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fumifooms · 3 months

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Laios Touden and autism; admiring the non-human

Do you think people exaggerate when they scream about Laios being autistic? Do you feel like it’s weird that so many people including autistics are so set on Laios, the problematic (but incredible and kind) king TM, being the most autistic that has ever autisticed? Why do we cheer on autistic people wanting to be monsters?? Isn’t that weird?

Well, of course it depends on the way it’s done, it can be done quite offensively, but long story short Kui blew it out of the park. The thing is, autistic people really do like monsters and animals and robots. Nonhuman does not mean subhuman, it just means Other. Feeling a connection with them has been shown to be an extremely common autistic experience for that very reason.

Because some people don’t understand why we autistic Tumblr Laios stans cheer “autism! Autism!” whenever he talks about monsters and feeling alienated to humans so! Here’s a post about how yes even research papers are analyzing the special connection we form with animals. I’m not even joking but Laios Touden & the mass cries of relatability with autistic people he gets and all the love for him could be used as study material and evidence for future papers because the link is that strong. Oh also I think it’s notable that being autistic and undiagnosed vs diagnosed makes a huge difference. In my experience as someone who was undiagnosed up until 18, it’s even more alienating to not know that there’s a reason why you’re different, being gaslit that you’re ‘normal’ and you just need to try harder and get with the program, etc. Personally when getting diagnosed I went through the 5 stages of grief because the thought of having been fundamentally different all your life (a difference which you will never be able to change) and mistreated for it when you weren’t “wrong” all along makes you unload all the anger and sadness and loneliness and sheer trauma you’ve built up over time. Like it’s world shattering.

So! Back to seeing dogs as family. Also I implore you to value experiential evidence when it comes to autism and other neurodivergences because brains are complicated and neurotypicals not being able to understand us well even with scientific research is like, a whole thing even though we’re right there speaking about how we feel and being right every time because the topic is literally us and how we experience the world.

Disclaimer for this whole post that, of course, no group is a monolith and everyone has different experiences or can diverge from the norm of the group, and that doesn’t diminish the validity of either side! Like, I know autistic people who have trauma with dogs and hate them. But, trends do happen, and in this case... Autism is very “My experiences with humans make me feel dehumanized in a bad and lonely way so instead I’ll dehumanize myself in a good and inspiring way”.

“I was treated like a failed human my entire life and you’re surprised that my response was to become a dog.” -Patricia Taxxon

It’s literally well recorded that autistic people relate to animals more than humans globally. With this post, besides spreading autistic Laios truthism and explaining why the portrayal hits so deep for so many, I want to show in what way this is a very specific experience and not looking at his character through an autistic lense really misses a lot of why he’s everything that he is. (Tacking allegedly onto here for legal reasons, different interpretations are valid etc etc /gen). This honestly isn’t super long though.

To define an important term, anthropomorphism in the studies and in this post means to attribute human traits to the nonhuman, which not only includes anthro furry designs but also animals irl, inanimate objects, and animated media as opposed to live action, to humanize them and empathize with them.

Paper: https://www.liebertpub.com/doi/10.1089/aut.2019.0027

“Dogs taught me how to hunt and socialize and work in groups”, Laios having internalized body language... So real so real. I, too, make a great dog impression. And I want to emphase the part that it helps greatly develop a sense of emotions and relationships! For Laios, he didn’t get along with kids his age, it was him, Falin and the dogs against the world. Since it’s a group of dogs too, it taught him group dynamics and social hierarchies (like with Falin being considered as being below the dogs in authority according to the dogs rip), and the importance of group coordination when hunting.

For me, I cannot like, concisely explain just how much animals were important to me developmentally. I also grew up with dogs, but like I vividly remember encounters with like hamsters as well just radically shaping my understanding of boundaries, the importance of giving something space and the way you interact with them and respect their side of it. Unlike humans they don’t really mask how they feel, it’s direct cause-effect reaction and data gathering. There are no words involved, so the focus on having a perfect phrasing and tone is gone, leaving just pure interactions.

