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preraphaeliteknight · 1 year

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I've spent a few days thinking about what to do moving forward. It's not the breakup of a celebrity couple that's affected me the most, it's the feeling of losing my safe space in the Tumblr Swiftie fandom. Every time I've logged onto this app in the last few days I've flinched and quickly exited the dash to get away from yet another take mocking and ridiculing Joe. Or minimizing his very valid fears. "Unbothered 3.0". Rewriting history to make the last 6 years seem insignificant. Comparing him to CH as if petty jealousy is the issue here and not years of harassment. Celebrating the return of Taylor Swift, The Brand, no matter what that means for her future happiness. And circulating pressers that make it sound like Joe was a therapy dog who's no longer needed. All of which is making me feel physically ill. For both of them. And even when this stuff isn't coming from the people I follow (who for the most part have nuanced and fair takes), it's coming from their anons. And no matter what I do I can't get away from the outright cruelty and shocking lack of empathy for the person Taylor has credited with saving her life. Even though swifties know better than anyone what Joe has had to put up with for over half a decade. Given that treatment, I suppose it shouldn't surprise me that this is how he's being discarded. But fuck it hurts. So where does this leave me? This blog was never supposed to be an update account or an ask blog. I just wanted a space to fangirl over my favorite actor. But in the last few months this has become a space for Joe fans to be excited for his upcoming projects and clown over castings (remember a few weeks ago when we were giddily figuring out his next movie because of insta follows? yeah, take me back to that please). And I know some of you rely on this blog as a space to both appreciate Joe and vent your frustrations with his unfair treatment. I have 70+ asks in my inbox right now, the vast majority of which are well written, thoughtful takes on what's been happening. And I agree with pretty much all of it. Thank you for taking the time to send me your thoughts. But the truth is, I simply don't have the emotional capacity to reply to them right now. I can't do it. I can't talk and think and dwell on this. To quote a song that's too painful to listen to right now: "I'm just too soft for all of it." So I feel like I have two options if I ever want to be able to be active on Tumblr again: 1. Unfollow all swifties. Because just seeing pictures of Taylor (especially from the pap walk) makes me feel ill. And it's affecting my opinion of her even though I'm mad at her fans, and not her. And I don't want that to happen or the music to be tarnished. But I also don't want to break mutuals and hurt someone's feelings. And I want to know what's going on with Taylor. I'm a huge fan of her too, and I want to be excited for tour and the re-recordings. So that's why I'm going with option 2: Take a proper break. A real one, this time. Hopefully this all won't feel so hard with some time and distance. I don't know if it will solve anything, because swifties will get back to talking about Joe in the future (whenever she makes art about this) and then I'll probably have to flinch every time I open this app again. Because he will have been reduced to yet another ex swifties can make fun of. So maybe I have to go with both options in the end. If I do, I hope any mutuals out there know not to take it personally. I wish more than anything that I could return to the days of being a casual fan who wouldn't have thought twice about any of this. And maybe that's what I need to try to get back to. For my own sanity's sake. I'm sorry to any Joe fans out there who need a place to vent. I feel like I'm letting you down, but I just can't do this right now. Maybe I'll be able to in the future. Maybe I'll leave this blog and go back to my main instead where the subjects will be more varied. I don't know. I'll always be a Joe fan though, and no shitty presser or swiftie narrative is going to change that.

Please just be kind to each other, and to Taylor and Joe. Let's hope the best for both of them, and please please please don't tarnish all the good that this relationship gave them. And all the beautiful music it gave us.

All my love

#I won't delete the app or anything so you can always dm me if you want to #and I have notifications on for joealwyndaily so I'll probs reblog if anything exciting happens #but yeah I'll see you when I see you and sorry for the rant

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moonlightdancer26 · 10 months

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im not a massive prongstail shipper (prongsfoot <3) but i've had this headcanon for fucking ever and it just isnt appreciated enough in marauders circles childhood bestfriends with supposedly unrequited crushes its a v popular marauders headcanon that james and peter knew each other before hogwarts, having both come from established magical familes so i just get brainrot about bb james and pete running around and doing all those childhood bestie things like getting married in their gardens and making wedding rings out of paper etc etc and just,,, neither of them realised they were each others first crush? as they grew up they realised "oh,,, oh i like liked him, didn't i. you dont usually marry people you feel completely platonically about." they are both emotionally constipated teenage boys who spend ages stewing in angst going "i loved him, but he'd never love me back D:" even though if they had a single conversation talking about their hisss feelings the problem would easily solve itself. but they dont, and years in the future, everything goes to shit. and peter doesn't realise that james still kept that tiny paper wedding ring

YES YES YES, I always loved the idea of Peter having an unrequited crush on James but I was always kinda hesitant to fully explore the ship, and today I just went fuck it and decided to announce it on tumblr.

I totally believe Peter and James are both the most oblivious mfs to ever exist, so the idea of them both having crushes on each other and assuming the other person didn’t reciprocate their feelings so they kept it to themselves sounds so accurate.

I’ve heard a bit about that headcanon before and tbh it sounds like a pretty interesting one, I’d like it if it was more explored in fics.

doing all those childhood bestie things like getting married in their gardens and making wedding rings out of paper etc etc

lmaoo I used to always do this with my irl bestie (we’re still inseparable to this day) 😭 we were (are) also major Swifties so when Taylor released Paper Rings 4 years ago we were like OMG REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO- *goes down memory lane.* Imagining baby!Peter and baby!James making them and having pretend-weddings in their gardens legit sounds like the purest thing ever 😭<333

and when they’re at Hogwarts and well into their teen years they both start thinking “yo wait……. maybe I actually liked him” but never say anything about it due to the fear of being rejected or realising the other person forgot about the weddings and paper rings. And when James got with Lily, that was when Peter accepted that he was genuinely in love with James and couldn’t handle the pain of seeing him with someone else, let alone “Evans.” He then started resenting the Potters and kept thinking to myself “what did I do wrong? why didn’t I tell Prongs when I had the chance?” And part of the reason why James agreed to switch to Peter as the Secretkeeper was because he remembered what it was like when they were kids and trusted him fully because of it. Then when the opportunity to betray the Potters to Voldemort came, Peter took it.

and peter doesn't realise that james still kept that tiny paper wedding ring

Y E S. and at one point James gave it to baby!Harry bc his fingers were almost the same size (either baby!Harry had chubby fingers or James and Peter had skinny fingers, we’ll never know), Lily noticed it and asked what it was. James told her it was “just something he put together,” Lily didn’t buy it because the paper weddimg ring looked a little worn out but decided not to say anything.

excuse me while I go sob into a pillow.

