#how can people hate this man tbh

[alicethenobody]

Yamcha is so big brother coded

#dragon ball #dragon ball z #db #dbz #yamcha #goku #son goku #gohan #son gohan #cell games #how can people hate this man tbh #he may not measure up to the others in strength #but he has a lot of heart #he’s my fave #toriyama did him so wrong

[evilbiomes]

reworking ace’s personality a bunch and it’s got me thinkin about character dynamics.. here’s an interaction i thought of between ace n otto

#perry art #doodles #ace (oc) #otto (oc) #weirdo recluse wizard who has never owned a computer vs man that owns a car and multiple guns who doesnt know what its like to be cursed #theyre very very different people tbh #i dont think they would outright hate each other but theyd find each other kinda weird #really enjoying how ive been reworking ace as a character tbh.. if anyones interested i can talk about it

[ladynicte]

I'm curious, what appeals to you about Andrew? Is he just that hot lol

Hot boy makes monkey brain very happy

Tbh all the guys I like are just like tall bony pale guys with black messy hair <- this sucks for me

That aside I just really like everything about him besides really liking nemlei's art and his design I just really like all of his character traits

I like his romanticism and the fact that he reads way too much poetry also I just love how entirely willing he was to kill the warden that was always leering at Ashley

As a general I like jealous over protective characters

Also in story I really like brother/sister relationships they have always been my fave and I love toxic messed up codependency

And in a lot of the extra scenes and stuff he's actually really sweet to Ashley, like him being the only to buy her anything on her birthday and I love that

Basically the guy won me over the second he started talking about how romantic being buried on the same coffin after a double suicide would be

Plus I just really like how much he manhandles and just kinda touches Ashley all the time. Him chocking her was so hot.

#man i hate the fact that i cant answer asks without getting paranoid but i just have bad past experiences #either way i can talk about him all day i even made him autistic in my headcanon cuz I like him that much #also like tbh i love how both of them are written but i only like like andrew i dont like Ashley lol #ashley is like just a very painful reminder of my aspd to me sometimes i feel really bad for her but also yeah i know why people dont #associate with us a lot #luna's asks #the coffin of andy and leyley #andrew graves

[nandermoenthusiast]

guys i have been in a state for days. i am giddy i am gasping for air i am broken inside i am blushing i am sweating i am twirling my hair i am suffering i dont know how to deal with the very real possibility that nandor has loved guillermo for years and has been restraining himself, feigning aloofness, keeping his distance, because all these years he understood that maybe guillermo would never be ready for vampirism - and maybe hes been so depressed in the latest years because hes finally found someone he wants to spend eternity with, and he strongly suspects he will spend eternity missing them instead

#i truly truly truly dont know how to deal #this season recontextualised the whole show for me #if i shipped nandermo before now i am absolutely batshit crazy about them and its all i think about #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #this is just speculation but i just - i feel it in my bones #like fuck imagine having been alone for 800 years. fuck. imagine losing lover after lover and being kind of a disaster at romance actually #imagine finding someone you so easily connect with and theyre so amazing you love them so much they can even hold their own against you #and fuck they like you back. and then you understand that they are too fundamentally kind to be a monster. #and its like a fucking stake through the heart its like youre made of glass and youre shattering #i hate this and i swear to god. they need to end up together. not just to end up together #they need to spend the rest of their lives together and ideally eternity tbh #i dont care gizmo you get over the killing hangup and have nandor turn you and spend eternity in #bliss and shenanigans. like man. man. man. i love how this season turned out i really do #but i hope its more of a ‘he had not thought it through and wasn’t ready and also we need to have nandor do it fr’ #anyway nandor becoming human is also ok but i really hope that they find a way to navigate guillermos inability to kill #like. nandor killing for him or him robbing blood banks or him only hunting predators etc #or him feeding without killing people #just bc i still really like the concept of them having so much time together and their time together not be limited #i feel like after all those years pining for one another. they deserve that

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

the reason i’m not afraid of aging is because i want to be a hot middle-aged man who has a toxic yaoi relationship with another middle-aged man