There’s also no reason to mask how you feel either, and you don’t have to feel silly over wanting to form a connection and it showing, what, is the dog gonna laugh at you because you obviously want to make friends with it? Toshiro or Kabru might, but dogs and cats will just tell you to fuck off and leave it there worst case scenario. I often say that I think one reason Marcille is special to Laios and he feels comfortable around her is because she emotes INTENSELY, she gestures, she puts her whole body into it, her facial expressions are pretty exaggerated and her ears even emote too- like with a dog’s ears!

I think there’s def also things to be said about how he gravitated towards Izutsumi at first, all excited, was eager to sleep in the same bed as her, but in the Izutsumi sleep rating chart we see they really just casual and chill so it’s not a Laios talking to Shuro deep into the night situation just a “I like sleeping besides animals” situation and that is enough to hype him up. I love how he pet her in the extra about why Chil let her sleep with him too. He’s just so transparently eager to befriend her, even if in the end they weren’t all that compatible and he accepted that.

There are honestly so many examples I could give for this. Like Grandin the famous cow lady.

More about autism & empathy:

https://www.spectrumnews.org/news/double-empathy-explained/ (Also mentions a study in which groups of autistic, allistic then a mixed group played a game of telephone and both singular groups had similar levels of information retention, but the mixed group was significantly worse. As an autistic person yeah duh, obviously autistic people are different from one another and can have plenty of interpersonal issues, but communicating with other neurodivergent people feels pretty intuitive and straightforward and comfortable. One of the reasons why neurodivergent people tend to naturally gravitate towards each other I suppose.)

^ Paper: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5932358/ For good, extensive summary of why we relate to animals so much you can go to the “anthromorphizing and asd” section of the paper. This paper extends to our widespread liking of cartoons and robots as well. Ok so this is a whole thing I won’t get into here but this is a big reason why a lot of autistic people are agender leaning as well. Genders and queerness in general is a lot about social constructs, and being queer is being marginal to these, not fitting into boxes or challenging those social norms and conventions. Queerplatonic relationships are a great example of this, where the framework of the relationship is platonic but the intangible nature of what it is exactly is the point, not familial not anything but everything at once too, just adoration, I like to say having pets is a bit like it as well, bc obvi it’s not romantic and often not fully familial, very platonic but also sooo much cuddling and adoration and kissing and whatnot that you wouldn’t typically do with a friend or family member. I’ll talk about qpr and labels another day though.

I got carried away but queerness in Dunmeshi is something I 100% want to make a big post on one day. Experiencing the world with different guidelines and not registering things to have the same boxes, sigh. Personally I also relate to Laios on a gender level, “cis by default because I don’t care all that much but if I were to dig deeper I’m probably otherkin and I want to be socially associated with traits of monsters and animalistic rather than man/woman” sighh hard to be a cryptid in this day and age. I wish we had a term like furry but for monsters, I want to be in the fantasy or folk tale genre ty, like changelings. Goshh changelings... You know, the irl myth where people said their neurodivergent kids were fairies’ children instead of human. Diminished physical sense of self means I see myself as some unknowable black void aesthetic wise, but like in a way that simultaneously makes me feel seen. Like becoming a monster, losing your sense of self but also somehow just being simplified and seen for what you are, it’s weird to try and explain. This post is more about relating to the nonhuman than about seeing yourself as such, but like connect the dots right, that IS an important point of Laios’ character. It’s because our brains literally work different than allistics which makes us feel as other, but also because of social ostracization and functioning in a different way than society at large, living in the margin of society, being weird and non-conforming.

Meanwhile, animals and social norms... Like ok, showing your neck and rolling on the ground to show that you’re friendly and harmless and play biting might not be proper. But have you considered that it’s also fun and feels very intuitive. Play with a dog in the dog’s way I promise it is so nice and freeing. Play tug of war and growl back when they growl. Hiss at your cat to tell them they do something wrong, engage with them on their level.

Autism made social life hard, but it made animals easy. Do you have anyyy idea how good it feels to mask all day every day and feel constantly misunderstood or like you’re doing a performance but then you can just, drop all of that in the company of animals and they understand you. They understand you. You form an understanding and rapport so easily.