#literally crying ugh this has sm angst potential #prongstail #peter pettigrew #james potter #harry potter #hp #ask #asks

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eye-of-the-storm · 2 years

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We know Fezco and Lexi both want kids! Tell us how many kids you want them to have and favorite names!

hi hello i’m doing the walk of shame onto tumblr to respond to this ask after approximately four hundred years of complete radio silence - i’m so sorry i didn’t see this sooner! anyways. to answer your question, i think we can all agree fez would make the most goated girl dad to ever exist in the history of girl dads everywhere. i’m talking ash giving him shit for always having his nails painted neon pink and lexi having to tear him away from being primped, pruned and covered head to toe in glitter by his very own personal mini stylist team at every given opportunity. as for how many mini stylists that team might consist of, you heard the man, they got three kids on that show. so i’d like to think in some universe, it’d be three girls they’d end up with to keep fez looking endlessly snatched for the rest of his days

i am genuinely terrible at thinking up names but i think they’d probably go for something classic and vintage-y…Brontë sisters x the Howard-O’Neill’s kinda energy lmao. something like elizabeth or charlotte or marie after gma o’neill. ivy because lexi’s a diehard swiftie send tweet. i also actually wrote a snippet a while ago that’s stored away somewhere in a random google doc where they name a daughter of theirs ruby after rue and she’s born with fez’s red hair lol

anyways, thank u sm for this ask! <3 i could ramble about these two for days on end so i appreciate u voluntarily prompting me to do so aksjsjjd. and again, apologies for taking my sweet time to answer🤪💛

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raytsquared13 · 3 months

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Indeed, it has been a long time coming @taylorswift I message you this on Tumblr, 9 years ago:

Hi, Tay. This isn't my first time to message you. I hope you'll read this and may not be 'in the ether" just like my previous fanmails. LOL. BTW, I'm a fan of yours since "Love Story Days" 2008 perhaps, I realize that I've been loving and so loyal to you for quite sometime. Thank you so much Taylor for always there inspiring and keep on surprising us, for being such a role model and super talented creature (IDK what adjective I'm goin to use) hehe, Anyway., a massive thanks for such a wonderful gift this Christmas, The 1989 World Tour Live!!! Though I can't watch that and it's impossible to attend in one of your concerts honestly. But, most of the swifties would have been so happier if you'll be releasing 1989 World Tour DVD. Please T_T :'( One of my wishes is to see you in person, though it seems to be just in my wildest dreams. ahhhahahh.

On 2016: So this message might BE IN THE ETHER anew. PLEASE NOTICE ME TAYLOR :( I'm just another wide-eyed boy who's desperately in love with you!

@taylorswift So today February 9, 2016 marks the 2nd year of CLEAN. A gargantuan thanks to you my Queen Superstar Taylor for writing this song and inspiring us all through the years. #Ninteenhundredandeightynine thumbs up for this song! This is my all time favorite so far. The introductory words/prologue/ a.k.a Clean Speeches from your 1989 World Tour really transcends in our heart and deepest soul no matter what we are experiencing at the moment, every single pieces of advice genuinely connects us SWIFTIES all over the universe.

BTW, hope you play it on Grammys! Wish you all the best to grab all your 7 nominations!

Whenever I feel great happiness and pain, I turned into this.

#Swifties will NEVER EVER lose you, Taylor because we found ourselves somehow that is everything <3

on 2017: it's been a year Taylor since I message you so this message might BE again IN THE ETHER anew. PLEASE NOTICE ME TAYLOR :( I'm just another wide-eyed boy who's desperately in love with you!

@taylorswift So today February 9, 2017 marks the 3rd year of CLEAN. A gargantuan thanks to you my Queen Superstar Taylor for writing this song and inspiring us all through the years. #Ninteenhundredandeightynine thumbs up for this song! This is my all time favorite so far. The introductory words/prologue/ a.k.a Clean Speeches from your 1989 World Tour really transcends in our heart and deepest soul no matter what we are experiencing at the moment, every single pieces of advice genuinely connects us SWIFTIES all over the universe.

Whenever I feel great happiness and pain, I turned into this.

#Swifties will NEVER EVER lose you, Taylor because we found ourselves somehow that is everything <3

last 2023: For the 5th time. This is ME! trying to get ticket on the Eras Tour Singapore twice on both KLOOK and TICKETMASTER. and the 5th in LAWSON lottery ticketing for the Eras Tour Japan. When will I see you??? here in the Philippines, mother SWIFT 😭 I have been waiting for 15 years wonderinf if you'll ever coming around? Please COME BACK..BE HERE 🥺

FAST FORWARD TO 2024:

[D-DAY] Finaly, I saw you personally Tay. After 15 years of waiting. I REALLY ENJOYED THE NIGHT when I forget the deadlines of my school work.. hahahah. I hope we'll see each other again 🥹🥹🥹🫶🏻 By the way, EYES OPEN [Acoustic Guitar] DOMO ARIGATO GOZAIMASU for this. This song is one of my favorites back when I was a Tribute of District 13 in Hunger Games 😅🥰 I really appreciate it that you perform this. Such a nostalgic song. You really surprise me 🤩🎸 and the Electric Touch. It's 8:05!!!! MY BDAY! #TokyoTStheErasTour 🇯🇵

#TokyoTStheErasTour #TStheERAStour2024 #Taylor Swift #TokyoDome

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wineonmytshirt · 1 year

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Hey hey, how are you doing today?

I'm not sure if I sent you a message yesterday or not, so my apologies if I didn't ... I promise I thought about it! What did you think of the rest of the Directors on Directors interview?

Only 5 more sleeps til Christmas!! I hope your carpal tunnel injections will help you have a more enjoyable time.

Have you ever spent Christmas somewhere warm? If not, would you like to? I spent Christmas in Mendoza in Argentina one year - it was weird to go for a walk in the sun and get some ice-cream (dulce-de-leche of course!).

Christmas anon

hi again lovie!

i’m so sorry i’ve been bad about responding, i really really love all of the messages you've sent and the time you take to say hi and talk even if i'm slow to answer -- i did a secret santa thing like this last year, but i was brand new to swiftie tumblr and it didn't really work out.. you've no idea how much i appreciate seeing you in my inbox, you always make me smile. can't wait to find out who you are on sunday!!!

