and head inside to clean up and start getting ready for what's to come.

#litg #litg fanfic #litg ex in the villa #litg s5 #litg season 5

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