And this whole thing with Laios is so explicit too, with the Winged Lion saying “You’re sick and tired of the human world”. Notice the choice of words. Sick and tired of the human world. Exhausted from the constraints, sick of the mind games. It really isn’t as much about loving monsters as it is about loving the nonhuman. Relating to them because you feel that you can actually understand how they work and think, and feeling like they could understand you back as well. Animals are safe.

Like I could go on about how Laios admiring even just demi-humans like orcs is because they’re socially seen as non-humans more than any true physical thing, that they’re not bound by human society and its rules and live with their own lifestyle. But it would deal myself 1000 points of psychic damage and I am not ready to cry today. It’s idealization 100%, and like, Laios DOES want to be treated as human, to be valued, but it feels like an unreachable thing meanwhile becoming a monster is instant gratification and freedom and a sense that now no one will be able to hurt you in a way that reaches you, never again shall you be defenseless, and then if people dehumanize you then that only strengthens your sense of identity as a monster and UGHH ugh ugh.

And like. This post is a mess at this point but if you want to kinda delve into the more “why” then I recommend this Patricia Taxxon video essay. It starts out on a very different topic, but it’s all about autism and finding comfort in the inhuman. Long story short is othering made us like this also animals are just simpler to intuitively get along with.

So when I post this

I mean it. I really mean it when I say he’s me. I have never felt so seen. So many conflicting emotions all wrapped so concisely yet so intangibly woven into the whole storyline so subtly.

Not being depicted as a monster of an human being for feeling/having felt that way?? The manga understands you. The world can understand you. Other humans can understand you. You can bond with them. You can. And I think that’s a big part of Dungeon Meshi too- Laios opening up to others about how he really is and his interests, and all the bumps on the way but how it was the only way to truly get to know each other and bond. With the climax being Laios confronting head on his complex with monsters and humans, and his monster-loving side and animalistic side being exactly what saves the whole world, what saves humanity. Because Laios does value his friends, does think humanity has beautiful sides to it, he wants to help it thrive and eat and become more accepting, carving out a kingdom for misfits and demi-humans. At the end of it, transforming into a monster and being free is a daydream fantasy, and the reality of it is that Laios does belong in the world as he is, and does receive and give out love.

If you enjoyed this you’ll probably like some of my other Laios analysis! Here’s an analysis of his succubus and what it says about his relationships with other humans. And here’s an analysis about his relationship with Shuro from his perspective.

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #laios touden #character analysis #i guess #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #spoilers #autistic laios touden #asd #autism representation #meta #draft so old it uses the old Tumblr post editor #it would be much better if i could put them side to side rip #i also wanna do an analysis trying to pin down his level of social awareness #i love that the monster story epic saga about misfits and your place in the world on an ecosystem level is just sooo autistic so perfect #this post has a weird structure but hopefully it can showcase some things and make ppl understand and others relate! I know we're out there #hiii therians how we feeling today. Brain chemistry is weird but ours is just wired different not broken #feeling self-conscious bc even with studies this is the equivalent of going 'trust me bro I get it' which usually doesn't go well with us #Humanity is beautiful <3333 Humans are social animals broski love yourself!!!

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opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months

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#my new number 1 favorite anime #extremely good. very very good. hopefully ill draw more #mononoke medicine seller #mononoke 2007 #the 2nd story isnt my favorite. i think the 1st or the 4th maybe? but i do like the 2nd a lot #i like how they kinda focus on women in a way that kinda feels different than a lot of anime #like idk i guess its just that theyre treated like people and not props lmao #hm sure ill post this today. why not? ive been v lazy today haha #which is to say i just spent all day drawing lol #kusuriuri

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oakskull · 1 year

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Read L -> R

#hattori heiji #heishin #kudo shinichi #oakskull art #dcmk #detco #its gay people baby #the colors are kind of drastically different on my phone vs on my tablet so im not sure how it will appear for the masses #i really hope this is readable bc the original sketch was horizontal and i think you can tell #this comic went through development hell for like 2 months #but its done now and im posting this because there is no one else posting heishin on tumblr and i have to provide for the people #anyway i will probably hopefully maybe be drawing more now that i dont have this wip taunting me #not today though i have to go to my adult job where i make adult money 👍#also if u see any mistakes no u dont ❤️#constructive critism is fine but i might just not respond lol #also heiji speaking vertically and shinichi speaking horizontally was mostly accidental but the shapes just fit better #fit better w/ my vision #technically the middle panel could have had more horizontal text instead of one word per line but then it would be inconsistent

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laundrybiscuits · 1 year

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(this is just Steve's POV on one mini-scene of what will today's adventure be, because I said that thing about 'wild domestic fantasy' in the commentary)

It’s been a long, long day, and Steve’s looking forward to collapsing as soon as he gets home. He might not even bother with dinner.