My carpal tunnel injections were today, the anxiety about it was far worse than the actual thing -- they said it might bother me for a few days before it gets better so that sucks but no pain no gain i guess? haha

I have not ever spent Christmas somewhere warm, I can't imagine that at all! I've always been at home for Christmas (PA, USA) so it's always cold, sometimes it snows. gonna be super cold one this year ~ plus all the bad weather! i saw so many flight cancellations throughout the country, that has to suck so much if you're trying to go home for the holiday(s)

PSA to anyone in the way of this pls be safe & stay warm!!

Can't believe Christmas is so close! and 2023 is next Sunday?! (bolded and italicized to show my alarm over this information) Sounds like fake news. !!!!

sending you so much love as always darling, take care 🥰🥰

#december/holiday anon #❄️❄️❄️

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sweeterthanthis · 2 years

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Hi, Lau! So I have sent to declare my appreciation before anonymously because I'm a chicken but I don't care now. The heck, I'm almost 24.

I just wanted to tell you that I absolutely love your writing and even though I've had enough with tumblr in the past, one of the reasons I'm sticking is your blog.

For a person who sticks to codes and must's like crazy, I sure am obsessed enjoy your filthy heart so much!!! I can't wait for the chapter 7!

All the best to you 💖✨

P.S. Don't bother with people who are here to troll, insult and push the writers. It's hard to do this and especially when it all begins as a means of having fun and ends up involving schedules and requests. As a former professional writer, I absolutely understand.

I can't begin to tell you how lovely it was to receive this ask. Thank you so much.

I'm so glad you came off anon to send this because now I can see that we're both Swifties 🥲

I'm over the moon that you enjoy YFH. Sometimes it's nice to daydream about being that bad 🤣

Thank you again for your sweet words. You've made my day, honestly. Sending you love 💖

#lau answers #asks are always open

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cali-holland · 3 years

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2020 Gratitude Notes

Everyone’s been doing this, and I want to spread some positivity too, so here are the wonderful people I have met this year, who mean so, so much to me. This isn’t in a particular order, but just know that you’re all so loved and appreciated!

Thank you for being such lovely people. I’m so glad to have met you all this year because you all truly filled my year with so much joy and happiness.

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@saysomethingspiderman Ciara! 💓 My very first tumblr bestie. I don’t even remember how we started talking, but I’m so glad that we did. I think I’ve spent all of quarantine talking to you, and it’s been incredible. I’m so glad to call you my friend; I’d dare to even say you’re like a cool older sister to me (acting as if I don’t have two older sisters already lmao). You make me feel like I’m sitting at the cool kid’s table at lunch, but it’s only us- we’re the only ones there (probably because you’re a theater nerd so you scare everyone away). Thank you for always brightening my day with your random Hamilton songs and your chunky sweaters (tell your dog i said hi).

@duskholland Hannah! 💓 I am so grateful that tumblr refreshed and I lost your fic halfway through reading it because that was how I really discovered you. I think me DMing you about how incredible that fic was (y’all NEED to read it, it’s my emotional support Peter fic, found here) was the very first time I actually did something like that. That’s how moved I was by your writing, and you’ve never ceased to amaze me. I really feel like you’re my twin sister (but you’re the cooler one) and that you and I were meant to be friends. I’m so glad that you hopped on over to the Tom fandom. Although I’m sometimes intimidated by you, I wish I could meet you one day (not via Animal Crossing). Thank you for always being down to discuss how cute Peter from Bake Off, and thank you for always being there to hear my shitty fic ideas.

@theamazingtomholland Abby! 💓 You called me a sister in your post and I’ve never been happier to have a mutual call me that. I don’t even remember quite when we met, all those months ago, but I know that I had met someone special, and it didn’t take long for us to open up to each other. I learn so much from you, you have know idea. You’re truly one of a kind. Also, I love how much you love Golden Bullets/Hearts. Thank you for always being there for me (and for somehow always knowing how to trigger my mom friend reflex haha).

@etoileholland Cordelia! 💓 I’d write this in French, but you and I both know I don’t speak it and French is your aesthetic. You are the epitome of a French sunflower (are those even a thing?) because you bring so much joy and happiness wherever you go. You just radiate this purely positive vibe. Thank you for talking to me that one time when I was drunk and no one else was online (it made my night to talk to you!), and thank you for introducing me to the glory that is Derry Girls, a.k.a. my dad’s favorite show that we may or may not be rewatching already…

@geminiparkers Chloe! 💓 I admire you so much. You are so genuine in all that you say and do, and you are an incredible resource for finding fics (it’s phenomenal). I think I can speak for a lot of authors here when I say that your work is cherished and appreciated so much; it really gives readers a way of discovering new authors. I also loveee being a part of your tom’s histor-whores group. It makes me feel special. I also love being told when a certain someone does something wrong… like not knowing what a grilled cheese is or buying the wrong Snapple… Thank you for always being a source of incredible fics, incredible humor, incredible fic recs, and incredible history memes.

@lukeysdimples Valeska! 💓 You are quite literally the only 5SOS blog I follow, and I love your content, but I love talking to you as a person too. You’re one of the most interesting people that I’ve ever met (well, virtually, i mean, ya know). I learn something new from you every day, and I hope if we meet one day, that you can show me all the good food that I’ve heard so much about from you (like cow tongue haha, i’m serious i want to try it!). Thank you for always being someone that I know I can trust with anything and everything.

@fallinfortom Adeline! 💓 I don’t even know if you’ll see this, but I miss you on here! Tumblr’s just not the same without your presence. I remember first talking to you back in the springtime, and I don’t know if you know, but I was so intimidated by you. I thought you were this amazing and cool blog, and that you were definitely out of my league mutual wise. You’ve been one of my most consistent friends on here, and I really do feel like you’re my older sister in a way. I hope you and your fam are doing well! Thank you for always being yourself and for having your blog always be a warm, friendly environment.

@milfzaynmalik Zoey! 💓 I never know your username because you change it so much, but I love the guessing game that it is. You keep me on my toes with your changes, but it’s so worth it because your blog truly grows with you as an individual. Although I’m a Louis girl at heart, I love and appreciate your Harry Styles content. I also love how genuine and open you are with every aspect of your blog. Thank you for always being so kind to me (and for always being down to shit on Larries hehe).