#u know i used to be so afraid of aging until i realized that i want to be a dilf. now it’s kinda exciting #i realized recently that i could never picture myself living past my twenties until i pictured myself as a man #but like. i want to be a man and a woman and nothing and everything #but like. i’m cool with how i look now for the most part idk if i would want to transition physically at least not rn #and rn i still dress fem enough that everyone goes straight to she/her #and i like she/her but it hurts rn #bc some of my family has switched to they/them or it/its and it’s just so soothing #but family that knows i don’t like it still use she/her and phrases like ‘daughter’ or whatever even more often on purpose #and it hurts bc i don’t really feel the need to change the way i dress/look but i know everyone assumes she/her #when they see me in a dress or skirt. even w how very not-cis my fashion sense is #but also i fucking hate pants which is a separate thing (prob autism tbh) and even if i wore pants they’d still use she/her #thinking of changing my name to something very masc so i can confuse people enough that they’ll stop defaulting to she/her #and i haven’t told ppl outside my immediate family so idc if they use she/her but i’m fucking pissed when ppl in the family do it #anyways side note when i was 12 my ideal gender (b4 i knew about being non-cis) was a floating consciousness w no body #or a plastic-doll-like creation that’s smooth all over #… i still want to be a floating consciousness actually lmao. it would be great #back then i hated being a girl but i didn’t know there were more options and also i was socially isolated (didn’t leave home for like 2yrs) #and my mother was openly transphobic whenever the topic was brought up so that was my only real experience #but i didn’t really internalize it other than the fact that my mother would be rude if i ever happened to be not-cis and guess what? she is #anyways it’s like 2am and also i’m only awake bc i was captivated by a sugar daddy middle aged gay fic for a show i watched like 5 episodes #for 2 years ago #sorry for rambling in the middle of the night lol #gn y’all

[emdotcom]

I changed my mind. Hater behavior is undeserved, when it comes to works, & idgaf about holding creators accountable when their games are mid, anymore.

#em.txt #now i only care about how you treat your workers tbh #so there are still series i hate. but now I don't want to be mean to people who put time & effort into making shit #this is about post shift 2. people were too fuckin mean to Rjac for a game he made for free #& as a bitch who loves that game a lot i see your criticisms i understand. but you're not gonna be mean to him abt this #that fucking teen that held that interview & told him he needed to be held accountable for his mistakes. god #he made this shit for free across four years. what can happen in four years? what did he work through? #to deliver you a free game. even if you don't fucking like the game if you invite a creator on to talk about their works #you don't fucking talk to them the way uyeah did. shit was cruel & uncalled for. #this game is fucking good but it's forever going to be burried as a game that's complicated with weird tutorials #ps2 is fun. you should try it. if you don't get it -- ask. I'll answer any question at any time #i will vc you i will write a text doc -- whatever you want. more people need to experience this fucking game #it's compelling in a way few games are to me. #i can homestly only compare it to rain world but not for a reason that's overt & easy to explain. more in how it feels to play #rather than what you do. #man. idk. i gotta learn how to talk about shit i love without being mean now #this started because i was talking mad shit to my friends & it asked me to stop because i was downtalking something she loved a lot #& i realized this isn't fun for people. i thought we were having fun but tbh? I'm just a mean negative bitch #& that's not fun. that's mean. #i have to redo this character arc from when i was 13 because i guess I didn't learn it the first time around #cynicism doesn't make you funny or cool. it makes you mean & unfun to be around. finding kind things to say is tougher. #if you can present your criticism nicely then maybe you can criticize too #but that alone does not a good critique make & it definitely don't make you fun at parties #listen. i am still gonna be a bitch. but i am going to be less of one.

[jamesdotmp3]

rare (actually very common) james vulnerability post um im kind of hating having bpd right now. i reeeeally really hate how the smallest thing completely sets me off and i HATE gettinf close to people and then having to hit them with the “btw if i get even the slightest feeling you dont like me or that im being replaced i absolutely will not confront it directly and will instead opt to just never ever speak again and be mad for 6 months straight” and its cost me a lot of close friendships! i’m in therapy and i am on medication and i have been for months but for some reason it’s just ??? not working??? i dunno but im feeling very Not great tonite james nation 💔 sighs soo hard and goes back to drawing star trek yuri