He can’t blame anything but exhaustion for the way he doesn’t notice how the lights are already on in the house as he makes his way up to the front door and unlocks it, fumbling just a little over the keys. So when he swings the door open, for just a second he thinks he’s dreaming, like maybe he fell asleep in the car or something.

Eddie Munson is sitting at his dining room table with Dustin, Mike, Lucas, Will, and…for some reason, Erica Sinclair’s there too. Actually, she seems to be bossing the others around, waving a pencil in Lucas’s face while he scowls and bats her away.

It’s just. The thing is. This is just so close to—to thoughts he’s had, more and more lately. Coming home to a warm room all lit up and full of life, everyone safe and happy; Eddie glancing up at him and smiling, just like that. It doesn’t feel like something he should be allowed to keep. It feels like the kind of thing that’ll disappear if he blinks, like his house'll be empty again the second he lets himself believe it's real.

Eddie leans over and says something to Erica, who gives up tormenting Lucas to lead a mass stampede into the kitchen. Probably looking to raid Steve's freezer, like always.

Eddie looks back up at Steve, eyes sparkling. “I would die for that child,” Eddie says very sincerely, the corner of his mouth twitching.

Steve can’t help laughing, because he’s definitely almost died for Erica on multiple occasions, and he’s got no regrets about it. “Yeah. Um, me too.”

“So, I’m gonna go ahead and guess that Henderson didn’t actually clear this with you?” Eddie leans forward, resting his chin on his folded hands and tilting his head. His hair spills over his shoulders.

Steve tries half-heartedly to remember, but he’s coming up blank. “Honestly, I’m not sure. He might’ve said something last week? Sometimes when he’s on a tear, I just kinda let him talk.”

“Y’know, we’re at a pretty good stopping point for today, if you want us to clear out so you can get some rest.” Eddie’s voice is soft but clear, deep and smooth in a way that has to be on purpose. He sounds like he’s—like he’s talking to someone he cares about. He sounds soothing, and Steve’s heart gives a painful little clench at how obviously Eddie’s trying to be gentle with Steve. He’s always like that: always the first to notice when Steve’s struggling, always there to lend a hand, but never in a way like he doesn’t think Steve can handle things by himself. Eddie just helps, that’s all. It's always just better when Eddie’s there.

“No, it’s fine. I might go take a nap, though.” It’s more than fine; there’s nothing Steve wants more than to know his house is full of people he loves, having a good time. He might even stick around just to watch if he could keep his eyes open much longer, but whatever nerd thing they're doing is way less appealing than his bed right now. Plus, Eddie definitely doesn't have a plan for when they'll want dinner in a couple hours, so Steve can just check back in then.

“Gonna trust you not to let them burn down the place, got it?” He tries his best to look stern, but Eddie salutes him like a dork, beaming wide and pretty.

“Aye aye, cap’n. No lick of flame shall breach these walls.”

Steve wants to kiss him so badly that it fizzes like pop rocks on his tongue. He lets himself think about it for a second, then reaches out to push his fingers through Eddie’s hair and mess it up a little as he heads upstairs, heart tender as a bruise.

#this is wildly self-indulgent #steddie #fic: what will today's adventure be #it's always fun to do scene rewrites from a new POV #I don't think it actually adds anything new; hopefully all this stuff is still pretty evident from Eddie's POV #but it's just fun to write! it's fun to make characters notice slightly different things about the same scene!

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golyadkin · 5 months

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"To my horror I realized I couldn't do it. This was not my brother, but it had his face. It looked at me with his eyes. I loved him too much to raise the gun to my shoulder. 'Turn around,' I said. 'Why?' it said. 'Is there something in the woods?'"