@unsaidholland Lys! 💓 You were the first person to introduce me to the fic-side of loving the adorable Harry Holland. I love being able to talk to you about the randomest things, and I really appreciate how kindhearted you are. You’re never afraid to stand up for your friends, and that’s a trait I really admire. Thank you for being a Harry Holland-loving positive force in my life.

@devildisguiseasangel Angela! 💓 My Swiftie bestie! I am so, so glad to have met you. You are always leaving the brightest comments on my works, and I will always appreciate your love and support for my fics, specifically the ones inspired by Taylor songs. You are always there for me, and you’re always the first one to check up on me if I’ve been away or made some sad post about my life. Thank you for your constant support and for being a literal ray of sunshine in my life.

#i wrote half of these late at night so if they dont make sense... that's why #im emotional so here enjoy :)

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valentinaacas · 3 years

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taylor swift - hope you see this

i’ve heard of taylor swift being completely active on tumblr for all the years that i’ve been a fan. i will say i noticed her first when she came out with love story(just re-released!)(blasting it right now) and white horse. but i didn’t completely become a fan until speak now. i remember sitting on the floor i was 19 years old (i think - i’m now 29) looking for music that i can relate to, because 19 year old me was going through it. i’ve always been connected to lyrically beautiful songs and still till this day always looking for new music. discovering taylor swift is a moment i will never forget and hold close and dear to my heart. i would say i am a huge fan. i always buy her albums to support her even though i do not own a cd player anymore. when 1989 came out i used my last 100$ to buy the taylor swift bundle to enter a chance to win tickets to her concerts. i got a bag, guitar pics, pictures and bunch of other things. i bought her cardigan sweater this year along with the grey reputation pullover sweater with all her look what you made me do video characters on it. i treasure that thing. ii requested the repuation sweater with the zippers on the elbows for christmas that year and got it. i just finally recently got my cowboy like me sweatshirt. wearing it this weekend when i go upstate. fits the scenery for sure.i never won those win free tickets but i didn’t care. my first concert i ever attended was red. it was one of the best concert i’ve ever been too. thats when she introduced ed-sheeran to me. It was at the prudential center in new jersey. i live in new york. i travelled all the way to PA for her reputation tour because when she was playing near new york i was already attending a foo fighters concert that weekend in boston, so my boyfriend drove me all the way to Pennsylvania just so i could see her. she has gotten me through so many heart breaks. i jam out to all her music almost everyday. i dont think ill ever get sick of it. when lover came out, i had just recently lost my dad october 2018. He died from non hodgkins lymphoma.. taylor swift has never moved me the way she did on that album. Soon you’ll get better. i wasn’t expecting to hear a song like that going through each song, and all of a sudden i heard “you like the nicer nurses” and i was in a pool of tears. holy orange bottles .. really broke me in half. my dad always like the nicer nurses, and he always did make a joke out of the whole situation. he didnt really come to terms with dying until a month before his death. we played the rolling stones next to his ear as he passed. if he loved anything other than his family it was the rolling stones. i needed that song. i was very much still grieving (still am). i could go on and on about all the songs taylor swift wrote that felt like she wrote it just for me. “all too well” - i mean who hasnt broken out in tears with that one? i wasn’t even heartbroken yet before i could really relate to my favorite song she has ever written. “clean” was something everyone needs in their life. white horse was my go to when my high school boyfriend kept cheating on me, and begging for me back. i used to watch the video almost everyday. every song taylor has written, has touched my soul. i could go on and on but basically i just wrote this hoping my favorite person on earth sees this and knows how much i appreciate her and her music, and because me being 29 years old, i feel like i always want to express it but i’m just not brave enough for all the people that follow me see the kid in me every time i talk about taylor swift. let me just say everyone who knows me or doesnt know me - know that i am a huge freaking fan. i love you taylor swift.. thank you for the two new albums this year and now FEARLESS remastered. freaking love you

@taylorswift

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ML8cuNYCSc

#taylorswift #swifty #red #folklore #fearless #lover #evermore #1989 #repuation

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xcleanx · 4 years

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So since 2019 is about to end I decided to make a list of people who inspired and influenced me this year and shaped to the person I am today!

@taylorswift - Taylor, of course. Your music has helped me a lot this year, especially during hard times. Everything you say and do inspire me to be a better person, fight for myself and respect myself. Every day I’m so grateful for you and I couldn’t wish for a better role model. Thanks to you I met so many amazing people who became my friends and were there for me when I needed them the most and I will never stop being grateful for that. You gave me so much this year and taught me a lot and you make me proud every day. I love you and I hope to hug you next year ❤️

@swiftlove89 - Gulcan you’re that person who is always here for me and who I know for so long. I will never forget how our friendship started - me asking for the tumblr usernames and you giving me yours and then you reblogging one of my reblogs and then Taylor liking it 🥺 It was back in late 2018 and it was my first notice ever and I will never forget this. Not only because it was the first time Taylor actually acknowledged me but also because you showed that no matter how many notices someone has they still can help others and make them happy. You made 2019 much better for me by being in it. You’re so kind, humble and beautiful inside and out and I’m the luckiest to have a friend like you, i love you so much 💘

@delictay - Marisol!!! Despite that we don’t talk daily I know I have your support literally always. You’re the cutest and I wish I could protect you from everything bad in this world. Every time I texted you this year I felt understood and loved and I can’t thank you enough for that. You’re like my older sister I’ve never had and watching you go from having like 3 notices without any hope for ever meeting Taylor to Taylor herself picking and inviting you to her house and liking more than 20 of your posts was literally one of the best experiences this year. You deserve everything you achieved, always remember that. Thank you for making me feel like I matter and always being open for me, i love you the most 🥺❤️

@lanalovestay - Lanaaa!!! 💖 You’re such a kind, funny and lovely person and I couldn’t be happier to have you in 2019!! Not only you are so amazing but also extremely talented (confirmed by Taylor herself!!!) and scrolling through your blog makes me so jealous ’cause it’s one of the prettiest I’ve ever seen 🥺 2019 wouldn’t have been as fun as it was without our long talks and rants on literally everything!! There aren’t many things I enjoy as much as talking to you, you’re only 16 but you’re one of the most open minded and respectful people I’ve met in my life and I feel like I can talk to you about literally everything and I will never be judged. Thank you for always taking your time to talk to me not only about Tay, school, books, movies and celebrities but also about some personal things you never fail to advise me on. I appreciate having you as my friend more than you know, i love you 💘

