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rosyjuly · 1 year

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Dear Senior Research Fellow July,

Could we the people have some behind the scenes thoughts about the things that happened in WTB Mick’s miserable day to make him say this:

“I could smell you all day,” Mick tells him. His grip on Seb’s hips is so tight it’ll most likely leave his brand there for days. Good.

“Well, I wasn’t wearing blockers,” Seb says, just to be difficult. “What did you smell?”

“That you were angry,” Mick says right into his ear. “And so, so wet,”…

this picks up on a lot of themes from your lovely lovely mick's pov ficlet, please everyone help yourselves to that too!

the door slams closed behind sebastian.

the impact of his fist on the cushion of the massage table isn’t satisfying: it doesn’t help the hot fury rolling in his stomach, but he can’t risk fucking up his hand with punching the wall. mick wants to scream, wants to do something, anything, that will quieten the storm in his chest.

he stays in his driver’s room for another five minutes, carefully doing breathing exercises, but he can’t stop seeing seb’s face when he closes his eyes, how his mouth dropped open in shock, the minute flinch of his whole body. how he tilted his head to snap at mick–

at least you couldn’t knock me up.

not for a lack of wanting, not on mick’s part– but they haven’t talked about seb’s heat since it passed. it would be unbecoming of mick to bring it up. and anyway, he thought that with the end of the season approaching, they’ll have time to discuss it. seb keeps saying it: that he’ll have all the time in the world, that he’ll have to figure out what he wants to do next. there’s something soft in his smile when he says that, something almost shy, his eyes sweeping down on mick’s body.

he finally goes downstairs a good ten minutes later after splashing some cold water on his face and neck. before he even makes it out of the hospitality, someone takes ahold of his arm.

“i don’t need to know what just happened,” laura says, the dictaphone tucked under her elbow. “but you need to go back upstairs and put your blockers on.”

mick doesn’t argue.

later, he’s out on the tarmac with gary, fussing over the front wing, when three figures dressed in teal come out to the pitlane from the aston garage. for once in his life, mick wishes it was lance. but it’s seb, whose eyes settle on him for a few seconds, his face tense and carefully blank.

before mick can raise a hand in a wave, seb turns to mikey. mick gulps at the clear dismissal, clears his throat before looking back over at gary.

“alright?” gary asks mildly. he’s too kind to say anything but there’s no way he didn’t pick up on it.

“sure,” mick nods. he almost says something dumb, like peachy, but he feels too taut to try to joke.

the wind picks up, bringing closer the tenors of seb’s laughter, easy with everyone else today, apparently. mick sighs, takes a deep breath to center himself, except– except he swears he can pick up on the now familiar bright notes of seb’s scent. it wasn’t even half a day that they spent together, seb’s heat breaking a few hours after midnight, but mick doesn’t think he could forget it even if he tried. he bites his lip, looks over at seb. but he’s still turned away, gesturing with his whole body, so it might be just mick’s rut that’s playing a trick on his mind. seb isn’t in heat, he couldn’t be, so there’s no reason for mick to smell him like this. it hasn’t even been a fortnight just yet.

except he smells seb again when he goes to do media duties. the intensity of it makes his mouth water pathetically; he has to gulp a few times to collect himself, to stop thinking about the way seb tasted, all pink and glistening, offering himself to mick, languid in his want. he can just barely see seb where he’s talking to carlos, the lines of his shoulders tenser than usual. mick lets laura lead him to the media pen, gets into the mindset of the driver they want to see. these interviews are just becoming more and more excruciating as the season progresses, the ultimatums of steiner looming over him.

the fifteen minutes feel like a lifetime. seb is inside the building now, but it feels like he’s pressed close to mick, the soft fuzz on his forearms brushing against mick’s, the ghost of the hot puffs of his breath raising the hair on mick’s nape. it’s torture to feel seb’s desire so physically, that he’s hungering for it, to know him wanton and desperate.

seb hasn’t offered to help him with his rut. mick didn’t ask him, of course: he doesn’t want to make seb feel like what they have is only sex or a convenience. it’s only a few weeks now until seb makes his final lap as a racing driver, something mick still dreads; but he thinks that the next chapter that seb’s been talking about will have space for him, too – something soft and promising that he felt when they woke up the morning after seb’s heat. seb’s sweet smile, the shade of his lashes, the gentle trail of his fingers on mick’s arm.

he’ll tell sabine to cancel the service when he gets back to his driver’s room. he doesn’t think he could touch someone else without recoiling.