#jamesdottxt #i jsut want to be normal tbh #its so embarrassing #getting close to people and then realizing its Too close #and suddenly your entire day revolves around how theyre feeling/what theyre doing #i really wish that i didnt have to be like This #because once i get mean and i start freaking out people tend to drift away and find other people #and its like Oh i really am the problem #but whats the point of recognizing youre the problem when… youre the problem lol like im not purposefully staying like this #and im trying to get better #but at what point does it start being pathetic #i hate freaking out over the smallest shit #and losing sleep because of overthinking #ive fallen out with um. Both of my favorite persons in the past few months #one of them was lowkey a predator and the other one. man idk what the other one even did #he didnt do anything #i jsut kind of sucked i think #but yeah . being fp-less and only having a very select few friends is FREAKIN ME OUT!!!!! #you’re nice to me? I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE NOW! AHA! #embarrassingggg…. #but um real talk i would so love to be able to maintain relationships properly without fucking it up so bad because of my outbursts #sighs so hard. the only thing that can fix this is drawing self insert x hughie campbell yuri #back to the coal mines (drawing program) i go #ant with bindle image #bpd #tw vent #personal vent #rare james vulnerability post #vent

[toytulini]

wish ig wasnt so fucked i do miss posting art on there but itll never be like that again. how zuck managed to make it feel physically bad and gross to use an app is incredible. its like a corpse of the app i used to use. a bad puppet. a shell. parading around, empty and awful. came back wrong. i cant use it the way it is anymore. "reels" and "stories" and the algorithm. im not using those. im not using that. it feels gross. its sliming me. its oozing slime out of my phone. i just wanted to make posts. have all my stupid art in one place and chill with my mutuals. but no. its trying to sell me ads and pretty people. and now i cant view my notifications bc it sold pretty people too hard and broke teenager's brains. itstelling me to watch reels. all the people i follow are posting their posts in their stories that im not watching bc ive refused to evolve the way i use that app past like 2016. why dont ppl just make posts. what the fuck is the point of stories. is that not just snapchat? im not downloading that either

#toy txt post #unreality #? not really but for some of the way some of this is phrased i guess? #i hate instagram now and it makes me so sad #but i miss it. posting art here isnt the same. but its not the same there either #on the rare occasion i do draw smth it doesnt feel worth posting fuckin anywhere #i dont want any tips on how to use it i just want it to not exist anymore tbh. at least people acknowledge that twitter is dead #it feels like everyone just keeps using ig and im just standing here like. its fuckjng dead. its a corpse being paraded around by ads #it died the day they introduced that fucking algo timeline.how are you all still using it. can you not feel the fucking slime? #similar to fb. i just. everytime i open it #every part of me starts screaming. how the fuck are ppl still using it? why am i expected to still use it? #at least that is like. im not expecting my nana to make a tumblr and i dont want her to #anyway. this has been old man yells at cloud #i feel like i have always used ig in a way that was fundamentally different than how other ppl were using it but i used to be able to get #away w it and have no issues but its not possible now #it wont stop reminding me what a horrible thing its become. it wont stop helpfully suggesting ppl it thinks i should follow for one reason #or another god fucking knows why

[merrilark]

hm.

// world news for ts

#man ppl are really. irritating. about the sub situation. #i haven't really been following it but it makes me raise my brows that people are so quick to meme a tragedy #and cheer for the suffering and likely deaths of strangers. #idc if they knew the risks; there's a kid on there and he undoubtedly believed he would be safe. and tbh? even if there wasn't? #its... disturbing to me that people would be so gleeful about people potentially dying because they hate them. #how quickly we stoop toward the levels of people we hate bc we feel that we're somehow justified. it makes me sad. #people can be angry. they can feel however they want. but idk. the casual sadism isn't great. #whether you like them or not those are living human beings and human beings deserve to be treated like humans. #will probably delete this i just feel sad about how people are acting about people dying. i'm allowed to feel that. #actually no im not going to delete this. some of the stuff i've seen is downright ghoulish. #feeling disturbed over such behavior isn't virtue signalling; it's genuine concern and a belief we all deserve a modicum of respect #when tragedies happen. when people die. they should have been guaranteed the bare minimum of safety by oceangate and they weren't. #it's a stupid and senseless death of people who believed they would be safe and weren't. not a freaking celebration. #anyway.