@iwatchedallofitfade - Meg my baby I don’t even know where I should start!!! You’ve always been an amazing friend I could rely on. You’re such a lovely, big hearted and funny person and you brought so much happiness into this year. You never fail to inspire me with your independence and strength, you’re one of the bravest people I’ve ever met and you deserve absolutely everything in this world. You were there for me when I was at my lowest and you always take your time to help me figure out my problems and at the same time you manage to open up to me and I feel so special you trust me enough to do this 🥺 I know you’re going through a lot right now but I’m praying things will get better eventually and you will feel only happiness and see only daylight. I’m rooting for you so much and sending you all my love today and every day. If there were more people like you, the world would be a much better place and I want you to always know that, i love you ❤️❤️

@troublesgonnafollowswift - Lily I don’t know if you still use this account but I just want to let you know I love you so much and never took you for granted. 2019 was a really rough and difficult year for me in so many ways. You know I had lots of problems with my mental health, you saw me at my lowest and despite that we both know I’m a hard person to deal with you never left. Meeting you was the highlight of this year and hands down one of the best experiences in my life. You were so pretty, funny and lovely on the internet and I would have never thought it would be possible for you to be more than that but you were even prettier and more amazing in real life. I will never forget how hugging you, having lunch with you and talking to you felt like. I don’t even have words to describe how grateful I am that God has put someone like you in my life. When I think about the things that made me happy this year I think about calling you almost crying just for you to make me smile, laughing with you about stupid things and being so excited about meeting you that I almost got hit by a bus when I saw you 🥺 You were making me the happiest and I miss you so so so much and love you even more 🥺💗

@repu2001 - Sami you’re literally the kindest, cutest, loveliest, funniest and the most big hearted person I know. You’re that male friend every girl is dying to have and that person everyone is dying to have in their lives. I’ve known you for over a year and to be honest it was the best time I’ve ever had. You made my 2019 so special, you taught me patience, more self love and you inspired me and still keep inspiring by being strong and independent but also nice and lovely to be a better version of myself. You opened up to me many times this year and knowing I have your trust means more than you will ever know. Because of knowing your secrets and your past I can say without any doubt that you’re hands down the strongest person I’ve ever got to talk to. And the fact that you’ve been through so many unbelievably terrible things but kept on going and now always being extremely lovely to everyone is a proof you’re literally an angel in person 🥺 There’s not a single day you don’t make me proud and every day of our friendship I love you more and more forever and always 💗💗

@tswiftgrande - Soph i know you’re probably sick of me making appreciation posts for you but you’ve been a huge part of my 2019 so here we are again!! I know you’ve heard this many times before but you’re one of the most caring, amazing and beautiful people I’ve met through Taylor. I’ve known you for so long and I’ve seen you in many situations, we’ve been through a lot together, we’ve seen each other being happy but also totally broken and we’ve shared similar experiences. Knowing I have someone I can always turn to no matter if I need advice on my make up or hair or more serious things is something I will be forever grateful for, especially if this person is you. No matter what happens in my life I know I can rely on you and at the same time I know I will never be judged. This year was the worst when it comes to my mental health and I know I was hard to deal with so many times and despite that there wasn’t a situation you weren’t there for me when I needed you. I know you had your own problems but you never made me feel like my problems were less important and that showed me you were my real friend. I just want you to always know I have your back as much as you had and have mine and you helped me become a better person than I was a year ago. I love you the most Soph and no matter what happens I always will ❤️

@taylorkeepdancing - Aner babe!! You brought so much positivity and happiness into my life this year!! You’re such a lovely and cute person and I’m so happy I got to know you and talk to you ’cause you’re always so kind and your blog is so awesome ❣️ We don’t know each other well but I can tell you’re down to earth and that’s not a surprise Taylor loves you as much as we all do 💘 Thank you so much for being nice every time we talked and for helping other swifties to get noticed, I will never forget that thanks to you and you only Taylor saw my face and knows what I look like now 🥺 I love you and I hope we will be mutuals for another few years 💗

@hauntedcats13 - Nesli I’m honestly so glad I got to know you, from our very first talk you were so nice and kind and being friends with you is such an honour, you’re always so positive and you always want to make everyone around you happy what is so amazing and says a lot about you as a person. I’m glad I have someone like you who I can always count on and talk to knowing I won’t be judged or misunderstood. You know I love you so much and I have your back as much as you have mine and I hope to be friends with you for next years ❤️❤️

@comebackbehereswift - Eliana I’m so glad I met you and got to talk to you more this year, I loved talking with you about music, celebrities but mostly I loved talking about Ed ’cause you seemed to be the only person who fully understood my love for him and you going to his concert this year made me so so happy!! You’re such a positive, lovely and funny person and I’m so glad I can call you my friend. I will never forget you and Ella calling me when Taylor liked two of my posts and being as excited and happy as I was. It’s really so hard to find people who are that happy for you and I don’t know what I did to deserve you. I love you so much and I hope we will be friends for next years 💗

@ellagoodhair - Ella despite that we don’t know each other very well I got to talk to you a few times this year and I can say without any doubt that you’re a lovely, funny and caring person who deserves only the best. The fact that you decided to call me when Taylor noticed me despite that we barely talked means a lot to me and shows how humble you are and how much others’ happiness means to you 🥺 I’m the happiest you got your moment with Tay this year ’cause you deserved it the most!! ❤️ I love you and I hope to talk to you more the next year 💘

@thedarkestlittleparadisse - Sara!! Every time we talked this year I had so much fun and there was always a smile on my face, you’re such a funny, open minded, beautiful and kind person everyone needs in their lives. I know I can always count on you no matter what and I trust you so much and I just hope you know I always have your back and I’m always here for you if you need anything. You made my 2019 much better and I hope we will be friends for next couple of years, i love you so much and you’re like my little sister i will always take care about ❤️❤️

@rayanlovestaylor - Rayan despite that we don’t talk that much I totally adore you and love talking to you!! You’re always so kind, nice and open minded and I love how I can talk to you about everything without fear of being judged. Even our the most basic conversations mean so much to me and put a smile on my face, I’m so grateful I had someone like you to talk to this year and I love you so much 💗