#turning off reblogs because i feel kinda bleh about this :(#but hey at least i wrote something this year!#800 words babey #worked the blade #a/b/o #my fic #little fic #eh who knows #this has no proper punctuation though because i could not be fucked

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justyoursicanon · 5 months

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i went into tachycardia for an hour reading your short fics /pos i love ur dad spy ,,

Hi there anon!

Woo- Been a hot minute since I've gotten an ask, hell, even posting at all in tumblr!

Thanks so much for the feedback!! Been a good while since I've re-read my own work, but I'm so glad people are still seeing it and enjoy it!

In fact, after receiving this ask. I just might start writing again, not full on fics, but maybe at least some drabbles or oneshots! Yknow, to get back on that writing streak and motivation since school has been on my back for the rest of the year😭

#SiC anon rants #anon ^^#I dont know if im really gonna start writing again #nonetheless even take requests #eh who knows #but i do miss coming back to tumblr #so its a possibility!

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pandagirl45 · 20 days

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Funny thing I did in my au for tony, that his family each have pieces of jewelry. Tony has a Sunstone that is carved into a lions face with emerald eyes.

Guess what bucky has now, as of canon in my au, a moonstone carved as a gray wolf (I believe) with aquamarine eyes. That's it.

Rhodey has a ring, that has a bear carved into it. A lot of these were pre-made, by one of my ocs, Lucius who basically became like another father figure for tony.

Anyway, yeah. I love that idea.

#tony stark #bucky barnes #winteriron #tony stark x bucky barnes #jewelry #gemstones #original characters #its from my au #i need to mention the ring #will steve and sam get one???#eh who knows #maybe #he carved a lot of animals over the years

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arsonistman · 25 days

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ok,,I finished the 2.1 quest...im not ok

#i genuinely didnt see Sunday getting killed coming #+ i was waiting for Gallagher to be revealed as sparkle so....my attention wasn't on that!#also what the fuck happened with aventurine #did he die?????? since the light disappeared from his stone??????#im so confused #i with Acheron was more in the quest but it makes sense it was so focused on aventurine #her being on nihilitys path isnt that surprising...#either way shes cool as fuck #oh yeah. where the hell did ratio go??????????????#he just dipped and was never seen from again lmao #OH AND super happy with firefly being confirmed as the one operating sam!!!!!!!#I wasnt a big believer in that so im glad It was confirmed nonetheless #I hope its the mech that becomes playable tho and not just firefly #but ig they'll probably do somehgin with her like Clara and svarog....#eh who knows #txt #star rail #hsr 2.1 #and this concludes the 2.1 liveblog #sorry all the spam lmao #2.1 spoilers

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101-sve · 2 years

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What makes a strider cry

Hm, you ever wonder what it would take to make a strider cry? I have

Doubt it’ll ever come up though

(follow-up)

#bro strider #homestuck #sad #poor guy #wonder what happened?#eh who knows #doubt it's important #best to ignore him really #:3c

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worstutfanonthingpoll · 10 months

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Hello haters!

Now if you know me you know I like two things:

HATING (and please don't call me an anti)

MAKING DISCORD SERVERS

So! I have decided to combine these two things

Now, some backstory:

(Spoiler warnings for Xtale)

Backstory~

I was coming back from holiday in Port U Gal (it was nice, other than the fact i burned to death a lot) and decided HEY! I DOWNLOADED THE LAST EPISODE OF XTALE TO WATCH ON THE PLANE! I SHOULD DO THAT!

Before this, I had slowly been dragging myself through xtale (adhd means i needed to spread it out). I liked it, other than the fact I had no idea what was going on 30% of the time. Anyway.