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

okay so the library at mount char was a fucked up trip and a half, so i'm hoping people from my neighborhood will have slightly more chill

#text #personal #books #the library at mount char #scott hawkins #people from my neighborhood #hiromi kawakami #i didnt actually hate library tbh #it was Fucked Up but it was well written #(minus how ooc father felt in that final convo) #the man can sentence good

[a9saga]

the brilliant green - stand by me // the day I run out of tbg videos to post will be the day I stop posting weekly song recs on this blog

#it may be 7am but i know if i don't post this now i probably won't post anything today #and i don't like to have the same pinned post for 3 weeks straight #i wasn't feeling like posting anything too consistently these last couple weeks #i gotta *feel* a song rec man if im gonna queue something i gotta know ill still be playing it by the time it goes up #i listened to the swingin sixties a couple days ago when i was having a lot of anxiety #i think that version of this song may actually be a bit better but you know it's just a good comforting song #bro idek who's getting evicted tonight this is the first week ive honestly been unsure #and i don't even know if i care who goes home! #all i wanna see is how we voted for the superpower competition #i wish either jared or izzy were being backdoored this week tbh over the two actually up for eviction #im done with the way izzy talks to or about people and also jared is saying some gross shit about women on the live feed #that doesn't make the actual cut for the episode #i have two (2) important things i have to do today #one of which is an important virtual meeting at 9 am that my alarm hasn't gone off for yet #yet here i am watching youtube videos and posting songs #i hate being responsible i wish my mummy and daddy had the money to pay for my college in full #and additionally i wish i hadn't been chronically ill for over half my life but here we are doing a damn zoom meeting 🙄 #aight yes im pretty stressed as you can tell #the brilliant green #j rock #tommy #90s j rock #tomoko kawase #shunsaku okuda #ryo matsui #song rec #tbt #shut up kaily #also i hope this band does anything ever again i miss them so much i cant even tell you #Youtube

[redxriiot]

Something something, being in a relationship with a more adjusted Traitor/villain!Kiri means dealing with the fact that yer fridge may end up having human body parts in it from time to time

#hc #//Mans can't eat a whole sb in one sitting; sometimes brings that shit to his special hiding place for laters if he's allowed to keep #cannibalism mention tw #//I say 'more adjusted' bc before he's accepted the fact; being a villain or the fact that he eats people #//Mans would just tear the stiff to shreds; panic/get yelled at then dispose #//Once he's more used to it; he goes back to his usual 'welp; waste not whatnot' #//Hates wasting food; no matter what it is; so he'll ask for help getting it back to base #//The thought just started out with me mulling over villain!krdk ngl #//Bc I like the idea of poor v!deku nust tryna get a snack only to meet a faceful of guts in a bag #gore mention tw #//Mans ia just 'Wtf Ei; AGAIN???' while Kiri tries to argue well where ELSE can he store it??? #//Works best with villain!sunr.iot tho I think #//Bc Ei can get his fill of fresh meat; and Tama can benefit of the Quirks said victims had #//Honestly more incentive for Ei to go after people; tbh. Then they fight over portions fjbfb #//Bc Tama needs the QUIRKS dammit. but Ei's a real hungry lad too! #//They prolly divide the shit based on how useful Tama can make the abilities #//Boom; bonding right there. them taking time out of their days to figure Quirk uses #//A twisted spin on their off duty activities in hero verse #//Y'know what; I could vibe with that #//Platonic or more shippy vibes villain!sunr.iot with this idea #//Two horrible roomies fighting over who gets what rights to what stiff #//What will win; Ei's insistence on having priority bc HE brought them home or Tama's need for new powers #//Obvi Tama; but Ei still puts up a fight every time (Tama always wins) #;mun has spoken #//Idk; thinking shit like this rn bc I saw a thing #//And bc am at a wedding party and the overwhelming racket of it all is making me wanna go feral #//So I'll let him do that lol #//Not that I have wifi to DO that the way I wanna; so it's just a hc/idea post now

[daydreaming-in-daisies]

aaaaaand now I can't sleep bc of anxiety about my future and whether or not I'll even graduate next month 🙃