A story still in the planning stages

#i know i said i wouldn't draw for a while but i couldn't not draw today i was going insane #art tag #oc's #wiad #<- acronym for the title i'm not giving anything away with this one #hopefully one day i can actually write the whole thing it's the most horror-type thing i've ever attempted #also this is one of those drawings that looks completely different on all of my devices #it's made of all the colours my laptop is terrible at producing and my tablet is too good at producing

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end0r4 · 3 months

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Wednesday, American Gods: The Bone Orchard s01e01

#today is wednesday so here's wednesday #ian mcshane #mr. wednesday #mr wednesday #american gods #the bone orchard #tv series #it is wednesday my dudes #i am aware of the mess it is going to be posting once again this old bastard but i wanted to make a nice thing as for Al #hopefully i wont post the same screens twice finger crossed #once again i apologise for bad english #different use of hashtag as usual #myedit #my screenies #stgedit #scheduled

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finncakes · 2 years

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finally...my designs for the short kings. together at last. (versions of the designs with insp pics under the cut)

#critical role #cr3 #orym of the air ashari #fcg #fresh cut grass #chetney pock o'pea #sorry i didn't include werechet but i am.. still learning how to draw beasts :)#i'm finally happy with fcg's design #idk why it took so long to get them!#i still think abt matt mentioning that orym was able to rub some of the symbol off fcg's chest....#glad he didn't say anything cause we all know that's gotta be dried blood or smth bad #idk #i am just. fascinated by fcg!!!!!#anyway so excited for today's episode!#it's a crime i am closing tonight.... hopefully i can put it on while i clean the store #also not as much detail with these cause i approached them a lil differently than the others #bells hells designs #tagging for myself

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year

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You’ve always been pretty cheeky whenever it came to your boyfriend Bakugou. He’s just too easy to fluster, too fun to not mess with him a bit to watch him get riled up. Even when it included placing his hand under your skirt while he drives just to feel the car jerk a little underneath you.

It was supposed to be a joke—a tease, really—something for you to laugh at and for him to get all huffy before he pinches your thigh in retaliation. But this time? Bakugou doesn’t move his hand.

“What are you doing?” You ask him, the table suddenly turned when he only glances at you from the corner of his eye. His fingers have started rubbing soft, slow circles against your panties, the outline of your lips. He doesn’t say anything back, just knocks your thighs open a little wider with his forearm and wrist before his knuckles find your clit.

“I was just fucking with you,” you tell him in a rush of breath, eyes fluttering when he tuts and moves your panties to the side until his fingers can graze your bare flesh.

“And now I’m just trying to finger fuck you.” He answers plainly, makes you gasp and your eyes widen a little. Whenever you teased him like this, he would always get so flustered, so huffy, shoulders hiked and his ears red. But now?

Now, he’s teasing the tip of his middle finger in your slick hole, thumb working gracious little circles into your clit, and you think the people riding beside you might know what’s going on. You can’t bring yourself to care though, not when he bullies his whole finger inside, when he plays with your clit like an instrument long practiced, when he tells you to make a mess on his nice leather seats so he can make you clean it up after with your tongue.

#sooo so so so sleeby #today was literally so shitty and wore me out lmfao #hopefully tomorrow will be a lot better :))#but pls enjoy this I think about it every time I get in a car #I’ve always been a tease w people I like so he wouldn’t be any different from the teasing treatment #but I KNOW after a while he’d get so fed up with it lol #bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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Ok I’m glad I found the actual ask box instead of the EMBARASSING thing I did earlier, aside from that

How long does it usually take you to make a drawing? :3 I know it’s different depending on the caliber of the drawing but for an example let’s say just Barnaby and Wally doing whatever in a scene