So I watched Xtale episode the last, and suddenly Sans was relevant despite only having about two speaking roles beforehand. And suddenly he and CharaFrisk were claiming to be besties. And suddenly FriskChara tried to make him kill them bc... it would force XGaster into reseting, weakening him (i think).

All of a sudden everyone's memories were back and they were about to kick XGaster's ass. WONDERFUL, thought me. THIS CUNT'S HAD IT COMING FOR TEN EPISODES. But then GUESS WHO SUDDENLY DEVELOPS MARY SUE SUPERPOWERS AND DESTROYS THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE, BECAUSE... I genuinely do not know.

Did he feel CharaFrisk betrayed him by overwriting him? Maybe, but I think their actions were justified. They didn't see any other way out and they genuinely thought sans would be willing to help bc theyre besties for some reason.

Did he feel for Gaster bc he raised him? Valid enough, but if that's the case why did Papyrus (who was also raised by XGaster), Mr Spare a Genocidal Maniac, join the Gaster torture?

And again, WHY WAS HE THAT OP? There is no explanation for where those powers came from and I think that it is ridiculous he destroyed everyone and everything with full control over his powers, and then had the gall to wail about it. Like dude. No one was forcing you to do that?? Jeez.

And then Ink, who somehow failed to notice the Ten Variations of Hell Gaster created despite multiversal watch being his LITERAL JOB, comes in like. Oh! Hi sans variant in a destroyed universe! You're invited to the main plotline now! ;D

Wow.

Nothing against Ink, but according to the poll runner server, Ink's inaction is kind of a thing that happens a lot in Underverse. Rip.

End of Backstory~

(Please don't hate on me if you like Cr#ss. If you are a fan of him, good on you! Enjoy the pleathora of fanon content, and feel free to block me. Just no hate pls)

To sum it up, I think Cr○ss Sans sucks but there is nothing on tumblr or ao3 or anywhere agreeing with me

So! I am starting a Cr♡ss Hate Club™ where we complain about him and make that hater content we've been craving, including shipping him with TECtale Sans (an oc of mine who is kind of the worst) and creating the "Cr□ss Sans is a Jerk" tag on ao3 (if swapfell sans gets one, SO DOES CR%SS)

The hate club will be a discord server, the link to which doesn't even exist yet. This is mostly a post to see if people are interested. If not, and I'm right about everyone's undying love for him then that's okay! I'll delete the post and move on with my life.

If you're interested but fear hate, feel free to dm me. But if anyone dms to yell at me for not liking Cr0ss, you're getting blocked.

And remember:

Me saying I don't like someone or something doesn't mean I'm saying you're not allowed to enjoy it, because guess what? People are allowed to have opinions! If he is your fave, good for you! Just please please don't send me hate.

Hell, send me Cr☆ss centered fics that portray him positively if you like, its good for me to broaden my horizons and shit. Also I like the Nightmare's gang found family stuff lol.

Yeah that's pretty much it. Will censor Cr◇ss's name so it doesn't come up when searched.

@inksans-unofficial @worstutcanonthingpoll

#worst ut fanon thing poll #undertale #undertale aus #bashing #cr*ss s*ns #sans hate #would that count?#eh who knows #anti sans #that also???#idk man

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my-hearts-the-memory · 1 year

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I once tried to write a star wars fic based on the show Once Upon a Time. Now I want to do the same concept for Merlin.

#merlin #ouat #once upon a time #bbc merlin #merthur #am I going to do it?#eh who knows #all my merlin knowledge comes from fanfics and the wiki

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guiltyidealist · 2 years

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when some SHITWAD orders hot food 5 minutes before close

#fast food #fast food workers #is there like. fastfoodblr enfiHWJFHD #is there a community for that #eh who knows #ffw #work shenanigans

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savagehorsegarden · 27 days

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went to my gorlfriends for the week and i keep dreaning about horse isle.. tonight. we ride.

#and i finally take down some things at my old ranch that wont have much use. tho tbh might also Not jic im in the area ??#eh who knows

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sakadayrina · 1 year

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i get sooo intimidated by 20yos but that fucker’s just someone 3 years older. i have cousins older than that who i see semi-regularly. my older sister is literally older than that. like they’re still obvs a freshly minted Adult with more experience but that’s... not much more... experience...