#Words #Personal #My grade in my bio class went way the fuck down after the test we took recently #I'm definitely gonna talk to my professor and advisor about it and see what kind of help I can get #Because I REAAAALLLLLYYYYY want to fucking leave #And it's scaring the shit out of me that it might not even happen anymore #Because I quit my job to focus more on school #But I did it like the week before the test so it was shitty timing #I keep getting emails from the school about graduation and I can't even get excited for it #I don't wanna walk if I'm not even finished with my degree #Like what the fuck is the point in that #Especially after being in college as long as I have #But yeah the anxiety hit me just now and now I'm sad as fuck lol #Godddd this sucks so much like college has truly been the worst era of my life #Tbh my entire 20s have been pretty shitty #I always get super annoyed when people say you're in your prime in your 20s LIKE BITCH IM FUCKING SUFFERING SHUT UP #why do people act like adolescence and early 20s is the only worthwhile part of your life #I'm honestly aching to see what life is like post college and I hate how this class and my former job have gotten in the way of that #And it sucks because I don't know anyone else who's dealing with the same situation so I feel very alone in this #Idk man everything is just shitty right now and I just wanna move on with my life #It seems like everyone in my life is under the impression that I'm just lazy bc it's taken me forever to get through college #But in reality I've dealt with so much bullshit in the past few years #Such as being in a whole cult that revolved around toxic positivity #dragging myself through a major I hated bc I had no idea what else to do with my life #And also losing a bunch of people I was once close with #It's hard to put into words how much all of that fucked me up #But a lot of that stuff has been going on since before college #But the worst of it definitely happened during college so that's also why I wanna move on #Because I associate my time at school with all of that shit #Damn I'm VENTING in these tags lmao

[thursdayg1rl]

genuinely don’t understand why people care so much what other people do just get a life bro

#saw a reel of a trans man who presents feminine talking abt how ppl see him as a trans woman usually #the ‘we can always tell’ types did Not like that #it’s like genuinely why does this even bother you tho ? #I wish people just tried to examine Why they feel something instead of just being freaks online grr #it’s wild. are they hating him for being a man and acting feminine or bc he’s trans … idk bro #I think we all just need to kill ourselves tbh . tiktok and instagram make me lose all faith in humanity #we are never making it out of this.. #idk this generation is so conservative I feel like but most people think the opposite #it’s bc I grew up on tumblr isn’t it 💀 oh well

[poppyseed799]

Spent today getting caught up on miraculous, remembered how much I hate the ice cream guy

#F ANDRE ALL MY HOMIES HATE ANDRE #I don’t know why the characters kid themselves saying everyone loves Andre as if EVERY TIME THEY GO TO HIM THEY DONT END UP CRYING!!!! #screw that man and his aphobic ice cream #that man is way too invested in the romance lives of teenagers tbh #not even accusing him of being a creep here just genuinely like why are u so bothered by this man. they’re kids. none of ur business. #I don’t care how tasty his ice cream is. if you want to get ice cream with someone other than whoever Andre ships u with FORGET ABOUT IT #my siblings and I would be like ‘hey can we get ice cream’ and he’d say ‘BUT YOURE RELATED!!! THATS DISGUSTING!!!’ like it’s not ICE CREAM. #main reason I hate him so much tbh is that I’m very sensitive about how happy going out for ice cream can make ppl and how easily it can be #ruined. and seeing these characters go to him expecting a nice ice cream only to wind up crying cuz ANDRES A LITTLE BINCH makes me SO UPSET. #your job is to bring people JOY with ICE CREAM. and instead ur obsessed with their LOVE LIVES. GET OVER IT MAN. GIVE THEM THEIR DAMN ICE #CREAM. sorry for the andre miraculous ladybug rant top 10 characters I hate.

[blinkbats]

I love the name jack because it feels like such a good placeholder like they call you john doe if they can't figure out who you are and Jack is like a fun nickname for John. I'm not a John though and my dad was gonna name me Jack if I was a boy but anyway. It's good. Hey I'm Jack how's it going I love how short it is, doesn't take up any of your time, only thing weird about it is to most people I don't look like a Jack when people look at me they go GIRL which is fine but that's not what comes to mind when I look at me. Is just me.

#I've been thinking a lot about Dianne though. Two ns #Keep seeing it everywhere n I like it too. Don't know why I like such normal ass names but like #God like this does not make sense #Gender philosophy and such #But I think I'm gender fluid #Because the only thing constant about my gender is that it is not #It's wildly inconsistent even the degree to which I give a fuck how people view me or caring about gender one way or another like #I just wear clothes the clothes don't have a gender and tbh brobably neither do I #I'm just a creature I'm just here I didn't ask for any of this I didn't create the gender binary I just had this framework #Forced on me from birth and since I can turn the whole thing inside out and backwards in my mind #It means nothing to me anymore. Including what other people think when they look at me. #BUT I enjoy juxtaposition #Looking like a woman yet having what is pretty solidly a man's name is very satisfying to me #The thing I hate most abt being perceived feminine is having your emotions categorized as female emotions and being disrespected for that #Like I feel patricide in this chili's tonight just kidding who said that