I’m very curious about your process!! ^w^

i just saw what you mean and for your sake i'll Pretend I Did Not See lol. its ok tho it happens, Tumblr's a tough cookie to wrangle

hm. it Does vary wildly, both depending on quality, how used to scribbling a thing i am, and how well the art-mojo is flowing! on a bad night, a simple sketch could take an hour while the same sketch on a good night could take 15 minutes

and it's also hard to say since i don't really keep track! for example, The First One in this collage is a more involved sketch and i suspect it took thirty minutes maybe? i remember having some Difficulties so maybe longer? trying to get size differences between multiple characters in the same sketch adds a Lot of time, as does making sure they interact properly. while the last one in the collage (the Nom) probably took closer to ten minutes

i know the Laughingstock in Aziracrow's outfits i belted out in, oh... an hour or three? it's really hard to say! i think it was several bc i was watching gomens at the time, and i think it got through a couple of episodes... clothes add a lot of time! but certain things that i thought i did Quickly took hours in reality, and i only notice when i look up and see the clock has Changed Drastically! i have a very loose perception of time!

it really just depends on my motivation & how used to drawing something i am. like scribbling Eddie takes a while, lots of guidelines and erasing and redrawing. but scribbling Barnaby? easy. takes me seconds in comparison. way less guidelines - i know where everything is and where it goes! drawing dragons takes even less time - This One was done in a Blink, and the only guides i used were head circle / snout circle / jawline.

#the Size of the sketch absolutely makes a big difference #like sketch comms are really tough since im drawing them at a Much bigger resolution #and it throws off the feel of the brush & i have to go about it in a drastically different way than what im comfortable with #because i want to provide the Best Resolution/Quality possible!#and then tiny sketches are easy and quick cause it's close quarters. cozy!#and im more accustomed to keeping my brushstrokes Tight and Short #but im slowly getting used to scribbling Bigger!#just today i realized i was automatically scribbling larger than i used to #good! higher quality!#it will translate into my comms hopefully!#i still have one left... ive been slowly chipping away at it #rambles from the bog #i think im underestimating the time...#bc i Do draw slowly i think #it usually takes a while!#unless im In The Zone and then im belting things out at lightspeed #like remember that glorious time period where i was posting every day often Twice a day and the queue was backed up for Days?#yeah.... me too....#i am very rarely in the Zone #its tough to think and its tough to Create and the process is so much!!!#it takes Energy i rarely have! so that slows it down too...#but yeah my 'process' is very much Not a process lmao #in the wise words of hobie brown: i dont believe in consistency #its not in my nature! to my detriment more often than not!

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sparklyeyedhimbo · 1 year

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The gaymer boyfriends meet IRL (they are both stupid) 15/?

#between us the series #between us #gaymer boyfriends #gaymerbfsirl #waantul #bl series #bl gifs #bl crack #SOME CUTENESS IN HERE BEFORE WE GET TODAYS NEW EPISODE #i am scared #but also WE HOPEFULLY GET THEM TO TALK TO EACHOTHER #i am really interested in HOW tul will lie is way out of it #OR if he is big tul and tells the truth #also you can tell i worked on two different days on this #LUL

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bawmbo · 7 months

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inktobertale 23! (day 2)

a little bit late! and i will not be finishing this one, was my warm up of the day and got a little distracted throughout the day (shaking fist in unmedicated adhd) BUT that is cross (from XTale)! with his head shoved into a pumpkin!

#inktobertale #inktobertale2023 #inktobertale day 2 #and hopefully i'll finish today's (day 3) this time #but we'll never know #< you never know when your brain is comprised of several different unknown things #< and not the lumpy beast that is actually supposed to be in your skull

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mmaebee · 3 months

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I used to wonder where I could go

To sit and watch the moon come out

It’s never like I dreamed it though

It had to be just a matter of time

Before you came and found me there

But silently all through the air

Came Out of a Lady - Rubblebucket

a comic about c!tubbo and snowchester

#bizarrely titled song to fit to c!tubbo but here we are #heard we were dsmp-ing again just a little #or at the very least this feels like a cleanse #one of the last things I made for this era of my life that I still feel kinda proud of and connected to today #dsmp #dsmp fanart #dsmp art #dsmp tubbo #tubbo #tubbo fanart #I could give u a whole Essay of thoughts about how I think parts of this song connect to his character and story #someday maybe I’ll make a companion piece for the second set of lyrics #u can see how old this is by the varying levels of effort put into different panels hopefully that isn’t too jarring?#this was like my second ever time attempting a kind of comic-y(?) format