#apolloposting #i like thinking that having a sister five years older than me gives me a superior sense of how age actually works #eh who knows

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moongothic · 4 months

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Crocodad AU where immidiately after having left Dragon and his baby boy Crocodile finds an 11 year old Robin. And while he's 100% only recruiting her so they can make a beeline for the Poneglyph and Pluton in Alabasta by the two of them... Crocodile accidentally sorta kinda adopts Robin.

At this point Robin's been running for her life from the Government for three years so her deep trust issues and fear of betrayal are starting to take root in her little heart. Like perhaps they haven't taken fully over yet, and being still a child I'm sure Robin might've still had that genuine hope that she could find a safe place to stay in. But I'm sure the though of "what'll he'll do with me once he gets what he wants?" would be nagging at her at the back of her mind. Meanwhile Crocodile's struggling between the pain and hurt he's already gone through and given him his trademark trust issues, as well as the aftermath of The Dragodile Divorce. But he also has his Fresh Paternal Instincts and probably misses his baby. So when given a small, scared child who is running for her life, being chased by the very same Government that'll want his son dead if they ever find out about him... Yeah that might fuck with your brain a little

You know this post was supposed to be just that first paragraph and just a few footnotes from the following two paragraphs. And then I kept on Having Thoughts. And I kept on writing them down. And oh no what happened when did this post get so long (Look I was going to either kept on writing my Additional Thoughts in the tags or I just put them in the actual fucking post)

Like considder this: based on this one SBS, we can kinda tell that if Crocodile was given a chance to raise a child, that child would be a spoiled little shit, right

So in this scenario, where Crocodile's looking after lil Robin, would he be kind of torn? Unsure how to feel about her?

Because on one hand, this strange child would have the potential to not only ruin his plans, strip him of his Shichibukai Privileges by outing him and his plans to the World Government, but also put his son in grave danger by extension (if she found out about him having been involved with the Revolutionaries and/or having a child). But on the other hand, his paternal instincts could make him want to spoil this poor little girl rotten. But only because he needs to (perhaps literally) buy her trust so she'll behave. No other reason, he doesn't feel sorry for her one bit, no sirree. (But maybe he did feel sorry for her, since his son could very well end up exactly like her. Poor little thing) (Which is why he needs to nuke Marijoa out of orbit as soon as possible, no matter the cost, and this child can't get in the way of Crocodile protecting his son) (But also this is a child. Like how bad could she be. Besides all he really needs to do to win her trust is be nice and make her feel safe, right?)

Of course, while I'm suggesting Crocodile could have some parental instincts, realistically, he hasn't actually spent any time being, you know, a father to a child (looking after his newborn for an unknown though short amount of time aside), so it's possible he wouldn't even know how to parent Robin even if he wanted to, would he? (Like taking care of a newborn and an 11 year old kid aren't the same either) So if he was kind of just emotionally flipflopping between No Trusting Ever and It's Just A Kid for God's Sake, Crocodile trying to be nice to Robin to make her feel safe and then telling himself to stop being so soft and vunerable... Yeah that would make for an absolute mess of a relationship. (Not to mention, let's be real, dude's a scary motherfucker too, and a bloody giant compared to itty bitty baby Robin. He could keep on accidentally scaring the shit out of Robin (who would be On Fucking Edge To Begin With) by just Being Himself. Like for example, can you fucking imagine if he caught Robin trying to cheer herself up with a little "dereshishishi" only to tell her to stop because "it was stupid"? 'Cause I can imagine him doing that, and boy howdy would that make Robin feel bad)

Or who knows, maybe Crocodile was just Born To Be A Dad, maybe he just Fucking Gets It. Like Crocodile is canonically pretty good at manipulating people to do what he wants them to do (see: how he played Vivi like a fiddle), so knowing Robin's position and understanding how she feels, maybe he COULD completely nail how she needed to be treated. Not being too familiar but still making her feel safe and happy, knowing exactly when to be stern and when to spoil her, etc. Dude just goes off and wins the Dad of the Year Award while being a deadbeat dad himself. The only thing Crocodile would have to worry about then would be making sure HE doesn't get too fond of her. And certainly that could never happen, he's so in-touch with his own feelings and so grounded, he's not a softie, get outta here. Or maybe he does but never realizes until it's too late and good luck backpedalling on those emotions now dumbass