@passingnotesinsecrecy - Elif!! You helped me so much this year, you saw me at my lowest and leaving instagram aka the website I made so many friends on, spent hours on, started making my very first edits on and being so attached to and I felt like people didn’t understand how much it took in me to do it except you. I got so many beautiful messages from the people I had to leave but your texts touched me to tears and when I feel unworthy or unwanted I recall them to this day. They literally changed my vision of myself and helped me a lot through my worst days. We didn’t talk a lot back then so the fact that you decided to tell me such beautiful words and then find me here on tumblr to talk to me more means so much to me. Without you my 2019 wouldn’t have been the same and you made a huge, better change in my life. I hope you know you can always rely on me and count on me as well, I love you with my whole heart 💗💗

Also special thanks to other people who also without a doubt made my 2019 much better aka Jenna ( @misss-americana ) for being here for me when I needed someone the most a few days ago and caring about me; Syagmurr ( @daydaylightt ) for being so lovely and cute to talk to; Jason ( @jasonshawwithtay ) for being so unbelievably kind, helpful and lovely; Poonam ( @plorall ) for caring about me and being here when I needed someone a few days ago, Jess ( @jessheartstaylor ) for always being so kind and amazing, I love talking to you so much; Cara ( @girlwiththeswifttattoos ) for being so nice and generous and helping others, I hope you know it’s never unnoticable; Anam ( @loverstann ) for being one of the nicest mutuals I’ve ever had; Auguste ( @auguste-adores-taylor ) for being so adorable and funny, I hope to meet you on the Lover fest next year; Maeve ( @maevelovestaylor ) for being so amazing, kind and lovely and always wanting to talk to me ❤️

I am so grateful for every single one of you and for every person who I crossed paths with this year. You all helped me a lot and made 2019 much better for me by being in it. I love you ❤️

#appreciation

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long-live-swifties-forever · 5 years

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My Lover Secret Session Experience

A month ago I was lucky to attend the Lovers Secret Session at Nashville. Here’s my secret session experience. @taylorswift @taylornation

Receiving my DM

I received my DM on July 24. I swear to God I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was shaking because I’ve never been noticed by Taylor ever. What’s really mysterious is that I received the DM on Tumblr when my biggest account is on Twitter. I admit I clicked on TN’s icon numerous times to make sure the message was coming from the real Taylor Nation. I ran to my niece and told her and she told me that she knew it would happen to me. After like 30 mins when I was calmed I sent them my information and waited.

Waiting time

For the next 2 days my anxiety was off the roof. On July 26 around 6pm I received a call from NY. They thanked me for being such a good fan and invited me to an event on August 4. I couldn’t believe it! Part of me didn’t feel like it was real at all. How could it be that Taylor Swift knew about me and wanted to invite me to her house in Nashville?

I booked my flight and hotel stay the next day. So it was happening I was going to Nashville and it was a secret. How perfect is it to go to Nashville for the first time to meet Taylor?! After I booked everything the wait started. It was extremely difficult to keep the secret from Meg and Audrey. I remember asking Audrey if she thinks Lover Secret Session won’t happen since the Album release was approaching literally 1 hour before I received my DM from Taylor Nation.

Arriving to Nashville

On August 2nd, I took my flight to Nashville and then checked in to the hotel. I think I spotted some swifties but I’m really shy so I didn’t approached them. That night I brainstormed what I wanted to tell Taylor. I wanted to tell her how I’ve been a fan since I was in High School and how her music helped me when I needed the most. How she has a song I can relate to for basically every emotion. I wanted her to know how much I appreciate that she makes a real effort to include the fandom in fun activities like figuring out what easter egg means. It drives us crazy but it's really fun to read different theories. Another thing I did that night was thinking what pose I wanted to take a picture with her. I’m really short( 5’1”) so I googled pictures she has with friends and found a really cute picture where she hugs Hayley Williams from the back and they are celebrating Camila’s birthday. I just thought that pose was super cute.

The next day I went to the Waffle house to eat breakfast and when I was walking to the Waffle house a swiftie told me that she loved my shirt. I was wearing my Lover crop top. That made me really happy. I went to target to get nailpolish to get my nails ready for the session but couldn’t decide. I guess I was really nervous. I walked back to the hotel and got ready to meet everyone.

When I arrived I saw some familiar faces. I was instantly relieved because I was afraid I would know anyone there. I saw Gracie, Lea, Cait, Elise, Jacie and so many more cool Swifties. I connected with: Brandon and Lea the most. We all went to a room to wait until it was time to go to Taylor’s house. We waited for a while but it was nice to mingle with everyone. When it was time to go into the bus that’s when it really hit me that I was meeting Taylor! Also the moment when the gates from her house opened is one of those I will never forget!

Arriving to Taylor’s House

When we arrived to the patio area in the house there was food there. I thought I wouldn’t eat but I did. I had a Lover cookie, a rice krispie made by Taylor!, nuggets, a pizza slice and fruit. We waited for a while before going into the living room. Brendon confirmed the water in the pool was cold. That area is beautiful: She has a sign that says Wine and we all recognized it from that Insta story she posted about Game of thrones.She has really cute picture frames. I remember a really cute one she has with her whole family next to a staircase that leads to one area with a restroom. Before they let us into the living room area I went to the restroom exactly when they started to let in to the living room. I rushed down to go to the living room. The room was beautiful. Taylor has a scrabble framed with really cute messages which I think are for her mom and a Peter Max Artwork hanging.

Secret Session

When Taylor arrived and said Hey Guys. I couldn’t believe it! Tree and Valheria Rocha were there! Taylor introduced her family and Austin, Scott and Adrea went into the room and welcomed us. After they left the room Taylor said some rules about the Secret Session so we are clear about what we can say and what we can’t share. She made a really cool joke referencing Men in Black cause obviously she doesn’t expect us to act like we weren’t in the secret session. One thing that really touched me was when Taylor told us to keep the lyrics safe. She is very proud of this album and she’s the sweetest person ever.

The whole album is a masterpiece! I loved the whole album. Some moments that I’ll always treasure during the listening session are the following:

Crying with Lover like a baby cause the lyrics really hit because they are so pure.

Listening to The Man because it’s such a powerful song and gosh I’m so glad Taylor is talking about Equality!

All of us crying with Soon You’ll get better. I remember Gracie holding my hand. I’m so glad she did.

Taylor encouraging us to make friends there honestly I’m so happy I shared these memories with everyone.

Meeting Taylor

There was a lot of people meeting Taylor that day. We were 113! Taylor was so nice to meet all of us when she was still jet lagged. Around 3:30 A.M. TN called my name.

As soon as I entered the room Taylor said: Hi Cecilia and I approached her saying omg and we hugged. I love that color on you. We will match for our picture.