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0rchidm4ntis · 3 months

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Sob…hi mica…I feel like I’m leaving worn out letters and roses at your grave HBFSJSKS

Here’s a silly bat picture :] i hope you’re doing well!! It’s my birthday today and I’m cutting you a slice of cake in spirit 💚

KSJDJDID THE COMPARISON IS KILLING ME but tbh that's very fair,,,, my ghost will happily enjoy the flowers and read those letters! as well as that silly bat picture bc waaa it's just so cute!!!

on a much more important note: happy birthday fruity!!!! im happy you thought of me, ill enjoy the spirit cake and i hope everything was good and you had a lovely time <3!!

i might be a bit rusty bc i haven't drawn in a while but i hope you enjoy this small gift nonetheless 🌟 lilia baked you a cake! (and silver tried so hard to stop him) they hope you'll enjoy a slice with them~

#mica rambles #ask #happy happy birthday!!#im SO glad i saw this today #hopefully bc of different timezones im not too late!#but yeah!! enjoy yourself and have a nice time! you deserve it :D

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monstrsball · 7 months

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karasuno third years and their favorite first years

daichi: tsukishima suga: kageyama asahi: hinata kiyoko: yachi

#karasuno #remake of a post i made last year that i can never seem to find #my headcanons #<- tag so hopefully i can find this again in the future #anyway expanding. i think if you asked asahi he would sweat and go 'i don't have a favorite! that's mean!' but he does. it's hinata.#i think suga would also say this but its different than asahi #like. their tone? the way they say it? idk. like asahi is nervous #and suga is mock offended.#but everyone knows it's kageyama #and then daichi and kiyoko would both just be honest #actually daichi's depends on who is asking i think #thanks for tuning in... i'm feeling chatty today

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sexynetra · 4 months

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• how many characters are in your current wip?

• current fave fic?

• share a line from you fic that contains: year, open, flower, or tell :)

• what would your current wip get cancelled on twitter for?

here are the questions about your wips too because i need to know <3

Hi Gi welcome to the rawnsyf q&a section because I am legally banned from working on other stories until this chapter is posted <33

1. Oh gosh uh… 10 so far with speaking roles I think, 17 I believe, including people mentioned who don’t speak? That’s what you get when a work gets that long I guess 😭

2. That I’ve read or written? That’s honestly such a hard one I’ve read so many incredible amazing fics. I am currently in my @aqpippin obsession era and sleeping with strangers actively changed my entire life by being so good, you already know that the as of yet unpublished halldoll hanahaki WILL be on this list as soon as you finish it and let me see it 👀 and then of course I have to include the fic that inspired me to start writing and publishing my own drag race fanfic, no different from anywhere else (lovingly called bodyguard au by me). As for my own fic? I’m very proud of my newest one :) and I have a few things im working on in my brain that I’m excited to get onto paper

Year- “oh my god, what are you, four years old? They’re olives, Anetra. Who hurt you? What kind of person doesn’t like olives?”

Open- Anetra seemed uncomfortable, looking around the room — at the posters in the wall, out the open window, anywhere but Marcia.

Flower- “There’s pepperoni on there, you delicate flower. Just pick off the olives before you eat it and you have your boring pepperoni pizza right there,” Marcia remarked.

Tell- “And for the record, you initiated everything. Every time. I have never pushed you to do anything you didn’t want to do, that you didn’t literally tell me you were sure you wanted to do.”

4. Homophobic main character for sure :)

#oh rawnsyf we’re really in it this time #I need to edit and post so I can write other things I s2g #I have like. 6 different things i really want to write #but noooo I have to finish this first #jk I’m excited #I just hate editing #oh pizza scene god bless you for giving me possible quotes for all 4 of these words #I did try to spread the love though. slightly #I did try to spread the love though. slightly.#anyways I’m gonna cram edit today and try to bully my beta into sending me more edits and then hopefully if I can be enough of a bitch #we can get it up by nye #no promises though I’m super busy tomorrow #ask #asks #my writing #rawnsyf #running away will never set you free #thecollectionsof #there was another luxx line I wanted to use for tell but alas #I wanted some drama #anyways hi I love you thanks for sending these :)#time 2 edit now that I’ve opened the document and have no excuse not to

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