Alright so, the reason I went on that whole rmble is just that like. I'm so interested in the relationship Robin and Crocodile already have in canon. I'm so facinated and curious about how the two feel about each other, considdering they did spend 4 whole years of their lives together as criminal business partners, though neither ever trusted the other. A partnership that was only ended because Robin betrayed Crocodile, out of her own trauma. (God, I want to see these two "reunite" so bad, I want to know how they feel about each other now after the timeskip and Robin joining the idiot in flipflops who foiled Croc's plans)

My question here is just that... if they had met 13 years earlier, would things have been different? Especially if Crocodad Real? Because as I mentioned in the begining, Robin would've been on the run for only 3 years by this point, as opposed to 16 years before running into Crocodile. Simultaneously, this would be before Crocodile went onto spend an entire decade all alone, slowly losing his marbles in his emotional solitude. They'd both be emotionally traumatized, yes, but would it have been as bad in this scenario? Like I did start this post kind of joking about Crocodile adopting Robin, and for clarity's sake I don't think they'd have like a father-daughter relationship nececarily. But it would be a strange relationship still, because we'd have two broken people, both struggling to trust anyone. One who had lost her mother and her only friends, leaving her all alone and afraid while running for her life. The other a father who had just given up his son whom he probably missed dearly. Both having these holes in their hearts from loss of family, holes that could not be filled with replacements. But could they find comfort in each other anyway, because they still as people occupy similar roles to their respective loved ones? If they both could just get over those trust issues?

Okay I've been going off on the Emotional Side Of Things for this AU Concept, THERE'S PLOT TOO

So if Crocodile did pick Robin up like 19 years ago, that should be before he set up base in Alabasta, long before he had built is homebase and financial empire etc.

Now the thing is, while we don't know when, where and how Crocodile learned about the Ancient Weapons, Pluton specifically and how the lead on it would be in Alabasta... Considdering Crocodile did once upon a time aim to become Pirate King, it would make perfect sense if he had learned about Poneglyphs during his past adventures, as he would have needed to get the Road Poneglyphs to find One Piece. And while the World Government did bury the truth about why Ohara had been burned down and why Robin had been given her bounty (remember, the WG claimed it was because she had sunken a fleet of battleships, which she had not, it was because she could read the Poneglyphs), considdering this is a Crocodad AU specifically, you could totally make an argument Crocodile could've learned about what actually happened to Ohara from Dragon and co. So, just to make this AU work, you could just assume Crocodile learned about the concept of the Ancient Weapons from Dragon. And who knows, maybe he overheard the truth about why Robin had been given her bounty from Dragon too (maybe Dragon was able to get intel from Garp in secret) or while going to Marijoa himself to attend a Shichibukai meeting or something IDK.

Maybe he learned about Pluton being in Alabasta before finding Robin by accident, and maybe they made a beeline for Alabasta the second Croc recruited Robin. Travelling takes time and the guy would've most likely had to find an Eternal Pose to Alabasta just to get there (also canonically Robin didn't enter the Grand Line until her 20s so they should've met in West Blue probably, since that's where Ohara was) Or maybe Crocodile had to haul Robin around for a few months while looking for That Missing Piece of Information that would lead him to Alabasta. (Imagine the two travelling from like island to island, library to library, Crocodile trying to find that leads while Robin's just so excited about ALL THESE BOOKS (she's helping too with the research) (but to her, research is playtime, so she's just having the time of her life) (Also, notice how Crocodile's Theoretical Child is a fucking loser ass nerd? Yeah Crocodile would encourage Robin reading and studying, surely. And that would be fucking cute))

But like, once they set sail to Alabasta...