Taylor said sorry for making me wait so much. I told her it was ok. I waited so many years to meet her that a few hrs was nothing. She said thank you.

I said thank you for inviting me and let me listen to Lover. I told her I pre ordered the deluxes albums and she said thank you! I told her that I'm probably getting the album from itunes because it's so good. She said thank you. She told me if I had time to see them and I told her that a lil and that I wanted to sit down.

Then she asked me if I wanted to take a picture and I said Yes. I told her if we could do like her hugging me from the back. I didn’t like the first picture and asked if we could take another and they we did take another one. :)

I told her about my trip to japan and that I got her a fridge magnet and she was happy and said: aw you got me a magnet.

She told me to have a safe trip back. I got my merch and went to bus.

So that’s it! There’s definitely more to my story but I feel like I kinda blanked out sometimes cause it’s so shocking to meet Taylor and be invited to her house. I don’t know if Taylor will read this but I want her to know that I had the best time. Taylor thank you for inviting me. I’m so grateful because I made friends in your house and I’m so glad we all share all these beautiful memories together. The album is already a success and I can’t wait to attend the tour and listen to the album live!

Love,

Cecilia

#loversecretsessions #lover secret sessions #lover #taylor swift #taylor nation #taylorswift #taylornation #dreams come true #swifties

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hey Keshika! i’ve seen so many beautiful posts about you on POC nights! i’ve loved your posts so much. Now, me saying an ask about not being political and focusing on Taylor was because as u said (limit your social life incase it’s straining u mentally and i did. i’m not on insta or snap) tumblr is our happy little place where we are gathered , escape mean world and enter our little swiftie community. i solely come here to support Taylor and my dash was again the same thing. also, u should—-

(cont.) u should see the hate ask i’ve been getting after it, i don’t think Taylor will ever appreciate us being mean to each other. we even have whatsapp swiftie groups where we don’t talk about politics as it can offend someone and we talk about every artist, everything except for politics because it’s a controversial topic. me not choosing to do it here is same, it’s offending, it’s mentally straining, i’m an adult and i know what’s going on, i vote and right now my vote will count.

hi, thank you for reaching out to me. i'm sorry about the anon hate you've been getting. and i understand if talking about politics is particularly straining for you. i get that and it's completely fine. if you don't want to see any posts about the current situation in india, i suggest you block the tags that people usually use when posting about this (popular ones are #india, #citizenship ammendment act, #citizenship ammendment bill, #caa, #cab, #nrc). this will prevent you from seeing any such content. unfollowing people who post about this is also another option. that's all well and good. what isn't fine and what especially has everyone riled up, is how you went to someone's inbox and told them to stop posting about it. a person's blog isn't a group chat. people don't refrain from posting things just because it may be offensive to other people. a blog is a person's safe space. a place where they can post about anything they want. if that is met with criticism, that's a risk they took. what anam ( @loverstann ) posted wasn't something that deserved to be called out. she wasn't being racist, xenophobic or any of those things that a lot of swifties in this fandom mostly are. she was simply calling out the injustice in our country. really, the only reason why people are offended by your behaviour is because you asked a person to stop posting about things on THEIR blog which they have every right to. that's it. if you don't agree with what she's saying, then take up a civilized conversation with her and discuss it. if you don't want to discuss it, then don't. but it's not right to tell people what they should or shouldn't post. the indian government already does enough of that censoring.

#ask #taylorswiftcalmdown13

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Hey I’m just reaching out as a new account looking to expand my outreach and meet new swifties on my new tumblr. My friend @ts1989fanatic recommend I reach out to you for advice so I’d really appreciate any help you could offer me ❤️

Hi!!! Nice to meet you and glad you’re here! My advice is to just poke around and lurk here and there among the fandom and get a feel for the enormous variety! By far most people in Taylor’s fandom are all friendly, though of course we disagree about stuff, like all groups do! That’s ok! When you find an intriguing or interesting post, go into the notes and see who originally posted it, who liked it, who reblogged it and what they may have said about it, etc. Then scroll the blogs of comments that catch your eye, and so on. You can like stuff or reblog stuff or whatever you feel like doing. Everyone does their own thing, really. We just sorta do it together! 🤣 Good luck and have fun!!!

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missbunnyz · 5 years

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Dear Taylor,

I cant count the number of times on two hands, over the past thirteen years I've been following you and your music, that I've started to write to you only to scrap it because I was either too shy or felt anything I had to say you probably have heard many times over.

But not today. I've decided to write an open letter to you because you've inspired me to come out of my shell, and I think Tumblr is the best way to get your attention 😊💜♠️.

Hi Taylor! My name is Tyler (female) 😊. I have so much to say, I dont even know where to start.

I'm twenty-four years old and from a town about 35 minutes from where you grew up in Pennsylvania! I am currently attending Kutztown University 😊. Like many other older fans (and I know, totally not original), I discovered you when I was eleven and heard your single "Tear Drops On My Guitar" on the radio. I asked my dad to buy me the CD, which he did. I remember spending hours on my dads back porch listening to your debut album on my little portable CD player.

When your Fearless album came out, I was a freshman in highschool, just a few years shy of your song Fifteen. But nonetheless, it still sat with me. I listened to it almost every morning of my freshman year on the morning bus ride to school.

I actually find it kind of funny that your Speak Now album actually reflected a lot of my thoughts and feelings at the time I was a sophomore in highschool, just 16 years old: Sad. Depressed. Kind of angry. But still we both had so much love inside us, and for you I can see that clearly within your songs.

One of my favorite songs of yours is All Too Well. I've listened to it countless times, crying with you through the song. Lyrically, it's so beautiful and cleverly stitched together. It's such a shame that you received so much hate during the Red Era, and I've cried many tears with and for you over the years. I've included your story in numerous essays and papers I've written throughout my years in college. One of those essays, by the way, got a 100% 😏.

I really feel like I know you, and we are soooo alike. I was reading your essay in the Elle US Magazine and what caught my attention in particular is what you said about your mom never having to punish you because you punished yourself enough. I had, and actually sometimes still have that problem. It's a symptom of severe anxiety. And from checking up on you so often over the years, I see your anxiety in your body language.

Theres more I see in your body language. In every single picture of you with fans, you have a genuine smile on your face. Often times you're leaning into a fan, which really shows how comfortable you are with us.

I see your body language with your friends too. You are such a loving and thoughtful person. Sending them flowers, skyping them on their birthday, lending them your body guards, etc. You really care so much, and I love you so much for that.