Sure, Crocodile could try to do it The Slow Way that we know he tried in canon, building trust and creating his little empire etc. But also, in canon, Crocodile couldn't have jumped into action head first because without Robin, even if he had found the Poneglyph he couldn't have read it and found the location of Pluton. Crocodile choosing to do it the slow way may have been partially because he didn't have much of a choise and it could've felt like the smarter move long-term.

But in this scenario, he already has Robin. Yes, he could do it the slow, secure way.

But what'd be there stopping him from infiltrating Cobra's palace and kidnapping him (in the night, when nobody suspects a thing), demanding Cobra to spill the beans lest Crocodile kills him and/or his pregnant wife* (*Vivi was born 10 months after Luffy so depending on how long it's been between Crocodad leaving Luffy behind and this scenario... Yeah either the wife is there, still pregnant, or there's a newborn Baby Vivi)

Like it'd be a risky move but depending on how ballsy Croc's feeling and how confident he feels in being able to kidnap the king without being noticed... Yeah he could probably do it. And I'm sure he'd have no problem killing Cobra either, if anything it'd be required if he didn't want the Government to find out he was out to find Pluton, and god knows Cobra would tell on Crocodile if left alive. I could see Crocodad being maybe a little iffy about killing Baby Vivi though (it's not like the newborn baby could report him to the WG anyways), but if nothing else, he just needs to be able to pull off the bluff of his life to convince Cobra to do as he's told. And we all know Crocodile's good at convincing people.

The only question is, how would Robin take that?

Watching Crocodile go into Full Murder Mode, hearing him say he'd kill a pregnant woman/a newborn baby if he didn't get what he wanted? Like yeah, I'm sure 11 year old Robin would be fine with that, that wouldn't make any alarm bells go off in her head at all, it'd be fiiiine. IT WOULD NOT BE FINE, SHE'D BE SCARED SHITLESS. That fear of "what will he do with me when he gets what he wants"? Well, Robin may not have found the answer to that question in particular, but she certainly found the answer to the opposite question, and it's not good

So say Cobra, kidnapped (perhaps with Baby Vivi) by Crocodile in the night, guides the two to the Poneglyph under the tombs. Crocodile puts Cobra out of his misery because he's not needed anymore. And he asks Robin to read the Poneglyph for him.

Robin, who has spent the last little while, be it weeks or months with Crocodile, him having become her "guardian", the thing keeping her safe. Crocodile, who has now shown how cold blooded and cruel he can be. Robin, who might be scared out of her mind. Of him.

And the Poneglyph says Pluton, the thing Crocodile wants, isn't there. It's in Wano.

What's she going to do?

EDIT: I wrote a sequel post, enjoy

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Sir Crocodile #Crocodad #Nico Robin #THIS POST WAS AN ACCIDENT. I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED. WHY DID I WRITE THIS. WHAT DEMON POSSESSED ME #I'm sure someone's written this already right #Right #Surely this fanfic already exists #Please tell me it exists #I dunno what to tell you I am not immune to a Juicy AU #Anyway on a more wholesome side of things: Robin accidentally calling Crocodile ''dad'' and he just inhales and swallows his whole cigar #Nearly chockes to death. Gets burns on his throat.#Robin feeling less alienated because of her DF ability because Croc has seen weirder AND is made of sand himself #If anything if they're literally by themselves then Robin being able to literally lend a hand to Croc at any time could be extremely useful #Like. In regular life situations. 'Cause Croc only has one hand. And Robin as many as she wants. Perfect duo.#(Also if they were travelling on like a small ship then it'd probably be built for a Tall Motherfucker like Croc right)#(Robin's ability would just make the ship more accessible to her and Croc would find that independence good)#Robin still gets a codename because Croc can't have anyone realize who she is. Maybe she even wears like a mask or summin' in public #If Crocodile's openly trans and the news of him transitioning recently broke out. Like. No avoiding that convo eh #Baby Robin's like ''...I read in a book once that some reptiles can change sex but I didn't know crocodiles could do it too''#''💦.../Humans/ can't do that normally either''#''Hmmmm. Weird. I don't think being a girl would suit you though'' // ''...I'll take that as a compliment''#I just. I think they could have really cute interactions if they warmed up to each other after a little while #And I'm Extremely Normal about that

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