I would really love to meet you and tell you all this and more in person. All of my friends tell me they associate your name with me 😂.

Oh! Just a little fun fact: according to my Apple Music, I've listened to How You Get The Girl over 180 times 😂😂. I know, I have a problem ;-;.

Oh, I also wanted to tell you that I was at your Reputation Philadelphia show #2 😊. I was so close to you as you walked from one side stage to the other, but I'm still really shy so I couldnt bring myself to push through the crowd to see you. But after you got onto the right (for us) side stage, I was barely twelve feet away from you. You were so close and all I could do was stand there and smile at you with tears in my eyes. I can never bring myself to be loud and scream for you like your other fans (I'm too shy and quiet around people I dont know). But I loved every bit of standing there listening to you perform. You're so gorgeous girl, you've really been looking great lately. I know you dont know me, so this may mean nothing to you, but I'm so incredibly proud of you. You've come so far over the past thirteen years and have accomplished so much. You should really be proud of yourself too.

I also really want to say how much of an inspiration you have been to me, especially recently. Ever since I discovered you and your music, I've strived to be as kind a person as I can. Albeit I've failed numerous times, I still really try to love people.

You've also really helped me be more comfortable with who I am recently. I am a femme gay cis female, and, with you being my idol, your open support and inclusion of the LGBT community has helped me be more open about my sexuality. I've been more comfortable talking about it with strangers and even friends recently, and I've even added a rainbow ribbon to my lanyard! 😊

I really just cant properly express how much I love and care about you and your well-being. I wish I had reached out to you at the beginning of your career and established a connection with you then. Having had severe social anxiety my whole life, I've pretty much have always just loved and supported you from afar, hardly interacting with you or the fandom itself. I love you @taylorswift, and I really hope to hear back from you or your team 💜💜.

With all my heart,

Tyler

p.s. To the swiftie fandom, I would be so appreciative if you reblogged this post and tagged Taylor in it 😊💜. Please and thank you!

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taylorgotbigrep · 5 years

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Happy 29th birthday Taylor Alison Swift❤️

Long live all the magic you’ve made ✨

You will always be remembered ✨

@taylorswift

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So for Taylor’s birthday I wanted to do something different. I’m usually keeping my swiftiness to myself and my fan accounts because a lot of people around me don’t understand or properly appreciate our angel. So today, on my main personal Instagram I posted about her. I’m hoping my words will help people learn more about and how genuinely great she is. So when TS7 comes around, she’ll get all the love, recognition she deserves. We need our queen to be big 👑.

Here is what I posted, if you want to go like and follow me on insta, I’m @ shivvykk ✨

I love Taylor and have been obsessed with her since the first time I heard Love Story. I was completely captured by the beauty, magical and fantasy feelings she incorporates into her music and lyrics. From there I started listening to all of Fearless and her debut album and would eagerly await new music. I was 12 back then and now I’m almost 22! Every year along the way Taylor as guided me with her music. It’s amazing how each of her album eras resonated so well with my life during the same time. Her songs from each album have been relatable for me. I would find myself feeling lost or not being able to understand my emotions, but Taylor’s music helped with that because her music was able to express how I felt, it helped me understand how I felt. I felt understood by her, so I always shared a deep connection with her. Her and her music mean so much to me, I really don’t know where I’d be without her. Another quick thing, back when I was a preteen I was still trying to figure myself out, I had naturally really curly hair and I hated it because everyone around me had straight hair or wavy hair or either straightened their hair. I hated my natural hair until I started seeing Taylor embracing her curls, they looked so beautiful on her. She encouraged me to learn how to style my curls nicely and how to take care of my hair so it looked presentable naturally. I remember searching for hours to build a hair routine that would resemble how Taylor took care of her hair.

I feel like Taylor is often misunderstood by the media. She is a sweet soul that loves her fans so much. Taylor tries really hard to stay connected to her friends(aka her fans) and meet as many of them as possible. She does this in many ways, such as social media, secret sessions and at concerts. She is very active on Tumblr where she is always replying to and reblogging her fans, adding them as friends. Alongside, she also has her own media platform called swift life, where she also participates. Secret sessions are events she hosts before she’s about to release a new album or just for the sake of meeting more fans. Her and her management team, called Taylor Nation pick fans from online social platforms to meet her. She hosts many secret sessions in her houses where the guests hang out with her all day and take pictures. When it comes to touring, she has 1-3 concerts a week, and for each concert she has this concept called Rep Room. Basically, once again her and her team pick a handful of groups or individuals online to be invited to Rep Room, which is a lounge type room, full of refreshments, special décor and pieces of Taylor from her life or music videos. During the Rep Room, individuals get to one by one go meet Taylor and take a picture with her. A bunch of people are picked before the concert, but during the concert individuals or groups that stand out to the management or Taylor’s mom are invited for the Rep Room after the concert. Thus, Taylor is literally on her feet hours before, during and after the concert, just to meet her fans! Each concert day she meets about 40-70 new people. During her last 5 months of tour she has meet thousands of fans, and may I add that she does this for free! Therefore, making her so kind and thoughtful, she literally treats her fans like friends and loves us all very very much.

For her reputation stadium tour, I participated online via my fan account, my posts got exposure from around 50,000 different people, from all over the world! During the concert I was recognized by so many of those people and even met up with other online fans! The best part of all of this is Taylor herself recognized me! During one of her songs, she flies over the floor section, when she was right above me, she pointed down directly at me and waved!!!!!! She’s known to wave and mouth hi to people she recognizes in the pits or wherever on the floor when she’s performing. SHE RECOGNIZES US BE BECAUSE LIKE I SAID SHE LOVES HER FANS AND STALKS US ONLINE (TAYLURKING). I was so shook and lost in the moment, I like to believe she recognized my signs, because thats how other fans recognized me. Right after me and @mriavo ran to her next mini stage and were literally right in front of her. In that moment all of it felt so real, the years of loving her, seeing her in person, feeling the proximity and personal connection, I cried. That alone made my night! I was there with one of my best friends, we were dancing all night and singing so loudly, folks five rows ahead and behind were turning heads, noticing us.

I would give anything to relive that night.

Hopefully one day meet Taylor properly.

But for now, Happy Birthday @taylorswift

Don’t read the last page, because I stayed ❤️

@taylornation

#taylor swift #happy birthday #swifties #rep tour #repuatation tour #swiftmas

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